#there's a couple more dudes I'd probably want to include but they wouldn't get the most fitting colors lol ah well they'd manage I'm sure
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colorful funky space friends
hm kinda sus tbh
#shading is overrated#and proportions and accurate size differences are also overrated lol#anyways#sussy space friends au#if there was an au this is probably the colors I'd go for#the letsplay inspo vibes may not quite match up with most colors but it's all mostly just guidelines rather than acual rules really tbh#it's all just vibes so who cares really ha#there's a couple more dudes I'd probably want to include but they wouldn't get the most fitting colors lol ah well they'd manage I'm sure#rn I'm too lazy to add more either way ha#so ye anyways#just doodled this bc I felt like it and wanted to help myself visualize all the dang colors on the correct people so ye#messy and lazy but fulfills its purpose well enough atm at least#so ye#maybe you wouldn't agree with the color choices but with my own au and ideas these combos work just fine ha#so agree to disagree and all that#either way I'm just vibin#lazy doodle is lazy and not very serious so ye feel free to ignore and all that#enjoy or don't#whatever floats your boat#fnf au#fnf amongus au#boyfriend#girlfriend#pico#whitty#hex#carol#ruv#sarv#I draw what I want
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Hey GTC, I have always been such a fan of your Tumblr and your engagement with the fandom. However I must say that as of late, the questions you’re being asked most often are essentially variants of “Will X happen?” or “Will Y character do Z like in the book?” or even, “I’m noticing Theme A, will it continue in future chapters?”
A significant element of the fun that you’ve created for Lionheart readers is that we don’t know which elements and events of the JKR texts you’ll preserve untouched and which you’ll turn into the sixth and seventh year Lionheart storylines. I adore making my guesses to which parts of canon you’ll play with and which parts you’ll completely and utterly upend. Unfortunately, questions that ask about canon events in books 5-7 ruin so much of the fun.
Historically, you’ve used the Ask box to provide us with analyses of your own work and characterizations, but I feel as if recently you are often indulging questions about books 5, 6, and 7. I hate to say it, but I even feel that your answers veer into spoiler territory. I used to lurk your Tumblr incessantly, but since I’ve started to see this influx in predictive questions these past couple weeks, I’ve been avoiding the app.
It’s such a gift that we get to engage with your work on such a vibrant epistolary and interactive space as your Tumblr. I know that you can’t control what fans ask, but I humbly request that you please consider refusing to answer questions that ask you to ponder future events. Thank you for your tender care to everyone in the fandom. ❤️🔥🦁🧡
Hey, what's up, dude. I hear you. Sorry about that.
The problem is that the line between spoilers and not spoilers is totally subjective, and the line between "spoilers that are fine" and "spoilers that bother me" is also totally subjective. I don't know where you are on it, but we probably don't line up, and that's okay. I just don't know how I'd begin to sort out questions that one person considers "too much" from what someone else just thinks is fun analysis. My hard rules are as follows: I don't answer any questions about future ships, events, or arcs (and I get a lot). I haven't revealed anything that I would be unhappy to discover in a Tumblr askbox instead of a fic itself. True, I've dropped teaser/trailer stuff for 6 and 7, but to be honest, even looking over the stuff I've posted recently — I hate to say it, but I disagree with you. It isn't spoilers. Not to me, anyway.
But that's just me! There's no right or wrong answer here, it's just a coordination problem of how we can both cultivate social media experiences that make us happy. For instance: I like answering questions about my fic. It makes me happy to talk to people who want to know what happens. It encourages me and gets me excited to write about it, and I don't believe that any of the content on my Tumblr spoils what's going to happen. I don't really want to stop doing that, so I'm not going to. If that means you and other readers whose spoiler thresholds are below mine can't engage with my Tumblr, that's a natural consequence of us having different attitudes about media, and it was bound to happen. I'm sorry that that's the case, but it would bring me much more grief for you to injure your reading experience than it would for you to avoid my (largely irrelevant) e-journal full of random metatext. I love my fic, and I love my readers, you most certainly included; I do not, candidly speaking, love my Tumblr account. And for what it's worth, I absolutely do not think anything I've written on here is worth diminishing your experience of a story you enjoy. It wouldn't jive with my philosophy of literature and art.
So here's what I got: I'll continue tagging spoilers about past and current events as [#lionheart spoilers], and if a question makes reference to events not published, I'll use the tag [#prognosticating]. That way you can block the tag, and other readers can enjoy content that fits under their threshold of non-spoilerism. If our thresholds still don't line up, then I think the only solution may really be to block the [#lionheart spoilers] tag altogether. That's probably not the answer you're looking for, but it's the best I can do.
#greenteacup asks#I am doing the best I can#it's hard to get questions about what's going to happen because I do try to give tidbits if i can't answer the main point#just so people will have something? but it's rough to know I'm disappointing people on both sides#as is inevitable really. those who want to know more and want to know less. you will never make everyone happy#but also— if a creator isn't writing stuff you want to read#I suspect you already know at some level the answer just has to be that you stop reading#I sometimes debate if having a Tumblr is worth the stress of trying to manage an internet presence#I generally think it is
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Devin's Dude Ranch: Episode Two (Part Two)
*as Devin reenters the house, she is immediately approached by Albert*
Albert: "Devin, hi. I'm so glad I caught you. How's your evening treating you?"
*Devin smiles widely*
Devin: "It's been good. And yours?"
*Albert flashes a boyish grin*
Albert: "Well. it's better now that I'm talking to you. Hey, do you want to go somewhere to chat?"
Devin: "I thought you'd never ask."
*the next shot shows Albert and Devin on the couch on the back deck. they're sitting with a few inches between them.*
Albert: "Why don't you move a little closer?"
*She looks at him warily, but in a playful way, before settling against him*
Devin: "Alright, but no funny business."
Albert: "Wouldn't dream of it."
Devin: "This is probably better for me anyway. so I don't have to look directly at your face."
*Albert chokes out a laugh*
Albert (confused, but lighthearted): "What do you mean?"
Devin: "Well, Albert. Frankly, you're just too damn beautiful. When I look at you, sometimes my brain just reboots."
*Albert laughs again*
Albert: "That's a new one on me. I apologize for my face. Do you want me to get a paper bag or something?"
*Albert's eyes shine at Devin*
*Devin bites her lower lip and shakes her head, on the edge of laughter*
Devin: "It might help, actually, but...maybe we should just treat it like like immersion therapy. The more I'm around you, the more I'll get used to it, that kind of thing."
Albert: "Alright, but I just want to make sure you know that I will do whatever it takes to make this work."
Devin: "Including wearing a paper bag for the rest of your life?"
Albert: "Exactly."
Devin: "This was a very helpful conversation, thank you."
Albert: "Anytime."
*they make eye contact and instantly break out into smiles*
Albert: "So tell me about you. What got you into training horses?"
Devin: "In short, my Dad. The long version is, my family has been training horses at least since my great-great-great grandfather. It's in my genes, I guess you can say. I've been doing it literally my entire life."
Albert: "That's amazing. And is this your family's ranch?"
*Devin looks steely eyed for a moment and clears her throat*
Devin: "Uh, no. It's not. This one is all mine."
Albert: "Do you not want to talk about it?"
*A weak smile flickers across Devin's face before disappearing*
Devin: "It's a bit of a touchy subject," *she sighs before continuing* "But, like I said, I've spent my entire life training horses, working for my Dad. He got sick a couple of years ago. Lung cancer. But, instead of leaving me the family ranch, who it should have gone to by all rights, it was left to his brother instead. He ranch, the business, all of it. When I confronted both of them about it, they told me a woman had no business training horses or running a business 'on her own.' My Dad died six months later and my uncle, well, he has everything except the monetary inheritance I was left, which I invested into this ranch."
*Albert exhales*
Albert: "That is seriously *bleep*ed up. I'm so sorry that happened to you. And to be treated that callously by your own family .... unimaginable."
Devin: "It was honestly the worst betrayal I have ever known in my entire life. It really is true what they say about people's true colors coming out when someone dies. But, enough about me. Tell me something about you."
Albert: "I would much rather talk about you, but if you insist..."
Devin: "I do."
Albert: "Well, I'm a chef. I used to own a restaurant in San Myshuno, but I hated the administrative side of it and missed cooking. So, I sold it and went back to the kitchen, and honestly, I couldn't be happier with my career re-pivot."
Devin: "Oh, that's amazing. What's your favorite thing to cook?"
*Albert ponders for a moment*
Albert: "I'd have to go back to basics; a good grilled cheese can be a work of art."
Devin: "Aahhh. I was not expecting that answer. I figured it'd be something more gourmet."
*Albert chuckles*
Albert: "Clearly you have some things to learn about me."
Devin: "What an exciting prospect."
Albert: "What about you? What's your favorite meal to cook?"
Devin: "Oh that one's easy. Both to cook and eat; frank and beans."
*Albert throws his head back, covers his face with his hand, and laughs*
Albert: "Wwwhhattt?"
*Devin is now also laughing*
Devin: "You're not the only one that's full of surprises."
Albert: "That is such a cowgirl answer. I love it."
Devin: "I grew up on it! It's like, a childhood comfort food. For most kids it's mac and cheese. For me was it's frank and beans."
Albert: "As long as I can sleep downstairs on frank and beans night."
Devin: "Why? You'll be eating them, too. We'll both be fartin' up a storm."
*Albert bursts out in a loud chorus of laughter*
Albert: "Oh my god, this is the sexiest conversation I've ever had."
Devin: "Hey, this is real talk. This is what you get to look forward if you want to be in a relationship with me."
Albert: "Trust me, I'm looking forward to it so much."
*suddenly Milo appears amidst the pair's laughter. it slowly dies down as they realize he's standing there*
Milo: "Hey, guys. I'm sorry to interrupt. I was just wondering if I could talk to Devin when you're done?"
Devin (who seems a bit caught off-guard): "Yeah, Milo, sure. Just give me a minute, okay?"
Milo: "Yeah, sure. Thank you. And sorry, again."
*Milo walks off*
*Albert sighs with disappointment*
Albert: "I guess it's too early get to keep you all to myself."
Devin: "That's what they tell me."
Albert: "Well then, you go do your thing. I'm going to get a drink."
*Albert and Devin get to their feet*
Devin: "I enjoyed our chat."
*the two enter into an embrace*
Albert: "Me too."
*he cradles her head and kisses her on the forehead*
*As they separate and Devin walks away, she's smiling and blushing. Albert watches her walk away for a few moments before heading inside*
Albert (in diary room): "Just half an hour with this girl and I'm hooked. She's so easy to talk to. I didn't want our time to end. It was hard to let her go. And there's definitely chemistry there, and a connection forming. I hope she feels it, too. 'Cause, man. I can't wait to see her again."
*Looks directly into the camera as a lopsided, boyish smile spreads across his face*
Devin (in diary room): "Albert," *folds her arms at her waist and smiles to herself* "Yeah, there's something about him. I definitely feel the chemistry. I like being around him. It's comfortable. I do have this nagging worry at the back of my mind though...with him being a city boy, I'm not sure if he's really down for the ranch life, you know?"
*camera cuts to Milo waiting for Devin. he looks pensive. Devin is approaching him from behind*
Devin: "Hey there."
*Milo turns see Devin approach. His eyes instantly light up and a warm smile spreads across his face*
Milo: "Hi."
Milo: "How are you? You're still okay from...earlier?"
*Devin offers a reassuring smile*
Devin: "I'm okay. I've been training horses my entire life and have had worse falls than that, trust me."
Milo: "Again, I am so sorry. I don't know what I was thinking trying to pull that off."
Devin: "You were thinking you wanted to make a grand entrance."
*Milo glances at his feet, rubs the back of his neck and reluctantly nods*
Devin: "That's alright, man. That's what tonight was all about, I suppose. But, we're past that now, so it's cool for us to move just on. You've learned from your mistake. And I've learned to dodge you if I see you running my way."
*Milo and Devin both share a short chuckle, before he shyly nods in agreement.*
Devin: "So tell me something else about you, besides the fact you're an accident prone cutie."
*Milo looks up at her startled and then tries to mask it, but only manages to blush*
Milo: "Me? I, uh, I'm a musician. Nothing big, yet. Still tryin' to make it, I guess. I still work a day job and all."
Devin: "I love that. What instrument?"
Milo: "Guitar. And I sing. I write my own music too."
Devin: "Wow. You're a triple threat. I really want to learn how to play guitar. I've just never really found the time."
*Milo's eyes light up*
Milo: "I'd love to teach you!"
*Devin smiles up him*
Devin: "I'd really like that. As long as you promise to be patient with me."
Milo (his voice soft and sincere): "Always."
*the pair stand in silence for a moment, locked in eye contact, smiling at each other before Devin speaks again*
Devin: "So, what do you do for your day job, then?"
*glances down at his feet and begins absentmindedly kicking at the ground*
Milo: "Well, that is less glamorous, truth be told. I work at a burger joint."
Devin: "Nice. Do you like it?"
Milo: "It's not my dream, but it's not bad."
Devin: "Whatever pays the bills, am I right?"
*Milo looks relieved and nods as a smile plays at the edges of his mouth*
Milo: "What about you? How'd you get into making nectar?"
Devin: "Oh, that! I took a local class here in Chestnut Ridge not too longer after I moved here, just a sort of for fun/self-improvement type of thing. Turned out I really enjoyed it and had a knack for it. I decided to use it as a way to pay for the horses until I got my first few trained up and sold, but man, the business just really took off! Now most people know me for Echo Valley Nectar and not the horses, which is exactly the opposite of why I got into it."
*Devin grasps her head for dramatic effect and laughs*
Milo: "Fate is crazy."
Devin: "You can say that again."
*her words are followed by another void of silence as the two steal glances at each other*
Devin: "So, what do you hope fate has in store for you?"
*Milo's eyes search her face as he considers his answer*
Milo: "I think you know one thing I'm hoping for," *he glances away and smiles down at the ground again, clearly embarrassed by his forwardness* "Besides my person to grow old with, a good dog, a successful music career, to see the world, and one day a small family. A lifetime supply of tacos would be nice too."
*Devin can't resist smiling and bites her lower lip in an attempt to suppress it*
Devin: "That all sounds amazing. Especially the lifetime supply of tacos part."
*Milo's laugh rings out. after it subsides he says:*
Milo: "Your turn."
Devin: "Also, my person. Also, a small family one day. Also, to see the world. And I guess just a lifetime of successful horse-training. That's really all that's left that I'm really want to spend my life doing."
Milo: "Well, it sounds like our ideal futures match-up pretty well.*
*the two stand in silence again, smiling at each other*
*Devin begins to shiver and glances over her shoulder back toward the house*
Devin: "It is getting cold out here. Is it okay with you if I head back inside?"
*Milo shoves his hands into his pockets. he looks disappointed, but nods.*
Milo: "Of course, yeah. Go warm up."
Devin: "Thank you, sweet Milo."
*they hug*
Devin: "Oh my Watcher, you're so warm."
*Milo chuckles*
Milo: "I've been told I run hot."
*Devin holds on a few moments longer*
*Milo grins to himself in the extended embrace. he is blushing*
Devin: "Mmm. That's nice," *she finally pulls away* "I enjoyed spending time with you. And I'm looking forward to more. Soon."
*Milo is still blushing*
Milo: "The feeling is very mutual."
Milo, in diary room: "Devin's incredible. She's so kind and warm. I haven't met any other girls like her. And we our vision of the future matches so well that maybe this is fate. Maybe she is the one. Watcher, I hope so."
Devin, in diary room: "Milo strikes me as being a little bit shy. Or maybe he's still in his head from earlier tonight, I don't know. It's making building a connection a little hard. But, I definitely feel like there could be something there. He's an incredibly sweet guy. I can see myself really liking him, but we just have to keep working on our connection to see."
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(telling u here bc i didnt wanna hijack the fic post jdbddbbfskdvb)
the main reason I DON'T/WOULDN'T want a canon Spitelout redemption is because I'm not confident Dreamworks could do it well. Riders Of Berk and Race To The Edge do the job of making sure we understand that we are NOT meant to sympathise with Spitelout. Three's a pattern and off the top of my head there are atleast three "spitelout bad!" episodes ("Thawfest", "Snotlout Gets The Axe", "Notlout") and a couple where it is featured as a B plot ("Race to fireworm island"). The writing for Snotlout specifically is probably what I'd pin down as the best in the show, so i guess I never thought to narrow it down to bad writing. I knew that (apparently) it was never commited to one way or the other in the end, but Ive expressed numerous times that the constant back and forth is VERY interesting to me. I love that Snotlout keeps forgiving him. I love that Spitelout keeps getting worse. I love that even though Spitelout causes him pain, and its acknowledged that its wrong, Snotlout still admires him and pines for his attention. Its very special and relatable to me that it takes a lot for Snotlout to learn his lesson, that hes constantly optimistic, and that it always hurts him because he knows he should expect that by now. But he doesn't.
Dreamworks gave us a fair share of Spitelout episodes, seemingly testing the water of what they could get away with showing each time (High amount of pressure -> degrading him infront of his friends -> causing extreme delusion and paranoia). I think they knew that if we were going to get a conclusion, which we had to, it would have to be an important part of the episode - maybe even of the season. Maybe Spitelouts following them around for the episode, and Snotlout's doing perfectly fine, but Spitelout keeps criticising and jumping in to set an example. Maybe things go wrong and someone gets injured. Maybe its Hiccup, or Hookfang, or snotlout himself. and Snotlout has to stand there with a weapon - because I highly doubt Spitelout would take it seriously if there wasnt one involved - and say for the final time that he doesnt need him. That hes had enough of the criticism and the backhanded praise and the stupidly high standards. That he loves him like the father he has failed to be, and that thats what stings most. And Spitelout wouldve had to make a choice. And dreamworks did not have the anything neccessary to do that.
It would have had to been so carefully crafted. So many things would have had to be balanced. Snotlout shouldn't be too soft because then he wont listen - but he cant be too harsh because Spitelout is a survivor of the same mentality that he himself has. They cant put every single bit of blame on him - but to not do that would be irresponsible because they are his actions. They probably csnt use the word 'abuse' - but to use anything else would be downplaying it. It would have been so extremely difficult that I dont know if i wish they had even tried.
It just upsets me to know that they dont have a conversation. They never even have one. (english teacher voice) Maybe their relationship is less of a redemption arc, but more of a tragedy on the endless cycle of abuse perpetuated on war-ridden homelands like Berk.
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This is such a thorough analysis I’m obsessed (and I am SO sorry it took me so long to get here omg)
They really do have a very cyclical, Snotlout gives and Spitelout takes type relationship. Most of their episodes include Snotlout looking up to Spitelout in the beginning, Spitelout being pretty awful to Snotlout in one way or another, and then a sorta positive interaction at the end that doesn’t necessarily address their conflict or what Spitelout did within the episode. It is then assumed that Snotlout and Spitelout have made up and are good again. Only for it all to happen over again.
It really upsets me too that they never have a real conversation where they actually talk about what’s going on, and that there is no indication that anything will ever change between them (aside from Snotlout’s character growth and his new complete understanding of his self worth and the fact that he can live his life outside of the box Spitelout’s created for him.
Thank you so much for this dude this is insane
#snotlout snotlout oi oi oi#fuck spitelout#snotlout jorgenson#snotlout#how to train your dragon#riders of berk#defenders of berk#race to the edge#httyd#rob#dob#rtte#thank you for the ask <3
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Jesus, some people on here are just messed up, like I'm just bored clicking around get on this one person's account bout to go back cause boring boring boring...
Like holy fucking
This was one of the most half incoherent bat shit rant I've read in a while, that left me feeling confused upset and like unfairly attacked,
Like they start off being pissy about '21 somethings who can buy weed legally'
And then jumps to us in Colorado specifically,
Which starts to piss me off right there I love my state, as much as I get wanderlust time to time and like to try living elsewhere I'm born an raised like I wanna say fifth generation? Coloradan
This is my home,
It's one thing when people make Mile 'high' jokes those are usually in good humor and I think they're funny,
But this person just going off about us in particular about how 'easy' we got it
Oh I'm sorry how easy 21 somethings got it cause apparently they don't realize us 'old' folk also buy the legal drugs,
And all our options and how people from their state are coming here and bring our 'poison' into their state,
The 'poison' they apparently are so pissed they don't have easy access to, 👀
And how their state could have make much better 'poison' 😕
And then I think it stopped with wishing we all get hit in the head with a hammer!?!?!
I mean sorry to clog up y'all's dash with this but I really gotta vent on this cause of all the fucking things to go off about,
And specifically all the things about Cannabis to go off about,
Like that there are still people in prison in legalized states for cannabis charges,
That we still haven't dropped calling it marijuana despite the racist origins of that name (mind you I still fuck up and call it that too sometimes,)
The whole bat shit 'marijuana' plot that sounds like it should be a cooky conspiracy that is 100% factual,
But instead this person is getting pissed cause it's legal in my state,
First off asshole Colorado isn't the only legalized state,
Next even if it was, guess what dickhead I can't control your state,
mine voted it into law to legalize cannabis and I'm super proud of that,
Um also just cause it's legal dose not equal easy, you have to have cash, and it's not fucking cheap,
I've been experimenting with cannabis edibles and have been finding how amazingly helpful it is for me,
I have a shit load 'wrong' with me that's undiagnosed will remain so, and even if I was diagnosed and looking into meds they likely wouldn't work for me, I have something wrong with me that taking any kind of medication more then a couple days even as prescribed down to the exact hour, fucks me up,
I get start getting really bad side effects like day three, I was on fucking aspirin for a bit while super sick a few years ago I got tendinitis so bad I wanted to die for like two days,
I've even avoided being on shit what's the anti pregnancy pill called, um fuck, I've avoided it cause im not having sex and my periods are real good, I worry what I'll do if I ever get into a romantic relationship with a dude, probably will only be able to be with someone whose clipped,
I was on sleeping pills for a bit, one of the side effects was suicidal thoughts, guess who got that and all the fucking other ones, including dry mouth so bad I thought I'd die,
For some reason cannabis doesn't fuck me up at all, it helps it really fucking helps me even if I'm on it a lot,
It's the only thing that has ever fucking made my mind a not just okay place to be, but a great one,
And money is right so I can't have like constant access to it, I may at some point be able to get it at all,
And this dickhead thinks I should get a hammer to the head!?!
I try to let internet stuff slide off me but fuck if reading that didn't just royally upset me,
Just, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, you pig fucking, dildo humping, cum sucking bag of broken sticks shit on by cats with the runs, mother fucker,
hope you step on cat shit every day of your life and that your hated by corvids everywhere,
Okay I feel better and yes I did block them they had another post that seemed a bit suspect especially after reading that post and no I didn't say shit to them what's the point
Edit looked at it again, it was ceiling fan fall on your head not hammer
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Forced To Believe Chapter 47- Armageddon
Chapter Summary: Morgan and The Wyatts take on The Shield
Words: 3,000+
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Melanie met meet up with CM Punk, to go to UFC 170. She decided to be comfortable and wore jeans, sneakers and a Simpsons shirt. After placing her hair in a high ponytail, she met up with Punk, front row for the event.
"Dude!" she beamed.
He grinned and stood up to pull her in for a hug. "Mel!"
"It's so nice to see you again!" She returned the hug. "I missed you!"
"I missed you too. Nice shirt." He chuckled as he released her.
"I blame Celeste." She giggled.
"How you been?" They sat down in the front of the Octagon. Phil got front row seat tickets and they were going to sit with Dana White.
"I've been doing great."
"That's cool. Hey, thanks for keeping quiet about me..."
"No problem." She smiled
She knew he wanted to maintain a low profile after walking out of WWE. He wouldn't return phone calls or texts to anyone but his closest friends and family members. A lot of the people he's close with, including herself have been getting a lot of questions about what he is up to and why he left WWE. It was annoying but she managed to ignore them.
"There they are." A friendly voice said as they were greeted by Dana White.
"It's good to see you! It's been a while!" Melanie grinned. "Thanks for having me sit with you. This sport is my guilty pleasure. I love it."
"Glad to hear. Maybe you could do some MMA or UFC one day." Dana teased.
They all laughed at the thought.
"Haha, nah, I'll stick to wrestling," she replied. "I'd probably get dropped within the first ten seconds."
"Hey, I've seen your kicks. You're pretty good."
"I suffered a lot from her kicks. She's badass." Phil praised. "All that training paid off."
"Haha. Thanks, guys." She grinned.
As the show began, they watched all the matches and then it was time for the main event.
Melanie tweets 'Main event! Go Ronda! #TeamRousey'
Ronda and Sara make their entrances. After they made the announcements, the match was underway. Ronda ate some shots from Sara as they headed near the fence. She watched as Ronda hit Sara with some knees to the body while Sara tried to get away from her. After another hit the the knee, Melanie cringed as Sara dropped down.
"Yikes!" Melanie exclaimed.
Ronda landed a couple of punches before the ref stepped in and stopped the match.
"Good stoppage," Phil said as Ronda celebrated and the crowd gave out mixed reactions.
"Yeah." Melanie agreed. "Being caught in the liver hurts. It was a good stoppage because McMann could have really gotten hurt. Sara is an awesome fighter but the match got stopped at a good time."
After everyone got situated, Dana went in the Octagon as Ronda got her hand raised in victory.
"She is so awesome. So proud of her." Melanie cheered.
After Ronda was interviewed, she left the Octagon with her crew. Phil and Melanie stood up while Ronda's crew began walking past them and congratulated Ronda for the win. Ronda was super nice and even told Melanie it was nice to meet her because she watches her in WWE. The two ended up embracing which caused their sweet moment to trend on Twitter.
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Elimination Chamber was already underway as Melanie put on her wrestling jeans, black hoodie, a black tank top that stopped before her belly button, and her black fingerless gloves. Her makeup was back looking crazy and her eye makeup looked even more sinister.
After walking out of the Diva's locker room, she saw Jon doing pushups to warm up before the match. Once he got up to his feet, she jumped on his back and he gave her a piggyback ride.
"I can't wait for the match, tonight!" She grinned.
"Me too." He said as she got off his back.
"Let's kiss for good luck," Melanie said and he gave her a kiss. "Another one." He kissed her again. "Okay, five more." They both chuckled and kissed each other five more times. "I'll see you out there. Let's show them how we do it back in the Indies."
"Damn right."
Morgan tweets 'Who am I? We'll find out tonight. #FollowTheBuzzards'
Bray Wyatt tweets 'Don't take your guns to town son. Leave your guns at home Shield. Don't take your guns to town'
Seth tweets 'It's getting exciting now. Think of everything we've accomplished. Born and bred for war. #SHIELDvsWyatts #BelieveInTheShield'
Rosa tweets 'Don't underestimate me tonight. I have a few tricks up my sleeve. #DivaOnAMission #Motivation'
The Bellas tweets 'Tonight may be the last chance to save WWEMorgan101. Shield, you gotta win. #SaveMorgan #ReleaseTheCurse'
Natalya tweets 'Biting my nails with the Bellas while we wait to watch The Shield go at it with the Wyatts. #WakeUpMorgan'
Celeste tweets 'Waiting for the Joker to wake up WWEMorgan101. Do whatever it takes! #GainControlMorgan #FreeMorgan'
'In The Ring'
'Sierra'
'Hotel'
'India'
'Echo'
'Lima'
'Delta'
'Shield'
"Oh~ here it comes!" King grinned as The Shield walked out through the crowd.
"What are we gonna see?" JBL asks as Justin makes the announcements. The Shield look ready to go as the crowd cheers for them. "This is a collision of a lifetime."
Rosa's theme came on and she got mixed reactions.
"And introducing their tag team partner, Rosa Mendes!" Justin announced as she strutted down the ramp.
She dyed her hair black again and wore black pants and one of her fishnet wrestling shirts.
"Do you think The Shield like working with Rosa?" King asked.
"Well, we heard that Rosa has been training with The Shield to prepare for this night," Cole said as he read Rosa's tweet.
'Training with The Shield has given me a lot of info about WWEMorgan101's wrestling style. This will be a piece of cake.'
"Looks like she's confident," JBL said as she got in the ring.
"Are we ready to serve some justice?" Rosa grinned.
"Just make sure you know what you're doing." Roman bluntly replied and she nodded in response.
This was serious. This wasn't a match...this isn't just some battle...it's a war.
'We're Here.'
The Wyatt Family and Morgan slowly walked out while Bray had a lantern in his hands. Bray sits on his rocking chair and blows out his lantern as the crowd begins to cheer. The Shield and Rosa stare down The Wyatt Family and immediately get into each other's faces while the ref stays in the middle, trying to separate things.
The crowd chants 'This is awesome!'
"Do something, Morgan. I dare you. Hit me." Rosa provoked. "Oh wait, I mean Sister Abigail because you don't have a backbone anymore since you like to follow people now. Follower."
Morgan continued to glare at her as she clenched her fists. She wanted to hit her but something was holding her back, unfortunately.
Bray and Dean start to stare each other down while Dean starts pacing.
"Make your move!" Bray yelled at him.
"Who do you think you're talkin' to? Who do you think you're talkin' to?" Dean asked as Roman and Seth held him as the crowd began to chant 'Lets go Wyatts, lets go Shield!'
The ref starts to calm things down while the two teams separate and go to their corners. All of a sudden, Dean turns around and attacks Bray as the crowd cheers. Roman and Seth help him out as they take control of Luke and Erick. Morgan gets speared by Rosa as she starts unloading on her and gets thrown out of the ring. The Outspoken Diva gets angry and bangs on the apron before taking her hoodie off.
"I am totally pissed off now!" She yelled.
Rosa taunted her while The Shield threw the Wyatts out of the ring.
"And The Shield own the ring!" Cole said as The Wyatt Family regrouped. "And Morgan does not look too happy."
Morgan gets on the apron and so does the Wyatts as Erick gets in the ring. The Shield and Rosa try to calm down Ambrose in their corner.
The Outspoken Diva looked on with sadness but then she felt a spark in her head as she started to remember the days when she would be the one to calm down her teammates. It started to bring back some other pleasant memories but it wasn't enough for Sister Abigail to disappear in her head and break the curse.
Seth and Erick start off the match. Erick tries to clothesline him but Seth rolls away, quickly, like a ninja.
Morgan showed a faint smile. Seth was such a great brother to her. She would remember their tag team moves together. She started to miss that and The Shield. She felt something else spark in her head as she began to remember more of her good times with Seth, but it still wasn't enough.
Rollins starts hitting Erick with punches but he grabs him. Seth manages to dropkick him in the chest, sending him back to The Shield's corner. The Shield start tagging in each other, to take control of Erick. But then Erick pushes Seth down and as soon as he gets up, he gets hit with a monstrous shoulder block that sends him flying.
Morgan cringed at the sight. "Talk about 360..." she mumbled.
"He just bulldozed..." King began.
"And just dragged Seth Rollins into his corner." Cole finished as The Wyatts began to take control of Rollins.
"What do you think is going through the mind of Morgan?" JBL asked.
"I know she's feeling a lot of emotions right now. I just hope she knows what she's doing." King said.
Morgan shoots Rosa a death glare as she watches her hold onto Dean's arm, trying to calm him down. Rosa didn't notice the piercing look Morgan was giving her.
"Do you see that stare, Morgan is giving Rosa? Frightening." King added
"Get your damn hands off of him..." She growled under her breath.
Bray ran his hand through her hair. "This is your new family now. They don't deserve you, Rose. We will win this war for you. You need closure." he reassured as she nodded.
Celeste tweets 'That glare is funny. Looks like someone may still have feelings for a certain eccentric man. Hm? WWEMorgan101'
The Bellas tweet 'Ooh is someone jealous? WWEMorgan101. I hope you don't look at us like that. That's a scary glare.'
"And here comes the patriarch of the Wyatt Family. The man who speaks in riddles." Cole said as Bray got tagged in and began to give Seth hard shots.
He throws Seth to the ropes but Seth slides under his legs and tags in Roman as he gets a big pop. Bray and Roman face off as Bray yells at him. Roman hits him with a big shot in the face and starts unloading on him near the turnbuckle. As soon as the ref pulls him away from Bray, Roman gets hit with a big shot and a headbutt. He runs to the ropes but gets dropped by Roman as the crowd cheers.
Morgan starts to think about the good times she had with Roman. Even though he told her his feelings and everything that had happened, they both decided to cherish their friendship and remain friends. She was always impressed by his recent ring work and accomplishments at Survivor Series and the Royal Rumble. Again, she felt another spark in her head, but it still wasn't enough.
Roman picks Bray up but gets hit by a big shot. Luke tags himself in and tries to pick Roman up for a suplex, three times but Roman suplexes him instead as Morgan shows a faint smile. Roman tags in Dean as Morgan fights the urge to smile widely. Dean starts unloading on Luke in the corner until the ref pulls him back. Luke elbows Seth but gets his tank top grabbed by him as Dean pushes him back into the corner. Dean tags in Seth as he gets on his hands and knees. Seth jumps Dean's back and hits Luke in the corner and throws him to Roman as he gets dropped.
"Big right hand, by Roman. All three members of The Shield involved." Cole said as Roman pins Luke for a 2 count.
Rosa began jumping up and down on the apron. "Let's go, Romeo!"
Morgan rolls her eyes at the lame nickname. The Shield continue to take control as Dean was in the ring. Erick starts yelling at Dean which catches his attention. He tries to hit him but Erick jumps down the apron and turns around to get hit with a dropkick by Luke as the crowd 'Ohs'.
"What in the what in the world!?" King asked as Dean looked dazed.
"When did you ever see Luke do a dropkick?" Cole asked.
"The answer would be never," JBL said.
Bray gets tagged in as he starts unloading on Dean. Morgan cringes as he hits Dean with a huge splash off the turnbuckle. Ambrose falls down and crawls over to the ropes, near the Wyatts' corner and rests in between the ropes.
"This Bray Wyatt is so dangerous," Cole said.
Morgan turns to Dean. She felt like herself a little bit and started to think of a drastic decision. She wanted to provoke him...So, she decided to kick him in the face as the crowd 'Ohs' at the impact.
"What!? No way! That was reluctance! It had to be!" JBL called out.
"Right!?"
"I don't think so. Did you hear that kick!?" King exclaimed as Dean held his jaw.
"What the hell Morgan?!" Seth called out as she shrugged.
"He had it coming. He deserved that." She explained as the ref warned her to stay away.
"Morgan! What are you doing!? Why would you kick Dean!?" JBL shouted.
"How that boot taste?" The Philly Diva asked as Ambrose rolled out the ring.
If there was one thing Morgan was sure of, it would have to be that Dean doesn't let things go so easily and that's going to make him more hot and bothered in the ring. Bray looks on with delight and grins before getting out of the ring. Meanwhile, Rosa gets in the ring and starts yelling at her.
"Rosa does not look happy," Cole said as The Outspoken Diva got in the ring but the ref held Rosa back.
"Are you kidding me!?" She yelled as Morgan smirked and did a curtsy in a cocky way with her arms out at Rosa, amusing everyone.
"I am going to get you! You watch!" She screamed as Seth tried to calm her down with the ref.
"Yeah, okay, okay." Morgan bluntly replied and got back on the apron.
"Man! I cannot wait for these two to go at it! Catfight!" King grinned.
"This is going to be a brawl. Not a catfight," JBL corrected.
Celeste tweets 'Rolling on the floor, watching WWEMorgan101 get a little bitchy tonight. Hilarious curtsy!'
The Bellas tweet 'OMG WWEMorgan101! Why'd you kick Dean!? And that curtsy was funny as heck. The claws are coming out'
Fans tweet:
'OMG Is this the end for Ambrose and Morgan? She kicked the hell out of him!'
'That curtsy was priceless! #MorgansCurtsy'
'LMAO! WWEMorgan101 is so entertaining to watch. #TheCockyCurtsy'
'Best curtsy I've seen. WWEMorgan101 is so funny!'
'That kick looked like it hurt. Please don't tell me it's too late for Morgan.'
'Beware Morgan, I don't think Ambrose is gonna let you get away that easily from that kick.'
Bray throws Ambrose back in the ring while he starts laughing.
'Okay...I think I'm ready...' Morgan thought as she tagged herself in by slapping Bray on the back
"What!?" King exclaimed while the fans looked on intently.
"What is she up to now?" Cole questioned.
"She is so unpredictable," King mentioned.
The Wyatt Family turn their attention to her. Bray begins to grin and lets her have her way. Morgan slowly gets in the ring while Dean is in a corner, holding his jaw. He looks at The Wyatts and then turns to look at his former lover.
Ambrose stands up and begins to smirk at her while the fans look on and cheer with anticipation.
"How's that jaw?" She tapped her jaw. "Still hurting from my boot? I guess you really can't take a hit, can you?"
"Dean! Tag me in!" Rosa put her hand out. "She needs to be taught a lesson!"
He glanced at Rosa and walked over to her as the crowd booed. Ambrose put his hand out for her to tag herself in. She was about to slap his hand but he pulled it back and ran his hand through his hair. Rollins and Reigns looked amused as the crowd laughed.
"What!?" Rosa yelled as he swiftly turned around.
"Your ass is mine." Ambrose declared, pointing at Morgan.
"Oh is it now?" Morgan smirked as he began pacing around. She watched as he stopped and stood a few feet from her.
"Wait, why didn't he tag her in?" JBL panicked as Dean gripped his right wrist while Morgan put her hands on her hips. "Wait a minute, why are they in the ring together!? Wait a minute, why are they looking at each other like that!?"
The crowd began to get excited again as Dean and Morgan had an intense stare down.
"This is getting extreme. What are they gonna do!?" King asked.
All of a sudden, Dean and Morgan get a big pop from the crowd as soon as they begin to circle around the ring.
"Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no. This isn't about to happen. This is NOT about to happen! They are not about to fight! They are not about to wrestle!" JBL shouted as the crowd chanted 'Yes!'. "Dean! Morgan! What are you two doing!? Stop this!" He continued to freak out.
"I think is this what Morgan wanted!" Cole said. "This crowd is loving this. They can't wait to see these two go at it!"
"No way, they're going to face each other!?" King yelled in a high pitched voice.
"Are they crazy!?" JBL shouted
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I think the complex women of Bridgerton are probably the best part of it in full honesty! I agree that intention doesn't change the outcome, but the show itself doesn't share that sentiment. Intention has absolutely been used as a crutch to mitigate the outcomes. From Portia's abuse and poor treatment of her children ("I am a mother!") to Anthony's trauma to Daphne's lack of understanding around sex excusing away her sexual assault of her husband to Penelope's writing LW with hopes to help others.
I guess I can't really see Marina's interest in Colin not being SOMEWHAT romantic. Sure, at first it isn't love, and I don't think it was LOVE in completion, but that it could turn into such. She leans on him and talks to him and laughs with him, and that IS friendly, but she's also very much interested in him romantically and sexually if that conversation between her and Pen is anything to go by. He's good with kids and a great dancer and attractive and eager and honest in his intentions and etc. etc. etc. I watch that scene and I'm like 'that woman is GUSHING about her crush to her best friend at a sleepover'. She's excited for the connections he brings her (her and Pen can remain friends, even sisters as she claims it), as well as how he'd treat her. She doesn't fully know him, but neither do half the couples that get together, tbh.
Ultimately, I see it as Marina was trying to do what was best for HER, her children included secondarily, an action which, honestly, I don't blame her for. I find it refreshing that she puts her happiness first. Yes, she wants a father for her children, but ultimately, she herself doesn't want to be miserable. She likes Colin the most out of all the suitors, and sure he's an emotional man, but he's also been shown to be the most empathetic. He gets in his feelings, but I just doubt he would have run off to travel super often. That in itself is abandonment, you know? I think he would have tried to find a way to cope, and it would be messy, but the Colin who left town as a single and heartbroken man looking for purpose is not the same action a Colin who is married with a pregnant wife would react. If Marina can live her life for her children and find contentment there, so can Colin. Who's to say that conversations with his mum and Eloise wouldn't have assisted in his marriage with Marina, too?
I think the idea that the fandom in general has that they would have been unhappy together or that the marriage would have soured just isn't one I agree with. Yes, he forgave Penelope because he knew her for years and they had a solid friendship, but the LW parts of her were not already there to him. It was a harsh betrayal because it was a lie more than anything, and a harm to those around him. He didn't know Marina, but if Colin has the empathy to come to understand Penelope's reasoning for lying and hurting him, I think he would also have the empathy to come to understand Marina's, especially since she's in considerably more dire straits. Penelope's actions are not as understandable, so their connection makes up for a lot. Colin ends up processing a lot of it on his own at the end of the day.
(Big agree that Edwina is an angel and anyone who disagrees can die by my sword!!!!)
I do think the plan to seduce him is ick, but also at the same time idk if it's fully that way. I see it almost exactly in the same was as him and Penelope being intimate before she's fully honest with him. Both ways take the informed consent out of the equation. Ultimately, he turns Marina down and she respects that. For me, that's the saving grace. She walks away from him after that, realizing she's not going to force the matter, and then he asks to marry her.
Ngl, in a lot of ways, I'm trying to empathize with her by being like 'What would I do if I were in this situation?' and I'd also immediately be like 'yo, I love this dude' if he was marrying me and taking me away from a shitty house that locked me up and physically abused me and was being a beacon of hope in an awful circumstance. And he was funny and charming and a good dancer and great with kids and Colin cutiepie Bridgerton? Like damn, I'd lock that down yesterday. I don't know if she's making false promises, but I'd definitely start falling for someone at that point. 'You're a lady and I'm a gentleman and I won't put you at risk of pregnancy until we're married and you have security, so let's get married' my response would be 'can we get married tomorrow????'
I'm rewatching some of the scenes because it's been a while, and I do agree that she gets more and more uncomfortable. But I also think there's a lot of reason for it outside of her feelings for him. He's a ghost from Mayfair, a reminder of a very painful time for her, an option of happiness in the past she can no longer have, the only person come to check on her out of everyone, including her family, and she lives in her dead lover's house with his brother as her reluctant tho perfectly respectful husband, who is now laughing and getting along with her her ex. Marina apologized to Penelope and she apologized to Daphne, but she didn't apologize to Colin. When she told Daphne 'for what it's worth, I'm sorry it had to be like this. Your brother is a sweet boy' like ma'am, he would appreciate hearing that!!!! If an apology is what needs to happen to keep a relationship, and she's actively cutting him out of her life, I can see why she isn't doing so to him, even if it sucks.
I think ultimately, I choose to believe that Marina and Colin could have been happy not only because of their storyline, but also that I don't believe that one person is your be all end all. George, as Daphne says, is responsible for a lot of Marina's misery. She loved him, yes, but that's not to say she couldn't have loved another person. If Colin and her did get married, I think in the end of it, they'd work things out. In a house that isn't haunted by George (the Crane estate) with a man who isn't his brother (Phillip), I think Marina could be more than content. I think she could be happy with Colin. She was attracted to him, she believed he would be good to her, she wanted to be a good wife to him, and I think in a world where a woman can forgive a man for lovebombing her 18 year old sister with no intentions to truly have feelings for her, and then marry him instead, head over heels in love, and a world in which a man can proposition a woman to be his mistress repeatedly much to her displeasure after forgetting her face and overcome class disparities to be madly in love, and a world in which a man can forgive a friend lying to him for several years and ghosting him without an explanation and be stupid in love, Colin and Marina could have overcome her being pregnant and abandoned to raise the kids together, in love.
Regardless, I have a lot of respect for this conversation! We see the events and characters differently, but there's no misogyny, something that is unfortunately widespread in fandom. I love being able to have a conversation about it!
Marina Crane, Nuance, Human Decency, and Differing Opinions
Let's talk about things that might make people mad on the name of addressing important issues
Let's start with some facts
Facts:
The hate Ruby Barker got is inexcusable. She's a human being and deserves to be treated as such. She has no control over her character and her character's actions overall.
Marina is a nuanced character with an interesting and tragic story. You can hate her and acknowledge this.
Marina is a flawed character who does bad things. You can love her and acknowledge this.
You can love or hate her without taking it out on other people or being disgusting about it. Loving her doesn't give you some moral superiority OR justify her actions. Hating her doesn't give you some moral superiority OR edge.
Some of the hate directed her away is because she's black and if you're one of those people you need to do some introspection.
Now, let's get into the opinion portion of this
Personally, I hate Marina. I don't wish a horrible death on her because that's horrible. I wish her circumstances were better. In fact, had her actions been slightly to the left I'd probably like her. My hate towards her also has nothing to do with racism, unlike some people.
I hate her because I've been on the receiving end of her actions. She's emotionally abusive and does not feel the need to apologize for it. She uses actual abuse tactics, many of which I have been the target of.
I see my abusers in her in those moments, outside of those moments I enjoy her story and character. I would have loved to see her play some Lord looking for a match of convenience. Instead I got to see some scenes that are extremely triggering to me. Marina is a traumatized characters, that doesn't give her the right to add to Colin's trauma.
So many of his actions in s2 and s3 are direct results from this, she traumatized him. This pain and hurt doesn't go away easily, I've been trying for 7 years to move on and I'm still a work in progress.
I don't hate her because she got in the way of my ship (I'm a hardcore polin fan), I don't hate her for existing, or for her situation. I hate Marina because of her actions. She had other choices in gentlemen who were close to her age and might look the other way with regards to a child that wasn't their own. Let's not discuss that topic today, I only mention this in regards to her treatment of Colin and how that choice led to it.
Colin was a romantic and felt an attraction to her, she saw that and took advantage. She singled him out, she was desperate and thought the love of her life had deserted her. Part of her draw to him was his family, both connection wise and, likely, in terms of family dynamic.
She love bombed him. It's that simple. The compliments, laughing at jokes she clearly finds unamusing, and the constant attention.
She manipulated him and his feelings, she's good at playing his thoughts and feelings against him. He wants to be seen as a man and taken seriously. What better way than for him to take a wife? In her obviously. She lets him think it's all his idea. He has a hero-complex so she mentions how horrible the Featheringtons are to her. It's calculated. (Again, if she did this to someone who didn't have feelings for her, I'd be cheering for her to get that bag.)
She isolates him from his family. With a tinge of gaslighting regarding his mother's feelings as Violet wouldn't have opposed their marriage if it made Colin happy. She creates this “us against them" mentality to separate him from his family. The Featheringtons are cruel to her and his family does not approve, there is no way this could work.
Does any of this justify hating on people who love her character? No.
Does this justify hating on the actress who played her? Absolutely not, she's not her character.
Until next time 🫡
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So I'm a bridgeton noob, I hadn't read any of the books and when the show came out last year I was just not in a headspace to watch anything new (if that makes any sense). Anyway fast forward to the season 2 clip being released. I decided to watch because why not? I was on youtube and bored and you can't really go wrong with a short clip of two beautiful people in regency outfits right? Right. So the clip from season 2 pretty much instantly got me invested in season 2. I hope whoever chose that clip to release got a bonus because it was the perfect one to get people hyped for season 2. I mean an enemies to lovers regency romance? Sign. me. up.
So after I watched the S2 clip and had decided to watch S2 when it comes out I figured I'd better watch S1. I enjoyed S1 a lot but I definitely found myself more interested in the side stories and supporting characters than the main romance. As gorgeous and sexy as Rege-Jean Page is the romance between Daphne and Simon is a bit meh. Normally I do like the fake dating trope but this one just didn't do it for me.
So now I'm reading TVWLM for the first time and I'm really enjoying it. There are so many moments I cannot wait to see brought to life on screen (like any scene with Newton!!!) and I'm really curious as to how they are going flesh out things for the rest of the characters (Eliose in particular, I LOVED her in S1). Re the Pall Mall scene - its hilarious and I cannot wait to see it but I have to say I am now rolling my eyes at all the people saying "how are they going to make the Pall Mall scene work without Simon!!!" Seriously? Simon is BARELY in that scene and doesn't do anything of note, they could replace him with literally anyone else (my money is on Benedict) and it wouldn't make a difference at all. The key players in that scene are Kate, Anthony, Colin and Edwina.
The wedding night scene is one that I am both excited to see and worried about what they are going to with it on the show. Once they actually get down to things its great, its hot, romantic and tender and even funny in places. Basically everything you want in a first time scene in a show like Bridgeton. But the lead up has a couple slightly problematic moments and I'm worried how the show is going to handle them, especially given their poor handling of the the problematic scene with Daphne and Simon (which I understand is still an improvement from the book). Don't get me wrong, while I've no doubt that Anthony would have given Kate a week, or however long she needed, if she truly wasn't ready and didn't want to consummate their marriage on the wedding night, it was still pretty off-putting to see Anthony say no to her request to wait. And don't even get me started on his "I don't like being denied my [marital] rights" line. I don't care if that's a historically accurate thing for a dude to say in regency times, its still gross and I'm annoyed at Julia Quinn for including it. And while on the one hand it is hot that Anthony wants Kate as badly as he does, (and of course we the reader know that he's been lusting after her pretty much from the moment they met) it still rubbed me the wrong way to see him say "I can't wait a week, Kate. I simply cannot do it". IMHO in 2022 it would be really bad look for a show like Bridgeton to have their romantic hero saying "no" to a request from his love interest to wait to consummate the marriage.
Anyways sorry for rambling on for so long! Feel free to ignore this.
All this is so true and valid.
I'd like to add that yeah, Anthony not taking Kate's refusal during their wedding night, probably wouldn't fly in 2022. But everyone in the production is promising pretty steamy scenes. So I imagine a lot of Kate and Anthony hot and heavy scenes have been added and a lot of the problematic ones have been filmed with a better understanding of what makes them problematic.
Remember we are not seeing Kate's face during her wedding night, Anthony is. I know he's horny as hell by that point but if she looked eager instead of nervous. Or excited instead of wary of him, By just watching her face, he could rightfully deduce that she's simply holding something back instead of outright rejecting him and talk to her about it without coming off as pushy. Which would make the scene play out a little different.
It all depends on how the actors play that scene (Simone baby we're counting on you) But I'm hopeful it's going to be more humorous than tense, because Anthony initially takes it in such a personal overdramatic way of his in a 'why don't you want me!!! I thought I was pretty' sort of reaction.
And when Anthony is being such a drama queen I can't take him seriously. I really can't. He probably could have waited the week, he's a tough guy we know. But he was about get on his knees and beg Kate for mercy. Because he knows she's into him or at least she was into him the last time he kissed her if she changed her mind during their wedding night, he's really going to lose his mind.
And I'd like to add that at this point of the story Anthony knows he's trash ok, he's messed up so much the only thing he's got going for him is his body. If she doesn't want to bang him then really he's run out of options.
To some people wedding night Anthony might come off as problematic with his inability to take no for an answer. But to me he just comes off as the height of funny. Because the scene shows he's just as insecure as Kate, he just hides it better.
And I look forward to seeing how the show handles this scene. It will probably be so good
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All the petty things I hate about fate!winx and their shitty universe/world building because
I'd added most if these in tags of other posts but I'm still so mad lmao
The way characters, Aisha and Mrs Dowling specifically make references to explicitly human or American things like instagram and Harry Potter
These people are from a different dimension for ffs why are they concerned with or are even aware of this very earth-specific shit? Do they teach earth classes at school over there?
I understand not wanting to have them be oblivious so Bloom wouldn't have to explain it to them, but it simply could be ✨omitted✨
Why would you go out of your way to date your work like this lmao ew
Ms. Dowling calling Tinkerbell an air fairy.. I cannot breeve with the stupidity why did they keep that in there
Why is Ms. Dowling.. the headmistress.. teaching classes? Where are the other teachers?
We ended up with a trio of antagonists (I guess you could call them that?) by the end of the season anyway so why not give us the trix, why have the characters play double roles as friends of our protagonists and also the villains/bullies? They clearly wanted a delinquent trio, in which case they could've gender bent the trix if they wanted to keep all the unnecessary sexual tension.
It just feels like the production team was lazy, they didn't want to hire more actors, they didn't want to bother with making the world immersive or lived in or believable at best, they just didn't give enough of a fuck
They wanted to make this show and attatch Winx to it for.. what? Like did you even google the main plot points? The abridged version or sparknotes to get details on the very literal, basic characteristics of our main characters or their roles or the world they inhabit????
It lacks wonder and intrigue.. I mean Bloom moves to another dimension, a school for fairies and we don't see her marvel once at anything.. and that's because she might as well have been in Switzerland because she's in exactly the same environment she would've been in over there anyway.
They could've said Alfea was in Europe and I'd believe it because nothing about the setting makes it feel otherworldly. I'm sorry but I'm not impressed.
Why do the teachers and graduated specialists communicate via facetime ?? In the magic dimension. ??? Why do they text each other and those texts then appear on screen like .. oh look, like a bad netflix teen movie ????? HELLO ??? it's the way technology and magic could've blended in so seamless into the world THE WAY IT WAS ALREADY DONE/SHOWN. Missed opportunity. it just takes you out of it imo every time you see the ugly, bland, gray text bar. Some fucking flavour pls I'm begging
How stupid the specialist must feel clonking around with the skinniest shreds of armor, plastic swords on their backs and battery powered flashlights and cellphones in their bags. R we larping?? I know I'd be laughing and asking why we hadn't already come up with something more effective .. idk like guns. I'm surprised I ain't see one gun in there.
In the beginning Ms. Dowling says some nonsense about fairies having lost the ability to transform to explain why there are no wings, which means they could've transformed before. So are we to assume that this supposed to be set in the time proceeding the original then?? Because something is not adding up with where they should be as a magical society technologically if that's the case
How does the production team want to keep the dark academia vibes with torches lining the walls and also want them to be face timing each other, presumably from miles and miles away in the dark forest???
Pls pick an aesthetic and stick to it everything was so unnecessarily dark. Where do they charge their phones since it's the only device we see that is the slightest bit modern and dont fucking tell me they charge it with magic I will punch you in the face
Why is there only one major monarchy that we are shown? Why are Solaria the only ones contributing to the efforts to defend the school and where is this mysterious battalion we never see lmaoo it's all so bad its laughable.
Is this set in the kingdom of Solaria? And why does the queen of an alleged interdimensional superpower monarchy pull up in black SUVs??????????? Why does she pull up with Andreas?? Is he not the king of Erakleon?? Where are his soldiers and his battalion and just?? Huh!? The world just feels empty like nobody lives here fr
Are we supposed to believe that the specialists get paired up with fairies just as a normal occurence and that they have to 'trust each other' and not because the plot demands it suddenly half way through when all we've seen so far are the fairies doing normalish school and homework, and the specialists outside, being physical everyday all day. This was never even implied that they'd have to work together apart from when we see the faculty as youngins with Rosalind. But even then.. it's like well why are they even together lmao? Is this a special team formed from Rosalind’s protégées? Were they formed after graduating from Alfea or what is this?? Are they the ONLY team of specialist/fairies hunting every single burned one?? What?
Are we now supposed to buy that Musa is being switched to 'support' because that's where her strengths lie and not in combat?? Are we supposed to believe that these girls know hand to hand combat?? When was this established? We see Terra wrapping some baby vines around a dude and I'm sorry is that the practical application of her power? Is this what the fairies are supposed to do once they graduate? Or is it just a switch in curriculum because of the threats outside the barrier?? This is never made clear.
Because if not then what's the point of this?? Why do they suddenly have endless classes together when the expectation was never set for the fairies to be like soldiers or out in the field fighting ?
Where exactly are they supposed to be what was the purpose of including Aster Dell and why is it a joy ride away from Alfea lmao?? Where Bloom is from and also not from?? Plot pls make it make sense
Why are fairies from another dimension vaping or smoking weed?? They are not human so why are they engaging in specifically human vices, yol couldn't come up with anything else to characterize 'delinquents'?? Very lazy very como se dices.. no effort. Nothing a little more spicy yol could invent, at least change the name and some properties holy shit did yol even try ??
So its fairies everywhere, having a lil party in the east wing of a phat castle.. and they are playing beer pong and dressed in t shirts and jeans..
Can you hear me screaming? Can you hear me vibrating with rage?
Not one floating decoration or magical anything in sight. Just purple lights and subpar vibes
Stella's costume design: tragic. I won't discuss further because we don't have the space or time but just know that it was absolutely atrocious and I hated it. Giving very debutante vibes
The entire budget going to that lame transformation sequence that was not a transformation sequence and those horrible, barely-there fire wings
Edgelord bloom and all her fucking leather jackets. Why do 30 yo, white cis men think girls exist in a binary? They could keep her earlier characterization and make her a hothead.. Bloom literally screamed herself into a couple power upgrades in the original come ooonnnn
Let girls be feminine without it being a character flaw what is wrong with yol its 2021. They could make her more mature, more angsty or whatever the hell else and not style her like that
The way Aisha's abilities flipflop between episodes and scenes. Very inconsistent. One minute she's struggling with a drop of water and the next she is moving an entire body of water for her bestie Bloom to fake transform because the plot demands it. Why even add in her struggles at all if you're just going to ignore it?
Why was Stella with them in that scene? She didn't do anything literally.. Aisha pulled the water and she did .. nothing.
Who the fuck is Rosalind? Why would they add her in,, to add nothing to story? The company of light was a thing, they could've plucked one of them hoes to be the antagonist. Why did the winx club need their own Delores Umbridge? Valtor was right there if you wanted an evil educator type character.
The camera work was so bland during the down beats, stagnant and fixed during a fairy party and erratic and ugly and disorienting during the fight scenes
I'm not getting over the fairy party because it was a good opportunity for the production and everyone else to show the differences between where Bloom was and where she is now but instead it just looks like a regular teen high school party?? This could have been set in Switzerland fr.
Everyone's just kind of standing?? You mean to tell me these people are from all different places in the magical dimension and their customs are all the same? They all throw parties like this ??
White and flavorless I am very bored
I guess the main question or takeaway I have is just.. who is this for? Because everyone, including the showrunners keep saying that it's for us, the fans of the original. But apart from the characters sharing some names, there are really no other similarities. So again, who was this supposed to appease or placate or satisfy? Because it sure as hell wasn't the winx club fans.
Overall, this feels very much like something I wrote and probably published on ff.net when I was 13 because I thought girls couldn't be taken seriously if they liked pink, and injected angst into everything that didn't need it and had no idea how to structure scenes or dialogue. It's just bad, objectively and N*tflix will keep making shit like this because apparently some people have bad taste??? Idk yol, be easy
#im never gonna stop i dont care i dont care#and i dont even usually make my own posts i just be reblogging and vibing#but im passionate abt this because he originak was the reason i wanted to learn how to draw#it was the reason i wanted to learn how to write and tell stories#it shaped a lot of shit for me because it was the very first one of its kind id ever seen#i ran home from school to watch it and argued with my friends about who got to be flora#i forced them to make cardboard wings with me and to perform the opening song during a school talent show#thank god we didnt get to perform otherwise we would all have died of embarrassment in hindsight#but ye i just hate to see things that obviously are very dear to a lot of people be treated with such casual indignity and its a disservice#a disservice to the fans and to the people who had probably want to create it as a passion project#to the people who spent hours and hours in rewrites and fanart amazing fanart and post series continuations#no one is saying the original is sacred and cannot be touch#this fandom actively calls out the bullshit rainbow has done and continues to do to the characters we love.. i havent spoken to one fan who#doesnt have an alter dedicated to their downfall. we found a piece of ourselves in these gorls and they were stripped and caricatured and#played for laughs so netfilx can make money and its just very upsetting to see.#so again fuck you brian young fuck you ignio and rainbow and fuck whoever the costume designer was#mine#text#fate winx club#fate: the winx saga#f:tws#winx club
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It is a time where I would like to see what my followers think about various concepts I have in mind pertaining to alternate versions of one my fics. It may take some time to write out any alternate versions since I've been busy and stressed out so much lately, but I am very curious as to what others would find intriguing to read.
But first, some backstory so be patient. We'll get to the voting at the end of this post.
I've been having a lot of bad days lately, and my mood has plummeted to a major low. This includes my self-esteem, which has always been in the dumps but is now basically a dumpster fire.
However, I don't want to be entirely cruel to myself. I deserve some sort of happiness, some sort of reprieve, and writing can be a good coping mechanism. I put a lot of my own thoughts, emotions, struggles, opinions, etc. into my works, as they serve as a way for me to get things off my chest. Sometimes, it's just cute and funny stuff, other times angsty but eventually fluffy stuff, and other times it's quite depressing and dark.
One fic, in particular, stands out, and that is the Mortal Kombat/Batman Arkhamverse crossover, "Volunteer," (trigger warnings: mentions psychological torture and suicide...more about this fic in a bit for those who would rather not read it because of those triggers) which features Arkham Knight Edward Nigma and Jonathan Crane, as well as a lady friend for Edward named Sara. It also features Erron Black and Cassie Cage from Mortal Kombat (Cassie is only mentioned in the story a few times).
If you read the blog intro/self-introduction post pinned at the top of my Tumblr, you know very well how I feel about Cassie Cage (particularly in MK11) and the Erron Black x Cassie Cage (BlackCage) pairing. Those negative feelings are mostly due to a very bad experience with a pushy BlackCage fan who just wouldn't relent one bit on their stance and it was emotionally and mentally draining to try and talk to them, including providing counter-arguments.
I've come up with alternate versions for "Volunteer" recently due to the spike in stress, depression, anxiety, and insecurities I've been dealing with as of late. This is where my followers come in!
I would like people to vote on which alternate take on "Volunteer" they would be interested in reading. Now, I can't guarantee when I'd get to it because, as I mentioned already, I've got a lot going on. However, I really want to try and write at least one alternate version of that fic, just to get some insecurities and negative thoughts off my chest.
Now, for those who are wary of reading "Volunteer" because of the trigger warnings, here's my advice: Just read the first chapter, if you want to. Chapter 2 deals directly with the sensitive subject matter, although, you can probably guess what happens anyway just by reading Chapter 1 and if you know anything about Jonathan Crane/Scarecrow...well, he likes to mess with people...mentally. To put it very mildly.
Now it's time for the voting. I have three different scenarios I've come up with that are variations/alternate versions of the current "Volunteer" fic's concept/storyline. I'd like followers to select 1 (one) alternate telling of the fic. I will open anonymous asks again, so if you are shy or just want your vote to remain a secret for some other reason, then that's fine by me. Otherwise, you can reply to this post with your choice.
Edit: if you are turned off by the idea of a Mortal Kombat/Batman Arkhamverse crossover, I get it. I don't read crossover fics myself, and that's usually because the crossovers either make no sense or do make sense but the ideas are poorly executed.
This crossover I'm talking about, though, isn't a full-on crossover of MK and Batman. There's no world-building, no larger plot, and no other characters in MK even appear or are mentioned except Erron Black and Cassie Cage.
If anything, it's more of a Batman Arkhamverse standard AU with Riddler and a female oc, and Erron and Cassie are the only concrete elements of MK brought in. I mean, yes, the other MK characters exist, I guess, but they have no purpose in this crossover I've written, and won't make any appearances.
So, if you had any concerns about the crossover aspect, I hope this clears things up
Choices below the cut!
A) "Don't You Wish"
This version is inspired by a song from Pink, called, "There You Go." In this alternate telling, Erron manages to survive Scarecrow's fear toxin, and escape (most likely because Erron is out of his mind and panicking, thus not a threat, and he has no one to help him, so Scarecrow doesn't give a damn what happens to the dude). The first thing Erron does is go to Sara's place, having already broken up with Cassie after realizing dating her was a mistake, and Sara means more to him than he thought.
Well, it's been several months since Sara basically pushed Erron out of her life for his poor choice in women, and (Arkham Knight) Edward Nigma has proven to be a much better (and, wiser and more sensible -- yes, I know, but he's not a skirt chaser, Guys) friend to Sara. While Erron ran off with a blonde selfie princess, Edward offered genuine comfort and companionship, and now Sara has been in the process of moving on from Erron even further.
Sara humors Erron and lets him tell her -- while sounding terrified, confused, and conflicted beyond belief thanks to the fear toxin -- what happened to him. Now, Sara doesn't know Edward asked Scarecrow to take care of Erron as a means of getting revenge for her. Doesn't matter anyway. She's unsympathetic towards Erron's plight, feeling as if he didn't even give her a chance to confess her feelings towards him, nor did he even seem to notice how she felt; it was like he was too busy with thinking with his privates to realize he had someone in front of him who would have treated him better.
Sara tells Erron -- in a flat, disinterested tone -- that his situation is tragic and all but wtf is she supposed to do? Why not go to his dumb blonde gf? Oh, they broke up? Well, how predictable. And Crane is also a (sort of) friend to Sara, which shocks Erron and leaves him feeling worse than before.
Sara sends Erron on his way, and he wanders off in a daze, unsure of what to do with his life now.
Sara and Edward meet the next day, and they have a pleasant time, obviously moving towards becoming a couple. She chooses not to mention Erron as she is completely severing the cowboy from her life.
B) "I Don't Even Miss You"
This alternate telling is similar to the previous one, but this time it's inspired by a Miley Cyrus song, "WTF Do I Know" (Hey, her Plastic Hearts album is actually fantastic!), and Edward is with Sara when Erron arrives at her place in a distressed state. At first, Sara deals with Erron in the hall of her apartment building, unsympathetic to his plight and basically telling him, "I told you so," and "too bad." Erron is getting more and more upset, even angry at Sara's callous tone, and starts to raise his voice, demanding to know why she is being so cold at a time like this?
Edward overhears Erron raising his voice to Sara, giving her a difficult time, and he gets pissed. Edward steps out into the hall and not only mocks Erron in various ways, but demands that he leave immediately, or what Scarecrow did will seem like a trip to Disney Land. Erron has caused Sara -- who is currently moving on and growing closer to Edward -- enough problems and heartache.
Edward reveals he set up Erron, and while Sara is stunned to find this out, she handles it better than expected. Edward said it was his way of getting revenge for her, and he'd do it again if need be. Erron is sent away feeling so much worse, feeling lost, hopeless, and betrayed.
Sara and Edward talk and she admits she's upset that he did something like this without speaking about it to her first. However, he explains that he genuinely did it for her and he doesn't want her to feel pain at the hands of some "idiotic cowman," who doesn't consider the feelings of others and who behaves like a greedy, violent Neanderthal. (And yes, Edward does care for Sara, and he didn't send Scarecrow after Erron out of jealousy -- maybe a little jealousy but it was mostly rage over Erron causing Sara so much emotional pain)
Sara means more to Edward than he can express, and he may not be the best when it comes to emotions, but he does care about her and wants her to be safe.
Sara forgives Edward, understanding that, through his heartfelt but very nervous and shy confession that he is sincere about his feelings for her, and they make amends. She of course tells him to never do something so extreme without consulting her first, though, because what happened to Erron -- while she doesn't care what happens to him in the slightest -- was a bit too much.
C) "Listen When the Devil's Calling"
Another title inspired by a Miley Cyrus song, "Night Crawling," and this alternate telling involves Telltale Riddler and no Scarecrow. Almost a year has passed since Erron went with Cassie and Sara, out of bitterness and heartache, refused to speak or see him. This didn't sit well with him as she was his only friend, and his relationship with Cassie dies within a few months.
He goes looking for Sara, realizing she has moved out of her apartment. It doesn't take him long to find out where she is, and she's with The Riddler, a notorious criminal genius and one of Gotham's elite villains. Erron is worried for Sara and seeks her out.
Turns out, Sara's just fine. This isn't one of those scenarios where the girl is with a guy who just using her and taking advantage of her vulnerability. No, Edward does actually love her and takes good care of her. He finds people like reckless, selfish, and ignorant people like Erron to be a disgrace but also amusing because of how pathetically primitive they are.
Edward also doesn't appreciate how Erron pushed aside a good thing in Sara to pursue a girl who is a social media brat and has more selfies on her phone than brain cells in her, well, brain. It defies all logic to Edward, but he's also not surprised because of how much of a disappointment Erron is as a human being (hey, this is Riddler we're talking about, and he's not one to be sweet and gentle to those he can't stand). Edward doesn't say these things out loud, though, as it's a bit too vulnerable and personal for him to do such a thing with someone he doesn't know or trust.
Sara is upset that Erron has resurfaced and she remembers how heartbroken she was when he went after Cassie Cage. She wants Erron to leave her alone like she asked, so she can move on. She can't trust him anymore, because he's just a skirt chaser in her eyes.
Erron tries to plead his case, tries to apologize to Sara, and expresses how he really feels, but this just distresses her further. Edward steps in and tells Erron he's done enough to Sara, she clearly doesn't want to see him, and he needs to take his leave.
This isn't a request.
Edward pulls Erron aside, telling the cowboy that the only reason he's going to walk away from this alive is that Sara hasn't asked for him to be killed. Should she tell Edward to take care of Erron, well, you all know what Telltale Riddler is like.
And those are the three variations on "Volunteer."
If you could be so kind as to:
leave a comment with your choice or
send an ask (even an anon ask) with your choice or
suggest your take on this story.
I'd appreciate it immensely!
Thank you all so much for supporting me and my writing and being patient with my sluggish publishing schedule!
#edward nigma#riddler#arkham knight riddler#edward nigma x oc#riddler x oc#edward nygma#edward nygma x oc#crossover fic#arkhamverse#arkham riddler#telltale riddler
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a (long) get to know me tag !
tagged by: @jaehyukkies and @takatamashi 💕
tagging: @yutaslaugh @dongkwan @sangyus @ambivartence
—what day is your birthday? july 24
—what's your favorite color? green and lavender
—what's your lucky number? 7 (love being boring ✌🏼)
—do you have any pets? two dogs and two cats
—how tall are you? 5'4" (162 cm)
—how many pairs of shoes do you own? around 20 but i cycle through only like 5
—favorite song? i suck at picking favorites but currently i love level up by ab6ix and crush by seventeen
—favorite movie? i'm bad a favs but some comfort movies include mulan (1998), practical magic, and howl's moving castle
—what would be your ideal partner? dating isn't super important to me rn but i think i'd like someone who is confident in themselves but doesn't take themselves too seriously, can communicate well, and can make me laugh. good chemistry is important too
—do you want children? maybe one day?! i think if i did i wouldn't have my own i would adopt
—have you gotten in trouble with the law? 😇
—bath or shower? shower
—what color socks are you wearing? gray with lil candy corns on them
—favourite type of music? pop! specifically but def not limited to k, punk, and alt
—how many pillows do you sleep with? 3
—what position do you sleep in? like all of them. i start sleeping on my side on one side of my bed then end up starfished in the middle of my bed jlfhgjlsjgflj
—what you don’t like when you’re sleeping? if it's too hot or too quiet 🙅🏼♀️
—what do you have for breakfast? during the week, i usually have coffee and like a microwave breakfast sandwich. on weekends i either make eggs or my dad makes breakfast/brunch for all of us
—have you ever tried archery? once in gym class in like 8th grade
—favourite fruit? mangoes my beloved <3
—favourite swear word? i swear like a sailor so probably fuck, u can throw her anywhere in a sentence and she works
—do you have any scars? a couple on my legs from being a rambunctious youngin and one on my nose; i smashed my face on a metal slide when i was little
—are you a good liar? absolutely not
—what’s your personality type? infj
—what’s your favourite type of girl? all girls also wtf is this question
—innie or outie? innie
—left- or right-handed? right
—favourite food? fried rice, specifically my dad's or my grandma's. it makes me feel safe 💖 that and nam (gnam?? idk how to spell it it's a thai dish my dad makes it's divine)
—favourite foreign food? korean food (kimchi my beloved)
—are you clean or messy? i'm kinda messy but it's more organized chaos like it looks a lil rough but i know where everything is 😅
—most used phrase? i say "huh??" rly obnoxiously a lot, also "dude" and/or "bro"
—how long does it take for you to get ready? on weekdays i think it takes me like 45 min to get up and be out the door
—do you talk to yourself? all the time !
—do you sing to yourself? all the time !
—are you a good singer? i'm def not good but i can carry a tune i think
—biggest fear? sp*ders and c*ntip*des. i do not and will not ever fuck with either of those if i see ONE of the latter i will LOSE my shit like full panic attack
—are you a gossip? yeah i'm a nosy bitch but i'll keep it to myself
—do you like long or short hair? i like short hair (like just above shoulder length) on me. i had long hair for most of my life but i think short suits me better
—favourite school subject? science!! bio specifically
—extrovert or introvert? i'm p introverted. i love being with my friends and fam and stuff but i def gotta have that recharge time
—what makes you nervous? starting new things, having to manage/be in charge of people, walking at night, getting lost in a crowd
—who was your first real crush? omg one of my best friends in middle school. we were bros in seventh grade and i quickly realized i was in love with him (as much as u can be when ur twelve) and like a year later i told him and he was super cool abt it. we're not as close but we're still friends now and i def still love him a lil bit 🤷🏼♀️
—how many piercings do you have? 3 in each ear, industrial, and my nose
—how fast can you run? i do not
—what colour is your hair? dark brown
—what colour are your eyes? hazel (idk why i always feel so pretentious when i say that but they rly are green and brown fhsfgsjfdhj)
—what makes you angry? capitalism
—do you like your own name? i do!
—do you want a boy or a girl as a child? if i have any, i have no preference on their gender, binary or otherwise
—what are your strengths? hmm i'm detail oriented; i like to know the whole process and mechanics behind what i'm doing. i think i'm p reliable and can adapt well to my environment. i'm also p empathetic and i really value my relationships with like friends and fam. i wasn't always good at communication but i'm definitely much better than i was so that's cool.
—what are your weaknesses? i'm not good at giving myself credit for things that i've done, and not in that like humble way but in that imposter syndrome way (if that makes sense lol). i also struggle with starting things, like big life things like applying to grad school or buying a car or something. it seems so daunting and i never rly know where to start and it ends up stressing me out so much that i put it off. usually somebody has to bully me into actually doing it.
—what’s the colour of your bedspread? white with flowers
—colour(s) of your room? lavender walls, beige carpet (didn't pick it), and wooden furniture
#u guys tagged me forever ago i'm sorry this took me so long#this is literally like the only thing i have put energy into today fdhksffkhf#post concert exhaustion/depression so real#of course feel free to ignore the tag!#tagged#games#kass.txt
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You probably remember the Jenny Jones Show. In the 90's smutty talk shows were very popular; Jenny's was one of the best rated, ranked right up there with Jerry Springer, Geraldo, Montel, and Ricki Lake. These trashy talk shows ruined more than a couple lives, but we just couldn't get enough of them.
In February of '95, Jenny Jones was searching for guests who had secret homosexual crushes. When a 32 year old Michigan man named Scott Amedure saw this, he called the show.
Scott had a thing for 26 year old Jonathan Schmitz, who he'd met through a mutual friend named Donna Riley. Scott didn't think Jonathan was gay, but what's the harm in trying? Even if Jonathan turned him down, it wouldn't hurt to do the show, right? Worst case scenario they get to visit Chicago for free. And who passes up the opportunity to be on national television?
Jonathan would later say that the JJ producer who called him promised that the person who had this crush on him was a woman. Jonathan was aware that Scott was attracted to him; the day before he left for Chicago, Jonathan asked Scott point blank if he was the one taking him on the show. Scott told him that he was not the secret crush. Matter of fact, Jonathan was so concerned about being embarrassed on tv that the producer actually made a note about it on his file. Jonathan was assured that this would not be one of those episodes. Not that these producers are truthful, I know from experience they will tell you just about anything to get you on that plane. Jonathan convinced himself that his secret admirer was his ex fiancee who he'd been with for years. They'd only been broken up for a few months and he missed her terribly; he told everyone that he was going to marry her if she was there. If it wasn't her, it had to be a cute girl from work he'd had his eye on. Jonathan was so excited that he even purchased brand new clothes for the occasion.
On March 5th of 1995, Jonathan boarded the plane from Michigan to Chicago where he would finally meet this mystery woman.
Scott claimed he had been served alcohol on the plane to Chicago and then there was hard liquor served in the green room while he was interviewed by the show's producers. All of this is another trick under the producer's hat- a ploy to lower the guest's inhibitions so they say and do things they would not do otherwise. And It's easy to forget that everything you say to the producer can and will be used against you on the show, you start to feel friendly with the producer, and you feel like you're sitting and talking with a friend- especially since alcohol is involved. During the private interview Scott blurted out that he'd had sexual fantasies about Jonathan which included a hammock and whipped cream, during the taping of the show you can see that Scott was taken aback when Jenny brought this up. If you've not seen the un-aired taping of the episode (I'll add a link at the bottom) Jenny does what she does best- she pushes for details, not concerned with who she upsets or embarrasses. Which was her job- it makes good tv. Scott said Jonathan had a "Cute little hard body, the kind you want to pick up and put in your curio cabinet, dust him off every once in a while".
The first thing Jonathan said to Scott after he walked out on stage and realized who'd brought him there was "you lied to me", referencing Scott's denial that he was the one bringing him to Chicago. That said, Jonathan seemed to handle it well; he nervously laughed and covered his face with his hands on multiple occasions but never did he seem angry. He said he was flattered, but that he was simply not attracted to men.
Depending on who you ask, after the camera stopped filming maybe Jonathan was much more willing to give Scott a chance than he was wanting to let on. Jenny Jones herself would later say that Jonathan, who was supposed to be flying home alone, asked if he could exchange his plane ticket for the one his friends were taking. There would later be testimony that the trio went out for pizza and plenty of alcohol afterwords; Donna said that Jonathan was talking about the three of them having a menage a trois and Scott's mother would later testify that her son was thrilled, simply glowing because the 2 men had been intimate together that night. Jonathan whole heartedly denies all of this, but it could be that he's embarrassed or ashamed. It's very possible that he hooked up with Scott while inebriated and regretted it later. Whatever the case may have been, it seems that Jonathan Schmitz was super concerned with what others would think of his sexuality.
On the morning of March 9th, just 3 short days after the show's taping, Scott had been out drinking with friends all night long. When he came home, he saw that Scott had been to his house in the night and left a blinking construction sign on his door with a note which read "If you wanna turn this off, you have to use your tool".
When Jonathan saw this, dude just lost his mind. He immediately hopped in his truck, drove to a nearby gun store where he purchased a 12 gauge and buckshot, and by 11 am he was knocking on Scott's front door.
Scott was probably just thrilled to see Jonathan at his house at first, maybe he thought Jonathan liked the cutesy sign. When Scott answered the door, Jonathan asked if he was the one who left the construction sign and note. Scott said yes, it was him; Johnathan walked back to his truck, retrieved his shiny new rifle, and blew Scott away; he was shot twice in the chest. Jonathan then drove to a payphone where he called 911. He toldthe operator that he felt lied to, humiliated on national tv, and harassed since coming home; these were his reasons for taking a man's life.
In 1996 Jonathan was tried for 2nd degree murder. His lawyers said that Jonathan had been dealing with severe mental health issues for years; on top of that, he suffered from Grave's Disease, a thyroid issue that can cause severe rage and mood swings. To say Jonathan cared what other people thought would be an understatement, he was obsessing over it. In 1996 a jury found Jonathan guilty; he was sentenced to 25-50 years. Just last year, at the age of 47, Jonathan was released from prison. He remains on parole.
Jonathan wasn't the only one in big trouble. The Jenny Jones Show caught quite a lot of flack over the murder, especially since they had specifically asked for guests with secret homosexual crushes on people who weren't necessarily gay. This was better for ratings than just 2 gay men. Many of the show's questionable practices were brought to light; the lies which the producers told Jonathan to get him to Chicago, the fact that they didn't even ask whether their guests had any mental health issues, plying guests with alcohol before interviews or tapings, etc. Had the show not done these things, it's unlikely any of this would've happened- or that's what a jury concluded. Scott's mom sued, Jenny Jones and her network were found liable, and Scott's mama was awarded 25 million dollars. This judgment was later overturned.
This case just goes to show how much society has changed in these past 20 years; how far we have come. If i was a betting woman I'd bet money that Jonathan had sexual relations with Scott. You know, in today's society, big whoop if you're gay- most people don't care. Back then it was just different.
Obviously Jonathan was the killer here, but do you think the show was liable?
The never aired Jenny Jones episode that resulted in murder: https://youtu.be/3EvUzzbzFNc
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