#this is about john gaius btw. the emperor undying. necrolord prime. the man who became god | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

theygender · 19 days ago

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Having a favorite fictional man as a lesbian is fun bc you can gain access to 0%-sexual unfiltered fixation. Like I'm obsessed with that man in a purely academic way. I want to shrink him down and study him under a microscope. I want to trap him in a cup like a bug and then shake it just to see what happens. I want to look inside his brain and flip through the pages of his psyche like a book to understand what makes him tick, and then when the time is right I want to eat popcorn as I watch him suffer his well-earned demise. I'm not obsessed with him the way I'm obsessed with women. I'm obsessed with him the way I'm obsessed with wikipedia rabbit holes at 2 AM

#this is about john gaius btw. the emperor undying. necrolord prime. the man who became god #ive never really had a favorite male character as an adult before and now that im thinking about it its a very novel experience for me lol #wait scratch that. i forgot about taako #that was partially gender envy tho so idk if it counts for this #anyway. ejg my beloathed. wretched meow meow. the universes saddest dictator god-king #something is so wrong with him in a way that is so so fascinating to me #i would say i want to watch him explode but that's already been done before #someone come up with a new experiment to put him through i need more data #rambling

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