#this got longer than i meant it to but i love rambling about stuff sm

[dromaeo-sauridae]

if its alright, how so do crimeboys resemble the binary star system rather than just the sun and moon?

(my star knowledge is limited and im curious to learn more, if its alright :D)

oh definitely! i love talking about stuff im interested in lmao

basically, a binary star system is one where two stars orbit each other (there can be systems with many more stars as well), unlike how in our solar system we all orbit one star: the sun!

the different between a binary system and a sun and moon is that moons orbit planets, and planets orbit their stars. moons dont shine with their own light, and instead reflect the light that stars shine onto them.

plus the moon’s orbit takes it all over the place, thats why you can often see it in the daytime, not just at night. our perception of the sun and moon being opposites is only the way it is because of how we’re situated on our planet!

so when you think about it that way, the sun/moon thing seems less like two opposites and more like a bright point and someone who can only reflect their light (and sometimes gets completely blocked out because of the planet theyre orbiting)

while the binary star comparison is more akin to two people swinging around each other, each with their own light. its not a 100% visualization of their relationship, but i still think its fun lol :]]

dont take this as me not liking the comparison bc i love it, its always fun to see. i just enjoy taking common tropes and twisting them around lol

[peachiimilquetea]

heyyyy :) can i get an angst scenario (fem!reader) for your event, with tenya and the prompts, "fuck you for making me love you.", "i'm sorry that i was never enough" and "i just want to understand why i wasn't enough." please?

your writing is *mwah* chef's kiss <3 thank you!!!

“𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮” + tenya iida

ft. “i’m sorry that i was never enough” + “i just want to understand why i wasn’t enough”

a/n: PLS WHY DO YALL ENJOY ANGST SM IT MAKES ME SAD WHEN I WRITE IT EVSJSBSJSSN. this one was just… damn. i hope i did the prompt justice tho! check out my event here!

contains: infidelity, tenya CURSES????, fuck mc ion like her in this one, breakup, overall just a shitty time, hakagure is a real one even after graduation

length: 1.2k

a/n ii: tysm for the kind words abt my work!! 🤍

hey iida, i hope this email finds you well given the circumstances,

i’m really really sorry…

tenya’s eyes scanned over the contents of the email and he could feel his world crumbling around him as he read. he had to remember to give hakagure something for all her troubles, as he was appreciative of all her help.

he had suspected something was going on for a few months, he wasn’t stupid. he saw the way you had started leaving your phone face down and picking up “extra shifts” at your job.

he noticed the way you smiled, how hollow it looked now when he said something to you or how you tensed up whenever he touched you, almost like an aversion to his affections.

so he pulled some strings, reached out to his old classmate from high school, now one of the top heroes that specialized in stealth in the country. he asked her to tail you on the way to one of your shifts and see what she could find. all he needed was confirmation.

i’m really really sorry…

you had decided to surprise him by coming home early from work that day. the guilt of sneaking around was eating at you and you knew he was suspecting something you made the snap decision to try to throw him off your trail.

you had decided to surprise him by coming home early from work that day. the guilt of sneaking around was eating at you and you knew he was suspecting something you made the snap decision to try to throw him off your trail.

“ten ten? baby i’m home!” you called, putting your stuff down at the door and striding into the room.

“why are you home so early?” he clipped out, initial devastation turning into anger the longer he looked at your face.

“what, i cant surprise, my boyfriend, anymore?” you attempted to joke, picking up on how tense the air was becoming.

“oh now i’m your boyfriend?” he chuckled in disbelief.

“what are you talking about? you’ve always been my boyfriend, ten, we’ve been together for like a year.”

“don’t bullshit me right now, _____. how long?”

“excuse me?” your smile started to slip, hoping he was angry about something else. anything else.

tenya turned the laptop sitting next to him around and your voice caught in your throat as you tried to answer him. high definition proof sat in front of you, a testament to how little you cared anymore. the look on his face told you everything.

he knows, you thought but used all your energy to keep your face as neutral as possible, opting to play dumb.

“how long, _____? answer me.”

you stayed silent, still trying to figure out a way out, but you knew you had reached the end of the line.

“how long have you been doing this _____?”

“s-seven months,” your voice was small. you were scared and ashamed- knowing you had been stringing him along for all this time and never seeing him react to anything like this. not when his brother was attacked or when his father died.

tenya didn’t think he could feel any worse. 7 months was more than half of the time you had been together officially, meaning you had checked out of this relationship a long time ago. you had been lying the whole time. having your cake and eating it too. it made him want to scream, cry and throw up all at the same time.

“im sorry tenya… really i am, but youve been so busy with hero work and your father left you in charge of everything, i’ve just been feeling really neglected, you know?”

“and you didn’t come to tell me about it? you went outside the home, outside of us to get your needs met?”

“it wasn’t like that-”

“then what was it like?” he pressed.

“i..”

“answer me, _____, what was it like?”

“you want the truth?” he gestured for you to go ahead, “i was bored.”

everything you said after that fell on deaf ears. you were rambling, and he wasn’t even sure if you were coming up with excuses for your own sake or for his.

you cheated because you were bored- bored of him and his unwavering love, bored of the late nights you stayed up to imagine your future, and bored of the way he treated the ground you walked on like gold. he absolutely adored you, and you got bored.

tenya’s mouth felt dry as he tried to articulate exactly what he was feeling. he wanted to go for a run and let the world blur into the background as he cleared his mind. he wanted to cry, one large cathartic release of everything that had been building up for the past few weeks. but most of all, he wanted to know why.

“you... got bored of me?”

you breathed out, exasperated, “yes, tenya, god! i needed some excitement, something different. you’re always so uptight, i just wanted to let loose sometimes, it was suffocating!”

iida flinched, the truth stinging more than he anticipated it would. he didn’t even recognize the woman that was staring at him, trying to explain away the betrayal of a lifetime.

“fuck you," he spat, even surprising himself with how hostile he was.

“tenya…”

“no. fuck you for making me love you, and fuck you for not having the integrity to break up with me when you knew you didn’t want to be here anymore.”

you deflated, feeling sick to your stomach at what you had done. initially, you hadn’t meant for it to get this far, but that didn’t matter now. “i know, i’m in the wrong and i’m sorry, but i think we can make this work and-”

he raised his hand at you to stop you. he didn’t want to listen to any more of what you had to say. he wanted you out of his house and out of his life.

he wanted to make you leave, and that’s exactly what he did, helping you pack up the things the two of you had gleefully moved in 3 months prior, and kicking you out.

he told you explicitly to never contact him again, much to your anguish. you knew you fucked up but you still wanted to be selfish, you still wanted access to him in ways that you didn’t deserve.

the rest of the day didn’t feel real. tenya went ghost, turning off his phone and sitting on the couch staring at the wall, unable to sit in the bedroom he once shared with you.

he thought about the ring he had asked his mom for, the ring he had already planned to give you, and heaved out a shaky sob. it was probably burning a hole in the nightstand drawer now, never to be used for its original purpose.

his eyes scanned the room, landing on a photo of the two of you that sat on the tv stand. getting up, he walked over to it to get a closer look. such a stark contrast from the way things were now. the two of you were all smiles in the photo, faces flushed and rosy from the cold air. he ran his thumb over the frame, finger caressing your face.

“im sorry i was never enough… i just want to understand why i was never enough.”

[imanonandiwrite]

Kris Wu

‘SM confirms Arianna from their new rookie group and Taeyong form NCT to be dating’

It was all over the new, already trending everywhere. Arianna took a look at her phone and saw how much people were blowing on her messages. Asking if it was real, how did it happen and on. Sighing she sat on the floor just thinking about how she ended up in that position.

She stayed there for a long while until the ring of his ringtone was blasting through her phone. ‘Oh my, Kris’ she thought angrily. How could she forget to tell him? This is was such a mess.

“Hello”

“Ari, what the heck?!? What is going on?”

“Kris, I’ll explain it’s not what you think I swear”

“You know what. Let’s talk about this later, just… forget it” were his last words before he hangs up. That was the moment she felt the first tear fell down. She was frustrated, this whole act was very frustrating and she couldn’t get out of it.

She heard the door being open so she tried to clean her teary face so no one could notice.

“Ari, we have been looking for you everywhere. Kris is blowing up or messages, what’s happening?” Baekhyun’s voice greets her. She watched him, Kai and Suho got in the room. All looking at her in worry.

“They release an info saying that is confirmed that me and Taeyong are dating. And there's nothing I can do. They don’t know about me and Kris and if they do they’ll make us break up. I can't-do that” She said rapidly. Her breaths coming too fast and the tears spilling from her eyes once again.

“Hey, hey. Breath everything will be ok. We got your back” Suho told her hugging her quickly. It was hard for them seeing their friend this way.”Ok, we need to talk about this somewhere else. I think you should go to your dorm and when you get there try to talk to him. Because you won't do much from here”

She nodded and stood up from the floor. They all stared at her with sad eyes, it was hard being in a long-distance relationship. Even harder if you are not supposed to be together and are always busy.  

“We need to do something about this. They are like meant to be” Suho said making them nodded their heads “I have a plan but we need more time”

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Arianna went to her dorm feeling even sadder when her members greet her congratulating her about her new boyfriend. None of them knew she was actually dating Kris. They decided not to tell a lot of people because if people knew it, it was easier for the word to get to their boss. Well, now her boss.

All the girls tried to ask stuff about her dating Taeyong, it was not a lie that he was really attractive and that made her members feel giddy and happy. But, Arianna just ignored them and went inside her room insisting on being left alone. She was sad. And just wanted to talk to her boyfriend, her real boyfriend. She took her phone, dialed his number and waited. It rang four times before it went to the voicemail.

“Kris, I… I just want you to know that is all fake. I promise I love you” she was about to keep going but the beep of the recorder made a song telling her that it was no longer recording.  Wanting the day to be over she laid on her bed and closed her eyes, going into a deep sleep.

The ringtone of her phone woke her up. Trying to clear out the sleepiness she clicks on the home button to see the phone light up with notifications, 23 missed calls, 45 messages, 15 new voice mail. All coming for either Kris or Suho. Not a second later her phone began ringing again. The words ‘Kris <3’ was what made her pick up as fast as she could.

Before she could get a word in, his voice was heard “What the heck Ari?!? Why weren’t you picking up?! We were so worried!”

“I feel asleep. I’m sorry… it hasn't been the best day ever” She heard him sigh on the other line.

“Baby, I’m so sorry. Sorry I didn’t listen to you or ask you first. Suho keeps telling me to hear you out and I know how much SM does to keep you guys on the top of the news. But, this one was a little too much for me. Please forgive your fool” He said.

“No, no. You should forgive me I should have told you about their plan since the beginning. But I swear there’s nothing going on with the both of us. He even likes someone!”

“Baby I believe you. I’m on my way to your dorm to pick you up. We are so going to have at least a day together with no schedule or people from SM. So pick up what you need I’ll call you when I get there” He said and later he disconnected the call. Smiling she started picking up stuff she thought might be useful. It had been long since the last time they were together for longer than 2 hours so she needed to pack fast to enjoy her much needed time with her boyfriend.

The ringing on the phone made her confused, he couldn't have arrived so fast. Picking it up from her bed. Seeing it was Suho she answered the phone.

“Ari! Kris is here in Korea and he wants to see so bad. Talk to him explain it to him! I can’t let my friends break up over something so stupid our company did…” He keeps on rambling making her laugh out loud.

“Suho! Calm down we already talk about it, were are going out in a bit, don’t stress over it anymore” she told him feeling like he was way to stress and not thinking clearly.

“Gosh, you guys will be the death of me. I’m happy to hear that! And Ari no more fights please my heart can’t handle this stress” He said joking.

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[yourjughead]

Wrong side of the tracks pt.4

Pairing: Jughead x reader, Bughead, reader x plot twist hopefully Warnings: Swearing, light smut, issues of abandonment. A/N: Sorry didn't get time to edit this is wrote it straight out of work to get it up for you guys, excuse mistakes I think in irish. I really hope you guys get a little shook from this one or otherwise I'd be sad 😂 definitely more excitement in this one than the other 3 but not as much as part 5....oh the suspense. Also low key regret not calling this series "mentally cursing yourself" because honestly, mood. REQUESTS OPEN. ------------------------------------ 3rd Person. Once again you find yourself jumping at the realisation Jughead is behind you. “Jughead! Stop sneaking up on me! Do that one too many times on the Southside and you'll get yourself stab for fucksake” you said as you playfully shoved him. He smiled back at you sweetly. “Sorry sorry y/n” “and for christ sake stop apologising to me!” you laughed “you're right I'm sor...not sorry”. He smiled down to you, totally captivated by your eyes. “So, how was your first day Kitten” he smiled once again but stopped once he saw your eyes darken. “Don't ever call me that again.” you say bitterly. Jugheads smile faded into confusion “what? I thought it was endearing?” “there is nothing endearing about it” “Okay I'm sor….okay” he turned slightly from you and looked for the bus. You closed your eyes and regretted your words. “Okay it's my turn to apologise now. it's just...its just Ryan calls me that and I'm not exactly his number one fan and he's not mine so if you could...could not” you were expecting to be chewed out of it for some reason but then again Jughead was different and maybe he'd react softer and not push further for more answers. And he did just that.  “Oh yeah I had forgotten that..it's alright, really my mistake anyway...but umm how was your first day” his smile grew again and you both loved and hated him in that moment for being so understanding. If he had been horrible he would have been easier to push and shove away from getting too close. “it was good I suppose except this weird antisocial dude in a beanie is like stalking me” you teased “oh really? Well this girl I ran into once, pardon the pun, literally showed up at my school unannounced and is now in all my classes, weirdo” and you both laughed. Jughead enjoyed the playfulness between you two but still he wondered what happened between you and Ryan. The bus came. “aren't you going to get on” Jughead offered seeing you still fixed to the spot “nah my uncle will bring me home” “can your brother not drive?” “what brother?” you looked at him all kinds of confused. “you said today in your lie to Veronica that your brother had the same hat as me...I was just assuming the brother part of that wasn't a lie” “nope. No brother.” “ahhh...and the enigma that is Y/N Y/L/N is further explored” he smiled with a wave stepping onto the bus. The rest of December had flown by until Christmas had been and gone. Your days were spent much like your first, in the comfortable silence with Jughead while his friends rambled on. Betty had become more cautious of you however and tried to get space between you where possible, which wasn't easy by any means. Jughead and you shared a lot of things in common that they did not. You two had almost every class together and were just simply naturally pulled together and every day you grew closer and closer. This drove Betty mad. You were in fact a little shocked to learn that Jughead and Betty were a thing, which Kevin had divulged one day on the way to Geography when Jughead was sick. You thought she seemed far more into it than he did and Kevin agreed with you but in total confidence.   When you asked Jughead about it he seemed shaken and hesitant to talk about her whereas she was ready and open to discuss him. You wondered why he hadn't mentioned it and you had already been 1 week into your new life at Riverdale High. She had insisted that Jughead spend the whole holiday period with herself and her family which, after careful vetting from social care, went okay enough. If a bit tedious and boring for Jughead. Betty didn't allow Jughead to leave her side. Which drove his spirit wild. It also meant that you and Jughead didn't see each other all holiday. Which you guessed was the idea of the set up. Betty refused to go to the Southside for reasons that Jughead couldn't understand and you couldn't go to Riverdale as your uncle didn't let you unless it was for school or you were supervised. You had decided it would be better to just not see him than have 1000 questions asked about him on the way home and Jughead agreed. It was 2 more sleeps till school started and you missed Jughead terribly. *sms: Jug: hey Juliet, nurse off?, do you wanna go for a walk. I can protect you from all the scary things -5:56am *sms: Y/N/N: Ha.ha Y/N. Yeah sure I'll meet you at pops? I have your Christmas present -5:58am. The Xx had caught you off. Maybe it was a reflex left over from texting Betty. He had gotten to Pops first as you pulled up on your motorbike and parked under the neon red lights.   You had only heard of this place from Jughead and had never been as you liced a little in fear of having to deal with a snappy Betty. The sun was attempting to break through the clouds as you dismounted your bike and walked to the entrance where you met Jug. “are we going to go inside or is there some sort of a forcefield around the place that I can't see” you laugjed “I just thought we could go for a walk and then pops? Besides it's his son manning the place and he doesn't like me very much, thinks I'm a waster” “oh so he's a good judge of character” you smirk and bump into Jughead playfully. You two continue messing about along a path in the woods. He told you more about his book and the other history of the woods before the murder. You stopped at a cliffs edge and looked down at the cascading waterfall as the sun continued to fight and win it's battle with the clouds. You two walked down a little bit further and then sat at the waterfront and enjoyed the sunrise. Jughead POV This is perfect. She is so perfect. I rustled around a little bit in my gear bag before I found her present badly wrapped in newspaper. I gave it to her and once again apologised to her for which she hit me and told me shed do that every time I apologised from now on. The sun is hitting her so perfectly. I watch as she cautiously opened the wrapping and revealed the new vintage Metallica tee and a can of pasta sauce. She burst into laughter but not in a horrible or rude way, in an appreciative, you're an idiot, Y/N kind of way. “thank you Juggy”. Did she just call me Juggy? Are we at that point now where she can call me that...God I hope so. It was her turn to give me a present and although i hadn't expected one I was glad I hadn't overstepped a boundary by buying her something. It was wrapped beautifully and carefully, much nicer than mine. Idiot Jughead idiot. She must have noticed me mentally giving out to myself on seeing the wrapping as she offered “i especially love the wrapping, very Jughead Jones”. What did she mean by love...WHAT DID SHE MEAN. I opened the package and there inside was a metallica tee and a jar of pasta sauce. I looked at her with wide eyes and she at I with a wide smile. Our laughter must have been heard throughout the woods. Idiots, we're both idiots in the best way. We spoke for another hour before we walked back. We decided not go to pops his time as if we stayed out longer we risked getting caught. She drove off on a bike she had said her uncles bought her for Christmas. I wonder where her parents are…. I got back to Betty's around 7.30 am and quietly slipped in the backdoor and took off my boots. I wandered to the couch closing my eyes as I sat down on the edge. I held my new tee tight in my hand like a baby holding their blankie. Just as my head was about to touch the pillow, the light flashed on. Shit. “So juggy..” it didn't sound right coming from her lips after I hearing Y/N say it. No Jughead! no! You like Betty! You know, Betty, the blonde girl next door who is standing in the doorway looking like she was to bury you under the house next door. “you left your phone after you….meeting y/n at this time are we?” she seethed. Wow she was mad. “Umm yeah she needed to talk about some stuff” “and what is that” she hissed pointing at the tee in my grip. “Oh Y/Ns Christmas present to me” i stood and held it to my body modeling it hoping to lighten the mood by tenfold. It didn't..  Betty stepped in and closed the door. She took steps towards me until we were less than arms length apart. “she's not your girlfriend juggy” there it is again, my name but not my name the way I hear it from Y/N. “give it to me. Now.” she practically growled. “ehhh no” i scoffed in return. Mistake. She snatched it from my tight grasp causing it's vintage-ness to catch up with it. It was ripped down the seam at the side. “Betty! What the hell!” it was my turn to be angry. “It was an accident Juggy I swear!” she genuinely sounded sorry. She grabbed hold of me into a hug and I was victim again to her char.m. Her arms were around my shoulders and my arms around her waist. She swayed us gently calming us both down. She kissed me so sweetly at first but soon it turned hungry and lustful. Pushing me back to the couch she was on top of me . She moved from my mouth to my neck causing a slight groan to leave my lips. God I hated how she was in control but I couldn't flip her on the couch or we'd fall. She put a finger to her lips to be quiet as her family were still asleep upstairs. She straddled me and pulled my shirt over my head and began to kiss down my torso. I pulled her back up to my lips wanting to have at least a small bit of control. “Ohh Juggy” she purred in my ear. “ohhh Y/N” I goaned. Shit. 3rd POV Y/N got back to the apartment where she lived alone. Her father was tragically killed when she was younger and her mother ran far away not able to cope with life on the southside any longer. Her care had fallen to her dad's three closest friends. More so like uncles to her now than dad's old friends from “work”. She opened the door of the apartment. She hummed happily as she entered but soon stopped dead in her tracks. She took her pocket knife from her jacket and stepped further into the living room. There the chair was spun around facing a glowing fire. “Well what the fuck are you doing here Ryan” Ryan spun slowly in the chair mimicking that of a Bond villain. “now now Kitten, that's no way to talk to your brother now is it?” -------------------------------- Teehee. Well? Let me what you think!