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butterflieswhisper · 5 months ago

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i was genuinely planning to watch more of ratastrophe tonight but i started it, got to "[you whispered to unidingo: please don't die out there yet] I think their hunt is more successful if i'm not there" and my phone case literally fell apart in my hands. so.

#whisp whispers #i do have so many thoughts about that. the transition from 'i want you alive for the lilies' to 'don't die yet' is so. hm #i could disect the way fishie acts about her allies i think it's so.... this is the first time really she seems to accept they will die #kikis season one death was obviously devastating. space's should've been expected tbh but it also sucked. and then moch... i mean.#moch dies and fishie suddenly gains a very strong sense of her own mortality. it's not from being on red. she was on red and said it felt #better. and then moch died. and she ran.#i honestly don't remember much of fishie s2 because i watched it all in like a day maybe two and haven't rewatched any of it since. but #again she seems so. convinced she and dingo will live. she is so unbothered when dingo dies and is more shocked than anything by the tunes #and season three. look how well the lilies are doing. and then dingo dies. and then moch dies. and then moch dies again. and suddenly death #is real to her. it's an inevitable. it's not something they can ignore anymore death will happen to them and it hits fishie the hardest #please let me revive you. please. please. the words of someone who did not get to process death before it happened. and then it's 'yet'.#it's not 'don't die' it's 'don't die yet'. death is something that will happen now. and if fishie wins then. god. i think that would kill #her. if she's standing out there alone. death is a very real thing now isn't it.#im hoping for a fishie win it does seem like fishie won. but i still don't know actually #they should let oku win for funzies #these tags could be their own post but i'm not rewriting them so. meh #edit hi i totally forgot about the 'without me there' bit. beastlife fishie not blame herself for death challenge (impossible)#i think the way she blames herself actually ties directly back to the whole refusing to acknowledge mortality thing. she's so surprised when #people die as if she's not in the death games. should somebody tell her she's in death games

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