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vacalimpia · 3 months ago

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anti depressants crazy... one day side effects be leaving me in bed with a terrible sense of dread thinking something is horribly wrong with my body yet being unable to be stressed about it making it even worse

but then another day im perfectly normal and i even forget i took em that day. there's no in between. it's either dread or "what a nice rainy day..." and i never know which one my body will pick one day

#i talk!!!#like. stressed is a state of mind. you feel chemically different when youre stressed your body reacts differently #I WOULD HAVE BEEN IN DEFINITION FREAKING OUT BUT MY BODY JUST. DIDNT FEEL THAT STRESS SO I WASNT STRESSED #SO INSTEAD I FELT NOTHING BUT “something is wrong” “i need to sit down”#until the anti depressant from that morning wore off its. its crazy #i think its because i just started taking them #they definitely work wonders for my pain yet theyre scary sometimes www #so im willing to keep it up and see if those strange days banish away.#but still it was crazy i had no idea where i was fucking standing i trembled i slurred😭😭 i might as well have been high off my mind #like. technically i was indeed drugged MEDICATION IS DRUGS but you get what im trying to say #no complains on the anti depressants to make me sleep those are wonderful id say #im talking about fluoxetine in this post not the sleepy anti depressants whose name i forgot

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