#this ask has been rotting my brain the entire time I've been gone thank you qwq 💘💘💘💦

[killemwithkawaii]

I hope you've been doing well and taking it easy Mitch!

Just floating through to gush a little about Sal and share something.

I just find the idea of helping your sweetheart put on some pretty and lacey lingerie, thigh high socks included, so intimate and alluring.

I couldn't help but picture buying a nice little set (baby pink that goes nicely with his hair) for Sal, and helping him put it on with tenderness.

Sliding the sock all the way to his thigh, hands molding against it as I give him cute little praises at how cute he looks.

That would make me really happy.

Yes, I have the sexual urge of a victorian man. 🤦🏻‍♀️

- 🫀💌

>I TOTALLY get you, 🫀💌 anon. Nudity is great and all, but leaving a bit to the imagination just hits different. The whole point of lingerie is to lend a little something lacy (or sheer, or silky) to accentuate the body that wears it, and to tantalize the viewer before they are given the pleasure/ privilege of removing it and enjoying what’s hidden underneath. It’s so 🥴👌👌👌💘💦(Aaand now I’m thinking about it. My goodness, I do believe I’m gettin a case a the vapors…~🥵 ) 

>I just sdlfkdsjf LOVE the idea of Sal wearing lingerie, not only because his androgynous ass would look absolutely stunning in it (and out of it), but because I think wearing something pretty can really help the wearer feel pretty too, yaknow? SAL DESERVES TO FEEL PRETTY AND BE TOLD HOW PRETTY HE IS, DAMNIT!! 👏💋💖

>Sally wears dresses in-canon, but that doesn’t mean that he necessarily wears feminine undergarments to match. He may have never worn a bra, let alone something like a whole lingerie set- it would be a really sweet bonding experience to go shopping for his first set together, and then taking the time to teach him how to wear it, too! You can show him how to connect hooks and tie bows behind his back, how to adjust the straps so that everything fits just right, how to properly put on hosiery so that it doesn’t get runs in it, figure out how to tuck all that junk into a lacy pair of panties (perhaps unsuccessfully >w>)… 🩲💕

>You know that thing where you start with a kiss on someones hand and then you keep kissing up their arm to their shoulder and then eventually get to their lips? Imagine doing that, but the path of your lips is toe to hip (or groin) while helping Sal put on some thigh-highs 😘😘😘🧦

>Once you’ve helped him master it, you might be in for some surprises later (like coming home to find him lounging around wearing it ‘just because he felt like it’, or seeing him stretch while he’s wearing his typical sweatshirt and jeans ensemble, only to catch a glimpse of a garter belt under his shirt... 👀💓) 

>Side note: pantyhose and cotton lace are sensory bliss imo and that combined with the warmth of his skin and his soft body hair? Uh YES 1000/10 would rub my face on that aaalll daaaaay 😩👌💖💖💖✨

>If he doesn’t feel like putting on the whole getup, I’d also love to see him in some simple leggings, tights, or thigh-high socks when he wears skirts or dresses with casual everyday outfits… maybe not really knowing how you ‘’’’should’’’ move or sit in said garments and not realizing he’s showing a little more than intended... 👁👄👁💦

>While we’re on this topic, i MUST link Laundry Day and the AMAZING Laundry Day Part 2 by @apartment-403 because Sal wears a lot of lingerie (including y/ns) in it and the whole thing is just amazing in general [do mind the tags, it's NSFW and yandere af] 🥴💘💦💦💦👌

[nerevar-quote-and-star]

For the story ideas folder "You Drew Stars Around My Scars" have definitely caught my eye!

Also hope you are doing good, Elm!

First of all, Crys, hiiiiiii! I'm doing okay! I hope you're well! ✨ Second, I just want to thank you for asking about "You Drew Stars Around My Scars" and to apologize for the person I'm about to become.

Are you ready for it?

"You Drew Stars Around My Scars" is a The Elder Scrolls V/Baldur's Gate 3 crossover that will likely never see the light of day for several factors, such as the number of WIPs I have, my original novel, school, and, oh, the fact that I've never played BG3 My MacBook Air cannot handle those demands. DESPITE THE EXTENUATING CIRCUMSTANCES!, I just think the game is neat and have been sucked into it in part by Astarion. Mostly Astarion . . . okay, entirely.

Background information: Ever since I started writing Keeping Count, I knew Bishop was lifted from Neverwinter Nights and that it was a D&D-based game. And I guess that's why someone mentioned Astarion as a palette cleanser to me a few months ago, shared universe and all. And my initial perception of the character was so cool that I vaguely entertained an alternative Keeping Count where Astarion shows up, seduces Leara from Bishop, and probably sexy stabs Bishop or something. And then I didn't really think about it again. For months.

Then my brain went back to it and Astarion and BG3 and I cried a bit when I realized that my laptop couldn't play the game. I'm fine. And you know what? @cosmermaid is right: Leara deserves a better companion than freaking Bishop. Also please forgive my minimal BG3/D&D knowledge, 95% of which I've absorbed since like last Monday ish.

SO! "You Drew Stars Around My Scars" features Leara getting picked up by the Mind Flayer ship post-Sovngarde and taken via dimensional travel to Faerûn where, following the crash, she joins the usual party on a quest to get rid of the parasites. This Leara is very specifically taken after the planned Chapter 15 of Keeping Count for Reasons. Can Leara use magic in Faerûn since she's not able to draw it from Aetherius? No idea. Can she Dragon Shout? Also no idea. Transdimensional magic mechanics are weird. Regardless, Leara probably mentions something about being Dragonborn and gets weird and confused looks because her definition of Dragonborn is totally different from that in the Forgotten Realms. Linearly, I have no idea what would happen, but overall, Leara and Astarion both suffer trauma from following people who hurt them and they have complicated relationships with sex. They could have what could be a very cathartic relationship. Or I think so, anyway. Also, I kinda want to know if vampires react differently to the Dragonblood.

Symbolism in the story could heavily involve stars and light. Leara means "Light of the Sea" while Astarion means "Little Star". Leara is dependent on the stars for her magic but she's lost them, while Astarion wants to walk in the light even after the parasite is gone. There's no balance and it has to be found. They're both so cold and have lived in the shadows for a long time. There are dark versions of themselves they don't want to be anymore.

There's the possibility that, given her background in the Blades and Dominion, Leara might see through Astarion's mask in Act I. But she'd end up helping Astarion (and probably not giving on that she's on to him until later) because she's a bleeding heart. Two other very important things about this underwhelming but brain-rotting story: First, Astarion wouldn't ascend. We would need a Leara Disapproves sticker because she would not be for Astarion doing that. The second thing is, well, since motherhood is an extremely important part of Leara's character, I did pick out a name for a possible child. If Leara and Astarion had a daughter, her name would be Ilmarien, derived from Quenya, Ilmarë, meaning “starlight”.

Because after all this time, Tolkien elves still make the most sense to me.

[each-uisge-and-glashtyn]

you reblogged 2 posts back to back correctly identifying the fandom and tagging appropriately (mdzs, aa). did you follow me into them and if you didnt then what fandom do you recomend? you are clearly a person of excellent taste. i'm looking for something that will leave me completely unhinged please and thank u

I have reblogged much of those fandoms, but i did not follow you into them!

A couple of my friends have loved AA for YEARS, and I've been (excruciatingly slowly) working my way through the first trilogy since like 2020. I just finished the second game. For as much as I adore Edgeworth, AA is.........not my favored game series. I'm debating figuring out how to rom the one with Simon Keyes so I can see my blorbo-in-law, though.

And my roommate got into MXTX right about when everyone else english side got super hyped up for the English release announcements, and ended up taking me down with her. MDZS is good, it's her favorite, but HOB/TGCF has my heart in a chokehold. You just can't beat 800 years of devotion like that!! Also the level of weirdo4weirdo hualian are is just *chef's kiss*. (Yes I've also read, and reblogged, svsss. Shen Yuan is just like me for real for real, and it infuriates me. I'd be more self aware if I transmigrated, and as soon as OOC lock came off? Fucking MY world now.)

Anyway, you're looking for recommendations. Uhhhhh. Truthfully, I'm not sure, since most of my unhinged brain rot series are (relatively) old and terminal at this point, as well as not being able to entirely account for personal taste. You're catching those two cause they're New and Active. And I apologize if i rec something you already are into, i can NOT keep track of all the fandoms I've seen people in over the years. But! Things I have brain rot over, in somewhat decreasing rot:

☆ D. N. Angel (manga by Yukiru Sugisaki) (the OG brainrot)

☆ Kuroshitsuji (manga by Yana Toboso)

☆ Devil Survivor & Devil Survivor 2 (jrpg video games by Atlus)

☆ Persona 4 & Persona 5 (jrpg video games by Atlus)

☆ K (anime by GoHands and GoRA)

☆ Fire Emblem: Three Houses & Fire Emblem: Three Hopes (jrpg video games by Intellegent Systems and Koei Tecmo)

☆ Amnesia series (japanese otome vn by Idea Factory)

☆ The Queen's Thief series (books by Megan Whalen Turner)

☆ The Queen's Blade series (books by TC Southwell)

☆ The Sylph series (books by L. J. McDonald)

☆ Captive Prince trilogy (books by C. S. Pacat)

Please be aware that most of these come with Content Warnings, and please either look them up or ask what they are if you're concerned!

I think most other things have brain rot characters in them, but aren't overall something I'm gone for. But!! I'm probably forgetting things!! Because I have a shit memory even for my beloveds!! If you want to know what gave me brain rot, even if only for a short time, checking out my tags or my AO3 bookmarks is the way to go. If I liked it enough to give it a tag or bookmark it, it's rotted some part of my brain at some point (esp bookmarks). I'd say if i wrote it too, but a couple things I wrote for an exchange despite not being what I'd normally care about. Good luck!!!

[whomuses]

// Hey so I'm just gonna throw some quick info out there. Some people who have been following me for a long time may have noticed I'm acting kinda uhhhhhhh weird and I wanted to give you guys an insight. Also people who are new followers!

So! As far as I am aware I have ADHD. I am not officially diagnosed and I am not medicated in any way, I hit a huge amount of hallmark symptoms, and I majorly hyperfocus. I also suffery really badly with Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria (rsd). Now I am 28 and when I was younger I didn't know wtf was going on. Nowadays I have much, much better control over it; I've been working very hard on my mental health. I still suffer pretty bad with bouts of insomnia and obvs... I mean. hyperfixation. currently manifesting as peter parker brain rot.

UNFORTUNATELY, over christmas, as some of you have seen, I had a covid scare. My brain dealt with the very, very severe depression drop and insomnia by making me focus on writing in a way I haven't focused in a very, very long time. And this is also manifesting in other ways.

My entire RP lifespan (I've been doing RP since I was 11 and I am rapidly approaching 29) I have struggled with being annoying. Driving people away. Harrassing them for replies they didn't want to give, or pushing people until they hate me. I didn't know until recently this was a manifestation of symptoms. I have worked so, so hard to curb this behaviour. Over years. Over fucking years!! and all it has taken is three days and it has done a huge amount of damage. I am - struggling. honestly.

And I'm typing this out in an attempt at honesty. I need people to be clear with me. If I am irritating you, ask me to back off. If I send too many messages, if I ask for too much, if I go too fast, if I make you upset, please, please tell me. I am working on getting my brain back in order. I am struggling severely with my insomnia and I am brutally aware of just how badly my symptoms are manifesting. I appreciate you all, how nice you've all been and the reassurances. I'm not doing this to ask for sympathy. But yeah.

This has gone on way, way, waaaay too long lmao but thank you for anyone who reads it. I hope you can understand why I'm acting the way I am and I reassure you I am working on getting my brain back under control. Love y'all so much <3 Jay.