#they also did omg and can't let u go and greed ;~~~~~;

[drakenlvr]

Buisness attire is just so sexy on woman, especially with a gun ahhh- when me and my friends binge watched hxh on christmas the last few years we were all giggling and screaming whenever she came on screen -the second arc broke my heart so bad. It really went from 0 to 100 way too fast.

The ant arc was a rollercoaster but damn did it break me, gon going absolutely feral on pitou and seeing kaito dead, dude I died inside

Tho the phantom troupe going wild on this scorpion spider whatever woman was 10/10

Pariston is this dude you wanna kiss and then spit into his mouth <3 ur so right about the enemies to lovers thing tho

Uhmm... tbh the 1999 Version is so messy and funny, I love that they kept feitans accent/type of speech and hisoka looked so funny in it -the moment when he came out of the river with a fish in his mouth omg I can't. But they also had chrollo looking like Michael scott from the Office and the va's were so bad brrr. I think 2011 hxh grew a little more on me, sadly we didn't get kurapika destroying gender in that one car scene there :/

Okay so, basically I don't think he is a real predetor, not in the weird sense at least. Sure he is unhinged and says dubious shit all the time but I do think he only says that cause he knows that he can make people absolutely mad with that, a true troll if you ask me. I mean I like him in a weird way, or more like I love to hate him? He is as funny as he is scary and while I think he is a little too op in the end he is a fun guy, neither villain nor a good guy -a neutral disaster. Can't get over that he killed shalnark though... your thoughts?

first time when i watched hxh i was literally drooling over the women (+kurapika, phinks (don’t judge me) n hisoka) bcs let’s be real, regardless of personalities the character design is ♾/10

killua saying that he will stick with gon until he finds a reason to live honestly made me both cry n realize why i kin him. but honestly anything after greed island is ✨traumatic✨

kaito was definitely one of my favorites, gone too soon. his dismantled form literally crushed me. like seeing someone so strong be so helpless was the worst i could’ve imagined, especially someone like him, i mean gon literally looked up to him and then…

zazan (the scorpion bitch) was kinda hot not even gonna lie to u,,, i mean, this speaks for itself ->

like 👀 and feitan straight up cooked her. he made her hot inside out, quite literally 🥰

kurapika has always destroyed gender norms please,,, you need to see him in the manga if u haven’t read it — you should. giving slay

i have so many thoughts on hisoka. as a start i do like him, i like: his sorta playful but threatening personality ; the fact that he’s a morally grey character — he just has that egotistical wish to gain more and more power and knowledge and that’s an ambition i can get behind ; he’s (potentially imo the strongest character in the series) ; his style is amazing. i think he’s the strongest, bcs of what we’ve seen in the fight with chrollo, but idk if i should share my thoughts cuz idk if u’ve read it or only heard abt it 😭 now do i think he could’ve beat netero hmm potentially, but idk… i’m kinda hisoka leaning in that fight, but it’s kinda hard to decide

ALSO CAN WE TALK ABT THE NETERO X MERUEM FIGHT ???!

[roseband]

My VVVIP experience with The Rose (very long):

I did the triple VIP package in Stockholm, Sweden with the boys <3

For the green room tour, they all started with a hug, which was very nice... they're all very short hahaha, but so handsome.

When I first got into the room, Dojoon commented that my top looked like some of the jackets they wear on stage, so I was happy that he noticed that lol (done on purpose!!)

The first thing they asked all of us is if we wanted anything to drink, I asked for a diet coke knowing that Hajoon is a diet coke drinker too, which turned into a conversation with them about how diet coke isn't really sold in that area of Europe cause of the chemicals in it, and how we should probably all.... stop. (I drink like 3-4 a day I have a problem)

They asked why I came all the way from NYC, I mentioned that I had a buttload of unused PTO (which they didn't know what that was, which, honestly... artist problems same reason I didn't use mine, I told them that I finally got a staff graphic artist job (forgot to mention the brand and i wanna kermit cause sammy and their photographer both own a lot of stuff from the brand i work for, and like a ton of other idols lol.... like Eric's whole family is a fan of one of the things I do some art on lol (I should seriously send him one of the toddler outfits I did a bunch on for his nephew lol)), vs the freelance I had been doing for 3 yrs before), asked if I had come to multiple cities or had gone on vacation only, and I told them I was on vacation in Sweden/Denmark.

They don't usually get to tourist when on tour, so mainly just plane/train, hotel, concert venue, maybe one part of the city, which is kinda sad ;_; also it must be so tiring, like Dojoon looked super tired and not the healthiest, so I hope he's okay, he kinda kept his distance from us during parts of the tour and also "brain farted" during Q&A......

But they asked how I got there, mentioned plane ofc, but I made a joke that u could probably take a cruise...?? Hajoon said UBER which made the others all laugh

I kinda froze a bit, it was a loooottt, so Dojoon made a joke that I could just stare at them even and it'd be okay...

I asked them if they were going to ever release the old songs (like photographer, omg, greed, can't let you go) that they used to play on their tours in 2017-19, when I mentioned omg/photographer I told Jae I like his little slap bass solos in them <3 <3 <3 (Jae def still has the most idol'y mannerisms cause he did the classic idol compliment, head turn, heart eyes and hands to chest lol)...

They're planning on releasing them in a special way for broses, and Sammy was thinking some sort of like, scavenger hunt type thing on rosarium. (pls give them to meeeeee <3)

I told them I like those (omg and photographer) the most cause I play a bit of bass guitar, even though it's not my main instrument... and that the VIP package made me want to get out my guitars again,, Sammy asked what it was and if it was guitar, which I was like CLARINET!!!! and Bass Clarinet which is like a super big clarinet that goes up to /here/ *stands and gestures height*.

Sammy and Hajoon both came to the conclusion that it's a "clarinet cello" and "like a cello to a violin" which YES!!!

So when they got the ukulele out to sign, going with the violin joke, Jaehyeong mimed it being like a violin hahaha, and as they went to sign it Sammy kvetched about how sharpies smell lol.

So I was still talking to them about the old tracks, and mentioned I was a predebut fan.... and /used to/ (at least my noggin worked there) run a tumblr page of them, and sammy mentioned he used to be on tumblr and would follow/look into fan accounts, so HELP ME, (now i'm certain they've seen that awful video ;~;) but there's no way that he hasn't seen my acct then and that's big bad energy for my brain now lol.

but for the 4 selfies they first asked who your bias was, and when I said jaehyeong soooo quickly they all made fun of me for how fast it was, but OFC!! bass baby.

Jae and I took the two selfies, plus he almost dropped my phone in the middle, so I have a third really derpy one that wasn't supposed to be taken, and then we had the two with ot4...

Pics:

I wanna know what witchcraft they use to look taller in pics though...

And also... my precious (I have to build my display for it now)

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So after that we went for the stage tour....

I had initially hung by Jae while going on stage (and he helped me up cause their circle part of the stage was a big step up and i was wearing heels and am a klutz)

But I ended up hanging with Sammy and playing Skylar which <3 <3 <3

So two of the girls who were in my group played piano and were hanging with dojoon, and were both super good at piano btw!! <3

When I first put Skylar on I played a little bit of blackbird by the beatles and Dojoon sang alongggg, and then I played the beginning/chorus of back to me like the melody part (IDK I may slip in the audio that I recorded on my watch later, but not sure, I think I may wanna keep those private for me)

But Sammy asked if I wanted to keep playing (so I didn't get a chance on Juicy w/ Jae but that's okay, next year hopefully) and he showed me the chords to b2m and a little bit of the chords for alive.

It's really hard to play on stage, I'm not a guitar family main, and mostly play by tab/ear, so the delay you get from when you pluck/strum the instrument to when you hear it without the IEMs is really confusing.... so now I totally get why when they had that issue with their sound team with their IEMs they kept having such extreme issues cause it's like off by a half second from you playing and hearing it. (I can really only handle that delay on my reeds lol)

Also, rather than having a pedal board where they can change effects during tracks, they actually have them preprogrammed for each song, so they can change distortion type effects based on which song is in the setlist vs what effects they want at the moment. Which is different than when I went on their stage in 2018, cause they had a typical pedal board setup then.

Also when I took off Skylar, I asked Sammy what's with the heavy relic customs (cause he has two now) and he said that he just likes them..... and I sorta joked that in nerd instrument world that's not ok (even though I know someone who played at carnegie with duct tape on her fucking contrabass clarinet) and he said "well guitar can be a nerd instrument too" and like dude u do not know how weird woodwind players are... u do not get it but ily so much

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Q&A/Soundcheck/Concert was... normal, waiting for fancams to upload now

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We had one final group photo with the 5 VVVIPs where they also gave us the signed ukuleles and the posters they were holding backstage for us.

We got to hug them all again and we thanked them for the show.

We technically weren't allowed to give them gifts, but that was the only time we weren't watched as much, so one girl slipped them some black rose pins she ordered thru Dojoon, and I gave the keychains that I drew and had printed/manufactured through Sammy.

Sammy was impressed that I had all them and that the sticker on the back of Brittany is on the back, but when I mentioned I drew them he was like "wait you DREW these" so i'm super happy lol

...and then now i have world's worst post concert depression hahaha