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vvelegrin · 7 months ago

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catch me googling 'how to have conversations without crying' lmao. google like, oh difficult conversations? conversations that are too heavy? conversations dealing with emotionally tumultuous subjects that are of a personal nature to you?

no man i just want to have a basic conversation involving the regular amount of both real and perceived tension that is involved in sharing space with anyone ever without immediately cracking like an egg

#this isn't about anything in particular i just happen to be thinking of it right now #actually i think some of the dialogue options while playing pathologic kind of started the thought process #my go-to method is uuuhhh pulling my arm hair #i know the answer is 'practice' but fuck #this is a significant interpersonal obstacle for me that really uuuhhh affects how i live #and isn't fair to people that i'm interacting with #luckily i currently live alone but that also means i do not have practice #and living with my parents actively made it worse because my dad is the biggest pissbaby on the planet #well hm. i do have some instances where i could practice with some very opinionated friends that i meet with once a week #man i wish i didn't have to manually do everything that otherwise has the option of coming naturally to people lmao #i am unfortunately Guy Who Puts Together A Personal Encyclopedia To Reference Basic Social Concepts

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