#theyre on at everyone abt attendance rn tho so its making me feel even more like shit that im having to take time off

[thedissociatives]

feel so bad just knowing i'm not gonna be able to go to class today

[blxetsi]

modern sasha braus dating headcanons

lowercase intended !

college!sasha braus x gn!reader

had to write something for my queen 😌✨

- she shares her food with you. I Dont Care She Does

- also since this is a modern au i dont think she would have such an obsession with food as she does in the canonverse (if we can even call it an obsession) i still think she would have a big appetite (and she'd be proud of it tf 😏🙏) but i just dont see her always being hungry as the fandom makes her out to be

- really likes to hold hands with you

- i think itd be really cute if she was studying to become a baker ?? maybe taking a culinary course at the university you two attend ?? maybe you somehow met there or through a friend

- i think she'd still be insecure about her accent (ig if this is au is set in america she'd be from the south 😐🤚) and would speak kind of like a robot to people she didn't know that well

- connie and jean ALWAYS bring out her accent tho,, like with them she can really be herself

- i think when you were starting to get to know her she would be speaking very formally, and youd take it like shes being kinda stand offish or like,, just doesnt wanna talk so youre thinking "okay maybe she doesnt wanna be friends 😁👍" and would back off

- now sasha's upset because you are so cool and unique and she just wants to know so much about you but youve been very distant lately ?? like did she do something wrong ??

- she tells connie, jean, marco, and niccolo one night and connie and jean are on the side of "find y/n and demand to know why their behavior has changed" while marco and niccolo are on the side of "respectfully dm y/n and ask why they havent been wanting to see sasha recently"

- sasha goes with the latter of the two and dms you after passing you in the dining hall, you two literally keep glancing at each other, texting while you sit with your respective friend groups

- after everything gets cleared up sasha is immediately inviting you to hang out with her crew, and even getting some of her other friends like eren, mikasa, and ymir and historia to come join too

- if she has all the people shes comfortable with there, itll be less scary talking with her accent !

- You Love It. You Think Its Adorable.

- you guys would definitely have a friends to lovers type relationship

- like friendly hugs turn into slightly longer hugs, and now sasha will constantly ask to sit next to you during movie nights

- loves to rest her head on your lap while she spreads across the couch

- i think you two would have your first kiss in niccolos apartment

- you two were sitting in his kitchen, with sasha munching on the leftover food he made that night for your get together

- his mom had called him so he decided to leave to go to his bedroom to answer it

- and slowly you guys just kind of,,,, leaned in 🙈✨

- it was slow and really romantic, kinda rough with the crumbs that were around sasha's lips but you didn't mind

- niccolo barged in and ruined the moment 😐🤚 good going pal 😁👍

- you two were so shocked that you two tried to leave

- ended up just walking down the road in silence like wtf i thought yall were trying to get away from each other 😭😭😭😭

- sasha ended up staying the night 🤩‼️

- NOT in a sexual way

- but in like a,,,, rue and jules kinda way where jules comes in through the window (but only sasha didnt come in through the window she came in the front door with you) and you two held each other and gave each other smooches for the rest of the night

- sasha woke up late and missed her morning classes 😐🤚 didnt even care and went back to sleep with you

- i think for the most part you get along well with her friend group

- youre definitely closer to connie, jean, niccolo, marco, and historia

- ymir teases you guys a lot and you cant tell if what she says is just jokes (it always is) or if shes completely serious

- eren, mikasa, armin, annie, along with reiner and bertholdt are more of aquantances to you, just because you dont see them as often as you do the others

- she has such a weird relationship with her english professor

- will literally complain how much work he gives his class and then the next day will gush about how great he his bc he gave her a granola bar for her effort in her assignment

- girl pick a script and stick to it 😐🤚

- has a collection of stuffies on her bed. i dont make the rules.

- anytime theres a carnival in town she drags EVERYONE there.

- you all agree to split up into groups so you can all check out what you want, but you always agree to meet up and eat funnel cake together 🥺

- sasha tries to get you to win her new stuffies

- if you cant do it, or just want some for yourself, shes calling connie and niccolo up PLEADING with them to come find you guys,

- then she claims theres been an ACCIDENT and that you two need help

- niccolo is zooming bc he cares abt his besties 😌✨

- connie texts jean and marco to come find you guys too 😭😭😭

- who gets a kick and a lecture for lying courtesy of niccolo ? sasha. but who also gets a bunch of stuffies won for her courtesy of niccolo ? sasha.

- for your anniversary i think she'd want to do something really fun with you

- she'd set up a pillow fort and have a bunch ot string lights and stuff, have all of her favourite stuffies (which are the ones she thinks of you when she sees) in there too.

- she has chips, she baked little pastries and cookies, and she ordered your favourite takeout

- you guys just watch whatever you want on netflix or whatever and its such a nice night

- it becomes a tradition for you guys, but you two always take turns with setup

- one year sasha did all of the planning, baking and whatnot ? okay now its your turn 😁👍

- you guys even started doing themes now 🤩

- if you guys play board games with your friends youre on sasha's side whether you want to be or not.

- shes also the kind of person that says "i can win fair and square !" but then when bertholdt starts kicking her ass in monopoly her script changes real quick 🙄

- now its "y/n,,, give me some of ur money" and "y/n, buy this property for me" like girl,,,, what happened to playing fair 😍⁉️

- will try and do all of those s/o pranks you see on tiktok

- its hard to get a genuine reaction out of you bc you can TELL SHES RECORDING but she tries anyways

- we love a perservering queen 😌✨

- will call you at random times of the day asking if you guys can see each other

- "y/n ??? are you there ??" "sasha its 2am wtf do you want 😐" "do you wanna ride your bike with me down to the park 🥺"

- also is very observant, knows when youre overworking yourself

- will try and pull you away from what youre working on like "lets go get you something to drink, or maybe we can watch an episode of that show you like before you continue working !"

- if youre persistent that you just HAVE to finish it tonight and cant stop and take a break she'll respect that, until you stay at your laptop for over an hour 😐

- just softly pulls you away like "no lovebug, lets get some sleep okay ?"

- is also very protective of you

- overheard someone making fun of you ?? talking shit ??? her besties better hold her back before she gets suspended 😤‼️

- and since connie and jean absolutely ADORE you, you better believe theyre helping their girl sasha out

- those three are the LEADERS of the "protect y/n club"

- it just becomes niccolo and marco trying to dissolve the situation before it gets physical, and then reiner and armin joining when they walk directly into the chaos

- armin tells you what happened and as much as youre thankful that sasha cares about you so much that she'd defend you like that, you lecture her, jean and connie on not making scenes like that again

- sasha's love language is kind of like,, a mixture of quality time and physical touch

- she just really loves spending time with you, but also very much enjoys being in your arms

- she doesnt shy away from it, and is usually the one to initiate those things

- will hold your hand PROUDLY down hallways or on streets

- always hypes you up too, shes very much so your personal hypeman

- "oh lovebug you look SO GOOD rn oh my god" "sasha pls im in my pyjamas" "and you look like a model baby !"

- sasha is very stubborn however, and if you guys ever fight she is NEVER the one to apologize first, or seek you out to talk about it

- even if shes in the wrong she cant bring herself to admit it, she dug herself into such a deep hole with the stance she took that she doesnt want to take the walk of shame in admitting that she wasnt right

- this can cause a lot of problems in your relationship, but after you explain how much it affects you, shes trying to change

- will always work on her stubborn-ness and pride

- and it actually makes her feel a lot better being able to admit defeat, or being wrong

- she really likes being communicative and honest, especially with you

- i think overall your relationship with sasha is very very fun, filled with good memories, good food, good friends, and most importantly, love.

no bc i really do love her 😐🤚 lemme marry miss braus rq 😏✨

hope u guys enjoyed !! remember requests are open so if you have anything youd like me to write DONT BE SHY ❤️‼️

[womanintheword]

hi i feel like the devil is really trying to pull me down. ive been quite a few of ur anons recently (im the anon whos friend has leukemia, the demisexual anon, and quite a few others) and most recently my church has been going through a lot of struggles. we havent been getting enough tithes to pay basic funds and our youth group had to let go of our youth leader today because some marriage issues he was having and now we dont have a head to our youth group and its going to affect a lot (1/?)

“of our decisions especially w the youth retreat/evangelical ministry event we have this weekend as well as our mission trip in july bc we now have to get acquainted w a new leader and everything and we already had bad youth funds on top of our bad overall church funds that we’re barely able to go on the mission trip we’re planning, and thats w paying $150 and my parents most likely paying for gas and/or rental vans. and my friend (her names Bailee in case u wanted to know) who has leukemia (2/?)is the first friend ive ever had w a possibility of not living until old age bc her cancer and even tho shes probably gonna survive its still scary for me bc i know if i dont act now she could be gone forever and i cant handle that on top of already being put down by friends for attending church and agreeing w some of the “anti-feminist, pro-patriarchy” things in the bible and most of them dont take me seriously when i try and explain how theyre NOT what they mean and my one friend seems (3/?)to be offended by everything that happens at our church even though she still comes and is lgbt and it feels like i cant do anything right anywhere if i try and combine jesus and lgbt for her and basically i have so much going worldly wrong for me right now and its making this rly hard to focus on christ when i have to deal w so much else and im trying not to let it affect me negatively and pull my relationship from him but its so hard and it keeps getting harder and harder and i need a lot (4/?of prayers rn to get through this in one piece and i feel like i cant do it on my own but im not very comfortable going to anyone at my church abt this so i came to u and im sorry for the long ask(s) but idk what else to do (5/5)”Hi friend,I’ve read your messages over several times and have just been sitting here staring at my computer screen trying to come up with what to say and have been talking to God about it. I love you. I love you so, so much, and God loves you so, so much. I really do believe that when we are faced with tons of worldly opposition, as you are now, it’s because the enemy sees how important we are to God, and sees how hard we’re working at growing closer to Him. This being said… doesn’t make it any easier, though. And I know that. So I just want to say this: keep going. Keep going, and keep loving and trusting God will all your heart and all your soul and all your mind, and keep talking to Him about everything that’s going on, and keep asking Him for strength and guidance, and keep sharing His Word and His love with your friends and family and church and just everyone around you, and keep in His Word. You are dealing with so much right now. It’s completely understandable that you’re having a hard time focusing on Him. Just keep taking it one day at a time, and focus on little bits and pieces. If you look at and think about everything at once, you’re going to get so overwhelmed. (I think you already know this.) If you break it down though–and maybe try writing everything down?–it won’t seem so big. Make sure that, especially now more than ever as you’re having a difficult time focusing on Him, you’re allotting quiet time with Him every day. I worry that you’re doing what I tend to do–giving and giving and giving, without taking time to fill up yourself. When we do that, we end up running around on E(mpty) trying to fill others up when we have nothing left to give. So please, try to focus on yourself and fill yourself up (if only a little) every day, so that you can better serve others. Your relationship with Him is top priority. I am sending so many prayers your way, love. Please feel free to keep me updated on everything. I can do all things through him who strengthens me. - Philippians 4:13All my love,S.