#this changes when im like heavily intoxicated lol but i dont rly do that anymore

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is there a type of msic that's stimulating enough?

unless i actively have nothing better to do than jump around to music, no. i have to be hearing something that doesn't feel like a waste of time while also doing something with my hands that doesn't feel like a waste of time. so all the times people might have music on in the background (while drawing, cleaning, cooking) i have on podcasts. idk when music started feeling like a waste of time to me- it just does now.

THATS NOT TO SAY IT IS A WASTE OF TIME BTW. it just feels like that for some reason. im like. im over here listening to a song ive heard a thousand times before when i could be listening to smth interesting and new.... but then again sometimes i listen to my comfort videos 100 times😭 idk my brain got so weird abt music