#theres a 2nd dream

[scolek]

man the spoilers that come from jp-to-eng fandom telephone are so slipshod.

i heard about kurones dying but i didnt hear about the end how they most likely faked hitsugis death. i thought i was gonna be sad. and like lowkey i did cry but.

like i saw they appeared in eden climax and i couldnt say that wasnt like flashbacks or something. but no everythings completely fine. kurones are just chillin abroad apparently if you fake your death in japan you *can* have shit in detroit.

[jeezypetes]

Very stressed about this talk-to-three-more-people interview thing bc what the guy said is they wanted to make sure i was a good fit for the team and they were uncertain bc i don’t have a background in academia or program management. And its like oooohhhh kayyy so more just being charming n making stuff up like at this point you’re just assessing my ability to say stuff. Which like I’m pretty good at but i feel like they’re gonna try to peel back the facade a little bit and trick me into admitting i just want the money which is like. I’m actually so desperate to hear about bc when i applied i said i wanted $60k but the hr guy said the target was $80k which is like scrooge mcduck money to me and I’m worried they’re gonna try to offer less bc of my supposed lack of experience. Like maybe they only want me bc I’m cheap 😭 also i visited my old job today and they want to “hire” me back but the quotes are there bc its still contracting. And i miss it there but what was the point of everything I’ve done in the past four years if i just go back 😭😭😭

[ancientgoddessofegypt]

Astro Notes : Short N' Sweet - Saturn's Theme

Saturn in the 1st - Emotional creatures, you just don't know it. Definitely isn't visible to the eye, they wear it well. They can handle themselves better than most. This is not only a compliment, but it also shows how they can be emotional stable even if they don't feel that way. Saturn here makes you grounded in the physical reality more. So you tend to get back on your feet quicker than most.

Saturn in the 2nd - Financial struggles at an earlier age has prompted them to force themselves into roles where getting to the bag is the higher goal. I mean, its a must. You gotta have it all, and they know how to get it. They're pretty practical here, and most can handle their advice when it comes to material needs and finances. They won't go crazy on the spending, but they'll at least make sure their needs are met.

Saturn in the 3rd - Prompt speakers. Intelligent leaders. Shapeshifters with their words. Charismatic thinkers that can charm you with their smile. Their needs are met when they have someone important to them that listens. When they're screaming inside, someone who just knows them well and can feel it without them saying anything is what they want. They are emotional readers, can sense danger ahead or when a problem is going to start.. Very majestic flow and auras. Problem solvers!

Saturn in the 4th - Soft spoken individuals who crave attention that isn't just when they're committing to labor. Not your mommy and daddy, so don't bring all your issues to them. Can be sweet and loving to people who are kind to them. They could turn this off quickly depending on who you are. Super swift, and can create a foundation like no other. After seeing what they were living with they know what is right for them and are committed to receiving it.

Saturn in the 5th - Teachers of the art. Self mastery at they're passions and hobbies comes at a price, but a great one at that. Can be an intellectual or an artistic. No matter what, its always a great time with them. Magical authors. Creative thinkers. Special characters they are. Life is art, & so they make it sweet.

Saturn in the 6th - Figures of authority. People who can manage a room. Natural leaders. People tend to make you the lead even if you don't like it. Can have a tendency to do more than what they need but this comes from a place of always over extending themselves to people. There is a time and place for all of it, this group has to allow themselves to be on the receiving end. Balance is key!

Saturn in the 7th - Captain save a ho's. Lol. Jokes. ;) But seriously, you see a damsel in the distress and you might try and change em. You can also be a great lover, that isn't up to debate. Very old school & traditional. Can be the life of the party. Needs somebody who keeps the momentum going. Can be alienated by authorative figures a lot, its because you're one of them, you just don't see it yet.

Saturn in the 8th - At a young age they knew they we're meant for something. Something that would shake the world. Secrets of the unknown tend to carry them to a long journey. A journey that leads them to their final destination. The path less spoken for, but the bravest tend to move mountains here. <3

Saturn in the 9th - Excellent learners. Yearn for something deeper. Could move into religion or stick to something that speaks to them and helps them grow in this lifetime. They are committed to whatever fits their beliefs, and they sit with them and mature into them gracefully.

Saturn in the 10th - The masters of what they came to achieve. They believed they could be more and so it was. A dream to be a prominent somebody, its a gift & a curse is it not? Spellbounding auras, and a respectable presence nonetheless.

Saturn in the 11th - Could only have 1 or 2 friends that mean the world to them. They're big on achieving goals not having a bunch of friends. Can be very standoffish but theres some history behind it. When they want to be, they can be very sweet and nurturing. Can bring acts of service to a group of people if its time to.

Saturn in the 12th - Creative thinkers. Beyond this realm. Have difficulties with aligning with sources that don't match their integrity. Can bring people to their knees with just their mind power. The truth is, they must choose wisely with what they ask for because saturn here blesses them with it. Be careful what you wish for ;) Its a commitment that changes things.

[astrow1zar6]

Astrology Observations- 013

I notice Cap Mercurys think so maturely even from such a very young age. These were those kids that always wanted to hang around people older than them. They are old souls at heart and sometimes it’s harder for them to connect with more childlike energies. People their age can see them as boring because of their serious demeanor.

Leo Risings never like to show the sides to them that make them look bad in anyway. These people have big egos so any assumption from others that they aren’t anything but great can take a big toll on their self esteem. They come off so confident but most are really insecure & don’t think they are interesting so they tend exaggerate a lot of facts about them to keep people thinking they are really interesting and amazing. (U guys don’t need ti do that people already think you are before you even speak)

Capricorn risings always look so annoyed when people are speaking to them. Most of the time they are. They have very honest expressions and when someone says something stupid or uninteresting they are more willing to show their uninterested while most are just willing to smile and take it out of being polite. This is why they can come off as rude or snobbish but really the just don’t have time for bullshit. (I definitely think Wednesday Addams has this placement) many don’t know they are being rude but most don’t have the energy to be fake if they really don’t like what the others saying. Very Real people many mistake them for being Scorpio risings.

Venus in Scorpios were probably shamed a lot for their their sex appeal/drives. I notice these people have a very provocative vibe to them that causes a lot of ppl to sexualize them ( especially the women). I’ve seen women with this placement be virgins and still get slut shamed. People always assume they sleep with mad people even if it’s not true.

Moon in 5th housers are actually very secretive about their talents. A lot are so talented but most tend to keep their hobbies and interests to themselves unless they really trust you.

When someone with Venus in the 7th house likes you they will talk about their future a lot with you. This one guy had a big crush on me and would always joke about getting married and starting a life someday ( he made it sound as a joke but in a way I can tell he meant it). Also can be obsessed with weddings. I have a friend with this placement who says she’ll only wanna get married to experience having her dream wedding lol

Venus in 2nd house women always have people buying them things bro. They don’t even have to ask and men will be buying them expensive gifts or paying for their food or trips. Definition of pretty privilege.

Mars in Aquarius like very eccentric things in bed. It’s almost like they enjoy the opposite of what should be expected in bed. Like the women would like to take normally the male role in bed and vice versa a man with this placement could like a very submissive role. The weirder and more out of place the more turned on they get. Can also be really experimental they are willing to try anything once even if it’s outlandish.

Mars in Aries are usually natural athletes. They have amazing endurance and can become pros faster than most.

Virgo moons usually have bad stomach problems or eating disorders. They are also always giving unsolicited advice no one asked for. They feel this need to solve everything but it can come off as kinda judgmental.

Mars in Pisces are usually victims to bullying. They usually have a hard time asserting themselves and standing up so they get pushed around a lot easier by stronger more dominant energies.

Cap moons are always in denial of their feelings

Mars Square Venus synastry can be really awkward at times in a friendship. Theres this bizarre sexual and touchy tension usually that both aren’t fully comfortable with. The mars person can come off a little too strong and can treat the Venus as if they own them. This attraction can be one sided sometimes with the mars person wanting the Venus and the Venus getting repulsed and distancing themselves. I’ve seen the mars person get jealous if the Venus would hang out with others whether it be other friends or family. And if the Venus is dating someone else this can get really heated on the mars end. Venus will feel the attraction but I notice it’s not as strong.

Venus in 5th house synastry is soooooo flirty. These are those cheesy cringey couples that are always acting like little kids around eachother. It’s actually a really sweet placement. This person will be able to bring out your inner child.

Venus in Libras are always crushing on someone. They jump into relationships I think faster than people with Venus in Aries the only difference is that they can maintain longer term partnerships & don’t bore as quick (even if their feelings are a little superficial). They just don’t know what to do with themselves when they are alone.

Scorpio risings I notice get really strong reactions out of people (like Lilith/asc people) their words make others blood boil even if they really don’t say anything offensive or rude. Most people are jealous of their authenticity which is why a lot of Scorpio risings are quiet and not as willing to open up. People just hate on them so intensely for the littlest things. They also have this ability to know if people are genuine or not which can be intrusive to certain people causing intense reactions. They can see thru everyone’s mask which can make other feel uncomfortable to be around them. This is why they usually have few friends and the friends they do have are as authentic as themselves. Literal human lie detectors

Men that have a water sun with a water moon are BIG SIMPS

Cancer sun women will be passively rude to you if they don’t like you or are jealous of you. They won’t straight say it but they will say little comments in a nice way that’s actually really rude. Then usually play victim if confronted

Everyone’s crush in high-school was either a Scorpio sun or a Libra sun/rising. Tell me I’m lying

[solangeloficawards]

solangelo fic awards 2025 - winners!

happy valentines day guys!! <3 thank u everyone again for their participation this year!! just a reminder that this is all for fun, and if you were nominated but didn't win, there's always next year!! :)

nominations / masterdoc

BEST ANGST!

1st place: i dream about it (and i wake up falling) by @yrbeecharmer (16 votes)

2nd place: misery loves company by HandleWithCare @wordsofasarcast (13 votes)

3rd place: staying on guard (every lesson forms a new scar) by @wrongcaitlyn (9 votes)

BEST AU!

1st place: ice blue, trippin' over you by HandleWithCare @wordsofasarcast (14 votes)

2nd place: so american by @wrongcaitlyn (13 votes)

3rd place: i would honestly love you now (but I would lovingly let you down) by @buoyantsaturn (12 votes)

BEST BUDDIES!

1st place: i buried myself alive on the inside by @buoyantsaturn & @ethannku (14 votes)

2nd place: we've got young blood (we make our own love in this world) by @2nd2ndalto & @anything-thats-rock-and-roll (11 votes)

3rd place: An Artist and a Writer Walk Into a Coffee Shop... by Xx_crushingonnicodiangelo_xX @crushing-on-nico-di-angelo for cwaughffle (10 votes)

BEST CANON COMPLIANT!

1st place: bear skin rug by @buoyantsaturn (12 vote)

2nd place: Oranges by negativefouriq @mediumgayitalian (11 votes)

3rd place: and i'll never go home again (place the call, feel it start) by introvertedhufflepuff (10 votes)

BEST WIP!

1st place: august (will's version) by cordeliarose @cordeliaandthecocoapuffs (19 votes)

2nd place: ever after by @rosyredlipstick (17 votes)

3rd place: Dolce Dissonance / Sweet Dissonance by HandleWithCare @wordsofasarcast (15 votes)

BEST ONESHOT!

1st place: plant check by @buoyantsaturn (16 votes)

2nd place: you're the reason i can't leave here yet (the reason I don't want the world to end) by valhallasoundbox @kotenokk (11 votes)

3rd place: will solace "takes" the cake by fl_utterby (7 votes)

BEST FLUFF!

1st place: paper hearts (we're burning matches) by HandleWithCare @wordsofasarcast (13 votes)

2nd place: double, double, toil and trouble by RegretfullyRegretful @marbleheavy (9 votes)

3rd place: Then you hold life like a face between your palms … and you say, yes, I will take you / I will love you, again. by @buoyantsaturn (7 votes)

BEST MISC!

1st place: Please Hold… by HandleWithCare @wordsofasarcast (16 votes)

2nd place: rotten work (not if it's you) by doeheart (10 votes)

3rd place: hoping that this feeling stays by @buoyantsaturn (9 votes)

BEST SERIES!

1st place: dear reader by @wrongcaitlyn (30 votes)

2nd place: a sweet tooth for you by @thebhorror (18 votes)

3rd place: bar trivia AU by @thebhorror & valhallasoundbox @kotenokk (10 votes)

and...... (insert drumroll)

our author of the year for 2025 is @wrongcaitlyn with 26 votes!!

runner up is HandleWithCare @wordsofasarcast with 22 votes!!

make sure you check out the full masterdoc if you havent already! pls let me know if theres any broken links or anything wrong with the post! congratulations to all our winners! and we'll see you all next year <3

[llavender-honeyy]

༶ ♱ ┈┈ adding sam to the bedroom…

༶ ♱ ┈┈ genre: pure smut [legit no plot]

༶ ♱ ┈┈ pairing: est. relationship seb x afab!reader ft. sam [MMF]

༶ ♱ ┈┈ wc: 1.9k

༶ ♱ ┈┈ summary: you and sebastian find out what its like to bring sam into the picture

༶ ♱ ┈┈ warnings: written in 2nd person; they/them pronouns for reader; explicit smut [piv & anal]; bottom reader; cucking; threesome; masturbation; a bit of dumbification; mentions of oral [m&f receiving], public sex, [noncon] voyeurism, & fingering [m receiving]

༶ ♱ ┈┈ a/n: theres a billion sambastian cucking/threesome fics and all im doing is adding to the pileeee <3 also im reposting bc of some... difficulties..... >_<

byf & dni | navi

starts under the cut !

you weren't sure whether you should focus on the panted whimpers and moans huffing down your neck or the resounding wet slaps that accompany the hips fucking quick humps up into your weepy hole.

both turned your mind to mush–dizzying and altogether overwhelming despite the night only having just started. your hand digs into the blonde mop of hair next to your head and grips hard as you drag his mouth closer to your skin, your legs clamping around his waist and digging sharply with your heels into his lower back. and for a moment sam’s hips stutter and his breath gets caught in a hiccup–

“shit…” sebastian’s low swear catches your attention and you roll your head to the left, meeting his eyes first then flicking down to see his cock in hand, swollen and tip red already,  “startin’ off fast, sam–fuck,” he sucks in a breath through his teeth and you realize then that his hand is matching the pace of the blonde’s eager thrusts. fast and desperate as they are, his hand is a blur squeezing the entire thick of it, up and down, up and down.

the burning in your core burns brighter at the sight–looking fondly over your boyfriend’s dick and just wishing he was close enough so that you could feel him down your throat, let him use you to get off like he usually would.

“god–don’t do th-that–” sam’s breathless, desperate and his words pour directly into your ear, “they get so tight,” you think he was saying that to seb, but you’re not even sure if he heard from how muffled his voice is against your neck. sebastian hums in his throat and for a moment you don’t hear much else from him other than the slick pumps of his hand.

“y’know that means they like it,” he says in a strained tone like he really should have known. he curses again under his breath before continuing, “they’ve been dreaming of this day for– fuck– forever,” a hot flush washes over your body and your cheeks singe with a similar embarrassed flush. he’d admitted it so easily, one of your closest kept secrets, and you were able to feel sam’s reaction more than hear one as he fucks into you harder and grips hard enough to leave bruises on your hips like he had to prove he deserved to be there drilling into your pussy on his best friend’s bed.

“seb– sam, sammy–!” your head falls back against the pillow just as you go to tell off your boyfriend, getting easily cut off by your own moan when sam’s calloused guitar hands angle your hips juuust right, “d-don’t, mmh n-no,” that train of thought flies past just as quickly as you went to speak–but they both find it so cute how you stutter and sputter over words. as cute as getting your mind turned to mush by someone you both call a friend can be; cute in a way that almost turns them dizzy and makes them both impossibly harder.

as he chuckles in disbelief sam manages to fish his face from its place against your neck, “wha.. really?” and once he sees the faraway look in your eyes he needs to tear his own away, favoring instead to watch where he disappears between your legs.

“yeah… mmf– not just them though,” if sebastian wasn’t careful he was sure he could cum already. he was usually one to hold out for long, but fuck, watching how someone else humps your mind into emptiness practically gave him whiplash from how turned on it’s made him.

“you wouldn’t be here if i didn’t also want you here,” his voice cracks with a rumbling groan before he uses the tight ring he’s created with his fist to hold firm on the base of his cock, “but i also know that– that you aren’t far behind whenever we mess around,” and he knows he’s hit the nail on the head when he spots that familiar raging pink blush on sam’s ears.

“isn’t that right?”

but sam doesn’t respond at first. he drops his chin to his chest and avoids all eye contact–but his eyes are wide open and he doesn’t know whether to rejoice or coil into a flustered ball because he’s right.

because he isn’t far behind when you two excuse yourselves from the saloon early just to spot you through the glass of the storage room doors with cock down your throat. or when he couldn’t find you two anywhere during the luau just to hear the rustling of grass and brush and spotting you getting fucked up the trunk of a tree in the thicket separating the beach and town. even when sam had swung by your farmhouse early one day to let you know about the band’s first show later that day and decided to peek through your window first to make sure you were in, only to peer through the open curtains and meet eyes with sebastian whose tongue was flicking diligently at your clit–but that’s not all. when it happened, he only doubled down, pressing at the backs of your thighs to push your knees to your chest and kept that same unwavering eye contact with sam as he licked a fat stripe from your weepy hole back up to your budding clit.

and shit–he’d have been crazy not to get off on it. every single time.

he’d have been crazy not to pet at the tent in his suddenly tight jeans, or imagine what you would taste like on his own tongue, or feel like wrapped around him, or the sounds you’d make for him. even going as far as to picture himself in your place; with his friend’s cock lodged down his throat or his tongue licking at his hole– just how deep would sebastian sink into his prepped ass? if he gets out of his fantasies and lets the night continue, he’ll get his answer.

“fuck… yeah,” sam whines from high in his throat and the sound would’ve caught you off guard if you didn’t see his brows knit together and mouth fall open just a second before. in the space between sebastian’s words and sam’s… response? seb had gotten up on the bed just behind sam, but not before grabbing a few choice items.

“‘yeah’?” the lighthearted mock huffs down sam’s neck as he leans up behind him–practically on his back and peering over his shoulder and his hips stutter again as a result, eventually slowing to a barely-there grind, “don’t need to be so shy, sammy.. why don’t you slow down for me a sec.”

as of late, people have had a habit of underestimating sebastian. low-balling their idea of his future plans and goals, guessing he’d never find a partner if he kept staying in his mom’s basement, betting he’ll never even move out of said basement; you were no exception, having fallen prey to that same mistake yourself.

you had the fortune of being the first person to bed sebastian. and you imagined over and over what was possibly hiding in his pants, it probably had to be just average, right? hell, he hadn’t even known what was average, or big, or small, and certainly not which category his own dick fit into. oh, but no… whatever you pictured had been just under the mark–picture it just a bit longer, a bit thicker–and you’re sure sam’s picturing it too as it rests between the fat of his ass.

his hips stopped with his cock halfway inside of you, frozen in place to match the cold of the condom and lube at his tailbone. he feels sebastian’s arms near his sides but his hands plant themselves below your knees and start lifting them towards your chest.

“hold right there, sam,” like an obedient puppy he quickly follows the instruction, slotting his hands into place as one of sebastian’s slide just below his, the other going back out of his view. but he doesn’t stop there, he leans himself harder against sam’s back, in turn deepening the angle of your hips and bending sam further at his, “now stay just like that..”

its almost unbearable in this position–sheathed halfway into your gummy hole that he can feel pulsing around him, and the tremble in your thighs from being forced into such a position while his thickness rubs just slightly at all those weak spots inside you. suddenly he feels the blunt tip of sebastian’s cock at his backside and he sucks in a breath.

“pfft, relax for me, dude,” sebastian chuckles but its low and rumbling and right at sam’s ear. just to keep from moaning he has to return the chuckle and consciously tries to relax his muscles, “..y’good?”

sam’s mind is racing a million miles a minute, and for a moment he can’t believe he’s actually sandwiched between the two people he’s been using as jerk off material for months–now knowing what pussy has turned sebastian drunk and about to find out what the dick you can never wait to find privacy for feels like. he nods loosely and forgets for a moment that he needs to verbalize it,

“yeah– yeah, m’good,” he swallows thickly but a small, yet still bashfully excited smile beams down at you that he hopes gets conveyed through his words, “y’can go ahead..”

and despite just giving the go-ahead, his shoulders still tense as sebastian’s cock finally breaches the tight ring of his ass and he gets further squeezed between you two. eyes shut and brows furrowed, he thinks thank fuck he had the pleasure of eating out your sweet cunt before getting to the main event because if he hadn’t, he wouldn’t have been stretched and scissored by sebastian’s damned piano fingers rubbing languidly at his walls while he did so. at the time he blushed at the thought–but he’s so glad he gave in. nothing could ever compare to being able to lap at your folds and having seb’s fingers jammed up against his prostate, all while his hips humped mindlessly at the mattress and he lost himself between your legs.

even still, he’s not sure anything could have prepared him for that extra bit of thickness and length that he never expected.

“oh– fuck,” his voice strains and you feel the crescent of his nails dig into your skin. your eyes flutter as the press of both men’s bodies and hands gets more and more oppressive, just in time to see the bob of sam’s throat and seb’s dark squinted eyes peering directly over his shoulder to watch your expressions.

your breath catches and you feel almost self-conscious under his watchful gaze–you weren’t sure what it was you were feeling but it kept you from tearing your eyes away even as both his hands found home at the backs of your thighs and groped shamelessly at the plush.

the sweetest little cry of seb’s name rings from your throat but sam shudders at the sound and the accompanying clamp of your cunt around him. he loses his breath for a moment when he realizes this is the moment all his questions get answered–that after this day, he won’t need to wonder what anything he’s experienced thus far might feel like–he’s lived it. he’ll get to remember what he’s spent most of the night memorizing, what you sound and feel like beneath him, what it’s really like under sebastian’s thorough touch–

and when he opens his eyes and sees you looking directly past him, to the eyes just over his shoulders… fuck, just the thought of it has him throbbing in your tight wet heat. his arms almost fail to keep him up knowing he’s for sure getting the treatment you usually would at the end of sebastian’s cock.

༶ ♱ ┈┈ a/n: sorry if the ending felt kind of abrupt–i thought it was an okay place to stop bc i considered the fact i haven’t written smut in a long time so i didn’t want to get in over my head and end up drowning >_<;.. im easing into it..!! also pls lmk if i should be tagging warnings on the post as well as at the top, cuz idk if ppl do it much anymore...

anywayz, tysm for reading.. <3

[midmourn]

“hey shawty, your man at home?”

♡ nct dream ﹒ gender neutral!reader genre neutral? crack? warnings suicide jokes + poison note if yall have any requests let me know 🫶 i am burnt out sorry if theyre not funny lol. also theres a mistake on jeno’s, 2nd to last message should be blue ( masterlist )

[rikiiluvr]

i have a hard time choosing lmao. which fic do yall want me to work on firstt?

JAKE- friends to lovers, reader has a wet dream and jake hears her whimpers when she falls asleep and presses her to tell him about it and then.. smut smut smut

RIKI- quiet riki whos is not good at initiating intimacy but wants them just as bad as you do, borderline smut but also not i guess

2. brat tamer riki x brat reader but theres no degradation to it (there's a vision here trust me) + smut

c

[courtjesterrr]

so, looking at everything from ep 1 to ep 2, i can theorize that Shovel Knight is the main character.

While yes, everyone has/will get their own protag moments. Heck, all of the "anomalies" are a main character themselves. Its just that Shovel Knight is the main main character.

Lemme list some evidence that i think can show it

One, in the beginning of ep 1, it starts out in Shovel Knights world, showing how he ended up here. (Now, ik that it also shows how Little Ghost, Frisk, and Niko ended up here, theres more evidence pointing towards Shovel Knight.) And plus, we start out with Shovel Knight, not Niko, Frisk, or Ghost. (Even though it starts with Niko in ep 2, that was what i presume to be a starter to the 2nd episode.)

Two, Ghosts dream nail. Ghost (from what we see) only dream nails SK, as he has a flashback to Shield Knight and his own thoughts are shown. When no one else is shown the dream nail. And that whole scene is just. Main character energy ("i cant let the others know of my struggles because i have to protect them")

Three, a bunch of the screen time goes out to SK. With it being the fight with Cuphead in ep 1, all the fights in ep2, and even just him hanging out with the others in ep2. Im (pretty sure) he has the most screen time of everyone. Dont quote me on that

Four, the thumbnails has him in them. This is obvious

Five, during the "about to go home" scene, after they defeat Nightmare Gamemaster, it starts out with Shovel Knight and his world. Only his was shown the effects of the drones and the portals.

AND LASTLY. he was the first one to be thrown into a portal at the end, PLUS, he went alone while everyone else went with someone (Cuphead and Niko, Madeleine and Drifter.)

So, while i do think my own bias is uh.. certainly applicable to this, there is fullproof evidence that i could be/am right.

(I WAS RIGHT ON V1 BEING IN INDIE CROSS, SO HOPEFULLY IM RIGHT ABOUT THIS.)

[plounce]

realized last night in interphos that one of the reasons tomte and wuk lamat will break up is that wuk lamat is yet another girl tomte's been into who has been more obsessed with a dream of a woman. and that dream of a woman is not tomte. it's someone unreachable and far away. ysayle with shiva. venat with azem and hydaelyn. wuk lamat and sphene. at least she gets to have an actual reciprocated enjoyable relationship this time AND got to 2nd base. unfortunately the breakup, while amicable, will NOT be helping her "i am not enough, theres something missing in me" complex but you win some you lose some.

also another reason they have to break up is that tomte's virginity is the only thing holding the planet together. if she were to get laid thatd be it! kablooey for REAL this time!

sorry to this elf. tbh i dont even know if she wants to have sex. thats her personal business

[1lenii]

Hey im that mystery anon again <3 So not a request just thought i wanted to share, this Friday i went to a bbq with my uncles and cousins (me being the only girl) and I couldn’t daydream about Miles with a shy girly s/o who completely turns around when she is with her family and becomes all motherly yet play-fights and sings rancheras with her uncles while cooking. The dream life <3 Can’t imagine Miles (E-42) confusion at his sweet gf suddenly all out

Ⰶ BBQ SURPRISE Ⰶ

Miles G Morales x F!Latina!Reader

Ⰶ Hii lovely<3, I CONSIDER THIS A REQUEST IDC. SO. basically made a oneshot(?)cs why not? My mind if filled with a bunch of what ifs so here are some hcs or not :)

Ⰶ Do enjoy!

Ⰶhonestly Js fluff! No warning that I know off

Ⰶ Y/N is still getting use to Miles as they recently started dating, keep this in mind so it can make sense!!

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Y/N gets a text from her mami, that’s theres gonna be a family cookout and to, QUOTE “trae al moreno lindo tuyo”

Y/N is like ‘why not’, so she does exactly that, struggling to tell Miles, what was planned for the day

Miles being the loving boyfriend he is, is rubbing her back encouraging to speak up from her reserved nature

With that Y/N says “I want you to come with me to my family cook out!”

Miles is like how ironic cause you already went to his now it’s his turn to go to yours

Otw there Y/N is kinda nervous cause I mean this is gonna be the first time Miles meets her family officially WHO WOULDNT BE NERVOUS

They get to the house/park it was being hosted at and going into the open space the couple is greeted with a bunch of “Y/N’s HERE!” Coming from a few younger cousins

The kids and the same age and older cousins greet their favorite cousin so yk how that goes, some how Miles manages to end up at edge of the circle around his girlfriend

Miles is like “:0” cause he didn’t know she could be such a extrovert(????????)

Miles is greeted by Y/N mom and aunt as they laugh at his surprise and here come the boss lady saying “didn’t know y/n was like that did you?” Mother dearest says laughing and nudging him to have a seat

“No I did not” he chuckles

After that commotion Y/N goes back to miles ONLY TO BE CALLED BY HER UNCLE pulling her away from miles for the 2nd time this night!

“Mi sobrina favorita!! We need you on los papás y hamburguesas!” Her uncles calls out, and you can literally hear the other children groan at the “favorite”

“Ya vengo” y/n says now pulling her hair behind her ear and into a loose bun(anyone else tries less when tying their hair when it’s curly??)

Miles watches I’m awe forgetting what he was about to tell her as she ties a apron from one of the lost chairs and makes her way to her uncle.

Miles just smirks taking mental notes of Y/N habits when she’s let loose, also making sure he’s the first in line for his Girls cooking🥰how cute

The eating and mingling portion is done now it’s later in the afternoon and on of Y/N older cousin calls out (I ran out of options) “who wanna shadow box”

“THAT MEANS YOU Y/N” your cousin yells from the other side of the yard

“I HEARD YOU THE FIRST TIME” Y/N calls out making her way to the group of cousins bringing miles along

Miles takes out his phone to record and Mayb post later and when Y/N litterally annihilates getting a 3 for 3

“OHHHHHH” miles hears eb say (LMFAO having tm fun)

And with that the night was spent, and yk they otw home

I kid you not Miles would turn to you and challenge you

“Match me rn”

“Huh??” Y/N is dumbfounded she so confused

“Juega me”

“Me? Oh no I can’t I could possibly-“

“Oh tu si puedes”

And ya would get home to find miles crumbling in defeat LMFAO

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This was fun, maybe not exactly BUT YK WHAT? I had fun writing this so idc!

Don’t be afraid to submit something, I’ll literally make anything out of limit sources<3

[bogusbyron]

Notes from 24th august matinee. Sorry this is 2 weeks late ive been busy . Heres the cast to keep in mind when reading

Note: if you want examples of certain line deliveries let me know, ill send a snippet from the audio

1) as SOON as the lights came up i was RAKING the ensemble for harry lake  and there he was

2) jordan as tall and commanding in his presence as ever. Spoke "ticket" VERRRRRY fast. Strong "law" on Meaning of the law. Harsh "yes" , on Yes, 24601, and obviously on Javert when he tells Valjean his name. Also held onto the yellow slip which uhhhhh classic

3) Valjean harsh-growl on "lord" in "lord forgive them"

4) Harry lake was hangin out by the stairs in the parole scene. He was also the one to throw the bag at Valjean. Lmfao

5) understudy bishop again! As last time, quite stern rather than gentle like Adam Pearce

6) Valjean spitting "good" in Done a bit of good.

7) bishop harsh on "that is right", as well as Quite loud and harsh on "passion", then quiet on the next line

8) valjean sobbing when bishop hands him his bag back :-((

9) during valjean's soliloquy, slight pause for stolen time after "so far" in Fallen so far, growled "if theres another", entire "gave me a number and murdered valjean" was spoken. "Soul" in Touched my soul verrrry upset-like . Growled "hate" in Hate the world. He also wiped his face on "i'll be back". He was doing a lot of sniffling from this point in the song as well which i liked . Voice crack on "soul" on Touched my soul which i fw. Pause on Reaching like "Reach. Ing". Upset on "Reaching but I fall", and a VERY strong final note.

10) At the end of the day as per an absolute banger - tom hext is the MOST visible ensemble member during this number, its great . Harry was being elusive but I ended up spotting him with tom in the factory . On the topic of Tom, he apparently did the hugest bitchiest eye roll ever when fantine says "and i pay for the child, what's the matter with that?" Which is so funny

11) katie hall AS USUALLLL TEARING UP DA STAGE🗣🗣🗣 delectable performance , lovely little suspended pause on "Life...... worth living". More goosebumps than usual too ohmy god this song is so good live. Also some sobbing between "autumn came" and "still i dream" .... HOLY SCHMOLY what a voice

12) tom and harry were the 2nd and third dudes at the start of lovely ladies . Not important but it is to me . As usual harry gets his arse slapped after "take all year" as he stumbles offstage LMFAOOO

13) for some reason i thought the foreman and the pimp were played by the same guy , only realised they werent when they BOTH came onstage. For context they look identical . Long hair with a beard. How was i supposed to know

14) fantine stumbles a bit after belting "already dead" . Also lots of weeping again for the bambatabois sequence :-( (also like last time he was like a screaming toddler)

15) javert low on "monsieur" in Rest assured, Monsieur . Which i liked

16) HEARTBREAKING "no" as fantine reaches for javert and he steps away before "i have heard such protestations" UUGHHHH

17) YOUPIEE! Breaking: My Ship Touched Each Other. Valjean puts a hand on Javert's shoulder to hold him back from Fantine .

18) hm, gayest cart scene ive seen so far . First we got the classic extended bicep touch as they make eye contact ("a memory stirs"). Javert harsh delivery on "broke" in Broke his parole. Half spoken "Of course" in Of course he now denies it. Harsh on "he couldnt run forever". Back to the gay shit, he walks RIGHT up to valjean, then once theyre basically cock to cock he glances down at his tits, then back up in time to push his face into valjean's for "this time there is no mistake", making sure to spit that T in mistake. Im taking they were inches away from each other. Insane.

19) milan was kinda looking down for Who Am I and all i could think about were how good his brows looked from this angle . Only note i took for who am i , other than mentioning how javert took his cravat after he takes it off in the courtroom. You can hear on the audio i took me saying "he's gonna sniff that tonight"

20) katie hall as always unreal as mentioned but shes seriously so good during this scene, her notes are still so strong despite being also so convincingly frail, duuude. Insane. Her and milan are such a heartbreaking duo its FAB

21) confrontation SWEEP🗣 valjean's spoken "listen to me". Javert kinda snaps "you must" very suddenly which is hilarious . Additional note but jordan's figure works so well for the confrontation and javert in general, or at least the way i view him so is it any wonder im so fond of him . Dude's hench . Makes him all the more imposing in all of javert's layers and coats .. delectable. All that grunting and groaning during the fight though Also his mouth wipe after he gets strangled Helloooo get out. At this point i wrote "shit punch" cause valjean's last punch at the end of the scene kinda sucked .

22) i forgot the actress but little cosette is sooo sweet shes lovely bless. Castle on a cloud is underrated i love that song .

23) 6th time seeing the show, 2nd tjme seeing luke thenardier.😭😭😭😭😭😭 LMFAOOOO tom sweep anyway

24) i like that Tall Jean (aka Willy Wonka as jordan told me he's called) is clearly an important character cause they still have him even when Jordan isnr ensemble, same fit and everything just with a diff waistcoat. Like hey Fake Jean. If youre reading this and dont know who this is you're a fake fan.

25) i like luke's french accent on "best inkeeper in down" .. mix it up a bit.

26) the gentleman guest cackling like a madman when both thenardiers flash him at the start of the song LMFAOAO

27) tom plays the blind guy if you didnt know. Anyway harry like, crawls? Up the stairs at the back of the set and when he gets to the top hes faced with a woman lifting her skirt in front of him . He then proceeds to stand up and play bongos on her boobs.?? Then later Fake Jean passes him a drink so thats nice

28) thenardier shouting "window shut"

29) here i wrote "jordan should play all the roles" who cheered

30) UGGHHHH valjean taking cosette's hands when asking her name in the forest scene brugh

31) luke is great as thenardier but i prefer the way Tom does the "i will pay" gag , cause luke just sorta jolts awake but tom does a whole snort which works better cause it draws more attention WHATEVERRR.

32) thenardier puttinf his leg up on the table when hes trying to impress valjean?? 😭😭😭😭

33) dude how is this show gonna cope w/o Claire Machin when the cast changes shes seriously so good . When the thenardiers are stood together to the side after valjean sits down at the table she like keeps gesturing as if telling thenardier to speak properly which is so funny . (As a guy with a regional english accent this was #felt.). She also fixes his cravat and then he taps her nose which was fire. However luke did fuck up  and said "shared each bone" twice OOPS oh well. He makes up for it with his classic shoulder touch-clap-stamp instead of doing the christian cross

34) valjean as last time grabbing thenardier's lapels to intimidate him before he leaves LOL

35) Will as marius i noticed moves around a LOT . ADHD who

36) harry as one of the policemen  who accompany javert in The Robbery YAY❤

37) for javert's bit in the Robbery - harsh on "hunted", growled "jean valjean". YUM! Plus spitting "feet" at thenardier. Very strong for the whole thing in general which i love to see of course

38) STARS INFLECTION, unfortunately nothing too interesting to note - not a bad thing cause Jordan's voice is gorgeous it just makes for Boring note readingLOL. Anyway..... Harsh start ("there, out in the darkness"). Very toothy (snarling expression) which i love to see thankyou jordan. Smile on first "stars", little smile on "counted" on Scarce to be counted. Held out arms a bit on "darkness" in Filling the darkness, then soft on "and light" which was luurvely. Had his arms out from "place in the sky" to "and your aim". The 2nd crescendo was VERY strong.. just wow ... additionally , Jordan was pointin riiiight at us at the end and he was thrilled to hear this when we met him stage door LMFAOA

39) Looked like marius almost walked into a beam when he enters the stage after Stars.  He also does a little giggle when he leaves . That whole scene he did not stop moving , girl slow DOWN

40) fake Gérard - he has the halfmoon glasses but wore a red coat instead of the greyish-blue one

41) Marius is so hype to be in love its so good, like hes a boy who's read romances all his life and hes finally like , able to experience it himself. Its so good. Hes thrilled. Grantaire gives him a kiss on the cheek❤

42) When marius, on the stairs, opens his arms a bit when he sings "burst of light", grantaire does the same while watching him from the floor. So good

43) when the students all gather round to listen to enjolras, grantaire like, drags him away from the crowd LMFOAA at the start of do you hear the people sing

44) noticed harry picking up and spinning one of the women as he exits after dyhtps. Also at this point i wrote "too many fair-haired white boys in this damn musical"

45) Cosette did a little swoop up into a high note on "love" in Do people really fall in love so fast. I love phoebe's voice!

46) Marius VERY excited on "music OFANgels" which was funny. Soft, near whisper on following "in my life". He did a little spin on "that is new, that is free". Bro does not stop. Also he does a really nice accent i cant quite place properly but it works for his marius i think.

47) He LOBS the stone at the window as compared to the other two mariuses ive seen who just kinda ... toss it. Hes so awkward though. And here i wrote "he feels mature but in the coddled autistic boy way. I fw him" that about sums it up

48) amena soft on "dagger in me" which she usually doesnt do . Interesting !

49) also for some reason there was like too long a pause after heart full of love like nobody clapped. Lmfao?

50) claquesous being used as a step stool again by thenardier during the attack on rue plumet. Always hysterical

51) Didn't hold the final "somebody's here" which i dont think ive ever heard. Strange! But regardless. Will callan has quite a unique voice which i WAS fond of , i liked him a lot .

52) STILL NO JAVERT BAKER BOY FOR ONE DAY MORE👎 anyway he was harsh on "wet" in They will wet themselves with blood. So, yay!

ACT 2

53) baker boy. Cheered

54) milan's "bitch expression" as i referred to it returns when he reads Now that i knlw

55) there were so many minor backstage noises . Btw like urm someones in trouble lmfoaa

56) AMENA BLOWING ME AWAY AS USUALLLLL gooooosebumps . What a voice god shes awesome

57) loudhailer harsh on "you" and short on "this"  for You at the barricade listen to this

58) djavanjolras being taller than jordanvert will never not be funny. Hes the only one bruh

59) javert's smile just FALLING when gavroche shouts LIAR is so fucking funny

60) Will callan's voice was SOOOOOOO good for A Little Fall of Rain ohhmy god its like , gentle , smooth. Delectable. He hit that shit And the heartstrings, amen. Great combo of like, disbelief and almost defeat which was heartbreaking okhhhmy gah.

61) Grantaire stopping enjolras from going to Marius after eponine dies

62) grantaire sits down and talks to javert after javert is brought out to sit on the bench which i think is hilarious . Like they were just chatting

63) valjean's gun didnt go off when he shoots the sniper in the first attack😭😭😭😭

64) javert harsh on "upside-down" in The world is upside-down

65) BARRICADE SCEEEEEENE we were fed. Javert shoved to his knees. Pause "between once a thief. Forever a thief." Harsh, growl on "if you let me go beware, you'll still answer to javert". Lapel grab AS PERRRRRR but thistime javert was struggling a bit and kept jerking away to break free . He put his hand on his chest when valjean let go. He took a couple steps towards valjean before he says "go" which was CRAZY

66) the "pretty girls" line in Drink With Me was harry 😁😁

67) grantaire and gavroche's hug after grantaires verse is always fire

68) milan very soft on all the "him"s during bring him home. VERY strong on the crescendo though as usual .. wowzers

69) 2nd attack - grantaire kinda collapses onto a barrel instead of fighting, facing the audience the whole time. After gavroche's death when he takes his body hes sniffling the whole time WHATEVERRR RR BRUH

70) enjoltaire was fed too . Hug and forehead touch before the final attack .

71) HIGHLY inconvenient death pose for grantaire . Kinda sat on the barricade and his coat mustve caught as he slid down cause itbwas basically halfway off up his arms as he kinda hung from a plank or something LMFOAAOAO

72) javert looking genuinely quite distressed over gavroche's body which is crazy  mane fuck off jordan with your expressions

73) thenardier playing with the body's arm kinda shaking it after first verse of Dog Eat Dog. Harsh on "kill" in Where they kill for the bones in the street. Where tomarsier steps on marius' arse like a stool  during the song's climax luke steps over him instead

74) Javert heavy breathing when he sees Valjean in the sewers . Harsh on "talks of justice". More heavy breathing before the soliloquy. Also put his gun down and clenches his fist on "take him, valjean"

75) as with stars, inflection was typical so nothing to note. jordan's expressions were EVERYWHEEEERE during the soliloquy and i love it . Eyes bulge and eyebrows up on "flick of his knife", which was delightfully harsh. Almost worried on "vengence was his". Harsh on "debt" in debt of a thief, almost shout on "damned" in damned if i yield. Arms out on "i am the law". Harsh on "valjean" and "or" but sings "Javert". 2nd verse hes CLUTCHING that parapet  which was crazyyyy this man is going mental for SURE. Desperate "to hold dominion" and "it was his right". Growled "can this man". VERY strong "reprieved" by the way, holy shit. Desperate as usual on "and must i now begin to doubt". Points to the sky on "heaven" In is he from heaven or from hell. Yells "killed me" in This man has killed me. Shaky, almost sobbing breaths as he steps onto the bridge. Growls "jean valjean". Additional note, i noticed it looked as if he was muttering to himself a little towards the end before the lights fade to black . Which like , mane fuck of whagever bro

76) Very nice limp on Marius. Weird comment i just liked it. Thank god  post barricade marius limp

77) Quick start on "theres a grief". Small, humourless laugh after "talked of revolution". Held "tomorrow" in Tomorrow never came for a bit longer than usual. He hit that shit on the first crescendo though HOLY moly, what a voice . Harsh on "faces" and "shadows", VERY angry on "don't ask me", and remains harsh on "what your sacrifice was for".

78) He Does wipe his tears! (Cosette entrance). (Bonus note from mossy hi: marius tries to sit down, cosette attempts to help him but he refuses and struggles to continue instead) Also for thst whole scene he was kinda facing away from cosette with a very upset expression which made me ughhhhhh:-((((. Seemed better when he looked back at cosette though YAY

79) valjean kinda hunched as he walks off after the confession. Tiny inconsequential note but i liked it

80) i love watching the ensemble for this scene SO much its so good . Tom hext with his wild hair gelled back is great, obviously And apparently was staring at thenardier's arse for most of it . Generally just a fun watch the whole scene i highly recommend

81) marius pulls thenardier by the shoulder when he tells him to go away lmfao. Also there was a dude in the back clapping when he punched thenardier and is like "whaat?" when nobody else claps with him LMFAO

82) Luke does his usual coy wave @ the lord at the start of beggars at the feast

83) i really recommend looking at everyone dancing offstage at the end of beggars - harry did a little hip wiggle dance . A few do variations of a conga line dance . Djavan"s servant character usually kicks his legs up as he wheels the table offstage . SO much fun (additional nlte: djavan's character in that scene in my top 3 ensemble characters)

84) gentle yet gorgeous climb from milan for the Epilogue . Nods on "Bring. Me. Home" URGHHHHHHH....... AND he rests his face in cosette's hair and doesnt move until "i'll obey". Nods at cosette on "i will try" who nods back. MANE FJCK OFF

85) very cozy hug between valjean and the bishop . Faces in shoulders and everything . AS USUAL HARMONY ATTHE END INSAAAAANE they are, as i wrote on my notebook, nut-busting

[mbat]

ok i always hesitate to compare varian and cassandra because i know varian is the fandoms baby but i am always comparing them when it comes to the fandoms reactions to the characters

and theres definitely several factors at play as to why people react differently to them, but the main one im thinking of is the things that made the characters break the way they did

moreso how varians is a very external and fairly universal thing. his father was basically taken from him (by varians own creation no less), and he was begging for help that he sadly would not get for reasons that we understand, but hes a teenage boy and was going through the worst thing he ever couldve, so of course he wasnt understanding, he was begging for help from someone that shouldve been able to help, but because of the circumstances, that just wasnt possible. you really cant argue with the motivation there.

but cassandras pain was always more of an internal thing, something that isnt laid out so clearly for the viewers to grasp, especially if they dont care to pay her enough attention. her motivation is there from the beginning, even. in the first few episodes we saw her trying to be someone, be something, by trying to win that one competition and such. i think its even in the beginning of that episode that we see her do something really cool and some kids start cheering and shes proud for a second, before its revealed the kids were simply only cheering because rapunzel was arriving, which sets up the episode in general.

this theme of her trying to be more but never getting to, and being outshined by rapunzel, or not seen/heard by anyone including rapunzel, it lasts through the entire show. but her breaking point comes when this theme is brought to its strongest, with gothel.

shes shown that her own mother was gothel, and gothel abandoned her to take care of rapunzel instead.

personally i think that that alone is pretty damn understandable of a motivation even without the further context, but seeing as this theme has been going through the entire run of the show, its just even worse. rapunzel never means to make cassandra 2nd place, but she has been before she even had memories or thoughts. of course cassandra would break about that.

but if you dont care about cassandra... it just looks like shes throwing a little tantrum about it.

but spending your whole life in the shadow of others, and then several years in this one specific shadow, its not fun. its not great. you grow resentful, you wonder why its like this, you blame others for not bothering to ever truly look your way. at some point you fully blame everyone else and not yourself because youve been doing everything you can and it still isnt enough for them.

im gonna go even more off track here but i also think about that one episode where its a flashback and its an episode that i think bothers some people when it comes to this, i know it bothered athena p (good youtuber but her opinions on my favorite shows hurts me inside). when cassandra had the chance to live her dreams, go to the kingdom of women warriors, but she chose to stay home and be rapunzels friend.

and i guess my best summary of it is... wouldnt you rather stay home and have your first friend ever, whos offering themself up on a platter to you? instead of going somewhere far away that youve never been to before, surrounded by strangers? she could likely always try going to that place later (i headcanon that she does after the show after all), but i cant really blame her for wanting to stay home if she could.

so of course it has to suck that the whole reason you gave up on getting your dream sooner only hurts you more. that she put her dream on pause to make her first friend right there at home, and that friend only (unintentionally) hurt her.

and idk like i said i definitely think theres more factors at play as to why people like one more than the other (for example theres way less time for varian to do fucked up things even though he does do a few lol, but cass has a lot more time)

(also i didnt even MENTION that she was being manipulated the entire time she was using the moonstone but whatever. i can absolutely see people being like 'wtf just dont listen to zhan tiri lol ez' and that would just scream that they dont understand manipulation but whatever whatever whatever)

but yeah i just think a big thing is that. not everyone has experienced what cass experienced, not everyone paid enough attention to her to even care about what her whole deal was, not everyone even sees the big deal with the things she went through. but varian has this very understandable reason that you dont need to think too deeply to see why he does what he does.

this isnt a hate post to varian btw i dont dislike or hate him lol, i just think about cassandra so much its unreal

[kuyanh]

Hi.

Today...im bored...so i wanted 2 tell u smth

(i used to make this as an vid but im lazy:v)

So yesterday JUST YESTERDAY YESTERNOON i mean yestrd at noon:v i. Sleep:) the end.

Jk its actually a pretty busy day theres a guest at my house so as a precious little dilligent child i lay on my bed n blank out (sleep) in my dream i spawn in a ✨fancy✨ bathroom with a tv in it!! (Yea thats y i called it fancy theres a tv) Like who tf put a fcking tv in their bathrm?!?! Anyway i look around, theres a shower, place to take a sht, a sink, well just like an ordinary bathroom (w a tv) n suddenly the tv turn on n play ✨clerance✨ i mean that one show yk? (Iykyk) i...dont really remember wats in it but it was smth terrifying abt a bathroom that looks like the bathroom im in!! So i get traumatized n ran away from that bthrm, outside was just like a black void, till i found a white door n open it n theres a skibidi- jk. Theres no skibidi its just a white school corridor with no window, just three white doors n a bench, i go to the 2nd door, cafetaria. Theres lot of people, talking, eating, just like an ordinary cafetaria, suddenly theres my dad, i was so scared that time;-; i keep following him so i wont lose him, he was so quite but idc i dont want to lost:'v i buy some candy n i said "yo dad, im going out, catch ya later" he js nodding as a yes, the i js get away from that place,i sit on the bench. eat my kendiy:)) then theres a girl that i never meet irl, lets just name her... drawer:), i dont really mind drawer so i js eat my candy peacfully, then my rl bestie came:D lets call her MOTHER FATHER GENTLEMAN- mfg doesnt say anything so i give her my kendie but she reject it:( so i continue eat my candy:) n then suddenly a huge BLACK beast (no dema, its not u) run to my direction n, i was so scared;-; drawer scream, mfg keep quite, n idk wat to do!! So reflex we hide under the bench, that creature still mad so we decided to hide on the three rooms, drawer go to cafetaria, me n mfg to the 1st door, we separate in two.... So i continue eat my candy:], that room was...very memorable.... My kindergarten classroom. It was verry crowded, teacher who is ignored, maniac laughing n screaming js pure chaos, i realize that the black creature could attack anytime, so i decided to lock the door, but sadly...the door was stuck omg we're fcked- i keep trying to lock the door, mfg...she...shes trash- n then from afar i see a girl w white dress n a long ahh hair is approaching my direction... God im fcked up- i kept trying to lock the door but it js wont happened i turn around to check mfg, the kids, the teacher they're all gone... It js me, mfg, n an empty whiteboard i was so panic but theres nothing i can do, so i open the door...let her approach me...n...grab her fcking neck, squzee it to death, in reflect i drag her out i found the exit, outside was my school yard (i still grab her by her neck btw) she keep screaming "BLINDD BLINDDd" so i open her eyelid so fcking wide, direct it straight through the sun, she keep screaming, i look to the sun too, theres a red text sayin "being" right next to the sun....

"Being sun? Wtf-" i woke up i check the clock its 1pm ah i forgot to say i sleep at 12pm so technically i js sleep for 1 hour wtf-

[eyepotheosis]

trying desperately not to make it sound like hogwarts houses for horror podcast ppl BUT out of all the 13 or whatever Fears in tma i got surprisingly attached to the Vast now that im relistening a 2nd time. it really is the only one that resonates w my own phobias and nightmares. my deep-rooted childhood fear of being swallowed by an enormous, all-mouthed being kinda carried on into my adulthood. when i catch a fever i still dream of it, it fucks me up immensely. im also severely thalassophobic of course, ever since i was a kid <3 theres just this recurring motif of confronting something so huge to be impossible to conceptualize for the human mind, which partially stands i think for confronting your own nothingness???? idk. theres a sense of existential annihilation that takes my breath away.

[t-underneaththeradardancing]

twas awful imma tell u - but

in another life like dreaming - a 2nd morning - complicated like i guess every fukken thing is - and its raining and no choice almost but to

better than -yesterday at this time surely - a psychotic reaction x2 of the body

a kitty good and always - murder - if a respite - birdsong - an errand awready - and wait - theres more - always - like idk - laundry

and its not like we wake up thinking "gee i wish i had some clothes that needs washing " dishes r on the other hand - ok

if i had more hands i might think of more exceptions but mostly fuck all and guitar play - is all i really wanna - often

hallelujah anyway