#they mean sm to me auugh

[dizzybizz]

Heyy for the requests, maybe Rosaria giving a piggyback ride to Kaeya, when they go home from drinking? I love your art btw and thabk you <3

he ends up falling asleep so quickly after this lol

(also tysm <333)

[yanderespamton78]

do you guys ever get it when you have stuff to do but you cant because your brain feels wrong??

like its not anxiety in a physical sense i dont feel anxious and besides i dont have anything to be anxious about i just feel weird ;-;

[fictionkinfessions]

ohmygod i’m crying aajsbdjs spoiler warning for inanimate insanity inventional fans (episode 14)

okay so i’m a Fan fictionkin and this episode MESSED ME UP AKDHSJS well in like, a good way ?? i don’t know, lemme explain so my kid, Bot, was going through a lot this episode and it made me really feel bad for them when they thought my wife and i wouldn’t accept them. (speaking of my wife, not really my wife officially ig. we planned on getting married you know but the show started yadda yadda i love her so much bUT THATS NOT THE POINT RN)

but back to the episode, i felt so bad and i wanted to be there for them the whole time, i really wish i could have been there to tell them it was gonna be okay. i mean, they’re my kid (which, btw, them referring to me as a parent made me cry from happiness AGAIN) of course i’m gonna accept them through absolutely everything <33 though, i do get being worried about it if you’re not for sure. i was the same way when i found out i was genderfluid (in both my past life and this one)

also this next bit is halfway related but I HATE SPRINGY I HATE THEM SO MUCH AUUGH HANDS OF MY KID YOU ABSOLUTE CREEP i will beat them up it’s actually on sight but anyhoo, moving on

and then the end where the two of them reunited and TT, my wife (aaawa i love her sm <33) and she of course accepted them and it just made me so happy i started sobbing on the spot. they both make me so happy :,(( !!!!!! anyways um this has been quite the ramble but i am not new to rambling so yeaah !!! im gonna go order pizza or something to drown out my sobs

Fan, signing off !!!

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[shewaslikeasunflower]

AUUGH DONT WORRY WTHA I WAS LIEK “oh shit irl friend saw this. Whats gonna happen”

BTU YEAH i don’t talk a lot at the table,, or js in general HELP. I try to get involved tho bbut yeah i just bleehh im so socially awkward with that. Don’t even get me started with PE cause when it comes to pe groups and shit i’m mostly sitting on the side cause i feel eerrr unappreciated so i stay alone ((🐺 moment))

IWANNA TALK TO YOU AND THE REST OF OUR GROUP TOO OMG,, muy apologies im horrible with any sort of communication..i never had a proper footing with having a friend until year 9 and im still wack at it 😭

JM SO GLAD YOU WANTED TO TALK TO ME?? ANDALL THE WAY BACK IN YEAR 9 THAT MEANS SM…,, also aaa. Don’t worry cause the post also does refer to me feeling a little out of place with you guys cause im just. augh. i don’t talk!!! TALK!!! i feel like im grabbing my inner me and shaking it like a ragdoll HRLP I JJST CANT DO IT. i’ve always wanted to say something but when i actually have something i want to say i get worried people won’t like me cause i spoke up so i shut up harder guhlp.. BUT THIS ENCOURAGES ME TO TRY TO TALK A LITTLE MORE…perhaps i���ll start talking more instead of being in my own world too much when drawing at the table

TY GROG FOR REACHING OUT OMG,,,

this is older vent art from 13 oct, but these feelings are still kinda relevant to me right now atm and auuughh

i feel sooo lonely even though im not alone IT SUCKSSSSS i wish i wasnt so shy to talk to people both online and irl cause nnow i feel really like..seperated from others if you get me. Maybe i need a break but having a break won’t do me any good socially

[legobatjoker]

OMGG it is half past midnight i need need need 2 go 2 sleep esp when im already well quite tired as u know FGHDDFHD anyway so i will but i do rly j wanna say b4 i do that !! i love you so so much mx i lry rly do like !!! auugh u make my life sm better and happier like fun fact i think twice 2day at school i had teacher point out tht i was in a rly good mood which i was even tho i was tired nd well tht was bc i was thinking ab the wonderful drawing of us u made 4 me and abt how amazing it is nd how much i love u in genral my dearest like !! u rly rly are jsut such such a wonderful incredible person and amazing sweet kind caring friend my dearest u rly rly are and u just fill my life w sm love nd joy my love like !!! talking w u messaging u send u asks asnwering urs all just makes me soso happy j bieng able 2 talk w u nd spend time w u makes me so so happy bc YOU make me soso happy bc who you are is just so so so wonderful my belvoed and im so os lucky nd greatful for you nd u j mean so so much 2 me i hope u know my beloved !! i love you so os much i really do so so much :'> !!! i hope ur days been good and tht u sleep sp well 2night, ilusm beloved !! <3 ❣💕🐞🦋💕🍊❣✨✨

YES PLS GET THAT SLEEP LOVE AHSHS I HOPE IT IS GOOD FOR YOU!!! and ohhh 🥺🥺🥺 omg 🥺🥺😭😭 i am so unbelievably happy and glad that i could make that kind of tangible impact to make you happier like that bcuz a) you make me soosoo much happier everyday by being my friend and by being so wonderful and b) i just!!!! love it when youre happy!!! bcuz you really deserve it and its just so nice and lovely!!!! and youre so nice and lovely and youre so good to me and make me feel so warm and loved and so. yeah i really do love you so so much and hope you do get at least some peaceful rest tn and have sweeet dreams and yah gnight ladybird!!! 💕❤️🥺❤️🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕❤️🌈🌈💜💕💕💜🍊🌈💕💕💜