#they won't SEE the clean eating or why ill ppl do it

[shallowrambles]

Ok but chronic illness, bloodborn, genetic -whatever it is- also gives you shame

You also feel dirty impure wrong malformed

At fault sin past life crimes abomination

Like you didn't try hard enough you just got born wrong and you don't know why

So you do vitamins and exercise and CLEAN eating you do it all to show how good you are you--

You feel like a burden you're pressured to submit to euthanasia you wanna be useful you gotta prove you're here for good reason-- you gotta make your life count because--

[golbrocklovely]

Finally home lol but girl that's not dark at all. I love when people are open and honest with their struggles. Mental illness is a serious thing that should be talked about more. I could tell you my whole story about my own struggles with suicidal thoughts and attempts but that would be too long for one ask haha

I myself am religious I guess lol. I go to church, not so much in the last year and a half. I guess I'm a born again Christian but I've always cringed at that phrasing seeing as I'm nowhere near as changed as others in my church circle lol. Got "saved" in 2017 and have been struggling to find my footing in this world since. What do I believe, what do I not believe? Can I not believe everything and still be a Christian?? (Holy shit I just blew my own mind with that question 🤣🤣)

I really want a pet Raccoon 😂 I don't know why but their little hands and the way they just paw at everything, melts my heart haha a more normal answer would be a ferret, mom won't let me get one cause she says they stink

Go to movie food is probably nachos or just good old popcorn. Not really a candy person anymore, hurts my teeth 😕

And worst food I've ever tried, damn that's tough haha I'm a very picky eater so I don't really go out of my usual foods but my mom made this weird casserole one time, it was both somehow wet and dry at the same time. Shit was just not it lol she hasn't made it since😂

And girl I ran out of questions to ask like 2 asks ago lmao I've enlisted the help of Google XD

What unusual thing do you find attractive in a person? What's your dream job? Would you ever start a YouTube channel?

sorry this took so long to respond to. have been busy cleaning up my house all day haha

i appreciate your kind words, and i feel the same. i'm happy when ppl can open up about their mental struggles bc it makes it loose the stigma. plus, it let's others know they're not alone.

i think when it comes to religion, there is no right or wrong way to do it for yourself (as long as you are not hurting you or others). so, i think you're doing just fine if you don't know what do as of right now. first and foremost, you got your whole life to figure things out, and also, regardless of if you believe in everything or not when it comes to christianity, god still loves you regardless. he made you for a reason bc he loves you, so you're not doing anything wrong by still figuring yourself and your religion out :)

omg a raccoon would be dope. i always wanted like a baby hippo. or an otter. they're just so fucking cute.

true, i've never been an eat candy at the movies person. i usually get both nachos and popcorn bc i like to dip the popcorn into the nacho cheese. it's really good, i highly recommend it.

see i'm the opposite, i haven't really found anything i full on disliked, just foods i either have been hesitant to try or food i like lol but i guess my answer would be sushi, but i haven't had any. i'm just gonna assume until i have it that i don't like it haha

true, might have to start doing that...

oooh, on guys i love when they have broad shoulders and a nice back lol i just think a good set of shoulders is so hot for some reason. like, colby has some nice shoulders, and good looking back as well. see... i feel weird saying all this now lmao

my dream job would be to be a singer. i love singing, and i hope one day i get to use my voice in that way, but who knows if that's gonna happen. genuinely, i would love to just do something in the art field, and that could mean singing, dancing, acting, writing, cooking, literally... anything. i love all things that have to do with art. but singing would be the dream scenario.

technically, i did start one back when i was a kid, like 13-14. i posted covers. i think i made three videos and then left the channel for dead. and i think recently i got a copyright strike or something like that on there bc i used music in the background while i sang. youtube is ridiculous in that way. but if i were to make a newer one (which like, i kinda want to do and kinda don't) i would want to be a movie commentary channel. i know, so original. but i think it would be fun. but i also think if i did make a channel, i would be doing all types of videos, not just commentary so... idk if anyone would actually watch me lol

questions: favorite music artists atm, worse movie you ever saw and why, describe the perfect day for you - what would you do, who would you see, ect

[the-firebird69]

We go on them i was dreaming

Me too, a day dream a wish a silent prayer for many years

Me too.

We mounted a full blown attack here, if more come in they will be oblidged to do the job

To try to

Yes

And we hear it, here already, went South to come back north and north to come south

Mac

We see why other business.

Sandman

We insist you tell us your involvement with this area

Mac

We want your stuff, are your kids as you say

Sandman

Did you bite heads of my ppl off in OC?

Mac

Yes did u see it

Sandman

No we heard about it before you spoke

Mac

You stole all our stuff we need to know why

Mac

We came for it for our survival ok, we need it to help us get by, and use it to get at him. Take him to our place feed him right heal his multiple wounds. Shoot yiu for being babiesmacs to line our pockets

And more. Found lots of guns in safety deposit boxes we use on u now

Sandman

What were you after

Mac

Why your rude is so bizarre

Sandman

We are close to starting wwiii, so you clean us out

Mac

We return now a bulldozer can't stop our rig

Sandman

Fine we defend oursrlves

Mac

Super! I hope I see it on the news, Macs form line holding hands like in china sympathizing with them to stop caravan of Sandman

Zues

Your right are you temps ppl?

Mac

No, we will prove it to you shortly

Sandman

Do know mop

Mac

No, should we, haha he said most back east did.

No we don't she don't run us has her own pidly force made of Mac Chris Houston

Sandman

I don't care about these they treat me like shit. Daily hourly secondly and accept any punishment i devise don't bother to stop me in any way, I get revenge on s now using this whimp act of thiers on them

Zues

We hit now ok, huge difference from what they say. They say your cool due to our actions

Sandman

I'm cool due to thier harsh idiotic treatment which wreakscof Satanists, so I snipe so to speak

Zues

Snipe?

Sandman

Hide in a blind spot of thiers called them choking on thier own chicken pick them iff using my forces but encourage them to think its infighting so well they are blind.

Zues

Makes sense wr like it. How does it work.

Sandman

They rattle my cage i storm off say ill finish this dragvsome there, have others empty out threats here, start Garth up he attracts Chinese and Russian soldiers. They mix it up, USA ignorant slobs think they have game, try picking off forgieners to use as a reason for false flag operations overseas, mine cover both ends taking huge bites out of both, females and forgieners there to take the blame as buffers as thry do that work anyways. Meanwhile I remove THORIUM and gold and megacomouters and megalasers and more using them as cover in my black op move

Zues

A mouthful but it happens a lot here yes

Allah

Yes it does

Zues

We act on it now

Allah

We slaughter you too, his words make sense we do it every time you try a new crew comes you spark up we hit both too

Other groups do too. Yiur wierd many of you just lay there getting hit like fat slobs

Garth

Fine we deserve it

Mac

No. Yiu ask for it demand it. It's like suicide yiur so aweful

Garth

You get dropped complete too, millions, still piur in hollering like recently freed little girls from Tampa sex trade who made it back from overseas. Your fn nuts and as lame as a cow to be butchered, a cow.

Zues

Expert on killing... Then I think you think if ways to kill and we had you doing it. So. Yiu figured it out. We kill you

Mac

Nah. Yiu die. What I figured out is just what it says yiur mouth writes checks your whole body can't cash

Zues

We can't stand it we suck, so badly we can't say. We are in commie territory and everyone can't stand us so bad they send little girls to ssy go f off now. But our stuff wreeks, most Macs act so bad we can't stand them either... We do it forvwwiii. But they suck so bad they f up every time.

Mac

We know why we are rancid. We blew it can't shut up

Trump

Jesus Christ the bitch is hot too has too many on her won't shut it

Mac

Your nesciant to a flaw. I need Allah to break some stuff let's hear them

Zues

We will, Thor? I agree this is it we can't stand yiu friggin morons get out or yiur dead all of you a, and any who may it herr

We do that, disable the airports now reduce populace so he can eat.

Fast now

Thor

We are on it

Allah

Close the gate

Thor

Will do

Allah and other

Olympus