#they always treat me so nice they call me doll & talk abt how smart and beautiful i am and how my hair is so pretty etc etc like. i love
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bday weekend day 3 success 😌💖
#just abt got back home from dinner w mom & her friends#they always treat me so nice they call me doll & talk abt how smart and beautiful i am and how my hair is so pretty etc etc like. i love#these women sm 😭💗#btw i got a mini umbrella w DETECTIVE SNOOPY print 😭 literally perfect#& flowers.. roses ofc 🌹❣️#and it was such a nice time and i drove home in sport mode as a treat 😇 but let me tell you im sooooo fawking WIPED idt ill even stay up#until midnight aka my actual bday kfhskdk#great great beautiful weekend i love being miss bday princess i get as many compliments during bday weekend as i do in like a full month#usually. so 🥰 good for the soul!
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class 1-A’s love languages headcanons 💕
tw// swearing, crying, she/her reader
Yuuga Aoyama
his love language is words of affirmation
like tell him that he looks fabulous but he is also a talented hero
and. he. will. die.
of happiness ofc 🥰
and whenever you are feelin’ insecure he’ll do a pretend fashion show with you to boost you spirits (o゜▽゜)o☆
Mina Ashido
her love language is physical touch
but not in a *holds your hand 🥺* *kithes🥰* sorta way
but rather in a
“YOU’RE SO FKN CUTE, (Y/N)!!!” *aggressively pinches your cheeks*
and whenever she kisses/hugs you, it’s always a surprise attack form behind
she is also 159cm in height (almost 5″3)
so if you are shorter than her, she’ll sprint up to you and before you have time to react, she’ll engulf you in her arms
if you are around the same height as her, she’ll sneak up to you and try to jump onto your back, peppering you in neck kisses
and if you are taller than her, she’ll grab your hand and place a kiss on the back of it
Tsuyu Asui
i think her love language is gift giving
but not typically gifts from the store
it’s usually cute flowers or any sort of pretty flora that she finds on her walks
and she’ll sometimes come to your room just before lights-out and hand you a shiny rock or a colourful flower like “hi, (y/n). i found this flower in the park a nd it reminded me of you. so here, i hope you like it.”
then you cry (❤´艸`❤) it’s too precious
also when she visits your dorm, she notices that you have a jar filled with all the flowers she’s every gave you and shE BRAIDS THEM INTO YOUR HAIR
and if you don’t have hair, she makes you a flower crown out of them
Tenya Iida
the king of gifts periodt ✋
to him, gift giving is kinda like a sport and if it was, he’d definitely be winning
he’ll be out getting groceries or sumn then he’ll pass the candy aisle and just *flashback to 3 months ago when y’all were studying together and you randomly said you were craving sour patch kids*
then he buys two packs of sour patch kids (❤ ω ❤)
so obviously excels during holidays like christmas, valentines day or your birthday
and if you make it explicitly clear that you need something (ex. water, medication, cutlery, soap etc.) and you will go get it in x amount of day(s)
expect it to be in your hands within 1-9 hours
“Iida, you didn’t have to rush out to get me Ibuprofen - I was going to go get some in a few days anyway.”
“Yes, but as a hero in training, you must agree that seeing your partner potentially suffer to due a preventable cause would be inhumane.”
“I-..”
Ochaco Uraraka
her love language is probably quality time
OR words of affirmation BUT ONLY ONLINE
like irl she loves going on lil’ picnic dates with you or dates to go watch the sunset or star-gazing..or literally anything where she gets to spend as much time in your presence as possible
you could literally take her on a date inside the sewers and she’d be like 🥰
in the moment (during the date) she just looks at you and wants to tell you how beautiful you are but she is way too nervous
but as soon you leave she texts you sumn like ‘OMG >< YOU ARE SO GORGEOUS 😍 AND I WANTED TO TELL YOU SO BAD BUT I COULDN’T 😩’
also, hypothetically, if she had a phone which supported social media platforms like Instagram and Snapchat
she would definitely be the sort of girl to post cute candid pics of you on any special occasion and i mean ANY
like she doesn’t want to just random post pics of you bc she thinks that’d be weird so she looks for any excuse she can
deadass she’d post a beach pic of you and her on her insta with a caption like, ‘happy pancake day to @y/n.l/n 🥰💖 on our first date we shared a stack of pancakes so this is a really special day for us 💓 i’m so blessed to have a stunning, smart, amazing gal like her by my side always 💕’
Mashirao Ojiro
he’s a physical touch kinda guy
sometimes he’ll randomly drape his tail over your shoulder to pull you close
or he’ll pat your head with either his hand or tail when ever you do anything remotely impressive
“ooh, i’ve apparently taken 17k steps so far today, ojiro.”
then he’d be like “that’s good” *pat pat*
he also gets butterflies whenever you hug his arm or tail while he is talking to someone
AND HE WILL KISS YOUR WOUND BETTER IF YOU GET A PAPER CUT OR SUMN
Denki Kaminari
bb is blushing profusely when you hand him a pikachu plushie , saying it reminded you of him
before that, he was probably a physical touch sorta guy but once he realised how awesome and special that simple action made him feel, he became a gift-giver
however, 99.9% the gift is a plushie and the other 0.1% it’s a doll
(he literally bought a whole fkn barbie bc you owned a dress similar to the one the doll was wearing)
“it looks exactly like you!”
“i don’t think so..” “it literally does!”
anyway, whether he is at the mall, in the town, in a gift shop or at the carnival, if he sees something that he knows you’d like or that reminds him of you, he’ll stop at nothing to get his hands on it
flashback to that one time at the carnival, there was a stall that had a huge fkn Kuromi plushie up for grabs
so he asked the lady running the stall if he could have it and she said it was all his, if he could get a ball into the basket 3 times in a row
-- my man was sTANDING THERE DESPERATELY TRYING FOR 30 MINUTES STRAIGHT 😭
and once he figured he couldn’t do it on his own, he got the bakusquad to help him out
(bakugo was all like ‘i’m not helping you, dumbass’ but kirishima convinces him to give it a shot and as soon as he misses on the third shot, he is livid.)
(”YOUR STUPID PARTY GAME MUST BE BROKEN, LADY!”)
anyway, after an hour of holding up the line, the lady just gave the plush to kaminari for ¥1000
but it was all worth it after he saw how thrilled you were 🥺
he came round to your dorm one day and noticed every plushie he had ever given you, sitting on your bed
you told him that they help you sleep and he just..died..
IT MADE HIM SO FKN HAPPY TO THINK THAT YOU TREASURE HIS GIFTS SO MUCH (≧▽≦*)
Eijirou Kirishima
his love language is words of affirmation imo but with a sprinkle of physical touch
like whenever he sees you looking nice or sumn..he’ll just tell you
he has no shame and why should he? he’s just telling the truth
if you walk into the room looking ✨immaculate✨ he will tell you
he’s just like ‘if nobody else is going to say it then I will.’
when your face lights up after he has just told you that you’re beautiful or that you’re one of the most likeable people he’s ever met; it makes his day every. single. time.
the sprinkle of physical touch is because he tells you what he is thinking all the time
and he thinks you’re stunning even when you are lounging around the dorm complex in casual wear and no makeup
so he’s aware that he might’ve watered down his compliments a bit by saying them too often
(even though he’s telling the truth every time)
so he likes to give you hugs and kisses to express his affection without seeming like he’s buttering you up
Kouji Kouda
honestly, idek which category he falls under bc he does so many different things to show his love
like, he’ll use his quirk to get a butterfly to land on your head so you can take the perfect photo for instagram
he always holds your hand in crowded areas so y’all don’t lose each other
(he would end up crying in the corner of a Hot Topic or sumn if he couldn’t find you tbh)
he writes mini-love notes v. late at night and uses his quirk to get an insect or bird to carry it up to your room
religiously takes you out on dates to the park
or library/study dates (p≧w≦q)
Rikidou Satou
acts of service but mostly to do with baking
if his s/o doesn’t like sweet treats then..it just..can’t work
he’s very good at noticing when you are down and what he bakes depends on the severity of the situation
like, if you’re just a bit bummed because you got a bad mark on a test, he’ll bake cupcakes and leave a few outside your dorm
obvs accompanied by a cute lil note abt how proud you make him and how you’re the most diligent person he’s met so he knows that you’ll succeed if you just persevere
and as soon as you come to him with your improved mark, he’ll bake you a cake with ‘congratulations, (Y/N).’ written on it
Mezou Shouji
acts of service. but like..service service
he treats you like royalty-
he is the kind of bf to give you his jacket if you’re cold
he can and will use his quirk to form more arms just so he can hold your bags along with his own
if you enter is dorm and he doesn’t offer to take your jacket immediately then i’m sorry to inform you but that is not shouji..that is toga in disguise
you’ll never have to open a door if you are walking next to him and don’t you dare even try to
just an overall gentleman tbh
sometimes you try to get him to stop being so kind bc you’re afraid ppl will think you treat him like a butler
so he’ll be like “sure ..
i’ll hold just your gym bag rather than your gym bag and school bag.”
“don’t hold any bags, shouji..”
Kyouka Jirou
her love language is definitely quality time
there is nothing she loves more than vibing with you in her room - whether y’all are studying, cuddling, playing videos games or something else - while chill music plays in the background, either from a playlist or from her playing it herself on one of her instruments
and sometimes when she’s feeling especially comfortable, she might hum a tune or sing some lyrics to match the mood
she asks you for suggestions for music to put on bc she loves introducing herself to new music
but when you’re concentrated, she doesn’t want to disturb you so she just puts on a playlist she made prior
she doesn’t create a new playlist each time you hang out but there is at least 10 new songs added to it every day
the playlist is called ‘lazy days w/ (y/n) 💕’
anyway, she just loves hanging out with you bc you’re one of the very few people who don’t annoy tf out of her
also - she’d never say it aloud but - she thinks you’ve got a very comforting presence and you make her feel so exhilarated whenever you laugh (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)
Hanta Sero
Sero loves spending as much time with you as possible - hence, he’s a quality time sorta person
but i also think he’s barely a quality time guy bc he expresses his affection in so many different ways
he’s like a mix of 4
( not gift-giving, whenever it comes time to get you gift for whatever occasion, he’s always stumped and ends up asking someone for help)
he preforms acts of service in a sense that if you are both cuddling on the couch and you are cold - even if he seriously can’t be assed to move - he’ll force himself to get up and bring you a blanket
he is really good at compliments bc he barely has a filter so if he sees you looking good, he’ll straight up tell you
plus, he loves seeing your reaction - especially when you get all flustered
and physical touch bc..cuddles :)
to him, there is just something reassuring about having you in his arms
Fumikage Tokoyami
a quality time man mwah
he doesn’t play music on speakers when y’all hang out though, he just likes to sit with you and either mindlessly chatter or chill in comfortable silence
he also doesn’t put in earbuds bc he thinks it’s rude
(you assure him that you don’t mind if he puts his earbuds in but he is always like..no..)
he just loves your company bc he seriously can’t think of somebody he’d rather spend his time with
also he is convinced that he does things 10 times better with you around
when he’s not with you though, he misses you- like- seriously
sometimes he’s just out with his friends or watching a movie with his family and he is just like ‘this’d be more fun if (Y/N) was here-’
and you said that you missed him too when y’all weren’t together
so he did the reasonable thing and made you a playlist for you to listen to whenever you missed him ( •̀ ω •́ )
he sent you the link and your heart stopped bc it was literally called ‘i love you 🖤’ AND THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME HE’S EVER TOLD YOU THAT AAAAA
‘you’re so sweet, tokoyami 🥺 i love you tooooo’
and good thing that was over text bc otherwise you would’ve seen him blushing profusely (= ╯▽╰ = )
as for the contents of the playlist; it’s probably quite diverse
some alt pop, some indie, a bit of R&B, pop rock and a lot of Metal/Rock
Shouto Todoroki
his love language is acts of service
most of them are school related though
he can easily tell if you’re struggling with the coursework and asks you if you want go on a lil study date at the library or in his dorm
he also helps you with homework or explains the material to you if you don’t understand it
and he’s the best teacher since he’s extremely patient and well-spoken
if you’re feeling under the weather, he’ll head to your dorm to fetch your notebook so he can write the class notes for you
and he’ll put in the effort to make them as similar to your other notes as he can
so he flicks through the pages and (for example) if you have a highlighting code, he’ll look for the legend and highlight the notes he took accordingly
once school is over for the day, he goes to your dorm to drop off the notebook, putting it back in the respective part of your bag
and the next day when you open your notebook to check the notes, you notice that he wrote a little note for you;
‘get well soon 💛’
it was a simple, kind gesture but the small details like how he coloured in the heart with a glittery yellow highlighter he must’ve took from your bag had you blushing (^///^)
also, whenever you’ve scheduled a study date at his dorm, there is no way in hell you’ll walk into his room and there isn’t 2 bowls of fresh soba sitting on the desk
no way. impossible.
(or if you don’t like noodles, then two bowls of rice.)
Tooru Hagakure
physical touch bb
she just likes you to know that she is there
also she loves how soft your skin is ^^
she really likes surprise hugging you from behind and you’d think that she’d be very good at that considering that she is.. invisible.. but she’s really not
she has very unique and recognisable voice
and whenever she creeps up behind you, she’s always snickering quite loudly
but you like seeing her happy when she thinks she surprised you so you just think to yourself ‘get ready to pretend to be shocked’
so as soon as she wraps her arms around you and goes ‘boo!’, you jump and always say the same stupid line you wish you would stop using but it just comes out naturally
“ope, didn’t see you there, tooru.”
but it makes her laugh every time so maybe it’s not such a bad habit
Katsuki Bakugo
he’s definitely a physical touch kinda guy but tries to be an acts of service man..y’know?
he doesn’t want you thinking that he likes hugging, cuddling, kisses or any of that none-sense bc..he is a big macho king explosion murder
and he knows that if he gets to comfortable with showing affection through physical touch, it’d become a habit then he might do it in public and the last thing he wanted was a rumour coming out that ‘king explosion murder is actually a huge cuddle-bug dork!’
so he hides it the best he can and expresses his love by like letting you wear his hoodie and not cussing you out when you do something stupid
but the fact is, nothing makes him feel better than holding you in his arms - under a blanket or not - with your face buried into his chest and your arm lazing draped over his shoulder
he usually does a good job at resisting his urge to randomly kiss you or take your hand in public
but there was that one time
luckily, it was on a date rather than on a school outing so it was only you who knows about it
it was probably around 6 months after y’all first started dating and he took you on a date to the carnival
there was a gang of boys who looked around a few years older than y’all and they were chatting amongst themselves until they approached the line you and Bakugo were waiting in (to get onto a ride at the carnival) and the group of boys stood behind you in line
at first everything was alright; they were just chatting while you were raving on about the ride to bakugo but he kinda tuned you out after he heard one of the guys say something along the lines of
“she’s kinda hot- a bit young but so fit. i think she’s from the UA too.”
that comment was enough to make his blood boil but a separate comment from one of the other guys tipped him over the edge,
“yeah and look at the guy she’s with. he’s the feral guy that needed to be put in chains at the sports festival - how embarassing.” he snickered, which was genuinely one of the most annoying noises bakugo has ever heard
his voice was low, in a whisper so they probably didn’t expect bakugo to hear it over the background noise of the carnival along with the girl yapping in his ear
but he did
and when i tell you this man was livid
in that moment he seriously considered just turning around and burning each and every one of those guys into a crisp
but the law-abiding citizen and hero inside him said no
instead, he fiercely snaked his arms around your hips to pull you into his chest and looked over his shoulders to shoot literal daggers at the guys
he led you out of the line for the ride in silence and you followed him without question - having heard the things those guys said but choosing to pretend as if you didn’t
“What was that about?” You finally asked as he brought you over to a bench, pulling you onto his lap
“Nothing.” He said, oddly calm as he stared into the void
“Okay.” You rolled your eyes, deciding not to pry as you obviously already knew what provoked him to do that. “I’m gonna go get some cotton candy then. Do you want some?”
“No.” He replied monotonously, allowing you to hop off his knee but immediately grabbing your hand, preventing you from going any farther than arms length from him.
“you needy cow.” you giggled, playfully kicking his shin, “I’m so hungry - let me go!”
“No.” He replied in the same monotone voice. “I can’t be assed to move.”
You leaned back, pulling your whole weight backwards to try get Bakugo to release his grip on your hand and eventually he gave in and got up, sluggishly following you to go get cotton candy
you gleefully popped some of the delectable fluff into your mouth before sneaking some into bakugo’s mouth too.
“are you gonna let go of my hand any time soon?” you asked, wanting to hold the bag of cotton candy for yourself but instead having one hand interlocked with his and the other being used to rip small pieces off as Bakugo held the bag in his spare hand
“No.”
[(a/n): not the over-used jealousy trope 🙊]
Izuku Midoriya
definitely a words of affirmation kinda guy
bc he knows what it’s like to have to go through life with barely anyone besides your mother telling you that your great and that you’re worthy. it’s depressing and traumatic and he wouldn’t wish that misery on his worst enemy
so he’s like your personal hypeman :)
making sure that you always feel appreciated, confident and loved
during the sports festival or anything similar, he’s always louder than the cheerleaders when it comes to your turn to shine
“GO, (Y/N)! YOU’RE SO POWERFUL, YOU CAN DO THIS! I BELIEVE IN YOU! REMEMBER TO BREATHE!”
slightly embarrassing for him but when he sees you smile confidently back at him, every ounce of embarrassment melts away and he is just filled with joy
he gets really emotional sometimes as well
but not like ‘you just faced an opponent and won bc one all your hard work and training - i am so proud of you’ sorta emotional
but like ‘omg you walked into his dorm wearing a new dress and you look really beautiful and you smiled at him so emotions wash over him and he just cries bc he realises how lucky he is to have you.’
he loves to receive words of admiration from you too though
one time you wrote him a birthday card and signed it off as ‘the future wife of the #1 pro-hero’
and as badly as you wanted to just sign it as ‘from the future pro-hero 😘’
you didn’t bc you knew how happy the other option would make him
Minoru Mineta
idk perversion ig?
wait no his love language is titties and/or ass
Momo Yaoyorozu
gift. giving.
like you have no idea how much serotonin she gets when she sees you overjoyed at gift she gives you
bc in her mind she knows that it was her that made you that happy and no amount of trophies will ever compare to how accomplished she feels for being the reason behind your smile
she’s a QUEEN 👑 UGH 😩💓
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whispers softly talk to me abt the repercussions of how allison was brought up
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I feel like the only way I can start by explainingabout the repercussions of how Allison grew up is by alsoexplaining how she grew up at the same time. So heregoes.
She grew up fast. Everyone looks at her and sees asheltered little princess, but they don’t understand that while herfamily were overbearing and protective because they knew exactly whatwent bump in the night, they also pushed her towards independenceearly on. She didn’t live in the kind of house where she couldclimb into her parents bed at night because she’d had a nightmare.She lived in a world where her dad would dry her tears and pat her onthe head and then her mom would tell her to go back to bed. To growup. To stop being so silly.
But they never tried to convince her that themonsters under her bed weren’t real, only that she should stand upto them. So she learned how. She learned that if she fell over andscraped her knee, her mom would put a band-aid on it and kiss itgently, but also tell her sternly to stop crying, that it was just alittle cut. So she stopped crying. She stopped showing her pain. Shelearned how to stick band-aids on her own wounds instead. She learnedhow to shut down her emotions, she learned that they were to befeared and hated and closed away because weakness was bad andemotions were the biggest form of weakness. So even now, when someonetells her that it’s okay to cry, or that she should let herselffeel emotions, she shies away from it, she keeps it locked inside ofher until she simply can’t contain it, and when it rains it pours.Everything pours out of her like a waterfall, usually when she’salone if possible, and then she shuts herself back up again andresumes her daily life like nothing happened.
She grew up lonely. Because her family wasconstantly on the move she could never get settled anywhere. She’dgo to school and be the new girl and just when she thought she couldreach out to someone, to make a friend, she’d be whisked awayagain, to somewhere new, to repeat the same thing. It was easier as avery young child, because kids didn’t care that she was new, orthat she was strange, they could all just play in the sandboxtogether and be happy. But she could never invite anyone over, shewasn’t allowed, and the times she was allowed to go over to someoneelse’s house for playdates was rare. And as she got older, kidsstarted being more wary of the new girl, more unwilling to talk, morestandoffish. Making friends got harder. It took more time, time shedidn’t have.
So she was left with her family. She attachedherself to her family above all else, and they were happier for it.She’d sit on her dad’s knee while he did boring paperwork and sheleafed through a picture book. She’d stand at her mom’s feetwhile she cooked dinner. She’d wait eagerly by the door for heraunt Kate to appear. And she loved Kate, Kate would treat her likeboth a big girl and a child simultaneously. She’d brush her hairfor her and read her stories about princesses who slayed their owndragons, or she’d let her stay up late, cuddled into her side whilethey watched a movie far too gory for Allison’s eyes, but Allisondidn’t care. She held onto Kate like a lifeline, because she washer only (mostly) constant companion.
This translates to later life, Allison strugglesto make friends, not because she isn’t likeable or nice orfriendly, simply because she still has that worry in the pit of herstomach, that she’d going to have to pack up and leave again. Evenwhen she’s been out of her parent’s house for years, she stillcatches herself thinking it, stopping to think that she shouldn’tmake friends because she’ll be moving on. Only to have to remindherself that she isn’t moving on at all.
She struggled with affection, between shutting down her own emotions and constantly worrying about having to move on and away from the people she cares about, she struggles to form real, emotional bonds with people. She often keeps her life quite close to her chest and is really good at talking about herself without ever actually saying anything meaningful. She’ll take on the woes of the world, but god forbid someone hear about the time she banged her knee on the cabinet and it hurt a little bit, much less the turmoil that is her emotional and mental state.
She grew up under constant pressure. She waschided for playing with dolls, encouraged to do sports, to playfootball or take up running. She took up gymnastics and archery andfound she was good at both and her parents were thrilled, they pushedher to keep doing it, finding her clubs and building a home gym,doing whatever it took to make sure she kept practising what she wasgood at.
On the flip side, they were hard on her when shewas bad at something, or rather, when she tried to take up a hobbythat wasn’t on their approved list of hunter training requirements.She took up photography, art, poetry, even fashion design- to see ifshe could please her fashion buyer mother that way- and was shot downevery time. She was told that she was terrible at all of the thingsshe tried. No paintings on the fridge, no photographs saved in framesaround the house, no acknowledgement that she had ever tried any ofthese things, because she had failed. Or that was what they toldher.
To this day, she struggles with being told sheisn’t good at something. If someone criticises her, she’s likelyto quit what she’s attempting, she’d feel bad about it, even ifshe had originally thought she was good at it.
She’s also hard on herself. She criticiseseverything she does, finding fault in all of it. She’s aperfectionist, but she can’t seem to see perfection in her ownworks, so she can’t stand any of it. Don’t expect her to show it to anybody, and if anyone should find it where it’s stuffed in dark corners or folded away in boxes, she’s always going to downplay it.
She’s hard on herself and she expects everyoneelse to be hard on her, too, she doesn’t expect softness and loveand understanding when she fucks up, she expects harsh words and thecold shoulder, or worse.
She also doesn’t necessarily think she deserves other people’s affection. Especially in times when she’s being hard on herself for any reason. If she feels bad about something she’s said or done, or been called out on being bad at, then she will immediately push away any attempts at affection. Often, she doesn’t feel like she deserves love. From her family, her friends, her partner(s). There are days where she will push away from all of that and shut herself off from it, and from them, because she doesn’t think she deserves them.
She punishes herself in little, subtle ways. Never too much, but pushing her friends away and isolating herself is one of them, she feels like if she denies herself the things she likes because she did something bad then it’s like penance. These are also the days when she most needs someone else’s help. But she’d never admit it.
There are certain phrases or implications that canpush her to doing near enough anything, no matter how stupid ordangerous. Things like ‘Grow up’ or ‘Don’t be ababy’ or anything along a similar vein, anything berating her forbeing weak or calling her a child is likely to spur her into action,even if it’s not the desired one.
She’s desperate for approval, but constantlysure she won’t get it. She tries excessively hard to please others,without meaning to, without looking like she is in most cases, butit’s there. She struggles the fine line between seeking approvaland making her own decisions, everyone else be damned.
She’s independent. She was raised to be aleader, trained to be one, so she possesses all the necessary talentsto be a leader, she’s forthright and smart and confident. But a lotof it is an act. Her confidence is easily shaken and she’s far more likely to do the thing first and then seek approval later. She’s a big believer in it being easier to ask for forgiveness than approval. Especially if the thing in question is potentially dangerous in any way.
And it’s not necessarily a symptom of her childhood, but more of her experiences in canon, but Allison really struggles sometimes with thoughts that lend themselves towards darkness, and the idea that monsters are bad and people are good. She understands, logically, that creatures/monsters/people all have an equal chance at being good or bad, but often her first instinct is to look at the monster like they’re the bad guy, even if they’re not. It’s something she’s working towards getting out of her system, but the prejudices instilled in her from an early age, even if she didn’t know it, run deep and as much as she hates them, it’s not something she can just ‘get over’ in an instant.
In short, the repercussions of Allison’s childhood mean that she’s emotionally closed off, she has trouble making and keeping friends, but when she does make them, she’d do anything for them. It also means that she’s constantly pushing herself harder than she needs to and will expect everyone else to be just as hard on her. Despite her confidence and her strong will, she’s fairly easy to manipulate if you know which buttons to press. There’s probably a lot more I can say here, but this thing is getting long as all hell.
Feel free to ask more questions though, if there’s anything I didn’t cover here that I should have. Which there undoubtedly is.
#teen wolf meta#allison argent meta#META :// PROMISE NOT TO LAUGH? ( ally a. )#anchoredalpha#more to come on the next installment probably#since you asked questions that fit in with this too#long post for ts
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