#thing I wouldve sent a pic of to my ex bc they wouldve found it very silly and cute and anyway I miss them I just want a hug rn :-(
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thought I was better today but nvm maybe not :(
#the one handy thing abt being deaf is that bc auditory processing takes so much unconscious effort I can instantly tell when I'm doing bad-#bc itll sound like everyones underwater and my brain won't process speech properly. same thing happens when im v tired or stressed#its like throwing a rock in a well and listening out for the splash... if I can't hear it then I better back away before I fall in#anyway I was lying on the floor and theres a stain on my ceiling that looks kinda like a capybara and I started crying bc its the sort of#thing I wouldve sent a pic of to my ex bc they wouldve found it very silly and cute and anyway I miss them I just want a hug rn :-(#sigh its ok. maybe ill feel better this afternoon im gonna go sort some chores now so I dont have to think abt anything this morning#.diaries#.vent
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