#this is kinda embarrassing but i love it lotsss

[f4gg0t-th0ughts]

Happy tboy tummy Tuesday to those who celebrate >wO

[satorisoup]

erm hi fwendss ^_^ this is gonna be like… a bit of a question but also a wittle bit of a rant… m’ confused ehehe T^T in tha small font cuz… s’ embarrassing for me… sniffles sosbsbs !!!!

b4 i start here are tha main components of da topic at hand : talks of little space, mentions of toxic ex bf, lots of typing quirks, some selfship stuffs, and wanting to feel more comfortable in my space without makin’ anyone else weirded out… needin’ advice methinks /nf

so like… i didn’t know that it wasn’t necessarily considered “normal” (?) to like… wanna be treated like a child sometimes… ?????????? (՞߹ - ߹՞) n e ways…

i’ve avoided dis topic for shosho long bcuz… i didn’t wanna be viewed differently n’ i didn’t wanna lose any of my cutie mooties or sumthin’ :< … but sometimes i rlllyyy wanna post how m’ feelin at tha moment but i don’t want anyone to be liek… “ lene never posts stuffs like dis” or “ why is lene talkin’ like dis” or “ lene is actin’ weird” yeah…

yeah n’ like… the thing i imagine tha most with my f/o’s is… them holdin’ me & rockin’ me like a baby or something… cuz s’ just so comforting :< n’ i want them to take care of me… and stuffs… and do fun tingsss like !! i wanna watch my favorite cute show wif them and ramble about it while they nod their head and tell me m’ so smart… MWUEHE dis is so embarrassin’. omigoodness…

which dis also might explain why i usually type wif lots of cute little quirks if anyone was wondering abouts dat… right now i’m feeling extra cutesie so m’ usin’ LOTS & LOTSSS ehe !! ^_^ it’s very comfortin’ to me so… yeagahshdb !!! :,>

dis alllll leads to my question… what would this be considered ?? :”0 is this weird… fwieeeeendsss :< i dont know wat to dooo… someone hold my hand or something i might cry T^T

when i was datin’ my ex (bad, yucky guy… nunu…) i do remember feelin’ little (?) at times… n’ wanting to feel comforted in a way that he couldn’t provide mefinks… like. sumtimes id hold two of his fingers wif my hand and he’d shake me off n’ stuffs… or when i wanted him to cuddle or hold me at all, even in a way dat was “normal” he wouldn’t… ehe… n e way… he did lotsa stuff that kinda made me feel wantin’ to be comforted more… but he was the cause of me feeling sad and i didn’t know what ta do… m’ very glad he’s gone :> there was too much pain in dat relationship… i wasnt ever comfy… n e way. i know kou wouldn’t ever dream of doin’ that stuffs to me… but i want to cope like dis… it makes me feel happy T^T

if i started typing more like how its comfortin’ to me… or if its a bit more quirked… would you be mad :< not all da time… but ya… ive always held back on it cuz… i didnt wanna seem weird or nuffin… sigh </3

will probs delete this tomorrow but !! i wanna know what ta do for realsies… this isn’t considered little space right ?? what is little space… :0 cuz if its when you feel younger than you are at times… yeah *nods* i fink. m’ sho sorry is this weird of me… :,< i dont wanna make n e one uncomfortable or something… oki. anyways…. WAHHHHHH !!!!!

any ways— to distract myself from dis ramble… look at my pwetty kiri (っ⸝⸝⸝ <) i wuv his hair like this shosho much… i just wanna smooch his cheeks :> nomnomnom !! (*ᴗ͈ ̫ ᴗ͈) his teefies… ehe :,> he’s so manly n’ strong… i want him to hold me mwuehe !! :3

sometimes i js wanna post abouts how much i wuv my sweetie pie shoto… n’ how i want him to smooch m’ cheeks ehe… or about kou :< my precious kou… s’ also why in all my selfships my nickname is usually sumfin’ along the lines of “baby”… ehehe ^_^

n’ i really want katsuki to hold me n’ rock me to sleep… s’ that weird ?? it might be out of character but… i like to imagine it mhm mhm :,>

or sumtimes i wanna play wif satoru… n’ be silly while he feeds me sweets n’ calls me his pwetty sweet princess :< andand there would be lotsa cakes !! and strawberries !! m’ favorite !! >//<

n’ i rlly love imagining gettin’ all dolled up in pwetty sundresses n stuffs dat choso likes :> n’ havin’ him hold my hands in his… ehe

ohoh !! and… holding two of sugu’s fingers wif my whole hand… :< n’ makin’ pinky pwomises… ouh… how cute… m’ kicking my feetsiesss !! ^0^

or ume holdin’ me like a princess… n’ lettin’ me watch as he cuts his veggies to make me a snackie… cuz he knows i wuv veggies… mhm :3

m’ sorry… gots a bit distracted thinkin’ bout all the stuffs i’ve wanted to say b4… ehe….. (つω`｡) i couldn’t help it !!

anyways, goodnight friends :> if u see dis & i delete it… yeagh… comments or askies r definitely appreciated sniffle :> im supa curious EEEK !! m’ shy excuseee me >//<

[heyitsmerose]

Feed Me - San Vampire AU (smut)

Genre; Smut, Vampire AU

Words; 944 (including the prologue, oops~) 579 (excluding it) 250 (for just the orgasm/Italics- see I kinda did stick to the limit)

Request; "Feed me ... smut (vampire) ... san x reader ... lots of smut, San eating you out when you're on your period. I know its sounds a little gross so its okay if you choose not to write this one. okay love you uwu" ~ anon

Summary; Your boyfriend San recently tells you he's a vampire. Still being quite new to this, you don't realise how even small things such as being on your period affect him. He brings up the idea of eating you out... it's a win-win, how could you refuse?"

Warnings; smut (lotsss of oral), period blood [do not read if you're squeamish by detailed encounters of blood- although... it's just period blood and it's quite natural so I'm not sure this counts :)] oral + period blood - eating of said blood (okay now this might make some people uncomfortable so it's truly up to you whether you choose to continue reading)

I honestly tried my best to fit it in 250 words, but I wanted to give a bit of context so... I added a prologue. This doesn't count in the 250 words haha! Despite this, I still couldn't fit it in 250 words, so oops, I'm sorry about that. The part in italics (aka the smuttiest part of it) is exactly 250 words though! I'm also not too familiar with writing vampire smut, so I hope this is okay. Happy reading, I hope you like it!

prologue

"What's wrong with you, why are you being so distant today?" You whined as you noticed San, pushing you away for what seemed like the 100th time today. You sulked and pouted at him, as he looked back feeling guilty. It wasn't his intention to make you feel like this way, but he couldn't risk it. He knew you were on your period, which was another reason you were way more clingy than usual. While you already knew of San's identity as a vampire, you sometimes forgot how simple things affected him. He made grabby hands towards him as he sighed, and scooted closer slightly.

"Y/n... I can tell you're on your period you know that right?" You looked back at him a little confused. Besides, it hadn't been too long since he told you he was a vampire anyways. anyways.

"How- I- I don't understand" You tilted your head to the side.

"Is it because I'm being overly clingy...? I'll stop if its too much-" You started before getting cut off by San

"No babe, it's just... I can smell it..." You blushed bright red immediately, scooting further away.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know, I must have leaked or something, oh my god, this is so embarrassing" You rambled, before he took your hands in his explaining it to you.

"It's not like that... you do realise period blood, is still blood right? I don't think me, a vampire being near you at this time is a very good idea. I don't think, I'll be able to control myself"

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You shifted uncomfortably on the blanket below you as San hovered over your fully clothed body.

"San, are you sure this is a good idea... I mean what if I stain the bedsheets, or you find it disgusting or-"

"Babe, calm down. Do you trust me? I promise you'll like it" He whispered as you still were a bit unsure.

"Besides, we placed a bedsheet under you, that we can wash later. I assure you I will not feel disgusted, quite the opposite actually, since I've been waiting for over 4 days." You sighed as you finally nodded your head.

end of prologue

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He smiled, before pulling your pants down slowly, along with your underwear. You shivered at the coldness as he held one thigh, pushing it up, sideways, giving him access to your heat, drooling at the sight. He slowly pulled out your tampon by its string, making sure to not hurt you before throwing it aside into a trashcan. He peppered kisses along your stomach, sensing you were a little nervous

"You ready?" He whispered as you smiled back at him in anticipation. He peppered kisses lower and lower before finally reaching your clit. You gasped as he suddenly circled your clit with his tongue, eyes innocently looking back at you, focused on your expressions. His tongue, trailed down towards your opening, as he finally got a taste of you. He 'hmm'ed in satisfaction, eyes fluttering shut with pleasure. You groaned as your hips shuddered, blood dripping down slowly. You nervously peered at San, but were reassured as you noticed at him staring at your heat in anticipation, eyes wide and mouth drooling.

The blood had started to drip down to your inner thighs and in between your slit too, as he began dragging his tongue across your thighs. He sucked along the skin there, leaving a few light but noticeable hickies, before coming back up. He nibbled on the skin of your slit, as his tongue lapped up all your juices and the blood. Already feeling horny from your period, you started feeling like you were close.

You moaned, as his tongue started working on your clit, occasionally going back down to lap up some blood. He flicked your clit relentlessly as you gasped in satisfaction. Feeling like you were close, you pushed yourself up by your elbows, supporting yourself, to watch him. You leaned back slightly, as your hips slowly thrusted up into his mouth, his lips wrapped around your clit, sucking on it. As your hips rocked, grinding against his mouth, his head bopped back and forth, eyes closing, as his lips wrapped around your clit. Within moments, you felt yourself close to the edge, as you speeded up your pace. You whined, high pitched cries coming out of your mouth as you starting getting closer. Within minutes, you started speeding up, slamming your clit into his mouth, hips thrusting at a crazy speed, the sound of skin slapping reverberating across the room. Despite his lips still being wrapped around your clit, he occasionally flicked his tongue across it, kissing your clit from time to time.

You felt your thrusts get sloppy just as you were about to cum, as he slid his hands behind your thighs to give support. He guided you to thrust a little faster as your sensitive nub, made contact with his lips rapidly. Within a few more thrusts, you were seeing white. You moaned loudly, eyes rolling to the back of your skull, as you kept thrusting your clit into his mouth to ride out your orgasm.

You shook, as your elbows gave out, your back colliding with the mattress. San wasted no time, in going back down and lapping up all the liquid, gushing out of you, as you squirmed in sensitivity. Your eyes fluttered shut, as you thought about what happened moments ago. You blushed a bright red, worried San felt uncomfortable but your thoughts were cut short.

"Up for a bit more? I'm still hungry." He peeked from in-between your legs as he flashed his fangs at you.