#this is bad!! a random teen shouldnt want to kill themself because theyre “whining about being a woman”!! | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

avixthecat · 2 days ago

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to all you transphobic, misogynistic folks out there, i just wanna ask do you want the queer, or do you want cisgenders? make up your stars-damned minds already you fuckasses i would be perfectly content with being labeled a woman, labeled as being cis, if it weren't for the fact that the severe fucking pain i'm in MONTHLY was carded as nothing more than "just a consequence of being a woman" because it's because of my period. the pain that i am increasingly worrying will prohibit me from living my life, from having a steady job, is nothing but "part of being a woman" if that's just part of being a woman, then maybe i dont wanna be a woman! have you ever, for even a moment, paused to think about this? that maybe the time i spend daydreaming about being a different sex is all because you fuckers don't want to accept that some of us go through hell and you don't want to stop and give them a chance?

go fuck yourselves. i hate all of you.

#☼︎ rants #well i mean its neko so..#neko rants #i am so fucking scared of what the futures gonna be like for me #i have this stupid stupid organ in my stupid stupid stupid body that i want so badly to get rid of #because im scared i wont be able to get a job and support myself because i need to take a week off every fucking month to recover #because who's going to hire somebody like that?#and i have to sit here listening to people talk about their wonderful plans and being scared that i'll never live that life #and i can't even get recognized for this stupid disability that i should be able to get rid of easy-cake #because i'm “just a woman so i just have to suck it up”#i dont wanna suck it up!!#it makes me want to kill myself!! /srs #this is bad!! a random teen shouldnt want to kill themself because theyre “whining about being a woman”!!#not trying and pry attention from other people. dont ever think that please please please #i dont deserve to be in any sort of spotlight like that. i dont deserve the attention on me over the people who really need it #i just. i just need a shoulder to cry on #and all i have is tumblr and a few chat boxes between people who cant do anything but give encouragement #and people wonder what i could possibly mean by “i hate myself” and wonder why i could ever even think to write “i hope the gods smite me”#tw sui talk #tw sui ideation #i guess

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