#there’s hope there’s hope happy thoughts 🙆‍♀️

[screampied]

SUKUNA GET UP

[bokuaosubs]

Nice to meet you for the second time and for the first time recently (Yagi Toa 2nd blog)

Thank you for coming to see me.

I am Boku ga Mitakatta Aozora’s Yagi Toa,

16 years old, first-year high school student,

born in Tokyo.

Nice to meet you.

This is the second time we meet on my blog, isn’t it〜‼︎

Surprisingly, I am adding emojis today ♪🙆‍♀️

That aside,

Today on FNS Summer Music Festival, Boku ga Mitakatta Aozora’s debut song,

‘Aozora ni Tsuite Kangaeru’ was revealed for the first time!! ☀️

Until only recently, I have always been a viewer on the other side, in front of the TV; after getting to appear [on TV] it still feels like a dream even now 、、！！

No way… before debuting, I never even thought that I would get to perform our debut song on such a big program…

I wonder if there are perhaps people who watched today’s performance and are now reading this blog 💭

If there are, I am really happy…！

For today’s performance, all 23 of us repeatedly practiced many times over, and I hope that this perseverance and the feelings conveyed in this song will reach as many people as possible, even if they watched only a little bit of it.

I think I will write more about the song properly in the future.

In fact, this being my first live performance,

During the rehearsal the day before, I was really nervous and full of anxiety,,,

Now that it is over, I feel somewhat, just a little, relieved. Just a little bit.

I was thinking of updating my blog yesterday, but my head was so full of thoughts about tomorrow that I couldn’t write well, so I ended up writing it today 💦

I am not good at being in front of people to begin with, but

I was really nervous…

However, when I looked anxious, my members and all the people around me who support me lent me their warm words、、、

Though it was like this during the unveiling too,

Thanks to the warm support of the people around me and members, this time I was also able to come out [and perform].

I am very proud of this, but there are many warm and kind people around me, including people who support me and our members!! ✨

However, so that I do not depend too much on that kindness,

So that someday I can repay that kindness and warmth tenfold and become a person that can support others, I will do my best. 🙇‍♀️

I want to become strong enough to overcome this anxiety and nervousness by myself.

Ah, I forgot !

I will post the pictures taken together with members !

My dear Yua-chan ♡

Impossibly cute Ami-chan ♡

I even received a letter from Ami-chan、、、

That letter cheered me up before our performance.

Also ! !

The first online talk event was held on Sunday last week ! ㊗️

I was nervous and a little anxious and couldn’t calm down a bit right until the start, but once it started, everyone was so kind and warm, I was very relieved 、、‼︎

There were people who watched me since the SHOWROOM screening, and I was really touched that I could actually talk to them now.

The time we spent talking was so fun and it felt so short, it was as though my initial nervousness was a lie 。、、

Truly, thank you very much. 

It was very fun. ☀️

I hope people who came felt happy too, just like this 〜！✨

Also, it seems like our song is being distributed on every music site 、、!

I would be happy if you listened to

our debut song 

“Aozora ni Tsuite Kangaeru” a lot. 💙

And and!

Finally, our music video has been released‼︎

Yaーy👏

↑ This picture was taken when we were shooting with the sunset in the background ☀️✨

Eren also came to see ! 🎵

Boku ga Mitakatta Aozora’s first music video !

This is an important video that was made through everyone’s hard work and the efforts of many many people.

Make sure to watch it lots ！！🎉

Furthermore, there are many highlights and behind-the-scenes stories that I want to share, but it’s going to get too long, so that’s all for today.

Re-reading to this point, this blog is truly full of things I did for the first time !

But that’s what makes it fresh and fun.

Truly, thank you very much for viewing until the end.

That’s all, this was Yagi Toa for today! 🐐

[TL by: K

QC by: yuzuiro]

[mtnkat3]

5.02pm a 2~5 minute cat box task. Ew. Always something. Had to rake the falling apart deck. Wh starts things & never finishes. Leaves were a foot deep. Literally. Which meant I about fell on my ass. Sigh. Anyways. It's 99.95% clean. Not "well...~70% clean.. but oh it's mostly done." Ugh. Not how I was raised! I do a task, complete it, then move on to the next. Argh!

Huh. Well. The first 4 are "housework." Lmao!

Anyways.. I hope ya'll are ok. That the day has been good to you . . That you have..hopefully.. enjoyed all my ramblings. Grinned, rolled your eyes, thought d'oh! oh baby you gots to work on that.. blushing grin. Ya know.. just .. happy thoughts when thinking about me.. at least I freakin hope so! Grin. Even when I get this vision of you ruffling my hair like I'm a shrimp in comparison. Lol! Well.. I measured myself at the uc yesterday. [Being that height is like weight, later in the day is worst time to check but anyways..] I was between 5'8 ½~¾". In my socks. I ain't a shrimp!😉😋🤭🙆‍♀️ Maybe why I love my Levi's so much. They're actually ling enough! That & sleeve length has always been an issue in my family. Ugh.

Ok. Sigh. Gotta check with family. Since haven't heard anything.

I miss you . . . . .

~Tijgeress kat Phoenix. ✝️🌺🐾🐯

🤓🤭⚓🙇‍♀️🙏🌂🔗⛓🧰🍯🥮🍼

⌚⚡🌠🗝🔱⚜💝🐻🦌🧩♠️♾🧭🕯

Th.12.1.2022 5.42pm est.

[littlebless]

Hai der, I decided to vent (?) a lil since I don't really talk much about myself here (or in any social media platform :p)

I was just thinking about how big of a ride this year has been. I've suffered from depression, anxiety and dysphoria (among other stuff) for almost as long as I can remember and I just feel like this was the first year in my life that I've felt different... truly happy 😌

💁‍♀️ It was this year that the effects of HRT started becoming more noticeable and I started feeling more comfortable in my body (my 1st HRT anniversary was in March!) 🙆‍♀️

🎓 It was this year that I became sure that I'm in the right course. I'm a 2nd year college student and am studying psychology. All of it just makes so much sense, it is reaaally interesting, more than I thought it would be after my boring first year hehehe 👩‍🎓

👨‍👧 It was this year that I met daddy irl. He has been a huge source of support, be it physically, emotionally or bloggigally hehe I love him so so much, I really couldn't ask for a better one. Also shoutout to my mommy, whom I also love a lot and is also a huge source of support for me, even though we can't be together irl👩‍👧

📸 It was this year that I started this blog, something I've dreamed of doing for a long time. As if that wasn't enough, it blew up pretty quickly, to my surprise, since I was still pretty insecure about my body. It has helped A LOT with that! I have also met plenty of wonderful people who are now my friends 🤗 even though I didn't really use any social media before (not much, at least), I don't regret any of this in the slightest, even if it can get a lil overwhelming at times 😅 thank you so much for being a part of it ❤🍼

🚀 It was this year that I started making paid content. I have to admit that it is harder than I imagined, to the point where I was feeling pressured to wear diapers more often than I felt comfortable, just so I could post a ton of pics all the time... it can be tiring to turn something you do in order to relax into something you HAVE to do and that was making wearing diapies less enjoyable :( which is why I cut down the subscription price and am now updating less often c:

On the other hand, it is only because of this that I've been able to afford diapies at all (special thanks to @james23slipknot for getting my first 3 packs after starting this blog ❤). I can only be in college because I have a full scholarship (which I'll lose if I get a job), my mum earns the minimum wage and my dad refuses to support me in any way, so I've always worried a lot about money and avoided spending it in things like diapies. It is thanks to my subscribers that I'm able to get them without feeling guilty 😌 I've been avoiding talking about this because I don't wanna be misunderstood, I'm not in a terrible situation, I have enough money to survive, I just can't spend much on things for myself. All of this to say that that is why I really can't thank my subscribers enough 🥰🥰 when I say that it is thanks to them that I'm able to make content at all, I mean it. Without them, you'd only be getting updates here once in a blue moon :p 💫

🌈 It was this year that I started feeling actually happy with my life for the first time. I was still deeply depressed during January, February and maybe March, but then all of this started happening. I have definitely grown A LOT and also feel a lot more active, productive, motivated and that I can actually have a future I'm happy with. This year has a been a wild ride and I have a feeling 2022 will be another one 😊

Thank you so much for accompanying me on this journey 🥰 I hope you'll still be here with me next year 😁💫

🎊

Happy Holidays

Merry Christmas And a Happy New Year

🎉🎅❤

[millenialfanfictionaddiction]

Firstly...

My notifs are ✨ON✨

I just finished reading Training Camp prt. 1 AND OH MY GOOOODDNESSSS HOW IT MADE MY DAY ABSOLUTELY 🤌🤌🤌🤌 mwaaa mwaa **chefss kiss

I just want to say that YOU ARE MY FAVE AUTHOR HERE ON TUMBLR!! 🥺 I consider myself as a "baby writer" and i look up to you. You write so well it makes me feel so giddy insidee like sksbfiebsksks ❤🙆‍♀️

Ps. I'll continue to support ur work nd admire u, i hope you stay safe (as well as ur family <3) and i wish you all the happiness & love in the world 🥰

- miri

1) the fact that you turned your notifications on 🥺🥺 it always makes me feel so special when people do that 😭😭

2) I'm so glad!! I had the idea floating around and I thought it would make an amazing set of headcannons!! I simply can not wait to share the other parts!!!

3)dudnsusjzjjsns STOP! I'm your favorite writer on Tumblr 🥺🥺🥺 omg I simply can not!!! Thank you so much for your support!!! It truly means the entire world when my followers support me!!

4) I simply adore other writers!! Im so glad you started writing! I feel like Tumblr can always use more writers, not matter their skill level or what they write. This is really one of the only solid platforms for writers and artist to showcase their work and get recognition! And the fact that you look up to me 🥺😭 please you are so sweet!

5) thank you so much for the support and kind words!! They truly make my day and help inspire me to keep going!! I really am the amazing writer I am because of my amazing followers!

[gennabi]

I'm missing you like crazy Zul ☹🫀

PLS COME BACK BOOOOOOO

I had a super meh day and all I wanted to do is talk and read your thoughts on random stuff... (idk maybe i'm being selfish?) 💔💔

(I just want you to be happy tbh and well rested ofc!!)

(While i'm typing this i realised there's only one colour for the broken heart emoji? Like, why is that a thing?! HOW CAN I EXPRESS HOW MUCH I MISS YOU WITH ONLY ONE COLOUR AHHHHHHydhds IT'S NOT ENOUGH </3)

(I'll just wait - pls come back sooner rather than later tho <3333333)

Yes it's true, I do love you. Very much so.

- 나의 사랑하는 어난 ♡

BABY I MISSED U TOO 😭☹☹💗

im coming back im coming back, just slowly cause idw rush hehh also sorry this is late, yesterday was a super busy n tired day 💔

LETS TALK LETSSSS harrrr send me anythg, love <3 on that note, since u said random, i wanna talk a bit abt my curtains (since they're in front of me rn) cause they're not blackout n i find that so 💔💔 like i LOVE it when u can keep a room dark even in the day, it keeps me at peace but i don't have the money rn lmao so when i do, those r going to be one of the first thgs id buy. anon r we the same or do you prefer some light seeping through? 🧐 (nothgs wrong w being selfish sometimes :) )

(i am hehe, thank you for wishing me such nice thgs ☹💖💖 im sending u love rn, hope ur healthy n feeling good 😖💞)

(TELL ME ABOUT ITTT 🤕 there's not enough different hearts in different colours 😔 but it's alright, m feeling warm n cozy with u rn so that's all that matters)

(ty for waiting 🥺☹ hehe i will i will 🙆‍♀️ hang in thereeeee bb)

dies.

[changbeens]

duckxi replied to your post: duckxi replied to your post: ...

Ahahaha i meant calling out in a good way �������� this never happened to me b4 and i’m sosos happyyyy ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ keep up ur effort and good work X3 i’ll be there to like them if i have time hahah ������ You made my day today so thank youu smmm :'))) hope you have a good day/night yeah? 🙆‍♀️❤❤❤ never in my dreams have i even thought that any amazing blog would ever reach out to me  🤗

i’m happy that you’re happy 💚

[keirahknightley]

i hope you're having a good week :) you deserve all the love and happiness in the world <3

Oh, thank you so much lucas this is so nice 🙆‍♀️ i actually had a very needed rest today cause the past two days were tiring...

Sending you good vibes and thoughts, i hope life is treating you well cause it's what such a kind soul like you deserves 😊

[hotarutranslations]

NIGHT HEAD 2041!

Evening

Has everyone seen the OMAKE CHANNEL!

An exclusive video for the Hello Pro Dance Academy recording, has been uploaded!

Hello Pro Dance Academy Season 7 Shoot Close Coverage

Its first close coverage in Season 7! Man, I'm happy--!

We're always shooting in scenery like this,

Even for those that always watch the show, its from a fresh shooting angle, I think a fixed pointed angle is fresh 💃❤️

Also watching it myself,

As much as the show is,

When the camera is turning and when its not, I didn't think there was a difference between that and the show 😳💫

I know that there isn't usually much from the back and front sides! lol

Especially in this show, without being too nervous about the recordings, In any case I'm seriously challenging a dance, that attitude as is from everyone is reflected--!

Those that haven't watch the show, with the opportunity on YouTube, I'd really be happy if you would please watch it,

Hello Pro Dance Academy Season 7

Also, thank you to everyone, who already watched the OMAKE CHANNEL 🍀

Kaga Kaede-chan was taking a break but, she participates in the narration of the show! 🙆‍♀️

Today, I went to see the play Harunan is starring in

NIGHT HEAD 2041 -THE STAGE-

Fukumura-san went to go see it with me 😋💛

After the play we got crepes 😋❤️ fufufu

Harunan was so cool--!

I went to it without knowing, anything about the original work but,

it was really powerful and fun 🔥

I could say it was a time to indulge, in the coolness of Harunan's voice!

It was charming ☺️💛

For the play, live, th power thats unfolding before your eyes, it was really inspiring to watch!

It was really cool!

Also personally,

I thought Kiyoi Saki-chan was cute...... 🤦‍♀️💛

Tomorrow is the final performance, I hope everyone will finish it safely!

Harunan do your best--- 🔥

For us too, from tomorrow it'll be the summer tour! Waa--!

They're called Spring Encore performances but,

Chii has also graduated, we'll be able to send out a fresh feeling again, I'll do my best, so you'll enjoy it tomorrow 🍀

Thank you very much for your support 🍀 🟠    Morning Musume '22 CONCERT TOUR ~Never Been Better! Encore~ 🟠  🟡 goods release 🟡 MBS "Araki Yuko no jalan jalan ~Araki Aruki~" aired the other night #1 "Hoshino Resort, Kai (world?) Accommodation Voucher Present Araki Yuko's jalan jalan (strolling in a town) "Araki Aruki" Impressive Gourmet Ver. Enjoying the charm of Kagoshima, Kumamoto's Aso, and Izumo!"                     | 🟠  Please definitely check out the TVer as its started streaming  🟠 Every Wednesday, Tokyo Sports note Series updates   🔵  #71 Some People End Up Following With Their Eyes  🔵   July 17th Live Stream Radio    🔵  Shuka Raji  🔵    (the stream tickets are here↑)        August 12th, We’re Performing                   🔴 ROCK IN JAPAN FESTIVAL 2022 🔴 We'll be appearing on September 19th, for the first time,                   🟡 Inazuma Rock Fest 2022 🟡 August 31st               🔴  Drama "Mayonaka ni Hello!" Blu-ray Announcement  🔴    

Theater G Rosso, I also went there for Duu's hero show, and for Harunan too--, Its a place where I have many memories!

see you ayumin <3

https://ameblo.jp/morningmusume-10ki/entry-12752623388.html

[hotarutranslations]

Clear Weather Call

Evening!

How are you doing~ ☺️🎉

I'm surprised its cold today~

Today its also raining at night......

Tomorrow is the day Angerme will be performing at JAPAN JAM so, I want there to be good weater! I hope everyone will enjoy it--!

Yesterday, just before Morning Musume was on stage, it was sprinkling, everyone was already desperate (?),

we did a clear weather call 😂 lol

Clear weather! Clear weather! 😂 lol

But doing that, we got it through it with clear skies during the Morning performance so, I'm glad~~~

Again, thank you very much for your comments, support and warm words 🍀

I'm glad 🍀

By the way when we woke up in the morning, The muscles of the my thighs and the soles of my feet are sore,

Its the price of flying around a lot 🤦‍♀️ lol

Since I'm dancing regularly, I don't get sore from the solo concerts but, This is what happens when I jump, its like that, huh 🤦‍♀️ lol

I'll be healed by tomorrow

...... 😇

Tomorrow we'll be back for an Osaka performance again! Thank you very much, everyone in Osaka!

Limsta Sign Meet

Its been announced we're having one!

If you're thinking, what is (with Ishida Ayumi)? Aah, because we have an odd number of people, someone had to agree to it, Since my name is there 3 times, I thought, I'll be doing the live stream 3 times-- thank you--,

ChuChuChu's Kitagawa (with Ishida) and, Dai Jinsei's Ishida (with Kitagawa), they will be held on the same day at the same time, just with different slots, so I'll be doing it at the same time, I see 💡

(I wrote my full thought process)

June 1st 9:00PM~ June 3rd 7:00PM~

YouTube Live Stream 🔴

I'll be happy to write a sign saying, thank you! Thank you very much!

⚪ June 8th New single release ⚪ Morning Musume 71st "Chu Chu Chu Bokura no Mirai/Dai Jinsei Never Been Better!"

First Print Limited Edition SP has an "I WISH" recording

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GzSzUhUPNdI

iTunes Store Rekochoku Mora(HiRes)

please listen to this song with the current members

#62 Kitagawa x Okamura x Ishida 15th Generation Special Interview! Towards JAPAN JAM, Since Its a Festival

You can read this even though its over 🙆‍♀️

"Tokyo Sports Responsible Editors" Overcoming Covid... "The moment I saw the penlights waving, it was really like I was about to cry"

By all means, read my interview from Tokyo Sports-san as well 🍀

The other day it released, Morning Musume 9th, 10th Generation 10th Anniversary BOOK

❤️

Thank you for the lots of impressions ☺️❤️ I'm happy you're pleased with it...... ☺️❤️

🟠 Sanrio Character Gran Prix 🟠 Thank you for supporting Gaokki

🔵 Goods on sale 🔵 ~Never Been Better~

JAPAN JAM

I wore my T-shirt the whole time yesterday~ I like it and its cute

see you ayumin <3

https://ameblo.jp/morningmusume-10ki/entry-12740651203.html