#thirst for god

[malkahpariyz]

When You’re Truly Great, It’s a Burden…

But you bear it and endure it, because it is for God, when it is true greatness… and true greatness is not easy to bear or be.

One thing I will always prioritize and emphasize when I become who YAHUAH is making me. Is that the glory be to Him for all I am. All you see before you. All of my motivation to be this, has been to share His energy with the world through myself that is His holy weapon and His holy beacon of His holy energy.

I never wanted all the praise to go to me when I’m on stage. I don’t want people to praise me. I want people to know that even for what you see ME doing, the praise goes to Him for it.

That’s what it is to truly serve God no matter what type of music you make, so long as it is in the nature of YAHUAH and what He told you to do with it all. To serve Him. Even if in an unorthodox way.

This is what it is to be a true disciple of YAH and Yahusha (Jesus). Yahusha performed miracles and in those moments wanted people to know that all He does and all you see Him capable of is because of His Father in Heaven.

Even if people love me as artist, I want them to love me for what and who I represent, which is YAHUAH and make sure that you understand I am a beacon of Him and you praise Him for the gifts I share with you all. Because they all came from Him and I am nothing without Him. I cannot grace this stage without Him.

He picked me to serve Him in extraordinary ways because of my humility and modesty. Because I don’t actually want the stage to be mine. Because I genuinely don’t want the glory to be mine. Because I don’t want the fame or fortune. Because I actually hate the industry. I literally just want to sing, and I have an unexplainable hunger and thirst to serve Him with it ALL.

So many people who been knew of my gifts are probably wondering why I took so long.. it wasn’t me it was Him. It’s been on His timing. And every time I wanted to quit, He literally would not let me. I wanted to quit life itself and He would not let me, and that’s when I knew for sure He called me to do all I had set course to do. When I realized it was this task, that was the only thing keeping me alive. I didn’t need any other confirmation. When it was my sheer desire to serve Him alone, the foreshadowing of self loathing that comes from letting Him down, that would not let me stop or quit. That is when I knew. This is not just a dream or aspiration. God knows how I feel about Him and the gifts He gave me and He wants the world to know too. He wants to use me. I felt it in my spirit as early as 3 years old. I knew then I didn’t need anyone to understand why I sing. Because He told me to do it.

What some may have noticed but didn’t know is that I had to force myself to be in the spotlight. I’m still having to force it, and teach myself to be on display because I don’t want to be seen, but He wants me to be seen, because I’m not about me. I’m about Him. And for Him I have to be in the spotlight and it’s hard to be because I don’t like the attention on me, although it will be for the sake of Him. But I don’t like when people’s attention are on me, and I know the real reason I do what I do is for Him and it was never about me being seen or noticed or praised for me. And I sing for Him. It comes with the territory of a superstar but my main goal is to make sure people know why I’m here on stage and it’s not because of me, it’s because of Him (YHWH). He wants me to feel the fulfillment of the love exchange that is performing in song, accept the love I receive and give it right back to the people in the crowd, but knowing full well, preaching full well, and showing full well that it is for Him why I do this and how I do this.

I am nothing without Him. And my musical gifts are nothing without Him. Knowing this full well. Is why I will be great. Because my greatness lies in Him. Because in every step, the glory will be to Him for all that I am. I am made great only to serve Him with this greatness. Without His purpose in me I would be nothing. He chose me, and blessed me for His purposes. That is why I am GREAT. He is the only reason.

Even if I make a point to captivate the people with all He gave me, it’ll be for Him. It will be to call attention to the piece of Him that is in me, not myself. Making sure they praise Him for what they see in me. He gets the glory.

So with that, everybody who riding with me, ride with me forreal. Because truly being for YAH is not an easy task at all. And the greatest things take many many trials and tribulations, and much more time than expected.

I need only what is true and real around me right now.

Most people don’t realize that it is not a bragging or boasting moment to be great or even to affirm your greatness…when it is true greatness involved. All those who are truly great know that it is great pain that comes with it & moments of affirmation are sent by God to remind us why we endure, and to keep us going on a path that is filled with obstacles most people cannot survive.

God gives His greatest and toughest tests and tasks, to His most important and faithful servants.

Being chosen doesn’t mean I’m better than anyone, it actually means I got it the hardest. But at the same time it is a blessing unto me to suffer for the Lord YAH (God) and His purposes.

HALLELUYAH 💕

#GloryToGod

#Greatness

#PurposeInYAH

[hinamie]

subject, specimen, spectacle;

should i say that you're dead?

[gillotto]

He’s supposed to be studying.

[brainrotcharacters]

the easy grip on the knife. the leg over the seat. the hand over the other seat. the sassy "come get it" move. you know the bitch is smiling behind that mask even as he said the line.

[yeslordmyking]

John 7:37-38 — Today's Verse for Thursday, August 3, 2023

[latimeria-fell-from-heaven]

Okay look, I know people are gonna characterize Aventurine as the kind of yandere that manipulates everything behind the scenes and is always coming up with ways to try and make his darling unable to rely on anyone but him. But honestly? I can see him as the desperate needy type who needs to have your attention on him, he NEEDS to be the only man you'll ever want and look at, and GOD, he just desperately needs you to own him in his entirety.

He'll do anything to keep your attention on him and make sure that you at least will keep him around long enough for him to enact his plans of keeping you by his side. You want a dog who does whatever you say and will crawl on hands and knees for your amusement? You want a pretty little toy that you can break over and over? You want him to take the lead and make you unable to think or walk anymore? He'll do it, he'll do whatever you want, he'll do anything to keep your attention on him until he can make you his.

[asmobeuses]

Someone get the horse tranquilizer before I climb this man like a jungle gym.

[obsesssedblerd]

thinking about toji softly smiling down at you and asking, "you still mad at me, baby?" while fucking you in a mating press and chuckling when you don't answer because it feels too good and you can't even form thoughts, let alone words.

[mommycity]

Geto is a tummy grabber I fear. It’s such a mindless activity for him: he could be hugging you from behind and, there we are, tummy grab. Driving? Hand on tummy. It isn’t just a resting hand either. He’s gripping the fupa. Geto gets such big heart eyes when he does, a part of him melts feeling the plush weight in his hands. He loves when you wear tight clothing that outlines the puffy part of your stomach; he’s practically salivating waiting to get his hands all over your soft tummy. God knows how bad he just want to see his pale dick dragging against your soft midsection. he aches to cover it all in his cum and lap it up like a dog. His cock jumps just thinking about you riding him, stomach bouncing from all of the motion. The way he’d run his fingers through your stretch marks and then plant his hands on your love handles and squeeze. The curse user is pretty much purring when you let him cuddle your tummy,he relishes the smell of the sacred skin. He doesn’t care what he has to do as long as he can touch your tummy. Geto absolutely needs it

[kacievvbbbb]

Something about Vegapunk using the dna and blood of a caged and experimented on child to create more caged child experiments and the cycles we perpetuate.

Because what does it mean that all that King has left as proof, that the lunarians were real, that they existed as a tribe, as a people, are seven manufactured children he doesn’t even know about, enslaved as weapons to the government that wiped out the culture they’ll never get to be a part of, and Alber himself another enslaved child lost to something he’ll never fully know.

And what of the warlords? Already young once and hurt by their government, young again and slaves to it. Boa looking at a version of her practically pulled out of time stuck in her worst nightmare or Jimbei looking at a version of himself living out a past he escaped by the skin of his teeth but so many he loved didn’t, even Doffy once again at the mercy of the people that already abandoned him, has Kuma not suffered enough? Given enough, is this child version of him doomed to repeat the same path he already could not escape from . Property of the world government, beholden to the celestial dragons, this version of me that cannot go free?

It’s interesting that Vegapunk joined the government so that he could do the most good, but look at the long line of people right infront of him that he’s hurt with his own hands.

[macabrebatz]

BLACKHAND FROM WARCRAFT (2016)

If it wasn’t obvious by my recent posts, I’m in a bit of an orc frenzy right now. Orcs are taking up like 80% of my brain right now. ESPECIALLY the orcs in Warcraft.

[beebeedibapbeediboop]

was literally telling my friends the other day I think furry artists are the most singularly talented ppl and always seem to be the fastest at developing their styles, and that three month progress side by side may be the most impressive shit ive seen in a while. sending love, keep it up!!!!

That's so true but also idk if i can be considered a furry because i barely draw any except for my fursona 😭 my best friend is one though and i wanted our fursonas to be besties too...

But tysm!!

[yeslordmyking]

Psalm 68:9 — Today's Verse for Wednesday, August 2, 2023

[zellaspinna]

brewed up more bullriders!Landoscar.. (wip? maybe)

the cowboy hat rule;D

[limerlove]

# owen doesn’t know what to with all of that but i do

[xxgoldie]

Ok but the idea of lighter joining you in the shower thinking he's gonna get some coochie but then it turns into you asking him to help apply a hair mask and he gets to watch you shave and whatnot and it's not sex but it's incredibly domestic (plus he does get to stare at your tits...) and it feels like something besides his dick grows a size that day. lighter loving to watch you take care of yourself and put all those products he's always running errands to pick up for you into use. getting a whiff of your hair products when you're snuggled close, being physically incapable of a) keeping his gloves on and b) keeping his hands off your legs when they're freshly shaved and moisturized. finding amusement in your little skincare routines and just shrugging and letting you do as you please when you insist on putting some of your moisturizing sunscreen on his face.

I KNOW RIGHT like I was thinking abt several characters when I made the post but let's be real, deep down it's always Lighter,,,,,, I'm just so soft for him in little domestic moments

gotta tease him a little like "it takes effort to be this soft and kissable, since you've been reaping the rewards you may as well start helping". n honestly he's a little bewildered but he can't say no to you when you're clothed, let alone naked and inches away in the cramped shower. getting him involved w every step, whether he's helping or ur also applying the product to him. having him massage a scalp mask in for you and he's a natural at it, it feels like you're at a spa - we've established he's good with his fingers n I think that has a wide variety of applications, including massages. n getting him to use your shampoo and conditioner for once (hate to say it, but I feel like he's a 3-in-1 shampoo/conditioner/body wash kind of guy just for convenience. in this respect I could fix him tho).

he's honestly surprised how much he enjoys the non-sexual nudity. normally, as soon as your clothes start coming off he can't keep his hands off of you, but despite his original intentions, he doesn't feel much need to shift the mood (tho as you said anon, he is absolutely staring at your tits the whole time). the lack of clothes feels less sexual and more vulnerable, not performing or putting on a mask, just enjoying the intimacy of the mundane and making it special. he slots perfectly into your routine. with every new product you pick up (he is still astonished at how many of them go into this), he's learning a tidbit about you, another tiny puzzle piece falling into place.

another thing is I think this would hit so hard in a fwb-to-lovers situation (a trope which I think suits him so so well). just, one of those first moments where the two of you can start thinking about 'what if there were strings attached?', the sort of thing that makes him realise that shit, maybe he's a bit in love with you. mmmmm I will never stop thinking about him.