#this JUST sucks

[sunny-sainz]

goodbye second coming of versainz…

[cinematicexcursions]

i truly don’t understand why the acolyte was canceled. yes the reception wasn’t good at first but then it completely changed half way through the season and people were talking about it and it was fun and enjoyable.

Also has this happened before? Has Disney cancelled a MCU or Star Wars show? Because there are many of them that fans agree are not that good and from my understanding (pls correct me) never got the official axe

I just hope they aren’t going to pull it from Disney+ and then write it off as a loss

[amused-bouche]

Ooc:

In light of everything, I don't know what writing I'll get done this week. I will be selfish and reply out of order and prioritize by what I have muse for. Please don't be offended if it does not include a reply I owe any one person. Some muses I can tap into and others, not so much. Same goes for threads in general, not even specific characters.

Today just sucks. I live in a red state where I'm sure it'll be thrown in my face from every angle. Almost every lawn has a sign for that shit head.

Thanks for your understanding in advance.

[maggot-baggage]

That job called me back to say they accepted me but yet again the pay rate wasn't what they had listed, and I could tell the manager talking to me knew that too bc she kept trying to tiptoe around it. If your company site says 14/hr for a part time position as the *starting base pay*, don't tell me it's actually 9-10/hr and then move on! "Well pay raises and promotions are possible!" Im not gonna wait til ive worked 2 years for a $2.50 pay raise, ESPECIALLY when you're fightin so hard to talk about anything but that! That's not the pay I discussed with the store owners and the shit you're offering me would only stretch so far like cmon

[schimmelspore]

Ive been crying every work day since friday. I am aware that its partly because my hormones are acting up and it stupidly comes together with clients being pissed on the phone and things not going right.

But im also scared shitless that this is once again the point where the fact that my resilience is fluctiating heavily and my stresslevels just from manageble to barely containt will make me lose my job again... which also means extra stress in the back of my head. Constantly.

I felt like arriving somewhere for the first time in forever, but now im scared. Its a temporary panic but its still a lot to deal with.

[briar--rising]

I got my period last night. I can't take acetaminophen because of my liver. I can't take any NSAIDs because of my ulcers. Which leaves, as far as I know, no pain medications I'm allowed to take. I am in so much pain. This is so unfair.

[dee-the-red-witch]

The shit I haven't been talking about- cws for weight loss, exercise, and financial crap.

1. So, my surgeon has one stupid requirement. A BMI check. Which, y'know, if I was somehow on the 'normal' transfem body build, ie not short and built like a fireplug, wouldn't be a problem. But as it is, I need to drop twenty pounds before the surgery or they'll reschedule me. And that twenty is refusing to move. I'm up to an hour and a half of cardio and weights in the gym almost every day, pushing as hard as I can, and it still isn't fucking budging. And that much physical work's been leaving me exhausted as hell the last few months. Next tactic is to try is adjusting my e dose after I get labs run tomorrow, see if dropping it down a notch helps. One of the few reasons I'm glad I'm still on oral, because it means I can adjust rapidly in case my headspace reacts REALLY badly to less estrogen in my system.

2. Money stuff. Surgery's five months put and I should be pushing the gfm like mad all over the place. Just... it feels hopeless. If I get enough funds in, there's ZERO guarantee I'd be able to keep it safe and saved for the surgery and that I wouldn't get forced into using it for rent immediateky and just UGGGGH.

Sorry, needed the momentary vent.

[goldkirk]

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[writingwife-83]

I’m so sad to say, in an effort to keep AI away I’ve officially made my fics on AO3 visible to registered users only. 😩 I currently have 3 invite codes that allow someone to make an account and I’d like to share them with readers of mine who don’t want to lose access to my fics. If you’re interested, send me a message or let me know on this post and I’ll message you.

[a-small-writer-in-a-big-world]

Cw: dissociation/depersonalization? Anxiety spirals and all that good stuff

I am having the worst experience right now. I don’t think I’ll be going to bed tonight because I have convinced myself that I’m going to die and everything feels so weird

[t-lostinworlds]

sucks when you're willing to help people but they can't seem to think about trying to help you

[v-tired-queer]

The exhaustion and depression are winning today

[leafatlaw]

why do i have to take finals tmr,,, is it not enough to post mediocre fandom analysis on tumblr forever ,,, must i "go to college" and "get a real job"

[tropiyas]

you know this could have been a text-only tweet

[ghostliliane]

Because i didn't knew i needed to say that but here we go:

Please do NOT use any of my Artworks, Fanarts or Comics for Youtube Videos or TikTok's. Do not translate them or alter them. I used to give my permission for some videos in the past after i was asked and it was given Propper Credit. Sadly it came to my attention that some Creators took this goodwill and abused that.

I'm not feeling comfortable with that anymore and ask you to stop using it. Thank you.

[roughentumble]

they have a second movie on the disk called voodoo swamp and its even worse