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04x17: It's a Terrible Life, Supernatural
#spn 4x17#spn 04x17#spn#spn rewatch#supernatural#spn shot series#spn aesthetic#spn season 4#ok am i the only one that doesn't get the hype for this episode#i love the concept but it never quite worked for me#like a dead end job & visions haver wanting to go into hunting while the exec with no visions not being on board makes sense#like for me i never feel like i really learned about who these characters are without hunting#cause this isn't really these characters without hunting... they still kinda have their subconcious memories#like in comparison to the djinn episode which is like what dean would think his life would be like without hunting#which is a great character study#there's some great moments but it didnt ever like grab me????#am i the crazy one here#like i see other people's points and they are fair but i feel it#i am drinking a little hater-ade
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could you do the fluffiest tooth rotting fluff with george and reader ?? it can be about honestly ANYTHING i just crave fluff
Absolutely!!
Boyfriend!george x sick!reader
Your sweet weasley boyfriend takes care of you while you're sick🫶
(This was totally inspired bc I've been in bed sick all day, so I'm sorry if it sucks😓)
Youre stuck in bed, sick as a dog with an awful cold. Your head is pounding, your nose is stuffy, your throat hurts, you have a god awful fever, your body aches, and you cannot stop coughing, and the worst part is that your boyfriend is going to be stuck in class all day. George weasley just might be the sweetest boy you had ever met, and youd been dating him for the past year and a half. All you could possibly want right now is him.
Suddenly you hear a light knock on your door, and george slips in holding a bag. He smiles at you brightly as he makes his way to your bedside.
“I heard you were sick sweetheart, i brought you some things”
You glance at the time, “george! Its halfway through your first class! What are you doing here?” you rasp out.
He chuckles as he sits on your bed, “i didnt go, i went out to hogsmeade to pick up supplies instead. Class doesnt matter half as much to me as my sweet sick baby”
You scoff softly and roll your eyes, although you were secretly pleased.
“Dont give me that look! You know you missed me” he murmurs as he leans in to press multiple soft kisses to your forehead. You couldnt help the smile that spread across your face. He pulls away and ruffles your hair before opening the bag and pulling out various items, a box of your favorite tea, 3 small potion vials, a bottle of pain reliever, a small box of chocolate, cough drops, tissues, and a packaged bowl of soup. First he picks up the vials, “these wont taste great, but they should help with your just about everything, i just brought muggle cough drops and pain reliever for backup” he says softly. One by one, he uncorks the vials and hands them to you, laughing as you shudder at the taste but rubbing your back for support. Once you were done with each, you could feel your aches and pains melting away. He throws away the vials in your bedside trashcan and turns back to you. “Are you hungry?”
You shake your head, you havent gotten your appetite back yet, so he places the chocolate and soup back in the bag, he takes the rest of his supplies and places them on the nightstand.
“What about your classes george?” you ask, his smile widens
“Im not going to any of them, im staying here with you the whole day” he responds, sounding insistent.
“Youll get sick if you stay in here with me!” you argue, not wanting to get your beautiful boy sick. You had only seen him sick once and he dramatically acted as if he was dying.
“Who cares? We’ll be sick together then” he reassures you. And that was good enough for you.
You reach out your arms to him, and he smiles warmly as he gets under the covers with you and scoops you up in his arms. He wraps his arms around you, rubbing your back gently.
“Get some rest love, im not going anywhere” he whispers softly, placing more kisses against your forehead. Eventually you succumb to your tiredness, falling into a deep sleep within his arms. When you wake back up coughing, hes snoring next to you. Only a few hours had passed, and your body had started to ache again. But that didnt matter to you yet, you were still caught up in a rough coughing attack. George wakes up after a moment, sitting up next to you and rubbing your back as he helped you up into a sitting position. “Shh, shhh its okay” he whispers in a groggy voice. He quickly reaches to the nightstand to grab your water bottle, holding it up to your face for you take drink. You happily accept his offer and take a few sips. Once you had calmed down, he pulls you into his lap facing him, allowing you to bury your face in the crook of his neck as he rocked you back and forth, gently running his fingers through your hair. You wanted to stay like this forever, the feeling of him kissing your cheek and doing everything in his power to comfort you felt amazing. He truly cared for you so much, he treated you so delicately with such intense love. “Gimme a kiss” he murmurs.
“Youll get sick!” You protest, but you still pull away to face him. He smirks and leans in the press kisses all over your face, finally landing on your lips, delivering a long sweet kiss as you giggle. Over the next few hours he made sure you had everything you needed, and when classes finally ended for the day, he stayed despite hermione and ginny returning to the dorm to drop off their schoolbags. You were starting to feel a bit better now, and restless. So he helped you up and brought you out the common room along with ginny and hermione so you could socialize a bit. He kept you on his lap the entire time, leaning his head on you shoulder with his arms around your waist, handing you new cough drops from his pocket everytime the one you had completely dissolved. Eventually you unintentionally fell asleep against him, and he carried you back to your dorm and placed you in bed. He made sure to get permission from hermione and ginny to stay the night with you, and thats just what he did. The next day, you felt moderately better, but he kept you in bed anyways, just in case.
And just like you'd warned him, a few days later he got sick. And he totally acted like a drama queen about it. But at least you could return the favor, taking care of him.
#harry potter#george weasley x reader#george wealsey imagine#george weasley fic#george weasley fluff#george weasley x you#george weasley#fluff#harry potter fic#harry potter and the goblet of fire#please request#reqs open
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LU Four headcanons + Minish cap thoughts
EDIT: HELP I DIDNT MEAN TO POST THIS YET💀 fuck it we ball
So I've been playing minish cap and I'm having a great time it's so fucking whimsical and lovely everybody ever should play it right now but it made me realise how little?? Minish cap stuff gets mentioned in linked universe??? like where is my funny little figurine collection I spent thousands of shells on, where is my cute minish lore, where is my cane of pacci, where are my KINSTONES!!!
Anyways this is basically me nerding out over Minish cap and sharing my new silly little thoughts on Four (and spreading my new knowledge to the fic writers please there is so much untapped potential here you dont understand😭)
I've never done this before so bare w me
Starting w KINSTONES
So much of this is kinstones why does nobody talk about them I've read hundreds of LU fics and did not even know they existed till I played minish cap
I think Four has just SO. MANY. KINSTONES.
He just has a bag of random kinstone pieces on him at all times
Imagine the chain all sitting around the fire one day and fours like "anybody wanna match kinstones?" And the others stare at him like... "bro what is even that 😭"
Another funny idea, he just goes through his bag and starts trying to match the pieces he has, one actually works and a chest just appears next to the chain and four is like "aw hell yeah that's some good luck"
Everybody else "four how did you just SUMMON TREASURE"
"Got lucky :]"
Imagine hes not even really known as a hero in his home town but as the kinstone guy™
They go to Fours hyrule and little kids will just come up to him like ",,kinstone,,?" And he will just whip out the biggest bag of kinstone pieces and grab the exact one needed to match
It's like a magic trick
Desperately need some good luck? Talk to the kinstone guy hes gotchu
Imagine the colors all get their own bags
He just has four bags of kinstones at all times (maybe five if they have a community pile)
(There are more at home)
Also animals? Can have kinstones?? I feel there is comedy potential in that
Four has a collection of silly little figurines he paid thousands of mysterious shells for and I need somebody to talk about it
He has over A HUNDRED SILLY LITTLE FIGURINES
I dont know what to do with this knowledge but it is important to me that people know that
Cane of pacci.
CANE OF PACCI
Please its concept is so fucking funny people need to use it more.
(I've seen it a few times but NOT ENOUGH!!)
Imagine dink shows up and gives an evil monologue and everyone is having an intense stare down and four just discreetly grabs his cane and zaps dink w it and he just fucking flips upside down smacks his head on the ground and passes out
LIKE PLEASE ITS SO FUNNY I LOVE IT
Theres a hole in the ground and he just zaps it and jumps in and rolls around and fucking flings himself into the air
I've seen so many fics where Four can just shrink down at will and that's fine I like em but in game you have to use minish portals and it's a whole thing
And I've seen people utilizing portals which I love
But I need more funny moments so
In game they are so very inconvenient and some are so fucking funny to me
Four just walks into a house flips this beautiful, giant vase, upside down jumps on top and becomes smol
Like??😭 going into people houses and breaking their pots is a link tradition but just... flipping one upside down is for some reason incredibly hilarious to me
Or running head first into a tree using pegasus boots to reveal a portal
Somebody do something w these portals they are so incredibly good
Also piccori are SMALL
They are TINY
When I imagined the minish I was picturing a lil guy the size of my thumb maybe a little smaller
NO
THESE BITCHES THINK ACORNS ARE BIG!!
THEY ARE SO INCREDIBLY TINY!
MINISCULE!
I dont know what to do with that I just desperately needed to share
Imagine the picori lore potential yall
I've seen a few good ones but I NEED MORE LITTLE GUYS
Fours hyrule has a whole lotta beliefs and traditions about the minish me thinks
I mean they already have a festival about them
So imagine-
They find chips on the walls of their homes that are neatly shaped and nicely trimmed and they leave them, they take it as good luck, the picori are staying here
You see many of such spots in someone's home and you take them as kind, the picori stay with them
I think they abide by leaving picori paths
Random small planks connecting homes and making paths too small to walk are left where they are
If a plank starts decaying they leave a similar sized one nearby and the next day find the old one replaced and a kinstone lying nearby
If your flower pots neatly lined in a row suddenly have a small gap between two, keep it, the picori are passing by here
I think they make spaces in their homes for them
I think Four would go out of his way to leave space for the picori in his
Maybe he makes little houses he keeps in his yard or on a shelf or on the rafters or all of the above
Maybe he leaves out food in odd places and when it disappears he finds treasures somewhere nearby
He basically has a whole neighborhood of minish living in and around his house
I think Four has actually learned minish
Like yes he used the jabbernut to understand them initially but I think he went out of his way to properly learn it
And there are canonically different dialects, lil tidbit courtesy of Ezlo, so maybe hes learned multiple versions of minish
Imagine the funny moments where he just fucking starts saying smth in minish like "pico pipi pori co" and the chain stare at him and he just stares back like 'what?' "WHAT DOES PICOROCOPOIPO MEAN,??"
Hes just spent too much time as a tiny guy
#lu four#four linked universe#four headcanons#minish cap headcanons#minish cap#loz#legend of zelda#linked universe#help i havent posted in this fandom before#I DIDNT MEAN TO POST THIS YET WAHHH#i literally wrote this entire thing one night after waking up past midnight and literally unable to stop thinking about minish cap#wrote this whole thing at like 3-4 in the morning just to get it out of my head so i could sleep LMAO#fr got posessed by minish cap headcanons during the witching hour#my stuff
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WHEN YOU KNOW



SYNOPSIS: inspired by ‘margaret’ by lana 🫶
PAIRING: ellie williams x fem!reader
WARNINGS: none
A/N: this is so stupid i LOVE it , love at first sight trope 🧎
ellie didnt mind parties. the people weren’t always great, but it was good to sell and it made her friends happy.
she liked to sit on the couch with a blunt and people watch, dina chatting away in her ear or singing at jessie. abby trying to find her pic of the night with some help from ellie.
but tonight was boring. dina had run away to dance, pulling jessie with her. abby had an away game, states away. she sat on the couch alone, bored now.
and then she saw you. she thanked a god she didnt know existed that abby wasn’t there that night.
ellie watched for a moment as you grabbed a drink, waiting to see if you found a friend. but when five minutes passed and you still stood there, eyes floating around as you slowly sipped, she made her way over.
“hey,” you jumped a little as she spoke and she smiled softly. “shit, sorry. didn’t mean to scare you.” but you shook your head and laughed. “i’m ellie.”
“angel.” she hummed in response, a questioning tone to it. “what?”
ellie clicked her tongue. “angel? that you’re real name?”
“is ellie yours?” she nodded. “huh. well, maybe if you’re nice enough you can learn the real one.” you smiled teasingly at her.
“you ever gonna tell me your name?” ellie’s arms rested on the window frame of your car door. “i thought i was nice.”
you laughed softly and kissed her cheek. “goodnight ellie.”
she sighed and pulled back, a blush rising to her face, and she watched as you drove away from the party. watching even after your car disappeared and you with it.
an arm slung around her and ellie stumbled as she caught dina’s weight. “good god, how much did you drink?”
dina giggled as jesse caught up to the both of them, her coat and his keys in hand. “just hold her while i bring the car around?” ellie nodded and watched jesse jog off.
“who was that girl?” dina wondered.
ellie smiled softly. “no idea.”
yourusername followed you.
elliewilliams followed you.
angel: hey :)))
ellie: hello
e: three smiles??? way to make a girl feel special
a: mmm i try my best
e: nice name.
a: why thank you
a: whats ur weekend look like?
e: possibly busy, possibly absolutely nothing. why, someone wanna know??
a: no…
e: busy sunday night, but free otherwise
a: good.
e: and whys that?
a: ur taking me out friday night? obv.
e: damn ur right
e: mb thats on me
a: yes. so 8 pm ill send u my addy
e: addy??
a: i speak drug dealer
e: goodbye 😭
e: u ever smoked?
a: i hit a vape
e: …
a: once.
e: once again
e: goodbye 😭
a: nvm dont come on friday
e: waijikitjrjrjrjjrjrjr no
e: ill be there
e: 8pm sharp
e: forgive me :(
a: okay!
ellie: oh me oh MYYYYYYYYY
dina: oh lord
jesse: no 🫶
ellie: pls!!!
ellie: GUYS PLEASE
dina: what.
ellie: ur honor i love her
jesse: yall havent been out yet??????
dina: lord.
ellie: STOP?
dina: no 🫶
jesse: mcscuse me thats my line
dina: ull make it
jesse: 😥
ellie: BACK TO ME PLS
ellie: 8pm on friday
dina: NO.
jesse: ABSOLUTELY NOT.
ellie: guys ily PLEASE.
dina: NO??
jesse: sigh.
ellie: HELL YEAAAAAA
dina: JESSE?????
jesse: 🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅
dina: ihy all
dina: why are u bailing on ussddsss
dina: u must really like her
ellie: a LOT.
ellie: idk i just
ellie: ive got a feeling
jesse: when you know, you know
dina: blegh
jesse: UR MY GIRLFRIEND????????
snow was falling outside as you and ellie stood just outside your door. “so.” you whispered.
“so.” she whispered back. “snow. on our first date. seems like a sign.”
“oh yea?” she hummed back. “and how’s it a sign?”
she pretended to think for a moment. “i love snow. only brings good things.”
“oh, so im only good now.” ellie blushed as you teased her
“i didnt say that. you’re more than good. great.”
you nodded. “amazing? perfect?”
“no, not yet.” ellie fiddled with your hands as she leaned against your door.
“oh so whats gonna make it perfect?”
“a kiss.”
ellie: IM PROPOSING
dina: ELLIE STFU
jesse: noo shh let the woman speak
ellie: thanks jesse.
dina: shh jesse.
dina: so that good then?
ellie: SIGH 🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠
jesse: oh lord.
ellie: shes so pretty
dina: mhm.
ellie: and so kind
jesse: mhm.
ellie: and a great kisser 🫠
dina: lovely
jesse: when u know
dina: u know.
ellie: i know.
#ellie williams x female reader#ellie williams x you#ellie williams fluff#ellie williams fic#ellie willams the last of us#ellie williams tlou#ellie williams x reader#ellie williams#ellie williams x y/n
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hellooo!! can u pls write for steve harrington?? i'm thinking where he got with reader as a rebound for nancy but then he realizes its much more than that but by the time he does you already realized and left like an angsty thing
warnings: i think none? but please tell me if there are.

you've always known steve harrington, ever since you were a kid. steve 'the hair' harrington, king of hawkins, ladies man--as everyone thought. to you though, he was just steve, the neighbor next door.
being neighbors with steve wasn't always easy, or quiet even. from the constant parties to the endless nights with every woman in hawkins. you'd be a lucky if you got a good nights sleep for once. your mom didn't really hear it much, not like she was ever home to.
if there was one thing you had in common with steve, it was the lack of life in your house. only for steve, he was always replacing it with having someone over whenever he possibly can, while you just stayed home alone.
not like you were never invited, it was kind of a given since you'd know about it anyway, might as well be invited. but you never came. not like it mattered. but after some time, the parties...stopped. everything became calm, and steve was like...not a douchebag anymore. everyone said it was cause of nancy wheeler, the princess. she was perfect. not a single flaw to her
you'd always see her come around, she was pretty. you couldn't lie. but damn did something about her rub you the wrong way. it was always like this, up until you knew about the big breakup
you were home as usual, and had taken your walkman to go walk at night like you usually did, but when you left your house, you saw steve on your porch, sitting silently. it didn't even seem like he was coming to talk or something, he just sat there for no reason.
"i think you got it mixed up" you spoke up, going down a few steps to where he was sitting, "your house is next door, not here" you say with furrowed eyebrows. but he didn't even look at you, he was just sat there.
"you probably already heard." he says and just keeps looking ahead, "nancy left me"
you in fact did not hear. "oh." was all that came out of you, you sigh and just sit beside him, placing the walkman beside you. "thats...weird. why? i thought you two were happy" you say and he just scoffs
"bullshit, apparently. all of it. should've known...im an idiot. girl like her, as if that would last" he mutters, more to himself than you
"hey, what?" you say, shaking your head quickly, "that's so wrong, steve. like--very wrong. you're a great guy, steve. i mean like...now--you became a great guy. and if she didn't see that and thought it's all bullshit then she's not worth it" you say, and he--finally looks at you.
"you really think so?" he asks, and you hesitate for a moment, before nodding.
"yeah, of course steve" you say, it was quiet for a while, the two of you just looking around, up until you got up and went back inside. he sighs to himself, thinking you left, until you came back with a pair of headphones. you sat back down beside him and grabbed the walkman again, plugging in a second pair of headphones, you hand him it.
he looks at you, hesitating for a moment before taking it, the two of you sat there quietly just listening to music. it was the very first time you two had even had a proper conversation--or even interaction together ever since you were kids.
ever since then, you two were always stopping by each others houses--even driving home or to school since you were both heading the same way. you got close quickly, and as much as you didnt expect it, you genuinely really liked it
you knew he changed, but you thought it was just a look. but he actually did, he was funny, really considerate and nice. you found yourself...actually feeling things for him. you always brushed it off, but to your luck, steve was a very expressive person, so he made sure to let you know he liked you back
it was all great, you didn't feel so lonely anymore. and you two were just...such a good pair. some would say even better than nancy. and you liked to think so too, until one day, you were heading to the basketball court to go see your boyfriend as usual. until you overheard tommy h and a few other guys talking to themselves, steve must've been in the locker room or something.
"how the hell are harrington and that girl together, i mean i don't get it--he and miss perfect break up, and he's already with the next girl? i don't buy it." tommy says, and one of them chimes in
"my girl says they love each other, it's total bull. we all know the real reason harrington's with her, she's a rebound. i mean--how do you get over a girl like nancy? you got a have at least a few replacements before finally moving on"
what? replacements? no--that's not right. you're sure steve likes you, genuinely likes you...right? it's not true, he's not that kind of guy. he wouldn't be using you like that, right?
you shake your head and quickly storm off, tears brewing in your eyes. you've been alone for so long, maybe you just didn't notice how he was using you? maybe you just jumped at the first chance to be with someone, so desperate?
that same day, steve was knocking and knocking on your door, when you didn't answer, he sighed and sat on the porch. for hours. waiting and waiting.
"baby i know something's wrong...please talk to me. don't...don't do this." he says as he knocks on your door one more time. he hears footsteps coming from the road, he quickly steps down the porch and rushes to the footsteps, hoping it was you.
he slows down as he sees nancy there. he furrows his eyebrows. what the hell was she doing here?
"what do you want?" he says and she just looks at him
"steve let's talk..." she says and he quickly shakes his head
"no...no absolutely not. i don't wanna have anything to do with you, don't you understand that nancy?" he says, while he's talking, you were opening the front door since you thought it's been too long.
to his luck, you were just behind him when he was talking to nancy.
"fine, fine you're right okay? i did get with her as a rebound...to--to forget you. is that what you wanted to hear?" he says and everything else quiets down in your head, they were right. they were all right. he doesn't like you, love you. he never did. how could he? you slowly walk away, your eyes distant and your face paling. how could you be so stupid to think something could ever work out for you?
but while you were lost in your own head, steve was still talking to nancy.
"but it's not like that anymore. don't you get that? i don't love you anymore, i don't even want to see your face. i wake up in the morning and the first thing i want to do is see her, she's so much better than you could ever be. i don't need you anymore, alright? you have to go nancy" he says and shakes his head, walking back to your front door, completely ignoring nancy's pleading for him to hear her out
"baby? you in there? please come out and talk to me" he sighs as he knocks on your door, but you were already gone. you had gone through the backdoor, he was gonna use you to forget some girl? you'll do worse. you were already on your way to the trailer park, tears in your eyes. you wanted to hurt him just like he hurt you, and what other way to do that other than be with the guy he hates more than anything?
a/n: hey guys i think this mightve been my worst work yet but ummm im posting it anyway, also i wanted to make it more sad but then it kind of turned into a revenge thing so idk, hope u enjoy thoo! <333
#stranger things#steve harrington x reader#steve harrington#steve harrington x you#steve harrington x fem#steve harrington fic#stranger things fic#steve harrington angst#steve harrington fanfic#bunnywrites<3#eddie munson
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Hiding behind anon despite the fact ive been non-anon on here hi guys whatsup I have random mostly Grujaja centered things but theres others...............cause....yeah.... -Would be the best at hide and seek, he could just bury himself into the ground and turn the cone until you cant see the face. Would spend hours in one spot because nobody can locate this guy... -Would be that one guy at the party who stands awkwardly in the corner with a red cup. He didnt want to be there but someone else dragged him there and now he has to deal with it. -I feel like Grujaja would wear things like ear mufflers or sunglasses. He wears that cone all the time (as someone who wears headphones alot when you take them off its like getting hit by a truck sometimes.) Would probably also have a moment because the cone gets in the way of his breathing a little. -Hides small things in his cone, basically carrying small items on his head all the time. Things he can just drop whenever he wants them. -P would probably be concerningly good at combat games. P has got some inner demons or something. -Al constantly thinks he is that guy. He is infact not that guy. -Vib is an artist, P is also an artist. The two would probably do art together. -I feel like- whatever Bizzyboys are- they have really strong tails, some of them have tails that can support their bodies weight, kind of like a cool chair. I don't know if youve ever played monster hunter but if you look up the Great Maccao you'll see where im going with this. -They also have good hearing and eyesight too, but its...selective? Its very easy for them to just tune things out or loose focus if they want too. Their emotions/environment probably get in the way of this though. -The Bizzyboys have AT SOME POINT done a Team Rocket type skit.
Thank you for your wall. eats it. i drew stuffs for this and also talked about my own headcanons a little bit
the point about breathing being hard in the cone was an actual concern i had for him during the edge of milldread fight. its hot there he's gonna get heatstroke <:[ I also hc him bringing sensory headphones for when life gets too loud post game.
Patty gamer rage is so real and true in my heart. shes so sweety until you boot up mortal combat or guilty gear and then she immediately goes feral. fight those demons girl its scary in here.
Al is that guy to me even if he isn't that guy <3
I headcanon each of the bizzyboys we see as one form of artist or another! they all seem to have artistic tendencies! all were seen drawing in buzzhuzz, even Grujaja, he drew on his cone! Capo included as well. that mans art is cooking to me. Fun fact: on king posters posted to the limbolane account theres graffiti in red with a small Al drawn in the corner implying Al can draw <3
I dont think they can balance on their tails due to the thickness not being enough to support a whole body upright like a Great Maccao, but i do subscribe to their tails being strong enough to support their weight similar to how people portray possums hanging by their tails (though that isnt something possums can actually really do) It's common to pick up young drainfolk by their tail like this in my heart.... or adult ones if you're tall enough and have a death wish! Bonus: I also headcanon young drainfolk climbing onto adults when spooked or upset. (usually parents, though Grujaja Didn't have those anymore so...)
I agree on this one, though i'm biased because i'm the same way. I've had to be physically grabbed sometimes while reading books to get my attention and even still sometimes that didnt work.
#great god grove#ggg spoilers#ggg capochin#ggg bizzyboys#ggg grujaja#ggg patty#ggg hector#dont make me tag all of them pls#tagging gr and patty tho because favorite privileges /silly#ask#small grujaja returns so i can talk about headcanons lol#also if it aint clear i love drawing these guys bristling their tails its fun as hell and silly#jealous of them because i cant do that for reeeeeal IT SHOULDA BEEEEN MEEEEEEEE
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The month of winning - Alex Albon x ZimbabweanOlympicSailing! Reader
Plot: As an old money girl, having been part of your dads sailing club for years you become an athlete, getting a silver medal for your country and a new boyfriend!



You and Alex new it was going to be a busy few weeks, You'd been training hard for the Olympics your whole life. Your dad was part of a fancy yacht and sailing club in your home town. And he was a very very wealthy man, some of the yachts he sold ended up in places of the world like Monaco.
You'd grown up with just your dad, and were homeschooled and were constantly helping him with the boats and that started your love for sailing as a sport. You started to compete in championships when you were old enough and your father had taught you everything you know about the sport.
Everyone you grew up with and Alex came to watch you at the Paris Olympics. And it was a moment to remember getting silver. You were stood on the podium your flag flying in the wind making the biggest grin ever to appear on your face.
You could see Alex and your dad in the stands cheering loudly for you, making you wave and blow them a kiss.
After your win, you wanted to travel home to see all your old friends and family who couldn't go all the way to France for the Olympics, and wanted to congratulate you on your win. It was the off season for Alex too, so you both got to spend loads of time sightseeing Zimbabwe.
Alex loved animals, mainly pets but that didnt stop him from freaking out when you guys took a day to go on a safari and see all the animals your dad would take you to see in the reserves as a kid.
He used probably 3 sd cards for the digital camera he brought to take pictures and filled out storage on his phone too with the amount of pictures he'd taken on just the safari alone. It was crazy, and when you asked him to take a nice picture of you, it would take him ages scrolling through to try find it when you wanted him to send it to you so you could upload it to your Instagram.
"Baby, come on its a picture of me vs a picture of a cheetah how cant you pick me out!" you laughed looking over his shoulder as he's scrolling through trying to find the picture of you at the watering hole.
"Look, I took so many of all the animals and only like 4 of you because the rest were on your phone!" he exclaims before he gasps and see's a gorgeous picture of you.
"Awwww look at my pretty baby!" he grins showing you the picture making you shake your head in disbelief.
"Right, send that to me now... before you loose it!" you chuckle. And he does air-dropping it to you there and then.
After a beautiful week in your home country it was time for the end of Alex's summer break and for him to get back in the car racing. You were excited because he'd extended his contract with Williams and you knew that even though this year wasn't going very well for them, that each race the data they were gathering making it easier to predict which upgrades were needed and worth it.
Monaco, being as historic as it was came with a few upgrades that not only had Williams buzzing but the whole paddock because it looked like they might be in the position to fight for some points this weekend unlike Alpine and Sauber who unfortunately were still struggling with various issues.
You could sense in both Alex and Logan how excited they were for these huge next steps.
"How's the car feeling this weekend? It's looking nicer to drive, more steady on both of you" you questioned the boys who both nodded with grins on their faces.
"Yeah, it's an incredible change it feels so smooth now. Like it felt like we were fighting the car before but now it's complying with us, its a great feeling!" Logan answered only for Alex to nod in agreement.
"Yeah i can definitely see us grabbing points this weekend!" Alex smiles.
Two days later on the Sunday Alex was in P11 and Logan was defending P8 incredibly well and there was only a few laps left to go. Ahead of Alex was two drivers. Yuki Tsunoda in P9 right behind Logan and Lewis in P10.
Last lap action was every fans favrioute but as a WAG it was the most stressful. Especially for you as you knew Alex, even though he was a smooth driver would start to push more than he might be able to handle.
You were stood with his mum and sister and Logans girlfriend and parents biting your nails in anticipation as he pulled up alongside Yuki and Lewis, and taking the inside line managed to overtake both of them.
A cheer came through the paddock upon realizing that Logan also just made the overtake of his career getting him up to P7, placing Lance Stroll in between the two Williams drivers.
They crossed the finish line, Logan in P7 and Alex in P9, a double points finish for Williams, the first points they'd gotten this season and the garage and pit wall went wild as you all ran out to go find the drivers to celebrate.
Alex was grinning from ear to ear in his post race interview, his eyes kept meeting yours behind the camera and interviewer making him chuckle every now and then.
"Amazing race today Alex, first points for both you and Logan. How are you feeling having this and your girlfriend winning and Olympic medal all in the same month!" she asks and his grin widens if that's possible.
"Yeah, i mean I'm so thankful to everyone this weekend for making it happen, it was definitely a long time coming getting these points but we've done it. We're happy with this weekends progression and yeah we're gonna push harder next weekend in Montreal! Obviously I'm so proud of my amazing girlfriend as well, she has worked so hard for everything she's achieved and yeah she deserves the world for the support she's given me over this weekend" he answers.
"Thank you Alex!" she smiles before letting him go and getting ready for Logan.
"What a month" he sighs pulling you into a hug and kissing the side of you head.
"What a month indeed!" you grin back.
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y/dads/user: Amazing medal sweetheart! So proud please come back soon!
-> y/user: we will! Alex loved all the animals and seeing you guys again!
fan1: so proud of this woman for bringing silver home!
alex_albon: two weekends I’ll never forget! Big celebrations incoming 🫶🏼🇿🇼🇹🇭
-> fan2: omg he put their flags together!
-> y/user: Love you Alex and I’m so great full you were there! 🫶🏼❤️
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New Years Kiss (Part Three)



part one, part two!
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“We have a problem! I repeat, we have a problem.” Xander whispered frantically over his phone to Nash.
“They are headed back to the party! They broke the window!” There was a moment's pause on the other end before Nash said,
“I’m sorry what?”
“They broke the window and climbed out,” Xander repeated. They’re walking towards you now.”
“Grayson broke the window?”
“Well Lyra did but-“
“So what do we do now?” Jameson interrupted. It sounded like he had grabbed Nash’s phone from him.
“That obviously didn’t work.” Xander shrugged, before realizing neither of his brothers could see him.
“I can’t believe we didn't think of the windows.” Jameson sighed.
“It's an easy mistake,” Nash comforted him.
“I guess, but what do we do now?”
“Well,” Xander began, laughing nervously. “Grayson is obviously going to be super mad so-” Nash suddenly swore on the other end.
“Xan, he's coming this way. Text us, ok? We gotta go.” and then Nash hung up. Xander got up and started to pace. What can we do? He thought, running his hands through his hair. Eventually, he shook his head in annoyance. He knew what they had to do. He pulled out his phone and texted his brothers;
I think we need to let Grayson handle this by himself.
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Lyra wasn’t sure if she regretted coming to the party or not. She had been having fun, right up until she had been locked in a room with Grayson. But she had to admit.., part of her was curious as to what would happen if she had stayed in the room instead of breaking the window.
What could his brothers have wanted us to do? She wondered. Surely it couldn’t be that bad? But soon, she forgot all about the events in the library. Avery announced over the loudspeakers that it was time for “whole group activities”. Instructed everyone to come to the center of the courtyard. Lyra ended up between Thea, who seemed startled at her presence, and an extremely cheerful girl, who introduced herself as Avery’s best friend, Max.
“The first game!” Avery shouted, “Is Hawthorne hide- and seek.” There were equally cheers and groans from the audience. Lyra frowned in confusion, but luckily, Avery explained the rules.
“We’re doing this in dresses?” She asked Max, bewildered. Max grinned. “Yep!”
And so the game began.
At some point, Lyra found herself hiding with Grayson behind a statue, the two of them pressed against each other, breathless with laughter. Lyra tried to tell herself she was just flushed from the cold and not from her proximity to her.
The night went on and on, with them playing many games, until eventually it was 11:45, and Avery had declared that people could do whatever they wanted to prepare for the countdown. Lyra found herself beside Grayson again, seated on some chairs by some crumbling Roman statue of some emperor with a party hat on.
“Well.” Lyra sighed. “Are you excited for the new year?” Grayson shrugged.
“I suppose. You?” Lyra nodded. “What did you think of the party?”
“It was great! Aside from the whole being locked in a room thing.” Grayson nodded. Suddenly, he swallowed before leaning forward.
“Have you ever had A New Year's kiss, Lyra?” Lyras flushed, wondering what the random subject change was about. “Sorry, what?”
“Have you ever had a New Year's kiss?” Grayson repeated. Lyra shook her head. Grayson nodded, seemingly accepting her answer.
“Do you want to?” Lyra’s eyes widened at his forwardness.
“What?” Grayson sighed.
“I guess… My brothers have been trying to get me to find someone to kiss tonight. I said i didnt want to, but… a part of me is curious.” Lyra hesitated, before shrugging.
“Sure.” “Really?” “Yeah, why not? I want to know what it feels like too, I guess.” Grayson nodded, opening his mouth, but before he could say anything else, Avery's voice boomed over the loudspeakers.
“Ok, guys! Thirty seconds! I hope you all have your kissing partners!” Lyra smirked at Grayson.
“We should stand.” She whispered. “Makes it more romantic. Grayson nodded. They stood.
“Ten!” Avery shouted. Grayson took in a deep breath.
“Nine!” Lyra took a deep breath.
“Eight!” Grayson moved closer
“Seven!” Lyra ignored every thought in her telling her that she was betraying her father. A Hawthorne did this. But maybe she could leave that all in the past. New Year, new beginnings, right?
“Six!” Grayson's hands carefully went to her waist.
“Five!” Lyra grabbed his shoulders.
“Four!” Their body’s we’re almost pressed against each other
“Three!” Lyra stared at those icy blue eyes, trying to decipher the thoughts inside of them.
“Two!” Their lips were almost touching.
“One!” They kissed.
“Happy New Year!” Fireworks went off, both literal and metaphorical. It was everything Lyra wanted and more. It started soft and gentle, Grayson gently pressing his lips to hers, until Lyra got bored. It was New Year after all, and she wanted to have fun. She didn't care if it was improper for a first kiss. She surged forward, running her tongue along the seam of her lips, asking for permission to enter his mouth. He let her, their tongues fighting for dominance. Lyra stood on her toes to get a better angle, their noses brushing. They were both panting. It was more intense than anything else Lyra had ever felt. Finally, they both had to come up for air.
“That was- wow,” Lyra said at last. Grayson nodded in agreement, swallowing.
“Would you… want to do that again?” He asked hesitantly.
Lyra pulled him back in instead of responding.
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Part one, part two!
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last november i was in china when my little brother called me and told me to come home. over summer my nan, my mums mum, had passed away before i had managed to get back to see her and my mum, my best friend in the world, had a heart attack soon after. i was with her then. we went to the funeral. she got better. we saw robbie williams live. we went out drinking and to the beach and watched coyote ugly and la la land together, our fave movies.
when my brother called me to tell me mum had cancer i knew it was bad. i lost my best friend to cancer when we were just 16 years old. thats never a good word. but its my mum. and to quote her days after her own mums death 'i always knew one day my mum would die but i never knew she would, like, actually die'.
i knew in the back of my head why i was going home but i didnt believe it. i watched spiderverse for like the third time on the plane. i went to grab my suitcase and laughed when i realised i was at the wrong shanghai - gatwick conveyor belt. who knew there were two at almost the same time.
then my brother, my baby brother, who is 30 next year but was 28 and always our baby brother, called me and my life is never ever going to be the same. i knew the moment he called. and i sat on the floor at gatwick airport shaking and people kept coming over to ask if i was okay and finally my sister and my aunties, my mums sisters, arrived and they were let into the baggage area when they explained and picked me off the floor.
i dont think this is a grief that has settled yet. i was meant to see louis that night. i havent listened to a song by him since despite his music getting me through some of my hardest times. my denial, she'll walk through the door and say this was all a joke, phase went on for months after we planned and executed a funeral and wake on the beach in malta. i made a great playlist, i wrote a great eulogy. i did that but it didnt properly sink in why.
i still, almost a full year on, wake up and think about messaging her to tell her how im feeling and check in on her.
my mum used to send me one direction news she found on facebook every day. harrys got a new album emmy did you know? and i was like no mum wow thank you (of course i already knew). she loved niall and we were going to see him live together. she wasnt a big fan of louis' music but ached for what he'd been through. i woke up the day after hearing about liam expecting a text from her checking in because she got me 1d tickets in 2014 for my 23rd birthday and she brought me merch and the dvd of the movie -
my mum who hated the beatles because they were too mainstream but loved what i loved because i loved it and was passionate about it. god she would have been crushed for me today. she would have been heart broken.
and i think this has hit me like a train not only because everyone who knows me knows how much i loved liam as if he was my own friend, but also because this past year has been so full of grief i dont always know how to get out of bed. my dads mum passed a few months ago. my family are wrecked with it. this past year has been a nightmare we can't get out of.
i always related to liam as someone who was bullied at school and as someone who suffers from mental illness and has suffered from alcoholism, thankfully, for me, something ive managed to come back from and im sober and i always hoped for that for him. its such a hard fucking mountain to climb and i didn't have to deal with the fame side of it and this whole other thing he had to carry. i always wanted him to get better but in the back of my head i had this feeling, i had this fear that i would one day log into tumblr and see the worst.
i still cant, and im sure for a long time won't, believe this real. thats one of my boys. we were very much meant to get old together. i wanted to see him get better. i cant begin to comprehend the fact he wont have that chance. this still doesnt feel real to me man. thats my boy.
just a few days ago I was in a convenience store and they were playing heart meets break and i was jamming and excited to hear my boy in a store. i keep remembering its happened, and i look at the photo on my bedside of me and my mum at the robbie williams concert and i could really do with her right now. a link to a facebook article and her over use of emojis - a shocked and crying face and a broken heart. because what else can express this?
i know i didnt know him but i always had the comfort of knowing of him, of listening to his music and watching his videos and feeling less alone in a cruel and lonely world.
its okay to be a fucking mess, if you can take time out please do. i wish this world allowed more of that. after my mum everyone had to go back to jobs and life and it still blows my mind that i was walking down the street then and today and everything was the same. the world should pause but it doesn't.
at the end of all of this, one day this might settle and make sense but right now it doesnt at all and thats how these things work. i love you all, this is not something i thought we would have to face until we had all grown old and spent all of our money on reunion tickets and seen our boys grow old and live their lives.
give people you love a hug, tell people you love that you care about them, work out problems and differences if you can and make the most of it. you never know how much time you have.

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Soo can you do a ribbun scenario knowing what happened in new episode and includeing some details from that second episode? Im hopeing that you will, i was si bored since i didnt see eny scenarios from you in the while. I eaven started to get woried
(Sorry for grammar)
Here's some good angst I thought about.
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*after Kaufmos funeral*
*everyone leaving to their rooms*
Gangle: *stays a bit more at Kaufmos memorial and sighs, standing up and walking in the hallway while carrying her drawing over to kaufmos' room. She enters it and sets it on the desk, sighing* You were my best friend... now you're gone, too. And I'm all alone, dealing with everyone's diminishing treatment. God, how much I hate Jax. *She laughs to herself* submited and agreed that truck right into the canyon *her laugh becomes louder as she plops onto kaufmos' bed.
Jax: *takes the blanket off him, that he used to hide himself with* hi Gangle.
Gangle: hi Jax.
Jax: ...
Gangle: ...
Jax: I knew you did that intentionally.
Gangle: *stays quiet and looks up at the ceiling, laying next to him*
Jax: you shouldn't go against me. It will only end up bad for you. You know? *swirls the candy canyon kingdom key on his finger* I kept a little something from our little adventure.
Gangle: yeah. That's great Jax. So did I.
Jax: what? A candy cane so you can suck on something to soothe yourself when I make you pour your eyes out?
Gangle: *pulls out the gun and loads it, shoving it in his face* more like something you can suck on.
Jax: *looks at it, scared for a few seconds, then eats it whole, chewing and swallowing it*
Gangle: HEY! *grabs his key and eats it*
Jax: *stomach growls* that was not consumable-
Gangle: Neither was the key.
Jax: *bends down at the edge of the bed and throws up*
Gangle: *holds his ears back* This is the most wholesome moment we've ever had.
Jax: *loud puking noises*
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New Horizons (Park Seonghwa) (Ch. 2)

Chapter 2: Wishes
Pairing: Park Seonghwa x Fem!Reader
Words: 3.2K+
Warning(s): Mentions of rude customers, MC is stressed(tm), use of time jumps
A/N: Chapter 2 is here! I hope you guys enjoy it. I think its my favorite of the four <3 Not much else to say other than tadaaa and thank you for the love for the first chapter.
Reader is implied to be living in the US bc uh TIMEZONES ARE FUCKY and i didnt realize how reliant i was on mine (PST) when looking up KST
Summary: Attempting an all-nighter while playing Animal Crossing alongside your bias, you didn't expect your turnip prices to be such a high amount... nor did you expect Park Seonghwa to actually accept your offer to sell his turnips on your island.
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You got out of your last class for the day in the afternoon and ready to get your shift done at the bookstore next. It was a warm Thursday but you were glad it was slowly starting to cool off. Shifting your bag your shoulder you pull out your phone and see you got a message while in class. You smile and press the kakaotalk app. Seonghwa had sent you a message.
'Good afternoon for you, (Y/N). I just woke up. I hope classes have been well.' Followed by a cute emote of a cat yawning in bed.
After inviting Seonghwa to your island to sell turnips and take Marshal, you two began playing together. This was initiated by him, saying that he wanted more Animal Crossing friends. You and him swapped gifts for a few days in the game when he asked if you'd like to message through kakaotalk and here you both were now. At first most of your conversations pertained to Animal Crossing but gradually it shifted to you two learning about each other and talking.
And not just over text either.
When Seonghwa learned you were learning Korean he offered to help you out with verbal conversations if you helped him with English. At first you wanted to decline since you knew he would be busy and the time zones would make it difficult. He talked you into it, however, saying on the weekend when he has a shorter practice day and on your Friday nights when you could stay up layer you'd both video chat to show the progress you've both made for the week. Though, soon that would lead to sporadic video chats when either of you had free time.
'Good morning to you. I just got done with classes and I'll be heading to work in an hour. :)'
You replied and a few moments later he responded.
'Want to have a quick video call before I need to leave for practice?'
'Sure, let me find a spot to sit at.' You quickly found a small picnic table in the shade under a tree and put in your earphones. You hit the video call button and wait for him to pick up.
The screen shifted and you see his face. He seems to be at his deak with his phone set up to perfectly capture his face. You could faintly hear his Animal Crossing game in the background. You couldn't help but chuckle at that.
"Hey, Seonghwa. How did you sleep?" You greeted.
"Hello, (Y/N). I slept good." He smiled. "Were classes good today?"
"A bit boring. We just did lectures today and got a good chunk of reading to do for homework. Did you have breakfast yet?"
"I grabbed something small." You watch as he reaches over off screen and he holds up a bowl of cereal in one hand and an apple in the other. "I'll pick up more food when we get to the building." He lightly chuckled.
"Ah, yeah. I was running behind so I didn't have much to eat this morning." You saw him give you a playful scold. "But I'll be sure to pick up something at the café by my job. I have some left overs from last night that my roommate made for us that I am looking forward to after my shift."
"Oh, Redd is at my island and the real artwork is one I already have, the beautiful statue, do you want it?"
"That would be great, Seonghwa. I am missing that one. Man, it seems like Redd really likes visiting your island. He rarely ever comes to mine."
"Well, you've been having the better turnip-"
"Hyung!" Three loud, distinctive voices cut him off and soon you're seeing San, Mingi, and Wooyoung bust in behind him. Seonghwa was clearly flustered as he stared at you then looked back at the three men in his room.
You haven't gotten to speak to the other Ateez members before, nor were you ever begging or asking to. You'd let your friend decide when you'd be introduced to them. Seonghwa frequently mentioned the antics Ateez gets up to and he's mentioned that he has brought you up to them before. You were curious to see how this video call would go.
"Is that (Y/N)?" You see Mingi bend down into frame, looking at the phone. Wooyoung and San crowd around the elder male, who's ears were turning red.
"She is pretty, hyung." Your faces flushes with warmth when you hear Wooyoung not so quietly say. You smile though when you hear his words.
"It's nice to meet you finally. Seonghwa-hyung is always talking about you." San smiled brightly next to a mortified looking Seonghwa.
You chuckle, "It's nice to meet you three too! I hope you've heard all good things."
"Only good things. Hyung never shuts up about you." Wooyoung said playfully, rolling his eyes.
"Want to swap KaTalks?" Mingi asked while already pulling his phone out. San and Wooyoung quickly follow suit.
"Hey-!" Seonghwa tried to speak but the youngest in the room cut him off.
"We want to talk to and get to know (Y/N) too, hyung. And she can help us with our English. Right, (Y/N)?" Woo smiled at you and you can see a hint of mischievousness in his expression.
"Will the schedule Seonghwa and I have for those work for-"
"Yes, it would." San interrupts. "So KaTalk?"
You simply chuckle and immediately exchange numbers with them. You start to see notifications pop up on your screen of them texting you their names and emotes as well.
"Let's be friends." Mingi excitedly said with San nodding along.
"I look forward to talking to you guys."
"I look forward to talking to hyung's pretty friend-"
"Okay, out you three." Seonghwa cut Woo off and glared at the three of them as he stood up from his chair. You watch him shoo San, Wooyoung, and Mingi away, who were all very vocal in wanting to stay in his room and talk to you. You heard the door close loudly and then see Seonghwa sit back down in front of his phone. His ears, cheeks, and the sides of his neck were blushing.
"They seem fun." You tease.
"Try living with them. I'd never get peace if Woo was living in the dorm too." He rolled his eyes but still kept a soft expression. "I do love them despite the teasing."
"So you talk about me to them?"
"W-well, yeah. I consider you a friend and all-"
"Seonghwa!" Suddenly you heard Hongjoong's voice in the call. "Woo told us you were speaking to your game friend!"
You see Hongjoong and Yeosang flank Seonghwa and kneel on the ground while Jongho and Yuhno stand behind them, leaning down a bit to be in frame. The eldest male looked so embarrassed as they started to greet you and asking you to exchange numbers, making sure to tell you how much Hwa has mentioned you.
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It was late one Friday evening as you got home from work. You were feeling especially exhausted from dealing with rude customers and from staying up late the night before getting homework done. Your professors must be collaborating to make your homework levels as stressful as possible with all the assignments on top of the readings and the studying for finals next week.
And you swear customers must have planned to be the worst this week with their rudeness or staying in the store way past closing. Today alone you had a lady almost hit you with a book she tossed directed at your head and had a group of teens stay an hour past closing trying to see if they could stay in the store over night.
It hasn't been a good week. You've been so tired and drained, you've hardly been able to really communicate with Seonghwa or the rest of Ateez at all.
You slowly trudged to your room, saying hello and goodnight to your roommate on the way there. You wanted nothing more than to get into comfier clothes and sleep, but you knew your mind was too stressed to fall asleep immediately. Maybe some catching up on youtube or some Animal Crossing will help.
You close your room door and immediately toss your bag in the corner. You quickly grab some clothes to relax in before peeling off the outfit you'd been wearing all day. Almost instantly you felt some of the tension leave your body. You let out a sigh and roll your neck, stretching your limbs in hopes it'll help.
Your phone started ringing.
You look at the screen and see that it was Wooyoung wanting to video call.
Despite it two months since you got to officially meet the rest of Ateez, you were close with all the boys. Though, outside of Seonghwa, you talked with Wooyoung and San the most. Both were very sweet with you and you appreciated them and Seonghwa in integrating you into their friend group with ease.
You go and sit down at your desk and press answer, but didn't turn your camera on. You see Woo and San. They seemed to be outside somewhere, snacking on something. Both smiled.
"Ah, turn on your camera. We haven't seen or heard from you all week." Woo pouted. You really didn't want them to see how haggard you look, but you've come to learn you couldn't say no to him.
"Fine." You say, dragging out the word. You tap the button and see you are now on camera. Bother either could speak you sigh, "I know, I look like a mess. I just got home ten minutes ago."
"Weren't you supposed to get off an hour ago?" San's brows scrunch in concern.
"You look really tired, (Y/N). Are you taking care of yourself?" Woo's voice was gentle. "Have you eaten yet?"
"It's...been a hard week." You bite your bottom lip, feeling tears sting your eyes. "Just a lot of school work and then bullshit from customers. I'm just happy its the weekend tomorrow for me."
"Do you want to cancel the language catch-up lessons?" You felt your heart drop at Sannie's question. "Practice ended a few minutes ago, we just wanted a moment on the roof the relax. After we are done up here we are going back to the dorms soon, we can let the others know for you if that's the case."
"I'm sorry guys. I completely forgot." You couldn't help prevent the tears from finally spilling over.
"No, (Y/N), don't cry." Woo coos. You hastily wipe the tears and make sure to take steady, deep breaths.
"Don't worry about today, yeah? It's okay, we understand." San's kindness and his smile made you feel a little better. "The others will understand."
"Thank you both." You shakily say with a wet smile. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to cry-"
"Don't apologize for that." Wooyoung tsk'd. "I wish we were there, I would be giving you a big hug right now."
"Me too, (Y/N)." Sannie spoke, his tone and face exuding sweetness.
"I wish you all were here too."
"Now go eat something. We'll let the others know about tonight." The younger male smiled.
"And we won't tell everyone the details either. Just that it was a tiring week for you." San assures. "Take care of yourself, (Y/N), and remember all of us are here for you."
"You both take care too. Thank you again."
They both smile and wave. The call ended and you let out a soft sigh, feeling a little better. You sit at your desk a little longer just to further decompress from the day. You were mindlessly scrolling on social media for a bit, letting your brain shut off.
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Wooyoung and San returned to the dance studio a few minutes after their call with you ended. When they walked through the door they saw the others lounging around on the ground, some looking at their phones while others chatted.
"Woo and Sannie are back!" Mingi grinned and got up from the floor. "Now we can head home and talk to (Y/N)."
The two glanced at each other and then back at the others, who were getting up and grabbing their things to leave.
"We actually talked to (Y/N) while we were up on the roof." Wooyoung started. Seonghwa perked up when he heard they spoke with you. He and the others haven't heard much from you this week, which had them a bit worried.
"Is she alright?" The eldest couldn't help but ask, stepping closer to them. Everyone else looked at each other with knowing looks at his concern.
"She can't do the usual language lessons today. She told us she hasn't had a good week so we suggested she just rest tonight." San said. Everyone pulled out their phones and sent various supportive messages to the group chat you were in.
"That's too bad. I hope she is fine." Hongjoong crooned.
"She will be. Like we said, it was just a rough week." Woo nodded, his lips quirked up in a smile. "She needs rest."
"Let's get back to the dorms then." Hongjoong clapped his hands together.
Everyone let out several spunds of acknowledgment and started making their way out of the dance room to the garage to go home. Seonghwa lingered a bit, still looking at his phone before following the others at the back of the group. Wooyoung decided to move to the back with him to walk along side him.
"Are you messaging her?" The younger male asked.
"Yeah, she and I are going to video call and play Animal Crossing when we get back to the dorm and after she eats dinner." Seonghwa hummed, typing a few more things before putting his phone in his pocket.
"You care for her, don't you, hyung?" Woo's voice got lower so the others couldn't hear them.
"I do." Hwa smiled sincerely.
"Do you like her?"
"Of course I do. She's been nothing but a good friend."
"No, I mean as in you have a crush on her." Seonghwa looked to the younger males face, trying to discern if he was teasing him but saw nothing of the sort.
"No, I don't, Woo." The older male said softly. Wooyoung eyed him, but decided not to speak further on the matter. He could recognize Hwa was telling some truth, but he also could tell his friend wasn't completely aware of his budding feelings.
Wooyoung wasn't stupid and neither were the others.
Everyone else began picking up small things that gave it away. Seonghwa has gotten very happywhenever you two texted or video called. Whenever they took breaks during rehearsal, he'd immediately check his phone for any messages. He'd often laugh and tell the others a funny story you told him about your day before you told any of the others. Overall, he just seemed very happy.
And they were happy for him.
The boys were obviously wary at first and had expressed this to Seonghwa. He assured them that you've been nothing but genuine to him. And after them getting to know you on their own they came to that same conclusion. They just hoped Hwa could come to terms with his underlying crush and Woo hoped you could as well.
Only Wooyoung knew you had feelings for his oldest hyung and he hoped the two of you wouldn't drive him crazy.
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The second Seonghwa walked through the door to his dorm, he immediately rushed into his room to wash up. He grabbed some comfier clothes and walked back into the shared space were Mingi and San were.
"I'll shower first." He smiled to them and didn't wait for an answer as he went into the bathroom. Mingi and San looked at each other before smiling while shaking their heads.
Seonghwa took the quickest shower he has ever taken. He felt less sweaty, clean, and relaxed from practice. He rentered his room and booted up his switch before he unlocked his phone. He sent a quick text telling you to call him when you were ready then got his phone set up for the video call. He did some fishing and bug catching as he waited.
When he heard the ringtone he quickly answered it.
You seemed to be lying on your stomach with your phone propped up at an angle, your switch in your hands. Seonghwa could see exhaustion clear on your face and he could see some puffiness to your eyes. Concern immediately filled his being.
"Hello, (Y/N). I'm sorry the week hasn't been kind to you." He crooned.
"How much did Woo and Sannie tell you?" There was almost a hint of worry in your voice.
"Only that it was a tiring week and you needed some rest." He gently smiled. "If... you want to talk about it, I am here for you. Only if you want to of course, don't feel like you have to share."
"It wasn't anything major. I've just been assigned a lot of homework, finals are next week, and customers have been a nightmare to deal with." You exhale. "I think today, though, stole the show with rude customers."
"What happened?"
"A lady tossed a book at me because we wouldn't accept it as a return and then some teens made me stay an hour late after closing because they wanted to hide in the store over night." You snort at the absurdity of it.
"I am so sorry its been hard for you. At least your weekend starts now."
"At least I get to play Animal Crossing with you. My mind hasn't been able to relax yet- Oh! And there is a meteor shower happening on my island!" Your face lit up and Seonghwa attempted to ignore the flutter in his chest. "Let me open up the airport for you so you can get some wishes too."
Seonghwa quickly had his avatar fly over to your island.
"Enough about me. How have you been, Hwa?" You lead him to a good vantage point on your island to wish on stars.
"The week has been good. We are practicing a lot for the various performances coming up and we've all been working hard. Sannie almost started a fire in the kitchen." He smiled when he heard you chuckle at that. "I'm glad to see you again, (Y/N)."
"I'm glad too. Sorry for being inactive-"
"You don't have to apologize for that. Life gets busy, we all understand. I just hope things in your life get less stressful for you."
"I'm already feeling better talking and playing Animal Crossing with you, Hwa."
"Good."
"Anything else happen this week? I know you can't say specifics but any antics with the guys?"
Seonghwa smiled as he focused on making his avatar make wishes. "Well, Jongho's been progressing nicely with his vocal training and practice. You didn't hear this from me, but he's been wanting to do a video call with you to show you that. Wooyoung and I did a home-cooked dinner for everyone on Wednesday this week. We all wished you could have joined for that. Hongjoong, Mingi, Wooyoung, and Yeosang engaged in a brief prank war from Monday to Tuesday. I had to put an end to it when the rest of us became collateral. And then Yuhno and San put together everyone in teams for a small free style dance battle..."
He was about to continue on but when he glanced back up at his phone, he saw that you had fallen asleep. His features soften at how adorable you looked, one arm supporting your head while the other outstretched with your Switch still in your loose grasp. He could faintly hear soft snores from your parted lips.
Seonghwa felt a tightness in his chest. He could feel his face and ears flushing with warmth. These are things that he has experienced lately when talking with you. His mind suddenly went back to Wooyoung's earlier question, making his eyes widen.
Oh.
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hiii !! i love your writing so much omg🥲🥲 can I request a jo oneshot (f!reader) where the reader is at a convenience store and some older guy starts to prey on her (does that make sense ? 😭) and the reader doesn’t know what to do until she sees jo and asks him to pretend to be her bf or maybe she gives him hints that she’s in need of help. after the guy leaves maybe jo and the reader could exchange numbers or smth ? JDJDJD my english is so bad so idk if that even made sense im so sorry if it didnt 😭 also its totally okay if you’re not comfortable with writing this! im just in need of more jo oneshots (&team oneshots in general) they’ve been stuck in my head for so long 🥲
safe . asakura jo



pairing: stranger!jo x female reader
warnings: stalking, reader is being followed, creepy man, typical saved from a stalker scenario, jo is a total sweetheart, angst and fluff, petnames (babe, pretty)
song rec: young luv - stayc
a/n: sorry for the wait anon. and your english is perfectly fine, i understood it fully! i also feel you so much on the lack of &t content on this app! maybe i'll start doing fic recs to provide you guys with more works by other amazing authors i love!! also, this is a great request and i enjoyed writing it so much!!! enjoy ♡
it's a dark, cold night. the sun set around three hours ago, so it's getting to be pretty late into the night.
you walk down the street clutching your jacket closer to your body, shoulders pulled nearly up to your ears.
that's when you hear footsteps behind you.
the first thing that's odd about this is the fact that this is a route you take home often, and you've literally never run into anyone at this time of night due to the roads all being side streets.
as a normally anxious person, you think of what you've been taught to do in this situation- the most common trick. you take three right turns in a row, not getting lost since you know the roads well. however, even as you come back to where you first heard the footsteps behind you, you can still hear them, and they sound as if they're coming closer.
you panic at this point, speeding up until you're nearly running. the footsteps become faster and louder to match your pace.
you make a sharp turn into a convenience store, but the man follows you inside. noticing the cashier looks like a teen who would likely not be of much help, you settle for heading towards the tall guy in the back near the drinks.
as you get near him, you grab his sleeve, effectively startling him. "did you wait for a long time?" he looks extremely confused. you have to lean up on your toes as much as possible to get closer to his ear because he's so much taller than you. you do so and explain the situation in a whisper as the man walks into the aisle behind you.
he quickly looks concerned and holds your hand, seeming to realize he should play along. "i didn't wait long at all, pretty."
you smile up at him, eternally grateful. you think to yourself that you owe him severely if you ever meet again.
"do you want something to drink?" he asks, seeming to really get into the boyfriend role. still holding your hand tightly, he steps back and gestures to the fridge area for you to pick.
"you don't have to do that, babe," you say, blushing a bit.
"no, no, go ahead. you should really drink something," he insists. "you've been walking for a while, you must be thirsty."
you tilt your head, not sure if he's serious or just playing the role well. he nods his head. you pick out a drink you like and he takes it from your hand and picks out his own drink as well. he walks towards the front of the store still holding your hand.
he looks back at the man who was following you to find him already staring, but he doesn't make any move to come closer to the two of you.
after the nice guy checks out, you both walk out of the store.
"would you like me to walk you home?" he asks. "just to be safe."
you contemplate for a moment before nodding. "i live near here, so it's not that far of a walk. thank you so much for this- and the drink, too."
you both begin to walk in the direction of your house, still hand-in-hand.
"of course," he smiles sweetly. "i hate how careful ladies have to be walking around nowadays... it's crazy that something bad could happen to you even in your own neighborhood."
you huff. "tell me about it. i've only been followed like this a few times, but i hear it happens to a lot of girls my age."
he sighs. "it's ridiculous. oh, i'm jo, by the way."
you smile up at him. "i like that name. i'm ____."
"pretty name for a pretty girl," he cheeses.
you cringe, giggling. "thanks for the compliment, but that was so corny."
he laughs. "i know- i realized after i said it."
you talk and laugh the whole way home, up until you get to your house. you didn't even mean to let him walk you the whole way home, you would've stopped him at the start of your street, but you kind of lost track, being so distracted.
"well, this is it." you turn towards him, finally letting go of his hand. "again, thank you so much. i don't know what i would have done if you hadn't helped me."
he smiles shyly, his face flushed. "no problem. could i maybe get your number? you can text or call me next time something like this happens. i live just down the street, so i'll come running."
you blush, taking his phone to add yourself as a contact. "you're really cute. maybe we could just hang out sometime, no creepy man involved?"
he chuckles. "yeah- that'd be nice."
you say your goodbyes. he watches until you get to your door to make sure you make it inside okay before you see him leave through your window.
you blush as you think of the whole interaction again.
thank you, jo, you think. for making me feel safe.
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I have a list of "straight people I respect" and I think I should add momo and okarun
editors note: the list is more of a joke as I have not actually made the list yet. But it exists in my mind
YES ABSOLUTELY. Dude they’re so good
okarun consistently respects momo’s privacy and never sexualizes her. Their first ever real encounter she was stuck in her underwear and was almost assaulted and not only does he tweak the fuck out to protect her (a stranger that was nice to him) he then immediately hands her his own clothes to help her not be basically naked. he also refers to her SOLELY as miss ayase, or Ayase-San, as respect. When he transforms his personality changes a bit, but he is STILL more respectful to her then anyone else, calling her momo-Chan while everybody else just is their first name. The most DEROGATORY thing he’s ever called her is BABE and that was more of a “ur a babe” thing, rather then as like. Baby. ITS ALSO NOT JUST MOMO. HE RESPECTS EVERY WOMAN HE COMES ACROSS. That man has never ONCE looked at any woman inappropriately and it SHOWS
he ALWAYS makes an effort to communicate (they both do) and there’s this one scene-


and while it’s a little bit of that “misunderstanding happens and one won’t talk” it’s also REASONABLE AND RESOLVED LIKE A DAY LATER. Aira WAS trying to kiss him when she saw them.

He then IMMEDIATELY apologizes for touching her

Jumps in front of her to save her from a shot and then IMMEDIATELY pulls back and apologizes again. It’s this man’s first instinct to keep her safe AGAIN and AGAIN. He’s so sweet dude I love okarun #1 okarun defender
also- momo is gyaru! She is feisty and an ACTUAL character with depth and they have a great dynamic. AND okarun gets along with her friends. Her friends think of him as her bf. They’ve jumped in multiple times to be like “NU UH SHES GOT OKARUN-“

And hes tbe first person to defend her, EVERY time




HE WAS SO EXCITED TO HAVE A FRIEND HE DIDNT EVEN CONSIDER ROMANTIC ATTRACTION. HE DOESNT EVEN LOOK AT OTHER GIRLS THIS MAN IS HER GUARD DOG. AND HES WILLING TO SCRAP UP FOR SOMEONE CALLING HER A SLUT
Momos got such a good heart for him too. Like one of their first moments apart she’s just ITCHING to talk to him abt HIS interests. They’ve spent an entire lunch period looking for the other. They’ve been tossed into a bad situation and they’ve been locked in since. She’s helping him find his goddamn balls and it’s so funny bc she acts like a friend would first
These guys are weirdos and it’s great. They’re friends first and like. Actual real people. It’s great
(Also fair warning for anyone interested in the show, first ep has some near sexual assault that can be a lot for some people, which is reasonable. And overall has themes around consent and compassion, but overall in my opinion does a good enough job in the story of desexualizing bodies that when characters end up like. In their underwear it’s either a moment to show someone caring, not an issue, or used for comedy)
Also manga spoilers of more things I like under the cut




This is one of my favorite moments. That man’s abt to go crazy. He was gonna tweak out on him but he immediately went to covering momo and making sure she’s okay…. Whahhh

Grabs and protects her again. This whole arc has moments where the ONLY thing he cares abt is her



I love momo too she’s hilarious. “Gimme a proper confession and also don’t cheat on me before I can get back to normal size. THEN we can kiss”

ARAUAAAAGHH





This whole fight this man is protecting her first and willingly being her shield. This man met one woman who was nice to him (he chose right) and has been defending her like his life depends on it since
#I could talk abt momo protecting him too and relying on him as well#But listen rn#Im in my okarun era#He’s soooo sweet
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Mj..
Summary: When peter finally asks you out on a date, you're over the moon, heading to a new coffee shop, you're having a great time until Peter slips up.
Peter Parker x fem!reader
Warnings: BADLY written angst.
based off a convo we had in character.ai 🥳 Its kind of set up like reader is looking back at the day, its in past tense mostly
The morning filled you with excitement. It was a huge day! A date with Peter! You had to get ready to impress, so I put on a brand-new outfit, some fresh lipgloss, and my favorite perfume. My mind was racing with all the possibilities for the day ahead. What would happen? Who knows! But I'm already excited for everything! I'd been crushing on Peter for years, and we were finally getting together, I wouldnt go as far as love, yet. But I had felt very strongly for him.
She had never made a move at first as Peter had been with MJ, but they had broken up about 5 months ago, you had been on a few dates already, you felt bad as they were very serious, but Peter assured you he didnt love her anymore. and when Peter first came up to me, asking if I wanted to grab some coffee sometime together, ALONE! I had been over the moon, drifting home that day as if I was stuck in a dream. That was 2 months ago, I was on my way to our 4th ever date.
I break out of my day dream and checked the phone "Shit.." I quickly put some shoes on, The agreed upon time inching closer, and ran out the door. Speeding down the streets of New York, apologising to everyone I was in the way of, I made it. Spotting Peter inside, You waved.
Rushing in, I apologised quickly. "I'm so sorry, I lost track of time" I sit down, sending Peter an apologetic face, He says nothing at first, gazing at you, seemingly in awe. "You look.." He clears his throat. "You look great." He trails off. I grin "Thank you Pete, You look amazing! Is that shirt new?" The conversation flows, Talking about new comics, Star wars, lego sets, The new Jedi Survivor..
We were having a great date. We were laughing, sharing stories, and getting to know each other better. The atmosphere was warm and friendly, with no signs of tension or conflict. Everything was going perfectly so far, and we were enjoying every moment together. I had moved my chair closer to his, resting my hand on his hand sometime as we were talking.
Peter laughs at a joke I make. "I love you MJ" I pause, Peter immediately realises his mistake, his face falling and immediately stuttering, trying to come up with an explanation.
"Mj?" I ask, frowning, He still loves her? "You still love her?" Peter just opens and closes his mouth, not being able to come up with anything. I came to the realisation.
"Am I.. just a rebound?" I ask, feeling upset, standing up and getting ready to leave. Peter grabbed onto my hand. "No.. no. Please dont.." He pleads. "Am I?" I ask again.
Peter dipped his head and muttered "Yes. At fir-" I cut him off. "I probably wouldve been okay with it, helping you get over her, but not if you string me along! And leave me in the dark about it!" I bring my hand out of his, He whimpered slightly, upset and dejected, seeing my eyes glaring into his.
I shaked my head, trying to rid the tears trying to escape my eyes. "Don't call me. I can't trust you." I spat. And left the shop, leaving Peter there, his head hanging low, a few tears of his own escaping.
#peter parker#peter parker x reader#peter parker x fem#mcu peter parker#angst#this sucks ass#i threw this together in 10 mins#dont expect much#doing this to escape my writers block#so i can continue one i've been working on#love ya#tom holland x reader#tom holland#spiderman#spiderman x reader#spiderman x y/n#x reader#poorly written angst
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Tooth and Claw
Summary: just a small character study of Rajan Savarimuthu.
Cw:mentions of insects,body horror,death,cosmic horror,body image issues,insecurities, sexism and patriarchy.
->Authorn note: have this,the product of my sleep deprived, bored mind on a 8 hour road trip.
There she was again,at the back end of the room, Sister Rahema in all her Beauty...and horror.
Moonlight shines down on sister Rahema,but its not her no. Its a monster,a thing of stories,a thing from fairy tails,bedtime stories and cautionary tales.
Rajan watches his sweet sister,Aatidka writhe in pain as her bones snap contorting in unatural ways. It takes him but a moment to realize what she- it is.
--mother mercy- enconsced in whi-white-- His voice shakes with fear,hes frozen in place and its a mystery on how the words find their way out of his mouth-- tends the hungry day and night,lo-loving mother to the poor,dare not enter through her door,mind this verse lest you should meet- please mind her smile and mind her teeth! Your name is known to me great maw! Now unbind me from tooth and claw!
Rahema,the great maw,laughs in pain and rejoice. She reaches and digs into his body,infesting it with her wretched, unholy Essence of pestilence,sickness And plague. Even at his young age,he knows its going something he wont ever be able to get rid of.
--You only saved yourself- Fool-- she gasped out,and as a final act of malice she grabs his sweet sister,tearing her part by part infront of him.
Aatidka's pained screams and the maw's horrible ear shattering laughter Pierces through the air,Getting louder and louder.
And louder
And louder
Until his mind shatters Like a broken mirror and He wakes up in a jolt,cold sweat down his forehead,breath uneven and broken. His body feels weak,his mind is in a haze and it takes him a few solid minutes to realize hes in present time,safe.
The first few Rays of sunshine come through the Windows,heavy curtains drawn to bathe the room in darkness. Despite the terror of the nightmare,hes still tired,exhausted. Feelings of revenge,vindication,justice, they all swirl within him in what can only be described as a maelstorm of feelings.
But there was no point in laying back down to sleep,or so he told himself, the day has started so he should too.
Sunlight burns his eyes as he pulls back the courtains, but the New found warmth of the sun is welcomed by his half asleep brain. This reminds him of One question that he didnt want answered, how much of himself was part insect? Bees had been proven to drop to the ground when the lights go out, during the colder months they hibernate, and he not only got sleepy in cold spaces but also fell asleep as soon as the room was in complete darkness.
Rajan didnt know Wether to find it endearing or feel flustered about It.
He would rather not know,he guessed, some things are best left unkown.
Eventually he finds his way to the bathroom,cold water splashes his face and wakes him up. He shaves and does his routine,takes care of his hair and hopes that this shower washes away the remnants of the nightmare hes got.
It almost works,almost.
There,in the mirror he finds himself looking back. And he knows he shouldnt stare for much time but his resolution fails him today.
His eyes trail to part of his chest and side,the paper and hexagonal cells that plague his body. Hes gotten used to the sight,but not to the feelings it brings.
This is divine punishment,he thought some times,for being selfish,for being weak, not brave enough. All it took was one slip of the tongue and his world shattered into pieces,he Hated himself for Many,Many,Many Years after the incident,hes sure some of that self hate never left. Its festering in his bones alongside those damn pests that live within him.
Rajan feels them writhe,move,coil within his body. The sensation is odd,Like something crawling under his skin,the perpetual buzzing of the insects has become back ground noise but theres been a few days where he couldnt stand the sound,the sensation, those days he usually stayed at home and never left his estate.
Its a burden he must bear,one hes learnt to live with for the most part, hes learnt to controll those things that live in him, hes a walking hive, he thanks the world that he hasnt been in a situation where he had to take off his shirt. This was a secret he had to Keep.
"Men dont have insecurities" the world said "they dont feel weakness or fear, they dont show emotions and they are a fixed point"
Poison,those words were Poison fed as holy gospel to men,he has been victim of it hes sure of it. Maybe from his parents on accident,and the world around him too. He cant remember and hes got enough bad memories resurging already,he does not wish to uncover another corpse of his past.
His hand presses against his side, he feels the buzzing,the movement. One deep breath is all he allows himself before leaving the bathroom and letting his hand hang limp near his hip.
Soon he dresses in his usual attire,his fine button up shirt,ironed,alongside his dress pants. The crevat gets tied around his neck,the collar of his shirt goes up and it brushes his jaw.
The final piece is his coat,ornate,elegant,intimidating. The shoulder pads make him look bigger,stronger,the Velvet material its made out of gives him an air of sophistication,class.
His hand reaches for the knob and then stops.
"Right. Gloves" he thinks,turning Back to see where in the hell he had thrown them last night. The details are fuzzy in his mind,he was too tired to even think or care where his stuff ended up.
It takes him a solid five minutes to find them. Socks and Gloves,his mortal enemies,he always managed to misplace them or Straight up lose them.
But he does manage to find the gloves,shoving them in his jacket's pocket and leaving.
Hes got a place to be,The Antiquarian. He allows himself to get lost in that task, to think something else than the nightmare that plagued Him earlier this morning,maybe with some good breakfast,a good cup of tea and a bit of food he would be back to being himself, or rather what he showed to be himself.
#candela Obscura#candela obscura fanfiction#candela obscura rajan#rajan savarimuthu#noshir dalal#co tide and bone#candela obscura tide and bone#critical role
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Scars
James March × reader
Summary : James kills you to keep you with him.
James never felt regret. He never regretted anything. He never regretted killing before, he never regretted making victims and killers. He never regretting all the sad ghosts walking in his hotel. He didn't even regretted all he did to his ex-wife.
That was before you.
He felt something at the moment he laid eyes on you. A pique of interest. An ounce of curiosity.
So he followed you around ( discreetly, of course ), and tried to get to know you. But you were an enigma. A guarded little thing. You spoke a lot to people, but you reaveled almost nothing about yourself.
He specifically asked, more ordered, the other ghosts to not hurt you. Not yet. He enjoyed seeing you going off and on his hotel. Getting addicted to the joy he felt when you finally walked through the doors. Illuminating the room and his heart.
And if he was being honest, he liked knowing that you didn't feel trapped in here. That you took joy coming back home. Coming back to him. Seeing that you were, he decided to approach you. For real, this time.
You were in one of the chairs, in the hall of the hotel. You liked to work surrounded by people. Unlike him. But it was one of the cutest thing he ever seen.
- May I sit here ?
You looked up at him and nodded gently. Oh those eyes. He has seen them a lot but they never looked at him before. Not directly and not consciously.
A voice in his head told him that you weren't a great beauty. You weren't perfect like that goddess he used to be married with. His taste for perfection always pushed him to look for the best.
But he didn't care. He liked how small you were. He liked your tiny hands and your kindness. He liked that you were dressed very simply even if you deserved way better.
To him, you were perfect.
So he sat in the chair in front of you and introduced himself. You two talked for about an hour, and when you excused yourself to leave, he was excited as he was frustrated.
He got to talk to you, but he didnt learn anything he already knew. You knew how to turn the tables and avoid personal questions. You were good.
He vowed himself to talk to you again the next day and this time, he will get something out of you.
But that's not what happened.
Instead, he drove a knife through your heart.
Which wasn't planned, not at all.
He had an evil plan on action. Again. Someone like John, that he was grooming. But way more bloodthirsty and wild.
James was watching him stabbing and stabbing some poor man on a vacation. He was enjoying it until he heard a gasp.
He turned around and saw you at the door, petrified.
- Y/N. It's okay. I can explain...
But as he was walking to you, you were snapping out of your trance. You left the room, running as fast as you can. The young psycho got up to catch you, but James stopped him right away.
He was the one to catch you.
He grabbed you from behind and turned you to face him.
- Y/N listen to me.
- Please, let me go. I won't say anything.
He couldn't say what hurts the most. Your pleading, your fear of him, your need to get away from him. If you did, you would never come back. He was sure of that. No, no. You had to come back. Actually, you just had to stay.
He didn't even think. Really think. He just knew that it wanted it to be fast. He didn't wanted it to hurt. You shouldn't be hurt. Not by anyone, not even him.
The look of pure shock on your face was hard to watch. He didn't mind the mess, but that look of hurt, shock and pain was unbearable.
He held you as you were losing balance.
- I'm sorry. I'm really sorry.
He fell on his knees so he could keep you in his arms. He strongly held the back of your neck With one hand while gently stroking your cheek with the other.
It took only a few seconds. But as he was holding your dead body, he felt it for the first time. Regret.
He was glad he did this. He was happy knowing that you'll be here forever. But this was nothing compared to the guilt he felt for taking your life. You'll never getting out of here again, and he knew you never wanted this.
Whatever it was that was waiting for you, it will always wait. Whatever you wanted to go to, you'll never will. And that was because of him.
He carried your body in one of the rooms of his floor. He laid you down on the bed and sat on the edge. Waiting for you. Until you finally wake up for good.
And what a brutal awakening you had.
He told you everything. Absolutely everything. He told you the things he had done. He told you what this place was. What the people in it were. And that now, you were one of them.
He tried to calm you down when you bursted in tears.
- I can't be dead. I have to go home. I have to...
You just couldn't believe it.
James putted his hand on your back to soothe you.
- It's going to be okay. You'll do good, you'll find a way to have a life here. I'll help you.
- Why did you do this to me ? - You said in a sad tone.
- I had to. I had to do it because...
- No, you wanted to. You said you were a killer. And you were training another killer. It's... It's murder. I've been murdered.
You laughed quietly but there was something hysterical in it.
- Y/N please.
- I want to go back in my room. I want to be alone. I can be alone, right ?
James got up when you did.
- Of course. You can do anything you want.
You were gone before he was done talking. That's how fast you wanted to be away from him.
That lasted weeks. Months even. You would go out of your room sometimes. But only to talk to Liz or Sally. And everytime James would walk into the same room as you, you were ready to go.
You knew you could go anywhere in this place. Sally told you that James let you access to the seventh floor.
- Why would I go in that place ? - You asked her.
She laughed a little.
- There's not just torture's rooms. There's also a grand living room. A study room. Beautiful ancient bedrooms. You're actually one of the very few allowed there.
You turned that down, of course. But the days were all the same. And you couldn't still accept that you'll spend eternity here as a ghost. You were dead. You felt dead on the inside.
But as time went by, you grew more bored and bored, and the study room started to attract you. Reading was one of your favorite activities when you were alive.
And one day, you just gave it a try. Trying to calm your fear of James as you were heading to the seventh floor.
You saw it already, but it was still weird to see how it was different from the rest of the hotel. It was like entering an ancient time.
You walked past a few doors, realizing you didn't know where was the room you were looking for. You timidly opened a few doors until you found yourself in a disgusting room. Those objects were so scary.
You felt a cold shiver running down your spine. You were about to run again when a voice froze you.
- It's down the hallway, on the left.
You turned to see James, who were eyeing you from the frame of his bedroom's door.
- No, it's fine actually. I shouldn't have come.
- Please. Go in there and take whatever you'd like. You have nothing to be scared of.
You nodded and went were he said.
You hated him, but you hated even more when he was being kind to you. You were drawn to kindness, like to a safe place.
But he wasn't kind. He was a killer. Your killer. A sadist murderer.
But you tend to forget it every time you see his beautiful face and hear his reassuring words. Gosh you were weak, you thought to yourself.
James was pacing in his room. He heard you coming from the elevator. He recognized your light footsteps right away.
He waited weeks for that day to come. When you'd felt less frightened to dare come back here.
He didn't want to talk to you. He wanted you to just feel safe here. And comfortable. At least, as much as you could be. And he knew seeing him wouldn't do that for you. You were still too afraid of him.
But he couldn't resist. He had to see you. And seeing you and hearing you felt like a blessing.
He felt happy like that. Even though you weren't in the same room. You were enjoying something that was his, on his floor, near him. It was a huge step. He would take scraps if that's what you wanted to give. He'd take anything.
He was well aware of his feelings for you. He craved your presence mor than anything. What he used to feel for the Countess was laughable compared to what he feels for you. The Countess was a prize. The greatest he had, but still, nothing but a possession.
But you ? Oh he wanted you. He wanted to give you everything you wanted. He wanted to know that you were safe, okay, happy. He needed to be near you.
He wanted to possess you. Not as an object but as his and only his. His woman. His darling. The girl who had him wrapped around her finger and didn't even know it.
No you didnt know you had him. You didn't know you've changed him. The first great change in him was his murderous needs. He hadn't killed since he killed you. Just the idea of it repulses him. How would you react if he killed again ? In the same place where you live ? He would never take the chance to find out.
You two started this pattern for a few weeks. You would come every day to read and he would just get out of his room to say hello to you.
You didn't like the way you were looking forward to this. The reading, yes. But also the few seconds with him.
You wanted to hold on to your hatred but it was slowly slipping away.
- Y/N. Liz voice pulled you out of your thoughts.
- I need to ask you a big favor, I'm afraid.
- Please, go ahead.
Liz was your favorite person in the hotel. You liked Sally, but Liz was so special.
- I want to throw a big party for the next week event. But I need the approval.
- Who's approval ?
- The owner.
She looked down while saying this. Knowing how you felt towards the owner.
- You want me to ask him ?
- Yes. I would do it myself, but I know he's in a pretty bad mood the days. But I think if it comes from you...
You found silly that she believed that. James had no problem of killing. He'll have no problem of saying no for some party.
But Liz was your friend and you wanted to do something for her. You could at least try.
So here you were, knocking on James door. When nobody answered after the third knock, you decided to try to see if he was in there.
- James ? - You asked as you slowly walk into the bedroom.
It was a beautiful room. Very 1920's. Another door opened from the other side of the room.
- Y/N ? Is something wrong ?
He wore nothing but a towel around his waist. You felt your cheeks heating while watching his muscular chest and broad shoulders.
- I'm sorry, I shouldn't have entered. It's just... Well I...
You were so embarrassed you wanted to hide.
- That's alright. Please let me put something on.
He turned his back on you to grab a shirt and a pair of pants.
That was the first time you saw them.
The scars.
Douzens of very old scars adorning his back.
He went back inside the bathroom, you guessed, and came back fully dressed.
He was a beautiful man. That was hardly to debate.
- So please tell me.
You told him about Liz and her party. Waiting the refusal.
- Of course she can.
You looked at him with big eyes.
- Really ?
- Yes, really. - He said with a soft smile.
And for the first time since you were dead, you smiled back at him.
It was like a sunbath. He would keep that image in his head forever and ever.
- Thank you. She'll be happy to hear that. And again, I'm sorry for entering your room like that.
You were about to leave when he stopped you.
- Y/N.
He sighed before coming closer to you.
- You can ask me anything, you know that ? And you're more than welcomed here. Anytime you want.
- There is something I'd like to ask but I'm afraid to overstep.
- Anything.
He was watching you closely. You tried to see any hint of a serial killer, but you couldn't. Only soft kindness, interest, and something you couldn't describe.
- I noticed the marks on your back. I was wondering how...
You were twisting your hand, expecting a violent reaction.
- Oh.
His smile dropped but he didn't seem angry. He looked sad and tormented.
- You don't have to say it. I know it's a private question.
You involuntary took a step toward him.
He sits on his bed and runs a hand through his hair.
- It was my father.
Then for the next hours, you talked and talked. About his father and what kind of a man he was. Which explained a lot about the kind of man James became.
You talked about the Countess. About this hotel. And, at his demand, you talked about you.
Talking about your life made you sad. You missed it, greatly. But you were starting to like it here. Some bits, some people.
It felt good. Maybe James was not the best choice to have this conversation with, but it felt good to talk about this.
So you did it again. Every day, you would spent time with James and talk for hours. He tells you everything about him. But being an almost one hundred year old ghost, he had a lot to say.
And you listened. The good, the bad and the horrible. But you were not so shocked anymore. Especially that he wasn't killing anymore.
That was the top subject among the other ghosts. The owner stopped murdering people. Surely he wasn't feeling well.
That couldn't been more wrong..
He never felt so good. He felt calm and peaceful. Listening to your stories and telling you his.
You weren't really afraid anymore. He could see how relaxed and calm you've grown to be in his presence.
And he was falling more in love with you with every day. He wanted to tell you so much. He was dreaming of you loving him too. It would never happened, of course. But he allowed himself to fantasize about it.
But it did happen.
It was a day when one of the ghosts got really mad at Sally over a stupid reason and you took her defense. The ghost slapped you real hard and all hell broke loose.
Sally went maniac on the ghost while the others gathered around. Liz got you out of there but before she could say anything, everyone went silent.
James was walking through the group of people and grabbed the ghost who hitted you by the neck.
- We need to find the proper punishment for this one.
You saw everyone shivered and step back from them.
Suddenly a horrible beast came running, took the ghost, and went back to where it came from.
James came to you, and softly caressed your cheek.
- Are you okay, dear ?
You nodded and he gently took your hand to lead you to his floor.
- What will happened to her ? - You asked in the elevator.
- Let's just say she'll never lay a finger on you ever again.
You shivered at that. James told you that he could control the ghosts cause they knew what he was capable of.
A part of you wanted to urge him to stop that. It was a stupid fight and just a slap. But another part of you, a much darker one, was thrilled about having someone who's willing to hurt anyone to defend or protect you.
Which everyone was aware of now.
- James. Thank you. I...
You feel him grabbing your face and the next thing you know, his lips are on yours.
You put your hands on his arms and kiss him back.
You didn't even know how much you wanted this. Wanted him. He is soft yet so firm. You moaned into his mouth and he let out a little laugh, his forehead against yours.
- I love you. I'm sorry for what I did to you. I am. But I couldn't let you leave. I couldn't let you leave me.
And just like that, the obvious took you by surprise. You loved him too. The way you ended up craving his presence as he was craving yours. The way you just got passed everything he did. The way you wanted more. Always more.
- I love you too.
He looked at you as if he couldn't believe you.
- It's okay. You don't have to say that. I'm fine with just being with you.
You smile and put your hand around his neck.
- I love you, James.
His smile was so beautiful. His eyes never looked so bright and his hands were holding you so close to him.
- I'll do everything to make you happy. I promise this to you, my love.
- I think I already am.
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