#they dont deserve all these sleeping gas and everything

[give-me-your-heart]

Inazuma Eleven Orion in a nutshell

Inazuma Japan: please just one safe and fair match without any cheating or injuries, please just one safe and fair match without any cheating or injuries, please just one safe and fair match without any cheating or injuries, pLEASE JUST ONE SAFE AND FAIR MATCH WITHOUT ANY CHEATING OR INJURIES- Orion: we don't do that here

[st4rgiirll]

unfortunate

jj maybank x reader

warnings: nervous!reader, forced proximity kinda?? shitty rushed writing, swearing, it drags on a little sorry!

NOT PROOF READ!!

the pogues had decided to go on a little trip, after the horrific events of the gold and the drama inbetween, you all figured you deserved it. it was mainly you and kiara that planned it, you two were the only two who had even gone camping before. besides, you used to do girls brigade, you knew a thing or two.

a long twinkie ride, 4 gas station stops, and one instance of being pulled over was all it took to get to the campsite. it was beautiful, truly. it was surrounded by a few mountains and the woods, you'd definitely do some exploring in the later days. you could hear the faint sounds of water running, definitely a river around, maybe a waterfall if you were lucky.

you had packed with kiara, cleo, and sarah. you definitely had gotten sidetracked more than once. kiara insisted on having her own tent, she enjoyed the space. pope and cleo were obviously coupled up so they'd sleep in a tent together, the same went for john b and sarah. that left you and jj, which you decided to share.

you helped the blonde boy set the tent up, and after a lot of failure and laughs, you finally got it up. you made one last walk around the tent to make sure all the pegs were put in the ground properly. then you got your bag out of the twinkie, you didnt pack much, just clothes and swimsuits. you never knew when a swimming opportunity would show up.

john b had been preparing dinner for us, with the help of sarah so he wouldnt burn it. so you made your way outside to the others, grabbing a plate. you ate the food, complimenting the couple on their cooking skills (it was mainly sarah that cooked it). the others made jokes and laughed while they ate, you chimed in occasionally but you were mainly focused on finishing the food.

when you all finished your food, you started a fire. roasting marshmallows, making smores. anything you could think of really. you made conversation, mainly talking about the fun times in our friendships. it was nice, you really enjoyed it.

it was late at night when you realized it. your phone torch on, searching around your camp area. fuck, you thought. you forgot your goddamn sleeping bag. so much for girls brigade. jj looked at you in confusion, what the fuck were you looking for? you could practically hear his confused thoughts.

"i left my fucking sleeping bag back at the chateau." you huff, annoyed at yourself for your stupidity.

"seriously? out of everything you could've forgotten, you forget one of the most important things?! that's just unfortunate." he laughs heartily.

"yeah, get it all out of your system. so funny." you frown, he always found your misfortune funny.

he'd always try and help out though, that was what best friends were for.

"where the hell am i gonna sleep?" you groan, rubbing your face in frustration.

"we can always share mine?" he proposes.

"huh?" you ask, dumbfounded with your jaw a little slack.

he placed two fingers under your jaw and shut it. "dont wanna catch flies now, do ya cupcake?"

you could hear the smirk on his face, you wouldn't even need to look at him to know he was smirking.

"uh i-i guess we could share." you shrug, trying to act nonchalant.

it didnt work very well, your face felt a little hotter than normal and you coukd guarantee you were as red as a tomato. he unzips his sleeping bag, beckoning you over. you join him with a bright blush on your face, resting your head on the pillow he brought with.

"comfy?" he asked.

you nod in response, afraid your voice would betray your excitement. when you finally composed yourself, you spoke.

"thank you, by the way, for sharing the sleeping bag.." you smile shyly.

"'course, couldnt let ya sleep on the cold hard floor. that's no way to treat a pretty girl." he knew exactly what he was doing.

it was safe to say, when you came out of the tent the next morning you were quite literally ambushed with teasing. you and jj both seemed to forget that you could still hear through a tent. whoops?

[mmunson86]

I felt that my spine cracks when i get up in the morning but its a good crack if that makes sense lol😂

We have made a nice little life here in Hawkins & its exciting that we are being invited to this BBQ its a nice way to make more friends🥹💗

I want to hurt every MF who still gives Eddie a hard time, his name was cleared get fucking over it! I am glad we have brought some sort of sunshine to our grumpy cute bartender💗

I am not crying you are! Eddie is traumatized / closed off because of the horrors he had to endure my heart aches i hope he realizes we want him to let us in we wont hurt him🥹

Ohhh boy yeah yup i am nervous i hope he doesnt mind we are here? I mean i am glad we got invited everyone seems so sweet i just hope he is happy to see us here🥲

I am actually relieved that he is happy we are here , everyone seems to enjoy our presence ,but we could be talking with you Eddie you just distance yourself we would love to be close you just have to trust it & let us get close🥹

“Can we keep her?” Eddie groans

See Eddie, Robin wants to keep us around say yes you know you wan too☺️

“I'm serious. Steve’s cooking can be questionable.”

Ohh shut it Eddie it is not gas we know that Steve has always been a babysitter that man can cook😅

Oh well shit i am not crying, i know we were not meant to hear that but fuuuck did it hurt , ill be crying myself to sleep😭

“Aren’t you going to, oh I don’t know, follow her? Make sure she’s okay? Come on, man.”

No no Steve please i would like it if he didnt come after us he would just catch us crying all the way to our shop, save us the embarrassment 😔

I love how Steve is hitting him with good advise thank you Steve, and to the flower shop owners thank you for telling him to get his shit together

“I figured one day you’d tell me”

Everything is on your terms Eddie we respect you & want you to do things when you are ready we dont want to pressure you💗

First we are thrift shopping with Eddie and now he is offering to make us a shelf?!🙈🫶🏻

“That young, summer love. I remember when I was your age.”

A girl can only hope one day Eddie takes a plunge sir, but for now we are friends🫶🏻

“You got a little paint…right here,” he says

I am spining around like a ballerina lord he makes my heart skip a beat🥰

Yeah agreeed Chance isnt for us so soo long mr.man you are just not our type and that is okay

Wayne is a saint ISTG that man ooo i would throat punch a biiitch for that man, thank goodness Eddie has him

Stop it i have already cried soo much! We threw him a surprise party! Eddie you deserve the world and soo much more😭💗

Me throughout this entire chapter⬇️

Begin Again: Chapter Two

Summary: The year is 1988. After the loss of a beloved family member, you find yourself inheriting an old coffee shop. The quiet bartender at the Hideout across the street just so happens to catch your eye.

(18k+ words; eddie munson x afab!reader; sunshine!reader x grumpy!eddie vibes)

Warnings: Vignette style (sorta); Eddie’s post S4 trauma; panic attacks; nightmares; family member loss; grief; alcohol use; mild smut in later chapters so 18+; additional warnings to be added.

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If he recieved readers digest from me professor he'll look through everything I have readers digest and Im not tweaking anymore how bustards come find me to reread everything. your a corrupt drug dealer; and became a doctor. tooo much my mom is not going to whoop or find ateJennilyn doctor from holy name d and get out of my hospital bed from both doctors. Do I know what Im suppose to not know? that I know about psuychotic and mental intisutute unit and I swallowed and drank peach inscents oil staring a poison bottle in the utility room. Im the owner of BP before Kuya marc bought the gas station he founded it because of me and he will nd fight if people try to take his gas statio on New Bridge Ave and the most violent ciminal and im the only one in the store everytime my mom threathens to go to the unit need to check myself in holy nam e emergency room. Theyre always going to ask me to leave and I always want and need to sleep in all the loose air that im claustorphobic. im not sure where my anger comes from im a good and nice person iD RATHER BE WORTHLESS AND A SHITFULL PERSON MY MOM AND DAD TOOK MY SIENCE PROJECT AND LIFE IS GROWING BECAUSE OF MY MIND. AND POLICE WORK IS IN REITERATION AND EVERY SINGLE SNEATIVESITUATION IS SAFE TO PROOVE BY AN ADULT ABOUT PEOPLE COPOYING ME THAT I HAVE TO ACT DISRESPECTTake a picture I'm not putting you on the pediphile list. I treat my mom like a bitch women I caught myself being very respectfull and latched out in disrespect she doesnt dserve to be respected how shes infront of me and shes not capable of being a mom shes timid and weak. MY MOM IS A CANDIATE TO BE ABNORMAL HOW SHE IS A GOOD PERSON ON EARTH; THE WAY SHE PERVIEVES AND SPEAK TO ME. threatening to send me to unit and I do terminate they are my mom and dad at birth dont even know if they are my biological parents im only being nice even more, she deserves to get her ass whooped about southern American moms whoop southern american daughters Filing paperworks under my name Im retired at 18 not being on her health insurance anymore;

[the-saddest-lesbian]

I am tired

I have told you this a million times but still you dont listen. Either that or tou dont care, and i dont know which one is worst.

I told you I cant sleep because you snore, and you don't try to fix it because it doesn't bother you.

I told you it bothers me an I feel so fucking lonely when all you do all day is sleep and I get home and still have a lot of stuff to do, but it doesn't bother you because I manage just fine to be up till 2 am cooking for you

I told you to lock my car but it also doesn't bother you and you keep forgetting it

I had to tell you to not eat all the bread all the time because I have nothing to eat in the morning. I HAD TO TELL YOU THAT.

The only time my mother came to our place you came home and treated me like shit because you wanted to be out with your friends and not be cleaning our house. My mother washes your dirty clothes and you think buying her a fucking soda is too much that you ask me to do it. You drive my car and when I ask help paying for gas you either look at me like "really?" or you ask if 20 reais is enough. You almost never offer to buy me anything, pay anything for me and I do that for you. I do anything for you. Maybe I am selfish but I don't think this relationship is balanced. It is comfortable for you but for me not so much.

It's like you don't care at all, so i am starting not to care as well.

I always think if I ever will meet someone who completes me the way you do, who thinks the same way and likes the same stuff. We do have a lot in common.

But it's what my father told me one day.

Doing the fun stuff with anyone is easy. Doing the obligations and being an adult is very very hard, and I think we are not on the same page about that.

The house is a fucking mess because we are a fucking mess, you said it.

I am suffering since forever. I never wanted this. I love you.

But I hate me. I hate who I have become. I hate what I have done.

I really love you. You are amazing and the best guy I have ever met. You deserve someone better than me. You deserve to have your will to live again, your will to love. I know I have taken that away from you and I will never ever forgive myself for it.

I also think you deserve someone who is capable of loving you enough to help you grow. I cannot do this anymore. I did what I could. I cannot go on. And I want so many things, I want everything... and I need someone who thinks and feels the same way. I know you will never be this person, just as I will never be this person for you.

I feel like our time together is slipping through my fingers like sand and I would do anything to get it back, even though I know it would end in this same exact way.

Sometimes I wish we had never met so neither of us would have to suffer like this.

We had A LOT of good times. We created so many memories and I really wish we stayed friends and in touch. I just cannot keep this thing going on forever... it's like we expired long ago. Before last year. Before all that. And I am just trying to see how long I can take it and the answer is "not much longer"

So either we both change and try to become a little bit what the other one needs or it's not gonna go well. And I think I know which path we are choosing on this one.

[happys-crazy-queen22]

Out For Blood

Gif credit @afacelesschampion

Requested on wattpad.

Sorry I've been absent, it's been a crazy month. But hopefully I'm back, if the inspiration keeps up. Havent had much lately. So we'll see. Thanks for sticking around.

Taglist @nocturnalherb16. @jesseswartzwelder. @leaalfred. @twistnet. @baylishh. @believinghurts. @ilovetaquitosmmmm. @mayans-mc @mypridefulsoul27.

WARNING: Kidnapping. Children abandonment. Murder. Blood. Assault on women. Killing. Hostage situation.

It was your normal routine, taking the kids to the market and getting fruits and vegetables for dinner. But something was different. You could smell it in the air.

Looking over your shoulder you saw two men looking at you. They weren't regulars around there and they weren't Miguel's people. They two were watching you.

"Alberto"? You called over to your security guard.

"Yes, Señora Galindo".

"Can you take our stuff to the car and get one of the others to get the kids? Cristobal is tired". You tell him and he nodded.  Grabbing the bags.

You held onto Melya, your two year old daughter and held Cristobals held as you walked along. The two men followed you. You knew not to panic or show fear. But deep down inside you knew you had to protect your kids.

Hurrying along you went to go to the car since your men havent showed up but as you got to the car there they were, laying dead on the ground their throats slit.

You cover your sons eyes with your hand and turned to run back into he market but you bumped into one of the men following you.

"Cual es la prisa"? The toothless man asked you with a snicker.

"Please. Dont hurt my babies. Please. I'll go with you just dont hurt them". You begged, tear falling down your face.

He nodded to another man that was behind you. You kissed both Cristobal and Melyas head and told them you loved them very much and sat them in the car. It was a beautiful day the sun was shining and the wind blew a cool  breeze.

"We wont hurt them. We came for you anyways". The toothless man spoke as you turned around.

"Can you call their father? Just for him to get them, please? I dont want them out here all alone. They're so little". You sobbed into your hands.

"Don't worry. He knows". The toothless man grabbed your upper arm, you let out a yelp. He dragged you away. You looked upon the kids as you walked. They were fine. Not crying. Just sitting in the back seat playing with they're toys. It killed you to know that this was the last time you would ever see them.

Miguel fault through the crowd of the market. Someone left him a letter to come to the market or else. He didnt take threats to kindly.

He didnt see his wife or kids. Nestor made all his men scatter out and find you. But the only thing they found was the kids sleeping in the back seat.

"Mickey"? Nestor called over the walkie talkie.  Miguel's heart dropped as he ran. Nestor held Melya in his arms when Miguel got to the car.

"Where's Y/N"? Miguel grabbed up his son and daughter. Hugging them tightly.

"No sign. My men are checking". Nestor walked away, talking on the walkie talkie.

"My babies". Miguel kissed their faces.

"Where's momma"? Cristobal asked with a yawn.

"She's still shopping". Miguel put on a fake smile.

"What about the man? Is he still shopping"?

"Man? What man, Cristobal"?

"He was mean to mommy. No teeth. Rrr".

Miguel didn't know what to say. His mind was with you and all he could think about was getting you out before it was to late.

"Sir"? A young boy came over to Miguel and tapped on his shoulder. "I was told to give this to you". And the boy ran off.

Miguel opened the paper and it read "ten million or she dies". Along with a address.

"I'm going alone". Miguel picked up the kids and headed to the SUV.

"You can't. I'm going with you. It's to dangerous". Nestor followed.

"Take the kids home and watch them. Dont take your eyes off of them, Nestor". Miguel kissed their heads and buckled them up.

"Here, at least take this". Nestor handed Miguel a pistol. "It's small, discreet. Maybe they wont find it".

"Thanks. Watch over my kids". Miguel ordered Nestor as he walked away. Going back through the crowd to his car.

Nestor looked at the address and knew exactly where it was. He wasn't going to let Miguel get himself killed. So he told his men to watch over the kids. He had something to do.

Miguel pulled up to an empty house. It was falling apart, there were no windows or even a front door. But outside in the drive way was a nice brand new SUV with thirty day tags.

"Hold it". A older man came out of the house carrying a machine gun, pointed right at Miguel.

"Where's my wife"?

The man didnt say anything he patted down Miguel and pushed him along the drive way to the front door. Looking around making sure no one followed.

Miguel could hear talking and laughing. Music playing in the back ground.

"Jefe". The older man called out as he walked into the room. There wasnt a kitchen or livingroom. Just a big open space.

"Where's my money"? The toothless man came over. Cristobal was right, he was a monster.

"Where's my wife first"? Miguel gulped, but kept his cool.

"She's right there. Didn't you see her? She goes great with the floor". The toothless man stepped aside and Miguel couldnt keep his composure.

You were laying on the floor lifeless. Your face was unrecognizable. They had beaten you so badly that your eyes had swelled shut.

"Hijo de puta". Miguel went to lunge at the man in front of him but he was stopped by a gun to his head from a man behind him, that, he didn't notice before.

The toothless man clicked his tongue. "You should show some respect. Do you know who I am, pendejo"? He walked closer to your body.

"A fucking coward. Beating on women. My fucking wife". Miguel snapped.

"I'm the son of Jorge García. The man you murdered and my mother". The son of Jorge García took out his gun and placed it against your temple. Grabbing a fist full of hair and pulling you up. You let out a whimper but had no more fight left in you.

"Your father was a soplón, a rat. He deserved everything he got. Now your mother, she begged forgiveness and I was going to let her live but she decided to kill one of my men so I had to kill her. It was business". Miguel spoke outraged and heartbroken. He tried to hide his tears.

"Oh look, my father's killer has feelings for this puta. Where was that for my mother"? García jabbed the guns barrel harder into your temple.

"What do you want? Me to apologize for killing your parents? Fine I apologize. Now please let my wife go. We have two beautiful kids and they need their mother". Migue pleaded.

"Then they'll know how I felt my entire life. Living without my parents. But you, you'll live with the guilt of knowing you couldn't save your wife. You got her killed for your life choices, remember that". García laughed with a smirk as he pulled the trigger. With one quick move you were gone. Your body hit the ground with a thud and you blood splattered onto the wall, floor and Miguel.

Miguel screamed, dropping to his knees crawling to your body, tears were a flowing waterfall down his face. His face heated with anger.

He scooped up your head and placed it gently in his hands. "I'm so sorry, Mi Amor. I'm sorry. I couldn't save you. Please forgive me". Miguel kissed your cold lips.

"Where's my money"?

Miguel lifted his head slowly, with a sniffle. "It's in the trunk of my car". Miguel looked back down at your face. His hand slowly inching it's way to his boot, taking the small pistol in his hand. With one quick jerk he shot García in the leg. The man with the machine gun came running up and went to shoot but he was quickly taken out along with the other men in the room. Nestor, walked into the room, his gun drawn.

"Mickey". Nestor ran over to Miguel.

"Bring him to me". Miguel didnt look up as he gave orders to go get García who limped off during the gunfire.

Nestor took off and found his prey laying on the back steps, breathing heavy.

"Get up". Nestor, grabbed Garcías hair and dragged him in side. Miguel was waiting. He had taken off his dress shirt and placed it under his wife's head.

Nestor pushed García in front of Miguel.

"Tell your parents I said fuck you". Miguel shot García in the head right between the eyes.

"What do you want me to do about the bodies"? Nestor asked.

"Burn it all down". Miguel said emotionless. He handed Nestor the gun and went to his wife. Gently picking her up and carrying her out of the room. Placing her in the back seat of his car.

Nestor grabbed the gas cans that laid outside and poured it over the bodies and struck a match. The bodies were engulfed in flames soon the whole building was.

Miguel didn't want her to burn with her killer. She deserved better than that a proper burial. So his kids can have closer and he can have somewhere to come and talk with her about life.

[parismemes]

THINGS I’VE SAID ON DISCORD (OCTOBER EDITION) AS SENTENCE STARTERS.

“tell me everythng.” “HEHEHEHEHEHEHE” “i have read every single one of them and do not intend to stop” “i on principle only like songs that go hard” “I DIDNT THINK IT WAS GOING TO BE THAT SAD WHAT THE FUCK” “heehoo. water boy.” “why i always sleep through this shit i hate it here” “gacha games count as gambling” “im also there. im laughing” “u r doing so much math and im just like hehe money” “what the fuck what the fuck NOOO what the fuck im dfgjhhfjgdhjfgkjdkghjd” “what a traumatic backstory” “I CAN SEE YOU READING MY MESSAGES IM GONAN GET FINESSED OUT THE FUCKIN WINDOW“ “THAT’S not good!” “if hes a fraid of dogs that sounds like a him problem” “i honestly deserve recognition for the absolute shit i just pulled off” “YES FUCK YEAH YEAH YEAH HELL YEAH FUCK YEAH HELL FUCKIN YEAH WOOOOOOOOO YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!” “why the fuck would you want that” “yeah hes my only one true love” “by a few i of course mean like 600″ “no one fucking appreciate me” “thank you ___ for being the only person who appreciate me” “i reveal it in pieces and make you put it together like a puzzle” “im smart and never regret it“ “see, i just dont think thats right” “i will continue dangling it in front of your face like a scientist dangling bait in front of a fish (who is also in a maze)” “hes actually like an absolute fucking nerd a complete fool a fucking dumbass” “sorry your message glitched and i cannot read. anyway back to my leverage over you which is forcing you into a corner,” “it's not extortion because i don't know what extortion means” “why do they talk like exes. its because they are exes” “TIME SENSITIVE QUESTION PLEASE RESPOND” “he's a content creator he'll be fine” “what does this mean? but yes” “NICE NICE NNICE NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE” “for future record ___ just used the word poggers” “look at all these fuckin blondes” “its only been like a week and a half at most” “hes doing it out of affection” “ISNT THIS THE FUNNIEST SHIT YOUVE EVER SEEN” “you are terrible and also the worst” “i was going to send it at midnight but i got distracted trying to figure out the most barebones way to say happy birthday without sounding weird” “do you think i get punished more or less if i do sins” “i dont think the sins count as extra points if you commit them on the way to hell” “run over pedestrians” “i am slowly descending into insanity today, as a hobby” “you are a shit boy. a little shit boy go eat boxes“ “it's ok. we can figure it out later” “i didnt notice at first but it is in fact All The Fuck Over” “ITS BEEN OVER 12 HOURS” “hey guys just turns out we might have a ✨ gas leak ✨” “im sure if we put our braincells together we can figure SOMETHING out” “curious georg” “thank god. i could and would have argued this for several hours” “i think the worst thing ive heard today is someone calling the movie enchanted a reverse isekai” “i should not and will not stop” “i was RIGHT AHHAHAHAHAHAGAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA” “that wasnt a question you read it wrong” “i have no idea who this is but that wont stop me” “THIS MAN REALLY SAID HEAD EMPTY WHAT IS MONEY” “sometimes i say things and its best to just pretend you know what i mean” “WOT THIS” “I DONT WANT PEE ON MY BED“ “tired of all these stupid fuckin plants” “could you even really consider jelly filled donuts donuts?” “actually everything is real” “if you eat cereal for dinner, you're not having fucking breakfast” “i think my in real life superpower is that i have freakishly fast metabolism” “i dont care if you are evil you are MY TYPE” “you dirty criminal” “is a dessert item a dessert if it isn't eaten after dinner? discuss” “ok im done for the Right Now” “found a concerning orb. in the sky.” “HOW DID YOU KILL THEM” “why do i do this to myself why do i keep doing this” “the only simp here is me” “I No Longer Wish To Know!“ “DID THEY JUST END AN ENTIRE SPECIES” “WE ARE DETERMINED” “this is also really funny by virtue of the fact that these people are all fucking british” “they throw rocks at me and say we want the himbo” “THE CONTEXT IS IMPORTANT HERE” “its something that i SPECIFICALLY am passionate about” “hanburnger?” “thats just what living with siblings is like” “howd she get there? fuckin beats me dude idk” “i remember everything i am like a shark with an abnormally good memory” “i am sorry that you are predictable” “Hey Guys, Just Checkiing In To Make Sure You Got My Joke, Just Making Sure, I Just Wanted To Check In And See If You Got The Joke, Because I Was Afraid You Wouldnt Get It, So Im Just Checking In,” “i marked your worm” “what are you gonna do. unsend whatever you send me? i am Shaking in my fuzzy socks rn” “you Know i hate the idea of being wrong” “You Did Not Need To Stroke His Ego” “i am too stupid to live and if i was not vaccinated my genes would have no chance of being passed on because i would be dead” “~the oldest anarchy server in minecraft history~” “am i shaking because of adrenaline or rage.... who can tell” “I HAVE SO MUCH ADRENALINE IN ME BUT ITS 1 AM IN THE MORNING” “jokes on u i fucking HATE ___ i think hes the worst” “JUST IMPULSE MADE BROWNIES AT 9 PM HEYOOOO” “cry about it more bitch boy maybe piss your pants while ur at it” “im getting so casually toxic back to toxic gamer boys” “itll be fiiiiiine” “we are all stupid mice who take turns being the piper” “queen of bargains is me i am the queen of bargaining and scoring deals” “its not TECHNICALLY a direct threat but also yes it is” “i see a demon i go possess me then bitch boy u wont” “AAAA THE FUCKIN VIIIIBES” “IM NOT GOING TO STOP BEING MAD ABOUT IT”

[slashiest-slasher]

fam idc if its been years gimme those bo and vinny hc's

im DRUNK, i JUST FINISHED WATCHING HOUSE OF WAX, lets GOOOOOOOOO \ \ \ (ง ͡ʘ ͜ʖ ͡ʘ)ง / / /

Bo Sinclair:

- Tbh Bo is a Perfect Gentleman, in that traditional southern redneck way. He will respectfully look away is ANYONE got their tiddies out. His mama may have been a piece of shit, but Bo still learned some manners.

- He is the annoying asshole sibling, but he is super overprotective of Vincent. in the “haha freak- wait he’s MY freak, dont you dare touch him!” So he will tie Vincents hair to the bedframe while he sleeps, but dont you dare lay a finger on Vinny.

- Tbh if his parents werent so awful he would’ve gone into wrestling in high school. Like he angey all the time? Wanna beat the shit out of people. Do it in a legal way and embarrass your foes by engaging in glorious melees and wipe them across the battlefield in combat.

- He kind of likes to just... Sleep in his truck or the Restraining Chair in the basement of the gas station, sometimes, cause of the freaky shit Vincent gets up to in the middle of the night, and also his truck and the restraining chair are comfy.

- NSFw but I dont care, Bo is an absolute champ at sucking dick and eating pussy. He is an oral KING and absolutely uses it as a way to control his partner. But he says no homo before suckin dick cause he aint gay or nothin (fellas is it gay to have anothers man dick in your mouth?)

Vincent Sinclair:

- Vincent is a very tactile and handsy guy. He’s just gotta... Listen, he has to touch everything. Like, tools, wall molding, doors, tables and counters, stuff laying around the house. Even faces, on occasion. Bo hates it.

- Another thing Bo hates is how Vincent will just stand there, watching him sleep. Or go as far to surround him with little wax figurines while he sleeps. Hey, Vincent isn’t malicious to his brother, he just annoys the shit out of him by doing shit like this.

- He used to put his hair up in braids or ponytails or buns, but Bo kept on making fun of him for it, so he stopped. Honestly he like having his hair out of his face. He already cant see so well because of his deformities, leave his other eye alone :(

- Vincent is very calculated when killing, which is why he targets ankles. Minimal injury to cover up, by practically immobilizes his targets. This paired with waxin people up means he has some weird fetishes, like ankles, wrists, the inside of elbows, and the crux of thighs and necks.

- Speaking of which, Vincent is the bisexual king we all deserve. From waxin up both men and women, he’s had ample time to become attracted to both forms. Both he’s nervous about Bo finding out he likes men so all his wankin material are of women.

if only these idiots would just talk to each other lol

[ratanslily]

Lover of Mine

pairing: Rafael Aveiro x f!mc (Grace Sullivan)

note: Rafael and all oph characters belong to pixelberry! Grace belongs to @inacrowdofchoices ❤️

genre: honestly i dont even know what this is, but ends with fluff.

warnings: death mention (no, there's no major character death!), some mentions of the gas leak taken place in chapter 11 (?) please dont read if you're uncomfortable with any of these topics!

summary: just a rewrite of chapter 11 and 12 but with more rafael moments!

words: 1,014+

song inspo: lover of mine by 5 seconds of summer. wanted to write it for bryce, but made more sense for rafael and i wanted to write for @inacrowdofchoices sometime so!

tagging @choicesficwriterscreations @openheartfanfics

((didn't have much time to edit sorry!))

Grace saw her life flash before her eyes as she witnessed Rafael jumping in front of her to take all the hit of the gas leaked by senator's assistant.

"RAFAEL, NO!"

but it was too late.

she had seen him on the verge of death before too, but not again, she couldn't take it anymore.

----

there was only one bed.

in fiction, it seems like a really romantic concept. but in real life, in situations like this, things were far from romantic. As she sat beside a sleeping Rafael, she couldn't help but think about her feelings for him and about what they could've been if he wasn't committed to Sora. Her instinct begged her to grab him in a hug and never let him go but her mind urged against it. She stole a glance at Rafael, whose face showed the after effects of being hit by the gas, he looked exhausted and troubled. Grace tried to hold back her tears as she took in the view of him, unsure whether they both would live to survive another day.

Sure about the fact that he was sleeping, she mumbled, "i love you, Raf, so much."

To her horror, his eyes fluttered open, and he asked her if she said anything to him. Stumbling with words, she replied,

"I er, owe you, Raf. so much. You've saved me, you shouldn't have to do that, you know.."

Rafael just smiled at her, saying, "Yes I shouldn't have to do that, but I needed to. Now Grace, rest. It's going to be good for you."

He watched her lie down and couldn't help but admire her ombre red hair as they rested on the pillow. She looked so pretty, even with the swollen nose and eyes. A hint of pain was seen in her forehead as she winced in pain. Rafael wanted to gently caress her face to comfort her but he couldn't.

it was wrong, wasn't it? having feelings for her even though he was dating Sora. He tried to convince himself that he loved Sora, not Grace but no matter how many times he uttered the word "love" only pictures and memories of Grace flashed in his mind.

them dancing on the street after visiting his abuela. the pure joy reflected on her face as they tried Indian food on their night-out. her head drooping on his shoulder as she sat beside him to watch a korean drama for the millionth time in solidarity even though she was exhausted. her bringing him fast food when he was bored sick of the hospital food. her holding his hand and never making him feel less or lonely on their group hangouts at the restaurant.

so many memories together but still he chose Sora over them. Sure she was his childhood sweetheart but he felt more at ease with Grace rather than Sora. With Sora he felt like he had to try to show that they were in a relationship whereas with Grace, everything,every feeling came to him naturally.

--

Grace woke up to Rafael trying to drink from a glass of water and offered to help him. She saw his eyes widen in surprise as he told her that ice cold water seemed like scorching water to him. She panicked and called everyone for help. Rafael turned to her, afraid.

"Grace, I don't really know if I'm gonna make it but please, take care and I-"

he fainted before he could complete his sentence, leaving Grace devasted. Thankfully she could feel his pulse so there was a sliver of hope for him.

Bryce and others rushed to the room as she narrated the events to them. As they took him away for inspection in other room, she couldn't help but cry as Bryce pat her back comforting her.

"Bryce, I am.. scared. He doesn't look so good, and god be damned if he loses his life over saving me! If i could, I'd trade my life so that he gets to live because i sure as hell cannot exist in a world without him.." He looked at her with sympathy in his eyes, "don't worry Grace, I'm going to make sure both of you get out of here, fully healed and healthy."

and he did.

Bryce entered her room a few days later, with a big grin on his face.

"Grace, you're fully heal-"

"Is he alright?"

"Yes, he-"

Grace didn't stop for him to continue and dashed to where Rafael was transferred to. She stopped in her tracks when she heard voices coming from the room. It was Sora. She turned back to walk away when she heard,

"you still like her, am i right?"

"yes."

"im sorry, rafael its over for us. i wish you the best of luck and happiness with her"

"you too, Sora. im sorry it took so long but you deserve someone who has feelings just for you."

--

a few days later, Grace found herself strolling by the park with Rafael's hand in his.

they just returned from Bobby and Danny's funeral. She held his hand throughout the rituals to make sure he was coping with everything just alright.

"hey you can let go of my hand now.."

"no, nope. never."

Rafael smiled, for the first time that day.

"I'm sorry, Grace."

"hm? for..?"

"for taking so much time. I spent so much time wondering what we could be.. if i didnt ask Sora out, if i was clear with my feelings my feelings earlier.. if i had died before letting you know-"

"shh, enough of that. we're here. alive. with a fresh new second chance at life. don't you think we should appreciate the moments we've gotten together? to live each moment to the fullest? with the people we care about?"

He nodded his head in agreement and they resumed their walk together.

"by the way, i heard that."

"what?"

"your.. love confession in the room"

Grace felt her cheeks heat up out of embarassment.

"um, i-"

"and when i told you to go rest, under my breath, so quiet that even my ears couldn't hear but with my heart approving every word, I said.."

"i love you too"

[insidethemindmyself]

I have been reading “The Secret” by Rhonda Byrne for a couple of years now, on and off. I am the most sceptical person going and didn’t really buy into the whole change your mind set, give gratiute and you’ll recieve abundence. I’ve always been brought up with the sense of - Work hard and you’ll get what you achieve mindset, which gave me a great work ethic if anything, especially being a millenital in the world that clearly you have to fight for everything you get. 

Moving on, i worked hard - meaning i got my ass through university clearing my Bacholours degree and Masters degree, my thinking at this point was that,  i would get my dream job from this, working in consultancy in my chosen field, but sadly not, i work in an 9-5 job that i never thought i’d ever work in, i sit at a desk and type and oh i get screamed at.. alot. Doesn’t sound that great does it? but i’ll tell you what, its not the most glamourous job in the world, but i have a secure job, i am greatful for having a secure job. I also have a set amount of holidays every year that can be taken whenever i want - within reason obviously. Again i am greatful for this as most don’t have this privledge around the world, and finally i have a secure amount of money that comes in every month without fail which i cannot and will not ever take for granted because it is allowing me not only to pay my bills every month, it also allows me to go out with my friends - Not in lockdown, buy myself whatever i want and most importantly, it has enabled me to save up quickly for my own house! 

I believe this was the path laid out for me because of my negative beliefs in life, i had never really thought about if i deserved abundence, if i deserved to have a healthy relationship with a man or an endless amount of money because it wasn’t something that was placed in front of me. I sought out this priviledge to teach me how to be greatful to the universe for all that i have been given, the mindset i have is changing slightly, i listen to the universe guide me to what i should feel for what i have. Think about it, take alook around you, what do you have that others don’t? are you lucky to have a bed to sleep in? be greatful, have you got gas, electric and water to warm, feed and bathe you? be greatful others dont. Do you have a tv you can just watch, sky, now tv, netflix ect? BE GREATFUL because not everyone has that. - This thought took me a while to actually think about because realistically others may have more than what i have, but i also have more than others have, and i should and am greatful for everything my parent has provided me with, or what i have achieved in my life. 

Without changing your mindset, the universe will give you what you think, i am constantly trying to change this to seek the abundence i am worthy of, i just have to feel myself again because the old me without all of lifes negativity i have brought to myself. 

[inmyheadandheart]

It has been so long for me to feel something so deep about someone... and I was stuck in someone for years and years and eventho it was hard to deal with, i‘ve never thought about leaving him, leaving the situation that i was in because after some years, you feel like this is what love is. You think that he can hurt you sometimes, he can make you cry, he can leave your soul alone... and you just accept those because you believe this is the love.. this is the one. However, love is really blind, believe me in this. We never tend to see what is really going on, we don‘t wanna see the exit signs, we just wanna go full gas... but till where? Till you hit the wall that was standing there all the time that you refuse to believe there is a wall? You go non stop till you hit that wall... go into darkness. That‘s all.

Then you start to realize... maybe that was wrong, maybe he used my emotions, maybe he used jealousy as an excuse, maybe he was selfish, maybe i was naive, maybe, maybe, maybe...

I was lucky though. I always remember my weird, long dreams. Sometimes i loose connection but i mostly remember them. And i realized that I‘ve always believed this soulmates that leads me to believe in destiny. There is a comfort in this for me. There is a comfort in the thought of everything is settled for us and we are just living here.

In my darkness, i also realized that i was obsessed with my sadness, with my sad songs, with his sad songs that he wrote for other women.. that never helped me... i did not deserve to cry in those songs... but i became obsessed with the idea of the pain in love.

Until I met with my light.

I never realized him... never gave attention on this soul that was around me all the time but i knew something was different about him.

I dont know if i saw him in my dreams before but I for sure feel like my heart is running to the light that he is bringing with him...

Maybe we were in the same places while we were sleeping, maybe we met before, maybe we heard the rings when we pass by, maybe he was there for me but i never realized him...

but now from my dark hole.. i am slowly walking out... and he is so strong snd stubborn to save me...

ily

[itsjusta]

March 13, 2021

u knooow i was kulbaan when i asked u if u deleted our pics doeee cos ofc i didnt want u to delete it so when u said yes issa i was a little hurt but i understand doeee cos u have a gf naman and im not naman gyd in ur lifeee hahah and u said pd sauna not nimo delete huuuh 🤦🏻‍♀️ but its okay doe everything can change man gyd and dont wanna be disappointed and sad na cos of dat hahah dat was one of the things i wanted to look at doe if mubalik ko twitter puhon but atleast i know na doe para not nako look hahha i tried not to cry doeee but cry ko very smol laaang just tulo one tear hahah issa ion wanna be sad na uy but its hard sometimes gyd but das okay doeee atleast i think its getting better hehhe and maybe one day u wont have to deal with me na doeee and when that time comes i hope you’ll be happy doeee just continue being happy and inlove hehe

its 12:30 am na doe and i found something in tiktok na i think i can relate tooo and it made me cry doeee hahah aish idk doe so kapoy to think idk na with myself uy go with the flow nalang ko hahah issa idiot tiktoook but smol lang cry man hehhe

issa nag sleep ko 1 doe but nag 2 nalang wa pako ka sleep so nag mata nalang sako mga 30 mins nag shopee ko hahahaha so issa almost 3 nako ka sleep doeee huhu issa nag go man sila laguindingan doe but wala ko uban cos so sleepy pakooo huhuhu and sge pajd ko mata2 sa morning doe cos naa daddy na here and ga storya sila mom and madunggan nako doeee huhu gaka disturbo ko!! and my damgo was not nice doeee so lain ako pag wake up :((

this day was so looong doeee hahah issa da weather also nice for maoy but i didnt want to cry doeee so i pugong gyd to think about thingssss hahah but issa heavy lang my heart doeee cos i’m not letting it out but das okaaay i can do dis 🥺 ion wanna be sad and cry so i just distract2 myself hahah idk doe i just feel sad about my life now hahahah

its 6pm na now and i finally cried doeee hahahah cos i watched a tiktok about being at peace with urself doeee like being happy even if wala ka significant other and i want to be like that doeee 🥺 das my goal for the next years doe just gonna be with myself until i’m ready again or if someone deserving comes doeee but im so faaar from dat pa gyd doeee hahah and now im just letting it all out cos i feel so sad and lonely doeee i’ve been trying to stay strong and not cry the past days doeee its okay to cry now ryt 🥺🥺 after dat tiktok issa cry pako more dayonnn hahah issa easy na for my tears to flow down

issa just tried my best to stay strong todaaay doeee but was not able to

pugong tears kaninaaa 🥺 hehe i hope you had a good day doeee amping always plsss

[ihaveanimagine]

For the ask thing: [4. UF/Pap] [17. SW/Sans] [20. UF/Sans] (if thats your limit you dont have to do the rest ♥, or choose wichever you want to do!). [42. LOKI] [45. UT/ Sans]

(I’M SO SORRY IT’S TAKEN ME FOREVER TO FINISH THIS! THESE WERE VERY FUN PROMPTS TO DO AND I GOT REALLY EXCITED FOR MY FIRST LOKI ASK :D)

4- “Watch your step.”

17-  “This movie is really scary but you’re into it so I’m trying not to to cover my face the whole time but — WHAT IS THAT?”

20-  “Wait, don’t pull away. Not yet.”

42- “No, like … it’s just, I can’t believe you’re actually wearing my clothes.”

45- “You’re a big piece of inspiration for this.”

Underfell Papyrus (Edge)

(Thank you to @lmao-idk-but-aight for the idea!)

“Is that what you think of me? Helpless!?” You cried, curling your hands into fists, shaking with rage. “Quite frankly, YES!!” Edge towered over you, physically blocking you from the doorway out of the house. “You’re small, weak, fleshy, and you practically have a walking sign on the back of your head, begging monsters to dust you and take your soul!!”

You glared and stepped right up to the taller skeleton monster. “I can take care of myself! I took care of myself well enough until you took me in!” Edge huffed and bent down to your level, almost taunting you with his height advantage. “Don’t make me laugh, human! The only reason you survived until I took you in was because of my superior hunting skills!!”

“You only caught me because-”

“Because you’re weak and can’t protect yourself!”

You growled louder and felt tears sting your eyes. “Well if you think I’m so weak, why don’t you just kick me out!” Edge narrowed his eyes and glared down at you “Do you think I’m stupid? That I’d just kick you out for no reason!?” You hated how fast the tears slid down your face as you shouted “Well clearly you think it’s too hard to keep watch over me so you might as well!!”

Edge growled loudly and leaned down to your height and pushed you back inside with a firm grip on your shoulder. “I’ll do nothing of the sort!! Now STAY HERE!!” He shoved you onto the couch and stomped out the door, slamming it behind him. 

Hot tears spilled down your face as you sunk slowly into the couch cushions. You hid your face in your hands and felt despair wash over you. Edge and his brother have been working very hard to keep you safe. They escorted you every time you left the house, Edge would often strut next to you, glaring or growling at every monster who came too close to you.

His brother often teleported you out of sticky situations and kept you busy with bad puns and jokes, but Edge was the one who took the brunt of the work. He always said that since you were the only person to pass his incredibly dangerous traps that you deserved the finest treatment he could offer you.

Which, over the course of the time you’ve spent there, included personally cooked meals (mostly lasagna and pasta dishes), late night discussions about the best way to protect each other, and the occasional shopping spree out in the Snowdin shopping area. 

The first time Edge took you out shopping you were a bit…surprised. You didn’t exactly expect him to be interested in fashion due to the world he lived in, but Edge turned out to be really good in picking out outfits that both looked amazing on you and kept you warm and safe. 

Since then, you’ve made little…dates(?) where the two of you went out for the night in town and did a few activities before hiding in his house again. You’ve seen so many different sides of Edge that he has trouble showing even his brother sometimes.

You’ve seen him laugh hard enough until he snorts, weep at a Mettaton Tragedy Special, and completely lose his skeletal mind when you tell him stories about your life on the surface. But the moments that were the most special to you, were the nights neither of you couldn’t sleep and converged to the couch in the living room to just…talk.

You’ve shared hopes and dreams, fears, childhood stories, and even wishes for the future.

But…that all seemed to have been for nothing…Any emotions you had been gathering for the tall, imposing skeleton man felt as if they had been cast aside when Edge practically screamed at you for being helpless…

The tears had stopped a while ago and you were left clutching an old, worn pillow while staring blankly ahead. You took a shaky breath and wiped your face with your hand, clearing the dried tears from your cheeks. You let yourself calm down after your cry and you found yourself grabbing one of your warmer jackets as you headed out of the home. 

You didn’t know what you were doing but…you knew you had to find Edge.

Your body was on autopilot as you traipsed through Snowdin town towards Edge’s old sentry station in the outskirts. You saw him before he noticed you (which was a first). You managed to get within arm reach of him before he noticed you. 

When he did see you were standing there with him his eyes widened in shock before narrowing. “Wha- what are you doing here?!” He hissed, turning his head away from you to scratch at something on his face with the back of his hands before turning back to you.

“I…came here to look for you.” You mumbled, doubt creeping into your bones. “Well, you shouldn’t have! The Great and Terrible Papyrus can take care of himself!!” Edge crossed his arms and puffed his chest out to prove his point.

“…But thank you…” Edge practically whispered and for a second you weren’t sure if you heard him. You gave him a half-hearted shrug before silence enveloped the both of you.

You both said nothing for a while, just stared at the thick forest of trees that created a border around Snowdin. The silence wasn’t awkward or uncomfortable but you knew there was something you both wanted to say.

“I’m sorry.” Both of you looked at each other blankly before laughing softly. Turns out both of you worked up the guts to apologize at the same time. “I shouldn’t have insulted you like that.” Edge said, giving the back of his neck a shy rub. “Me too.” You said, shuffling closer to Edge “You’re just protecting me, I shouldn’t have yelled at you for that.”

“We cool?” You asked, looking up at him, a smile breaking out when Edge nodded. After another moment of silence, Edge turned around and motioned you to follow him. “We should head home.” 

You nodded and moved to follow him before Edge halted you with an outstretched arm. “Watch your step.” He pointed to a patch of ice you were about to step on and gave a loud sigh.

Before you could say anything, he swept you up in his arms and carried you bridal style before trudging on. “Honestly if it weren’t for me, you’d have stepped on every piece of ice in Snowdin!”

You giggled and laid your head on his chest with a smile and thanked him for looking out for you. Edge let out a small huff but pulled you closer as he continued on his way home.

Underswap Sans (Blueberry)

Tonight was a night to binge All the Spooky Media!

A nice rainstorm was thundering outside the comforts of your home and you and your wonderful boyfriend Blue decided to have a date night.

At-home dates were usually spent bingeing movies or tv shows while snacking on everything (“everything” ranging from gourmet meals to a gas station donut). This particular night it was your turn to pick a movie genre to binge and you had chosen Thrillers and Horrors!

Part of it was mostly just to formally introduce Blueberry to the world of Zombie Fiction to see his reaction, the other half was to see if this guy was afraid of anything. You already knew he really didn’t fear any animal or insect on Earth but now it was just a competition to see what scared him. 

About two movies in, Blue didn’t seem affected by much of the zombie stuff so you switched to a classic thriller that always gave you chills. 

But while you were enamored by the movie, you failed to notice Blue creeping ever so much closer to you until he was practically burying his face in your arm. It wasn’t until there was a jump scare that made the both of you jump did you realize where he was. You both screamed at the appropriate time and Blue launched his body at you, curling over you protectively as if he was defending you from a real attacker. 

Unfortunately, any sweetness you might have found from his reaction dissipated as gravity took over and sent the both of you sprawling to the floor.

“Blue!” You shouted, trying to wiggle out from the spot on the floor where he had you pinned “Let go! I’m being squished!” Blue’s head popped up and he suddenly let go of you, backing up completely off your body before helping you up. “S-sorry! I uh, just heard you scream and uh,” He coughed nervously into his fist “Reflexes happened?”

You accepted his hand to help you up but you gave him a suspicious look “Reflexes, huh?” You questioned flatly.” Blue shyly smiled and rubbed the back of his neck “Don’t worry! I promise it won’t happen again!” He quickly sat back down on the sofa and glued his eye sockets to the TV.

You gave him a suspicious squint and saw your normally upbeat and cheerful boyfriend flinch when the Thriller’s soundtrack hit a high note at the same time a horrified scream ripped out of the protagonist’s throat.

“Blue, sweetheart…are you scared?”

“W-what, who? Me? Scared psssshhh, no-!”

Blue’s face darkened as he avoided looking at the TV. “I-I’m not scared! Are you? I mean-”

Another scream came from the television and Blue’s entire body jumped and he hid his face behind a pillow. “Okay, yes! This movie is really scary but you’re into it so I’m trying not to to cover my face the whole time but — WHAT IS THAT?!?!!!” He ditched the pillow and wrapped his arms around your waist before burying his face in your stomach right as the main villain made a dramatic, horrifying jump-scare reveal.

Sensing this had gone on long enough, you maneuvered over to the remote and paused the movie before gently running your hands up and down your boyfriend’s skull. “Easy, sweetheart” You cooed, keeping one arm firmly wrapped around his shoulders while you petted his skull. “You’re alright I promise.”

After a moment of silence you added “I’m sorry I didn’t check in with you sooner to make sure you were okay with the movie.” Blue shook his head and nuzzled your stomach before peeking up at you “N-no, it’s alright…I should’ve spoken up sooner…”

You gently brushed your thumb on his cheekbone and pulled him up for a quick smooch on his forehead. “How about we forget the thrillers and binge childhood movies, hmm?”

“Heh, I like the sound of that. Thank you.”s

Underfell Sans (Red)

You woke up slowly, trying to avoid the inevitable by snuggling into the body radiating warmth next to you. You felt a low rumble beneath your cheek as something reached around behind you to draw you closer to the warmth. 

“Heh, mornin’ Dollface.” The gravelly baritone of Red’s morning voice was barely above a whisper as he nuzzled into your hairline. Too tired to verbally respond, you simply nuzzles back and curled your entire body to press against his. You felt Red chuckle again before his hand started lazily playing with your hair.

“Yer adorable, ya know that?” He mumbled softly, wrapping his legs around yours while resting his chin on your head. You hummed in response and softly kissed his clavicle. 

The two of you drifted in and out of sleep for a little while longer before your body decided to wake up even though your comfort level was sky high. You whined as you pried your eyes open to meet the afternoon sunlight drifting in through the window. 

“Afternoon already?” You asked sleepily, still not fully awake. Red smiled and gently brushed his finger on your cheek before kissing your forehead. “Mhmm. Ya looked too cute to disturb so I’ve been here with ya since ya woke up earlier.”

You hummed and reached up to kiss him softly before plopping your head back on the pillow. “Have you eaten yet? We should probably get up to eat.” You stretched out slowly to wake up the rest of your body to prepare for the difficult task of leaving your comfy bed.

Red’s hand suddenly darted out and caught your waist before pulling you back in. “Wait, don’t pull away.” He buried his face in your neck and curled around your form “Not yet.”

You smiled softly at your big, totally threatening mate and gently scratched his skull. “Alrighty, few more minutes then.” 

Loki

Adjusting to life on earth was no easy task for your boyfriend Loki, Son of Odin, King of Jotunheim, God of Mischief. But with your healthy balance of patience and loving teasing, he got the hang of it pretty quickly.

He went from cursing at earth’s primitive technology to only swearing at it when it refused to work at him. He no longer used his title and Asgardian power as intimidation tactics, and he even came up to speed with pop culture references!

(Did this mean you accidentally unleashed the event where Loki would shout “yeet” as he threw his knives? Yes, yes it did. And you were so proud of him.)

Another point to be proud of him was Loki made some friends! All on his own! And at the Avenger’s Tower no less!

You weren’t too sure on the details but from what you understood, Peter Parker, Tony Stark’s unofficially adopted son, had straight up asked Loki if he tried to conquer New York and responded with “Cool, cool. But have you tried a street vendor hot dog yet?” Then went out on a quick run to buy himself and Loki some hot dogs when Loki admitted he hadn’t. 

Now the only major thing left was to get your man to wear something other than a fancy suit!

Not that you didn’t enjoy the view when he did wear a nice tux, a dress shirt, or a fancy trench coat, but you wanted your boyfriend to enjoy the comforts of earthling life and that mean oversized sweaters and sweatpants!!

You already had several pairs of those yourself and you kept trying to convince Mr. Tall Dark and Sassy to wear them with no luck. 

“It’s not like I can’t wear anything else.” He told you once “But suits feel more…my style. It’s not as if I can prance around in Asgardian clothes, right?”

You had to shrug and concede but internally promised yourself that you would see your normally put together boyfriend relax in Comfort Clothes one way or another. 

Several weeks passed by and you had practically forgotten about that promise until you came home from work one day to find Loki, Peter, and Ned showing Loki the Star Wars movies. You brushed past the three of them with a quick hello and flew to your room to remove the icky feeling of work clothes in favor of your favorite sweats and jacket.

But as you searched in your closet for your favorite jacket, you found that you couldn’t find it. You frantically raced around the room pulling out drawers and searching through the hamper and tossed clothing on the floor. When you finally admitted defeat, you huffed, grabbed a comfortable tank top and headed out the door to join Loki and the two boys for the movie binge watching. 

“Welcome back, Darling.” Loki said warmly without looking behind him. He lifted his arms for you to sink into as you launched over the sofa’s backrest onto the cushions before snuggling to his chest. “How was work?” He asked before pressing a soft kiss to your temple.

You moaned and hid your face in his arm. “No.” You said flatly, “No?” Loki repeated with a small chuckle “Work is banned from conversations for the next century.” You snuggled into him and sighed “I just wanna curl up with you and my comfy clothes and hibernate.”

Loki chuckled and nuzzled you.

“Speaking of which, have you seen my sweater? I couldn’t find it when I got home today, do you know where it is? Is it in the wash?” You asked, twisting around to look up at him. Loki’s face flushed and he chuckled nervously, his eyes darted down to his sleeves and your exhausted brain slowly began to recognize the fabric hanging off of him.

You suddenly lurched forward and turned toward Loki before eagerly cupping his cheeks. “You’re wearing my clothes!!” You cheered, excitement bubbling inside you “Y-yes, I am” Loki’s cheeks flushed with color “Is something wrong with that?”

“No, like … it’s just, I can’t believe you’re actually wearing my clothes.”

You felt a squeal catch in your throat as you suddenly pulled him forward for a chaste kiss. “I’m! So! Proud of youuuu!!!” You giggled before curling up on his chest, moving his arms to curl around you. “You’re relaxing! In comfy clothes!”

Loki’s blush deepened and he hid his face in your hair to save some of his dignity. “Yes, well…Peter and his friend insisted that binge watching movies should only be done in the highest of comforts so I uh, borrowed from your wardrobe.” You felt an “aww” escape your lips as you smiled up at him.

“Awww, you guys are so cute!”

“Ned!!”

Yours and Loki’s heads snapped up to see Peter trying to gently smother Ned with a pillow before lifting a hand up in innocence. “I’m sorry!” He squeaked “It’s just that you two were being cute and we weren’t sure if you wanted privacy so we tried paying attention to the movie but then-”

Ned pushed the pillow away and gently placed his hand over Peter’s face “But then you guys started cuddling and being all cute and blushy and it was adorable and I couldn’t help but say so!!”

You and Loki shared a laugh before shaking your heads at the two teens. “It’s alright, you two. Loki knows he’s adorable-”

“Not quite as adorable as you, love.”

“Shush. Loki knows he’s adorable and we both accept your compliment.” 

Loki simply rolled his eyes amicably at you before smiling and nuzzling you again. 

Undertale Sans

Being a full-time, interactive artist was not always easy.

Sometimes you had days where you had idea upon idea upon idea for your next gallery or show but sometimes your well of inspiration was so dry, the Valley of Death got thirsty. 

Lucky for you, Sans, your muse, aka your husband, aka your hus-bone had given you all the help you needed to meet your deadline.

For this specific gallery you had worked with a private therapy office who took cases ranging from student apathy, to heavy depression, to addict recovery. You always liked promoting a good cause while you shared your art and had found the perfect way to do both.

The gallery was to be shown at a small warehouse near a popular coffee shop and you intended to take full advantage of the location.

Since Sans played a big role in creating this specific gallery for you, you invited him to come see it. Naturally he said yes and on opening day, you gave him a quick tour before anyone came in.

The warehouse was covered in pillows of all shapes, sizes, and colors. The biggest pillow Sans has ever seen was propped up on the left side of the entrance and the pillows that lined the wall gradually shrunk to the tiniest pillow he had ever seen to the right of the entrance. 

Sections were split by large sheets suspended by rope and blankets were piled on top of pillows to create “couches” and pillars. In one section, there was a black box labeled “Dark Thoughts” with a plaque that read: “We’ve all been someplace dark in our lives. Some of us are still experiencing it. But healing takes time and it can start with letting go of something that makes you low. Take the time to write something you need to let go of and put it in the box. This box is directly emptied into a shredder. No one will see it.” 

The next section had several bins filled with weighted blankets and a plaque that asked everyone to take one and give the blanket to someone who needs it. The section after had a therapist from the office sitting on a mountain of pillows with a big smile. She shook Sans’ hand and told him she was part of the exhibit to encourage people to find outside help and to give therapy a chance. The section after her had stuffed animals with different labels on them like “Love”, “Hope”, “Motivation”, “Peace”, “Security”, etc. A sign stood next to the stuffed animals that said “Sometimes we all need an extra friend to keep us going. Take a stuffed animal with you to keep you going or to spread the love to someone else who needs it!”

From there, the exhibit focused on healing from whatever pain someone was in. There was a section on Laughter Makes a Good Medicine, Comfort Foods, and Hobby Making to provide outlets and ways to slowly push someone out of their comfort zone to open up. 

As you brought Sans along the exhibit he began to tear up a bit, remembering the different times of despair and hopelessness he’d experienced while Underground and on the Surface and how they have mostly been replaced by joy and contentment.

When you reached the end of your private tour, you took Sans’ hands in your own and smiled up at him. “So? What do you think?” You asked him. Sans grinned and gently brushed a loose strand of hair out of your face “I think this is amazing. This is a big topic to tackle but you did it pretty well, babe.” 

You smiled softly “That’s good to hear.” You cupped his face softly and continued, “You know, you’re a big piece of inspiration for this.”

Sans’ eyes widened and he looked both shocked and humbled “Me? How???” You giggled and shrugged “Well, I know you’ve had a few rough days while I was putting together this gallery so I knew I wanted to do something nice for you. But at the same time it felt like you had forgotten all the progress you’ve made with your issues and I wanted to remind you that big or small, any progress you’ve made is wonderful and I am so proud of you.”

Now Sans was really crying. Big fate tears rolled off his cheeks as he took the hand cupping his cheek and kissed the palm of it before drawing you in close. He rested his forehead on yours and took a shaky breath before speaking.

“If I could marry you again, I would. I love you.”

“I love you too, sweetheart.”

[passthebluntali]

MY TOXIC RELATIONSHIP

i don’t get it. the pain fucking hurts. you lie to me so much & you act like i’m stupid. i’ve questioned my own self so many times. called my self dramatic and controlling in my head because YOU made me feel this way. you made me this way. all the cheating, all the lying & all the mental abuse you put me through. the gas lights and the pain. you watched me cry about a thousand times with no emotion or empathy for the pain you caused in my heart. you blame this on me but i never did you like this. i would never do no body like this. i feel so ashamed of myself and the person i’ve become being with you. i’m scared to be alone because i’ve gotten so used to you but i’m scared i’ll never be loved the way that i love. i’m humiliated and i always have to stay silent. i can’t tell nobody about you or our fights because ik what everyone thinks. ik what everyone wants me to do but i’m so weak & so torn between losing you and our friendship. my heart is so invested in something so toxic i don’t know how to get out and i just wish someone could physically take this voice out of my head telling me i can’t leave . i just want out. i want out so badly. i want nothing more than to be happy because i’ve never been so sad. the feeling of crying every night before bed or the skip of beat in my heart when i find something you didn’t want me to find. all the sleepless nights because you were out doing whatever it is you do but neglecting to tell me. i’m physically so tired. i just accept it . i live it everyday. i’m always so scared you’re going to do something bad. begging you on my knees and tears streaming down my face just to love me. after a year, you would think i’ve learned but i haven’t and i’m scared i never will.

again it’s just excuses. i’ve been waiting all day to talk to you. to fix things but all you tell me is that life doesn’t revolve around me. it’s not all about me. you say you are drained but what do you have to be drained about? i didn’t cheat on you. i didn’t lie to you. i didn’t waste your time. i didn’t make you feel worthless. i didn’t use your body. i didn’t crush your heart. i didn’t go behind your back. i loved you, i loved you hard as hell. i held on to our relationship tighter than i should have. despite all the damage you did to me. here i am crying hysterically begging for the pain to go away. for why? for who? for someone who could care less how i felt because they just can’t seem to give me what i deserve. funny. i keep saying what i deserve.. but i honestly don’t know what i deserve anymore. i’ve been doin this with him for so long whats a healthy relationship even like? what do those consist of. my heart aches when i hear you speak. my thoughts ramble inside my head. my body starts to shake and my eyes just fill up. my anxiety has never felt so strong and my thoughts have never been more violent. you have put me in such a bad spot in my mental health. i’m scared i’ll always be paranoid. paranoid if i’m being lied to. if i’m being cheated on. if my body is just a pit stop. it’s always been a pit stop. since i was little. it’s the way i dress.. maybe it’s the way i talk... maybe it’s the way i portray my self to be.. maybe it’s just what i’m good for but even then, if i was he would have never cheated if i was good enough. what’s wrong with me? am i to chubby? am i not chubby enough? is it the stretch marks on my hips? the scars on my thighs? my breasts being to small? my arms being thicker than usual.? is it that i’m not smart? is it that i cling to things easy? is it because i trust to hard? hang on every word? believe everything everyone says? i’m so easy. i’m easy to sleep w. i’m easy to lie to. i’m easy to hurt . i can’t stand myself anymore. i can’t stand to look in the mirror. i’m so disgusting. i hate everything that i see . it never used to be like this. not until you started cheating and i first found out. i go to the gym and work myself until i’m sick only to go back home and see you’ve liked tons of big girl pictures & i start binge eating & it’s back and forth cycle . this will never end. you don’t care about me. i could die tomorrow and you will never even shed a tear. my existence has never been enough for you. that’s okay. it’s not enough for me either anymore. i’m constantly hiding how i feel. my family would only judge. they don’t understand. i can’t tell my only friend because i know what she thinks. i don’t want her to hate me for being so damaged. i never used to be toxic, i’ve never been like this before. i’m so ashamed of myself, of the way the that i act and the way i speak . he makes me violently angry, ive thought hurting myself. he lies to my face. he makes me feel stupid. i just wanna know what you are thinking. i wanna know why you do the things you do. i wanna know what your intentions are w. me because we know you dont love me. he says he does but i don’t think this abuse is love. i don’t think cheating is love. i know he doesn’t love me, yet here i am. afraid to leave. stuck in a depression i only have myself to blame for. i tell you i hate you & you tell me not to say it. you say i don’t mean it but you don’t understand how you made my mind so sick. how could i not hate you.. you taught me to hate myself when none of this was ever my fault.

[ssapct]

To the person who will love her next:

know that she is very impatient. But if you’re worth her time, you’ll get all of it. She feeds off energy and if that shit is off even a little, she will know. So never lie to her. ALWAYS be real with her, no matter how hard it is to be honest. GAS HER THE FUCK UP. She is beautiful in every single way and she deserves to be told that daily. She’s gold. Nothing will be better than her, I promise. Nothing will shine as bright as her, I promise. Don’t let her go to bed upset w you because it’ll go right into the next day and that’s a whole day you could spend loving her. She’s been hurt a lot so be gentle with her heart. She doesn’t give it out very easily, so if she gives you it, never break it. Protect her at all costs. She likes to go out & dance every once in awhile but she’s more of a homebody who is down to smoke bowls and watch ghost adventures all day with you. Be patient with her. She’s been through ALOT. She LOVES Mac and cheese from Panera but Mac and cheese from anywhere is probably okay. Surprise her with food, coffee, flowers. She LOVES sunflowers, so be sure to brighten her day and room every once in awhile with some of those. Hold her hand and her pinky so she knows you always wanna be touching her. She gets hangry, so be sure to feed tf out of her. She will say she isn’t hungry and then eat all of your food, so when you get something to eat, be sure to order extra. She’s extremely stubborn & she is always right. Don’t question it. She is. Make decisions for her and yourself; such as where to go eat at or how you wanna coordinate your outfits. Ask her out on dates. Show her off. Nobody will compare to her. Everyone will stop and stare at y’all because they are jealous that you have her and they don’t. Don’t let her get away with everything. Don’t steal her clothes without asking. She would love to see you in her yellow hoodie but ask first. She’s territorial of her things at times but it’s because she has sisters who more than likely stole things from her all the time and never returned them. She’s a fire spitter when you fight. Reassure her. Let her know that she has no reason to worry. DONT HURT HER. Treat her like the angel she is. To the next person who loves her; I wish I could be in your spot so so badly. She teaches amazing life lessons. She gets hurt easily but will pretend like she’s not. She will hold onto something for a long time and I have no advice for you on that lol. Touch her like you’ve never touched a single person before. Tell her you love her constantly so she is reminded, but not too much. Never face your phone down because she has trust issues because of me and everyone else in her past. Think before you say and do with her because she doesn’t take things lightly. Befriend her nieces. They are the cutest kiddos alive and they mean the world to her. Treat her mother with respect and never speak ill of any of her family. She isn’t the best swimmer so stay in the shallow end. She doesn’t like to drive, so be sure to clear your passenger seat just for her. She will buy you random things in hopes to cheer you up. She is a very hard worker & will overwork herself. She will cook for you some BOMB ass food. Ask her to make you scrambled eggs, their my favorite. Her music taste is out of this world, so be sure to ask her for a playlist. Hold her tightly at night, except on the nights where she’s mad at you. Give her her space. Always. No matter how you’re feeling. Give her space. But not too much space. Show her you care. Actions over words. Always have one of her shirts handy in case she’s stressed. You’ll know what I mean when you sleep in her bed for the first time. Her lips are angel soft and gorgeous so please be gentle with them. Kiss them often and make her feel like she’s the only girl in your world. I’m telling you all of these things because I didn’t do my job. I didn’t do what I was supposed to do to keep her. To whoever loves her next: you are the luckiest person alive. Don’t take her for granted. Most importantly, love her with your entire self & never let her question your love.

[papistark]

Okay. I’ve allowed a night to let everything sink in. I’m ready to talk about Endgame now.

*cinemasins voice* spoilers!! (duh..)

so the wounds are still fresh. v v v v v v v v v fresh. but my thoughts during the entire movie were just OMG IM TRYING TO REMEMBER EVERY SINGLE THING THAT IS HAPPENING SO I CAN REMEMBER IT AS LONG AS POSSIBLE BEFORE i inevitably go see this movie again

This is what the movie reduce me to like 99% of the time btw

now, I’m gonna try and break this up to be as organized as possible into 4 main sections which will be general thoughts, the highs, the lows, and closing thoughts. that may sound organized but I promise it won’t be and as always I’ll have to use bullet holes to even stay relatively "organized"

I'm sure I'm leaving stuff out that I either loved or would wanna discuss but tbh the ENTIRE FILM i was just like GOD I WANNA REMEMBER THIS FOREVER!! Every scene that happened i was like god there's still 3 hours of stuff that's going to happen but I want to remember it all!!!

Overall

this movie was good. and i’m mad it was so good and i found it so enjoyable for how dirty they did me. The pacing was pretty well done for a first viewing, but I'm sure after a couple rewatches I'll get caught up on the occasional misstep in the pacing and general direction the story took, but I really liked it!!

I thought the Thor stuff was kinda distasteful and honestly a joke that ran too long. Like ha ha okay we get it but also? He went through so much fucking trauma can we just lay off him? Damn? I don't wanna linger too much on it bc honestly the more I think about it the more I get upset the russos did him dirty

all the callbacks??? made me so emotional????? eleven years and almost two dozen films guys holy fucking shit it felt like such a good homage to bring stuff back

Yo literally when they went up to busted ass thanos i leaned over to my bf and whispered "are they just gonna kill thanos in the first ten minutes is that allowed" and uh YEP! WOW

Also the opening scene being Clint's family getting dusted... gasps in my theater y'all they went in hard on us

TIME HEIST!!!!!! FUCK marvel knows how to take you on a fun journey!! The concept was so fun!!

I also appreciate them mixing up the plot a bunch to keep us guessing!! Like fuck, when Thanos was finding out through Nebula... future nebula talking to past gamora i was SO SOFT... sisters...

Hulk was... weird. It felt a weird kind of fanservicey for a little bit, and honestly a little out of place? But. Eh. Wasn't the worst part. Certain parts of it were fun! I think I got used to it haha

Everyone looked. So good. After the time jump. Damn. Thank you make up department for everyone's new looks. I live for silver fox tony always.

I loved seeing Loki again i know it was so little content BUT I DONT CARE I'LL ALWAYS LOVE MY FUCKING PRINCE

We didn't get as much Nebula and Tony content as I was hoping but god it was so cute and tender in the beginning. Imagine all that bonding. Nebula finding tony on the floor, knowing he's on the brink of death, and propping him up in the seat :'(((( tony helping fix nebula :(((( the father daughter relationship we deserved and didn't get to see come to fruition.

AMERICA'S ASS. THANK YOU SCOTT LANG.

All the New York flash back was so fucking fun. The elevator scene. Brilliant. I really thought they were gonna recreate but it was such a fun tease. Also cap making fun of his past self for saying "i could do this all day" I SCREAM why do the Russo's get steve so well

Carol taking a direct punch in the face from Thanos without even flinching? We stan a goddess

ALSO SHORT HAIRED CAROL YESSSS I LIVED!!!!! YES!!!! (But also that movie could've used like way more Carol thats just mY OPINION)

Also AGAIN, I DON'T CARE THAT IT WAS FAN SERVICE, STEVE WEILDING MJOLNIR WAS E V E R Y T H I N G. They have TEASED US since that one middle avengers movie we don't talk about that he was worthy and!!! Our!! Son!! Is!! Fucking!!! Worthy. And the scene of thor making him swap w/ him "you get the little one" i screamed bitch

also I was living for how much Steve swore in this film lol literally fuck joss Whedon's characterization we don't know her!

Valkyrie on a Pegasus thank you THANK YOU i was living

That entire final action scene..... holy fucking shit y'all. It was just crazy enough without being too crazy. I loved the callback to the original long continuous shot

THE HEAVENS OPENED UP AND SANG WITH THAT A-FORCE SCENE. YES. ALL THE MARVEL LADIES LINING UP. THEY ARE HERE AND THEY ARE THE STRONGEST OF US ALL. A-FORCE. FUCKING A-FORCE. Thank you Russo's for my LIFE

Carol's little "hi peter parker :)" god i love them. I love peter. My fucking spider son. I missed him so much. I missed Tom Holland's sweet peach little face AH I CRIED WHEN HE SHOWED BACK UP

Also last kind of ~general~ thought i know i don't get time travel at all and it is an instant way to confuse me in any franchise but wouldn't steve doing what he did fuck literally everything up idk we'll get to steve in a bit

Highs

morgan

H.

fucking

stark

I CAN’T BELIEVE I GOT FED WITH SUCH GOOD TONY CONTENT THIS FILM ONLY FOR THEM TO STOMP ON MY HEART LMAOOO

DAD TONY BEING AS LOVING AND DOTING AND SWEET AND TENDER W/ HIS DAUGHTER AS WE ALL HAVE HEADCANONED HIM TO BE FOR YEARS!!!

TONY GETTING HIS JUSTIFICATION IN BEING MAD not just mad but PISSED at Cap for how everything fell out. catharsis. felt good scoob.

speaking of good tony content of course i need to just take a moment to YELL ABOUT STONY thank you russos for the fan service thank you for having tony ogle and comment on steve rogers’ ass it almost makes up for all the pain and suffering

btw do y’all think the H. for Morgan’s middle name stands for Harley because I LIKE TO THINK SO

also am i lowkey annoyed that like half of viewers won’t recognize an adult ty simpkin at tony’s funeral at the end even tho i know i shouldn't be because ot everyone is a die hard BUT half the articles im looking up for reviews and shit of that scene literally all the results are “SO WHO IS THAT KID AT THE END OF ENDGAME” YOU FUCKING FOOLS IT’S TONY’S FIRST BORN SON HARLEY KEENER FROM IRON MAN 3. FUCKS. im getting off topic anyway i was just happy they brought him back because I am an iron man 3 enthusiast and his relationship with tony was SO important and this confirms that at the very least tony kept in contact with him over all these years!!! and he wasn’t just some insignificant blip

Not to be stony on main but steve being the first person to hold Tony again once he was back on earth :)))) wrow.

Also the first thing tony telling him being "I lost the kid" WOW BREAK MY HEART MORE HUH!! WHY NOT!!

The first thing Peter doing when he saw Tony again :'') just rambling about everything that happened and tony just so happy to see him alive and hugging him so tight I'M NOT FINE!! NOTHING WILL EVER BE FINE AGAIN!!!

I appreciated the closure with Howard like?? A lot?? I'm the last person to be a Howard stark apologist, but I think his character and his relationship w/ Tony and how Tony viewed him as a father and as a man was so well crafted throughout the series??? Idk I liked that scene it was good to my baby.

And now a pOSSIBLY CONTROVERSIAL~~ opinion but..... I loved Steve's ending. I really did. I thought he got a beautiful and fitting ending and I was so happy. It meant so much especially to hear his reasonging being that in a way, he did it for Tony. He was inspired by what Tony told him. He saw Tony get his happy ending and for so many films now Steve has been searching for that and he missed an entire life. Tony helped him realize that. It just made me!! So emo!! Like Bucky's face when he knew Steve wasn't gonna be coming back. Steve's last convo w/ Sam. It was just amazing. I can't believe I'm seeing hot takes from people calling Steve selfish or blaming the fact that the Russos have a boner for Steggy or whatever. Who cares!!! Steve got his happy ending and it was well deserved and a wonderful arc!! Lay off him bc you ship him w/ Bucky or tony more damn!!!! (Idk about the timeline y'all dont come for me i really have no idea i think the Russos just said fuck it for that one even when talking about not fucking up the timeline)

Lows

Natasha deserved better. She did. I understand why they took her character arc the way that they did, and honestly, this is the first time I've felt we've seen Natasha have even a modicum of actual character traits since like, Iron man 2 and Avengers 1. She found purpose in keeping the family together and trying to help the people left living, while never stopping or losing contact with anyone else in their endeavors to fix what Thanos broke. As tired as I am of seeing a female character die for ~man pain~ this felt like so much more than that. In the end Nat wanted to sacrifice herself for the greater good, and that's what she did. I'm still fucking upset though, even though they've butchered her character across almost all the films she's been in

Thor being turned into an entire fucking joke. That's it. I got nothin left for the writers at this point.

So..... let's talk about Tony's death, shall we

"You can rest now" broke me. It truly did. I've never loved any fictional character across any medium as much as I have loved Tony Stark. But Pepper's line at the beginning "you'll sleep, but will you rest?" Is so fucking telling. I think I immediately knew for sure in that moment. Because she's right. And that's the worst part.

Peter :)))) finally :)))) calling :))))) tony :)))) by :)) his :)))) first :)) name :))) as he was dying :)))) asking him not to go the same way he told tony he didn't want to go when he was getting dusted GOD. AND WE THOUGHT THAT SCENE IN INFINITY WAR WAS ROUGH. HAD N O T H I N G ON THIS.

No offense but where was Rhodey when Tony was dying lmao ok

That funeral scene.... seeing everyone there drawn together..... god. It was beautiful. It really was.

Of course I'm not happy. I'm extremely fucking upset. I knew tony wielding the gauntlet would be coming, but I thought they would find a way for him to make it out alive. As soon as they were showing that even the hulk couldn't handle it with the gamma radiation, I knew the nail was going to be in the coffin.

All that aside... what I can say, is that if they HAD to kill him off, I think it was a proper send off. We saw so many arcs of Tony's come to a close, and I knew it was just a matter of time. Also that being said, I really don't believe in death being necessary to end a character's arc. Yeah yeah blah blah we get the sad and tragic but TRUE message that at the end of the day death is inevitable and that tony had to sacrifice himself for the greater good. He and Strange both knew it, and as soon as Strange held up that finger I knew that was it for him.

It wouldn't be so hard if they hadn't given us everything they did with tony after the 5 year jump. He healed. He was HAPPY. But pepper was right, and as long as Tony was alive... he would never truly /rest/. And that's the only way I'm able to make peace with this death. Tony has always been a character who was just going going going, never going to stop even if it killed him, all to protect the ones he loved, and protect the whole world and make it a better place. He had a beautiful story that was told so well over these past eleven years, with admitted shortcomings here and there. He had the most cohesive trilogy films, the best character development and arcs, and an incredible portrayal. I'm grateful for it, but that doesn't make it any easier that they decided to go and show us that Tony was able to FINALLY settle down with Pepper and see him find the best version of himself as a husband to her and a father to his little baby girl. A baby girl that now has to grow up without her dad, and pepper has to go on without her husband, the love of her life. It's fucking tragic and honestly, we didn't need that imho lmao

The hardest parts is that like.... idk. I feel like the only reason they killed him is for shock factor, but somehow without the shock? A lot of us felt or were worried that this was coming. I think the russos and co. We're just totally set on the idea that like... tony HAD to die and that was the only way for this arc to come to a close not just WITHIN the universe, but meta, outside of the MCU as well. They did the same thing with Hugh jackman as Logan and that shit HURTED me y'all. Eleven years we had RDJ give us this amazing character and he is the SOLE reason the MCU is where it is today. So you know what, the Russo's and everyone can circle jerk about how much ~poetic justice~ there is in this ending for Tony, but at the end of the day... it just ain't it fam.

Realistically I know after wielding the infinity stones there is no way Tony, a human, could've survived, even with his armor on. I knew that. And as biased as I am towards seeing Tony living, if he had wielded the stones and NOT died? It would've felt cheap. So again, if they had to end his life, I appreciate the way they did it and thought it was the best send off they could've given him. I also would've appreciated some kind of alternate option where oh i dont know carol or someone strong enough could've handled the snap and tony could live the rest of his days with his wife and daughter and found family but..... ig that's just me huh.

:(((( Happy asking Morgan what she wanted and her saying "cheeseburgers" SHE'S JUST LIKE HER DADDY I AM SO!!! UPSET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And last thought is that I fucking cried AGAIN because the biggest applause moment was during the credits when RDJ's name appeared. My theater gave a standing damn ovation. Also the very last sound after it faded to black... Tony hammering away, building the very first Iron Man suit.... that shit hurted.

If any of y'all read this and wanna yell about stuff w/ me I WELCOME YOU INTO MY DMS LMAO PLS MESSAGE ME I NEED MORE PEOPLE TO CRY WITH!!!