#they're causing extra work for literally everyone including themselves

[hippopotatoe]

proofreading transcriptions made by someone who prioritize the look of their own text rather than actually transcribing correctly. like my brother, my enemy, my bitch ass fuck: stop. the font is wrong, the formatting is wrong, there are random spaces all over the places and fucking. just. stop fucking changing s into an alternative version of s our job is literally to write everything in plain text oh my goddddd

[coyotetatertot]

CW addiction, family breakup discussion, with a side of ranting about Emma-May and bi erasure. I'm a little drunk right now and so I'm not being kind in this one. 💧 Not tagging this under the fidds tag because the average fiddleford fan fucking terrifies me.

Thinking about the implications of the pterodactyl in combination with the stated purpose of the gobblewonker. The gobblewonker being made "to catch (Tate's) fancy" implies that murderous robots are Fidds' best attempt at reaching out. A twisted, broken combination of his love language of gift giving and his need to build & be constructive for his own self-worth.

As a side note, do you know how much trouble and extra work that would have caused for a LAKE RANGER LMFAO. It's Tate's literal job to keep people from killing themselves out there and now there's a robot constructed for that purpose. Probably taking a few cracks at him, too, given he's a fisherman.

This .. ties into how McGucket is coded as a late stage meth addict. Not just with the physical symptoms (hair and teeth falling out, injuries that won't heal, etc) but with the mental symptoms, too. Mania and delusions — the latter being the key one, here. If you've ever listened to the families of late stage meth addicts, you might know about the thought patterns addicts tend to get stuck in. Many of them become convinced of falsehoods, think they're doing something good, and don't realize they're crossing boundaries and hurting those closest to them.

So to me, it tracks that for Fiddleford, delusions can manifest as a killer robot for a gift. As he's stated HIMSELF, he's convinced that it's a good thing. A sign of love. A plea for his son to visit him, again. Unable to process that it's actively endangering Tate, instead.

This is pertinent because Fidds loved his family above all else. Keeping their picture on his desk, fawning over them to Ford and going on about how they're the only people that keep him grounded. Foreshadowing for when they WERE the only thing that kept him grounded: he threw away every part of himself, including his own fucking name ("look! It's them words people call me!") but he NEVER forgot his wife and kid. The way his brain was collapsing in on itself "LIKE A NEUTRON STAR" and yet he held on to the memories of his wife and child. Fiddleford's mind was so fucking broken he thought his own reflection was a separate person with whom he could have a territory war. Literally failing a mirror self-recognition test, one of the cornerstones of how we classify cognition, and yet he STILL recognized his adult son, and remembers the date he last visited. Even when he forgot to get them Christmas gifts (bad, and an example of how addiction can fuck with your deeply-held values), he was devastated with how he'd hurt them and immediately locked himself away. Imagining the dread and guilt festering in him as he processed what he'd done — might have even been the moment he realized he had a problem (?)

The amount of love this man had for his family is one of the most compelling and gut-wrenching things about this tragedy. Because all this pain came from good intentions. It came from a place of love. It inadvertently turned him against the people he loved most — and for the latter stages, he probably didn't realize just how much he was hurting them. That is what addiction can do. It can and will FUCK you and turn you into a bomb that devastates everyone around you. And in the words of an addict, "The hardest part about recovery isn't keeping yourself from using. It's coping with the things you did back when you were using."

And that aspect of storytelling gets slept upon by fandom because we'd prefer to erase Emma-May as a problem character and rewrite Fiddleford's canon relationship as comphet despite it being one of his biggest motivators. And it ain't enough for him to be bisexual because then that'd imbue the marriage and family with too much meaning; for him to be maximally shippable, we have to nullify how he felt about his marriage, thereby rewriting his priorities, and making the full, ugly, devastating brunt of the consequences of addiction fall to the wayside. Because it's fucking hard to delve into the realities of waking up, realizing that your wife gave up on you, your son grew up fatherless and has watched you at your lowest point for years, you endangered both their lives with terrible machines, and YOU destroyed THEIR futures as well as your own, when we don't want to admit just how much these people meant to Fiddleford to begin with.

Which brings me back to the pterodactyl. I can't help but wonder if, like the gobblewonker, it was supposed to be a gift. A cry for help. Perhaps even begging to take him back, because he was circling the drain and losing his family — again, the thing he clung to the hardest — was one of the last milestones on the way down.

And I can't help but think that would be more compelling — and consistent with what we know about Fiddleford's attitude while addicted. "Some desperate part of him seemed to be trying to heal himself, hoping to weld his memories back together like one of his robots." Fiddleford isn't the kind of guy to sit idly by; he tries to fix shit. If his last ditch attempt to win his family back ended up traumatizing them instead?? What a poetic and thematically brilliant way that would be for the end of their family breakup.

And what a heartbreaking, bleak reality he would have to confront whenever he regains his mind.

[bathe-in-dragons-light]

What is autism?

Autistic people may act in a different way to other people

Autistic people may:

find it hard to communicate and interact with other people

find it hard to understand how other people think or feel

find things like bright lights or loud noises overwhelming, stressful or uncomfortable

get anxious or upset about unfamiliar situations and social events

take longer to understand information

do or think the same things over and over

Autism is not an illness

Being autistic does not mean you have an illness or disease. It means your brain works in a different way from other people.

It's something you're born with. Signs of autism might be noticed when you're very young, or not until you're older.

If you're autistic, you're autistic your whole life.

Autism is not a medical condition with treatments or a "cure". But some people need support to help them with certain things.

Autistic people can live a full life

Being autistic does not have to stop you having a good life.

Like everyone, autistic people have things they're good at as well as things they struggle with.

Being autistic does not mean you can never make friends, have relationships or get a job. But you might need extra help with these things.

Autism is different for everyone

Autism is a spectrum. This means everybody with autism is different.

Some autistic people need little or no support. Others may need help from a parent or carer every day.

Some people use other names for autism

There are other names for autism used by some people, such as:

autism spectrum disorder (ASD) is the medical name for autism

It's not clear what causes autism

Nobody knows what causes autism, or if it has a cause.

It can affect people in the same family. So it may sometimes be passed on to a child by their parents.

Autism is:

not caused by bad parenting

not caused by vaccines, such as the MMR vaccine

not linked to diet

not an infection you can spread to other people

Autistic people can have any level of intelligence

Some autistic people have average or above average intelligence.

Some autistic people have a learning disability. This means they may find it hard to look after themselves and need help with daily life.

Autistic people may have other conditions

Autistic people often have other conditions, such as:

attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD)

dyslexia

anxiety

depression

epilepsy

Signs of autism in adults

Main signs of autism

Common signs of autism in adults include:

finding it hard to understand what others are thinking or feeling

getting very anxious about social situations

finding it hard to make friends or preferring to be on your own

seeming blunt, rude or not interested in others without meaning to

finding it hard to say how you feel

taking things very literally – for example, you may not understand sarcasm or phrases like "break a leg"

having the same routine every day and getting very anxious if it changes

Other signs of autism

You may also have other signs, like:

not understanding social "rules", such as not talking over people

avoiding eye contact

getting too close to other people, or getting very upset if someone touches or gets too close to you

noticing small details, patterns, smells or sounds that others do not

having a very keen interest in certain subjects or activities

liking to plan things carefully before doing them

Autism in women

Autistic women may be more likely to:

have learned to hide signs of autism to 'fit in' - by copying people who do not have autism

be quieter and hide their feelings

appear to cope better with social situations

show fewer signs of repetitive behaviours

This means it can be harder to tell you're autistic if you're a woman.

Treatments that are not recommended for autism

Autism is where your brain develops differently to non-autistic people. It is not an illness and there is no cure.

If you're autistic, a GP or local autism team may suggest approaches that can help you to:

develop daily living skills

develop communication skills

manage other physical or mental health conditions, such as pain or anxiety

manage harmful behaviours

But there are also treatments and approaches that are not recommended because either:

they're fake

there's evidence that they're harmful

the research and evidence show no benefit to autistic people – or there's no good research into them

Treatments for autism that are fake or can be harmful

Some products or services, claiming to be cures or treatments for autism, are fake or can be harmful.

Examples of these include:

GcMAF – an unlicensed injection made from blood cells

bleaching – also called chlorine dioxide (CD) or Mineral Miracle Solution (MMS)

CEASE, which discourages vaccinations and recommends potentially dangerous levels of nutritional supplements

chelation – removing heavy metal toxins from the blood

secretin – a hormone found in the body

some vitamins, minerals and dietary supplements

raw camel's milk

Do not use any of these to treat autism.

How to spot fake treatments

There are some warning signs that may suggest a treatment is fake:

it claims to "cure" or help people "recover from" autism

it claims to cure lots of different conditions

it claims to work in most people and have quick results

personal stories are used to claim it works, rather than medical evidence

words like "miracle", "faith" and "trust" are used

it can be done by anyone without any training or qualifications

it costs a lot of money

it is not available on the NHS

Other treatments that are not recommended

The National Institute of Health and Care Excellence (NICE) will only recommend something if there is good evidence that it benefits autistic people.

Research into the following approaches has not shown any benefit for autistic people and they are not recommended:

hyperbaric oxygen therapy – treatment with oxygen in a pressurised chamber

neurofeedback for speech and language problems – trying to change brain activity

auditory integration training for speech and language problems – therapy using music

omega-3 fatty acids – for sleep problems

exclusion diets – such as gluten-free or casein-free diets and ketogenic diets

oxytocin – a hormone

If you're considering a treatment that is not recommended by NICE, speak to a GP or local autism team to discuss the risks.

How a diagnosis can help

Adults

For adults, a diagnosis can help you:

understand why you might find some things harder than other people

explain to others why you see and feel the world in a different way

get support at college, university or work

get some financial benefits

If you find it hard to get an assessment

It's not always easy to get an autism assessment. Waiting times can also be very long.

If you're finding it hard to get an assessment, you could ask to speak to someone else, like another GP – this is called getting a second opinion.

It may also help to speak to other people who have been in a similar situation.

Where to get autism support

Friends and family

Telling people close to you about your autism diagnosis can help them understand how to support you.

They may be able to help with:

everyday things so you have more time to focus on yourself

emotional support

our school, college or workplace

You can get support to make things easier for you.

Find out what help is available at:

college or university – speak to student support services

work – speak to your manager and human resources (HR)

Your local council

You can get some support and financial benefits from your local council.

What's available depends on your situation.

For adults

If you're an autistic adult or care for an autistic adult, ask your council for a needs assessment.

This is an assessment to find out:

what problems you're having with everyday life

what support or financial benefits you might be able to get

(all via the NHS website on autism)

*He misses half the point but he gets the gist.*

Thank you. I will speak about this with someone I trust.

[crossdressingdeath]

Once again trying to explain my issues with how Percy's fatal flaw is handled, I think the best way I can put it is... okay, Athena says to Percy "to save a friend you would sacrifice the world", yeah? I think that both the narrative and the fandom tend to focus too much on the to save a friend part and not enough on the you would sacrifice the world part. Because a lot of the time it's left at "Oh, he loves his friends too much so it's a bad thing!" when... eh... it really isn't. First of all, the things the narrative holds up as evidence of his flaw are the most basic shit? He hates letting other people take risks instead of him and tries to prevent it whenever possible even when it's not wise and he's quick to sacrifice himself for loved ones. That's just the Riordanverse protagonist starter pack! They're all like that! Half of them are quick to sacrifice themselves even for total strangers, Magnus literally dies doing that! The only time Percy comes off as unusually loyal is going into Tartarus with Annabeth, and one event really isn't enough to call something a fatal flaw I don't think (and Nico also goes into Tartarus for other people, twice, and supposedly his fatal flaw has nothing to do with loyalty; if the text is gonna claim that Nico's flaw is holding grudges and not loyalty then Percy jumping into Tartarus can't be used as evidence of his fatal flaw being loyalty, no I'm not still bitter that our only word on Nico's fatal flaw is that children of Hades hold grudges even though that is so not his fatal flaw). The handling of Percy's fatal flaw feels weak because... honestly it feels like Rick just doesn't want to admit that his heroes' fatal flaws are supposed to be some of the worst parts of their characters, so with Percy especially it's a lot of "No, no, I promise this is a problem, it's a huge issue that he, uh, feels bad about Annabeth having to go off on her own!" when uh. he'd have to be a pretty shitty person not to.

But the "you would sacrifice the world" part? Now there's a flaw with some character to it! Percy would sacrifice anyone and anything to keep his loved ones safe, which sounds good... until you consider that that includes people and things that were never his to sacrifice. Circe's island is a great example of this: Percy saves himself and Annabeth! They free the pirates to cause chaos and steal their ship so they can't follow! Goody, the quest continues, the pirates are no longer their concern... but unless I'm forgetting something Percy does not once think about the young women and girls on that island that he just trapped as prey to a bunch of pirates (with all the horrors that implies) until Hylla and Reyna force him to confront what he did to them, and even then what happened to the girls who weren't lucky enough to be the super-tough daughters of a war goddess is kind of swept aside. And again, Percy mostly just forgets about it once the scenes with Hylla and Reyna are done; he did what he had to do to save himself and Annabeth, and while he doesn't feel good that he hurt innocent people—some of whom were children—in the process I don't get the sense he regrets it. There's his loved ones and then there's everyone else, and "everyone else" is a secondary concern. And not to harp on this every time, but it's the same with him going on that little date with Annabeth in Rome while Nico's on his last hours before suffocating. It's fair that Percy wants to spend time with Annabeth before she maybe goes to her death! I'm not going to pretend I don't understand and sympathize with his reasoning! But the thing is, Percy is taking the risk that he might sacrifice Nico's life for a little extra time with Annabeth without ever acknowledging that that's what he's doing. If the timing had been a little off, if the twins had been in a different place, if things hadn't worked out exactly right... Nico could've died. And Percy doesn't even think of him during that scene. And as a point of characterization that is fantastic! It shows some real teeth to the whole "personal loyalty" thing! But there's no point where that's treated as a bad thing; it's just "Oh, it's so sad that Annabeth has to go off alone, Percy is in so much pain having to let her do this by herself, clearly this is his fatal flaw", with no mention of how while Percy is doing this Nico is barely clinging to life with Percy and the rest of the Seven as his only hope. Percy isn't risking anything personally to spend this extra time with Annabeth, but the total lack of acknowledgement that he is risking Nico's life and just in general is putting Nico in an awful position when he really doesn't have the right to make that call—Nico's loyalty is remarkable but I feel like even he would draw the line at "Hey do you mind suffocating for another hour or so so I can have a lengthy goodbye with my girlfriend"—really irks me and probably always will.

Also, I feel like the meeting with Akhlys and the tension between Percy and Annabeth afterwards would work better if discussion around Percy's fatal flaw was focused more on what he'll do to other people for the sake of his loyalty than just the loyalty itself? Like, maybe instead of Annabeth being freaked out at the show of power she could be horrified and upset that Percy would hurt someone like that to protect her. Now admittedly that's partially because I love a good "But I did this for you!"/"How dare you make this my fault" argument, but still. As it is it's like... yeah, okay, it's freaky, but she already knew that Percy was a super-powerful Big Three kid with the strength to go up against even major gods and also "Hm, there's water in poison, maybe I can use my water control on it" is... not not clever, but far from a revolutionary concept. I'd have expected the daughter of Athena to have thought of it at least once, y'know? I don't know, I just feel like leaning more into the "Why are you doing this for me, I don't want to be at all responsible for something like this" aspect would've been a more impactful scene and would've made his fatal flaw feel like a serious, unique flaw for once!

[omegapheromone]

I was going to just leave it as a tag but I decided I should add- this kind of expands on what you can do when the depressed person is already getting professional help.

Remind, or even help (if they don't mind it) the depressed person to take their meds if they're on any. I mean not only antidepressants, but any daily medication, or even painkillers/etc if they're prone to painful conditions (for example migraines). From my (omega) perspective at least, I tend to become extra forgetful and depression messes with my sense of time passing a lot so I end up missing the correct times for meds a lot, and when those meds include antidepressants, you can imagine it only makes the situation worse.

Be mindful of their mental state after any therapy sessions. Sometimes therapy itself can be really exhausting mentally- for many reasons. As helpful as it is, it can be tiring to openly address how you feel and be very vulnerable for an hour, or it could be upsetting to process the things that have caused the depression itself. If they're agitated, create a calming enviroment. If they're upset, offer comfort. De-stress, Not distress. Offer (help/comfort/support/etc) but don't insist or get pushy about it.

Be open to learning about their condition and circumstances. Depression is different for everyone, even if the symptoms are universal. Not everything that helps person x will help person y. Most likely they themselves are still trying to figure out how to fight their depression themselves (preferably with the help of a professional) and what works and what doesn't. Ask them about it. Communicate.

And lastly, from personal experience again, for the Love of GOD don't get weird or jealous because of therapists/psychiatrists/any other professionals they may be seeing for this. Are you trained in psychology and have a formal license to practise? If yes, you'll already know the dubious ethics of trying to be your partner's therapist and should be smart enough not to do it regardless. If not, get over yourself. This is no different from a doctor treating someone for a physical illness, because it's the brain- an organ- that is sick. If you're the type to get jealous because of people whose literal job it is to help others, I think it's time to look in the mirror and face that creepy need for control and that unhealthy attachment pattern of yours. Just saying. Do you value your omega's health, safety and happiness, or do you value your own possessiveness more?

Should add that all of these apply more or less to any dynamics regardless of who is depressed and who is trying to help, in different ways probably, but still.

Visible symptom of depression in Omegas: nest is a fucking mess they have no energy to clean or organize at all. The mess is distressing them further but it makes them just want to stay in the nest more because it's still a comforting and safe place. Which doesn't really help with the mess at all.

[zvezdacito]

TWST HALLOWEEN THEORY TIME

So i was watching Never Ending Halloween translations on youtube and Trein says this line to them before sending the remaining students off. so i think it might be hinting at something and what is actually going on with the missing students (aka im overthinking😋)

so the animated teaser for scary monsters showed as a frame with everyone looking evil with glowy eyes and the only reason i could think of at first is that they might have gotten possessed by the malicious Halloween ghosts they briefly talked about in last year's event? but idk it still didnt really seem like that was what was going on. they looked like they weren't themselves but not like. possessed.

There was also the malleus timeloop theory but the timeloop part got proven wrong by canon already and malleus also looks wack here lol

So I was thinking. what if the reason the missing students looked evil is not cause they got possessed but instead bcs they got amnesia'd and so now they are under the delusion that they ARE the scary halloween monsters FR

I feel like they might go with this one fr more than the other two previously proposed since it's safer and more kid friendly than POSSESSION and having characters like Lilia and malleus getting possessed sorta exposes too many of their weaknesses early and ruins the ominous build up to diasomnia in my opinion😭

Making the characters go nuts because they just THINK they're someone else has all the benefits of writing them getting possessed minus the gross not kid friendly parts so it basically still works maybe even better and the authors are pretty safe there. Diet possession, if you will😎.

Everyone basically just too wrapped up in halloween roles and not wanting Halloween to end that they manifested this onto themselves 😂😂😂

What Trein tells the remaining unkidnapped students here may be brought back and become relevant again cause like. What if whatever made the halloween committee go nuts starts affecting them the longer they stay in black and white halloween land too. and they like gotta take what Trein said to heart and not forget who they are lest they be trapped in the Halloween world forever...

idk maybe the malicious halloween ghosts can still play into this by probably being the ones who manipulated and trapped the halloween commitee in the mirror world to begin with but not straight up possessing them. The halloween committee just got way too into character basically😂

TLDR: what probably happened is that the halloween committee forgot who they were before halloween and now think theyre scary monsters FR because of halloween magic and the rescuers gotta try and not forget who they really are too. fun time to be an NRC student, really

Idk if you guys can tell but I'm doing everything in my power to manifest it not just being just a prank and everyone in the Halloween committee was in it cause like. Not only would that be lame as hell and a waste of hype they also went way too far😭 MFs kidnapped most of the school and the 11?? remaining are literally at the point where they are fearing for your and their lives so it would be like super 😶. if it was all just a joke bro™

+ BONUS THEORY‼️ you know how in this new event crowley said that the defense system of the mirror includes STOPPING THE FLOW OF TIME INSIDE THE SCHOOL. what if thats how everyone got time looped after they couldnt beat OB grim. it was the mirror's defense system acting up 😂 + maybe a small extra enchantment by crowley/malleus/whoever. maybe thats why our first scene in the game is having to take the hand in the MIRROR. idk I thought of most of this at 3AM while I was sleep deprived so yeah🖖

[whimsically-ominously-auspice]

If you don't agree, don't go

You can go to the state website and petition the state remove statues and do a shit ton of other things

I have said I don't agree with the removal of statues

One for the unknown true history

Secondly it's extremely dangerous

Statues are not designed to be removed, they're very heavy and made to withstand natural disasters and more.

People get wild and it's usually a lot of chaos and rarely fully organized

People use trucks to wreck into statues to destabilize them or to wrap the chains around to pull them down

The statues themselves become projectiles which csn then harm, maim, destroy and kill others.

A statue falling down will break, sending pieces of it flying and into the bodies of bystanders.

The guy with the skateboard in the video was attacking the guy with the gun to stop him from shooting and of course he was shot.

A better method would been asking him to remove the weapon and place it in his car. That was not shown on the video.

That doesnt mean that he deserved to be shot.

Guns have no place at places like these. In what brain frequency do you use that you would consider carrying a live fire arm to a rally by hand?

I see his outfit wasn't prepped for wearing a belt and so on but he could wore a shoulder harness to keep it holster

I also saw he had a small snub nose spinner barrel which to load takes a significant amount of time as opposed to inserting a magazine clip for s gun such as a glock or other type.

I prefer people have a loaded clip seperate from their gun if they will carry because it's safer for everyone and does require thinking twice,before shooting.

It literally takes seconds. Civilians are not trained to recognize life and death situations.

I'm,not saying that those that are trained know how to handle,but I'm saying it's,safer for,everyone to think twice before shooting

If it is a serious situation requiring shooting it does allow,that valuable time to set your eyes on the suspect while loading, most successful gun handlers can load while not looking.so to load while eyeing and locating target should allow calmness to overcome and allow a better shot

If i was a gun toter i would prefer to have my gun with me, of course. But brain use is important.

Obviously I'm not going to have it out.

Unless I'm going to use it.

If I have it, I wouldn't have it where it would be easily taken. Like just in my hand or on my back in a harness. I would have it protected so that I would have it available so that I could use it to protect me

So this guy should had been, disarmed as it would easily been able to since he was just holding it like a moron.

I'm not going to judge the individual actions.

Obviously this situation did not go well.

And obviously some things could gone different

Had Mr Skate board tried to disarm him before he moved, hit him in the gun to get it -- he could have shot someone in the crowd.

What he did was cause the moron with the gun to flee.

Did he know if he had a big van with a bazooka? No. Not if he wasn't CIA or a civilian paying close attention to intuition. But he did So he did go and attack him again.

Unfortunately then the moron decided to discharge his weapon 4 times. It is said.

And the person protecting the crowd with his green skateboard was shot.

There was a small crowd and luckily it was a round barrel which does only hold about 5 shots.

Thus making it a safer type of weapon as opposed to a clip which holds 8 or more.

The smaller crowd was in,extreme danger but the small crowd vs the large crowd is the #1 is the small crowd was following or was aware that he had a gun.

The larger crowd looking at the statue and their,friends and etc were not aware of the danger.

It doesn't mean the smaller group deserved to be shot -- it means they were aware so they were in active flight or fight.

So they were in their choice mode and in their civil liberties mode using their anger or fear wisely as possible.

So to engage the moron while he was in active flight or fight was fine but again at that situation, verbal discussion could have been used to prevent the shooting.

Like I said I'm not going to judge. He could been shot direct in the gut and killed instantly or the guy may been going to get larger automatic weapons with more ammunition.

And I am informed he was actually going to get more ammunition and weapons

I still feel that a de-escalation process could have been used to protect the Mr Skateboard.

At the same time no one else was harmed but him and the situation was resolved safely in all other ways.

So I can't judge as hindsight is 2020 and I was not there and obviously from what I was told a mass shooting was prevented

I don't like,heroes being shot at and being shot.

Because I can see an alternative doesn't mean that his actions,were any less Good.

I only look for an alternative because he, as the Hero was shot.

However it was very controlled and only he was shot.

Thus psychologically, Mr Skateboard had distracted the moron from his,task at,mass shooting enough to stop,him from doing so.

He blew,through almost,all,his rounds and,he knew,he would,need,his last round, or two in order to protect himself

Thus,he could,not shoot randomly into,the crowd

Then apparently he was held under citizens arrest until the cops came. Which could had caused another victim but it was successful. From news reports lacking information of another victim

So overall it was successful.

As I said I prefer my people not be shot. But they do wear bullet proof materials which is why they are fully covered head to toe just like Mr Skateboard was.

If he was carrying an automatic weapon with more ammunition then protocol is different than what did occur.

But a 5 to 6 bullet gun and with his clothing it could be seen what more he was likely holding... Its more important to instigate flight mode as opposed to killing instantly in the crowd of people.

Same with knives and so on

Removal is primary. Thus it cuts down on visibility and the PTSD and other sickness the crowd can suddenly be subdued to.

Most people whom want to mass shoot need secrecy. They need to not be identified and seen. So we identify and we notify they're seen. Hopefully flight occurs and not shooting.

So this was perfect as that is What occurred.

Mr Skateboard was the primary y'all saw.

But there were at least 10 more swarming to stand between the shooter and the crowd so they could be shot and not random people in the crowd. Those were unseen Heroes.

Not to only stand there and be shot But to disarm and deesclatate to protect everyone else.

My people are not actually taught to speak to destabilize or deesclatate. They have their research. They knew who he was and what was in his cargo van. They knew he must be removed from the streets.

To verbiage with him would to "befriend" him and not usually cause enough for arrest. It would be considered FBI work and not CIA work.

What i would said was "you need to put your gun in your pocket. People will kill you for having it out. There's a guy right over there on the other side in a pink shirt ready to kill anyone that looks like you. Hurry put it away"

Then i would killed him myself when he went back to his cargo van, where there was no to few witnesses. I probably would made up the color but i know at least 4 people would been staring at us hard so when he looked up he would been immediately intimidated. And the more he looked for the pink shirt that didn't exist the more hate he would see being stared back at him and he would stay less time.

And so thats why we don't teach or promote verbalige. It involves the heart. It means putting down a guard to where your own heart is exposed and you must in that moment truly care about that person.

Sure acting is applicable. But over time acting warps the mind and i dont want anyone to get mentally warped by my jobs. Action needs to be done and that action is disturbing enough, its the most mentally disturbing even for the most hardened minds.

So adding in words to twist shit. It isn't worth it to me.

But in this particular case i can see where word games would worked.

Now. The point in this case where it's different so its good... That our man was shot... Although not good.

Its public. The man was arrested. He happened to have previously ran for counsel for the state. He was a political candidate.

This is the year of the big Votes! (Rockthevote.org - register. Voting is this November!)

And so now everyone can see how critical their votes are this November.

Had we done it the way i know would prevented my working Hero to be injured -- no one would known. It would never been in the news. It would been a total secret CIA mission i may have off handed mentioned later one time to answer why he was missing. Because last time,he was seen was here with a cargo van full of weapons including a bazooka and.... You fill in the rest. Yeah.

So for political reasons and the election coming and intuitive and Great Tree advice it's very critical that it did occur this way -- for the public.

So what happened is that our Heroes leveled up. It was not that small Group of people in New Mexico it protected. But potieniently the whole entire world. All of our Heroes, Not just Mr Skateboard. By default he gets extra love and attention. And hey he deserves it. He fell and was shot. I know he's bruised and hurt. So he deserves that extra love and praise and all. But no one deserves any less. They all deserve all we got.

So it's very important to remember that bad people will volunteer or try to be in the government and do extra jobs in order to filter in their evil deeds.

People could say that i do it. And that is fine to see the process that looks like it. Because i do plan to insert what i want into the world. I do, 100%

And if you think paradise at an affordable price for all is evil then so be it.

So once again i thank my team and wish them all healthy well and safe. And extra healings to Mr Skateboard.

Now as far as my group being at a place I don't agree with the events taking place.

It doesn't matter. There are people just there whom are curious. And innocent.

They need protecting.

My people research areas people will be and they go where people will be.

People with people. That's all.

I hope you understand that.

My people will protect the idiot pulling the chain to destroy the statue from a random person as well as a mom and her children just experiencing history in,the making.

My people will not protect the idiot from himself nor the cops. If the,statue falls and he gets hurt and if no one else helps -- they must wait to allow others to assist, If no one else will then my team can render first aid if it is absolutely necessary unless it's time of death then they may go first to accelerate that.

But if it's a truly innocent idiot then they will help the person and tend the wounds until medic arrives.

If the cops intervene and want to arrest the idiot my people will stand back. Otherwise if it were me, they would intervene.

Like if I went and just got tired of watching them struggle and went over and said this is how you do it -- which my team also will do if the statue is in the progress and there is partial success and there's a danger, they may take over to help the statue falling with less damage and much safer for people around.

But an organiser that is doing it with ignorant destruction is not protected.

The organiser attracts all kinds of people. Innocent. People watching history. And evil..

So my good go to protect all. From mass casualties.

Then as each individual evil is extracted from the mass crowd they treat them as they individually deserve.

The group is protected as though they're all angels. As demons show themselves or people point them out then they're looked into the eyes and their karma is given.

That is their job.

So as I said it's difficult enough

To add engagement and to use the heart as opposed to physical force then can damage my CIA members.

They are CIA. CIA Is action orientated

FBI is verbal, talk.

Police are both as well as military

They investigate then act.

CIA gets the investigation research and has it from all sources in the entire world then act based on that research.

So the CIA is elite and different than any other organizations in the world.

FBI takes years. CIA takes 2 months at most to verify and then acts.

With the new SMS they can react with seconds.

They are exclusive.

And I appreciate them with my entire heart and I designed their jobs just like above, word for word.

So if you hate what they do then you hate a lot of me and you hate the world and you hate what,they are forced to do because the world has become so dangerous

I will protect them with my life. Because it is my life experiences and my love that determines how they act. What they do.

So I understand. I understand conflicting emotions

But what they do will not change.