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jonny-b-meowborn · 2 years ago

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Christ I hate my living conditions so much. I live in a dorm with a roommate, and come back home for the weekends to a tiny room I have to share with two people. I get pretty much no privacy and my brother hates me for some reason. I'm so tired

#i know we cant move out yet. i know we have to love like this for at least a couple more months #the issue isnt even how i have to live with my mom and brother in one room #these conditions are far from perfect but theyre liveable #at least they would be if my brother wasnt a complete asshole #when i come home for the weekends our mom usually sleeps at her friends to give us space #but my brother just. sits the entire weekend at *my* desk and doesnt go outside #and the thing is!!! he has places to go!!! his dad lives literally on our floor. my brother has his own room there #or he can visit his grandparents where he again has an entire room for himself #and they all make more money than our mom so my brother always gets some for snacks or shit like that #he doesn't even go out with his friends #he gets our room for himself most of the week and when i come home for just over two days he still sits there #again. at *my* desk. i dont even get to use my desk unless he leaves #at dorm i dont have a desk either #so i just have to sit on my bed with my laptop on my knees #which not only hurts my legs and back it hyrts my laptop #like its old and stupid anyway and when i have to sit like that it overheats more easy #which means i cant play games for too long and i cant even draw for long #and like. i have work to do. i have drawings i wanna do but also i do have commissions to do but just.#hvaing to draw in these conditions is such a pain in the ass #and not only i dont have any privacy i dont have any peace and quiet either #my roommate is fine but he can get overwhelming sometimes and the dorm generally is never completely silent #and then theres my brother loudly playing games with his friends screaming and swearing #and hes just so rude whenever i try to talk to him #like. yesterday i just wanted to tell him that Subnautica is on sale and he was too upset at me for whatever reason to listen to me #i dont know why he hates me so much. i dont know why he doesnt visit his family over the weekends if he hates me so much #im just. im so tired of feeling like i dont have a place in my own house.#bee buzz

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