#this devolved into cray cray cuckoo insanity

[amodernpersephone]

top five things you love about eichi?

HNG. OK IM ANSWERING THIS NOW BC IM NORMAL . Cut bc its LONG AS FUCK

1. he's got soooo many issues (ok on a srs note i do love how much potential there is always left in his character bc hes not the "got beaten by the good guys, proceeds ro alter entire world view to fit theirs" because despite that eichi firmly believes his actions are in the right and he is!!! what difference does he have from the eccentrics who sought to fix yumenosaki but were incapable of breaking a system forcing them to be caged? eichi merely acted upon his words and decided that if these idols were to grow unafraid of how the entertainment industry would break them then by fucking god, eichi will have it done himself. his whole morality hinges on the idea that he has the means to reshape this world and he will act upon those means because he views his actions in the right!! yet he knows he's hurt people and it's hurt him just as much, but what is a little bloodshed to a victorious war? and ill never ever stop claiming that they MAY have dethroned eichi but they didn't succeed. yumenosaki was changed. the systen was broken. eichi managed to create his poisoned idol heaven, even for just a few minutes. and in that, he won.)

2. his design!! i say it a lot but again i just rly like yellow and blue and he has both in his color scheme. i also love fine's outfits and his outfits in general (ESPECIALLY HIS PRIMAVERA AND DINER LIVE OUTFITS. those won my heart) his expressions are always so . genuine and warm to me no matter what people say how can you fool me into thinking this baby little thing has committed so many war crimes? hm? no.

3. oohhh girl are you insane because youre boyfriend is also insane. GOD DO I FUCKING LOVE WATAEI. its not even funny anymore theyre practically stitched onto my brain stem ive known them for so long they might as well be my neighbors. idk. its just the way theyre both each other's missing puzzle and how they slowly try their best to grow out of the idea that wataru is only in fine to experience the exhilerating thrill of eichi's insanity and that eichi can and will be inevitably betrayed by wataru and he would be broken beyond repair, sure, but he wouldn't hate wataru for it, he could never resent something he loved wholeheartedly. its just the way theyve slowly consumed one another and it takes just a little more for them to realize that "the mask is yours, and as is i" and "if you were to betray me, i could never hate you." and just. wataru admired eichi when he was the infallible emperor who executed him mercilessly but he loved eichi when he stared at his performances as though he carried the stars themselves and eichi envied wataru from the electromagnetic screen, his savior enigma that only made him burn at his own contempt and the nature of his situation but he loved wataru when he held his hand and pressed a loving kiss against his palm and glowed alongside him in every performance as though he was no longer perfect, or unreal, yet here and now, hand in hand, loving him just as he once did. they are both such perfect absolute halves of one another that they would and could devote their lives into each other wholeheartedly. ough.

4. man's got an iv drip sticking into his soul every which way and so do i . ik its normal to ne drawn to characters with similar situations such as yourself but eichi resonated w me straight into a paraself bc. i too fell got a crush on my gf after hearing her sing a few times in my hospital. his struggle w his illness is probably the closest experience to mine in fiction which gets surreal a few times i have to turn off my device. i just love how its an integral part of his character and debilitates him in a lot of ways but it's equally one of his most notable traits and the part of him that draws so many into his side.

5. hes a sad pathetic baby girl and hes mine. hes trans in ways i cant even explain. hes trying to change, maybe be a little less manipulative and scheming and hes failing but sure. he wants to fully realize that wataru is tangible and by his side just as he is to wataru. hes doing his best. hes failing miserably. he makes me wanna cry. its been years since i came into enstars and ive gotten legal problems bc of it and eichi specifically thrice now and . yeah. i could never P anyone as much as him. i joke abt hating him and shit but ultimately hes a massive part of my life and i love him wholeheartedly. my eichi <3