#this ain't kinky enough to be part of kinktober but here we are

[samyistrying]

Drarry Kinktober ~ Kink: First Time (Rating: E)

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Harry was breathless, staring wide-eyed at long, pale fingers with carefully filed fingernails which worked their way down the button facing of his shirt in a steady rhythm, gradually revealing more naked skin. Harry peered up and into Draco's eyes, which were watching him closely. Draco licked his lips, smiled lightly and heated, and drew Harry closer again. Kissing was safe territory, so Harry instantly engaged in it.

Uncertain whether to push Draco against the cool sheet again or how to proceed at all, Harry stayed in place, his hands resting on Draco's sides left and right, his thumbs slowly circling and he concentrated solely on the wet tongue huddling against his own. Unimpressed by Harry's stiffness, Draco shifted closer on his knees to urge their bodies against each other, shoving a bent leg between Harry's, successfully stirring the blood in Harry's crotch once more.

Harry sighed softly into the kiss. That was his sign, wasn't it? Draco had made a move, now it was his turn again. Not that Harry had any idea of any kind of sequence, the realisation that they would probably have sex this night had only occurred to him a few hours earlier. And that was only because Seamus had made a teasing comment about how the two of them would celebrate their three-month anniversary. Then it had suddenly dawned on him, Draco had spent the previous days obsessively trying to convince their roommates to find another place to sleep for the night. The signs had been so obvious and yet Harry hadn't even considered it. Which was precisely why he felt endlessly overwhelmed at the moment.

Actually, this shouldn't overwhelm him. It wasn't as if they hadn't had sex before either, they just hadn't crossed certain limits yet. Harry hadn't felt that it bothered Draco. Frankly, Draco seemed more than satisfied with their current sexual activities. And Harry was satisfied too, even if he didn't mind going further. The fact that he had less than no idea how the whole thing was supposed to work didn't help his case at all. Well, he knew the basics. As far as foreplay was concerned, he was no longer completely inexperienced, but the act itself was still a mystery to him.

Some time ago, Hermione had pointed out to him that approximately everything coming from the porn industry, both magical and non-magical, was useless and unreliable. So was every conversation he had overheard by his friends and other blokes in the locker rooms. She had advised him to do exactly the opposite of what he had heard from those places, but she hadn't specified what was the right thing then. "Exactly the opposite" was, unfortunately, anything but helpful, if he was honest. He urgently needed to get an educational book on the subject. But it was evidently already too late for that because Draco was currently undoing his trouser button and Harry had to helplessly experience himself turning into a pillar of salt.

Draco, who seemed to finally realise that Harry was having an inner crisis, paused, withdrew just enough to look at Harry's face and raise an eyebrow questioningly. "Are you all right?"

Harry nearly laughed hysterically, his head shook without his permission, he wanted to smack himself and stopped the movement immediately. "I –" Shit, this was hard. Pointlessly so, because he genuinely trusted Draco. "I have no idea. I mean, really, I have no clue at all."

Draco looked at him unmoved, his eyebrow still raised. "Of what?"

"This." Harry uncertainly gestured between the two and immediately felt as if he was twelve years old and unable to articulate proper sentences. He cleared his throat with hot cheeks. "Sex. Well, this kind of sex."

Draco furrowed his brows and stayed like that for a few seconds. When his expression finally cleared, his mouth formed a silent "Oh". A pink shimmer settled on his cheeks. "You want... sex," he hesitantly stated. It sounded like a question.

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