#there's a whole other aspect of yoshida's character where he seems genuinely suicidal about his position as a cog

[callitblackstar]

i need to finish my yoshiden zine because i do genuinely think nobody gets their dynamic right except me (Especially regarding yoshida but that's because fjmt very rarely gives us concrete information about him as a person) but like. it changes every fucking weeekkkk and it's not exactly inconsistent so much as the narrative i Thought was being told between them is not what's currently happening. if denji was developing as a character and interrogating his weird empathetic toleration (and strange attraction to? refer back to the butthole tonguing) of a generally antagonistic and VERY MALE yoshida, maybe something concrete worth explaining would be there. but instead denji's going mindless again and yoshida is refusing to sit down and talk to him like a person anymore. their tentative connection seen in 133 kind of ended when yoshida brought fumiko into denji's life. and i don't know if we'll get it back now