#they all look so cute skjdf

[dearhangyul]

latest vlive random thoughts in tags so i dont spam lmao (pt 1 bc too many tags kjhsds)

[ohmyshownu]

3 & 21

i have summoned you >:) thanks bby <3

3. Has a kpop song or group helped you through some difficult times? If so, and if you feel comfortable, share how.

yes :((( you know this, but I found b.a.p when I was in the deepest waters of my depression. of course, there were other groups I loved listening to, but I really clung to b.a.p. all the shit they went through, plus yongguk’s struggles, I could relate to that. they were that first gasp of air after breaking the surface of that black ocean. they gave me the strength and courage to crawl and then stand on my own again. i am forever indebted to them. 

21. Talk about why you love your bias so much.

under a cut for length!!!

you cause me pain lmao okay gonna go with my top 3!

yongguk: he’s a calming, reassuring presence; a well of strength that he hands out through his music and words to others who need help. he’s incredibly conscious of the world and what goes on, and works in small steps to make a difference. and if he can’t change something himself, he inspires and encourages others to be the change. his quiet, unshakable leadership that is never questioned. his love for tigger, his love for his passions, his love and respect for his fans (pls you’ve seen his unwavering trust in us T__T). the way he likes wine and whiskey. how he openly shared the shadowy corners of his soul and the grisly battle he’s had with mental illness. his laugh and gummy smile :’) his pretty hands (and his pride in his pretty hands lol). his charisma on stage and the softness with which he carries himself offstage. i should stop here haha

shownu: another quietly strong leader. the way he’s blossomed into who he is now; he’s more open on camera, he’s killing it with his expressions on stage, his lack of fear in being goofy or making “dad jokes” in front of the camera and fans, his maturity and experience that has landed him positions on multiple shows this year. the way he looks at monbebe (weeps). his voooiiiiceeee, whether he’s talking or singing! wonderful!!!! his laugh and giggle. the way he shrugs his shoulders and his eyes crinkle and he gets the biggest grin when he laughs. the way he looks at his members (cough jooheon cough). how he always mentions how much he enjoys being with and working with his members. his bday posts for them. his food pictures. his selfies (he never takes a bad selfie fight me if he can still look THAT good at those angles then he really is a masterpiece). his same go-to poses. his inability to flirt but yet still manages to be flirtatious and make hearts flutter. the way he teases and plays with monbebe lol. his dancingggg (a given of course) but he’s just so pleasing to watch dance! i,,,,,i should also stop here I want to keep going skjdfs

myungsoo: my sweet baby boy o(-( his dimples!!!!!! his soft (curly) hair. his smile. the way he laughs and claps sdkjfs. his impeccable selfie skills. his love for photography. his love for byul (and subsequently his love and passion for helping stray cats ;;;;;). the lower tones of his singing. WHEN HE KOALAS WHOEVER IS NEXT TO HIM. his sweetness and care of those around him. how he works to always improve himself with the next project. his soft heart :( the way he waves ;;;;; he is the number one leader of flirtation! but he’s so smooth and cute in how he does it o(-( his voice only lives where he just talks to us T.T he just wants to be a comfort to others :( he’s best boy :((((((

send me soft kpop asks

[akours]

all of the cutesy questions

ily!

1. Who was the last person you held hands with? holly

2. Are you outgoing or shy? shy

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? holly!

4. Are you easy to get along with? mm i guess

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? she says yes

6. What kind of people are you attracted to? emotionally unavailable ppl

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? hopefully

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? holly

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? irl sex does

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? steph probably

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? u loom like blueberry also call

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? hard times, loneliest baby, susume tomorrow, peach, and aqours heros

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? not really

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? yea kinda

15. What good thing happened this summer? my gf!

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? yes

17. Do you think there is life on other planets? yes

18. Do you still talk to your first crush? yes

19. Do you like bubble baths? yes

20. Do you like your neighbors? no

21. What are you bad habits? all of them! also guilting and biting my nails

22. Where would you like to travel? idk

23. Do you have trust issues? sure thing buddy!

24. Favorite part of your daily routine? coming home and facetiming holly

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? my stomach mayb

26. What do you do when you wake up? check my phone

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? lighter

28. Who are you most comfortable around? holly probably

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? yeah 

30. Do you ever want to get married? probably yeah

31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail? barely,,,

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? none

33. Spell your name with your chin. no im on my computer skjdfs

34. Do you play sports? What sports? no

35. Would you rather live without TV or music? tv

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? nope

37. What do you say during awkward silences? nothing i Remain quiet 

38. Describe your dream girl/guy? nice and gentle and kind and affectionate!

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? none i like to stay home

40. What do you want to do after high school? die!

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? no

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? uh nothin im tired bitch

43. Do you smile at strangers? no

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? outer space

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? if i dont then ill get in trouble

46. What are you paranoid about? being abandoned and all of my friends talking about me behind my back

47. Have you ever been high? no

48. Have you ever been drunk? no

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? probably

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? grey

51. Ever wished you were someone else? always

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? i wish i was skinny

53. Favourite makeup brand? none

54. Favourite store? idk

55. Favourite blog? my own

56. Favourite colour? yellow or pink 

57. Favourite food? idk

58. Last thing you ate? hawaiian pizza

59. First thing you ate this morning? i ate chips like two hours ago

60. Ever won a competition? For what? no

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? no

62. Been arrested? For what? no

63. Ever been in love? yes

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? it was w my first gf and it was small and awkward but it was cute

65. Are you hungry right now? no i feel so sick

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? i have no tumblr friends

67. Facebook or Twitter? twitter

68. Twitter or Tumblr? tumblr

69. Are you watching tv right now? no im on facetime

70. Names of your bestfriends? holly and jupiter

71. Craving something? What? sleep and also to throw up

72. What colour are your towels? green and grey

73. How many pillows do you sleep with? two real pillows and then a body pillow and a tall cushion thing??

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? sometimes

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? i have 4

75. Favourite animal? deer

76. What colour is your underwear? like lavender ish grey

77. Chocolate or Vanilla? chocolate

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

79. What colour shirt are you wearing? white

80. What colour pants? none

81. Favourite tv show? voltron or the office

82. Favourite movie? idk

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? no

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? no

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? no

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? no

87. First person you talked to today? i dont remember

88. Last person you talked to today? holly

89. Name a person you hate? hope

90. Name a person you love? holly!

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? yes

92. In a fight with someone? i dont think so??

93. How many sweatpants do you have? 2

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? sweaters and hoodies?? like 10

95. Last movie you watched? natural born killers

96. Favourite actress? none

97. Favourite actor? none 

98. Do you tan a lot? nah

99. Have any pets? a cat named waffle

100. How are you feeling? really sick and also sleepy and also excited for next weekend

101. Do you type fast? yeah

102. Do you regret anything from your past? so much

103. Can you spell well? nope

104. Do you miss anyone from your past? yeah

105. Ever been to a bonfire party? yeah

106. Ever broken someone’s heart? maybe idk

107. Have you ever been on a horse? yeah

108. What should you be doing? ALGEBRA 2 HW I HAVE THE BOOK OPEN AND EVERYTHING

109. Is something irritating you right now? i feel so sick and i dont wanna do my hw!

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? always i have bpd

111. Do you have trust issues? ?? yeah

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? my cat..

113. What was your childhood nickname? moe

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? yeah

115. Do you play the Wii? no

116. Are you listening to music right now? if my gfs laughter counts..!

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? nah

118. Do you like Chinese food? yeah

119. Favourite book? tripping to somewhere

120. Are you afraid of the dark? always

121. Are you mean? sometimes

122. Is cheating ever okay? no!

123. Can you keep white shoes clean? god no

124. Do you believe in love at first sight? no

125. Do you believe in true love? yes

126. Are you currently bored? nah

127. What makes you happy? holly and attention and sebaclaude 

128. Would you change your name? to moe legally

129. What your zodiac sign? aquarius

130. Do you like subway? no

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? my WHAT

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?steph 

133. Favourite lyrics right now?all of garden of glass!

134. Can you count to one million? probably

135. Dumbest lie you ever told? no im too busy to hang out

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? closed

137. How tall are you? not tall enough

138. Curly or Straight hair? straight ish

139. Brunette or Blonde? ?? im neither i dont understand the question

140. Summer or Winter? winter

141. Night or Day? night

142. Favourite month? december

143. Are you a vegetarian? no

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? dark

145. Tea or Coffee? coffee

146. Was today a good day? kinda

147. Mars or Snickers? neither

148. What’s your favourite quote? none

149. Do you believe in ghosts? yeah

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? to solve, we need to determine when the number of miles the car travels exceeds the number of miles the motorcycle travels.