#these specific lyrics snuck up behind me and surprised me with a solid punch to the gut

[the-girl-with-too-many-ideas]

I was at work, minding my own business while listening to music, when all of the sudden "When She Loved Me" from Toy Story 2 starts playing and gut punches me.

Because I was thinking about Yue Qingyuan while it played, and it fits him and his situation with Shen Jiu so well.

I was on the verge of tears when these lyrics came up:

"Never thought she'd look my way

And she smiled at me and held me

Just like she used to do

Like she loved me

When she loved me"

I was about to break down sobbing in public because all I could imagine during this part is him thinking his Xiao Jiu is finally looking at him again and happy, without knowing that the person his referring to is actually Shen Yuan because SJ has been long dead.