#this is about to be so self-indulgent i apologize
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I feel like each of the 141 has a difference preference when dicking down their mate.
Kyle prefers to stay human, it lets him really get a good show while fucking into the pretty thing he managed to take home. Seeing how your skin contrasts to his softly colored sheets is more reassuring to him that you're his than any scenting could be. Also, he's a lighter sleeper as a human, letting him keep you in his bed if you try to slip out while he's asleep.
Price likes the little hint of other, as a sign of his age and experience. He's the only one of the 141 who can shift only a few senses instead of having to start properly shifting. Let's him memorize your scent while fucking you, all so he can let you have the illusion of choice by letting you go and "finding" you again later. Eventually, he'll make it seem like a bit of fate and offer you out on a date.
Ghost partially shifts, and that's the most he can hold himself back when it comes to you. Claws and teeth come out, drool dripping from his maw to your skin. He needs to taste you, to make sure you taste the same. Taste like his.
Soap is a dog and he will fuck you in full transformation because of it. This man needs you on the most primal level, so why not just fuck you at his most primal. It also gives him a better nose to smell your sweat soaked skin, a longer tongue to shove into you, better hearing to catch each and every whimper you make. He needs to consume you and the best way to do that is with his wolf.
At least, that's my thought.
As usual how does it feel to be so fucking right?
Gaz absolutely prefers fucking you as a human, it feels too much like taking advantage of you when he has his semi-transformed strength and the idea of fucking you fully wolf makes him itch a little. He's so worried about damaging you with his claws and fangs :( his poor human mate, he doesn't want to ruin you. We'll, not like that at least. That won't stop him from knotting you, that's a luxury he can't afford not to indulge in. He loves the way you squirm and complain about the stretch, shushing you with soft coos, promising it'll be over soon, even when he knows it'll be a good 20 minutes at least.
Price is old hat at transformations and after years of growing and shrinking it's worn on his joints, if he doesn't have to transform he won't. He'll indulge in the sensed his wolf-form lends him, pressing his nose to your pulse and getting himself drunk on your scent. His eyes are always dark, animalistic, when he drags his flat tongue against your sex, and you worry that the teeth he's hiding might bite too hard, but he hasn't hurt you yet. And the only scare he gives you is when he presses his hand against your come filled stomach talking about pups.
Ghost simply lacks self control around you. The man has the control of a saint, but once he gets drunk on the scent of your arousal it's over for him. He grips you with heavy clawed hands, his skin splitting with fur and his nose starting to lengthen, and it scares you a little. His breathing is uneven, but his hips don't stop moving even when his bones start to break and his joints begin to pop. His drool dripping onto you is the only indication you get before he's sinking his teeth into your shoulder. You'll have to take wolfsbane in the morning if you don't want to end up going through the same pain.
Soap though... Soap fucks you like a dog, literally. He'll hunt you down on a full moon and hold you down with big paws, murmuring canned tones from his open maw about how he can't stop himself. He's all instinct, all panting and howling as he mounts you and ruts his cock against your sex, uncaring what hole he fucks himself into as long as it's yours. He'll lay directly on top of you once he's knotted you too, licking your face in apology but you know he doesn't mean it because he keeps asking for another round.
#cod x reader#x reader#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#ghost x reader#soap x reader#kyle gaz garrick#gaz x reader#captain john price#captain price x reader#werewolf au#tf 141 x reader#oh wait i forgot i actually have fucked up body horror werewolf headcanons
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if you’re a tall(er) girl who’s been pushed into a masculine, dominant stereotype by society because of her height and secretly wants to let go and feel small, this ethan landry fic i’m working on is about to be for YOU🗣️
#this is about to be so self-indulgent i apologize#but i need SOMETHING#however comma#i still have more general fics in the vault too
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Snap: *draws a Megaman-inspired Magneto*
Me: ...Perfect modernization.
wait now that its not 3AM i can do you one Slightly better
bonus:
#xmen#xmen comics#magneto#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus lehnsherr#max eisenhardt#snap sketches#this is legitimately the most self indulgent thing ever ive been wanting to draw magneto like a robot master for months vjAELKJAE#i thought about adding the little 'ears' robot masters/reploids have but not this time#whats funny is that during my initial redesigning i WANTED to pay homage to erik's trench coat look buuuutt i couldnt figure how#so thank you sigma for. letting me steal your shit vjELKAEJ#i havent drawn megaman characters in like. years good lord- whats funny is that magnetman Was one of my faves to draw#which doesnt mean much since i loved drawing pretty much all the robot masters equally LMAOOO#i remember some freak got pressed at me for doodling metalman during class once like dawg what is your problem#bruv leave me ALONE let me draw you are not my mom#anyway. as i said last night i dont have my usual evening class so i figured id fill the time doodlin these#they didnt take long- i think thats why i like drawing This magneto outfit so much#reminds me of my megaman doodlin days ... also it's genuinely just quick as hell WHICH. makes sense#all that done im done megaman-inspired posting thank you for the opportunity anon im glad you appreciated it :]]#im gonna go eat now my tummy rumblin. theeeeeeen i guess ill drive home ???? i guess.#it's almost saturday so that means i get to post more asks- ive been hoarding them throughout the week#so i apologize if some people have been waitin i PROMISE i havent been ignoring i just wanna draw somethin for it </3#ok im eating now BYYYYYYEEE
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mix: firstprince (taylor's version)
#rwrbedit#alex x henry#alex claremont diaz#henry fox#my reward for not putting any tswift songs on my other mix is that i decided to do one that is just. nothing but tswift songs.#so. firstprince mix (taylor's version)#i was gonna do 'say don't go' for kensington but.#i actually liked 'haunted' a lot more for it#and nearly did 'haunted' for the scene of alex and nora but they swapped#(dress was entirely self-indulgent btw but. i couldn't resist.)#i have zero apologies for the choice of 'paper rings' btw#not pictured: me tapping my foot and waiting impatiently for rep tv#(listen my life will not be complete until i hear 'don't blame me (taylor's version)')#i'm choosing to blame this on my best friend#bc i went 'since i didn't put any on the other mix tell me i can't make one that's just tswift songs'#and she went 'do it.'#and i said 'okay at least tell me i can't just name it 'firstprince (taylor's version)'' and she said 'okay but you should'#so here we are.#also i think my favorite coloring in this is the one i used for 'wildest dreams' and 'you are in love' and 'say don't go'#yes i did attempt to color them in ways reminiscent of the albums and what about it
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ice & mav
(anne sexton, a self-portrait in letters // alice oseman, radio silence)
#icemav#they're so intense about each other#they saw each other for the first time and there was no going back for either of them after that#they snapped onto each other's orbit and never really left#always aware and that continued for DECADES#that's some fucking devotion right there#this is so self indulgent#i wanted to be sappy about them#i make no apologies#top gun#top gun 1986#tom iceman kazansky#pete maverick mitchell#vann makes stuff
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🎶 You should get a best friend, too~ 💙
#iykyk //////////#criminal the way this cloud treats me //////////////#inspired by a conversation with friends from a few weeks ago… which I have not stopped thinking about… clearly //////////#goddddddd /////////#this is so self indulgent#tickling art#tickling#toy box#tickle art#tickle#tickling community#fluffyart#avery nimbus#apologies if this looks bad - I have terrible art block right now
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or, stop apologizing for feeling emotions about something having a character you think about is not a mortal sin (mobile version rough draft)
#rough draft because its 2am and my eyes aren't working but people keep saying sorry in the tags and its like for what!!#why apologize for caring about something!! i love hearing sbout shit i dont know about#i love knowing my art reached you in an unexpected way and maybe you wouldn't have thought about it otherwise#you do not have to self condemn in order to feel joy. not in this fucking house. do you hear me#yolo so live deliciously have joy without shame have passion without regret have indulgence without doubt. i love you#i love you!!!!
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I wanna write a Lawsan fic in which Law won't stop being annoying about Germa and info-dumping about it and, even if he says he hates it, talking about it all. The. Damn. Time. And Sanji snapping at him furiously and telling him something like "Could you shut the fuck up already?! You keep saying you hate Germa but as far as I know, you'd be on your knees to suck my brothers' cocks like the fanboy you are. Do you happen to lack hearing comprehension? I don't give a fuck what you say because your dumb comics were my whole fucking childhood, and I don't know how yours was, but mine wasn't pretty. I- Fuck. Look. Fuck you. You don't understand and you're not willing to understand and I'm sure you've never had to tell your own family to fuck off but it does a fucking number on you, so. Don't- Just- Just don't, okay? I need- I need a moment away from you" and he leaves Law feeling absolutely like shit because he didn't notice he was being so heartless to him. Sanji goes away and, since this happens in front of everyone, Zoro's like "Well done, man" and Law's just like "Shut the fuck up". Then there's a whole scene with Law apologizing but I'm saving that for the fic ngl.
#lawsan my beloved btw#i love angst#this is very self-indulgent bc i fucking hated it every time law infudumped about germa in canon bc i was constantly like shutupshutup#when law goes to apologize he's like 'well actually doflamingo kind of raised me so uh yeah families suck i am sorry man'#law is very autistic btw nothing to do with this i just had the thought in mind while writing this#and sanji has so many issues poor boy he's so done#one piece#black leg sanji#trafalgar law#lawsan
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oh them? they're venom...
#venom#venom 3#venom symbiote#venom fanart#eddie brock#so um#there is nothing respectful about how i look at venom#no apologies for how self indulgent this is
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SHUT ME UP ꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡
#ill add the youtube link later#art#my art#animation#animation meme#video#madness combat#madcom#deimos madness combat#sanford madness combat#sanmos#shut me up#mindless self indulgence#this took a whiiile im so tired this was supposed to be uploaded last week :(#SORRY ABOUT THAT ONE PART WHERE NOTHING HAPPENS.#i got too tired i couldnt go on... apologies.....#okay bye it's 4am goodnight mwa
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Sister Iris Fey Hawthorne of Hazakura Temple is so so autistic no I do not take constructive criticism
#mel's musings#iris hawthorne#iris fey#iris of hazakura temple#aa#currently working on an iris characterization reference sheet#and yeah it's a super self-indulgent headcanon. but the more i write down#the more i realize how SO many of her traits and mannerisms are reflective of autistic trauma#from the shyness to the self-hatred to the constant apologizing for everything that goes even slightly wrong? Y'ALL#and her line to phoenix bragging about how she knows how to use a computer and cell phone? VERY sheltered autism behavior#no fucking wonder i latched onto her like i did she's so me#can't wait for aa7 when they bring her back and make her diego's weirdgirl (hey capcom. fucking HIRE ME bc i need this)#local woman going feral over sister iris ace attorney for the 261478th time. more at 11
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Aizawa and you who've been together long enough for each other to recognize certain things about the other.
When he find the sheets empty at 4 in the morning with the blanket covering your side, he knows you did that to keep your side warm while you come back from the washroom.
When he hears you tiptoe around the room at 5 am (because you're restless and need to keep your hands busy) he knows it's better to pretend to be asleep or else you'd feel guilty for walking him.
When he finds your bed empty at 2 am, he knows to go find you as soon as he can. You're usually in the kitchen, running your hands under water. If it isn't water, it would be something worse. So he goes to you immediately. Wraps him arms around you and holds you till you turn the water off.
He knows, because he's seen things. You've shown him things. The good and the bad. Sometimes it feels like there's more bad than good. But he's there nonetheless. His hands never waver. His smile never fades. He calls your name with the same amount of love.
#aizawa#hey most aizawa shit is very self indulgent#i apologize if this doesn't resonate#I'm a broken sleep girly so i was just thinking about how it'd be hard to sleep with a lightsleeper
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she constantly lives in my head 24/7
#transformers#maccadam#megatron#au#soft body#⋘ 『 ─ noms' art; 』 ⋙#will i ever stop drawing her like this?#frankly no#i just cannot stop brainrotting about this au;;#i also actually love how this design turned out sm 😭😭#super self indulgent but who cares#it's so much fun for me to draw personally#i deserve some personal indulgements 🥲#feels a little ick to be tagging the main tags but we ball 😂#apologies to anyone passing by 💀#rkgk
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all thoughts, head full of ✨aventurine✨
+ a bunch of rambling/life updates in the tags, oops
#kayleigh.txt#y’all i seriously cannot stop thinking about this lil’ pixelated man 🫠#i officially have everything to fully level and max him and his lightcone and his traces 👏🏻#only e0s1 of course; i’m broke af 😅#hopefully for his rerun i can get some eidolons but alas not this time unfortunately ���#he’s literally on the same level as kaeya in my heart; favorite hsr character for sure#(jing yuan has been demoted to my second favorite now because i am a silly goose)#i honestly never thought i’d be so adoring of hoyoverse characters but... here we are 🤷🏼♀️#actual legitimate feelings for real people??? ❎#actual legitimate feelings for fictional characters??? ✅#aNYWAYS the brainrot is really bad y’all and i apologize that my entire personality has been taken over by this man 🤡#i wish that i had an income right now so that i could commission some self–indulgent selfship art but alas 😩#once my irl bestie’s wedding and honeymoon is over on may 10th i will be going back to looking for a job 👌🏻#i’ve applied to probably 50+ jobs throughout the past few months and have heard absolutely nothing back 💀#i have given up for now; i have to get my mental health and autoimmune diseases under control first tbqh#i have a psychiatrist appointment on the 16th which i am terrified regarding but hopefully it goes well 🥲🤞🏻#and i am going to start a new injectable medication for my autoimmune diseases asap#i have to deep clean my house and revamp my reptile enclosures before i commit to a job as well ugh#i have to actually get my shit tf together before i start legitimately looking for a job again is what i’m saying 😂
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i cannot put into words well all my thoughts about how soft the monkees are I have SO MANY THOUGHTS it’s just so hard to type them out. my drafts are crazy right now.
it all just comes out like “when they’re all at home and it’s bedtime everybody just cuddling and chilling out to the guitar and singing with each other and talking oh my god you know they just like you know when like the blankets and it’s warm and mike is so gentle to davy and they sing and then read stories and peter likes the lights low” like that’s not what i meant to say at all i have whole narratives going i’m just kind of sick and i’m thinking about the monkees being so soft and sweet and davy curled up in a blanket in mikes lap while he plays the guitar complaining about bedtime and petting at mikes beard and mike picking at some chords as he tries to reason with the (NOT sleepy!!) little one—this is turning into davybaby !!
#sorry if this is hard to read/incoherrant#this is so self indulgent#i just need soft monkees right now#talk to me about the monkees friends i’m a bit lonely#everything i type out sounds wrong so this is the most we’re gonna get right now#the monkees#i had like eight things about mike being very gentle at home and as he gets older getting more and more gentle#it’s just in his nature and he’s very caring and nurturing#he’d try to be tough and he’d always get stressed but he mellows and he cares and idk i just think about this a lot#and maybe i’m projecting my shit onto these characters#specifically mike and davy right now for some reason#it definitely switches around because i was all over micky last week#but like they’re my soft little guys!!!!!#i’ll shush now folk’s apologies#this is like my little notebook but actual people get to actually here these things and idk if that’s good or not#but here it is anyway#i want to fall asleep in mikes lap i guess#in a cozy little place with friends all around#maybe that’s just what this is#maybe the monkees just feel very safe
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#keroro#i love this. she is me. i can live my unbridled amounts of cute aggression towards him THRU HER#i literally need to do this irl#like i just skimmed ep 64 bc i was curious about this trauma switch thing and ive never wanted to grab him and whack him around more#in an affectionate way not because im mad at him oh no. i understand him so deeply. i feel him. i know his most inner psyche.#and he inspires unrecorded levels of senseless violence in me#me in my little ignoramus bubble writing a 4 pages dissertation on his character anyway bc like. i get him ok#his deep seated sense of guilt that he's constantly fighting against. that he needs to repress and deny in order to function.#his fear of abandonment. fear of never being enough. not being able to make up for it. for himself. thats why hes self sacrificing#his selfish childishness that comes from not having been allowed a lot in his youth. taking friends for granted in his past but knowing -#you dont fit in with them. constantly apologizing for yourself. taking space. too much. self indulgence. because friends is s scary concept#and yet one you couldnt survive without. letting them walk all over you. denying your anger. your fears. crawling back to them with a smile#at their feet and biting time because what you really want is friends. company. but you think you don't deserve it. deep down.#maybe u dont. your worst reminder the friend you love. and if they ditch you it's deserved. you don't need them (you do)#why am i rambling!!!! he has ruined me. if im wrong dont even tell me bc i prefer this version in my head anyway#*charlie voice* look at me. psychological trauma up to here#im not saying growing up poor with a father that shames you for your interests and ''disciplines'' you made him selfish but. no yes!#i am saying that. bc i know how it is. growing up with friends that have a lot that u can never afford. u feel guilty just being with them#ok we strayed a lot from the og post which is just me saying I WANNA PUNCH THIS GUY SO BAD (he is me)#keroro gunso
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