#thinking about non-binary nico... heals my mind and soul

[arabnico]

Alright take 2 lets go bois: nonbinary nico hcs!

tired of cis “people” so non-binary nico thoughts here we go!!!!

- honestly i think xe never “officially” comes out as non-binary. the only two people they told directly were reyna and hazel and both of them just started using they/xe/he pronouns to refer to nico in front of everyone else

- i just think that because self-acceptance seems way more important to nico than societal validation so xe just doesn’t feel like making a big deal out of coming out

- and people pick up on it just like that

- yes xe uses xe/xem pronouns because neopronouns are sexy and because xe’s autistic and therefore unique relationship with and grasp on gender that kid just does Not want to be perceived

- you know that meme that’s like “autistic people 🤝 people with trauma 🤝 non-binary people : wishing they didn’t have a body” well that’s exactly nico

- let nico free of xyr flesh prison fools

- i doubt they’d transition because it’s relatively hard and sometimes impossible for disabled people to transition but xe just does whatever makes him comfortable and ride on those Good Gender Feels

- gender expression isn’t a big deal to them he doesn’t have a specific goal when it comes to what they want to look like and pass as xe just wears whatever thinks feels cool and has a good texture™️ and gives good gender vibes

- but what xe doesn’t know is that he gives gender envy to EVERY non-binary person that crosses their path

- not because of their clothes or looks or whatever i mean it could be but usually it’s the way they carry xemself and how he just OWNS it (autism authenticity babyyyyyy)

- also they do not look cis/gender conforming or whatever At All if defying the gender binary was incarnated into a person that’d be nico

- not a non-binary hc but nico is chubby so you better picture xem like that at the moment that’s all <3

- i think they would prefer skirts because 1) they’re rad and cool and he can style them whatever way xe wants and 2) it’s just easier to move in them and it’s less restricting and the texture just feel better than pants. also xe likes the way they look in skirts it gives xem gender euphoria

- he’s arab therefore they had their ears pierced approximately 3 seconds after birth and they’re constantly wearing earrings. most of the times it’s like skeletons and bats and he has one earring that’s like a snake that goes through the piercing on the lobe and wraps around xyr entire ear

- they always have their nails painted either black or dark green but they’re NEVER chipped you hear me never he cannot stand chipped nail polish

- xyr hair is long and very curly and just frames around his face in a Really cool way. the tips are dyed turquoise and he rocks that look like nobody’s business.

- i always circle back to my nico is a learning nerd agenda so i just think xe reads a lot of trans theory like stone butch blues and transgender warriors and the gender accelerationist manifesto yes theory reading legend

- rainbow capitalism bad BUT they have a non-binary flag sticker on xyr wheelchair. you’ll take that away from my cold dead hands.

- that’s very self indulgent but in arabic they don’t like masculine/singular “he” pronouns and like there’s no gender neutral alternative so xe goes by "هم" (masculine plural pronouns)

in conclusion they are non-binary xe does not belong to cis “people” he is nothing like y’all !!! stop pushing your agenda on someone normal !!!