#this academic ineptitude like jesus i used to think i was pretty smart in high school like with highest honors and over a dozen awards
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emerging from my grave to share a few lines from peach tree bcs it's been so fucking long god i'm so sorry ðŸ˜ðŸ˜.
#HAHSHSJ pls extend ur patience a little longer huhu it's 39k when it finally drops it's gonna take u 3 days pls#ill try to get some time in to writr tomorrow and actually make a fucking dent on the interlude wow i hate college#i wish i was back in highschool omg there's literally no time to breathe#but anyway FUCK i miss jaemin i was skimming through this part to refresh my memories a bit and im just 🕴 let me date him#pls#allex yells#editing bcs im just very HHH rn: lile no fucking joke it's not like i have zero time its just#adjusting is so hard rn and not to mentions its like moving up from level five to like level FORTY like bro ive never felt this inadequate#this academic ineptitude like jesus i used to think i was pretty smart in high school like with highest honors and over a dozen awards#and shit but now i just feel like— not to be emo or anything— like i don't amount to anyth at all that's what i get for getting into a good#school ig ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜#all my motivation has gone down the drain ahahahha not to mention the fact that my professors don't really teach they either just#throw self learning modules @ u or fucking quiz u and grill u abt shit you've never even learned and like please understand#weve only started this uni shit like today we expected things to be different but this is too much all at once yo ðŸ˜ðŸ˜#ive never been scared for a class recit but now i cant even sleep properly bcs im terrified of the shit that /might/ happen in class tmrw#ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜#god idk i just feel like crap i have zero motivation every time i study i just get overwhelmed by thoughts that what if i don't retain#anything what if i just end up falling behind what if im not studying ENOUGH like god#lord fuck this shit man im going to bed and hoping for the best tomorrow lord almighty 🕴
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