#these two are driving me crazy with all the future scenes they've been giving me

[kierarhawke]

“Yet you still—”

“I came to love the man...and I understand the god.”

“...Even in this, you continue to surprise me.”

Me: ....Welp. There went my heartstrings. T^T

[citycfangels]

text: Charlie ⇄ Raquel

Charlie: where would you say there are good places for the bar? like, good areas for it?

Raquel: ANYWHERE.

Raquel: EVERYWHERE.

Raquel: Okay I might have gotten carried away but I'm just excited that we're starting this.

Raquel: I can bring you all my research and then show you comps for a few things just so that you can see market values and how they've gone up.

Raquel: I think west hollywood might be good or downtown since they're developing a huge bar and almost speakeasy scene.

Raquel: now I sound like a real estate agent.

Raquel: which I don't even mind because I'm just so excited.

Charlie: you've been thinking about this for a while, huh?

Charlie: oh, don't stop on my account. it's kinda sexy. you're like my sexy real estate agent. it's cute.

Charlie: bring your ideas and we'll see what's best

Raquel: pretty much since you told me you wanted the bar.

Raquel: I'll be your sexy real estate agent any time you want babe. I can wear pencil skirts and give you grand tours. We can christen every room.

Raquel: I'm going to bring my ideas and we can even like go around and look at a few places. There was one place with really good lighting but I wasn't sure if you would like it because it did have a lot of light and was a weird dry cleaners before.

Charlie: holy shit.

Charlie: you know you're giving me great ideas for roleplaying, right?

Charlie: well, i have to see it with my own eyes, but i guess we could work with that

Raquel: why are you surprised? This is important to you.

Raquel: really? So does that mean you're coming to my open house baby?

Raquel: if not I've seen like two other places but this is your bar so really it's not my decision to make at all.

Charlie: it is. it's a really big thing for me. for us.

Charlie: will your legs be open too?

Charlie: i really like your input on all of this. you know i appreciate your opinions and help and i think that makes the bar our baby, not only mine

Raquel: I know it is and I think this is really important for the both of us.

Raquel: For you baby, any time.

Raquel: I know you do but this is yours. When we started this I wasn't completely yours. When we started this I wasn't sure what we were or how thing would come to be. I didn't know what our future was. I want something to be yours. I want this to be your baby. I want to stand beside you and know that I can be proud of the man I want to spend the rest of my life with.

Raquel: This isn't mine to steamroll. This is yours.

Charlie: then sign me the fuck up, babe

Charlie: babe. i have you now and i know how you feel this should be mine, but i'm serious, i want you to be part of this as much as i am. of course you'll have your acting career and whatever comes to you, and i'll be proud of that, but i want you to be in this as much as i am.

Charlie: this doesn't feel only mine, although i'll be the one who will be behind the scenes making sure everything is okay.

Raquel: signed up, scheduled and ready for you whenever

Raquel: Okay. I just don't want you to think that this is just me pushing you to do something you don't want to do or something that I'm pushing for more. I love you and I want you to know that if you need me to step back I will.

Raquel: good because I don't know as much as you do about how things should run.

Charlie: good, because i'm feeling like eating you out tonight

Charlie: you know i don't think that. i know you will if i need you to step back and let me do my thing, and i'll let you know. i'm excited about you and me doing this, you know

Charlie: i don't know how to do that yet, but there's a first time for everything

Raquel: that's your mood almost every night baby. Not that I'm complaining.

Raquel: I'm really excited. Then again I think the real estate agent is the happiest.

Charlie: well, we both love it when my mouth is on the right places 😉

Charlie: i can't wait to see your ideas, babe. i love seeing you as excited as i am about this

Raquel: well you're just so talented with it babe. Like when it's on my clit and when you tease my nipples.

Raquel: but I think my mouth can compete with yours just as much.

Raquel: So I should just create like a pinterest and just show you every night because I have a lot of ideas.

Charlie: you know your lips can drive me crazy, especially when they're around my cock

Charlie: that's not a bad idea at all. we could do that, yes

Raquel: well i can't help it. Not when having you in my mouth makes me so wet.

Raquel: or I could just introduce you to the real estate agent that has been helping me a bit.

Charlie: do you want me to have a boner right now, babe?

Charlie: that's a good idea too. everything that may be helpful is welcome when it comes to this

Raquel: Maybe.

Raquel: you can be ready for me for when I get home.

Raquel: I can come back home and get on my knees for you. Make you come in my mouth before I use it to mark what's mine.

Raquel: Then I can set up a meeting I trust them to find something for us and they've heard enough about you that it's probably time for you two to meet.

Charlie: oh, i know what i'll do until you come back then

Charlie: i'll sit here on the couch, fully naked, i'll connect my laptop to the tv and i'll watch good porn until you're back

Charlie: that's a good idea. if you trust them, i trust them too, so yeah, let's have a meeting

Raquel: by good porn you mean ?????

Raquel: when do you want me to set it up for?

Charlie: i mean porn with context, a plot behind it.

Charlie: i have this thing in which i classify porn according to that, so we have porn in general which is the one who usually lacks of a plot and then the good porn, which is the one i have bookmarked

Charlie: the bad porn category is the one that's... really bad and feels too overacted.

Charlie: maybe next week? tuesday would be great

Raquel: are you saying that I should get more into roleplay so that we can give our sexcapades some plot?

Raquel: wait you have them bookmarked?

Raquel: will you show me?

Raquel: Tuesdays I know are usually rough for her but after 2 o'clock I think she can be free.

Charlie: there's some porn that isn't roleplaying and still has some plot, but i wouldn't be opposed to that

Charlie: are you saying you want to watch porn with me?

Charlie: i wasn't expecting that

Charlie: that's hot

Charlie: oh, then ask her when she can and then we can agree on a appointment. it doesn't have to be on tuesday

Raquel: so what like the pizza guy that needs a little extra tip?

Raquel: It's not like I've never watched porn before. Why shouldn't I watch it with the man I love.

Raquel: you just can't blame me if I start touching myself.

Raquel: I think it can be Tuesday. I'll email her now.

Charlie: there must be something along these lines on my bookmarks

Charlie: i wasn't expecting you telling me you wanted to watch porn with me. i never thought it would happen and i'm already turned on at that thought

Charlie: the porn is good, so you probably will and i'll be focused on seeing you touching yourself

Charlie: or else i'll masturbate you. or fuck you right in the couch, whatever happens first

Raquel: You can be my pizza boy any time baby.

Raquel: Babe, you're always turned on.

Raquel: who says you can touch? I know it's not the same as when you touch me and it's hard for me to cum if it isn't with you but I can still try.

Charlie: you're the one who wanted me to be turned on by the time you came home, remember?

Charlie: evil. i'd be watching tho, so i guess i'd be helping a bit

Charlie: do i get to get off myself, right?

Raquel: I did and I still do. I want you hard for me and after we watch a video I can wrap my lips around your huge cock and let you cum in my mouth.

Raquel: but first I'm going to let you watch me. Without touching me. You can touch yourself but you can't touch me. You just aren't allowed to cum.

Charlie: we're doing this tonight, huh? i'll get the best porn for you, babe

Charlie: if you don't cum yourself, do i get to eat you out later?

Raquel: mhmm. I get home really soon and I'm already so wet.

Raquel: maybe.

Charlie: do it soon because i'm this close to losing my underwear

Raquel: you're such a tease. I'm trying to get there as soon as I can.

Charlie: i told you i'd be naked by the time you were here, so that's nothing new

Raquel: Still doesn't mean you're not a tease.

Raquel: it's not fair when I can't take my clothes off yet. just thinking about you waiting for me makes me want to touch myself.

Raquel: too bad I don't want to give my uber driver a show.

Charlie: okay, think about... cold things

Charlie: think about ice, for example

Charlie: don't do it bc he shouldn't be getting a show. nope.

Raquel: Ice doesn't help. All I can think about is how you can put ice cubes around my nipples just to make them harder and how you can melt one on my skin slowly before you use your tongue.

Raquel: I'll be thinking about you either way.

Charlie: you're really horny, aren't you?

Charlie: when will you be here?

Raquel: yes.

Raquel: You can't really blame me since this is your fault.

Raquel: in like 10 minutes. Maybe.

Charlie: you were the one who started talking about a real estate realtor fantasy, but i guess i'm also to blame

Charlie: well, hurry up and try to not come in the backseat

Raquel: Well you encouraged it so that definitely didn't help. You could have just left it alone.

Raquel: I can't. I'm wearing a longer skirt than usual and i know they'll notice. I just have to wait and tell them to drive faster.

Charlie: i'd say i'm sorry, but i don't want to lie so

Charlie: do i have time to have a shower?

Raquel: U R THE WORST.

Raquel: sure. Shower without me but if I need to come look for you I'll know where to find you.

Charlie: you love me tho 😏😏😏

Charlie: hey, i could be out of shower before you're here

Raquel: with all my heart 😘 😘 😘 😘

Raquel: Doubtful especially if it has to be a cold one.

Charlie: 😊

Charlie: you're underestimating me, babe. i can be done by the time you're here and grace your eyes with my naked presence

Raquel: I'm not. I just think you're going to need more time than five minutes. If you make me wait I will get started without you.

Charlie: go ahead, because i'd love seeing you getting off right after i step out of the shower and i know you love seeing me wet and naked after a shower. we'd both win in this situation, babe

Raquel: I feel like this is just your plan to catch me masturbating just to try to help me out. There's still going to be no touching. You're just going to have longer to watch.

Charlie: i didn't have any ulterior motives to suggest that, but okay

Charlie: anyways, i just got out of the shower so you won't have to wait. is there any kind of porn you want to watch? any kink?

Raquel: getting out the uber now.

Raquel: show me your favorite one.

Charlie: the threesome one works for you?

Raquel: if that's your favorite one then yeah. It's just a video. I know I'm the only girl you want.

Charlie: yes, you are. i like to watch those videos but i don't need two naked girls in my bed to be happy. i only want and need you.

Raquel: I think that's the most romantic thing you've ever said to me.

Charlie: is it? really?

Charlie: i don't know, i'm in a romantic mood lately. i bet that's not the most romantic thing i've said

Raquel: well besides the first time you said you loved me. I love this romantic mood. But just so you know it's not going to replace my super horny one. If anything it's just amplifying it because it reminds me just how happy I should make you. Get ready to be too tired to even move because I am going to fuck your brains out babe.

Charlie: you don't really have to, but i won't say no to that because i love you and i love to see you happy when you do that

Charlie: okay, you're making me want to skip the whole porn video and take you to bed to fuck you in every possible position

Raquel: you make me happy in every possible way.

Raquel: No skipping anything. But the whole fucking me in any position possible isn't out of the question. I'm ready for you to bend me however you want but tonight I'm in control.

Charlie: so do you, babe

Charlie: oh my, i'd love to bend you over, but i wouldn't mind seeing you on top of me and doing all those things i love

Raquel: I'm going to be on top with my hands on your abs while I ride you. Just when I think you're about to come I'm going to stop and then turn around and give you a nice view of my ass and your cock going deep inside me.

Charlie: i like both views, so i'm going to enjoy them as much as i can

Charlie: fucking come here already, babe

Raquel: you can enjoy watching me come all over your cock. Your fingers can play with my asshole and pull my hair as you come inside me.

Raquel: fine. but you still have to watch.

Charlie: you're a fucking tease and i can't get off yet. mean

Charlie: i'll be more than happy to do that. will you be naked?

Raquel: teasing you is what I do best baby. That's just round one. Round two I'll be on my knees using my mouth to please you. My tongue going slowly against you. You hitting the back of my throat just to make my eyes water.

Raquel: nothing but the tv will be on.

Charlie: you really meant it when you said you were going to fuck my brains out, didn't you? 😏

Charlie: that sounds really good to me. i'm even more tempted to look at you than to the screen

Charlie: you should know that the towel just came off right now.

Raquel: when have I ever lied to you.

Raquel: well if you can't keep your eyes off me I sure won't mind.

Raquel: and you should know that my panties are already soaked.

Charlie: never, i hope

Charlie: do we really need the threesome video in the background?

Charlie: hot damn

Raquel: I never will.

Raquel: yes. I want to see what's so special about it.

Raquel: words you probably said when you saw me the first time.

Charlie: i know

Charlie: if i didn't say them, i definitely thought them, because you're hot as fuck

Raquel: Hot as fuck and all yours.

Raquel: so what was the first thing you thought when you saw me the first time?

Raquel: nevermind. Not important.

Charlie: yeah

Charlie: what was your thought when you saw me the first time?

Raquel: I was sort of obsessed with your eyes but every time you opened your mouth to talk I had to remind myself that I couldn't go there. I told myself that I couldn't look at you again. And now I can't stop looking at you and your voice is my favorite sound.

Charlie: to be truth, i wouldn't blame you even if i wanted to get in your pants but i'm glad there has been a development from there

Raquel: a lot of development, and maturity and lots more passion.

Charlie: true, and here we are now, living together and doing things together

Charlie: like watching porn

Raquel: watching porn.

Raquel: and... maybe making one of our own.

Raquel: you can bring out the camera tonight because it's going to be a night you'll want to document.

Charlie: oh.

Charlie: watching porn, reverse cowgirl, a blowjob and now you want us to have a sex tape?

Charlie: holy shit, babe. i think i hit the jackpot today

Raquel: yep you hit the jackpot not come and hit my g-spot. Multiple times.

Charlie: something i'll be doing later

Charlie: but are you serious about me filming it?

Charlie: and this is not me not wanting to do it, because having a sex tape of us would be so fucking hot, i'm just making sure i didn't imagine things

Raquel: I'm sure. 100%. Absolutely sure. Film me.

Charlie: good, i'll get the good camera, bc we have a good camera, right?

Raquel: a good camera but not a film crew and not a lot of time because I can't keep waiting. We're not competing for an oscar or AVN award. This is just for you. Does it matter what camera it's filmed on?

Charlie: i guess you're right

Charlie: i hope my phone battery doesn't run out bc this is going to involves loooots of filming

Raquel: You might want to just charge while you film my love because you're right. this is going to be lots of filming. I don't think I'm going to get enough of you in just a couple rounds.

Charlie: oh, i see. this will be a all night long thing, huh? can't wait to fuck you in different positions, babe. we're not going to be able to move tomorrow

Charlie: you're making me want to buy a camera for next time

Raquel: all night and into the morning baby. Who needs to be able to move tomorrow. Not me.

Raquel: next time? Are you thinking about filming us every time we have sex now?

Charlie: from 1 to 10, how much would you be willing to meet some of my friends if they knew about us?

Raquel: what is this even about?

Raquel: obviously like a 10000. Are you okay?

Charlie: yes, i am. i was just asking bc that's something we have to do, right? meet each other friends outside of the bar

Charlie: okay, bc i slipped and i told Chris about us. not a big deal.

Raquel: babe I don't care who you tell. You can tell the whole world and I wouldn't mind. We aren't sneaking around any more because I was stupid and in a relationship.

Raquel: chris?

Raquel: you mean the bozzie that casey slept with????? Does he even count as someone outside the bar I mean he is like almost always there. If he wasn't the one with a drink I would think he works there.

Charlie: that bozzie is also a friend and a whole person, if you take out the whole drink out of the picture.

Charlie: idk, is it a good idea? i know he's there almost all the time, but i count him as someone outside the bar

Raquel: Babe, of course I know he's a whole person. I just have only seen him at the bar and you're right, I don't know him.

Raquel: Is this important to you?

Raquel: if the answer's yes then it's a good idea. This is what we're supposed to be doing. Meeting each other's friends, having dinner with friends, fighting over damp towels on the floor. You've met some of my friends or at least Casey and you get along with her. I'll make an effort if you need me to.

Charlie: yeah, we should start doing that. i mean, we'll eventually have to meet people in the other's life. your castmates when you land a role, probably my parents too...

Charlie: it's bound to happen, so why not start now? plus, a part of me wants to show you off as my hot girlfriend

Charlie: i'll tell him that.

Charlie: if the damp towels on the floor an indirect for me or...? bc that happened once

Raquel: mhmm probably your parents. I'm saving you by keeping you away from my mom.

Raquel: I can totally be your arm candy if later on you promise to be my sorta trophy boyfriend.

Raquel: it's happened like three times babe and it's kinda gross.

Charlie: thank you bc i don't feel like meeting your mom to be judged for not being rich

Charlie: you mean when you have to go to the premiere or any important event? sure babe, i'll be your arm candy so you can show me off

Charlie: won't happen again, i promise

Raquel: eh you'll get the handsome thing down and then she will definitely be worried about how deep your pockets are. Not that I care about that at all.

Raquel: yep that or just whenever we are out.

Raquel: babe, it's fine. I'm sure there are things I do that you don't like

Charlie: i know you don't, which is something i really appreciate. that you care about me as a person and not bc of the money i have or not

Charlie: sounds like a good plan to me

Charlie: okay. in my defense, two of those times happened bc you were calling me to shower with you, so it's partly your fault

Raquel: money means nothing to me. Not when I know that you love me as much as you do. I know that love is the one thing I can't buy.

Raquel: well i think it's the best plan we've got.

Raquel: oh so now it's my fault???? This is still you for being so eager.

Charlie: yeah, the only thing i worry about money-wise right now is about the bar and nothing else. i'm glad you see things that way, babe

Charlie: not your fault 100%, but you know how to convince me to hop in the shower with you. every. single. time.

Raquel: and it's not like we have to worry too much about that either. I've always seen it that way. My mom just doesn't get that and maybe that's why she'll never be happy.

Raquel: well you don't make it that hard to try to convince you.

Charlie: how do you manage to be so optimistic about it? that makes me love you even more

Charlie: you naked and wet in the shower are enough reasons to convince me

Raquel: optimistic about the money or about how much I love you?

Raquel: well me being wet should be enough reason to make you come running.

Charlie: the money, of course.

Charlie: are you talking about shower wet or are you trying to tease me while i'm on a break?

Raquel: oh, well that's not me being optimistic so much as realistic. In case you haven't noticed; your girlfriend and love of your life is loaded.

Raquel: take it how you want babe but all i'm saying is that maybe you should start running.

Charlie: my girlfriend is dirty rich and i know it

Charlie: you're mean, babe. i'm at work and about to meet chris here, but i should be done in one hour

Charlie: meanwhile, you can entertain me and tell me what are you doing

Raquel: yep I'm like that lame lady gaga song beautiful dirty rich.

Raquel: I am finally looking at curtains but really all I can think about is how we haven't christened the new couch. I'm still waiting on you to fuck me until I can't breathe while we're on it.

Raquel: Then I'm thinking about how I have to touch myself for the next hour because you'll be with Chris.

Charlie: fucking tease

Charlie: you want that? okay, we're christening the couch tonight and i'll give you one of the many orgasms i'll give tonight right before i take you to bed and i bend you over to fuck you again

Charlie: touch yourself until then, but don't come. i'm feeling like breaking our record of orgasms tonight

Charlie: can you wait for an hour?

Raquel: of course I want that. I always want you.

Raquel: you're going to break the record? that's hard to top. Not that I'm saying you can't. It's just going to be so hard not to come while thinking of you.

Charlie: yeah, although it'll be hard to break our record of five orgasms, but we can try

Charlie: you can always touch yourself but when you feel you're almost there, you can stop. that's supposed to make orgasms more intense, right?

Raquel: don't start backing out now. It's going to happen.

Raquel: but I don't want to have to stop.

Charlie: of course it's going to happen, have you met me? my cock is magical

Charlie: think about how many times you'll come for me when i'm behind you, fucking you until we're tired and we need a break

Raquel: babe, i'd say amazing but not magical.

Raquel: not. helping. I just want you inside me. Fucking me hard and teasing my ass. Pulling my hair while I'm gripping the edge of the couch. I want you to make me come and to keep fucking me until I can't even hold myself up. I want you to make me squirt.

Charlie: now i'm hurt

Charlie: oh yes, i'm making you squirt. oh fucking yes. we're not sleeping tonight

Raquel: I can always kiss it and make it feel better. Or you know suck.

Raquel: who needs sleep? I need you.

Charlie: kiss and suck my cock all you want, babe

Charlie: yeah, we're not sleeping. probably eat everynow and then but no sleeping. we have all morning tomorrow for that

Charlie: i hate to break the moment, but i'm off to work again. fuck

Raquel: If i did it all I wanted you would hardly ever leave my mouth baby.

Raquel: and even in the morning I plan on waking you up and taking care of your morning wood.

Raquel: go back to work baby. I'll be waiting for you at home. Trying not to come.

Charlie: a good morning blowjob, yesssss

Charlie: i'll try to not think too much of you masturbating without me, but i can't make any promises

Raquel: if you didn't get up before me that's how I would wake you up every morning.

Raquel: you mean you don't want to think about me using my fingers and moaning your name? me being all wet for you.

Charlie: mmm, every morning? i wouldn't mind waking up to see your head down there

Charlie: i want to, but i don't think it's nice to see the bartender with a boner while he's working

Raquel: every morning. Or at least more often than now. You know i love tasting you

Raquel: no one else is allowed to see. That boner and everything else attached to it is mine.

Charlie: i'm now considering waking up later so i get that blowjob

Charlie: i'll get back to work and you'll see it later. both through my jeans and completely naked

Raquel: either I wake you up earlier so that you can just go back to sleep and wake up at your usual time. All I know is that I still need you up because I no longer even remember how to make my coffee. You spoil me.

Raquel: see you later baby. I love you.