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pizzabookbuying · 10 months ago

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waking up is really like “oh I dreamt of you and experienced a comfort that reached deep into my bones and I knew you deeper than I knew myself and I held you and you held me and it felt like that was all I could ever ask to do” and “love existed in you helping me move boxes and love existed as we ate dinner and love existed in the basement of a party as we stared at the static of the tv” and “I kissed your palm and I hugged you and I wonder if you carry memories like these—I wonder if you love me when you close your eyes the same way I love you when I fall asleep”

#I have dreamed fakrly vividly all my life and this last year it’s just been like:#*oh this person you haven’t talked to in months is here and you’re gently confessing feelings for each other and holding hands and being a #couple* *oh your childhood bestfriends are here and they’re just part of your life now even though it’s been 5+ years since you’ve talked to #them* *oh you met someone new that you like? you WILL experience a very in-character first date with them! you WILL hug them and they will #lean back until your feet are dangling off the ground and you WILL keep hugging for a long long time!*#they are such beautiful dreams_but jsut because they’re dreams doesn’t mean I don’t feel them just as hard as if they really happened #soemtimes you have to have the most heartbreaking arguments during your rem cycle! I don’t make the rules!

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