#this is about renchanting and shadow alliance and the king arc and the perimeter arc and the minister thing going on right now even though

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constantly going insane about the fact that rendog consistently makes up roles to fill . this guy is so devoid of internal feelings of fulfillment that he must seek it externally and try to make himself needed by others. because if one is not needed how could they ever be wanted . and people keep going along with it for varying reasons and he's completely aware that it may or may not be genuine but the utter feelings of desperation and the manic highs of these acts of loyalty and whatnot makes him cling to whatever he can get. every time he is saying "look at me, look at me, look at me"