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i'm sooo curious what they'll do around christmas time. cause like no chance they're doing gamingmas while on tour but i feel like they'd want to do something? partly because we're needy and they have a tendency to feel bad about disappointing us but also because you knowww phil wants that december cpm lmao
i'll take anything except dilmas please not another dilmas i am haunted by the memory of dilmas i'm sorry i like the sims but i can't do it
#the second one was fun but it's kinda ruined by the context lmao like oh that was supposed to be the end. huh.#and the first one is just. oh my god.#was anyone there for the like. two? three? i don't even know. sims marathon streams i did#and if so do you remember the absolute despair that was raching the first dilmasbsfdshjfb it NEVER ENDS#and NOTHING HAPPENS#and just when you think it's over NOPE THERE'S ANOTHER ONE#the collective meltdown in chat as we realised we were only a few hours in and the past five videos were a whole lot of nothing#was funny every time i can't lie
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Sorry for going quiet, been busy- here’s some art I did today


#bloo’s art :)#badboyhalo fanart#badboyhalo#ghost ur#qsmp ghosted#ghostiesona#I haven’t played hollow knight in a hot minute- and today’s stream made me wanna play it again#I love that bbh is trying new games too#and I did hear what happened on the qsmp#I hope pomme’s admin can come back- that was so unfair#also the French need to be treated better- cause WTFF#I did see quackity’s response too#and I didn’t like the fact that people kinda forced him to make a statement about wil-#he should’ve gotten time to collect himself first too yk? will was his friend too- and we don’t know what happens bye#but yeah#I hope the qsmp takes a set back and fixes everything first before reopening#also I will never forgive the admin who thought that creating drama by using the CCs-#they’re literally the reason why I feel scared to be on Twitter as a ghostie#also how unfair for the CCs- the ones who were discouraged or the ones who literally can’t join back cause of ‘lore reasons’#hollow knight
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had a good rummage on ebay for cds i definitely should have already owned by now
#couple of these were throw ins to get a discount but im not mad#theyre all albums i love as /albums/#love to listen to them start to finish#it makes me happy#nyxtalks#theres a couple here i would have bought direct from the artist to support them but actually a lot are not being sold. sad#now i gotta figure out how to fit them into my little collection#i should maybe filter it a lil. i dont need the [punk rock band i listened to as a teen that have lost all their morals] up there any more#the cds might not make them more money like streaming does. but the morals dont feel the same jfidhdkdnd#anyway#embarrassing i didnt own some of these. been a while since i bought cds i guess
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Reported for illegal content.
Is this about the pirated episodes of river monsters I watched today :(
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you are complaining about complaining too much while complaining about the fact that maybe people dont like you because you complain too much while complaining about being alone. just stop complaining and do something about it. talk to people. reach out. dont just wait for someone to come to you first.
i have tried reaching out to different people in the past year or so but it never works. i understand its my own fault for letting relationships decay because of my own insecurities and issues but that doesn't mean i can just will myself to think or believe different things about myself. it's a self fulfilling prophecy ; i think people don't like me so i don't reach out so people don't like me etc . i am sure you do not want to hear me list all the things i want to say in response so i will put them in the tags.
#every time i try to reach out or talk to someone it goes nowhere. i dont have any social skills anymore and have no clue how to keep a#conversation going. half the time even when i do people stop replying to me. which is fine theydont owe me a reply but still feels likeshit#when i tried to make one new irl friend it just didn't work because they have better options for friends. we spoke occasionally but never#messaged online like ever and would only talk when we happened to be in the same place. i tried multiple times to organize a time to hangou#none of which came to pass. i dont understand why this one didn't work because i thought this person was interested in being my friend but#i guess i was wrong or thought they were more interested than they really were.#i have a problem with reaching out anyway which has been a problem i have had since i was like 11. reaching out to people first doesnt come#easily to me - in the beginning when i was a lot younger i didn't want to bother people with my presence & thought if i were to come to#someone first they would feel pressured into talking to me when they didn't want to. this is stupid of course. but has still not left me as#something i feel is very core to the way i act today. waiting for someone to come to me first feels like my only option because i do not#know how to reach out effectively (my evidence being i have failed every time i have tried) & i am convinced people dont like me in the#first place and do not want me to approach them.#i dont really even know who to reach out to in the first place. my world is extremely narrow. the number of people i know has shrunk#significantly and my standing in their eyes collectively has also shrunk significantly in the past few years. i feel like every person i#was once friends with wants nothing to do with me. i feel as if i have burned every bridge possible.#when it comes to the fact i complain all the time . which i know of course is annoying. its because i cant find any kind of joy in anything#i do or see or whatever. nothing makes me happy - i only see things to complain about. all stimulus seems grating and the world seems#specifically catered to make me miserable. all i can really do is complain. i treat this blog like a stream of consciousness and when most#of that consciousness is occupied with how much i hate being alive the blog will mostly be complaining. its a vicious cycle lol .#anyway . i guess the key theme is low self esteem begets low self esteem in many ways. mental illness begets mental illness.#i am not really saying this to anyone least of all to you anon. i just felt compelled to recount i guess for myself the reasons that came#to mind for why i am like this. i am talking to myself here
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mason calling out the tumblr girlies (gender neutral)
#this is from like an old stream??#dont ask ive just been consuming every piece of media they were in#also hes so right#mxm collection#mason madden#mason d madden#dijak#?#wtv#video#mansoor
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i think everyone will appreciate the fact that i was assigned to do a paragraph in my french class about our opinions on AI. i raised my hand and asked, “how many swear words can i use?”
my professor, who has not been around me long enough yet to learn that she should probably stop most of my ideas before they start, seemed to decide eh, what’s the worst that can happen and said “as many as you want, i guess.”

she will regret this and i will get to talk about how much AI sucks using many swear words.
#a couple minutes later she was teaching us vocab words and asked if any of us had a dvd player when we were young#i raised my hand and said ‘i have a collection of dvds because i don’t trust streaming services’#and she just went ‘the way you view the world is so interesting’
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UPDATED Run through of all the demon lore on Tina's 14 hour stream (and some funny moments and only half timstamped because im lazy and doing this for the second time):
- Tina flew for the first time confused, questioned if she was a god and pretended to be an angel to Etoiles
8:10:40 - started flying again and put on an echo-y voice and then a deep voice as she threatened Etoiles for diamonds but still confused why she could fly
- recklessly flying around and most times the echo voice was put on (demon voice??)
(8:35:00 Troubleshooting her demon voice and also states that apparently the flying wasn't planned and she has no clue whats happening)
8:39:40 - let the flying get to her head in that she'll be stronger and better than everyone else because she "forgot how good it feels" to be herself
(angel wings are faster than demon wings apparently)
- flew back to her house - insulting Cellbit's house and threatening him and being possessive of Bagi before realising how possessive she was being and decided not to be demon mode anymore
(Asked the updates admin not to tell others so she could keep the flying because she's a good guy)
(8:54-10:04 break of making a gift box for Empanada and just hanging around)
10:04:50 - she lost empanada and began to fly around and use the demon voice to find her and when Em questioned her flying Tina tried to move the situation on
10:18:35 - suddenly went into cinematic mode where it darkens on top and bottom with a bright spot in the middle in the shape of an eye then it kept flicking on and off and she promised not to do "it" again
- "No watchers necessary" the fuck does that mean
- a ring of fire started to form around her and Em and she begins to threaten the air and say she's has no intention of going home
- shouting that she shouldn't have spread her wings but she's not going home - is being threatened for flying and they've come to drag her back to hell as punishment
- got given a key called "you" and belives that the threat was also extended to the people she loves (Em and Bagi) so wants them to be fully protected
- mentions she has wings and is given a teared feather
- em is excited and wants to go flying but apparently its a "great sin" that comes with trauma and baggage
- "they don't like my type of flying, birds only I guess" hell linked to the federation?? Evil cuca??
- mouse can be told and Tina wants her there but BBH is a bottom of the barrel/last option because she gets annoyed by him (doesn't know if mouse fell or was born demon)
- it's a last ditch option to turn Em into a demon to survive but Tina doesn't know how to do that (if she fails to save Em "God so help [her]")
- giant fire appears on top of the hill and she comments how unforgiving and cruel they are because she's been the best (out of the demons??) And she's promised not to do it again but they're still taunting her
- chat and Tina get jump scared by an enderman
- doesn't want Em to tell Bagi but she will tell her she's a demon in either a month, year or century because she's surely awake or alive at somepoint
10:52:50 - Tina calls for a pause/cut so she can eat
10:56:56- got the shit scared out of her by the sudden appearance of a vat of acid in the lake (Em couldn't see but heard the burning)
(Em got Bad Omen for an hour and 30 and Tina fished up neptunium)
11:08:20 - a tree is lit on fire across the water and Em tells tina after it finishes but it starts again so she can see
- cinematic mode comes back and she begins to complain in demon voice to the "big guy downstairs" and doesn't know what the eye shape means questioning whether they're looking through her eyes
("Spending my Saturday night with my child" it's Thursday morning???)
- fire appears on the land across from the dock with a floating crown that then disappears before the fire
- quickly flies up a bit before settling and saying "interesting" - testing if there is immediate punishment??
11:17:42 - got the achievement "Who's da New King of Hell?" With an image of the crown from before and the step backwards and be lit on fire and tells the "dumb bitches" that she's not coming back
(Ben_Fox_ that was not the time but it was funny as fuck and you had an excuse)
- doesn't want Em to hang out with Mouse too much now - maybe doesn't know if mouse would also be contacted and how she would react?? Saving Em from more danger??
(Tina's scared that her lore could hurt Em and it can't happen because she only has one life)
11:41:15 - Em's favourite creature is a moloch and since she likes fire Tina wonders if she can live with her (in hell??? She'll have to eventually go back??)
11:50:11 - Tina mentions that Em "could be happy there" while she's staring at her Moloch pet/child - maybe if she took Em to hell she'd be safe than in the overworld
11:56:39 - tina tells Em to kill the bees' bloodline and praises her for her bloodlust and then uses her calm demonic voice to call her over to start fishing (the demon power is going to her head and its scaring her child...)
- Tina is now incredibly paranoid about everything
12:24:03 - Em disappeared and Tina immediately panicked and used her demon voice (but she just went to name her moloch Aelia) and then flew up a little - possibly to see if they would come back/she would be punished??
- started accidentally flying again while cutting trees but because nothing happened she continued to because it was easier
12:38:16 - Em tells Tina about her accidental trip to the Nether and Tina tells her not to go again because she doesn't want her to get hurt and she get get stronger if she hangs out with Uncle Bad a bit
(When Empanada goes off to put torches around Tina begins playing No More Birthdays by Sophie May and has canonically said this is how q!Tina feels about Em)
- was using her demon voice to compliment Em but then was messing around with the settings to make it high pitched
(Tina wants a lasso - take her daughter flying??? Please!!)
13:17:11 - realised that she had Speed for like 10 seconds and she doesn't know whether it's her "demon-like reflexes" or the pie but she didn't get it before so definitely demon shit
13:18:01 - accidentally flies again and then in demon voices says she's "changing" - return of her demon powers she can no longer suppress!!
(13:21:37 Met the English Bunny (his language was set to Portuguese, Xaninho/Agent 18??) That Em couldn't see and later named him Donny/Don-Don/Ronny)
13:27:55/13:30:47 - told Donny that the soul lanterns in her house weren't oil but lost souls she had collected but their not the ones of the people she's killed and used her demon voice scaring them
(Em nodding along to Tina talking about Ronny's appearance while not being able to see them and then proceed to fake sleep)
13:43:44 - Ronny finds the comments about fire and souls concerning so he questions the soul lanterns more and Tina explains they're not necessarily dead people but wandering souls kind of like catching fireflies
(Ronny tries to start shit between Tina and Bagi over the Giraffe and Tina threatens with her demon voice and is told to calm down)
14:10:48 - despite saying multiple times that she needs to only use her flying when needed she starts flying around Em again and then when Em gets her horse put Tina starts flying a few times to catch up/accidentally (really only stopping because Foolish was in chat)
#the thing is yeah she got to fly before phil and thats hilarious#but also he flies via elytra whereas tinas is creative mode double jump fly because she kept accidentally doing it when sprint jumping#when she was first flying someone in chat said “is this demon lore?/j” and oh boy no one knew what they were in for#key to unlock her true potential??#i feel bad em has to lie to bagi tomorrow#she ended the stream with like 45 empanada signs thats not a collection that is limiting her freedom of speech#qsmp tina#qsmp demons#qsmp lore#qsmp#do these rabbits get fed i swear ronny ate like 20 pumpkin pies
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so what i'm putting together from osmosis and the wonderful livebloggers and the incredible arkanis english updates account is something like this
Prefeito Jota: Hello, I'd like to hire you to investigate what happened in my city/island(?)!
Bagi, who was previously "invited" to a mysterious island/city by its elected official, subsequently trapped on the mysterious island/city, investigated the deep mysterious history of the island/city, came to no conclusions, found her brother after years of searching, was separated once again from her brother, gained and lost an adopted daughter (possibly to being kidnapped by the island government, which was evil), gained and lost a demon fiancée (possibly to being dragged back to hell, so there's no way to find her), gained and lost a close demon friend to dubious circumstance (did he die for his children? is he with skeppy in the gas station?), and has had an unknown amount of time to process and/or suppress all of this: Sure! :D
#ah shit now i gotta tag this#arkanis#qsmp#qsmp bagi#q!bagi#long tags#hopefully that covers it for people who don't care abt the lore tie-ins; i think they'll be able to filter this post#this is mostly a qsmp post so i hope you are able to filter it at your leisure :)#i try very hard not to bug have a good week :D#shut up vic#block game brainrot#is valigma an island or a city i'm unclear on this#or is it a city that's on an island#is there an island??? there's not. there is. where were they travelling. there was a boat i know that#fe//lps crashed the boat there's gotta be a port somehwere close by#but it could just be a port city.... is it an island??#brother i'm cooked i don't speak portuguese and i work during the streams.... cognates save me....... save me cognates.........#the name of my tiktok collection for qsmp is 'context clues only' bc i was determined to follow its story through only osmosis.#i was wrong about that one but. welcome back context clues only.#idk anyway hopefully this post can be filtered by people in either fandom who don't care abt crossover lollll 😭#look q!bagi has every reason to distrust elected officials that try to invite her places#last time it happened it was a bona fide second location.#it's kinda wild she was willing to do it again lmao#do you think she got the request and idly wondered how long she was gonna be stuck this time#we kinda had to skim over that aspect of q!bagi's arrival bc of the weird meta parts of the presidential invitation#but iirc the qsmp president inviting her was canon. which is WILD lmfaooo#and also how she was fiancées with tina (a demon) and friends with bad (a demon) and coparents with mouse (a demon)#and then she gets invited and comes to valigma and she's probably already got insane déjà vu and then BOOM. matt.#like i'm not cc!bagi so i don't know but i didn't read q!bagi as someone who just. moved on.#i don't think she would process the events of quesadilla island i think it's more likely she suppressed it. really really well.
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so was anybody going to tell me that the lyrics in Holiday by Green Day aren't
"Hear the dogs howling out of key
To a hymn called They/Them Misery"
or was I just going to have to find this out myself?
#green day#.txt#music#i—#like i figured they weren't referring to nonbinary misery explicitly in this song (although i Love to pretend they are)#BUT#i really thought they were saying ''They/them misery'' as in ''the collective misery'' of the masses#though this makes sense. faith & misery. going hand in hand#plus my version's phrasing is v modern. joking about nbs & such being ''the they/thems'' etc#ANYWAY#on my green day bullshit again#STREAM GREEN DAY ON SPOTIFY. (& buy cds gdi...)#maria is literally just rambling. hi
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weeeeeee
#my posts#your local library probably has a decent cd collection!#i dropped by mine after work today and found some gems#and put some others on hold#there are probably audiobooks too but i didnt look through. although do audiobooks even come out on cd anymore?#or is it all apps and streaming these days#favourites i picked up: transatlanticism which you can see here#whats your pleasure by jessie ware. visions of a life by wolf alice#i also got a few i haven't listened to yet like why hasnt everything already disappeared by deerhunter#and for ones i put on hold... angles by the strokes and sloan's action pact(!)#and spiritbox's fear of fear ep which i was surprised to see. although i shouldn't be since they're a canadian band#no carly rae though :( which is fine bcs i already have most of her albums. but#also no mcr which really surprised me since most of their albums came out when CDs were big + they're well known#maybe a deliberate omission...?
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#Hello Hello Hello#I really did quite need to break character for a moment purely in order to establish how deeply normal I am about this. So very.#I do not think words can describe exactly the feeling I was overtaken by when I woke up to this message#New Prof Elemental album AND it's a sequel to ApeQuest... truly life can be wonderful sometimes.#Someday I'll be able to afford the whole collection but untl then I'm streaming these on loop.#I haven't talked about my appreciation for the Professor's music in a while but rest assured I am still obsessed with it.#Speaking of which I cannot quite believe it's already been so long since Nemesis! and Good Dad Club were released?? Fascinating.#Topsy Turvy was in 2022. I made palettes for that one when it released yet it feels like just this year. Time really does fly by so fast.#Ah anyway I suppose I've rambled on long enough. Time to return to our regularly scheduled radio silence.
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Last week I was sick and my fiancé(e) @junkyrdgh0st read me for filth in one sentence:
"are you watching star trek?"
the thing is. *that's what I do when I'm sick.* everytime. i had not told this fun fact about me to my fiancé(e) she just clocked me with star trek after like 30 seconds of her hearing me rasp wheeze and cough. just "are you watching star trek? you tend to always watch star trek when you get sick" UH YEAH I GUESS IM AN OPEN BOOK THEN
#to be completely transparent tho i wasn’t watching star trek#i was watching all halloween stuff the classics yannow#but every other time in my life for the past#bc when i was a kid when i got sick my mom would put this old vcr tv in my room and let me watch all the vhs tapes i wanted#but the biggest collection of tapes we had were all star trek the next generation#so i ended up watching star trek every time i was sick bc those were the tapes we had#but then came streaming#i could choose to watch anything when im sick but the habit stuck???#anyway when i was still living at home my whole ass family would see me watching star trek and ask if im sick and id be grumpy but say yea#and remember i mentioned none of this whole ass backstory of me and star trek to my fiancé(e)#she just read me for filth#i hadn’t even confirmed i was sick i was just coughing but she hit the nail on the head#fiancé(e) uses multiple different pronouns#today they’re she/her
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Full offense, but people are allowed to complain that the Eras Tour movie is under rent rn
#especially when the other releases that came before like rep tour/city of lover/folklore lpss were on streaming#she's not come and collect your fan card ffs
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i will never forget how this fandom treated nabu malikata for not reciprocating king deshret's feelings of affection. she genuinely did not understand the concept behind the emotion of love, how was she ever to reciprocate something she could not understand nor grasp.
but this is just me & my bias more than likely because i am easily suckered in by the unrequited love trope.
#ooc. ( ready...action! )#watched a friend's stream where he was going through the things he collected in sumeru & his findings#it just brought back a lot of memories from when sumeru was still slowly unraveling#so much of the fandom made it sound like nabu malikata just did not care for deshret#she did care that was her friend but she just couldn't return the emotions he had for her#because she didn't understand what those emotions even were or what they meant or why it was he even saw her the way he did#i'm rambling in the tags i'm sorry but it was an enjoyable stream#it refreshed a lot of sumeru backstory & lore for me#also i thought the unrequited love trope was popular?#so it caught me so off guard that so many people got so defensive over her not feeling the same way#it could just be me again because i'm a huge fan of that trope
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Dear 10 Different Streaming Channels I have access to,
You're really going to make me get off the couch and get a DVD out?
Sincerely,
A Dissatisfied Customer
#streaming is so useless#like how was it when there were like two streaming companies I could always find something I wanted to watch? But now...#Glad I have my DVD collection still because just looked to see if several things were available that I fancied watching and none were#and I'm not even talking the obscure stuff I admittedly like#like yeah I know I don't pay for all of these channels... but one of my friends or family does for those other than the two I do pay for...#so some actual service would be nice
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