#these tablets are meant to help me but so far all they've done is make me even more short tempered
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#ooc.#personal //#sorry again to come on here just to complain#but im in such a shit position i cant keep fucking doing this#im so wound up all the time#these tablets are meant to help me but so far all they've done is make me even more short tempered#i can't write#writing is usually my outletbut i can't fucking form a single sentence without hating it#i can't concentrate long enough to do anything worthwhile#and any typo i make makes me genuinely lose my top and see red#on top of that i can t help but spend my time convincing myself that people don't want anything to do with m e#i feel lik ei have to force any conversation i have with people who used to feel like they Want to talk to me#and now im sat here having a crying fit because i've been sat for an hour staring at both my blogs and my personal writing google doc and#not done a single productive thing#playing hsr is boring now too#tell me ur depressed without telling me your depressed :')#i hate it#i hate myself#this is so fucking exhausting but then i feel even worse if i just spend my days laying in bed doing nothing!#if i go radio silent then u all know why i guess
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