#this is a callout to my mom - and thats only one thing she did

[necroticarts]

ARE U GUYS SERIOUSLY STILL OPENING A ZINE AFTER THE CALLOUT 😭?!?!

Here is my response to whats going on regarding our zine and our mod. Next time, please be more calm if you're going to ask me about this more.

What Kallie did in regards to the Hoco situation was wrong and I dont agree with what she said. It was, in my opinion, pretty dumb, but I think Kallie also recognized that and doesnt agree with what she said anymore (read her apology). Which also, Kallie DID apologize, though not directly to Hoco, but Hoco saw it on twitter. They don't have to accept her apology, but they, and everyone else who cares, can't say that she didn't say anything and that shes avoiding responsibility. I wouldnt let Kallie work on this zine if I thought she was a danger to people. Also just to clarify, she is NOT the head mod anymore, Mod Honey is. It was Honey's choice to continue the zine.

In regards to anything to do with Galaxia and their friend group, we have been trying to ignore and get over that shit for years. But they keep saying things and setting off more drama for people to get into that have nothing to do with it. I was there when it started, I used to be friends with Galaxia and supported them but I ultimately chose to side with Kallie because what she went through was terrible. I dont hate Galaxia, but them trying to put themselves in every spot of fandom and be the "fandom mom" is not okay to me.

Yes Kallie made a callout post of Galaxia and co, but that was because she was ASKED to by other people who heard her out. And also, no, she didn't publicly smear Galaxia's name all over the place, Kallie only told people about it in private when, again, she was asked about it. There's nothing wrong with that.

If you dont want to support the zine, thats fine. No one is forcing you to. It is a NON PROFIT zine, being made just for fun. We had no issues with the last one, everyone who contributed was kind and chill and our server made for the zine was calm and cool.

[sapphicsaro]

24, 14, and 6 for the writing asks!!

6. What character do I have the most fun writing?

oh man this is a toughhhhhh one. i think my favorite thing i’ve gotten to write is olivia on the edible because we never get to see her just unhinged (literally every other fic i write is just so introspective bc she’s such a thiiiiiinker)

but overall character? it depends. i absolutely love writing flirty elliot, like xmas episode style bc that man is a frat boy who just really wants to makeout with olivia

olivia is great to write when im having a day because i feel similar to her character (or at least my version of her) so i get to spend the day processing her thoughts and it’s kind of cathartic

currently have a WIP thats a loooooong oneshot about noah and he’s fun to write as a lil sweetie

ig what i’m saying is each fic i have a diff fave to focus on depending on the story? if it’s happy, then it’s usually elliot bc i like him being all touchy and lovey towards olivia — if it’s angsty, i love me some olivia has to think about this and her “do i love elliot idk if i’m ready for this but he looks at me like that and i just wish he’d talk to me” phases.

guess i have no faves lmfao

14. At what point in writing do you come up with a title?

oooooohhhh boy. right as i’m about to publish, and sometimes it’s the reason i don’t post right away lol

35 steps, a delectable disaster, trapped in an elevator, at her door, come home with me, three strikes, damaging the sun, here at the park… all popped in my head before clicking post! i don’t really have a method, just try to pick out something important in the fic that is the overall takeaway or theme

so 35 steps was a callout to the quote “35. It would take 35 steps for him to be in his (he likes to call it their) bedroom, open up the drawer where he kept all his gym clothes, find the red shirt that was torn, unravel it, and reveal the hidden ring he knew she did not want (yet).”

but something like “delectable disaster” is just fun because olivia is a flirty, but mess high lol

come home with me was SO hard to name for no reason (it was almost named clementine? but that’s being used for a oneshot i’m writing now!) — in my google docs it was called “kissy kissy” and trapped in an elevator was called “mom and dad hotbox their hearts rip”

so moral of the story, i just use a goofy name, write it until i know exactly what i want the reader to feel or remember about it, then try my best to make it fun lol

24. Would you say your writing has changed over time?

YUPPPPPPP. gd every single fic i change. that’s why fanfic is here! (well for some people)

it’s a great avenue for me to learn my voice and play around. fuck, i’m a script writer so the dialogue only ones are my faves but they’re hard fics to be read by people bc it’s such a different format. i literally think in forms of acting, so when it gets to narrative i legit have to write something, sit on it, reread it, fix it, and keep changing it until the picture in my head is painted in the words i feel the action as.

its fucking hard ngl. some people have this beautiful ability to describe things but it takes me time. i’m a visual person. i wish i could hook up a wire to my brain to depict things sometimes, bc i’ve legit had to act out the scene in my room to figure out how tf two people hold each other and a baseball bat lol

i love writing fanfiction, and i hope my writing gets stronger with each new fic. i never would say i was a bad writer, but i think everyone can improve!!

also not to get preachy, but im in a slump rn with writing and i need to hear this — write what’s ready to write and the rest will follow!! just get it down and you can play with it when you’re ready to!!

ask me anything (i have four WIPs and idk what to do with em lol)

[spnshameblog]

one of the funniest things that has ever happened to me on here was when i joined this smaller fandom. so i didnt really make an effort to get to know people in that fandom and i basically made a sideblog to keep the stuff separate from my main bc i was expecting it to be a fixation i was going to get over within a few weeks/months.

so anyways i had noticed some weird/toxic behaviours in the fandom and i saw a few smaller callout posts about that, but i wasnt keeping track of names and it wasnt my main fandom so i didnt really pay it any mind until something really fucky happened and i got upset bc nobody called it out? so i made one really angry post about how fucked up that behaviour was and within hours i had gained hundreds of followers, people thanking me for speaking up, people making their own posts about the situation etc etc. i had basically started a huge fight in a fandom i wasnt even really in

but thats not the funny thing. after my post really gained momentum i got messaged by this one blogger who was CONVINCED i was calling out her, specifically. and i literally did not know who that person was. i told her so, but she didnt believe me, kept insisting i was vagueing her in the post. it felt like she was almost more pissed off by the fact that i "claimed" to not know her than by my callout post. and i just went 'babe i didnt know who you were up until now, but if you feel called out by the post, it might as well have been about you, so bye' and i blocked her and ended the conversation.

so anyways i kept gaining followers, to the point where that sideblog had nearly as much followers as my main (it still has more than this blog, which is the one i actually use most often lol) and i looked through some of the notes and people kept theorising who i was vagueing and kept throwing around names, but the name of the girl came up most often. apparently that girl had been the most popular blogger in the fandom since forever and people had been gassing her up and defending her behaviour this entire time and thats why she couldnt accept the fact that i literally didnt know who she was.

i left the fandom soon after that bc it had become apparent just how many people in the fandom were willing to protect super toxic people and i really only spent like two months there. and in that two months i managed to contribute to basically splitting the fandom in half, got harrassed by a fandom mom with an inflated ego, landed on multiple public blocklists and gained almost as many followers as i had in the decade ive had my main blog. oh and someone threatened to leak my ip address lmao. all that for what was basically the fandom equivalent of a sidequest lmao.

[smallestdogswilldie]

if you havnt had a callout post What right do you have here. Honestly we are all Have callout post once .i had one calling me abusive because i would take walks and not text or call to my (then) gf for all of 25 minutes and by the time i was home she was threatening to kill herselfand JESUS i feel so bad for her but god like chill!!!!! Fuck i couldnt wven DO anything without her teling me she was worried i hated her guts and that she was going to take a bunch of xanax and then drink jesus fuck i was only 15 how did you expect me to HANDLE that type of shit!!! no one should constantly be threatened with shit like that Like i had to fake naps!!!!! in order to just like go eat dinner with my mom! Fuck thats why i kinda hate the culture on tumblr because she was the epitome of what the whole community emulated as a "loving" and "sweet" person and then when i finally had enough courage to break it off with her(because i literally could not TAKE it anymore) she used that as an opportunity to try and ruin my life somehow by making a callout post trying SOOOOO hard to dissect my breakup text i sent to her (in which you can literally tell im TERRIFIED of sayingthe wrong words in fear she might take pills and drink and try to kill herself if i so much as took a walk and now LET ALONE break up with her) Jesus. Itwas such a stressful thing for me it wasnt even enjoyable anymore i just felt like a babysitter and GUYS im literally borderline too i KNOW what its like to be ina codependent relationship and what its like to have a fp and its rough!! but GOD this is not ok and will mever be ok. Every waking moment i wasnt reaffirming her i wasnt lying about how i loved her she was just threatening to kill herself or would just tell me how i was going to leave her! if i didnt talk to her on the phone or on a skype video call for like at least like SEVEN HOURS daily she would freak the fuck out. it actually got to the point where it DID start pushing me away and i DID start falling out of love and it was so stressful because i couldnt tell her i felt that way, because then she would kill herself probably! now just imagine how many paragraphs i had to type to her justifying why i wanted to break up, carefully sidestepping and avoiding all the wrong words to set her off because you know what? i felt like, that if i didnt, i would be responsible for her taking her life . Just because it was a lesbian relationship doesnt mean it cant be TOXIC like this. it was extremely emotionally demanding and taxing. and the notion that its only straight couples with this problem(even tho yea they probably make up 70% of all situations like this) is fucking rediculous. Please EVERYONE regardless needs to know that this is extremely unhealthy and it can happen. to anyone in any type of relationship. it was ruining my summer and suffocating my social life and i didnt leave my house for weeks at a time because i had to be Nurturing and Tending to my girlfriend and i hardly ever got personal time, and when i did she spent it texting me incessantly about how she hated herself and how she was a bad gf and just wanted to kill herself. its sad and i hope shes better wherever she is today but man you just CANNT do that shit!!!!

[honney-bby]

So I was tagged by my lovely pal @notalk-justthought for this tag thingy so here it be

1. Nickname(s): I dont really have one but in middle school I had a friend that called me “Poopy” and that was dope 2. Bias: the only bias i am familiar with is 1) an unfair prejudice or 2) a kpop bias sooooo imma go with kpop and it’s Jeon Jungkook or like Min Yoongi but thats just from bts. I cant choose from all of kpop okay thats too hard… its hard enough to choose from one group 3. Blood type: idk man 4. Relationship status: singlé 5. Birthday: March 6th  6. Zodiac sign: Pisces  7. Pronouns: She/Her 8. Hair length: shawtttt 9. Height: 5′6 10. A crush: a boy at my university i talked to once :-) (its a very smol crush tho, i just think hes cute) 11. What do you like about yourself: I feel like i can kinda just have fun and be a goof and make a fool out of myself to make my friends and myself laugh without caring much what other people think. I definitely wasnt always that way though lol

12. Right or left handed: Right

13. List of three favourite colours: blues, oranges, and that warm golden yellow you get from sunlight illuminating your surroundings as the sun sets 14. Right now eating: uuhh i just ate sum apple sauce 15. Right now drinking: water 16. I’m about to: finish a dino documentary i started yesterday or mess around on this trash site for a few hours as per usual 17. Listening to: one of my spotify playlists, current song is Florence by Loyle Carner 18. Kids: hell nah 19. Get married: ¿¿¿ maybe ??? It depends on a lot of shit. Long story short I just really value my indepence and freedom. 20. Recent phone call: my grandpa 21. Have you ever dated someone twice: nope, ive never dated someone once :-) 22. Been cheated on: my cousin cheated when we were playing uno once :-) lmao  23. Kissed someone and regretted it: ive never kissed anybody so no 24. Lost someone special: so many people 25. Been depressed: yes my dude  26. Been drunk and thrown up: ive never gotten drunk before so no 27. Had glasses or contacts: Both! I cant see shit!! 28. Had sex on a first date: nope 29. Broken someone’s heart: i would hope not 30. Turned someone down: yes 31. Cried when someone died: yes 32. Fallen for a friend: mmm not really ive had short lasting crushes on a few but nah

In the last year have you…

33. …made a new friend: ive made a few and i love them all to pieces :’-) 34. …fallen out of love: i dont think ive ever even been in love 35. …laughed until you cry: yes my friends are funny as hell    36. …met someone who changed you: any person ive been good friends with has influenced me in some way and i have made a few good friends in the past year 37. …found out who your true friends were: some but its kind of a constant cycle as you meet new people and make more friends 38. …found out someone was talking about you: yes 39. Lips or eyes: both 40. Hugs or kisses: hugs are solid and easily enjoyed by many 41. Shorter or taller: i guess in a boyfriend i would prefer taller (i love me a tall boy) but ultimately it doesnt matter  42. Romantic or spontaneous: get you a man who can do both 43. Sensitive or loud: … sensitive i guess?? i feel like a person could be both of these things but…  44. Hookup or relationship: I dont think i could do a hookup. Knowing myself a lot could go wrong for me in that scenario. But im in love with the idea of love so a relationship sounds.. wow… amazing… so good 45. First best friend: A girl named Allie. we met in preschool and we were best friends (like sisters) until sophomore year of highschool. She changed a lot freshman year and started pushing me away. It hurt but it was okay because i had other really good friends by the time the friendship broke off and we like eachother’s selfies on instagram now and i wish the best for her. 46. Surgery: i had my wisdom teeth removed like four years ago (i had 7 of them! Ew ik) 47. Sports I joined: i didnt do team sports. I danced ballet and jazz for like nine years and i made it to pointe (my dream at the time) and took a year of pointe alongside my other dance classes and then my pointe teacher quit so i quit dance all together :-) I also did cheerleading when i was really young and i hated it lol. 48. Do you believe in yourself: in some ways yes and in others not really tbh lol 49. Miracles: i guess 50. Love at first sight: the hopeless romantic in me wants to say yes but no, i dont think its possible to love someone without knowing them 51. Heaven: idk idk idk. As of now not really but i was raised christian so idk idk idk. 52. Do you have any pets: no, unfortunately my bird died recently :( 53. Do you want to change your name: nah i like my name 54. What did you do for your last birthday: my family visited me at school and we spent the day in the city 55. What time did you wake up today: 9 am 56. What were you doing last night at midnight: reading fanfic, probably lmao 57. Something you can’t wait for: the next time i travel outside of the states, whenever that happens 58. Last time you saw your mom: like 3 hours ago 59. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish i had more intrinsic motivation to achieve my goals and do the things i love (callout post @ Depression) 60. What��s getting on your nerves: the current political climate

I tag: @thefakebriansella @very-good-nice-day @andreivgadia and any other mutual who want to do this. Also no pressure to do this if you dont want to.