#this is highkey ugly but i have spent too much time on it now to go back safdghasfdhasd

[hotkoyo]

SFW Howie Alphabet Headcanons

Author's Note: When will my husband come home from war?

Disclaimer: These headcanons are based on how I imagine Howie to be based on the game. You don't have to agree with what I say here as everyone is free to have their own ideas.

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A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)

VERY affectionate. I honestly feel like he grew up surrounded with so much love and now he’s just overflowing with it. Howie is all about showing his love through warm hugs, having his arm around you, swinging your hands as you walk, head pats, you name it. Another one, in my opinion, is words of affirmation. He'd tell you how much you matter to him through words, like quoting lines from his favorite movies and saying "I love you" before you both go to sleep.

B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)

Affectionate. Lots of play fighting and cuddling during movie sessions. Singing to Disney songs at the top of your lungs. You guys make friendship bracelets for each other (and he never takes off his). Definitely one of those dudes who drive their best friend everywhere.

C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)

If it’s not apparent already, this dude is a giant golden retriever and he lives for the cuddles. He is born to cuddle, baby. Due to his size, it’s natural that he ends up as a big spoon more often than not but he definitely loves the moments he gets to be the small spoon.

D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)

So domestic, even when you guys just started dating. It’s easy to imagine yourself settling down with someone as warm and comforting as Howie. He would love to settle down and build a home with you and you guys love having conversations about your dream house and how your life would be like in five, ten years. He’s alright at cooking in general but can cook some amazing Chinese dishes that his mom taught him.

E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)

It would be hard for him to get out of a relationship, to be completely honest. He’s one of those people who easily gets attachment issues and finds it hard to move on from a relationship. If he really has to be the one to end the relationship, he would want to talk it out with you and try to end your relationship on a good note. I feel like he’s one of those people who really values respect, even when things aren’t working out anymore between you two.

F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)

Howie is a hopeless romantic and while he does have his insecurities, I feel like he would really love to commit to someone. In terms of marriage, it really depends on you. I don’t think his career would hinder him much when it comes to popping the question, to be honest. If he feels like he’s comfortable enough with the relationship and sees that you are, too, I think he’d propose to you when he feels like the time is right.

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

Howie is a textbook example of a gentle giant. He knows he’s strong so physically, he knows when to hold back a bit. Emotionally, it’s canon that he’s a soft and caring boy through and through and he would never hurt you on purpose.

H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)

Ugh, he LOVES hugs. It’s canon that the Yan fam is really good with hugs so if you need a pick-me-up, he’s your man. Whenever you guys are alone, he acts like an overgrown koala because he can’t get enough of hugging you. If hot chocolate is a hug, it’s what Howie’s would feel like. Warm, familiar, and comforting.

I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)

He knows he loves you when he does but holds back a lot in fear of coming off too strong. If he feels that you feel the same, then he would say it pretty quickly into the relationship or during a spur of a moment. If it seems that you need more time, he would hold back just so that you wouldn't feel uncomfortable.

J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)

He’s the type who’s less jealous and more insecure. His jealousy isn’t going to make him act rashly and put you on the spot. It’s slow and creeping and you might not notice at first because of how well he conceals it but it becomes apparent by the way he starts to act distant.

K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)

Warm and gentle. His kisses make you feel so safe and loved and he likes to take the time to show you how he feels through the gesture. He loves to kiss you everywhere but his favorite places to kiss you are your nose and temples.

Also, kiss him on the forehead and he’d melt into a puddle. Another one of his hotspots is at the back of his neck. Kiss him there and watch him sputter as he tries to gain back his bearings.

L = Little ones (How are they around children?)

He loves kids, kids love him. He humors the kids a lot and is a great impersonator so prepare yourself for some improvised skits in front of the kiddos. Can’t say no to the kids, though, so you might have to step in from time to time. Kids treat him like a human jungle gym. Which he actually is.

M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)

I definitely see him as a morning person. Also, he’s so fit that you can’t tell me he doesn’t workout every single morning. Probably goes on an early jog and is one of those people who seems so chipper even if it's only seven in the morning.

N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)

Have you seen actors with their stage makeup on? There’s no way Howie’s skin stays so smooth and supple without some form of skincare routine. Has his own skincare routine and loves doing it with you together in front of the mirror (while making faces at you). After a good skincare session, he'll sit on the couch or in bed with you cuddled up to him as he reads scripts from his new upcoming projects.

O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)

Depending on how much he trusts you, it could be sooner or later. The thing with him is that he keeps things bottled up to himself. It’s hard and it’s tiring and the moment he feels safe with you, the dam breaks and he starts to reveal things about himself.

P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)

It’s definitely hard to annoy Howie and even harder to provoke him. He has the patience of a saint and unless something is very wrong, you can always find him just chillin lol.

Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)

He’s quite sentimental so he definitely remembers your relationship milestones. He remembers a lot of small things about you; like how you like your cereal and your best friend’s name from high school. Some of the details can be fuzzy at times but he tries!

R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)

Canonically: The moment you said yes when he asked to be your boyfriend at Luca’s "sister's wedding".

Headcanon: The time you both visited his family in Chicago for the holidays. You were walking home from dinner when the snowfall turned into a snowstorm. It was terribly cold and windy but you both kept on laughing at the situation and you looked so gorgeous with snow stuck to your hair under the waning streetlight that he didn’t even care that he's freezing his butt off.

S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)

Isn’t too protective in the traditional sense because he knows you can take care of yourself. More protective of how you feel because of his words and actions so he’s careful in what he says and how he says them because he doesn’t want to hurt your feelings. Highkey loves to be protected tho. Thinks it's kinda hot.

T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)

Puts a lot of effort in his career, obviously. Howie is always so passionate and ambitious when it comes to being a top actor. Relationship-wise, he’s a simp. Dates are mostly casual with him but he puts extra time and effort in choosing or making gifts. All the extra and expensive bits goes into your anniversary dates.

U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)

A lot of times, he leaves his wet, sweaty workout shirts at the corner of the room and somehow always forgets no matter how many times you’ve scolded him. Sometimes doesn’t close or tie snack packages properly so when it's your turn to eat them, they’re often stale. A terrible snorer when he’s had a long day on set.

V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)

Quite concerned. He likes to highlight the nice parts of his body through the clothes he choose to wear and tries to follow a healthy diet in general. He worked hard for his body and as much as embarrassing as it is to admit, he loves to show off and be admired for it (especially by you).

W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)

A strong believer that every person is complete and whole on their own. He believes that every person is their own and just because you love someone, it doesn't mean that your life must revolve around that person. Even so, he is a romantic. So even if he knows that he's complete without you, he does prefer to have you by his side.

X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)

He can play the piano really well. Aside from dance lessons, his parents put aside a lot of money to sign him up for piano classes when he was younger. Now, he plays them whenever he’s deep in thought and it’s always relaxing to hear him play.

Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)

In general, Howie doesn’t like broccoli. Keep those away from him. Please. When it comes to partners, Howie stays away from people who make him feel less. Basically people who put him down for being who he is and liking the things he likes. Narcissists, if you will.

Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)

He’s a snuggler and he nuzzles into your side a lot when he sleeps. Whether you get too warm is your problem because this dude is Strong™ and won’t let you push him aside that easily. And, God, I hate to say this but he’s definitely a snorer. Not all the time but when he’s really tired.... let’s just say you won’t be getting a decent sleep.

[wonderland-in-bloom]

riddle, azul, vil, and malleus’s reaction to their child being bullied

@redhood2211​ asked: This is a request, what would happen if Vil, Malleus, Azul, and Riddle see a little girl (or boy) being bullied? (If you want you can make the child their son/daughter) Headcanons please! I also love your storytelling because it's really well thought and really fun to read! I hope you'll have fun with this! 😄😄😄

thank you so much for this request aaaa it’s so cute >-< and thank you so much for thinking that way of my writing!!! anyways the little kid in this story will be their children, let’s just say around 6-10 years old. i’m sorry if you meant it to be a reader insert, but i’m making these hcs not include the reader !

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riddle rosehearts

oh he will lose his shi--

he would hesitate to scold whoever his making fun of his child

he would scold whoever bullies them up to the point where they would probably cry

would he feel bad or sorry? hah, of course not.

an irk mark would appear on his head and his face would get super duper red

i lowkey highkey think he won’t hesitate to swear at the kids

he’s just that super overprotective father over their child

once he gets whoever bullies his child to go away, he’d run to them and swoop them in his arms

he would shower them with kisses and assure them everything’s okay

he would tell them to always tell him what’s going on and what those bullies did to them

the next time they tried to pick on his kid again, he was standing there with a horrifying aura around him

the kids were already traumatized by being yelled at and scolded by riddle so they were already thinking of going back

but one of the more annoying kids who tried their best to put up a tough act ignored riddle’s presence and tried their best to try and bully his child once more

but from nowhere, four other people started appearing out of nowhere

of course it was riddle’s child’s precious uncles, cater, trey, ace, and deuce

trey was hesitant at first but ace and deuce really didn’t care if they had to kick a couple of kids’ butts 

with the four appearing out of nowhere, the bullies ran away screaming for dear life, vowing to never bully riddle’s child ever again

at the end of the day, the six of them went out for ice cream while enjoying spending time with each other 

honestly that kid is really lucky to have an amazingly strict yet loving father and four cool uncles like them 

azul ashengrotto

azul had his fair share of being bullied and honestly he wasn’t hesitating when he thought of giving whoever has the guts to bully his kid the worse consequences he can think of

this is downright the thing he loathes the most

he would be furious, but unlike riddle, he would be more like the calm type of pissed 

but that’s the thing...sometimes a calm fury is much more horrifying than a fury that explodes in your face

when the bullies were walking home he steps out from the shadows and offer a deal with them 

he would persuade them (being the smooth talker he is) with his words and lies and manipulate them to signing a contract and made a deal to him

the next day, his child was surprised that his bullies weren’t there to continue their usual acts on them 

no one knows what happened to them, not even their own parents, and their disappearances was now a case trying to be unsolved

of course they were too young to comprehend the fact that the one who could’ve been behind this scheme was their own father

but of course azul didn’t care. what mattered the most to him was that their child was safe and that no one would be there to harm them anymore

besides if there was, then he’d just have to pull the same acts all over again 

yes he had to lie to them of course. cover up things, but of course he does it for their benefit. all he cares about is his own child and no one else mattered to him. 

yandere father? oooo

vil schoenheit

one day his child came running home to him in tears 

“what’s wrong my precious angel?” “some kids at school called me ugly”

the mirror right in front of vil cracked and shattered into a million pieces

“THEY DID WHAT?!”

no one calls his child ugly. to vil, everything about them was perfect in every way

he would comfort his child and tell them that everything was going to be alright, and that they were beautiful and perfect. vil would tuck them into bed and tell them not to worry about it

that night he would contact rook and tell them to track down whoever the kids were

their child did provide a lot of details, which causes rook to easily track them down

meanwhile he asked epel to look after them while rook and vil were carrying out their...plans

the next day their child woke up to their uncle epel bringing them along to have a fun day at the park

surprise surprise the bullies were there too (they knew of course, thanks to rook)

rook and vil was watching from a hill where they were and where his child and epel was 

all of a sudden rook took out a bow and arrow, and all vil did was bring the bow and arrow down and casually said “not now.”

he saw the bullies approaching his child and signaled epel 

epel was currently entertaining them by playing kickball with them and without warning he purposely kicked the ball in the bullies’s direction and hit them flat in the face

their nose was bleeding and it was sure going to leave a mark

they left crying and passed vil along the way, making him smirk “serves you right”

the rest of the day was spent with a peaceful day in the park with vil making flower crowns for his precious angel, rook eyeing whoever he suspects was going to even approach you, and epel ready to kick a ball in someone’s face again

malleus draconia

okay whoever has the guts to go bully THE malleus draconia’s child in the first place is kinda...stupid

one day sebek came running back to malleus telling him how his child got picked on and that they were pushed by some kids

because well sebek was personally his child’s bodyguard and honestly he volunteered to do so 

malleus would calmly storm to wherever his child was 

his intimidating and deadly aura would be enough to scare the bullies away

of course he wasn’t just going to let them get away that easily so...he may or may not have cursed them

“did you curse them? again?” lilia asked him when they met up “...perhaps.” 

yes this act was not a first

lilia had his own experience of raising a child and thus he tried his best to teach malleus to not curse whoever gets too close to his child (even if they meant no harm)

well he tried to listen to lilia’s advice...once...but ignored it after five minutes and just straight up cursed them (lol)

he would check up on his child and asked them if they were okay

he would engulf them in the biggest hug and assure them that no one should ever mess with them again

and from that day forward, he would teach his child the basics of self defense magic....

and curses too cuz yeah why not, someone should teach the bullies a lesson 

lilia would just sigh from afar, oh well, what else can he do

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[kaiser-s-bitch]

OH MY GOD PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DO A GYUUTAROU X PREPPY BUT SWEET READER?!!?! like modern au or sum? She’s like very pretty and meets him through Daki one day n she’s like... “I tink I wanna fuck dis rat...”

ngl "I think i wanna fuck dis rat" had me ROLLIN🤣🤣

I’m sorry I highkey changed it up and smh read too late that you said modern au WHOOPS—

so uhhh well I hope these are still fine and you can bear w my stupidity—

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Gyutaro (+Daki) hcs:

blunt but sweet s/o

• although you knew all the other moons’ faces from the gatherings, you never really talked to any of them before

• that was until you had met Daki by sheer chance, strolling through the red light district at night on the lookout for your next catch

• you were "just" a lower moon but you were pretty and cute with a personality that could coax anyone into trusting you, which had always made hunting quite easy for you

• which was pretty much the only reason Daki even talked to you in the first place

• Muzan had brought you along when he had visited the upper ranked beauty, deciding for you to stay around town with her since you were already here

• Daki was not exactly happy about it, but she would never even doubt his decisions, let alone consider talking back to her master

• so in the end she would, although unwillingly, drag you alongside her for now

• it wasn’t long until you met Gyutaro as well, shocked by the unexpected revelation but fascinated all the same

• Gyutaro being himself, he instantly assumed it was because you were taken aback by his ugliness

• that was until you exclaimed "Damn so that’s what you had been hiding all along Daki? You’re hot!!" without a trace of hesitation in your voice

• Daki didn’t waste a second to tackle her brother and trap him in a tight, sharp-nailed embrace, yelling "Nii-chan’s all mine, MINE!!"

• you laughed heartily once the realization dawned on you that he was her brother and not her partner

• lightly shaking your head, you motioned towards the male with newly found determination "I’m just saying! If you were a customer I’d certainly bang you-", you barely dodged the swing of Daki’s arm that had been aimed directly at your head

• "I’m only tolerating you here because Master said so, don’t overdo it", the pretty girl hissed in unconcealed hostility, draped around Gyutaro’s shoulders like a cat claiming its owner

• your smile only grew wider when you took a step backwards "Alright alright, I’ll leave you guys alone now, but I’ll be there when y’all need me~"

• in all honesty, Gyutaro didn’t believe one thing of what had just gone down

• your words couldn’t have been true, that was impossible, yet he hadn’t sensed any hint of deceit or mockery in your behavior or presence. how odd.

• you were blunt to a fault, but never dishonest, a trait that had helped you greatly with overcoming the two biggest obstacles you had faced with the siblings: Daki’s possessiveness towards her brother, and Gyu’s deeply rooted habit of self-depreciation

• Gyutaro would’ve never accepted compliments from anyone even if he had gotten them, since he had long found some kind of twisted masochistic pleasure in looking down on himself because he knew others did

• but the way you talked to and acted towards him had a soothing effect on his more than damaged ego, he felt like he had only ever felt because of his sister before: appreciated. needed.

• you were courting him without the slightest hint of embarrassment or shame, constantly letting him know of your interest in him, whether he wanted you to or not

• when time was passing, it eventually led to you stealing one kiss or the other from his lips when Daki wasn’t looking, flustering him to no end

• he would’ve been totally overwhelmed with the whole situation if it were anyone else

• but it was you, and everything just seemed so easy and natural around you

• with Gyutaro, patience is the key

• you knew it would be a long way to actually go for any sexual advances towards him because you understood that it would need its time, and you were more than willing to give him as much as it would take

• because to you, every second you got to spend with him was far more than worth it, no matter how it was spent

[purplesurveys]

770

Did you have a good childhood? Uh I wouldn’t say it was all good. It had its highs and lows, although perhaps the lows just ever so slightly overtook the highs, so it was meh enough that I wouldn’t willingly revisit those days if given the chance. Were you single in June 2010? I surely was. I wasn’t interested in a relationship at age 12. Has the last person you kissed ever treated you disrespectfully? Yeah, solely when we fight and we let our ugly traits show up. She doesn’t disrespect me on a regular basis. How much did your last grocery shopping trip cost? My dad went out to get groceries today and I caught him telling my mom that his grand total this time was ₱7,000. He commented that his grocery bills have usually amounted to ₱12,000-₱15,000 during quarantine because he can’t go out as much so he has to buy everything in one go. Since we still had a bunch of food left in the house from his last grocery run, his total wasn’t as huge today and he was ecstatic about it haha. What pets did you have when you were growing up? I had several goldfish, and my sister also owned a chick and a pair of lovebirds at one point. Our old house was a favorite of stray cats’ because my lola would always leave out leftover food for them so they already felt like our pets too. We also had a rabbit named Tobi.

Would you rather live in San Francisco or New York City? New York. Would you ever date someone who had issues with substance abuse? Probably not, mainly because I doubt I’m mentally capable of looking out for another person with such a heavy and serious issue and I don’t want to accidentally fuck up their progress to getting better. Do you try too hard to get people to like you? No. Well sometimes I will, if it’s someone I really wanna be friends with. But otherwise, I just go with the flow when it comes to people I attract, platonically. Has the last person you called ever been in your bedroom? Buncha times. Do you know anyone who's a hoarder? My great-grandmother was and now I’m showing signs of it too. I have a a few things in my drawer that shouldn’t have been there in the last 3, 4 years already. It’s nothing serious, but still. Have you ever been on a vacation that ended up being ruined? What happened? I wouldn’t say ‘ruined’ but our Palawan vacation was stained quite a bit. We had a full-day itinerary of being out at sea for various island stops, and we were two families in the boat that day. The other family was very friendly and we had a great time together. Unfortunately in one of the stops, the grandpa in that family had a heart attack and we heard he died shortly after. My family spent the rest of the itinerary alone on the boat and we certainly didn’t know how to feel for the rest of the day. We never saw the other family members again. Do you know anyone who has had a miscarriage? Yeah, I have a cousin who had one recently. Is your washing machine really loud? A little bit, but that’s why it got tucked away in a small customized room we had built on the rooftop so that it’s far far away from us haha. What's your last ex's opinion of you? Technically no ex. Have you ever moved for a new job? I have not. Do you always rinse off in the shower after going swimming? Yesssss always. Smelling like chlorine can get super uncomfortable and it also gives a weird slimy sensation that I always wanna get rid of ASAP. Have you ever felt an earthquake? Yes, several. They were always very light and I usually felt them because I was lying very still in bed. The one time in April last year that it was strong enough to shake ceiling lights and sway some furniture, Gabie and I were at the arcade and did not notice anything at all lol Do your dreams usually feel very realistic? Yes. I can never tell when I’m in a dream and I always assume everything that’s happening is real until I wake up. Are you a 'life of the party' type of person? No. I find partying fun, but I wouldn’t be the one to get on a table to dance or start a human wave or a dance contest. Would you ever want to meet the Queen? My birthday twin? Absolutely. List three jobs (other than the ones you've already had) that you think you'd really enjoy: Restaurant reviewer, PR associate/specialist, and I just learned that WWE has a ‘Logger’ position, which basically means you would get paid to watch hours of WWE content to figure out its key strengths/attribute to better market the program for future content. That sounds so fun and that’s highkey the One job I would honest to god do for free because it’s my passion more than anything else. What's the most likes you've ever gotten on a tweet? (if you use Twitter) I’ve had a few tweets that have gone viral locally. I think my biggest one racked up 2,000 to 3,000 likes but I had to set my account to private not long after because I was starting to get hate for it lmao. Are there any major drama queens in your family? Yes, most of my grandpa’s sisters but I call them my aunts because that’s what I heard growing up. What are some things you dislike about where you live? It’s not Metro Manila so it feels very suburban-y. I like the hustle and bustle vibe of a big city, so the quietness here can get to me sometimes. Do you know anyone who has lost their home in a natural disaster? I probably do. Philippines is no stranger to natural disasters. Are you prone to loneliness? Or do you enjoy being alone? I tend to feel a little bit of both. What's the worst injury you've ever had? Infection on my foot after going out into the middle of the sea to snorkel flipper-less, and accidentally kicking coral reefs (which are deathly sharp) in a panic to stay afloat.  What did you eat for breakfast today? I skipped breakfast today. The first thing I ate though was a slice of ube cheesecake.

[thinkinboutkiribaku]

part I, part II,

part III

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Back home, Katsuki felt like all he wanted was to let himself fall on something soft and not move for another hours. He hadn't expected school to be this tiring after only one half assed day, but above else it was his heart that went into some rough trial. It felt like a roller coaster but it'll become manageable after a while somehow… After all, he'd been dragging these feelings for a while now.

He was used to these 2am & 2pm emo sessions now. And they were fucking pathetic. Get a grip for fuck's sake.

As he finally let himself fall on the living room sofa, face muffled by pillows and comfy blanket ; he felt something hard unpleasantly in the way. As he muttered about having to get up against his will, he found the object of his discomfort was a pile of paper bind together, wrapped in an ugly sky blue cover bearing cheesy lines for a title. Katsuki recognized the heaviness of a drama script.

"Hey, what the fuck is this ?" he growled as he started flipping through the pages.

Because there was sounds of kitchen utensils clashing together coming from the corridor, Katsuki had to grunt some more because his body considered it too much of an effort to move from the comfortable sofa. At some point, his mother finally passed her head from the door frame.

"What is it, can't you use your legs !"

"What's that."

"You don't know ? It came from the postal service today."

"I said I was taking a break though."

"Do whatever you want, but don't turn your back to good opportunity. This is mrs Park's work, she's renowned for her cinematic work, I was really surprised someone like her would be interested in someone like you for her new drama."

"Shut up, I'm plenty mesmerizing.". She slapped the back of his head.

"Try to get a look at the full story, it could be really interesting for your career. And it might be more fulfilling for you than your previous roles.", she sighed.

"Hey, Ground Zero's the best fucking role !"

"Stop wasting your talent in stupid tv drama and work a bit more on those brat expression!"

He stuck his tongue at her, which she retaliated before leaving for the kitchen. Katsuki sighed, letting the upper of his body fall on the ground while his legs were getting tangled in the sheets. There was close to no chance he was taking that role. Still, he kept going through the dialogue pages. From what he caught up, the story's was about some dumb boy fighting and skipping school, on some stupid identity quest or whatever. Fucking boring.

And yet…

Around the last pages, some scenes sparked off his attention, and after reading thoroughly the honey covered outcome he gazed into the white void of the ceiling.

Then he sighed, before getting up in direction of the kitchen.

"I'll do it if it doesn't take on school schedules," he announced while taking a bite of the snacks lying on the table. "Tell' em."

"Can't you ask yourself."

" You're the one that insisted", he took another bite.

"I'll see for you- hey ! Stop eating before dinner," she went to flick the back of his head as Katsuki shoved the rest of the food in his mouth hastily.

"The fuck, cook faster then- Argh", she put one of her arm around his neck and squeezed hard.

"Smell these good vegetables I'm making and stay put, alright brat ! Huff. And what made you change your opinion about the drama anyway ?"

"Nothing, let me go, the fuck !"

"I didn't know you could show a tender heart under all these spikes. You better not half-ass this, you understand brat !"

"Shut up, the fuck, I- !", he untied himself from his mother's grip. "I won't, shit… "

Katsuki could only stand his mother looking at him, trying to read his words through his eyes, for a few seconds before kicking the door open and leaving. She could be awfully good at it sometimes, and he didn't want her noisy comments on that.

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"That was fast, I thought you weren't doing anything new for a while…." Kirishima said, flipping through the blue sky scenario, and Katsuki could hear his tone trying to hide some uneasiness.

"Don't whine, I'm still going to school."

"I wasn't whining !" he retorted, "… but it's cool if you still come to school."

Katsuki hummed as he corrected another equation. Tonight was supposed to be another study night, but Kirishima seemed interested in anything but their notebook. The fuck did he come here for even.

"It's not really your kind though… There's like, no explosion, no action, no guns, no chase… Hey, why'd you chose it ?"

"None of your fucking business, give it !", Katsuki said, forcefully taking the script from Kirishima's hand.

"Hey! Usually, you let me read your stuff", the red hair pouted, rolling on the bed.

"Yeah, well I'm supposed to tutor your dumbass right now, so get back to work", he kicked Kirishima's head that was hanging from his bed with his pen.

It wasn't really mean to be a secret, but Katsuki still preferred for Kirishima to not read all the scenario before he showed it to him.

"But I can't anymore ! My brain's turning into batter", the red hair whined, letting his body fall from the bed. "A bit more and I'm falling asleep right here."

"Well you can just sleep here later, so get the fuck back to work."

"But I can't tonight …"

"Why not, you live just next door."

"Yeah but, I don't wanna let granny alone... She says she feels weak lately so the manly thing to do is to help her, y'know. ", Kirishima slightly lowered his face, eyes darkening all of a sudden.

Katsuki turned around to find Kirishima's gaze. He could be so easy to read on some instance, but Katsuki learnt there was a lot of feelings kept hiding under these smiles. Nevertheless, Kirishima was earnest at heart and his eyes couldn't lie. And right now they seemed agitated. Red seeing red, Katsuki looked through his beclouded eyes and wondered when was the last time Kirishima last talked about his family's struggles, apart from that time in elementary. He frowned a bit at that memory.

"B-but it's nothing much though, just- Huh, what are you doing now ?"

"There's this girl on set, she gave me these", Katsuki said after seeking through his belongings, throwing small packets to Kirishima.

"What do you do with these ?"

"They're fucking face mask Kirishima, what you gonna do ? Fucking eat them ?" Kirishima giggled. "Now come on, Yuriko's (his granny) gonna love them."

"Shouldn't you warn your mom ?" Kirishima said, confused but smiling softly, as he followed Katsuki onto his balcony.

"Who cares, I'll just send her a text or whatever."

Self-aware much, Katsuki knew that amongst his many qualities, he wasn't really the best positivity and encouragement advisor. And that was fine, he sure wasn't going to listen to people's rumbling about their shitty life or whatever ; way too annoying.

But when it became about Kirishima, this uselessness upset him quite a bit. The little fucker deserved the happiest-honey time on this earth and fuck Katsuki for sucking as a therapist, he would never allow dark clouds to dim Kirishima's light.

"Yo granny, how's it going. Hope your bingo's partner'll be ready tomorrow cause you gonna look bomb af while they'll look like zombies, look what we got for you." Katsuki announced, as he kicked Kirishima's living room door wide open.

Thus, Katsuki, Kirishima and his granny Yuriko spent their night time drinking green tea in front of variety shows starring old and young famous people making fool about themselves live, all the while wearing face mask for younger complexion.

And as they were later all falling asleep sharing the same futon hours later, dimly lit by the soft moonlight crossing the window, Katsuki was remembering old memories from elementary in form of a dream. Younger black haired Kirishima and himself, skipping classes on some truancy ; hiding inside playground structures.

                                                                                     《 Mother's day's a dumb day anyway. It's just to suck us into capitalism and buying stuff all the time, it's just lies grown up makes. Wait 'til you hear the truth about Santa ! Plus, mother's aren't perfect at all, they lie and stuff. Mine's an evil old hag. 》

                                  《 Yeah… Mothers can be dumb… They do dumb things like… not being here for mother's day… forever… 》

                                                                Seeing that kid clinging to him, trying to act though when his knees were trembling just next to him. For the first time, little Katsuki, who never paid much interest in other kids his age, –- why would he–-, felt a weird tingly feeling inside his tummy that told him to not leave this kid alone somehow.

                                                                                                          And that feeling still hasn't left him.

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"Bakugou, you should try to seem more calm, you see ? You shouldn't feel that annoyed at her, keep in mind that your character's supposed to like her, ok ? The public needs to feel that lingering affection !", seeing as Katsuki frowned his brows, director Kim resumed. "You know what, let's all take some time, recess time for everyone, I want you all to be fresh and ready in 15 minutes !"

Katsuki sighed as he reached for his water bottle, gulping angrily– this session was starting to get on his nerve kinda.

"You sure ain't feeling the best for this role, ain't ya ?", blondie popped onto his vision-field.

"Hah ? Mind your fucking business !"

"You could be def more lit, blondie !", she raised both her thumbs with a stupidly elated expression.

"Shut the fuck up, you're blondie !"

"Ah, maybe you got me lol !"

Katsuki grinded his teeth before this exchange ; the script was cheesy as fuck and his screen partner–- Camie or something… not that he cared about her name–- was such an airhead. He kinda had already been expecting it, that the shooting would turn hard to grasp at first, considering he wasn't feeling his character ; but it still annoyed him.

"Why do I fucking care, anyway.", he sighed as he passed his hands through his bangs.

"You care 'cause it's our motto to do our best for the cam', ain't that right blondie ? Not to sound emo, but I know deep down you took this role because you highkey wanted to do good, righties ? "

"Shut up with the cheesy line."

"No way fam ! You're like real cute, so I want these scenes to be mad hotsy ok~ !",

The finger gun she offered gave him cold sweat goosebumps.

"If it really came down to that, I don't mind being your special someone's substitute tho", she gave him a slight elbow punch but her remark made him blush against his will. "What, you got a bae for realsies ?? The infamous Bakugou Katsuki ? No wayy ! But you seemed so inexperienced ?? Lol, no biggies tho ! "

"Shut you fucking mouth ! It ain't your fucking business !"

This 15 minutes recess was both too long and too short, in Katsuki's tired opinion. Fuck, he needed to focus. And to do better.

"Yooo Bakugou, looking like a zombie ! Your mom told me you were on set all day today, it was that tiring ?"

Katsuki turned his gaze towards the windows from which Kirishima was sneaking in from, <i>good timing</i> he thought. He had been rehearsing his lines for a while now, he needed a break ; and the red hair's company could only help him. He contemplated the boy's face as he was poking his cheeks.

"Shut up, I'll eat you", Katsuki said, abruptly wrestling Kirishima's neck.

"I give, I give !", the red hair giggled for Katsuki to release him. "What's so hard anyway, I thought you were genius actor.".

Katsuki let himself fall on the floor, throwing his highlighted script at Kirishima's face. And, under the filling sound of pages turning, he sighed, remembering blondie's words earlier. Thinking about his character, he eyed Kirishima pensively.

"You bet this be difficult for ya, you actually need to act thoughtful", he teased him.

"Fuck you, I'm plenty thoughtful alright."

"Alright", Kirishima hummed as he flipped the other page.

Katsuki could feel his heart tightening more and more as he contemplated. That definitely wasn't his characteristic to hesitate, damn this boy really had him all fucked up, didn't he.

"Wanna help me on my lines", he growled, as if the words were having a rough time making it.

It wasn't like it was the first time he asked Kirishima to do such a thing ; not that he usually needed help (of course not) but it was quite an efficient way to get in character better. So really, why did he feel his inside dancing around like that ; it wasn't like Kirishima would decline or anything, so keep your inside together damnit.

"Sure, if I can help !" Kirishima smiled, and Bakugou felt all tingly inside. He was really indulging, wasn't he. Saying it was only for the sake of the role…

"Cool." was all he said even though he already started diving his gaze onto those deep red eyes, positioning himself facing head on.

"Wait, do I have to get up ?"

"No, just stay that way… you're good."

Gazing into Kirishima's eyes, Katsuki tried to let his feelings boil without overflowing too much. Just… enough. This was a stupid role, but the character's love interest appeared quite similar to him if he focused enough… The love interest was, someone that had always been close to him, always by his side, never faltering no matter how hurtful he could be… Someone that looked up to him, with dazzled eyes, contemplating him as if he was a shooting star in the night sky but stars were reflecting in <i>his</i> eyes. Seeing him scintillating, Katsuki raised his hands and aimed for his arm, tightening his grip around his wrist, trying to feel if his heartbeat was beating any close to how fast his was in his presence.

"What's your problem, following me around like that.", he initiated.

"Ehm, I… I can't seem to leave you alone…", Kirishima reeled off, sounding rather dully but trying his best. Katsuki could feel his pulse beating slightly faster under his fingers.

"Well you should've, that had nothing to do with you.", Katsuki delivered as his face got slightly closer to Kirishima's, eyes still locked deeply.

"S- Sometimes, I remember the first time I saw you and my heart still beats really fast... You were so dazzling and I knew I wanted to be by your side all the time…", Kirishima seemed hesitant but his eyes appeared glowing. " And I.. I-I", he stuttered, scratching the back of his neck. "I think I'm the best one for you to be with… forever ?", as he said his last words, he lifted his deep gaze into his and god damn he looked even sweeter under the softened light, Katsuki wanted to kiss him violently right here right now.

<i>But he couldn't.</i> Because those weren't Kirishima's words.

Still felt like they were though. His body temperature raised such that he felt blazed, by reflex he gripped Kirishima's wrist slightly harder. So close, yet so far.

"You're definitely the best for me, but I… Can't say the same about me."

It felt as if there gaze were intertwined together forever, when they'd only been confessing a few lines. Katsuki didn't know if it was for him only, but he swore the room temperature definitely intensified, with some new tension amplifying between them. Katsuki's straight-faced mask was unruffled as usual, but Kirishima's was so bad right now ; he burst out laughing awkwardly, hiding his crimson face inside his palms.

"Duuuuuude, this is so embarrassing ! I totally get why you don't like these scenes, aahhh", he let himself fall on his back.

"Definitely the worst scenes…", Katsuki mumbled as he let himself fall as well.

"How can you do that in front of cameras and still look cool and believable !"

"I'm genius actor after all."

"Ugh… Of course you are."

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part IV,

[meanderfall]

kind of want a geraskier fic where, after geralt highkey rips jaskier’s heart, jaskier, after spending some time absolutely heartbroken and knowing he’s going to carry the weight of this unrequited love for a long, long time, kind of goes fine. Fine. He doesn’t want me in his life? Fine. And goes ahead and tries to find himself another muse to sing about, because he’s still a lover of stories, of epic quests, and grand tales, it’s what he’s always wanted to do, and he’s not going to let geralt of rivia take that away from him. 

ofc it doesn’t really work, whoever he attaches himself to now (a soldier, or a knight, another witcher, or gilderoy lockhart type pretending he knows more than he does), he just keeps comparing them unfavorably to geralt, imagining how geralt would’ve done it, and better, what he might have said, and all around geralt just has a better heart than them, etc. He tries not to let that seep into his new songs, but he can tell they don’t have as much heart in them as they did when he was singing about geralt

geralt wanders into the story at this point. he’s spent his time ruthlessly crushing any guilt or worry he feels over jaskier. and, in the back of his mind, he’s noticed that he hasn’t heard “toss a coin to your witcher” hummed or sung in a while, and there are songs of another, the melody and style itching-ly familiar, but not really knowing how or why.

he enters the tavern that jaskier is performing in, his new muse at his side, and it registers that jaskier is singing about someone else and there’s just this moment of hurt, even betrayal, because for all that he complained and pushed him away, somehow he started considering them as a pair, and there’s a sense of possessiveness too because that’s his bard, he can’t just sing about another. And the worry he was good at quashing rears its ugly head because damn it, it was easy to pretend like jaskier was fine, that he wasn’t throwing himself in dangerous situations, but now he’s got actual proof that that isn’t the case, and like hell he can trust this other guy to adequately protect him.

and at some point geralt wanders over to the pair of them, after the performance is done, and either because he came to this town for a contract or heard they were going to go on a hunt soon, there’s this kind of proposal, a challenge, to go together, and jaskier is just sitting between them, completely flabbergasted as to what’s happening because there is clear posturing happening here, but geralt won’t even look at him, and barely acknowledges him when he tries to interject, and despite everything that still manages to hurt him.

and then there’s road trip shenanigans, while jaskier and geralt try to navigate this weird tension between them.

(If we wanted to get real YA novel up in this bitch, we could have it so the new muse actually likes jaskier a lot, so it’s love triangle situation. or better yet, the dude is actually just interested in getting into jaskier’s pants, and he’s got geralt’s number on lock, and taunts him over it, how he missed his chance, and geralt is really just like seconds away from saying fuck it and skewering him lightly maiming him. geralt, even though he feels like idiot for doing it, also feels compelled to warn jaskier about it, and jaskier just laughs because he’s known for ages. and if the guy is a real scumbag and idiot, geralt probably just reaches a point where he pulls jaskier aside and tries to shake some sense into him, but he just shrugs it off, and geralt is just like “why are you travelling with him then?” and jaskier has to bite back so many bitter responses to that question and just settles for saying “i need inspiration, and not everyone is as good through and through as you are.” and geralt feels some kind of way that jaskier still sees him as someone good even though he’s been cruel to him.)

[ukulelewrites]

SFW Alphabet: Guanlin

A/N: so if any of you don’t know what this is, you can refer to this post that i made a while ago. pretty much i go through the alphabet bc each letter represents a word and i have to write 2-3 sentences for each word!

A/A/N: I’m also tagging @laji-101 bc I know she loves Guanlin~

AU: Werewolf!Guanlin would be such a puppy. He’d trail after you whenever you have food and even if you scold him (“No, Guanlin, you can’t have any of my ice cream bc it’s mINE”) he’d just unlease his puppy dog eyes on you until you caved in. He’s also the type to just lay on your couch for hours, but the moment he hears you say you’re headed to the park, he’s running after you. 

Best Friend: tbh i feel like Guanlin would be such a chill friend. He’s the type of friend that just kinda goes along with the flow for everything, so when you mention going to McDonald’s at 3am, he’s doWN. He’d also be a lil shit too, bc he knows he’s freakishly tall, so he’s the type to hold stuff high above your head, just to laugh at you struggling. 

Cuddles: Guanlin is a lil bub, okay? And lil bubs need their cuddles. Since he’s so obnoxiously tol, I feel like he’d want to be the big spoon, like, all of the time. He’s the type to like it when you press your back against his chest so his arm can just protectively swing over your waist. Plus, he’s not against pulling you by the waist against him whenever you try to get up and get water or some shit lmao

Domestic: okay Guanlin has confirmed himself he’s a lazy bub, so domesticnicity is on the lower end of the spectrum. Expect him to either be splayed out on the couch while you’re trying to vacuum or just with his arms wrapped around yoru waist as you’re trying to cook. The only time he’d actively help clean or cook is when you start whining about how high something is.

Ending: Guanlin is pretty young, and I feel like he’s probably not that experienced with relationships. Keeping that in mind, breaking up with someone might end up being difficult for him, but knowing how he can be quite blunt, I feel like he’d just end up saying “hey, let’s break up.” He’d def spend time talking to them about the why, but I feel like he’d be pretty set on his decision. 

Films: Guanlin gives me mad action movie fan vibes for some strange reason. Like, this boy would watch a James Bond movie and then proceed to creep around the house on his tiptoes like a “spy.” I also feel like he’d be into home movie nights bc he can fall asleep on the couch right after the movie ends lmao

Groupmates: Wanna One can be quite overwhelming to meet. 10 older brothers of your boyfriend? Wild, dude, hella wild. They’d all be clamoring around each other trying to introduce themselves to you before Minhyun and Jisung pull you aside to put down some ground rules. I also imagine a really pouty Jihoon sulking in the corner bc Guanlin found a new favorite person. 

Hugs: yes,,,that’s all I’m going to say lmao. But in all honestly, Guanlin is such a tol noodle I feel like hugs would be gr8, like, he’s the type to go all in on a hug, just wrap you tightly in his arms. Plus, once he gets super comfortable with you, expect random hugs every now and then (even the occasional hug where he gets a running head start and proceeds to knock the breath out of you bc he overestimated his speed and impact force lmao)

Intimate: Guanlin is still pretty young, so I expect blushy cheeks and adorable stuttering whenever you give him a kiss on the cheek or a backhug. However, that’s at the beginning of your blossoming relationship. Expect him to get cocky once the two of you are more comfortable, and he’d be the one to swoop down and give you a kiss. 

Jealousy: So I’m split 50/50 rn on Guanlin and jealousy. Like he’d either be chill on the outside about it, letting you do your thing and only voicing his jealousy when you’re alone. oR he’d end up being a pouty oversized baby during the entire time. Like, you know how long his limbs are? Expect them to be draped or wrapped around some part of your body lmao

Kisses: giGGLY MESS OKAY. He’d be all about that cupping your cheeks while kissing you slowly and smiling into the kiss a lot, letting a giggle slip when he opens his eyes and looks into yours. He’s the type to like to kiss you on the tip of your nose, especially when you scrunch it up bc he finds you soso cute. And he loves it when you kiss him on the cheek bc there’s something intimate yet sweet about the whole thing. 

Little Ones: Guanlin is practically a lil one okay? A very tol lil one, but a lil bab at the most. At first he’d be scared out of his mind bc “omg what if I break one of them????” But at the end of the day he’s got a kid clinging onto each leg and one on his shoulders as he stomps around the room imitating a freaking megazord or some ish.

Morning: Guanlin is on the lazier side lmao so mornings would be spent trying to convince him to wake up,,,which you fail at so the two of you just spend your mornings in bed. Cuddling is a must and him lazily brushing your hair behind your ear is a daily occurance. 

Night: Expect Netflix on the tv as the two of you cuddle under the blankets bickering over which character is better. I also can imagine him as the type to eat cereal or, like, instant noodles at 1am with you bc lmao time is just a construct. He’s also the type to like getting ready for bed, like yall brush your teeth together, wash your face together, all that jazz, but the moment his head hits the pillow it’s lights out.

Open: I see Guanlin as this really bright, happy boy, but I feel like it takes a lot for him to open up. Like at first he’d tell you the basics, favorite color, food, animal, just the superficial stuff first. However, as the months past and the conversations between you two grow into hours and hours of talking, he’d definitely be the type to talk about what he wants in life and his dreams and his fears as the two of you lay face to face on the bed.

Photographs: I feel like he wouldn’t be super into documenting your relationship. def bc he knows his hyungs would give him hella shit for it Like, he’d like taking pictures of you to keep on his phone, so he can look at them fondly while he’s away, but sharing them? Printing them out? Nah fam. He’d much rather keep your candids (usually cute, but he’s got that one pic of you shoving two cupcakes in your face and it’s game over there) to himself.

Quizzes: Guanlin sometimes seem kinda sleepy and unaware, but I feel like he’s really sharp? Like I feel like he’d know your favorite food at each restaurant and your favorite flowers and stuff like that, he’d just never use that information lmao. Yall would be going out to eat, and this boy knows your order by heart and all that, but he would never order for you even if you left to use the restroom. 

Rain: This boy likes his naps, so when the raindrops start pattering against the window, expect him to be sprawled out on the couch. He likes using you as his own personal teddy bear, and when you try to escape, he swings his leg over your body to trap you. So rainy days are spent with him nuzzling his face into your hair as he hums a soft melody.

Sleep: I feel like he’s a starfish kind of sleeper. His limbs are just so,,,,,long, like I can’t imagine him sleeping in a compact form lol. I also feel like he’s the type to random wake up in the middle of the night randomly and start mumbling before going back to sleep. Like yall would be sleeping, 3am hits, and this boy wakes up and starts talking about Seonho and then just goes right back to sleep lol.

Try: I feel like he’d try to his best abilities. He’d probably go to his hyungs and ask for advice, regret his actions, and then consult the internet lmao. He’s a chill bf most of the time, but he knows on anniversaries and stuff those have to be special. But he plans those to be chill too, like dinner at your fave place or maybe a really cute park date with candles and stuff.

Ugly: This isn’t a really ugly habit, but he has a habit of putting things on the highest shelf. Like, yeah, it’s convenient for him, but when you crave chips, you don’t want to put in extra effort to get them lol. I also feel like he’s the type to drink milk straight out of the carton, and that’s just unsanitary. 

Victorious: yES, I feel like he enjoys at home kind of dates, so video game night is a must. He prefers playing Mario Kart, but after you beat him for the 100th time, he decided to stop playing that game with you on date nights. I also feel like he’s the type to just start 1v1 basketball in the park on day with you. he probs won but if you win he’d be highkey proud

Winter: Cold weather? He probably likes going to small cafes and bakeries to drink hot cocoa and eat pastries while watching the snowflakes fall outside. Also, expect a giant snowman to be built before all the snow melts. Plus, he’ll randomly start snowball fights, so always be prepared, aLWAYS.

Xtra: He probably really enjoys dog videos. Like, this boy is practically a giant pup himself, so watching actual pups do adorable pup things? Def his aesthetic. Expect him to run up to you with his phone one day and shove it right under your nose so you can bask in the adorableness too.

Yuck: I feel like Guanlin doesn’t like it when people aren’t straight up honest with him. Like yeah, he understands sometimes there are occasions where lying is okay, but he would def hate it if you did something bad and either put off from telling him or tried to skirt around the truth. He’s honest with you, so he expects you to be honest with him.

Zodiac: So, according to the internet, Guanlin is a Libra. However, I don’t feel like he fits it exactly. Yes, he is shown to be cooperative and sociable, but Guanlin doesn’t do self-pity. He doesn’t dwell on “oh, woe is me” he works on improving himself as a person. I feel like Guanlin legit would not care what zodiac you were, as long as you were nice and caring he’s down.

[blackholeofprocrastination]

So I came across these pics of Tom Hopper picking up sack of grains and boxes and stuff and I was imagining what if Dickon escaped to North/WF and Sansa gives him residence bc noone deserves to be burnt to death but obviously he has to take up an alias. He helps in restoration of WF. He totally falls in love w/ Sansa bc who wouldn't. She's the best. And he keeps calling her queen and highkey trying his best to make her smile or life easier for her etc. And he's muscled like a bull

Super buff Dickon throwing sacks of grain around Winterfell? You’re talking my language nonny! I’m fashionably late to the Dicksa party but here’s some silly ‘What if Dany Didn’t Barbecue Dickon’ AU fic for ya. (Ignores the shows current Stark Sister drama cuz…who’s got time for that nonsense?)

The Snow It Melts The Soonest When The Winds Begin To Sing

Winterfell has become a near constant raucous of shouts and sounds. 

Outside it’s walls, the Winter town is filled to bursting with smallfolk from every inch of the North, clambering to Winterfell for protection from the war and winter to come. Hovels and tents are thrown together alongside the existing thatch-roofed homes. Their camp is a lively one, men and women and children and livestock all huddled on top of one another. At night, their voices carry over the thick walls of the keep as they gather together, seeking warmth from meager peat fires.

For most within the keep, the flagging daylight hours are spent in the yard, the singing of steel upon steel ringing out as Brienne leads those who can hold a sword through their paces. Sometimes Arya is with them. She moves through the lines, quiet as a shadowcat, offering the occasional encouragements to soldiers and shepherd boys alike. 

More often Arya can be found in the smithy, perched on an anvil, watching the smiths with a queer almost forlorn sort of attentiveness.

She worries for Jon, Sansa suspects.

The first sledges bearing dragon glass had arrived two moon’s ago. Since then, the fires in the forge have been kept stoked at all hours, hammers falling in a steady rhythm, shooting off sparks as spears and swords and pikes are fashioned out of the peculiar black stone. Sansa prays it will be enough.

Inside of the keep it is no quieter. There are more mouths to feed than ever (and increasingly less with which to feed them). The kitchens are a flurry of wooden spoons scraping against great cauldrons of porridge and broth. Dough smacks against wide-planked wood tables. Roasts of what the huntsmen bring back from the Wolfswood crackle as they turn on great spits. 

What women who are not busy, armed with a spear or ladle, gather around the fire in the great hall, spinning and knitting wool, their heads bent close, their voices like a low hum of a beehive. Sansa watches them sometimes. It makes her heart ache, bringing to mind simpler afternoons spent sat close with Jeyne Poole, their noses buried in their stitching. 

There are days when the Lady of Winterfell wants to escape it all. Wants to hide away in the silence of the godswood (as Bran has done since Meera Reed rode out from their gates). 

Still, there are more days when she is grateful to be surrounded by the chaos and the noise. She had not thought to see this again. 

For so long, she had supposed Winterfell lost to her. Memories of direwolf banners draped along it’s walls, of the warmth from the fire in the Great Hall, of the courtyard just after a snowfall when the ground was fresh and new…they had been her comfort in those lonely years in the South. She dreamed of it. Prayed for it. Home.

It is a shadow of what it once was. There are too many ghosts that dwell here to be truly happy. She is grateful just the same.

Sansa is making her way to the Great Keep, having spent a tedious morning consulting with the head carpenter and mason on what is needed to restore the glass gardens, when a startling sound catches her attention near the granary.

At first she thinks it only the low murmur of men’s voices as they see to their work, but as she draws nearer she realizes it is something she scarcely believed she’d hear within these walls again. Singing.

“Afield, afield, afield, I be,When a maid did smile at me.‘Twas fair Jenny, the goatherd’s daughter,Sent to fetch a pail of water.”

Sansa used to pride herself on knowing all sorts of songs and stories. Not just the dark tales Old Nan would spin before sending them off to their beds or the songs her mother would sing when she brushed her hair. Sansa remembers how she used to plead with her father every time a singer or minstrel came to their gates, begging that they might stay just a sennight longer. Long enough that she might learn their songs by heart.

But this is song she does not know.

“My lady?” Podrick asks when she lingers too long at the granary door. Sansa offers the squire an absent smile.

“Would you see the steward receives the estimates for the glass, Podrick?”

“Right away, my lady.” Pod bows, taking the offered ledgers and scurrying towards the Great Keep.

Sansa watches him leave before pushing through doors. Several men are occupied moving sacks of barley and oats out of sledges and wagons into the granary. They are Southron men. Soldiers, some of them even knights.

She has no illusions to why they are here. They are meant to be a gift of goodwill from this dragon queen. And while Sansa knows the North will not be so easily bought (no matter what Jon might have promised), she is not in a position to refuse the additional hands and stores that came with the arrival of the Reach men to Winterfell.

She is startled when she sees their commander is among them. Dickon Tarly is a difficult man to miss. He is easily the tallest man in Winterfell (taller than Brienne even), as well as broad and comely. Striking. The sort of man one can’t help but notice.

His arrival at Winterfell has proved a disruption to her household. More than once, Sansa’s come across a serving girl neglecting her duty in favor of idling by the practice yard, pink cheeked and giggling while the Reach knights train. And though Sansa has given her share of stern warnings on the matter, that hasn’t stopped a few of the bolder ones from batting their lashes at the young lord while serving him supper in the Hall.

Once, Sansa might have also looked on him with admiration. But Sansa is not that girl anymore. She has known the ugliness of this world, seen it lurk behind pretty faces, and she wants no part of it.

“A plea, a plea I made with she,That she might linger there with me,She offered me a drink of water,Did Jenny fair, the goatherd’s daughter.”

She’s close enough to pick out his somewhat unpolished baritone amidst the singing. It is a pleasant sound. Warm and deep and cheerful.

Sansa watches him with curiosity. She knows he is now the lord of Horn Hill. His father was sentenced to dragon fire, a fate the young lordling is said to have barely escaped. And his elder brother, Jon’s Samwell, is a sworn brother of the Night’s Watch, and unable to inherit his father’s seat. Yet for all that, here he is with his common fighting men, singing and shouldering sacks of barley alongside them and seemingly happy to do so.

Winter has come but you wouldn’t know it from inside the granary. It is stifling, much too close to the hot springs which heat the walls throughout the keep. Already the snow has melted in Sansa’s hair and the fur mantle that had barely kept the chill from creeping into her bones outside, now seems absurdly heavy. 

Many men have removed their cloaks and tunics, stripping to the waist. Sansa is long past being scandalized by such things. Still, something uneasy settles in her stomach as she watches Dickon Tarly heft another sack out of a wagon. Sweat slicks his skin, rivets leaving visible trails down the sharp lines of his chest and stomach.

Muscled like a bull.

That’s what she’d overheard one of the serving girls say when Sansa had caught them hovering near the practice yard. Sansa thinks she’s beginning to understand what the girl had meant now.

She feels even more uncomfortably warm than before. She should go. But before she can retreat back to the keep, she is noticed by one of the Reach knights.

“My lady!” he hails, pausing in his work to offer her a bow. The sentiment is echoed by the others, as dozens of eyes turn to her.

Sansa insides churn, as she cannot help but feel she has been caught doing something she should not. But that is foolish. This is her keep. She may go where she likes.

“Please!” she says. “I did not mean to interrupt your work. Carry on.”

She is relieved when another chorus of ‘my lady’ is murmured around the room and the men all return to their tasks…all but one.

“Lady Stark, is there anything you need?” Lord Tarly asks, crossing towards her. He has hastily pulled a tunic over his head, but the ties are undone revealing a stretch of collarbone that Sansa tries tries to keep her eyes from focusing on.

“No…no,” she stammers, feeling foolish. “I heard the singing and I…no.”

Silence stretches between them. She hopes that Lord Tarly will return to his work as the others have done, but he remains.

“That song,” she says, when she’s gathered enough wits and courage to speak again. “I’ve not heard it before.”

Color floods the lordling’s face, as he ducks his gaze away from her. Sansa is not the only one to be caught out, it seems.

“It’s from home.”

“Oh.”

“The smallfolk…they sing it when it’s time for the haymaking.”

There is a bashful smile on his face that leaves Sansa’s traitorous heart quickening in her chest.

“And what happens then?” she asks. “To your goatherd’s daughter?”

He is flushed to the tips of his ears now, Sansa notices with some amusement, and from the way he will no longer meet her eye, she suspects the answer must be something he deems too bawdy for a lady’s ears.

“I’m not sure I remember,” he mumbles, confirming Sansa’s suspicions.

“Pity,” she shakes her head in disappointment, fighting the sudden urge to smile. “I’m very fond of songs.”

He blinks, thrown for a moment. Good.

“If that is true, my lady, then perhaps…” he pauses, something uncertain and eager dancing in his eyes. “perhaps you would honor me with a song someday?”

She smiles for true now.

“Aye, my lord. Perhaps.”

[littleblackqrow]

“No one wanted me! I was cursed…I gave my life to you because you gave me a place in this world. I thought I was finally doing some good. Meeting you was the worst luck of my life.”

I really  hate that Qrow reacted this way to the Truth that Jinn presented. I hate that entire way that shook out, but its canon so I gotta roll with it. If I had to guess though, Qrow reacted this way because Oz is both a father figure and a mentor to Qrow. 

Before he went to Beacon, he was the pariah of Camp. He grew up there, and was a strong fighter, but no one wanted him there because of his Semblance. Too many things could go wrong with a guy like him hanging around, attracting as much negative probability to them as possible. There were probably none-too-quiet whispers of excitement and joy when they heard that Qrow was one of the two picked to be sent to Beacon. The Tribe would have welcomed him back, of course, but they would have also probably found bitch work outside Camp as much as possible, trying to get him to leave on his own.

Ozpin almost certainly knew that the twins were not there for purely honest reasons. He probably signaled that to the twins very early that he allowed them to be there. 

Oz was probably the first adult to actively take interest in what was going on inside Qrow head since he entered puberty. He probably spent time talking with Qrow like he did with Ruby, letting him know that not everything was because of his Semblance, and that he had a place here.

The mission that Raven and Qrow were sent on was to learn to protect the Tribe, and logically, if there was an enemy of Salem out there, the way to do that is to join up with Ozpin. It did them no good to protect the Tribe from Huntsman if the world had ended. Raven returned to the tribe, I guess feeling that everything would be find as long as she protected those 60-80 people. Meanwhile, I think Qrow sees big picture and realizes that no one is going to be safe from Salem. He never betrayed the Tribe, he just changed how he was helping them.

Getting turned into a bird shifter was the best thing that had ever happened to Qrow. He’d always liked birds, and was highkey jealous of their ability to fly. He’d spent a lot of his youth parkouring from tree to tree, wishing he was actually flying. If he hadnt already been interested in Ozpin’s cause, this would have sealed his loyalty forever.

I think he reacted that strongly to Oz not because he regrets his life choices - If Qrow were asked, and if he’d had all that information ahead of time, he still would have become Oz’s lieutenant. His moral compass wouldnt allow him to do anything else. Qrow’s reaction was because his choices wouldnt have changed. The man who he looked up to like a father figure, a teacher, and a friend, the first man who didnt think his Semblance was some sort of curse, didnt trust Qrow enough to confide in him, despite knowing every one of Qrow’s ugly secrets. 

That does not excuse Qrow for punching a child in anger, nor does it make the fact that in canon he never apologized ok, but I hope he gets a chance to talk to Oz and Oscar and do just that. Now at least he has some distance and has had a chance to realize that in the end it didnt change a damn thing knowing the Truth.

[astrofireworks]

astro + summer camp counsellor au?

Starts with Myungjin, of course

When Jinjin found out his coursemate MJ was working as a camp counsellor over the summer, he practically tripped over himself to sign up

And then whined at Rocky and Bin to not leave him alone 

And so Bin and Rocko have to suffer tiny brats 

Anything under the age of 6 is fine, Bin thinks, but anything over? 

Obnoxious, loud and judgemental 

The worse combination, in Bin's honest opinion

The fact that Bin ends up loving all his kids is irrelevant

But for some reason the brats love Moonrockjin so much it's incredible 

MJ's still their star counsellor, with kids hanging off his every limb and climbing all over him 

His group is basically a bunch of giggles it's so cute !!!

They always wrap around him and clamber into his lap and ask him to give goodnight stories or songs 

And MJ will duly deliver 

Brightest & Earliest 

Always gets breakfast for his kids before his own 

The purest bean 

But when Jinjin talks to his kids in his soft, warm tone, he has them hanging onto his every word 

And all his kids are so Loyal™ to him it's so cute 

He could ask them all to run around a tree ten times and they'd do it, no question 

Adorable 

Rocky doesn't even try to impress his kids ?? 

They just kind of look at him in awe 

And somehow he makes them all crave his approval 

@ his kids: "hey, what do you guys think of tonight's water balloon fight?" 

Kids, screaming: "WE GON WIN IT" 

Rocky: 

Rocky: 

Rocky: "uh ok sure" 

But when they do win it makes him smile so much and he's just so proud of his kids he beams ????? 

And listen they live for the beam all his kids in his group are highkey in love with his beam 

Me too kids me too 

Bin that one bored counsellor with really chill kids 

Who just kind of sit around and talk a lot

I mean sure they could run around but 

Why would you run 

When you could eat 

Jinjin forever wondering in disbelief how Bin's kids always finish their food stock so fast 

But listen they look chill but their competitive streak is a mile long 

One time Rocky's kids beat them in a Capture the Flag game round 

Wrecked Rocky's kids in the next four rounds so badly Rocky had to tell Bin to ask his kids to Chill 

Has kids highkey in love with him because he did a dance off with Rocky the very first day of summer camp 

And w o w those moves 

All the girls in the room swooning for the both of them

Incredibly cute 

There are other counsellors too, of course, who manage other groups of kids and some who double up to teach classes and some who are just extra helpers 

Jinjin being one of those who teach classes 

Jinjin bringing the whole batch of summer camp kids out to the field to stargaze at night 

Tells them about constellations and the stories behind them 

Tells them also about aliens and gets whacked by Rocky 

Rocky & Bin who conduct dance classes 

Teaching them simple dance routines to popular songs

Highkey unaware that the kids enjoy the class just because they like seeing Moonrock move too 

It's mostly Rocky teaching and Bin snickering until Rocky hits him and makes him go over to help some poor stumbling kid 

Why is Rocko the only one with sense in all of my AUs

MJ & Heejun conducting music classes 

Read: make-a-lot-of-noise classes

Cue MJ surrounded by screaming kids banging pots and pans 

Heejun shouting over the din to encourage more noise 

MJ screaming at the top of his own lungs and banging his pans even louder 

Bin wants to cry whenever he has to deposit his kids with MJ & HJ and shuffle MJ's kids off to some other class for some other activity

Because his kids come back banging things and screaming and Bin will never have peace 

Also because MJ's kids are so touchy and loving and like to crawl all over Bin 

When really the only one he wants that near him is

Goddammit 

The head counsellor 

Beautiful, independent, kind, intelligent, slightly-awkward-dancer Eunwoo 

Wow truly 

The moment he went in for counsellor training Bin was a goner 

Eunwoo standing at the front of the room, directing people to seats

Smiling and just looking incredibly capable 

Checking their name tags and making sure he pronounced all their names right

Standing in front of all the counsellors and giving a speech about his own experience as a counsellor and what they were expected to do 

Bin wept a little inside when Eunwoo made eye contact with him 

And smiled 

Eunwoo breaking up the counsellors into groups to get to know each other better 

And shuffling himself into Bin's group for ice breakers 

Bin wanted to cry 

The whole group did to be honest 

Because one of the ice breakers was doing a dance move that represented you 

Seongwoo dabbed & everyone groaned 

Bin did some popping & everyone was impressed

Eunwoo just kind of flapped around & everyone cried laughing 

Eunwoo smiling in sheepish embarrassment 

You know the one ie the second to last gif in this set that still makes me cry when I think about it

Bin just kind of smiling because wow his heart is doing flippity flops 

And when he sees Eunwoo with his kids it's even worse 

Because Eunwoo is so soft and gentle with them 

Smiling and holding their hands as they go around in some weird human chain 

Eunwoo's kids being the most well behaved 

They'd be just as noisy as the rest but the moment Eunwoo holds up his hands and smiles 

They all fall silent and sit there waiting for him to speak 

Eunwoo's classroom also being the quietest 

Bin loving when he brings his kids to Eunwoo because they come out quietly and in slight awe 

Also Bin loving when he brings his kids to Eunwoo for a slightly different, more personal reason

Snotty seven year olds sitting at attention and staring at Eunwoo's hands work around a small metal hoop and juggling multiple thread spools

Eunwoo gently encouraging their weaving!!! 

many thank 2 @binsmoon​ for this!!

Has so many kids in love with him it's incredible 

Sometimes takes stuff out of their hands to fix 

Stays up late settling schedules and unforeseen holdups in camp 

Stays up even later sometimes fixing botched weaving so that the kids feel proud of their work regardless 

Highkey wanted to write Sanha into this as a seven year old but

Sanha, son of the guy who owns the whole camp set-up 

Sanha not handling kids yet even though he's spent every summer ever running around his dad's compound 

Sanha just going around and being extra help like Heejun 

So when a group is missing a counsellor or if a class needs an extra instructor they can go immediately 

Highkey a fave with the kids because he's also one 

Screams and flaps around just as much as the kids do 

Seven year olds being convinced he is One of Them, just by some freak of nature taller and ganglier 

"Who's your counselor!! Mine's Rocky!!!!" 

"Uh I'm a counselor, sweetie" 

Rocky snorting and herding his kids away from a slightly squawking Sanha 

Jinjin bringing his squad aka 5stro out when the kids go to sleep to go look at the stars 

You know

As a cover for wanting to go look at the stars with MJ

As a cover for wanting to look at the stars in MJ's eyes

Moonrock: "u gotta ask him out before the end of the summer, hyung, u foRCED US INTO COMING TO THIS SUMMER CAMP YOU BETTER" 

Jinjin: "ok but listen,," but

Moonrock shoving Jinjin towards MJ 

MJ: ????

Jinjin: "hiwe'regoingtostargazetonightdoyouwannacome" 

MJ: 

MJ: "YEAH OKAY :D” 

MJ beaming because wow he thought Jinjin would never get his act together he's so obviously crushing hard on MJ but hasn't spoken more than 2 sentences to MJ the whole camp and at this point MJ’s getting impatient 

5stro finding Eunwoo lying in the grass already staring up at the sky 

Contemplating life ??

Rocko, being Rocko, pushing Bin towards him 

Bin scratching his neck and settling down beside Eunwoo in silence 

Eunwoo turning to smile tiredly at whoever it is 

Eunwoo realising it's 

It's Bin 

The new counselor with the most graceful moves and a great dance bod

The new counselor that grins at him every time he comes with his kids and has uneven eyes and the cutest smile 

The new counselor Eunwoo spotted at the training session and selfishly sorted into Eunwoo's group so he could stare at him a little more 

The new counselor who's now wearing a loose tank top and board shorts and scuffed sneakers and is looking up at the stars 

Eunwoo hoping the dark is enough to cover his blushing 

Bin running a hand through his hair before adjusting himself and lying down next to Eunwoo 

Eunwoo beaming slightly to the sky and Bin watching him from the corner of his eye 

Rocko, looking left at where Jinjin's pointing out constellations to MJ and right where Bin and Eunwoo are contemplating the sky in silence 

Rocko huffing and settling himself a distance away from them all to look at his own patch of sky 

Baby Sanha trailing him and yawning sleepily 

current mood: that one weirdly sensual "sf niiiine" whisper at the start of Fanfare aljshf i’m so sleepy same Sanha

Rocko glancing at the smol giraffe and deciding to call it a night and deliver the smol sleepy boy back to his dorm 

MJ laughing at Jinjin's (very bad) puns and delivering better jokes 

Before long all you can hear from Jinjin's corner of the field are ugly snorts and cute giggles and one of them trying to say something before dissolving into more ugly snorting 

Bin glancing over to where MJ and Jinjin seem like they're having a good time and glancing over to Eunwoo to see what he thinks 

Only to catch Eunwoo staring at him 

Eunwoo flushing and making up a rubbish excuse and mumbling: "I think you've got a leaf on your face" 

Wow

Thanks Eunwoo

Good job 

Eunwoo's about to cry 

Bin: leaf ???? In an open field with no trees ?????

Before feeling Eunwoo's hand press on his cheek and tensing up slightly and promptly forgetting 

Eunwoo, murmuring: "yeah it's gone now" 

Bin: well it wasn't there in the first place but wow his heart is pounding so hard and so fast 

Bin: "Thanks?" 

Kind of? He guesses ???????  

Eunwoo's fingers still on his cheek 

Bin flushing wow he really hopes Eunwoo doesn't feel his cheeks heat up 

Particularly loud laughter from Myungjin 

Eunwoo quickly removing his hand and coughing slightly and they go back to staring at the sky until Eunwoo dozes off 

Bin looking at the peaceful angel and smiling to himself

Because wow truly he's so beautiful when he's sleeping but this can't be good for his back 

Bin waking him up and seeing Eunwoo's slightly drowsy smile and hearing Eunwoo's voice thick with sleep 

Bin walking a sleepy head counsellor back to his dorm before walking back to his own 

Eunwoo's heart: !!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Bin hatching his own plan because !!!!! Dammit he needs to take his own advice @ jinjin 

Because he's highkey wondering what it's like to wake up next to that beautiful man and seeing his sleepy smile and hearing his sleep-rough voice every morning 

Cue Bin climbing a tree on the way back to his dorm 

Slips a bit and gets a small abrasion on his knee but whatever 

An idiot 

But it's worth it for Eunwoo Bin can't stop grinning the whole night 

Bin seeing Eunwoo the next day when he brings his kids to weaving class 

Eunwoo blushing because wow he's such an idiot lmao what the hell was that last night 

Bin, smirking slightly: "I think you've got a leaf on your face" 

Pulls a leaf from behind Eunwoo's ear 

Bin's kids, eyes wide at their counsellor 

Eunwoo, eyes wide at Bin and stammering a thanks 

Bin, pressing the leaf into Eunwoo's hands and waving bye to his kids 

Eunwoo, standing in front of the whole bunch, face on fire before slipping the leaf in his pocket 

One girl slightly weeping because wow it means not one counsellor is Taken but two 

Two!!!! 

Highkey me

MJ bounding up to Jinjin when he brings his kids in for music and slipping an arm around his shoulders 

Jinjin squeaking slightly because wow from not talking to talking until sunrise to sudden skinship he's not prepared 

Jinjin's kids now squealing and shipping them 

MJ beaming all around and Heejun shepherding Jinjin out before he distracts the class further 

Heejun keeping it PG y'all 

Eunwoo touching the leaf throughout the lesson and only realised he's nearly rubbed off the number scribbled on it 

Eunwoo, now permanently stained red from blushing so much: !!!!!!!!! 

Bin, staring at his phone in anticipation: 

Phone beeps and he falls off his chair into Rocko 

Rocko, screaming injustice 

Never did anything to deserve this treatment all I’ve been doing is being a supportive best friend and you cRASH INTO ME stOP LAUGHING BIN YOU WERE THE ONE THAT CRASHED INTO ME 

Jinjin getting snaps of kids screaming the whole day from MJ 

More snaps of MJ screaming tbh 

Replies with photos of his own kids and occasionally a selfie 

MJ smiling to himself and his kids leaping on him and squealing because wow it's the other cute counsellor!

!!!!!!!! 

Sanha, popping up: "I never sent any photos of myself to MJ though" 

MJ, smacking him: "ur not even close to cute shut up"

Talk shit get hit

Seungjun unfolding himself from a corner to pat his poor smol tol on the head 

Wow I'm not even close to done with this AU I'm yelling I’ll update this soon 

[evanglne]

hey kids ! it's your local friendly dumpster here -- it me, wolfie! -- to giv e you the rundown on evan ! (cindy kimberly is her fc) a couple of things before we start this complete mess (9101001 years late btw???) she's homoromatic/pansexual but really considers herself to be a lesbian ... and a ho. but same right ? anyway ! i'm also 21+ so if it comes down to that eventually ? i would really rather you be 18+ ! and i know it's stupid for me to mention, but it's really the only thing i ask so !

              from amsterdam, evan has spent most of her child going from country to country with her pilot father as a guest on one of the most prestigious airlines. her father has been a pilot for many large names both in hollywood; a few millionaires every now and again. as evan got older, though, she wanted something a little more. she loved to travel, but hated the fact that she’s grown okay with not having any personal connections (or so it seemed) at 16, she went to live with her mom in LA. that’s where she met a very attractive older boy; before her 17th birthday, was pregnant with a baby girl. while her mother was very supportive; even wanted her to keep it, evan knew that if she wanted to get a jumpstart on her life, she wouldn’t be able to give her daughter the life she needed. so, she carried the baby to term; then gave her up for adoption. but, not before naming the baby ‘rose’ at the request of the adopted parents. (which has given her a highkey obsession with roses) don’t get it twisted, it was a lot harder than it sounds. but, it was definitely the right thing to do. and while she still misses her baby, she stands by her decision. 

              17 was a tough year for her. she started to become very reckless; frankly couldn’t make herself care about much other than filling the void left by one bad decision after another. now, going on nineteen, she’s found her love in music; while she’s still very self destructive, everything she does is (in her mind) helping her reach her fame and glory.

              personality wise, evan identifies with a well-intending self destruction mixed with a low-key god complex. low-key in the sense that she really thinks she’s helping others, but knows that with her good intentions, there often comes bad consequences. she rarely holds back her opinions and concerns, but will do so if she knows it’ll protect those she really cares for. even if her fickle heart makes it hard for her to care about more than one person at once, she will always care for another before caring for herself. on her better days, she is generally known to be impetuous (acting on or done quickly without care; impulsive), candid (very straightforward; frank), intuitive (using or based on what one feels to be true even without conscious reasoning; instinctive); staunch (beyond loyal) 

personality aesthetics:

reckless in it’s greatest form. 

the spillage of old perfume clogging up the air, still thick as the scent of blood or wildflowers. 

the corpse of a cigarette that hasn’t touched a mouth in months 

a carnival horse with one eye scratched out 

gas station lights flirting with you from the distance 

pretty face sculpted out of ugly words; a desire to feel wanted.

can be seen frolicking through mixed emotions and riotous antics.

dark, but in more of a tragically beautiful; mysterious type of way. like, flowers with thorns or an abandoned amusement park.

does and feels but not necessarily in that order.

has a palate for rare; poisoning impulses.

a leg out the window on the 5th story, half asleep; watching the snow fall at 3 am to gain inspiration type of person.

really just chooses to be oblivious, which makes her tragically lost in her own mind 70% of the time.

she HAS sense. she knows what’s going on, she just doesnt want to accept it. if things start to get too serious … there’s really no telling how it’ll end up. 

she would be best friends with killer clowns in worn pink satin and lace if they called her pretty.

she enjoys torture in the form of glitter bombs and handmade portrait porcelain dolls.

everything she touches turns to roses on fire.

dirtbag of all dirtbags, but hides it with a weird; sometimes charming sense of humor. 

she can be the sweetest thing you’ve ever met – but it’s just to hide the demon that she’s convinced resides in her

[heosiblings]

A letter from Nathan! "I still remember when you were twleve. You had the cutest baby fat and chubby cheeks and your height was nearly only half of mine, not to mention you always had the biggest smile plastered on your face, ignoring what everyone says and just being you. It's weird to say, I know, but.. You're someone I look up to despite all the years we spent together with you following me. You always get past things and make it look so easy even if you clearly still struggle with lots of things today. But, Jaxon, you're twenty now and there is so much ahead of you, big things so I'm more than positive you'll get very far. I hope you have the best birthday you could imagine this year since you aren't one to celebrate it. You deserve the happiness and I'm honestly amazed I get to be a part of that. I love you, Jaxy. Welcome to your next decade, Happy Birthday !!!"Dit bericht rapporteren Dit bericht verwijderen

A letter from Hoseok! “Jax wax guess what? it might be your birthday– i think? so as a good friend (unless you accept that ring pop) i kinda of wanted to share few words with your (now) older ass but i won’t get too ghei because i might do that in private after few drinks of gin tonic. so, i know you always say you are an asshole but since the day your fanboy self and my greek god self met, i knew you were a good guy and hey i wasn’t wrong. you are seriously so funny and weird and limitless (ha!) that i managed to bond with you more than i expected. and hey, i am hella happy about that because i don’t have to be this freaky alone. i’m glad to share the love to the similar and fucked up things with you and i (j)hope that you won’t unstan me. please keep your feet away and stop noodling me and i will let you call my bed yours too. maybe. happy birthday, pun/anal/fidget lover, pls still love me too - your best nose owning idol. 

A letter from Sophie! Happy birthday to you~~ I promise to sing this one to you later but right now it's impossible since I'm supposed to write a message ! Did you wake up with a great feeling? I hope so since today is your birthday ! I wasn't sure if I should just write the words ' Happy birthday ' and leave it like that because you didn't write me a cute message either when it was mine, but I'm a much nicer person than you so I will do it regardless ! ㅋㅋㅋ, I hope you know that I'm just kidding here. Anyways, my dear Jaxon. Today is a very special day and I hope that everyone will treat you just as special as this day is to you ! I wish you a lot of fun, love, health and happiness and that this next year will treat you just as right or even better than the past one. May it be filled with love and and little negativity as possible. Oh, and with vacations so I can look after Aegi and your new son, Nyx ! Happy Birthday Jaxon, I hope you will have a great one and I hope that we will be able to spend much more of those. From Sophie ♡

A letter from Taehyung! Jax! I still remember one of the first times we hung out together, well I mean it wasn’t that long ago if you think about it. It’s strange because we’ve only known each other for about a month and you’ve already become someone that’s very important to me and I find myself missing you when we don’t talk, and I can easily get bothered by your moods if you’re not feeling good. I guess that means you’re someone I care about, though I’m not the best at understanding feelings, honestly. But I think I asked you in rabbit about a month ago when your birthday is, and we talked about going away for your birthday, and we sort of are, just not that far away! (which is fine, I wouldn’t afford it anyway lbr) Your birthday is actually something I’ve thought about a little during each time we spent time, because I wanted you to have a great one in every aspect despite not being able to afford to get you something expensive. I really hope your day will be great though, I hope you will be able to feel how many people you have around you that really care about you and appreciate you because you really are special and a good friend. Remember that you don’t always have to be the strong one, you can also take one of our hands and lean on us sometimes! Happy Birthday Jax! I hope all your wishes come through this year (unless they’re mean bc damn don’t be ugly) Anyway bitch, love you.. IG.

A letter from Sana! Heeeey birthday boy! First of all, happy happy birthday! It's your special day today, and I hope you're feeling spoiled because it's only right that you do. Honestly, you're always doing so much for everyone around you, and making everyone smile- which is why it should be our turn now to do that for you~ Thank you so much for being an amazing friend and an amazing person. Thank you for petsitting for me, and sharing my love for Sailor Moon the way I worship it as well. I'm glad that I have crossed paths with you, and hope that moving forward, we can get even more close! I love you, the Jana to my Sana! You're the best, and every day should feel like your birthday. :) P.S. Also your sister is so sweet for doing this, I hope you get many lovely messages on this day~~ ^^ With love, Shashashana

A letter from Juniper! Jaxon! Happiest birthday to you, twin! Nevermind the difference in years... Wow, I feel so so fortunate to know you. I know that we haven't been able to spend much time together lately, but I don't love you any less! I am so happy that we're friends. You always make me smile and know just what to say to make me feel better no matter what's going on in my life. You're the best 5-minute bf I've ever had ㅎㅎ I love you so much! I hope your day is amazing like you are. Love, Juni

A letter from Kimiko! The little pervy shit who blackmails me ( still unamused ) - you are a weird one. someone i wasnt sure if i would get on with or even be friends with but look at us now. I think it might have been the whole dance thing that really gave us a starting point… that or the constant shouting at each other even if we were just saying hi. While i am still highkey nervous about giving you the gift i hope you enjoy but thats a different story, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY! Heres to more years of weird ass friendship and i hope you enjoy the day!