#think my alarm clock is broken tbh

[skylertheminish]

So my fancy alarm clock decided that I wanted to be woken at 4am and I've been struggling to sleep since. Naturally that's a perfect time for this thing!

I'm feeling like drawing some more infant Ceruledge (smol Armarouge is likely to follow soon enough). So if you have an idea for a thing please feel free to ask away!

[marblesouled]

tbh i still don't know. i do feel i'm losing my mind and life rn, one way or other. and it's really awful in a sense i don't know what or who to believe. i'm so easily influenced and obviously can't think clearly, because i'm out of it. my mind has taken me captive and the schizo there is giving out orders.

i both love and hate my new friend. some things he does and says bug me and i start to wonder if i'm doing the right thing by letting him influence me so strongly. because he really is a strong character whose word is truth. i'm more used to milder souls like my dear crush who take me the way i am and don't try to change me. but maybe i need to change? it's a super complicated situation for me and i'm scared of being broken by it all in the end. should i follow another crazy person? won't that dangerous mixture cause only more madness and chaos? why is madness's allure always so siren-like for me that i follow blindly leaving my past principles behind? i mean, it's fun to whirl with the thunder cloud, but you might get scorched by the lightning.

like yesterday, at first it seemed he was very compassionate towards my situation and told he really felt for me in my hour of trouble. but then the next moment he was telling me to go to work and start waking up with an alarm clock. when i had just told him i was getting insufficient sleep and i have very little energy to do anything at all, let alone think about such a thing as going to work. but he keeps pushing me to do stuff all the time for progress and checks up on me to confirm i've done these things or he gets angry. like last night he told me to train on my exercise bike every day and send him the time. this really irks me. like this constant mind control. i'm not sure i know who i am anymore or maybe i really have been one lazy piece of shit who needs to get better at every aspect of my life that has been ruled by my mental state. maybe i do need to control myself, be a normal person like everyone else. have i been using my depression and anxiety as an excuse? i really don't know anything and my mind is fucked!!

and it feels awful even complaining about it, because i feel he has helped me and we've made so many plans for future activities, like getting tattoos together! but honestly, his intensity and angriness frightens me sometimes. still, it really has been fun to do stuff with a person who is brave and willing to try everything. it's given me so much hope for the future, because i know noone else in my life who is like that. last night really was great! but it breaks my heart to think maybe my so-called social progress could be mere mania instead. then i'd be lost again and left depressed. is it my curse?? the schizoaffective disorder i'm suffering from? and am i really such a stupid hopeless case who could only cope with meds? because atm i still wish to continue tapering.

like i know if i told my sister everything about him, she would tell me immediately not to communicate with him any longer to protect myself. and that is also scary! i really don't know what to do, because everything is so fucked-up already. should i have believed him in the first place or stayed sceptical? i don't know what i believe in anymore and it hurts my poor brain. but i know when i meet up with him, i'm straight under his influence again and he'll continue to ask me for exercise and other proof. from a rational point of view, of course i realise it's a situation with blaring red flags, but then i think from the point of view of my madness and that this 'tough therapist/life coach' role he's taken is good for me, like he says. because we do to cool stuff and he makes me try things i've actually wanted to try, but haven't dared like asking a girl making firewood to let me saw a piece of wood last night. there's so much positivity and energy in him, he easily befriends strangers and knows how to converse with them. i really could learn from that. but... he has himself many times mentioned he's not right in the head and has been engaged in some dangerous behaviour i find a bit challenging to condone. or maybe i should just open my mind more? i freakin' don't know. i get a feeling my crush finds him too intense as well and now i'm sorry i invited him into our circle. will it all become a shit show? who or what should i trust in this? i certainly cannot lean on my mind.

[moshi-moshi-sunflower]

[Ikemen Vampire Scenario/Imagine] Bedridden (part 2) 💊

Imagine: You live in the mansion, and you’re feeling very ill. Your illness keeps you in bed for days, if not weeks. What will the guys do?

Category: Reader insert - forget about little miss snack, you are the MC.

Characters: Dazai, Isaac, Jean, Shakespeare, Comte and Sebastian.

Warnings: Some fluff? 

First part here.

Dazai

Goes to your room and offers you a couple of books that he believed could be of use to you-- books that could distract you, yes.

He goes just to have chats with you; it doesn't matter if you respond in monosyllables, or don’t respond at all. He will still talk, softly, with a silky voice that sometimes he seems to use on purpose to make you feel sleepy and rest.

He acts as natural and relaxed as always, instead of showing the concern many of the others show.

This is surprisingly reassuring.  

However, he still tells you, every once in a while, something along the lines of: “You have to recover soon, Toshiko-san. You have all of these renowned personalities in disarray, and it’s kinda hard to make them be fun this way.”

Also, sometimes he brings you an apple, saying that “it was supposed to be for Ai-kun, but you need it more.”

His eyes are calm, and they soften whenever they observe you. Concerned or not, he hopes you’ll get better, and that’s good enough for you.

Isaac

He is firstly shocked. And after the shock has happened, almost everyone has already reacted, and he finds himself looking around in annoyance and embarrassment.

He does NOT enjoy crowded spaces, and it takes a while before he goes to see you.

When he does, he mutters something that sounds like he’s wishing you well; that he wishes you to get better. But it might as well have been a hallucination.

He is not sure of what to do with a sick person…? So he considers that the best thing is to leave her some space… and space for the people that actually do know what to do.

What to do, what to do…?

He sees Leonardo bringing Lumiere to your room, and has the subsequent millionaire idea, that brings a smile to your face. “Harry!”

“You shouldn’t extenuate yourself so much…” he says, awkwardly. “He doesn’t even really recognise his name.”

Unfortunately, after accidentally scaring Harry, the little creature attempts to make an escape, and runs to hide beneath the sheets.

“Harry!” Isaac’s hands move towards the hedgehog before remembering that you are beneath the sheets too, and his face turns red, even his ears reddening before his hands jerk back.

(He has no idea how clothed you are, given that the sheets cover you right above your neck)

You laugh weakly, and he sputters an explanation, about the urgency of grabbing Harry.

Harry’s shape is visible through the sheets, a small mound fidgeting, and that combined with Isaac’s expression make you laugh out loud, even though doing so hurts.

Isaac, alarmed, scolds you, with a fierce frown, but your hands find Harry and hold him before he can complain anymore.

The hedgehog doesn’t harm you, too busy curling up in a ball, and Isaac takes it back, deflated.

“That was a horrible idea. I am-- I am sorry... I’ll take my leave now”, he mutters.  

But you shake your head slowly. “I haven’t laughed like that in a while... Thank you.”

(He doesn’t seem to believe you, but it is true)

Jean

Who knows from where did he find a rose... ? Clearly not from the flower shop, considering that it seems to have been crudely cut.

In the gardens now there’s one less rose, plus a massive hole in the rose bushes that leaves Sebastian both baffled and horrified, wondering if a wild animal has broken out in the gardens.

Meanwhile, Jean realizes that he should have used his sword to cut the thorns, not the rose.

So he does, with an appalling lack of expertise, for someone that is indeed an experienced swordsman.

Later, he offers you the rose, with a blank expression, that doesn’t manage to tear your attention from the gashes on his gloves.

Sitting on the bed and leaving the rose aside, you try to reach for his hands, before he moves away; you’re successful, and he stares at you, with an almost startled expression.

You gently touch the places where the cuts are, making him take off his gloves.

You thank him heartfeltly-- before recommending him to go to the flower shop next time. Or, you know, just asking for help.

He freezes, his two hands being held by both of yours. Once you let him go, he quickly retreats, and you’re not entirely sure he bids you farewell before leaving hurriedly.

You lower your gaze, and smile.

He left his gloves on your lap.  

Shakespeare

He takes the carriage just to see you, as soon as he receives the news that you’re quite ill.

He stays a long while by your bedside; doing what? Well, writing, for starters. He finds you quite inspiring right now (oh-oh)

But don’t worry, he also reads to you. Your favorite plays, your favorite books, or anything he thinks it might interest you.

In fact, he creates stories for you; stories in which you are the protagonist, and -after a fair dose of tragedy, after all, that is completely necessary in any story- he sometimes rewards you with something akin to a happy ending.

In some of those, you are sick, too; but it usually ends up with you getting better (most of the times…)

You are surprised when he touches your forehead, to make sure you don’t have a lot of fever.

If you attempt to leave the bed, he’ll smile… and then you’ll feel compelled to immediately crawl back to your bed, and hide beneath the bed sheets, shivering.

He doesn’t even have to talk, his eyes are enough.

Sometimes if he sees you anxious to get up, he does comment, in a dangerously amiable tone, “Fair one, at this rate I might be forced to tie you. Or art thou willing to face the consequences, of getting up before time has come...?”  

And talking about when ‘time has come’... When the time comes for him to leave, he always bids you farewell by kissing the back of your hand.  

You are not entirely sure if he’s enjoying this situation or not… Would it be more disturbing if he did, or if he didn’t?

Comte

What were you expecting? Of course he’s one of the firsts in line to go see you.

He behaves as gentlemanly as always, offering absolutely (and I mean absolutely) anything you need. Medicines? Checked. A doctor? Checked. Cachemira scarf? Checked. Fluffy angora socks? Checked. What else...? Ah, yes...

You have to ask him to stop at some point, jesus christ.

He takes your hand between his, emphasizing his interest in your well being.

He touches your face gently, to check your temperature.

His hand feels comfortably cold, and you close your eyes, muscles relaxing with his touch.

You’re not entirely sure, but you swear he sometimes visits you while you sleep, to check up on you. You feel his eyes for a few moments, before he leaves.

His presence is actually comforting, and his calm smile always reassures you, saying you’ll get better, with no problem.

In a few words, he pampers you non stop, asleep or awake.

You promise to make it up to him, but he just chuckles lightly.

Sebastian

He orders you to stay in bed, and goes back to you every once in a while, to make sure you are doing okay.

If you ever try to get up, he admonishes you; and if you insist too much, he gives you a light flick on the forehead, waaay more softer than what you ever thought him capable of doing.

He brings food to your bed (Comte would have insisted anyway, tbh), and makes some spare moments to share with you.

He religiously gives you every medicine at the exact same hour you are supposed to take them.

Precise as a walking clock, you can’t help but admire his dedication to you, even when he has so much to do, especially now that you are not helping him.

You offer to give him the new info you obtained from the other residents-- of how they behave when someone in their house is sick (and when said someone is a girl)...

You are not entirely sure it’s a proper thing to do, but it seems harmless enough. Sebastian accepts your offer, with that sparkle in his eyes you know so well.

So you spend an afternoon exchanging information; because in return for your words, you receive new information, from when the other residents have been sick.

(Now that is more questionable, you think...)

And yet, you keep chatting happily, basking in Sebastian’s reliability, even when it comes to make you feel better.

[ladyaceofspades]

Absolutely nearing my breaking point. He really expects me to be wife, mother, maid, house manager, task manager, laundry woman, alarm clock, waitress, chore person/chore reminder (for him), therapist for his emotional labor, and go buy groceries while he gets to sleep in, demand things from me, play video games, pick where to order from with no consideration to my health, feeds to hamster (which I have to double check because he'll forget to give her water or food), sit on his phone, listen to music really fucking loud with no regards to our neighbors or where he is in the apartment (ex: bathroom), and demand that because he did one very small thing, I have to shower him with love and praise. I'm at my fucking limit.

I haven't had time to do ANY hobbies or things that would recharge my mental health because I've been trying to do all the chores since he won't do them or he'll take forever to do them like the trash or his laundry. I won't help him and I've told him I won't help him but he keeps asking that I hold the bag while he puts trash in, or hold the bag for the laundry (both things I can do myself). I have been running on a low battery for weeks because I'm so exhausted I can't even bring myself to do more than laundry, all I wanna do is sleep the entire weekend because maybe I'll feel better then or stare at my phone. I've been taking selfies to make me feel better but i can still see how tired I am. I just don't want to feel like I'm holding the weight of our relationship and home life anymore, and it pisses me off when he claims he's the backbone of everything. I don't demand that I get love or praise for doing basic household things that benefit both of us, but I do ask that he helps so even if he's saying he demands "love and affection for the rest of the day because of _____" jokingly (although he says a lot of things "jokingly"), it makes me angry and exhausts me more.

I'm tired. I want to recharge. I want to spend the time doing things for me, not feeling like I have to get him whatever he wants, on his time. I haven't finished unpacking yet, but part of me is asking "should I even bother? Should I leave? Cut my losses and live my own life?" But then I'd traumatize him further and idk I can't do that.

My therapist has finally said that maybe we should get our own apartments because this is very much an ongoing problem and tbh it sounds really good but we'd have to move out of our neighborhood because I can't afford anything here on my own. She also mentioned that maybe we should get a maid and my husband pay for it since he's the one who won't try to help, and he has most of the money.

Which brings me to a different problem. Since he has less bills than I do (new car, streaming services, nickle-and-dimed for benefits at work so my check is consistently 300-400 less than what I actually make), he was able to start putting money aside for "us". It generally is about $500, but when I have weeks we're I can't afford to buy myself some lunch, or need to go grocery shopping, or need to buy essentials for myself, he has said no before (rarely but it has happened). Now, with my very limited budget, I have to find a way to save up money, which doesn't work when I need the $20 I put aside every 2 weeks to cover a bill I can't pay.

I sent him some videos on weaponized incompetence from tiktok, because that's exactly what is going on. He's also got codependency issues, as do I: a video rocked my world today and pointed out that you can be codependent on broken men and trying to fix them...which I think I did here...fuck. I'm nearing my breaking point, I want to chuck my phone and my keys, get in my car and just drive as far away as possible.

[solasan]

otp tag.

tagged by @masonsfreckles​​ and @impossible-rat-babies​​ and like definitely also someone else but my activity is super clogged up so i cant find who I’m Sorry 🥺 but thank u remus and owen mwah tagging: @denerims​​ @arlathen​​ @lvllns​​ @trvelyans​​ @lavellane​​ @chuckhansen​​ @rosebarsoap​​​ @cheydinhaal​​ @darksprawn​​ @deepspeech​​ @yennefre​​ and anyone else who wants to do it tbh

DISAGREEMENTS.

who is more likely to raise their voice?

i mean both, probably? they’re both very passionate people

who threatens to leave but never actually does?

i’ll hesitantly say june but i dont think they’d reach that point

who actually keeps their word and leaves?

neither lmao

who trashes the house?

in day-to-day life, june; she’s very messy. in fights? neither bcos that’s messed up. the Most that’ll happen is adam cracking a piece of furniture in his fist by accident

do either of them get physical?

uhhh they’ll spar from time to time, but outside of that, never

how often do they argue/disagree?

in the beginning?? all the fucking time. every day. they butt heads like they were made to do it. further in, they argue much less, especially once june’s proved adam’s whole “humans are weak!!!” thing wrong

who is the first to apologize?

adam gets bullied into it by nate sometimes. june won’t apologise unless she’s absolutely certain she’s in the wrong, but it does happen. so i guess it depends on the argument

SEX.

who is on top? who is on bottom?

i hate applying the top/bottom thing to m/f ships but adam’s A Top i guess. june is 100% a bottom. but when it comes to actual positioning they’ll change; adam likes missionary a lot, but june likes sitting in his lap and riding him, so

any kinks?

adam is lowkey lowkey very lowkey into orgasm control/denial im calling it. he just likes taking control, but not in an explicit bdsm sense??? june’s into dirty talk and does have a praise kink. she has to coax adam into talking in the beginning but when he gets into the swing of things he loves it

june used to be into getting tied up, but the whole murphy situation kinda fucked that for her

who has the strangest desires?

june probably wins this just purely based on the fact that she wants adam to bite her lmao. he would find that strange. but he would also be into it so

who’s dominant in bed?

adam !!! again not in the traditional like bdsm dominant sense but he takes charge of things

is head ever in the equation?

uhhh, yeah ??? all the time

if so, who is better at performing it?

look. june is very good. she is. but adam has 900 years on her and also more enthusiasm / touch starvation / desperation. adam is a pussy eating KING

ever had sex in public?

the most public they’ve gotten is fucking in the tech lab at the warehouse, that’s it

who moans the most?

both moan, but june’s louder. she’s freer ??? with it ??? but adam grunts and gasps and pants a lot, and when he’s abt to come he’ll groan out her name or a french curse so

who leaves the most marks?

june’s the one that goes out of her way to make marks, just bcos shes a lil sad they fade so quickly. adam leaves the most just bcos june doesn’t heal in the same way

who is the more experienced of the two?

adam might be 900 years old but we all know he’s not had many relationships. june’s more experienced bcos she has one-night stands in college before her and bobby got together

do they ‘fuck’ or ‘make love’?

im so sorry but if u look at adam du mortain and think that he doesn’t make love 99% of the time, ur wrong. but sometimes they do get super passionate / desperate for each other, and then they’ll fuck

how long do they usually last?

in the beginning adam lasts like 2 seconds, no joke. that man sees even a hint of june’s coochie and he busts a nut. but further in he can last longer. unless june is being a shit and deliberately trying to get him to come, which she does do

rough or soft?

soft for the most part. if it ever is rough it’s like..... more bcos it’s intense, passionate, less bcos either of them is trying to make it rough. june has some sexual trauma too so really rough sex, like w choking for example, is out of the question (not that i think adam is into choking anyway)

is protection used?

it should be, and when they remember to they do use it. but also they forget a lot shdkshdkd does june look like the type of person to get pregnant on purpose??

does it ever get boring?

nah they keep it fresh. plus they love each other so much it’s just always so good to have each other ???? like after So Long Pining it’s just good idk bro shdjsjdk

where is the strangest place they’d have sex?

idk probably the tech lab like i said above ??? i dont think they fuck in many weird places — not bcos i dont think june would be into it, but more bcos i figure if they ever start getting freaky adam gets them into a bed / somewhere private STAT

FAMILY.

do they plan on having children / do they have children?

yeah they vaguely want them in the future i guess. adam thinks abt june having his baby and has to lie down he 🥺 so hard

if so, how many children do they want/have?

their first kid — emma — is an accident born like a year after they get married, and then oliver comes along a year after that because june always said she didn’t want only one kid. she remembered how lonely she was as a kid :(((

AFFECTION.

who likes to cuddle?

both of them !!! adam is touch-starved and june is starved for affection !!! they cuddle all the time

who gets naughty in the most inappropriate of places?

june 100% no question. WHORE. adam is so done with her but he does always drag her off somewhere to Ravish her so rly who’s winning here

who struggles to keep their hands to themself?

shdkshdkskd both of them. june slightly more so tho

how long can they cuddle until one becomes uncomfortable?

uhhh i dont think it’s rly a matter of one getting uncomfortable, bcos they do love it. probably it’s just as long as they can hold out before 1) june has to pee, or 2) adam resolves to be productive

what is their favourite non-sexual activity?

adam would never admit it but he loves watching movies with june purely bcos she gets so cuddly and ALSO she gets so into them. she’s the type of person to yell at the screen and ask questions all the time. sometimes they’ll compete to see who can work out the plot / twist / mystery of a film first 

where is their favourite place to cuddle?

in bed !!!!! adam loves having her whole body pressed up against him, all small and soft and smelling like june, and june loves how he tucks her into his chest and makes her feel so safe and warm

SLEEPING.

who snores?

ahskhkdja june !!!

if both do, who snores the loudest?

adam doesn’t snore so june. but she doesn’t do it that loudly

do they share a bed or sleep separately?

they share a bed !!!! it’s adam’s way of making sure june does actually go to bed, for one, but also he doesn’t like to sleep without her

if they sleep together, do they cozy up together or lay far apart?

cozy up together !!!!! adam’ll kiss her hair and tuck her head under his chin, and june’ll wrap her arms around his torso and kiss the hollow of his throat

what do they wear to bed?

june wears raggedy old band tees or oversized hoodies, boxer shorts, lots of comfy clothes. flannel pyjama trousers. sometimes she’ll sleep in adam’s shirts bcos they smell like him and she likes that, but when she does sleep in adam’s shirts they uhhh haha dont sleep for a while ;)))

are either of them insomniacs?

june is !!! i think around book 4, maybe 5, someone’s gonna talk her into seeing someone abt it — because she really doesn’t sleep a healthy amount, i’m talking 5-8 hours a week — and she’ll start taking sleeping pills, but for now she just drinks a fuckload of coffee and keeps herself busy.

adam’s not rly an insomniac per se, but he doesn’t sleep as much as humans do, obviously

can sleeping pills be found by the bedside?

later in the series, yeah. i could see her being put on quetiapine bcos that’s what im on and that shit works

do they wrap their limbs around each other or just lay side by side?

wrap their limbs around each other !!!! june’s like a cuddly octopus shdksjdl but adam loves it, honestly. he’ll often wrap his arms around her and put on of his hands up her shirt, over her spine, so he can have some nice skin-on-skin contact. yknow....... as a treat

who wakes up with bed hair?

both !!!! june’s is probably a bit worse bcos it’s longer ????

who wakes up first?

eh, depends. i’d say adam, bcos he’s More Responsible, but june really doesn’t sleep much, so it could go either way

who prepares breakfast in bed for the other?

neither ??? june doesn’t cook and adam’s not a good cook

what is their favourite sleeping position?

either adam on his back with june tucked into his chest, his arms around her, or both of them on their sides and adam spooning june. they love em !!!!

do they set an alarm each night?

they do. june has broken multiple alarm clocks, tho, so make of that what u will

who has nightmares?

both :((( june’s are more frequent, i think

can a television be found in their bedroom?

nah. adam wouldn’t want one, and june watches everything on her laptop

who has ridiculous dreams?

probably june. she’ll sleepily recount them to adam the next morning in bed and he’ll either hm? into her neck to show he’s listening or huff a laugh against her skin

who sprawls out and takes up most of the bed?

june. adam has learned to accept this fact about her. usually he’ll just position her so that they’re both comfier when she does it, but he has been woken by her elbowing his side before

who makes the bed?

adam. june cba with that shit. she’s just gonna get back in it anyways !!!!

what time is bed time?

adam pushes june to go to bed by 11. sorry u gotta take care of ur stupid energiser bunny girlfriend, buddy

any routines/rituals before bed?

eh nothing in particular i dont think ??? nothing out of the standard brush teeth / clean face / get into pjs thing anyway

who’s the grumpiest when they wake up?

june is the GRUMPIEST. she’s not a morning person in the slightest

WORK.

who is the busiest?

hmmmmm. they’re both probably equally busy ??? i mean adam’s the head of the unit so he probs has work he has to do, but then june’s basically the head of the department bcos the captain’s never around, so she has a lot of work. and she has to balance that work with the agency. maybe june’s slightly busier ???

who rakes in the highest income?

eh they’re probs around the same ???

are any of them unemployed?

nope

who takes the most sick days?

june bcos adam doesn’t get sick. also sometimes she just wants A Personal Day and / or is hungover

what are their jobs?

he’s a commanding agent, she’s a liaison and also police detective

who sucks up to their boss?

haha adam’s technically june’s boss and she loves to suck badum tss

who is more likely to turn up late to work?

june shdjshdk girl is Bad at time management. sometimes tho they’ll both be late bcos a morning fuck went on too long. june is very smug on these days

who stresses the most?

uhhh both stress a lot ?? june has anxiety. but adam also is constantly on edge so ????

do they enjoy or despise their careers/occupations?

yeah they enjoy them i guess. adam definitely enjoys his. june is..... complicated. she doesn’t trust the agency and she doesn’t rly wanna be a cop, but she doesn’t know what else she could do so ???

are they financially stable?

yeah for the most part. the agency has good salaries

HOME.

who does the washing?

i think maybe june does it more often just bcos as a human she....... probably ???? goes through more clothes ??? that makes sense to me ??? idk hsdk

who takes out the trash?

adam, usually. especially if it’s dark; june ain’t going nowhere at night

who does the ironing?

again, adam. just bcos he’s more likely to have clothes that need ironing. june has never touched an iron in her life

who does the cooking?

i mean june is notorious for not cooking but rather ordering takeout, so...... i mean i dont think adam is a bad cook but he can rly only cook rly bland, simple meals, and he obviously doesnt need to eat so. i guess if it’s one of them it’s june

who is more likely to burn the house down just trying?

yeah june sdhskdhksdk she just has a very short attention span bro idk what to tell u

who is messier?

yep june no question. adam’s a lil bit of a neat freak im calling it

who leaves the toilet roll empty?

neither

who leaves their dirty clothes on the floor?

yeah june. sometimes adam if he’s had a long day tho. or like if theyre getting Freaky and leaving clothes everywhere. but in general, june’s more likely

who forgets to flush the toilet?

ew gross people do that ?? neither

who loses the car keys when it comes time to go somewhere?

june shdjjsjdk

who answers the telephone?

uhh both ig ?? but they don’t have like a landline or anything they only have their cells

who mows the lawn?

adam, but only once they’ve moved out of june’s apartment after having the kids. june’s got a black thumb bro she’s not allowed near the garden on nate’s orders

who does the vacuuming?

both !!! they take turns

who does the groceries?

june 100% and she always ends up getting shit that wasn’t on the list shdjskdk. sometimes they’ll do it together tho

who takes the longest to shower?

uhhhh i mean. i think they shower together quite a lot so ???? both ???

who spends the most time in the bathroom?

like getting ready ???? uhh depends. if june’s doing makeup, her, but she doesn’t do it often

MISCELLANEOUS.

is money a problem?

nahhh the agency pays them well

how many cars do they own?

originally only june’s shitty little hatchback, but when the kids are born they get a second one. probably it is very pretty and fancy and expensive, because adam

what’s their song?

either dermot kennedy’s power over me, or fortress by bear’s den. like, seriously, look up the lyrics; they’re the ULTIMATE adamjune songs

do they live in the city or in the country?

does wayhaven count as a city, even if it’s like... a small town ??? idk

do they own their home or do they rent?

june’s renting her apartment currently, but when ollie and emma are born, they buy a place at the edge of town

do they enjoy their surroundings?

eh. neither of them are especially fond of wayhaven, but i think maybe it grows on them over time ??? june definitely in her current point in canon is only there bcos she doesn’t know where else to go

what do they do when they’re away from each other?

Yearn like fools. they miss each other shdjshdk they’ll call each other if adam is ever sent out on an assignment away from town or june has to take some kinda business trip. theyre always super happy to be reunited

where did they first meet?

at an abandoned warehouse in book 1. june shot him. it was great

who spends the most money when out shopping?

uhhhhhh bro i genuinely don’t know ??? adam and june both have terrible taste in clothes; he walks around in cargo pants half the time and she’s never not in something oversized and baggy and possibly falling apart ???

ig june spends a lot on technology ??? and on food ????

who’s more likely to flash their assets?

ok i mean adam has already in canon gotten shirtless and flashed his assets at june while convinced he feels nothing for her so. him. he’s a show-off we all know this

any mental issues?

yeah lmao. june already had ptsd before canon from being assaulted in college, and now it’s just worse bcos of everything with murphy and shit. she also has depression, because obviously, and anxiety. also adhd if that counts ??? it probably counts

i think adam’s got some ptsd too from that Terrible Fiery Scene Of Death we saw in the mirror from his past, and probably that’s compounded by experiences since he became a vampire too ??? possibly some depression as well just bcos i’m now considering his whole ‘numb for years’ thing and how that overlaps with depression ?? :/// idk

who finds it amusing when the other trips over?

adam doesn’t trip often but when he does june howls with laughter. usually if he’s tripping it’s bcos she’s done something Very Distracting. one time she took her shirt off in their living room when he wasnt expecting it and he walked into a wall

when june trips (which she often does) adam will sorta snort very quietly or his lips will twitch but he’ll always stabilise her quickly

who’s terrified of bugs?

yep june 100%

who kills the spiders around the house?

shsjdhskdjk ADAM. “june, it’s just an insect.” “um, untrue, it’s an arachnid, those are different fucking things—” “it’s miniscule. even more so than you are.” “okay, ha, ha, very funny, please kill it, adam i’m serious, kill it, it has eight legs, it’s waiting to murder me, fucking kill it!” “i’m killing it, calm down.”

do they have any fears for their future?

yeah. june’s worried she’s gonna get totally murdered lmao bcos odds are someone’s gonna try again. adam is also terrified abt this distinct possibility. he’s also scared that, like... she’ll live ??? as in ??? she won’t ever turn, she’ll stay mortal her whole life, and after waiting 900 years for her, he’ll only get a few decades with her before she dies.

that’s like not gonna happen she absolutely becomes a vampire after emma and ollie are born but still. he’s dramatic

their favourite place?

the warehouse, probably ??? it’s safe and secure and it’s comfortable ??? or else june’s apartment. i think june prefers her apartment just slightly

who’s more likely to surprise the other with a fancy dinner?

adam ??? but it’s more likely that they’d go out to a fancy dinner, rather than him cook one

who pays the bills?

they split them

who’s the tallest?

sndjhskdjkd adam. june hates and loves this fact in equal measure. adam is very smug abt how teeny tiny his girlfriend is shdkshdk he finds it very funny. also very sweet he loves it

who’s more likely to just randomly hop into the shower with the other?

both, honestly. theyre bad at keeping their hands off each other once they’re together. maybe june is ever so slightly more likely ?? idk

who wanders around in their underwear?

both. adam likes to distract june w his abs bro what can i say. june just is most comfortable walking around in a sports bra and briefs

who sings the loudest when singing along to the radio?

june !!! and she’ll lean into his face and sing right at him with this big dumb grin too. adam will refuse to make eye contact but he’ll have this tiny lil smile on his face

what do they tease each other about?

everything. june roasts adam on the daily. adam will very dryly retort back every time. they were made for each other im telling u. 

june will sometimes bring up his whole humans are weak thing at the most ridiculous times. like, adam tries to get her to get out of bed in the morning and she’ll groan and start lamenting how weak and fragile she is, she couldn’t possibly get out of bed in this state, adam, i have glass bones and paper skin, don’t u love me ????

adam’s teasing is just dryly taking the piss out of dumb shit she says. she’ll talk abt a fight she had with someone and say she went “wa-pow!” when she hit them and he’ll just deadpan repeat, “wa-pow.” his face totally straight. i wuv themm

who is more likely to cringe at the other’s fashion sense at times?

i mean neither they both have bad fashion taste. but also june hates the fucking cargo pants bruh

who crushed first?

adam did shdkshdk even if he didn’t realise. june didn’t figure out she liked him until the time between book 1 and book 2, because she missed him and she couldn’t figure out why

any alcohol or substance related problems?

uhhh no not rly. june has a history of using recreational drugs but that was in college and she doesn’t touch most of that shit these days

who is more likely to stumble home, drunk, at 3am?

june probably shdjshdk she’ll have a girl’s night with farah, morgan, and tina, and just come home absolutely fucking twatted. adam always tucks her in

who swears the most?

yeah june. she swears in every other word. the first time she made adam curse is burned into her brain seriously she takes such pride in it

[wizardessheartprincess]

two minutes (part 2/?)

prologue here (x) 

pairing: bakugou katsuki x reader

story warnings: none really

genre: idk man tbh

a/n; probably will rewrite this bc it’s 3 am here and while i really wanted to get something out, i’m not super stoked about how I wrote Bakugou here, yikes. taking constructive criticism bc I need to get my act together asap.

taglist: @dragonempress123

It seemed to face the whole eternal world for an instant-

The next day, you’re waiting in your lab after school - while it’s normally easy for you to get lost in the details, to forget about time’s relentless passage, today, you’re anxiously looking at the clock every fifteen minutes, even though you set an alarm. It’s becoming harder to brush off the comments of your classmates passing through - and you were even more thrown off earlier, when someone commented that you gave off the energy of a schoolgirl anticipating her first date.

… Right. 

You’ve already pulled out all the prototypes of the designs you sent him last night - though honestly, you’re not even sure if they’ll work. They work in theory, you’ve tested them under ideal (and not-so-ideal) conditions, and even with other quirks, but never with his - which was a stupid decision, considering they were expressly designed for his quirk and his fighting style. 

Unfortunately for you, the moment a shadow crosses the door and you look up, you manage to drop the box of screws you were holding, out of sheer surprise. 

Incredible, Y/N. He had an appointment, he’s perfectly on time, and you still managed to be startled into making a wonderfully competent first impression.

You’re torn between greeting him and diving under the table to clean up the mess you’ve made in an otherwise relatively organized workspace, never to resurface, but you settle for… both. Quite possibly, the worst possible option.

“... Hi.” 

You’re all too aware of what it looks like - some ditzy doe-eyed girl, kneeling in a freshly made mess of the lab she supposedly calls home, hair messily put up in a low bun that’s falling apart more every minute, just like her confidence in this meeting, hands scrambling to sweep up the stray screws threatening to roll away and towards his feet. Yikes.

He shoves his hands into his pockets, and stares down at you, obvious doubt starting to bubble up in those carmine eyes.

You pick up the pieces a little faster, scooping up screws and tossing them back into the box at an almost inhuman speed.

“... Hey.”

His voice seems a bit… annoyed? 

Though, you barely skip a beat, tossing the last of the (visible) pieces back into the box before you stand back up, carefully placing the box on the nearest table.

“Hi, um, sorry about that. I’m Y/N.” 

You finally dare to make eye contact for more than a fleeting moment, awkwardly shifting your weight around before you blurt out, “You’re here for the attachments I sent you, right? I have more if you want, or we can try those out first…?”

It occurs to you immediately after you finish speaking that maybe he’s here to tell you thanks, but no thanks, or perhaps you’re moving too quickly. As you walk over to the shelf where you keep the prototypes meant for him stored, though, you notice him start to follow you, taking in the sight of all the wires and test tubes and computers around the room.

As you start pulling up files, though, he speaks up behind you in that same viciously casual voice you occasionally hear in the hallways in passing - 

“Listen, how long would it take you to make the wave interference device?” 

Straight to the point - noted. You turn around.

“Um, I’m not really sure. I’d have to measure the average strength of your explosions to calculate how much interference it’d have to provide, but -”

Seeing his palms start to crackle, you nervously take several steps back, your own voice starting to devolve into a fast-paced squeal - 

“ - but I’ve ballparked the force from what I’ve seen on TV based on debris projectile arcs, and I think this should kind of work?”

You can’t seem to pull the container down from the shelf fast enough, hugging it to your chest as you practically run to the nearest open table and plop it down, already almost immersed in setting the device up before you realize he’s staring at you in disbelief.

“... You already have it… done?”

He walks closer for a better look, though you anxiously eye his hands - a fire in the lab would be a nightmare to clean up, even with the help of your quirk. Even if you trust him to not be that hot-headed, everyone knew he had to be restrained at his first Sports Festival awards ceremony, and if he damaged your workspace in any way, you’d be the first to restrain him yourself.

“Not done. I actually haven’t made any modifications to this in a while, since most of the calculations for it are gross estimates I haven’t been able to confirm.”

Until now, anyway.

Luckily, there’s still some battery life left in the device, and you grasp it with both hands, holding it out, offering to help him try it. Maybe you shouldn’t be so forward, especially with him so unusually quiet, but you can’t help but be excited - you’re finally getting to test some of your best work (in your humble opinion). 

He stares at you with some suspicion for a few moments, but slowly offers out his own arm - which is all the trust you need anyway. 

Almost gleefully, you fit the device to his forearm - which should be ideal placement to absorb shock, based on videos you’ve seen of his previous fights. Part of you is still worried about how quiet he’s being, but maybe he’s just tired from training, though you doubt that weak explanation. 

“How does it work?”

You gently tug on the device, making sure it’s wrapped taut around his arm - though his arms are a bit more muscled than you’d expected. Good to keep in mind for the future. 

“For you, it should activate automatically, since it’s triggered by a chemical reaction with the nitroglycerin when it’s ignited… want to test it outside?”

You’re almost bouncing in excitement from the prospect of getting to finally run some real trials with your inventions, especially since he doesn’t seem to have negative feedback yet. 

“Is it too tight?” 

He rotates his arm around, flexing and unflexing slightly. 

“No.”

He lets his arm fall to his side, though not before crossing and uncrossing his arms - a force of habit, broken only by the foreign object around one arm, you assume. 

He starts walking towards the door - and it’s only a moment before you follow. He seems to be walking faster, now, and you can’t help but let your hopes soar that he’s just as excited to test your work as you are. 

You pass a few other support students in the hall, but you’re too thrilled to take much note of the knowing looks they give you - and soon enough, you’re finally outside. 

Still following behind him, you see him take several long strides into the courtyard… before he stretches his hand in front of him, at an angle directly facing the sky above the school gates, and you’re about to panic-yell at him to be mindful of the direction of his explosions, but…

Just as the late evening sky detonates in fumes of orange and grey and yellow, you realize - while you saw the explosion, you barely felt it - just a barely-there tremble of the air around you, despite being only a few feet behind him. 

The realization hits you just as it seems to hit him, and that’s the first time you’re awed by Bakugou Katsuki’s smile, grinning up at the sky, at his still-outstretched arm, the way light is reflected in those glimmering ruby eyes despite the bright explosion having dissipated already. 

[kpopcinnamonswirlroll]

50 Questions Tag

I was tagged by @abangtanfangirl​ ^-^

1.       What takes up too much of your time?

Work, Youtube, Anxiety/Depression

2.       What makes your day better?

Music, sleep, cuddling with loved ones(without them teasing me for wanting attention)

3.       What’s the best thing that happened to you today?

umm... it’s only like 1:30pm..? I guess having ice cream for breakfast..?

4.       What fictional place would you like to go?

Hmm... probably Hogwarts.

5.       Are you good at giving advice?

I guess so? A lot of people repeatedly come to me for advice, even for subjects I have no personal experience with (ie dating, sex, relationships, how to run a business). I guess I’m just blessed with wisdom.

6.       Do you have any mental illnesses?

Yeah, it’s great, lemme tell ya

7.       Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?

I don’t think so, if I did I was a baby.

8.       What musician inspired you the most?

I guess BTS..? Idk, I don’t really think about this.

9.       Have you ever fallen in love?

I... don’t know. Like, I get crushes on people very easily, I get lovestruck/starstruck quickly; like if I spend a couple hours getting to know someone after I already knew I was attracted to them, there is a really good chance of me just going 😍 & wanting to date them asap. When it comes to my romantic feelings, I’m fairly impulsive. However, I’m not sure if I can call these emotions love.

10.   What’s your dream date?

I’m not sure. Normally I’d say “cuddling in bed/on the couch watching movies/youtube videos”, but that’s most definitely what will happen if someone dates me. So, I’m gonna go with this instead; Go on a trip. It could be nearby, or we could go to a different country. I think it’d be cool to travel somewhere together, do some sightseeing, go shopping, eat food from that culture(if we do go to a different country). It’d be nice to relax and spend time with the person I care about most; without the worries & stressors of everyday life. Cuddling is a must, tho. I must be showered in physical affection. Holding hands, back hugs, & cute little kisses, no matter where we go.

11.   What do other people notice about you?

I’m not quite sure. I’ve had people say I’m cool. For the most part, it seems to be a consensus that I’m a sweet, smol little baby bean/crab/koala/bunny that must be protected.

12.  What is the annoying habit you have?

I have somehow developed the belch of a trucker & idk how to get rid of it. Even if I only had 6 oz of soda, I will burp, and it will be a gross trucker one. I hate it.

13.  Do you still talk to your first love?

Nope.

14.  How many exes do you have?

Gotta have dated someone to have an ex.

15.  How many songs are on your playlist?

Lmao which one? (This is just gonna be the ones on Spotify that I hearted: 478. I’m not gonna sort it by genre. Too much work lol.)

16.  What instruments can you play?

I can sing. Does that count?

17.  Who do you have the most pictures of?

Kim Seokjin... 😅

18.  Where would you like to go before you die?

I want to go to Asia before I die.

19.  What is your zodiac?

Gemini/Cancer! I’m technically a Gemini, but my sun is literally like half in Gemini & half in Cancer.

20.  Do you relate to it?

I relate to Cancer more than Gemini, but I have aspects of both, so yes.

21.  What is happiness to you?

Sleeping, Music, and Cuddling

22.  Are you going through anything right now?

Define “going through anything”.

23.  What is the worst decision you’ve ever made?

Ummm.... I dunno. I made a few bad ones when I was 17.

24.  What is your favorite store?

I like Barnes & Noble, but I also like Torrid...

25.  What is your opinion on abortion?

I am pro-choice. Idk about which trimester the person should get it in. Even if I don’t always agree with it, I still think someone should be able to choose whether to get one or not.

26.  Do you have a bucket list?

Nah. I might make one in the future. idk.

27.  Do you have a favorite album at the moment?

Surprisingly, I do! I really like Attention by Shinedown at the moment. I love all the songs on there.

28.  What do you want for your birthday?

Sleep, a Painless Death, A Nap in a Bottle™️, Money, someone that likes me back & actually wants to date me.

29.  What are most people’s first impression of you?

I’m pretty big/thick/fat & I don’t normally smile at strangers(unless I’m at work #CustomerService), so I probably intimidate them at first.

30.  What age do you seem according to most people?

A lot of people think I’m a bit older than I actually am. My boss thought I was 21; I’ll actually be 20 in June. I do have a baby face, tho. So online people think I’m younger than I really am. (Someone said I was 9 🙄)

31.  Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping?

On my desk near my bed. I use it as an alarm clock and it charges in the alarm clock that my brother got me for Christmas. It’s just figuring out how to set the alarm on the clock that’s a pain in the ass, plus, I have BTS songs set for alarms on my phone so I’d rather wake up to BTS singing in the morning. (jskskjsksjskjsks I’m choking. thanks for writing this for me. XD)

32.  What word do you say the most?

Tbh I think I make random noises & scream in fear/surprise more often than any word I’d normally say. Maybe “I can’t English”, otherwise the screaming/noises.

33.  What’s the oldest age you would date?

Realistically, I think I’d do 3-4 years older than me(since I’ll be 20 in June, 22-24). Just because I haven't had any experience with dating, so I’d want them to be closer to my age.

34.  What’s the youngest age you would date?

18

35.  What job/career do most people say would suit you?

Something with numbers

36.  What’s your favorite music genre?

I dunno. I listen to whatever I like. I don’t really care about the genre.

37.  If you could live in any country in the world, where would it be?

I am very happy living in the U.S. rn. If anything, I’d wanna live in Spain, I was there for 2 weeks & I loved it(also I can speak some Spanish), or Britain.

38.  What is your current favorite song?

RIght now I really like Kill This Love by BlackPink, What I Need by Hayley Kiyoko, Perdido En Tus Ojos by Don Omar, All I do by Monsta X, & BABE by HyunA

39.  How long have you had this blog for?

Idek, bro. 

40.  What are you excited for?

My birthday.

41.  Are you a better talker or listener?

Listener.

42.  What is the last productive thing you did?

Dropped off a prescription at the pharmacy this morning.

43.  What do you want for Christmas?

A significant other

44.  What class do you get the best grades in?

Math classes & Economics.

45.  On a scale of 1-10, how are you feeling?

3. I’m tired, suffering, & have been put through the wringer.

46.  What can you see yourself doing in 10 years?

Hopefully getting my own place to live in.

47.  When did you get your first heart broken?

Age 8. I was a silly 3rd grader.

 48.  At what age do you want to get married?

26 or 27 sounds good to me.

49.  What career did you want to have as a child?

I wanted to be famous. A singer/songwriter.

50.  What do you crave right now?

Death, a nap, food, love, cuddles

Tagging: @btssavedmylifeblr @holy-kpop-hoe @angstchim @mxrvelspidey @requestfairy

omg i started this 2 hours ago

[evxnesco]

He told himself he was too skilled to fall into such a generic trap,

he says, while walking into said possible trap. this man honestly...

By all accounts, if you were so nervous, why did you continue singing?

tbh I would've sang louder, maybe if I looked as unhinged as I actually am, I'd scare them off

but when you saw a man crouched behind a shrub,

somehow, knowing that he was crouching is worse, just stand up dude, he's really out here like 🌳🧎

Every strand of his hair fell into position when though he had been knocked down on the ground.

drop the wikihow article on how to pass out and still look like a model

The creature seemed so comfortable with the heavy man thrown over it like a towel.

nothing like comparing this man to a towel to knock him down a peg, he deserves it honestly

"Like what?"

she's holding a bowl of food, what do you think it is? let me remind you this is the same man that was singing his own praises about how he would "never fall into a generic trap" because he's just "so smart and clever"

Right before he was giving in to exhaustion, he heard your faint whimpers, but they soon stopped.

I love that we already have a little mystery about her backstory, and I didn't notice it until now, but bestie is out here sleeping in a chair?? girlie, no. the floor would have been better, you're gonna wake up with a broken back and not in the good way

Kirigan walked as quietly as he could back to the cottage with the images of you permanently etched into his thoughts.

okay now that i finished the chapter i can safely say that Dinah has my whole heart and I wish I could wake up to a cute ass alarm clock

also the reader is the actual embodiment of sunshine and I think is not only really appropriate, but really cute

and what can I say about Kirigan that has not been said... i love how you point out his starless eyes, as you described, because that man has the blackest eyes i have ever seen in my life, and it's like staring into the abyss, an abyss i would 100% throw myself into thank you very much

______ . CHAPTER I . NEXT

Aleksander Morozova x Sun Summoner!Reader

SERIES MASTERLIST

genre(s): a little angst and fluff

warning: cursing, small mentions of blood

word count: 7.3K

summary: You have lived isolated from the outside world in a forest for a large portion of your life. One day, a mistake you made causes you to end up with the Darkling wounded in your cottage. Time passes as you both become closer while you nurse him back to health.

There was nothing that could explain why General Kirigan was roaming the woods, other than the fact that he wanted a break. He told his disciples not to go looking for him because he was on a personal mission, but in reality, he wanted to mindlessly wander around in a disguise that would not garner attention. He set off in his worst clothes and a hood above his head. The small vacation was only supposed to last for a day, but it did not go as planned.

After weaving his way through melting snow and wood for so long, he fell into a rhythm. His defenses were down, and his mind was spinning into other things until he heard singing. It was a wonderful melody, but that did not keep him from being suspicious. Once he brought more focus to his wondering, he realized that the part of the forest that he was in felt unfamiliar. He told himself he was too skilled to fall into such a generic trap, so he got off his horse and tied him to a tree. After asking his companion not to make a sound, he proceeded further with much caution and hands raised. Dark clouds swirled around his hands like smoke off of a fire as the voice grew louder and his boots pressed quietly onto the earth.

“You can learn a lot of things from the flowers,” you sang. “For especially in the month of June—” You faltered for a second when you heard the snap of a twig. It was easy to assume that it was most likely one of the many harmless creatures that liked to roam around the area during the afternoon, so you kept singing. Your confidence began to dwindle once the sounds of birds chirping faded into silence. A storm did not look like it was coming, so the safest conclusion was already thrown aside along with your cool. By all accounts, if you were so nervous, why did you continue singing?

As Kirigan passed a shrub, he saw you by several bushes filled with various berries. His first thought was not him calling into question why someone like you was in such an unfamiliar part of the forest. Instead, he thought of how carefully your fingers grazed across each fruit to inspect them. He was close enough to see the way the sun caused a glow that beamed off your shoulders and brought a shine to the coils in your hair. If he was closer, he would have seen that your flush lips were the result of you biting them to strengthen your focus on berry picking. To his secret delight, those same lips did not stop singing as minutes passed. The sight before him eased his suspicions immensely, but he still was apprehensive about making his presence known. Kirigan had planned to turn on his heels and try to forget what he saw, but once he put his guard down, his caution followed suit. A larger branch whined as it cracked from the weight of his body, and the last thing he could properly understand was your fearful eyes meeting him.

From your perspective, it was after you had noticed that the birds were completely silent that you heard the branch break. You were on edge more than usual, so you whipped around to see why the sound was coming from behind you. Any other creature was what you expected, but when you saw a man crouched behind a shrub, you instinctively released the largest ball of light you could call upon and threw it right in the center of his face. You knocked over the basket of berries as you tried to gather the fabric of your dress. Your shoes dashed to the nearest tree and you hid behind it and held your breath. The anticipation was growing up your spine as the silence continued. Minutes pass without any response from the mysterious man so you peeked. You could see the man’s oily black hair still peeking out of what he previously hid behind.

You had concluded that ten minutes was not the normal amount of time that someone would pretend to be unconscious, so you approached his still body with your hands, ready to defend your life. His face was the first thing you noticed about him. His features were so striking that you felt that if you reached out with your hands, your fingers would have bled. His physical appearance did not match the frayed clothing that he was wearing. Every strand of his hair fell into position even though he had been knocked down on the ground. He was well-groomed in every sense of the word. It was odd. From your speed search, there did not seem to be any weapons on him, which made the situation even stranger.

“Oh, no.” You sank onto the ground in shame. “Fuck,” you murmured.

Continuar lendo

[i-might-be-a-kpop-fan]

KPOP SONGS! Part 2/?

So I thought I’d make a list of the songs in my „kpop“ playlist and write a little about them because I’m bored. These are supposed to be chronological, but after looking at the list I’m not so sure about it also because I love to buy music in bulks. 

PT.1

THESE ARE JUST MY OPINIONS/EXPERIENCES TAKE IT WITH A PINCH OF SALT AND DON’T KILL ME! 

Also write me if you wanna chat about it :D 

ZUTTER - GD & T.O.P:

 This song is a little scary tbh, apart from the badass vibes

I always loved T.O.P’s deep ass voice and with GD’s high pitched rap it’s just perfect

The MV is funny, creepy and a bit fucked up but what did we expect honestly :D

They rhyme aLOT in this song which makes it really interesting to listen to

made me addicted to the GD & T.O.P combination 

…..ZUTTER!

THE BADDEST FEMALE - CL:

 It took me a while to understand that this isn’t a solo version of „I’m the best“

It’s the queen saying she’s a bad bitch so you know it’s a banger

As almost all CL songs this is good to let off steam and regain your badass level after someone pissed you off

The MV is a sexual awakening on it’s own and performances of that song are also definitely worth a watch

„Not bad meaning bad, but bad meaning good you know?“

Perfect to practice bitch drops and feel yourself to

Burning Up (Fire) - BTS:

 So I don’t really listen a lot to it but I still like it

Has all kinds of badass vibes and I like the soft breaks in-between

RM’s part is by far my favourite his deep voice is so satisfying

The MV is also really cool

You can see from previous songs I had a badass song phase (I still have this phase, I love badass songs) where I only took badass kpop songs seriously

Growl - EXO: 

Okay, so I sometimes forget about this song haha

A good song that screams SM to be honest which I always thought was not that much the case with other EXO songs

The dance to this is really satisfying to watch and was probably the reason I bought this song

It shows EXO’s excellent vocals, has a nice feel and is easy to listen to 

Quite an early song too

I love that you could potentially dance really hard to this but still is very soft

Instantly recognisable and also a kpop classic I would say

GOOD BOY - GD & Taeyang: 

 Is this a kink? This is a kink right?

An awesome song i have bopped to a million times

I really love the „pretty/good boy“ trope and who is better for that then our bad boys™️ GD and Taeyang?

Their voices sound a bit alike and I sometimes had trouble differencing them….whoops

The dance is so so good and the MV is such an accurate representation of these two freaks

God I just love them and miss them so much

I am the best (JP. Ver) - 2ne1:

Welcome to another round of Aki isn’t capable of differencing Japanese and Korean lol

I must say I prefer this version though, I recently bought the korean version and it’s just not the same I got so used to the english parts lol 

This is also a classic, bow to the queens of badass girl group songs!

The MV made me fall in love with CL and the gang

„It’s 2 in the morning our bodies getting freaky, the beats bumping loud but this boy keeps talking! I can’t really hear him but I think he’s saying he loves me? Put his number on this paper but i throw it like frisbee, huh?“

I C O N I C this song raised me, fed me, dressed me and gave me the kick in the butt I needed.

Oh my god! 

BOOMBAYAH - BLACKPINK:

 Why of course after discovering 2ne1 BP wasn’t far behind

Recently showed this MV to a non kpop friend of mine and she drooled over all of them soooo, you can do that

Loved this song the second it started and love dancing violently to it

I now, btw, also own the whole album but it took me a bit to get into them (I was in girl group denial, don’t be like me show them girls some love!)

OPPA!

Being only four really makes it possible for all of them to shine, the vocals are clean and pretty but raspy enough to fit the concept and Jennie and Lisas raps are perfect as always

The beat is easy as is the whole song, doesn’t get annoying and is just a bop.  

Fantastic Baby - BIGBANG:

Nananananananana wow, fantastic baby!

Well well well if it isn’t history right there

Watch the MV, listen to the song! It’s mandatory to know this I’m sorry I don’t make the rules

Danceable, walkable just all in all go crazy(-able)

Boomshakalaka! 

A bit poppy so maybe not for everyone as it sounds a lot like stuff that is randomly on the radio

A dance song that probably was never intended to be more than that. Typically YG, a bit flatter than Bang Bang Bang

I’m repeating myself but you know I heard it’s also something non kpop people enjoy (Basically show them all of BIGBANG, lol)

Ice cream cake - Red Velvet:

Oh boy! My first Red Velvet song that I have because the refrain was stuck in my head and I wanted to know what it was

There’s way more RV later on but for now I think it was the only song

As I said I was in denial of girl groups that didn’t have a badass concept which was soooo dumb!

I love the song, it’s cute and easy to listen to

I love RV’s kinda cute-creepy concept and with the music box in the background it feeds into my liking very easily

I have moved on from it though after discovering other songs from them so I don’t listen to it as often

„I scream, you scream, gimme that, gimme that ice cream!“

Sherlock (Clue + Note) - SHINee:

I have known this song for years! Back when my best friend was into kpop and told me all about SHINee I looked into it, Youtube gave me this song and I instantly clicked. Didn’t like it clicked away and didn’t touch it for 5 years

Well now I love it and can’t stop dancing when it’s on

„SHINees back….“

The MV is confusing but god they’re all so cute in it! Taemin looks so adorable with long hair!

I have watched the dance practice about 100x times and you should too! (jk)

„Tonight, SHINee’s in da house! So give it up for SHINee!“

And as much as I love SHINee’s vocal squad and they’re great in this, Key and Minho really do it for me in this song

The song lives from the dance and the performance and makes it 10x better

It’s also good for just listening though but not really calm and casual so be prepared to break out into sudden song

„Oh I’m curious, yeah!“ (Is it noticeable that I’m listening to it while I write? probably not.)

Breaking News - SHINee:

 And my struggle with japanese songs continues haha

„Come on break down the walls!“

I really like this song though, especially the refrain it’s so much fun

It’s also really danceable (as I think every SHINee song is, I mean have you seen them dance?)

Partly really dramatic (slay Onew slay), partly badass rapping

I mean it’s SHINee it’s fun bright and has a dance rhythm what more could you possibly want?

Ring Ding Dong - SHINee:

 Yeah, i doubt you don’t know this one

Coincidently the first kpop MV I watched after deciding to dive deeper down the rabbit hole and well would you know it…now we’re here

It’s the one about the broken doorbell! Break it down!

This song and dance is Legendary!

Also a fun song that isn’t to be taken too seriously

The MV is kinda dramatic for this song lol

Good to listen to, has a nice beat and melody

There are these songs that every idol can dance to, this is one of them (In the list of “songs every idol can dance to” you’d find a LOT of SHINee btw)

„Ringdingdongringdindongringdigidingdigiding“

SHAKE THAT BRASS - AMBER (feat. Taeyon):

Amber…oh Amber. I love her really a whole lot and as I saw the MV I just had to have this song!

It’s a super fun and dancey song with (as the title suggests) a brassy sound

Much like Woof Woof I really enjoy this song bc of the MV, 

Amber is rapping and being the goofball she is ;)

BUT! As much as I like that song and think she deserves all the solo stuff she can get I like her new stuff more because it’s more „hers“. I really enjoy her singing as well.

And confession of the month: I don’t like f(x)’s sound so I’m happy she does solo stuff

She’s such an inspiration with her unique style and attitude (sighs in very gay)

 Lucifer - SHINee:

 I LOVE this song! OMG!

The MV is kinda uneventful but the DANCE PRACTICE!

Oh boy! Well first off Lee Taemin is very distracting in it but you have to see the dance to believe it! That’s what they perform with! On a regular basis!

The sound is very electric and theres a quiet electric melody running through the whole of it that kinda sounds like some alarm clocks lol

Edgy™️

You should absolutely watch performances! Jonghyuns high note is not portrayed well in the recorded version, boy has breath forever!

Apart from the vocals slaying absolutely every note the rap parts can’t be discarded by any means

It all just fits so perfectly

Oh and of course for a song of it’s time it’s just a little bit...nonsensical (especially the english parts lol: Loverholic, robotronic. what?)

Hero - MONSTA X:

 I’m thinking of a helicopter landing platform, pulled up shirts and a scared Wonho 

The dance to this song is…well do yourself a favour if you like abs and boys

Apart from the drool worthy performance, the song is super cool! Kinda chill, but still powerful and damn rapline went off!

This song really made them known more and it’s for a good reason

The sound in this is what is „typically“ MX for long time (Till up until Jealousy I’d say)

„I can be your hero, I can be your man!“

Sometimes a bit repetitive but what song isn’t lol?

Also still is in the „we all dress awful and don’t know what to do with our hands“ phase but that passes soon

Lead to many wonderful reality shows that makes it easy for new fans to get to know them better (Their group dynamic never changes they all just mature a bit it’s really nice to see.)

Also yes, Jooheon is kinda scary in this but I swear he a cutie

[miscreantahead]

Tagged by @knownasemrys I thought this was the same one as the other one but it wasn’t so here I am to talk about myself some more!! hooray!! NAME: Shane

STAR SIGN: aries

HEIGHT: 5′5 (Okay fuck you 5′4 shut up)

WHAT’S YOUR MIDDLE NAME: I don’t know you tell me

PUT YOUR ITUNES ON SHUFFLE. WHAT ARE THE FIRST 4 SONGS THAT POPPED UP?

1. Man Overboard by Puscifer

2. Horizons by Puscifer (I don’t even like puscifer that much this is just a coincidence)

3. Free Will by who knows from One Piece

4. View from Heaven by Yellowcard

GRAB THE BOOK NEAREST YOU AND TURN TO PAGE 23. WHAT’S LINE 17

"The crocodile-dog moves away from Mom and also closes in on me, exchanging glances with the monstrous child, who’s narrowing the gap.”

Hmu if you know what book this is bc that gives it away pretty well. Sort of makes me miss my snakey heart buddy from high school.

HAVE YOU EVER HAD A POEM OR SONG WRITTEN ABOUT YOU?

Nope not even that I don’t know of

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU PLAYED AIR GUITAR?

uh hopefully never. i know it’s not never because i definitely did on a stage in front of like 100 people in elementary school but other than that hopefully never.

WHO IS YOUR CELEBRITY CRUSH?

uuuuHHHHHHHHHH i don’t know crush is such a implicative word(morena baccarin toby stephens bryce dallas howard probably others)

WHAT’S A SOUND YOU HATE + A SOUND YOU LOVE?

Oh god i gotta second the alarm clock and a sound i love is the rumble of roller coasters im about to ride im going to cedar point in four days and im dying of happiness and anticipation. also I really like thunder and heavy rain outside my window but who doesn’t.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN GHOSTS?

mmmmmmmmmmmmm kind of ish?? more like a ‘who am I NOT to believe in ghosts’ sort of feeling as I’ve never really once felt the presence of one. which makes sense because if I do believe in ghosts I don’t think you can feel them. but they might be there. doing ghosty stuff and laughing at the stupid jokes i tell myself out loud when im alone. or just making fun of me. anyway it’s more like i want to than it is i really think it’s likely.

HOW ABOUT ALIENS?

this on the other hand I think is extremely likely and absolutely I do.

DO YOU DRIVE?

yes which isn’t very gay of me i suppose but i am a uh... rather reckless driver which i used to say shamelessly but i’ve been working on it because i just. am working on things. i’ve never gotten in an accident but, you know. anyway i’ve heard that’s very bi of me so at least i have that.

IF SO, HAVE YOU EVER CRASHED?

again, nope.

WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ?

I genuinely have no fucking idea. I’m probably reading the night vale book next tho. I don’t even know what it’s called but that’s the plan or something.

DO YOU LIKE THE SMELL OF GASOLINE?

ew

WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU SAW?

love, simon survey says

WHAT’S THE WORST INJURY YOU’VE EVER HAD?

uuuHHH i...?? not sure. I’ve never broken a bone but... probably some shit from my childhood tbh.

DO YOU HAVE ANY OBSESSIONS RIGHT NOW?

kevin from welcome to night vale is possibly the only thing i care about right now and i have no outlet NO OUTLET im upset

DO YOU TEND TO HOLD GRUDGES AGAINST PEOPLE WHO HAVE DONE YOU WRONG?

mmmmmmmm i guess, yes and no. It depends on what they did, if they are sorry, if they’d ever take it back, if they learn. Also depends on how well I know them. I’ll hold a grudge against a stranger or acquaintance for like for some petty shit like calling me a name behind my back and i wont fxcking talk or be friendly with them bc that’s just the kind of shit i am but a friend could probably murder me and I’d forgive ‘em if I believed they were really sorry.

IN A RELATIONSHIP?

nah I’m tagging @144bees and it’s mostly just because you said you liked doing these in the last one i tagged you in kasjhdkjahd as for everyone else i tagged last time im not going to actually tag you and it’s 100% bc im scared of annoying you but if ANYONE mutual or not feels like doing this just say i tagged you and tag me in it. no one will know.

[uneven-odds]

Honesty hour

The lovely @promisedmistake asked me to do this, so here we go <3

1.Who was the last person you held hands with? - can´t remember.

2. Are you outgoing or shy? - shy.

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? - my bed.

4. Are you easy to get along with? - not really, I´m a little bit moody.

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? - no.

6. What kind of people are you attracted to? - People with a good sense of humor, kind eyes and honesty.

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? - nope.

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? - No one.

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? - yes always.

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? - Idk bruh it´s been to long since I had a deep conversation with anyone.

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? - “Somehow I dodged the topic.”

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? - Snuff by Slipknot, Out of the darkness by Matthew and the Atlas, You kill me by Paper Route, High Hopes by Patd and Room to breathe by You me at six.

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? - no.

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? - sort of.

15. What good thing happened this summer? - It isn´t summer yet but there are a few things I´m excited for.

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? - no.

17. Do you think there is life on other planets? - yes.

18. Do you still talk to your first crush? - no.

19. Do you like bubble baths? - yes.

20. Do you like your neighbors? - yeah kinda.

21. What are you bad habits? - i’m lazy and messy.

22. Where would you like to travel? - Norway, Denmark, Iceland, Ireland, Scotland and Amsterdam.

23. Do you have trust issues? - yes.

24. Favorite part of your daily routine? - going to bed.

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? - everything.

26. What do you do when you wake up? - wishing to go back to sleep again.

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? - it is ok as it is.

28. Who are you most comfortable around? - my closest friends.

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? - nope.

30. Do you ever want to get married? - no.

31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? - Yeah but not long enough to hold it for a while.

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? - Hugh Dancy and Dylan O´Brien.

33. Spell your name with your chin. - sayfrdsfd, well it could be worse.

34. Do you play sports? What sports? - no.

35. Would you rather live without TV or music? - easy one, without TV.

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? - yes.

37. What do you say during awkward silences? - “mhm” or nothing at all.

38. Describe your dream girl/guy? - a good sense of humor, nice hands, kind eyes, honest, binge watching partner and just someone who can make me smile even if I don´t feel like it.

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? - I hate shopping, unless I shop books. If i have to I shop online.

40. What do you want to do after high school? - I´m not in high school anymore, sooo I go to university, something I always wanted to do.

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? - depends on the person.

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? - that something is off.

43. Do you smile at strangers? - sometimes.

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? - outer space.

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? - my alarm clock.

46. What are you paranoid about? - tbh? atm everything.

47. Have you ever been high? - nope.

48. Have you ever been drunk? - yes.

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? - yeah.

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? -black.

51. Ever wished you were someone else? - yes.

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? - kinda everything.

53. Favourite makeup brand? - don’t have one.

54. Favourite store? - don’t have one.

55. Favourite blog? - i really love @promisedmistake and @sirenja-and-the-stag      blogs.

56. Favourite colour? - blue.

57. Favourite food? - Chinese food.

58. Last thing you ate? - A bun.

59. First thing you ate this morning? - Ice cream.

60. Ever won a competition? For what? - nope.

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? - yes, because I disturbed the lesson with someone else.

62. Been arrested? For what? - no.

63. Ever been in love? - yes.

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? - A boy asked me if he should show me how adults kiss and i was curious so I said yes....it was disgusting. I was three or four at this time.

65. Are you hungry right now? - no.

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? - nearly all my real friends are on tumblr so...

67. Facebook or Twitter? - Twitter.

68. Twitter or Tumblr? - Tumblr.

69. Are you watching tv right now? - no.

70. Names of your bestfriends? - Nico.

71. Craving something? What? - Sleep.

72. What colour are your towels? - mostly white.

72. How many pillows do you sleep with? - 4 or 5.

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? - no.

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? - 5 or 6.

75. Favourite animal? - cats.

76. What colour is your underwear? - green.

77. Chocolate or Vanilla? - vanilla.

78. Favourite ice cream flavour? - peanut butter.

79. What colour shirt are you wearing? - brown.

80. What colour pants? - black.

81. Favourite tv show? - Hannibal.

82. Favourite movie? - The death cure and The great gatsby, can´t decide.

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? - Mean Girls.

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? - Mean Girls.

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? - Regina George.

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? - Dory.

87. First person you talked to today? - To the head of my seminar.

88. Last person you talked to today? - my best friend.

89. Name a person you hate? - my stepdad.

90. Name a person you love? - my grandfather.

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? - yes.

92. In a fight with someone? - no.

93. How many sweatpants do you have? - 5.

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? - 5 or 7.

95. Last movie you watched? - Solo a Star Wars story.

96. Favourite actress? - Viola Davis.

97. Favourite actor? - Hugh Dancy.

98. Do you tan a lot? - I tan easily.

99. Have any pets? - yes, a lovely cat.

100. How are you feeling? - tired, kinda like I´m fading and empty. Idk.

101. Do you type fast? - yeah.

102. Do you regret anything from your past? - yes.

103. Can you spell well? - yes.

104. Do you miss anyone from your past? - yes.

105. Ever been to a bonfire party? - yeah.

106. Ever broken someone’s heart? - yes.

107. Have you ever been on a horse? - yes.

108. What should you be doing? - studying.

109. Is something irritating you right now? - yeah.

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? - yes still do.

111. Do you have trust issues? - Didn´t we had this question already?

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? - my mum and my grandmother.

113. What was your childhood nickname? - Sari, Lala and Sasha.

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? - yes.

115. Do you play the Wii? - no.

116. Are you listening to music right now? - yes.

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? - Yes.

118. Do you like Chinese food? - I love chinese food.

119. Favourite book? - How to stop time by Matt Haig.

120. Are you afraid of the dark? - No, I love it.

121. Are you mean? - Yeah, sometimes.

122. Is cheating ever okay? - no never.

123. Can you keep white shoes clean? - Oh hell no.

124. Do you believe in love at first sight? - not really.

125. Do you believe in true love? -nope.

126. Are you currently bored? - not really.

127. What makes you happy? - my friends, my family, my cats, books, rain and Hannibal.

128. Would you change your name? - no.

129. What your zodiac sign? - capricorn.

130. Do you like subway? - nope.

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? - I would be surprised because he is gay.

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? - Why are u asking me this again? Scroll up bitch.

133. Favourite lyrics right now? - “ I was dead and I was dying at your doorway I did not see you, you did not appear and between the years I might have come to know you but I don't own you, that much is clear ”

134. Can you count to one million? - yes.

135. Dumbest lie you ever told? - that it wasn´t me.

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? - closed.

137. How tall are you? - 5′3″.

138. Curly or Straight hair? - a mix of both.

139. Brunette or Blonde? - brunette.

140. Summer or Winter? - winter.

141. Night or Day? - night.

142. Favourite month? -november.

143. Are you a vegetarian? - no.

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? - dark.

145. Tea or Coffee? - Both but I love coffee a little bit more.

146. Was today a good day? - no.

147. Mars or Snickers? - Snickers.

148. What’s your favourite quote? - “ We know what we are, but know not what we may be”

149. Do you believe in ghosts? - yes.

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line: “ It was definitely too late to wake my neighbors, and I was too hygienic to urinate in the sink.”

[knowsthemeaningoflife]

*Disclaimer I am only referencing apple products iPhone or iPods from 2018 or older. I have not bought an apple product in over 3 years and have never owned an iPad or apple computer. However several computers at my high school and most computers at my college were apple and I’ve used iPads as registers or for translation service apps where I’ve worked. I’m also not referencing the specific issues with the corporation like planned obsolescence like all tech companies do or their refusal to let people work on the product themselves. But tbh those are legal matters that need to be addressed institutionally*

People out here have shitty phone plans with bad upgrades or can’t wait the 2yrs for a free upgrade. The most an iPhone has ever cost me was $200. And that is when a lifeproof case had broken at a water park. And I’m still using my iPhone 8. The secret is don’t buy the newest model of ANY brand of phone/laptop/etc every single year. Don’t do every iOS upgrade that it requests. I update my IOS //ONLY// as soon as my banking app requires it. Get a rubber bodied case with wood backing and a glass screen protector for every day use and you can drop your phone all day long like my clumsy ass. Or if you hike, camp, kayak etc get a lifeproof case which I have literally dropped a phone from three flights of stairs up and just the corner was dented on the case. Fully wrapped Otter box is the next best case type after those two. My partner has broken more androids in otterbox cases than the number of iPhones I have owned in my life. Yet his old iPhone 5 is still unbroken and he uses it as his alarm clock every day. Hell I still have my iPod nano from like 5th or 6th grade and it’s in perfect condition in its little rubber case. Specifically iPhones are the least expensive because they last longer. The only reason I upgraded my last iPhone 6 was because it only had 16GB and I was almost always filling it so my phone ran slow. So I got my current 64GB which I only use 27.8GB of. And tbh every apple laptop I’ve used has been super nice and my friends who had an apple computer outlasted the several laptops I had. Unrelated I personally prefer VAIO as my laptop choice. Which amazing- had one bought used 7yrs old and it lasted another 4-5yrs. Which way outlived my Acer Mini Laptop or my dell which lasted 2yrs each. I still have a refurbished VAIO that unfortunately came with an imbedded virus that I’ve been battling for 4 years and I use my slow ass Dell laptop that I hate with a passion, for anything important. Or my husband’s desktop. My Dell laptop used to run fast until I had to use it all the time for school, and it started to burn out. But my college friends are out here still using their apple laptops. And I’ve run through several other laptops most likely now totaling more than the cost of their initial purchase. So I’m using them into the ground and my next laptop is tbh going to be apple since VAIO stopped manufacturing laptops. I think the issue people have is they don’t treat their products right like no cases, plans or protections and they break them so often that can’t afford to constantly shell out thousands of dollars, or more likely they can’t afford to get a good product and have to repeatedly buy the cheaper option over and over again which die faster and often out costs the initial purchase of the more expensive one/ can only afford the product itself and not the product and the protection. For those who can, (I couldn’t for many years and probably still couldn’t of it weren’t for my husband) save up for the better and often unfortunately more expensive initial purchase product because it will outlast the cheaper ones. Think about tech like you think about leather work boots. Yeah that pair is $200 but it’s going to last you 10years if not more with biannual upkeep and getting it re-soled every 1-3years. And the $50 pair is going to die in 6mo and yeah you’ll use it for the year but the next 6mo will suck. And at that point you’re paying more over your lifetime getting new things than using the old one. Even buying old apple tech second hand and factory resetting it and buying all the new protections and upgrading etc is cheaper than buying new android or Dell over time.

the real problem is people still use apple products

[wittystiles]

Injured Brat || Mitch Rapp

Author: wittystiles

Relationship: Mitch Rapp x Reader

Word Count: 3.7k

Warnings: Cursing (it’s me so obviously). Blood. Injuries. Mentions of violence (sorta i guess idk). 

Summary: Mitch is injured and he’s the least helpful patient. 

A/N: A huge shout-out to @ellie-bee242 for her wonderful input and proofreading. Idk if this would’ve happened without her push tbh. Also. One of my favorite quips in this was her idea. And another to @lovefilledtragedy for proofreading as well and her encouragement. Please enjoy. (-: Ps. the gif doesn’t really go with what happens in the fic but it’s a great gif so.

The music from your phone played lowly throughout the small studio apartment to give you ambient sound. You had vaguely hoped it would help, and were only mildly disappointed that it hadn’t. You shifted restlessly in the bed, pulling the covers a little higher, bunching the top around your neck slightly. You had been tossing and turning for a decent amount of time. Too cold, too uncomfortable, too lonely.

Mitch should be home by now, you thought to yourself as you cracked an eye open to look at the alarm clock on your nightstand. The letters shone a bright green, offending your eyes. 3:38 AM.

“Where the hell is he?” You questioned of the empty apartment, sitting up in the bed. You pushed your hair back and away from your face, patting the mattress beside you to make sure that he hadn’t been able to sneak in during the few times you’d managed to become briefly unconscious. Nothing.

You contemplated calling him, deciding that it would be useless. If he was at work, which you surely hoped was the case, you doubted he’d even bother to shoot you a “sorry can’t talk” text message. With a deep breath you threw the covers off of your body, goosebumps rising up on your cold skin immediately. The window near the bed had been left open to let in the cool autumn air, and you regretted it. You assessed your outfit, a thong and Mitch’s shirt. That couldn’t possibly be why you were cold...

“Socks,” you said to yourself as if you discovered a miracle solution to your coldness.

You walked on the balls of your feet across the chilly wooden floor, stopping at the black dresser against the wall. You opened a drawer and rifled around in the dark before finding a pair of socks. You returned to the bed, sitting down on the edge to pull them on. You’d managed to get your left foot covered when a bang sounded loud throughout the apartment.

Your heart started pounding against your chest, your head snapping up to the source of the sound. You saw light pouring in from the hallway, the front door hanging wide open. Mitch was leaning against the door frame. You could see his chest rising and falling hard from labored breathing.

You sprang to your feet, hurrying to the front door to greet your boyfriend. “What the fuck happened to you?” You asked, grabbing at his arm to help him inside. He shrugged you off, pushing off of the door frame. 

“Nothing good,” He remarked, limping to the sofa where he landed heavily. He huffed loudly, stretching his long legs out in front of him. You shut the front door, throwing the dead bolts before flicking on the living room light.

“Jesus Christ,” you said breathlessly. Your eyes quickly raked over Mitch before you found yourself instantly at the sofa, getting on your knees beside him. “I’ll repeat my question from earlier, and if you give me another bullshit answer I’ll strangle you. What the fuck happened to you?”

Mitch groaned, rolling his eyes and hoping you didn’t notice. You did, giving him a irritated look in response. When he shifted in his seat but didn’t answer you jabbed your finger against his left hip. “I’m serious, Mitch!”

His groan was louder and leaked annoyance. “I was in a fight. It’s nothing I can’t handle. Would you go back to bed? It’s three in the morning, Y/N. We can talk about this when you wake up.”

You were about to snarkily respond to him when your brain finally caught up with everything you had taken in while standing beside the door. “How hurt are you?” You asked, pushing up from the floor.

“Not enough to kill me,” Mitch responded, his right hand moving to rest on his side. His left gripping his thigh. “Like I said. It’s nothing I can’t handle. Really.” He was trying his hardest to be reassuring. He was failing.

You walked to the bathroom, returning with the extensive first aid kit that you had assembled when the two of you had first moved in together. Perks of being the biggest worry wart this side of the Mississippi river, and a jaded nurse.

“Let me get a look at you. Take off your shirt so I can make sure you’re not about to have your intestines drop out onto my floor. I just mopped.”

Mitch gave you an annoyed look and shook his head, covering more of his thigh with his hand. It was your turn to roll your eyes. “Mitch, don’t make me lecture you until you give up. Just let me see!”

He hesitated for a moment before moving his hand. He sat up with a wince, pulling the black sweater over his head. He let the fabric fall to the floor, leaning back against the sofa to let you get a look at his torso. He had various cuts and scrapes along his chest and stomach, and a sizeable bruise on his side. You were almost alarmed at how angry the mark looked against his skin. You were sure that was what was causing him pain.

“Shit, Mitch.” You breathed, reaching out cautiously to touch the mark. He let out a quick breath, you pulled your hand back. “This is right over your floating ribs, Mitch. You might’ve broken one of them, and with the way you’re reacting, it wouldn’t surprise me if you did. Can you breathe okay? God. You need to get x-rayed.”

He scoffed at you, shaking his head. “That’s not happening.”

You suppressed a groan, checking the rest of his torso. “That looks like the worst of this. Let me see the rest of you and then I’ll start patching you up.” You said with an air of defeat to your voice.

“No.” Mitch said flatly, replacing his hand over the bruising on his side and ribs.

You took a deep breath, sitting back against the heels of your feet. “I’m not asking you Mitch. I’m telling you. Either willingly let me check the rest of you, or I’ll cut your pants off. Try and protest, and I’ll punch your side.”

Mitch glared at you, his jaw set. “Since when do you talk like that?”

You sighed, “since I obtained a difficult boyfriend. Just let me help, would you?”

Mitch sat for a moment unmoving, looking both pissed off and in pain. Eventually, he reluctantly lifted his hips and let you help him out of his jeans. Only then did you notice the blood oozing from a round wound in his left thigh.

Your eyes widened a little as you moved closer to his leg, getting a better view of his wound. “Mitch,” you breathed out. “What the hell?” You found yourself asking, gently resting the pads of your fingers underneath the wound. “Have you been shot?”

Mitch shrugged, looking down at the wound in his thigh. “Looks like it, doesn’t it?”

You looked up at him, narrowing your eyes in annoyance. “Mitch, would you stop answering me like that. I’m going to have to take you to a hospital now, you realize this right? It’s my job as a nu-”

Mitch cut you off by leaning forward, gripping your cheeks in his hands, and giving you a firm kiss on the lips. You took a second to enjoy the kiss before pushing him away. “Don’t do that!” You shrieked, making him sit back against the couch. “You’re injured and you only did that to try and shut me up. Well it’s not gonna work!”

You dug around in the first aid kit, finding some gauze, wiping away the blood around the wound. “Give me your phone,” you said holding your hand out to him. He stared at you blankly for a moment before indicating his pants with his foot.

“In the pocket.”

You reached into the pocket of his jeans and pulled his phone out, turning on the flashlight. You held it over the wound in his leg, frowning sadly. “Baby, this is not good. You really need to go to the hospital. I can’t do anything for you here. They’ve got to remove the bullet and make sure that you get stitched up.”

Mitch shook his head, sitting up a bit. You could see from the look on his face that he was doing everything he could not to wince in pain. “I’m not going to the hospital. Just, dig the bullet out yourself and stitch me up. You’re a nurse, you’re capable of doing this aren’t you? If not I’ll do it myself.”

Your eyes widened a bit in shock. “Mitch! I’m not going to dig a bullet out of your thigh! I could seriously hurt you. This isn’t a sanitary environment, I don’t have the right tools. You’re no where near numbed up enough for me to do that to you and I can’t numb you here without causing you even more pain. Babe, please. Go to the hospital.”

Mitch shook his head, rubbing his leg above his wound. “If you don’t do it, (Y/N), I’ll just do it myself. Honestly,I’ll be perfectly fine. I just figured it would be better since you sort of know what you’re doing.” He went to push himself up from the couch and you pushed on his hip to stop him, making him stay seated.

“Mitch, fine…let me, let me think for a second on how to do this. Okay? I uh, let me figure out how to get you a little numb.”

You stood from the floor beside Mitch, rubbing your forehead anxiously. You didn’t know what you were going to do, or how you were going to do it. “Fuck, alright. Let me see if I have any pain killers.”

Mitch shrugged, “I don’t really need any.”

You scoffed, nodding your head. “Right, of course you don’t Mitch. Of course you don’t need any. Because you’re some big tough man right?”

Mitch shook his head. “No, I don’t need any because I’ve been through this before. I know I can handle it, (y/n). I’ll be fine.”

You walked into the kitchen, resisting the urge to roll your eyes at him. “Of course you’ve been through this before, Mitch. You’re so strong and fantastic, right?” You found a large bowl, filling it with hot water from the sink, heading for the bathroom to find a few wash clothes. You placed the bowl down on the coffee table, dropping the wash clothes into the water. “Lift yourself a little.” You instructed Mitch, placing a towel down on the couch underneath him to keep blood from staining it.

“Are you planning on giving me a sponge bath?” Mitch asked, glancing from you to the bowl on the coffee table. You glared at him, taking a deep breath to keep from snapping at him.

“No, I will not be giving you a sponge bath, Mitch. That is to clean your stupid bullet wound.” You reached into the first aid kit, pulling on a pair of blue latex gloves.

“Oh, I’m allergic to latex.” Mitch said casually, shrugging his shoulders a bit. You widened your eyes at him, going to pull the gloves off. “I’m kidding.” He smirked, watching your expression darken with annoyance.

“I’m about to dig my finger into your bullet hole.”

Mitch smirked, raising an eyebrow at you. “You gonna let me dig my finger into one of your holes later as payback?”

Your cheeks reddened a bit as you searched in the first aid kit for the hemostats. “At the rate you’re going tonight, hell no.” You huffed, placing the package down on the coffee table by the bowl of hot water.

“You act like I’m never like this.”

Rolling your eyes, you found the gauze and medical tape. “You’re normally only an ass. Not an injured ass. It’s different.”

Mitch watched you with hooded eyes as you continued setting supplies out on the coffee table. “I’m always sort of an injured ass, babe. You just don’t know it.”

“Yeah, well, just shut up, how does that sound?” You wrung a washcloth out, pressing it against his wound. He sucked a sharp breath of air in through his clenched teeth, breathing deeply. You tried ignoring the noise he made, wiping delicately at the wound to clean the blood away. “That doesn’t feel too good, babe.” Mitch whispered, shifting a bit in his seat. You made an apologetic expression continuing to clean the wound.

“I’m going to have to start digging into the wound to remove the bullet.” You said softly, pulling the hemostats out of the sterile packaging. You had to take a few deep breaths before you could begin digging into the wound. You stared at it for a second before pressing the tips of the hemostats into his thigh wound. Mitch’s eyes widened a little, watching you press the wound. “Careful.” He hissed, voice deeper than normal.

You looked up at him, keeping the top of the hemostats in the wound. “I figured I’d just root around like a pig looking for food in there, Mitch. But, now that you’ve told me to be careful, I guess I’ll try.”

Mitch gave you an unamused glare, clearing his throat. “Proceed.”

You rolled your eyes, inching the hemostats in a few more millimeters. “Thank you for your permission.”

You felt the hemostats hit something and your breath caught in your throat. You pulled your bottom lip between your teeth, biting down in concentration. “Please, do not move, Mitch. I’m serious. I could lose grip of the bullet and you’d be fucked.”

Mitch shook his head. “I’m not going to move, but. I wouldn’t be fucked. You made that clear with your comment earlier.”

You looked up at him, your eyes narrowing into a glare. “You know, Mitch. If I didn’t love you, I’d shove this bullet further into your thigh and leave you to figure this out on your own.”

He huffed, trying not to laugh at your comment. “You would never even dare, (y/n). Your threat doesn’t hold any water with me.” He clutched his side again, taking a few shallow breaths. “I’m beginning to think that this is quite possibly a mistake.”

You dug the hemostats around in his thigh, ignoring his groans and moans of pain as best as you possibly could. You needed to get the stats around the bullet, and to do that you needed to clear a bigger space.

“Why don’t you just cut the wound open bigger with a rusty kitchen knife? I’m sure it would feel just as nice.”

You looked up at Mitch, keeping your hand steady so you wouldn’t move the hemostats anymore in his leg. “If you’d have gone to the hospital, you wouldn’t even know this was happening, Mitch. You’d be knocked out and I’d be spared a massive headache.”

It was his turn to roll his eyes at you. “Point taken.”

You felt the hemostats firmly close around the bullet, and you clamped your mouth shut. Breathing heavily through your nose. “I’m sorry this is going to hurt.”

You pressed your left hand firmly to his knee to keep his leg from moving at all, carefully pulling the bullet from his thigh. You dropped the bullet and hemostats into the metal bowl of hot water, taking a wash cloth out to press to his thigh. You started cleaning the wound, making sure to clean up as much of the blood as possible. When you glanced up at Mitch you saw that his eyes were closed and his head was leaning back against the sofa. “Are you alright?” You asked, rubbing gently at the wound.

“Mhmm, I love having foreign objects removed from my body. Almost as much as I like having them forced in. Guns are so much fun.”

You sighed heavily, dropping the wash cloth back into the bowl. “I’m sorry, babe. I really mean it. I hate doing this to you.”

He shrugged his shoulders a little. “I know you do babe. I appreciate this, thank you.”

You nodded, dropping the wash cloth back into the bowl on the coffee table. “You’re welcome. Feel it would’ve been a lot easier without your sarcastic remarks but, oh well.” You fished around in the first aid kit to find a needle and thread to stitch him with. “This is gonna suck.” You remarked, all of your concentration being on threading the needle once you removed it from the packaging.

“I’m aware.” Mitch said in a tone that didn’t indicate he cared. “I’ve been stitched before, (y/n).”

You carefully gripped his thigh, taking a second to choose from which side you’d start, trying to remember all of your stitching training. It had been a while since you’d had to close a bullet wound. “Any time you’re ready. It’s not like I have a gaping wound in my thigh.” Mitch said with a bit of whine to his voice. You looked up at him, narrowing your eyes into a near glare. You’d made this expression too many times tonight for it to be as effective. Mitch got the point that he was irritating you.

“I’m going to stab this needle into your wound and walk away. Would you like that?”

Mitch shook his head. “No, that won’t be necessary. Please just get this over with.”

You breathed in deeply through your nose before pinching the wound together as best you could with the thumb and first finger of your right hand. Mitch made a near whimper noise. “I thought you were supposed to be tough?” You said, still holding his wound in a pinch. Mitch snorted at you, “I am.”

You took a moment to make sure your hand was steady before pressing the needle into his skin, pulling it through before pushing it into the other side. Mitch had started bouncing his uninjured leg, but when you looked up at him, his face was expressionless. “Are you okay?”

Mitch nodded, realizing his leg was bouncing. “Yes, I’m fine. Adrenaline is just wearing off I think. Starting to feel everything. It isn’t the funnest thing I’ve ever been through, to be fair.” He gave you the smallest shrug and went back to resting his head against the couch with his eyes closed.

You finished stitching his leg quicker than you had thought you would, thankful you could get this over and done with. You grabbed the gauze and medical tape from the coffee table and quickly fashioned a bandaid of sorts for his wound. You taped down the gauze securely, and leaned forward to kiss his knee. You knew it didn’t help anything, but affection was your favorite method of making someone feel better.

“Here, I’m gonna wrap your chest with an ace bandage. It won’t do anything for your surely broken rib, but the compression might make it feel less achy.” He lift his arms up over his head, wincing as he did. “Isn’t this fun?”

You rolled your eyes and got to work wrapping the bandage around his ribs, making sure it was tight enough to be affective, but not enough to hurt him. Once you fastened the velcro you stood from the floor and pulled your gloves off. “That’s all I can do for now, I think. Your other scrapes aren’t bad enough for you to let me put bandaids on them, I think.”

He nodded in agreement as you began tidying up the coffee table.

Mitch took a second to make sure he was okay before he shifted on the couch, trying to make himself more comfortable, groaning a bit as he did. You rushed to the bed to grab a pillow, placing it down on the couch for him. “Lay down.” You ordered, carefully grabbing his ankles to lift his legs onto the couch. He almost protested, but thought better of it. You covered him with the blanket over the back of the couch, and went off to find water for him. “You don’t need to fuss over me.” He said, sinking himself a little further on the couch, his feet resting against the arm.

“I know I don’t have to, Mitch. That doesn’t mean I’m not going to.” You made him a glass of water and set it on the coffee table for him before you started cleaning up the mess you’d made. You contemplated how to dispose of the hemostats and the bullet, deciding to put them into a ziplock and throw the ziplock into your purse for you to dispose of properly at the hospital on your next shift.

“Thanks for helping me.” Mitch called to you while you were cleaning up. You smiled softly, nodding your head.

“You’re welcome.”

In the medicine cabinet in the bathroom you found some strong painkillers from when you’d hurt your shoulder at work, and popped two into your palm before returning to Mitch. “Here,” you said holding your hand out to him. You picked up his water glass, offering that to him as well. “Take these, they’ll help with your pain.”

He shook his head in protest, pushing your hand away from him. You let out a huff. “If you don’t I’ll wait until you pass out, crush them up and mix them with water to inject into you. Is that what you’d prefer?”

He gave you a stern look before taking the pills, swallowing them dry. “There.” He said, sticking his tongue out so you could make sure he wasn’t hiding them in his mouth. “Can you stop nursing me now and just come give attention? As my girlfriend?”

You nodded, sitting beside the couch. He huffed and scooted over, tapping the spot next to him. You gave him a questioning look before moving to lay on your side next to him on the couch, careful not to put any of your weight on his body. He lifted his arm and wrapped it around you, pulling you against him. You made sure not to press yourself against his ribs too much, and to only rest your hand on the middle of his stomach where he’d had no injuries.

“Thank you, again.” He whispered, eyes closed and breathing steady.

“You’re welcome, again.” You responded, lifting yourself a bit on your elbow to be able to kiss his cheek. “I love you.” You said, getting back into a comfortable position, resting your head on his shoulder.

Mitch made a noise that you knew was him trying to say ‘I love you’ back as he fell asleep. You smiled softly, thankful to have your man back with you. Regardless of his injuries.

[tortue-souris]

85 question meme    

I was tagged by @cosmoslions​, i think she really wants me to fail my exams and since i find any excuse i can NOT to work, let’s do this !

Rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people maybe not 20 lets not be insane also im too old for this now. i feel old. 25 is coming. help

— what was your last…

1. drink: hot chocolate (okay this made me realize I actually hadn’t drink anything since my breakfast this is... well not good, water is important, but also never mind)

2. phone call: mom

3. text message: "Oui c’est ça :)”

4. song you listened to: Fine, Kacey Musgraves

5. time you cried: ... this afternoon on my Medieval lessons x) (but that was just a few tears last time i really cried like a lot was... on monday actually XD)

— have you ever…

6. dated someone twice: no

7. kissed someone and regretted it: no

8. been cheated on: no

9. lost someone special: no

10. been depressed: kinda... “ça s’en va et ça revient” x)

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: never ever 0:-)

— fave colours

12. Yellooooow 13. Greeeeen 14. Some very special shades of blue (and some other shades of other colors but there’s only three possibilities so)

— in the last year have you…

15. made new friends: yes a few actually !

16. fallen out of love: no

17. laughed until you cried: of course, impossible not to when you’ve got two silly sisters

18. found out someone was talking about you: no...?

19. met someone who changed you: yes :’) but... is it really for the better tho? ;)

20. found out who your friends are: No i don’t have many friends and they are true friends

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: ... who cares :p

— general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: everyone

23. do you have any pets: nope

24. do you want to change your name: not really

25. what did you do for your last birthday: on the day of my birthday I... ate a soup on my own...? XD But a very special someone had planed a lot of amazing things to do for the week-end and it was aaawesoooome :’)

26. what time did you wake up today:  alarm clock rang at 7am but I ended up pushing myself out of bed a bit before 8 cause I couldn’t wake up x_x

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: i was just about to go to bed !

28. what is something you can’t wait for: FOR MY EXAMS TO BE OVER PLEASE

30. what are you listening to right now : nothing at all !

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: ... yes. A dickhead in my primary school. What a little piece of... anyway.

32. something that’s getting on your nerves: i now it’s stupid but... people who press the button on the metro’s doors when it’s FREAKING AUTOMATIC GUYS ??? And no need to push me thank you im getting off at this station too you idiot...

33. most visited website: ... tumblr probably

34. hair colour: brown

35. long or short hair: long

36. do you have a crush on someone: yeeeeeees

37. what do you like about yourself: idk

38. want any piercings: never

39. blood type: i don’t even know ??? XD XD

40. nicknames: the best of all : clécoude

41. relationship status: “not on the market no more ladies” i like the way it is phrased so im quoting you xD

42. sign: aries (the angry bitchesTM)

43. pronouns: she/her/nouille

44. fave tv show: I don’t know. Merlin or In The Flesh perhaps

45. tattoos: none

46. right or left handed: right

47: ever had surgery: no

48. piercings: no

49. sport: riding but i just love sports in general, EVERY sport :’)

50. vacation: anywhere as long as there are beautiful landscapes and i can go for endless walks

51. trainers: converses of course

— more general

52. eating: I LOVE EATING EATING C’EST LE BIEN I LOVE EVERYTHING (except bananas and beetroot yucky yuck)

53. drinking: Mojjjiiiiito and cider ! and that’s all for alcohol im very happy with lemonade and juices :9 Oh and Tea of course.

54. i’m about to Watch: ASOUE s2

55. waiting for: again, my exams to be over.

56. want: “im happy with what i have cause what i have is all i need” :)

57. get married: yes why not

58. career: curator...? But at least can it have something to do with history of art please so that i didn’t do all of this in vain x)

— which is better

59. hugs or kisses:

60. lips or eyes: eyes *^*

61. shorter or taller: i never asked myself the question tbh

62. older or younger: okay i’d say i don’t care cause it’s not decisive (but... older is good :p)

63. nice arms or stomach: nice arms are the best for cuddles, but nice stomach is the best spot to nap lbh

64. hookup or relationships: relationships

65. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

— have you ever

66. kissed a stranger: nope

67. drank hard liquor: once, only once in my life

68. turned someone down: yes

69. sex on first date: ?? omg nO ??

70: broken someone’s heart: yes

71. had your heart broken: does it count if I broke my own heart twice ? XD if not then no

72. been arrested: no XD

73. cried when someone died: no

74. fallen for a friend: not really

— do you believe in

75. yourself: hahahaha ha ha nope.

76. miracles: yes

77. love at first sight: no, at least not for myself. I believe it can be a thing for people but not for me (im asking myself too many questions probably XD)

78. santa claus: OUI-HEU I mean, no

79. angels: yes

— misc

80. eye colour: brown, very boring

81. best friend’s name: my best friend’s name

82. favourite movie: Dead Poets Society

83. favourite actor: I DON’T KNOW

84. favourite cartoon: I DON’T KNOW

I tag whoever wants to do it cause i’m bored haha @petite-etoile-litteraire​ if you’re not too much under pressure, @the-stain-girl​ if you’re not too busy watching ASOUE, @gentlemanlupin​ if you’re procrastinating ;)

[kookiemonie]

Tag

Tagged by : @jiholeen Thank you sm!~ I haven’t been very active in here and I’ve been tagged a long time ago but only rly managed to do it now ^^’ 

Name: Ana

Gender: Female

Star sign: Sagittarius

Height: 166 cm

Middle name: I actually have 3 “middle names” (as in they aren’t either my first name or surname so here they go ^^’ : Machado Ribeiro Silva

Put your iTunes (I used soundcloud ^^’) on shuffle, what are the first six songs that popped up?

BabyMetal- Karate

Marc E. Bassy feat. G-Eazy- You & Me

Limp Bizkit- Rollin

BTS- Come Back Home

Childish Gambino- Redbone

H.E.R- Let Me In 

grab the nearest book, turn to page 23, what’s line 17? 

(...) a abrir-lhe a porta dupla de painéis de vidro, monogramados (...)

(only rly wrote what was written on line 17 since the sentence was kinda long...)

- O Ano da Morte de Ricardo Reis by José Saramago

Ever had a poem/song written about you?

Don’t think so....

When was the last time you played air guitar?

Lmaoo probably when I was 10?? I have no idea... Didn’t rly practice much so I must confess I was not very good xd

Who is your celebrity crush?

Obviously the main one is Jungkook (and the rest of BTS tbh) lmao but I also used to have a crush on Robert Downey Jr. when I was younger xd but rn I have quite a big crush on Tom Hardy (the man is perfection I tell u)  

What’s a sound you love? hate?

I can’t rly think of many sounds I actually like tbh... but there’s lots of them that I hate xdd 

For starters I can say I like the sound of silence (??) and basically just natural sounds like wind through trees and probably rain if it’s not too heavy, just faint natural sounds close to silence idk.... Then I can talk bout how much I dislike dogs barking, fireworks bursting, baloons popping, alarm clocks, vacuum cleaners, loud kids or the typical crowded places where u hear everyone screaming, in others....

Do you believe in ghosts/aliens?

I believe in aliens cuz I think in such a big universe it seems doubtable for us to be alone here... not so much on ghosts but u never know

Can you drive? If so have you ever wrecked?

I can’t TTTTT but soon probably...

What was the last book you read?

I’ve given a quick glimpse over The Murder in The Orient Express as I wanna read it some day but rn I’ve been reading O Ano da Morte de Ricardo Reis

Do you like the smell of gasoline?

Meh... not rly 

What was the last movie you saw?

Saw The Girl Who Leapt Through Time yesterday, good movie I recommend it 

what’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

I actually have injured myself quite sometimes as a kid tbh I’ve also broken my elbow a long time ago but that’s definitely not the worst one. I’ve had a pretty bad knee injury about 4 years ago where I broke a knee ligament (as I practice martial arts injuries are kind of inevitable so I got kicked pretty bad on a knee and then that happened) basically my knee-cap tends to now dislocate itself bringing the muscle tissue and other ligaments with it... hurts pretty bad tbh....and it has happend probably 3 times already as I practiced over the broken ligament cuz I didn’t rly know it was that bad (but that’s a huge story) long story short I’ve received treatment for over a year after all that, luckly avoiding surgery, and now it’s much better

Do you have any obsessions right now?

BTS is definitely and obsession at this point xd also movies lately I basically see at least one everyday when I have time, and collecting stuff as usual..... cuz I tend to get obsessed with collecting stuff for a period of time then I just change it up ^^’

Do you tend to hold grudges on those who have wronged you?

I get mad/annoyed pretty easily.... I have some rage issues I guess xdd and I also don’t forget stuff but I also don’t think I let it get to me easily either tbh unless I’m kind of close with the person cuz if I’m not I’ll just get rid of that person

Are you in a relationship?

A magic relationship btw me and me where I try to actually take care of myself and get priorities straight but tbh It’s not going very well xd

I’m tagging:  @chimchimangel @peciochan @kenmaa @sickofsuga @xparkjxmin @jkookiie @hopeful-jerico @shook-jungkook @rxseparade @you-got-noo-jams @nekojeon @golden-makdoongie

Only if you would like to do it~

[neverending-hurt-comfort]

Percy Weasley x Oliver Wood Sickfic

AHHHHH….this took forever to write and I just can’t get it out right. My muse has abandoned me. But I got it done. Will post better work in the future hopefully. Author’s note at the end about how a view Percy Weasley (but tbh it’s mostly me justifying my inexplicable love of my problematic son)

Warning: Vomit mention, but non-graphic. Also smoking.

The alarm clock was blaring. Percy Weasley groaned, blindly groping across his bedside table until the noise stopped. Sitting up slowly, he pinched the bridge of his nose and slid his glasses on. “Morning,�� Oliver Wood yawned, his voice cutting through the early morning traffic of Muggle London. Percy jumped, bleary eyes snapping open. “Merlin, I forgot you were here.” “Charming,” Oliver snorted, sliding further into the warmth of the bed. “No practice today?” Percy sighed, stretching his shoulders as he sat up. “Nope. Why else would I spend the night?” “I don’t know. Because you were bored?” Oliver grinned, lazily opening his eyes. “Aww, you’re so sweet,” he chuckled sleepily, reaching over to slip his fingers into the waistband of Percy’s flannel pants. “No,” Percy spoke sharply, tone much harsher than he had intended. He slipped his fingers around Oliver’s wrist, giving his hand a light squeeze as he pushed him away and stood. “Fine,” Oliver smiled reassuringly after a beat of silence. “Why are you so grumpy on this beautiful morning?” Percy rolled his eyes, running his fingers through his sleep mussed hair and sliding his feet into a pair of sneakers. “I’m always grumpy. We’ve been living together since we were eleven. Why have you never noticed?” Oliver rolled over to face his boyfriend, watching as he pulled a pack of cigarettes from his neatly organized dresser and pulled on an old sweater over his pajama shirt. “Will you be in a better mood after you have a smoke and some coffee?” Percy shuffled forward, moving towards the tiny balcony of his flat. “You know I won’t.” “This is a very pleasant way to wake up,” Oliver called out as Percy slid open the sliding glass door. “You could always go home,” Percy retorted as he closed the door behind him.

Percy stood at the railing, taking a drag off his cigarette. He’d woken up with a pounding headache, but he had hoped it would ease up a bit once he was up and walking around. As he blew out a stream of smoke, a cough clawed its way out of his lungs. He choked and gagged. His throat ached and burned. Stubbing out the smoldering ash, Percy gagged again at the taste clinging in his mouth. Great, he huffed internally.Just a perfect beginning to my day.

Oliver was still in bed when Percy walked through to the bathroom. As the water in the shower warmed up, Percy glanced in the mirror. Even with his glasses on, his vision refused to focus. He squinted a bit, taking in the dark circles ringing his eyes. They had been in place permanently since his fifth year, but today he looked even more exhausted than usual. His skin was paper white, even more than his usual ginger pale. The burning in his throat still held fast, making him cough again and again. Setting his glasses aside, Percy climbed under the warm spray of the shower. Taking deep breaths of the steam, he stood, trying to let the warmth soak into him. It didn’t help. His body refused to absorb the heat. Finally, he gave up and stepped back into the bathroom. The cold air hit him like a slap to the face. Goose bumps broke out across his exposed skin. Teeth chattering together, Percy moved clumsily. With tremoring hands, he brushed his teeth and attempted to comb his messy curls into submission. His head still ached, pain rippling across his forehead. Oliver was finally up and out of bed when Percy returned, clutching a towel around his waist. Stepping into the kitchen, Percy coughed again, muffling the sound into the sleeve of his clean, grey shirt. “You should quit smoking,” Oliver grinned, placing a bowl if porridge in front of him. “And ruin my grunge aesthetic?” Percy smirked, smoothing a hand over the well ironed front of his shirt and picking up the newly delivered copy of the Daily Prophet. Oliver stared across the table, observing Percy’s stiff posture and pinched expression. All that was fairly standard, but Oliver couldn’t quite shake the feeling that something was wrong. “Everything alright?” He spoke quietly in the quiet kitchen. “Yes,” Percy spoke without looking up from his paper. His voice was turning a bit scratchy. He nudged his breakfast away and took a gulp from his coffee. “Any important plans for today?” Oliver kept trying. “Whatever I’m told to do,” Percy sighed, finally setting the paper down. He pushed his glasses on top of his head and pressed his fingers firmly into his red-rimmed eyes. “Should I pack you a lunch?” Oliver grinned, just wanting to see Percy smile before he was off to the Ministry. It was something only Oliver seemed to really appreciate. Percy Weasley had a beautiful smile. His attempts failed. Percy only sighed again. “I’ll go out for lunch.” His voice was growing dull and exasperated. “Or work straight through it?” Oliver smiled, trying to maintain a calm, relaxed air to his words. Pushing his chair back, he moved to stand behind Percy’s chair. “Maybe,” was his only response, pulling away when Oliver touched his shoulder. “Of course, they can’t survive without their Weatherby,” he prodded, trying to get some of the fight back into Percy. But he received only a weary eye roll. Then Percy gave a hoarse cough and cleared his throat. “Alright?” Oliver prompted again, cupping his hand against the back of Percy’s neck. “Personal space, Ollie,” he sighed, slapping Oliver’s hand away and standing up. “We just spent the night together, Weasley!” The slightest twitch of a smile played across Percy’s face as he grabbed his messenger bag and slipped his coat on. “I’ll see you tonight,” he said, moving towards his front door. “I’ll be here,” Oliver called back. “Eating your food and going through your stuff.” Percy threw a quick wave over his shoulder, not even bothering to turn around as he left the flat. “Love you too,” Oliver yelled as he picked up the paper for himself, quickly found the sports section, and propped his feet up on Percy’s immaculate kitchen table.

Percy returned home just as the sky was growing dark. “Good evening, Weatherby,” Oliver waved from his spot on the couch. “Did you have a productive day?” Percy startled. Again. “Oliver, for the love of-” “Forgot I was here?” Oliver grinned. “So it’s a pleasant surprise then?” Percy gave a weary sigh. “Not in the mood Ollie.” Percy collapsed on the couch next to his boyfriend. Slumping back slightly, he pulled his horned-rimmed glasses off and pressed the heels of his hands into his eyes. Oliver turned, brow furrowing slightly. Percy’s face was a sickly white, even more than was standard for the Weasley clan. And there was something not quite right about how he was holding himself. He just looked…off. Percy huffed heavily, dropping his hands. He coughed into his elbow and then propped his glasses on top of his head. But he kept his eyes shut. “You alright?” Oliver leaned forward, letting his chin rest on Percy’s knobby shoulder. No response. “Need anything?” Oliver pressed on. “Thirty minutes of silence,” Percy cleared his throat and squirmed away, nudging the other man away. Oliver leaned close again, nuzzling into Percy’s neck. “Oliver,” the smaller man barked with surprising strength. “Please, I’ve got a splitting headache. Can you just leave me be for a minute?” Oliver jerked back, scooting to the other side of the couch. He just stared for a moment. Then he whispered a quiet “Sorry,” before standing and walking into the kitchen. Oliver gave Percy thirty-five minutes of solitude. He could have gotten upset in response to being snapped at. But he’d known Percy too long to even be offended. Percy could be moody on his best day and got cranky when he was tired, even crankier when he wasn’t feeling well. And Oliver suspected that was the cause of this evening’s particularly dramatic irritability. Percy was sitting on the couch, slouching with a hand over his eyes. “Still got a headache?” Oliver spoke quietly, moving to sit on the other end of the couch. “Yes, Oliver,” he responded; now sounding more worn out than annoyed. “Well, you have some potions right? I can find something that’ll help.” Percy let his hand drop, head rolling to the side. His blue eyes were rimmed in red and took an extra few seconds to focus. Forcing a weak smile, Percy shook his head. “That’s alright, Ollie. I’ll probably just head off to bed soon.” “You sure? You’re not looking too good.” Percy sat up a little, stretching his stiff shoulders.

“I’m fine.” “Well,” Oliver sighed after a moment. “It’s getting late. Want to order some dinner?” Percy grimaced, hands moving to his stomach and skin losing a bit more color. “Really not feeling so hungry right now.” A shudder ran through his body and a sheen of sweat had broken out across his forehead. Oliver shifted closer. “Perce…feeling nauseous?” “Nauseated, technically,” Percy spoke without thinking. “What?” “Technically, nauseous means something that causes nausea. Nauseated refers to experiencing nausea.” Percy hunched forward slightly, voice rasping into nothing, and Oliver rolled his eyes, grinning just a bit. “I guess if you feel well enough to lecture me about proper grammar, then you feel well enough for our usual curry dinner. Aloo Gobi? Extra spicy?” That seemed to push Percy over the edge. His face went completely white and his stomach gurgled audibly. With shocking speed, he was off the couch and into the bathroom, door slamming behind him. “Oh shit,” Oliver cursed quietly, standing up and moving to knock on the closed door. “Perce, I’m sorry. That wasn’t funny.” He heard a retch and some coughing then nothing. He waited another moment then knocked again. “You alright?” He heard a strange sound. That can’t be right. So, Oliver cracked the door open. Percy was sitting slumped against the wall, laughing hoarsely with his head resting against his knee. “Are you delirious?” Oliver tried to smiled, only half kidding. Choking back a laugh, Percy looked up, cheeks flushed bright and eyes glazed over. “I was trying so hard not to be sick in front of you,” he snorted and coughed, gagging again. Oliver crouched down, placing a hand on his back. “As much as I like to see you…enjoying yourself? Maybe you should try to calm down a little? You’re going to make yourself sick again.” Percy burst out laughing again, growing nearly hysterical. Oliver rubbed circles on his back, feeling his muscles convulse. “Since when do you worry about me?” He choked before dissolving back into coughing. Oliver patted his back again. “Seriously, deep breaths Perce.” As he gasped and panted, Oliver let his hand rest against Percy’s forehead. His skin was hot and clammy. “You’re feeling pretty warm,” Oliver threaded his fingers though his sweat-mussed red curls. “Let’s go lie down for a little while.” Fifteen minutes later, the couple was sitting on the couch in a comfortable quiet. Oliver had the radio on, volume turned low. Percy had slumped over, letting his head rest in Oliver’s lap. He let his fingers trail along the redhead’s hairline, tracing the perfect ringlet that fell next to his ear. “Personal space, Ollie,” he mumbled sleepily, not opening his eyes. “You put your head in my lap, dork,” Oliver chuckled in response. “I’m probably covered in germs. Don’t want to ruin your Quidditch career.” “You were cuter when you were quiet.” Oliver leaned down and planted a defiant kiss on Percy’s feverish forehead. “Gross,” Percy grinned absently, groping blindly until he found Oliver’s face and weakly shoved him away. Oliver grabbed his hand, lacing their fingers together and forcing him into submission. They both knew that Oliver couldn’t easily overpower the sick man on a good day, so they’re playful struggle ended quickly.

Not long after, the two had fallen asleep in a tangle of limbs, still fully clothed but comfortable in their awkward embrace.

(AUTHOR’S NOTE (FEEL FREE TO SKIP):

Okay, so as a conclusion, my Percy Weasley is like 50% snark, 25% caffeine, 15% nicotine, and a 10% core of sweet little dork that he has slowly repressed into submission. My reasoning is as follows (1) we actually don’t see that much of his personality in the books. He’s mostly there to be the butt of his family’s jokes. (2) the personality that we do see is biased because the books are ostensibly from Harry’s point of view so the impression of Percy that we get is inherently tainted by Ron’s opinions, which we know can be very strong and somewhat unfair (3) I do believe that people act differently around their family than they do around their friends. And we only really see Percy around his family.

Also, just random ranting that has nothing to do with anything, I really do believe that Percy had some idea what was going down from book 5 forward. Percy could be an arrogant prick, but he was never stupid. I don’t think it was as organized as being a spy or anything. But I really do think that he saw his family going against the Ministry and knew some bad stuff was about to go down, so he jumped ship and joined the other side so he there would be at least one person on the opposing side. He was never intentionally malicious. He never actively tried to hurt anyone. So in conclusion, the interpretations and analyses of Percy Weasley’s attitude, behavior, and thoughts are varied and this is mine.)