#think ab them alot lately haha

[myoswu]

HIGHSCHOOL AU !!

[catt-126]

>Hard to Love* ੈ✩‧₊˚

ʚĭɞೃ; Part 5: Parents...

Summary: Y/N is in their Junior year taking sciences, and has been elected as the Class Procter for the current year, as Class Procter she must fullfill certain objectives, but what happens when she runs into someone who claims to know her from her past?

Warnings: Swearing, Verbal Domestic Ab*se(?), Y/N backstory hints?!

Story Notes: Scaramouche and Y/N are childhood friends. Hutao has known you since middle school(around the time y/n left her prev school)

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"Aah! and this one is just too precious. In this one, Kuni had found a small chick, I think he was about-" "Yae..that's enough..." It was about 5:34pm and Yae was keeping you preoccupied by showing you baby picture of Scaramouche, or as they called him "Kunikuzushi" ?

"C'mon on! You used to be adorable, always smiley.." Yae spoke with a smile as she flipped a page, "Oh? what's this..?"

Another picture. But..

"Who's this little girl next to Kuni? ,Baal? Any idea?" She looked up at Baal who was cleaning up Kanas' color pencils and papers from the table.

"Let me have a look," she walked over to Yae and peered down and the picture album.

"Ah.. it's little Y/N hah, she really has changed alot" She had a warm smile on her face.

"Really?! I would never be able to guess, she really has changed alot!" She spoke in a cheery tone and looked up at you, "You've always been cute ,haha!" The picture was cute.. It was you and Scaramouche, almost about..3 years old? Someone had sneakly taken the picture, not wanting you two to notice them. You were happily smiling with a top hat on while making Scaramouche wear a princess crown. He had his signature pout on his face as he looked up at you with his eyebrows furrowed. It seemed that you two were playing tea party.

You were flattered at her compliment, with a slight blush and a smile you shyly thanked her. You looked at Scaramouche beside you, he had his arms crossed with a pout and was looking at Kana who had fallen asleep on the couch.

You looked down at your phone, 6:01 pm. Oh.

You lightly coughed and stood up, "Well, Aunty thank you for having me! it's getting late so, I have to get home.." You spoke with a smile. "Ah, anytime darling, please do come back again!" "Ofcource Aunty!"

You followed Baal towards the door but as soon as she opened the door, "Ah, it's quite dark, I cannot have you walk alone..Ah! Kunikuzushi, be a dear and walk her home, it shouldn't be a problem, yes?"

"Aunty, please I will be fine no need to-" "I insist." Well I can't say anything against that anymore...

"...Fine." Without another word he quickly grabbed your wrist and was about to lead you outside, "Wait!!" You looked back to see who it was.

Kana..! She was still sleepy and was trying her best not to stumble as she ran over to you with her squeaking shoes. "Don't go!! You can't" Baal lifted her up and took her room. Kana was trying to get down, whining and not wanting to leave.

"Whatever, let's just go" Scaramouche grabned his phone and walked out with your wrist still in his hand. You looked back to wave at Yae as he lead you to your house.

"Thanks for walking me home Scara!" You spoke as you looked through your purse for your keys. "Hm.." he didn't say anything else but you knew it was his way of saying "your welcome".

Finally getting your keys and putting them in the lock, you looked at your left at him. He had his hands in his pockets and was looking down while kicking a small pebble around.

'I.. I don't know if I should..' You gave him a quick side hug. It took him a bit by suprise but, he didn't push you away. A: It was a quick hug and, B: He was taken by suprise. "Thanks for today!...and sorry.." You mumbeled the last two words, he was about to question you as to why you said sorry but, you were faster and quickly went inside.

He stood there was a second, still processing everything. As soon he turned around and took a step towards his house, he heard a voice from inside.

Scaramouche POV:

"Have you not any shame?! Staying at a boys house for this long!" "Is this how we raised you!?! No less than a slut." "Pa, please I said sorry, I didn't see the time-" "No excuses!"

He had a faint worried expression on his face, very faint..barely there. His hands were clenched as he looked back at the door. 'Are those her parents..? They never used to be so...' His thoughts were all over the place. '...I better get home'. Hesitant, he made his way home

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Y/N POV:

You had just woken up. Last night felt like a blur, your memory was never that good but, it didn't bother you much now that you were used to it. As soon as you came home you remember something bad happening between you and your parents but, it wasn't clear. When you went to your room you quickly took a shower and fell asleep, not wanting to do anything else.

11:23 AM. 'Good they should be asleep..'

You grabbed your phone and turned it on just to be blasted by a bright light and thousands of messages from your friends.

'3:45 PM...i'll just make an excuse..'

"Y/NNN OVER HEEEEREEE"

"Tao!! shhhh! you're being too loud!"

"The both of you are too loud..."

"Haha! Well, you surely aren't wrong yun!"

You had just arrived at the cafe near by Taos' house, "Tattle Tea House". Though it says tea, they have many other sorts of refreshments and sweets. And the cozy atmosphere makes it better!

"Hah, hey guys!"

Xiangling signaled you to sit next to her by patting the empty space by her. They group had already ordered, for themselves and you. They knew your go to order and figured that they would order for you because of how long you were taking.

You had greeted them but, they didn't respond...They all had teasing smiles on their faces, except of chongyun, he just stared blankly? he didn't usually take part in teasing and would rather sit there and watch.

"You..you don't love us anymore.."

"Hm? Tao what do yo-"

"I knowww you're sooo in love with him but, I didn't know it was that bad!"

"Xiangl-"

"Did you invite him here so you could sneak away with him?" Xingqui whispered with a teasing smile.

"Wait..what??!" Oh damn.."H-he's here?"

"Oh so you didn't invite him?"

"Augh ofcourse not Xiangling!" you spoke while hiding your face in your hands.

"Oooh someones shyyy!"

"We should call him over!!"

"Ah! no please don't!!"

"Haha, we merely jest! worry not we will not do as we speak"

Phew! Thankgod you wont have to face him, yesterday got a bit awkward..

"KUNI KUNI LOOK!!, ITS FRIEND!!!" oh. Kana... She was excitedly pulling on his sleeve while very directly pointing towards you. She could barely stand still because of how excited she was. Scaramouche was trying to calm her voice down and get a hold of her so she would stop jumping but, she quickly ran towards you.

"Hii!! Do you remember me?" She spoke with a smile.

"Awee, lemme guess....Kara?"

"No!!"

"Hmm..Kayla?"

"No...you dont remember?"

"Awh, sorry! ofcourse I remember how could I forget Kana!"

She happily climbed up on your lap and babbled random things while Scaramouche was in line getting his order, you had already signaled to him that its okay and he can stay in line to wait for his order.

"Awe, y/n is this the baby you were talking about?" Xiangling gleemed as she squeezed one of Kanas' cheek.

"Hey kid" Chongyun wasn't a big fan of kids so he setteled on those words.

"Ah, hello Kana i've heard mighty things aboht you, you truly are as cute as they say you are!" Xingqui spoke to Kana with a smile.

"Ayaya, you are truly adorable..nothing like a certain someome.." Tao whispered the last few words, luckily they were only heard by the group...and Scaramouche?!

"Haha very funny dead girl." Scaramouche had a drink in one hand and a small box, most probably for Kana.

Tao responded by jokingly looking at him up and down and then looking away while rolling her eyes. "Ah ah, that's enough Ta-" "No!! He's literally replacing me!! This calls for war!" "Tao...now that you say it...yeah HE IS REPLACING US" "Guys-" "No! I can not stand for this foolish behaviour..!"

"Seriously? you guys are that insecure?" "Scaramo-"

"Insecure??! atleast I dont need to hide my forehead with goofy bangs"

"You have bangs too though?"

"...atleast they aren't goofy...like your bowl cut"

"Atleast I can pull off my haircut, look at yours looks like you blindly cut it at home"

"Take that ba-"

"No more fighting!" Kana?

"..."

"..."

"Oh wow, you two are pathetic, a baby told you to stop ..and you did?"

"Haha! that's a good one my friend!"

"Kuni kuni look! I fixed it!"

"Good effort Kana but, this war isnt over. Dead girl."

"Oh..its on uhm bowl cut dude.." Yeah I think Scaramouche won this one..

"Well Kana c'mon up."

"No!! I don't wanna go!"

'she grew towards me so fastly..'

"Kana, come"

"No!! If you take me i'm gonna tell everyone about how you two were about to kiss!" Kana...!

"Wait wait, what?"

"Wai...YOU TWO WERE WHAT??!"

"IS SHE BEING FOR REAL?"

"Are the three of you blind? Didn't you read the message??"

"K-kana..." Scaramouche stood there embarassed with his eyes closed and fingers rubbing his temples. "Kana don't you wanna meet the toy friend?" Scaramouche spoke with a happier tone trying to convice Kana.

"What the hell is a toy friend...?" You looked up at him confused while the group too pondered upon the same thing.

"Toy friend?! He's here? DID HE BRING KANA ANY TOYS? IS ANTONIA HERE?" 'Ohh they must mean Childe..' "Shh, yeah he just came in, do you want to meet him or no?" "Mmm.. but, then when will I meet pretty friend.." Pretty friend..?

"I don't know..How about she can come over someday, Mother did tell me to invite her" Scaramouche looked up at you with a smug smile. Kana gasped and looked up at you,"Can you prettyyy please come?" Oh how could you say no to her... You looked at Scaramouche with a upside down smile and then looked back at Kana, "Well, i'll see about it, hmm?" "Mmmh...okaaayyy" Kana went back to Scaramouche with a big frown on her face and glassy eyes.

"You will come, won't you? Don't wanna make little Kana sad ,huh?"

"Scara- I-...Fine, I'll come.." you looked up at him with a defeated smile and waved bye to Kana who limply waved bye to you.

You were the last one left, Tao had just went home. You were gonna walk home so decided that you would stay until the last person left. The weather was..suprisingly nice, winter was approaching. The sun was about to set and a cold fresh breeze was blowing. Just as you were about to start walking home someone called for you.

"Wait!" Oh, Scaramouche! He was a bit out of breathe due to him practically running to you.

"Hm? What happen?" He didn't have Kana with her, she was most probably playing with Antonia.

"I..I wanted to talk to you.."

"...About?"

"Yesterday, when I dropped you off, you said sorry...what for?" He was standing a bit away from you and had his hands on his knees, trying to calm his breathe down

"..." 'So that's what he wanted to talk about...I don't know what to say..'

It took a second for you to start speaking but, you eventually built up the confidence to atleast say something. You knew that if you didn't say a word, it would only make things worse, "Sorry..I..I know I lied" You couldn't look at him, you spoke with your head hanging low. You had your arms crossed and fidgeted with the sleeves of your top.

"I know I lied about not knowing you and I.. might've acted like a bitch towards you" Your voice stsrted to break it's composure.

You couldn't read his face at all, was there a slight hint of anger?, dissapointment?

"I know I left the school without s-saying anything.. I really should've but, I couldn'-"

Finally he said something, "Why did you leave? Why did you delete all your socials that day? Did...did you no longer want contact with me?" His words sounded harsh, he sounded a bit hurt.

"That's not-"

"If it is, say it as it is."

"Sc-..Scaramouche, I can't say much.."

"Just say it Y/N, I'm gettinf tired of trying to fix this, trying to fix...us" he sounded almost desprate...

"I know but-"

"Just give me a reason!" The gap between you two felt further now..

"..." 'Do I really have to say it?'

"Look... you know how she and all of them treated me..I couldn't possibly stay there..my parents ..would never let me stay there..."

"...I thought..I thought things got better between you guys.." he spoke as he tried to close the gap between you two..

"They didn't and they won't."

An awkward silence was between you two, until he decided to break it.

"...Let me make it up to you"

You looked up at him with slightly glossy eyes and red nose.

"Come over next weekend, we can work on our project and...this" By this, he meant you two.

"What do you say, hm?" He still sounded a bit hesitant in his words but, sincere at the same time.

"...Okay" You replied to him, then looked away.

"Hah, don't be so cold..." He put a hand on your shoulder causing you to look up at him. The gap got smaller.

"Also...let's make a deal." Deal? ,confused at his actions you put a hand over his hand which was on your shoulder.

"What do you mean?" you asked, there was still a slight whimper in your voice and you still felt a but shaken up from before.

"The more you tell me about yourself..the more i'll tell you"

a/n: speed ran this on a school nihht, yhe things i do for u guys ♡♡♡ okaay gn bye bye

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