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stinkrascal · 2 years ago

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i have a hard time writing about characters struggling to come to terms with their sexualities bc i never experienced that growing up. i realized i was bisexual when i was around 9 years old because one day late at night when i was spending the night with my cousins, i took their ipad to bed and i googled "anime girl big boobs" and in that moment i remember thinking "yeah i like women now" and its been true ever since then like that was it so thats how i write it for 99% of my ocs now. they just realize and theyre like oh okay thats cool

#now gender identity is another story...................#but thats why i like writing abt that more than sexuality i think. bc i know what that feels like #to mull over it #also i just like stories about gender in general. i think theyre interesting #not just trans identities but gender as a whole. the idea of compulsive masculinity and femininity r fascinating to me too #i love stuff like that i just find it so fascinating!!!#my sexuality has never been so complex to me so i kinda just default to everyone being bisexual without explanation #theres only one oc i can think of whos going to grapple with their sexuality in straud but it wont be so intense #they come around rather quickly about being bisexual after having assumed theyre straight #but their exploration does happen nevertheless. it just isnt so dramatic as say that same oc's grapple with gender identity #yeah idk im just rambling rn bc i dont wanna make poses <3 #starting is always the hardest part! once ive started its pretty easy although time consuming

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