#there's some calculus involved in my physics class which i'm not completely comfortable with
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the thing is i have stayed up until 4 in the morning laytoning and i'm too tired to do anything productive. but at the same time if i don't lock in soon for physics i'm gonna kill myself
#melonposting#there's some calculus involved in my physics class which i'm not completely comfortable with#so if i don't want the class to be literal hell i have to get my stuff together#but i don't want to cuz i'm scared :'D i just wanna curl up and pretend it doesn't exist#but that's a horrible idea!!!#and the worst possible thing would be my failing a class for the first time ever...#...just because i'm terrified of failing a class for the first time ever.#among other things that would just be stupid. like come onnn#hell on earth. having both anxiety and adhd is the worst#the second any task seems scary you just hide in a corner and hope it goes away#and then when it doesn't go away. when it gets worse. you just find a better hiding place#but it's always out there... waiting...#the fact that i keep forgetting to take both my anxiety and adhd meds certainly isn't helping lol. back to the torture spiral i guess!
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