#this is how it feel watchin/reading all the interviews rn

[dreambutdontsleepx]

they're gonna put him back in pr jail

[n-amjoonie]

[tagged by]: the angel herself!! @1rapmon​

appearance:

med-length dyed light blonde hair // brown/hazel eyes // 173 cm // idk my weight i don’t like weighing myself anymore // i used to have a lot darker skin but i don’t go outside a lot anymore lol // pretty long eyelashes?? // got freckles on my face but not organised ones u know lol they’re just random af // i like my cheekbones the most they’re super high and look like my family members

personality:

introvert // i’m loud with people i’m comfortable with but when i’m alone or with my closest friends i’m pretty lax and quiet and let them take over // i’m like really organised chaotic, my room’s a fuckin tip and i hate it, but i plan my work out so well // i’m not good at living in one place for too long // i’m a real softie romantic but externally i’m so sarcastic to anyone who shows interest so [rip] // i take a long time to warm up to people + don’t like being touched a lot

ability:

i’m really interested in so many different types of art but im not GREAT at any // used to draw lots // make music + sing now // i like teaching my self languages // i have synesthesia

hobbies:

music // reading // spend half my time daydreaming lmao

relationships:

like friends wise i have a group of BEST friends i’ve had since high school, and then some uni friends too. i haven’t had a stable romantic relationship since i was like.... 14 and that probs doesn’t count, idk honestly i just fuck around w ppl but it’s not that fun so not that often

random stuff:

my mum studied botany so when i was a kid she used to tell me all the names for plants n stuff so now i have a larger than average knowledge about plants hehe. i’m also just really fuckin obsessed with colours, like half my life revolves around colour.

1. Which BTS song means the most to you?

goD. um. dead leaves. i think. that was such a moment in their discog for me. really was my favourite for a very long time, just artistically very great and just felt like /my/ song. rain also is such a great thoughtful song that i always return to.

2. How do you feel about astrology?

i dont like /believe/ in it but i still am interested in it i guess. it’s kinda nice to frame ur personality a bit even if it’s not real. my brother endlessly teases me for even knowing my signs tho he’s a super brain realist

3. Do you think ghosts exist?

i haven’t met any but like idk man i don’t wanna fuck with ouija boards or any of that shit, it scares the fuck outta me

4. What’s your favorite instrument?

pianoooooooo NO WAIT ok piano for composing on but sonically my fave sounding instrument is the guzheng, its the most gorgeous sounding thing

5. Who was the last person to make you really smile?

probs bts lol i’ve been watchin the new US interviews.

6. What do you do when you feel vulnerable?

if it’s when i’m around people i can get kinda like defensive and mean just to kinda push people away. i’m tryna change that coz i don’t like being mean. if i’m by myself i just turn the lights off n curl up in bed

7. What is the last dream you had?

i have super vivid dreams and it’s usually just a continuation of the night before lol

8. Are you a nature person?

yeah in theory but i don’t like feeling out of breath or sweaty so in practice it’s not always fun

9. What’s your favourite thing to do to relieve stress?

listen to music, force myself to sit down and read of if i cant concentrate, watch a movie.

10. Do you have any other blogs you’d like people to check out?

i have some but its alg i’ll just keep this blog to itself

11. Marvel, DC, or neither?

i like them both for different reasons but i love the wit of marvel. christopher nolan’s dark night series changed my life

12. What do you want out of 2018?

recognition of my work

13. Do you hold grudges?

i try not to but i also just don’t fuck w people who have fucked me over in the past

14. Who is your favorite Disney hero/heroine?

the little mermaid + peter pan

15. Do you consider yourself a positive person?

i try to be

16. What is something you love that’s underrated?

velcro strap sneakers

17. What is your dream job?

being a musician/ an artist, fuck man it’s real hard tho i’m really fuckin goin thru it rn

18. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?

paris?? but i don’t wanna be tied to a city, i want to be everywhere all at once

19. When was the last time you faced a fear and how did it go?

it’s really fucking scary sending my songs off to industry people, and a lot of the time they don’t get it or just like don’t reply and leave me hanging for months, but u gotta keep doin it coz i don’t have a plan b

20. Which would you prefer to read: poetry, fiction, or non-fiction?

fiction

21. Where do you feel most at ease?

in bed with the lights off

[tagging]: @holy-namjoon honestly i don’t know who else to tag um @kimdaily @kimjoon