#there you go Mick you now know what your daughter's boyfriend is capable

[mooberg]

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Lol me and my one word, abstract af titles back at it again. With the revelation of Horns being a Satyr virus a long long time ago, Larka also told me the info you’re about to discover below. Not wanting to put all my eggs in one basket right off the bat, and also not wanting to make it seem like I was changing everything about my son all at once, i decided to wait a bit before writing this. 8 months later and I’ve been struggling so fucking hard to get this down. Needless to say, I shoulda put all my eggs in one basket. However, I’m quite fond of this here fic. And i hope you all enjoy!

Warnings: graphic-ish descriptions of the 99er project, implied suspicion of self-harm (don’t worry it doesn’t actually happen), Horns being an angsty motherfucker, depression... wow... I am so sorry....

Word Count: 6727. That’s right, it’s a biggun.

“So you're just gonna sit there?”

“Yes.”

“Staring at me?”

“Horns-”

“While I meditate like a Buddhist Monk?”

“First of all, I will be reading, thank you.” Psi corrected him with slight exasperation. “And second, this is far different from the meditations of the Monks, and you should very well know that by now.”

“Yeah, yeah.” Horns smirked, getting himself seated comfortably on his favourite armchair. Not an easy feat when you had to sit cross-legged, but he somehow seemed to manage it.

Psi rolled his eyes. “Are you ready?”

“Ready as I'll ever be.” Horns nodded. With his go-ahead, the planters next to Horns' chair began to bloom and sprout. Lavender, Myrrh, and Vetiver were amongst the greenery that grew, their purpose to calm and ground Horns during his meditation.

“Take your time.” Psi said, his own way of telling Horns to begin.

“Everyone brace yourselves! Horns is about to do weird magic shit!” Glitch called up the stairs of their dorm just as Horns got situated.

“You better shut up or that magic shit might be directed at you.” Horns quipped, cracking an eye open just in time to see Glitch duck her head as she ran out of the kitchen, no doubt squirreling away a snack. He closed his eyes with a smile, breathing deeply as he lowered himself into a trance.

. . . . .

He was cold. Very cold. A bright light shone down at him, and he would have mistaken it for the sun if it weren't for the fact it was still cold. He tried to turn his head away from the light, hoping for at least a little reprieve, but it wouldn't dim. He was cold, partially blinded, and his clothes were gone. His clothes were gone? Why? People stared down at him. People with glowing eyes and white coats, staring down at him like gremlins.

They had saws. Really long blades, and they were getting closer. He tried to squirm, desperately trying to run away, but he was bound where he lay. There was no escape. The first drop of pain ripples across his body in waves of agony. Why are they doing this? Stop! They're drilling into him! They're putting metal pieces into him and pulling the holes open! Stop!

He wants to vomit. He wants to pass out. But he doesn't know what these people will do to him when he isn't looking. He has to stay awake. Through all the agony, through all the screaming and the tears, he has to stay awake. He can feel the tiny drills seeping into him, like a million bee stings all at once. He can't help but squirm as they invade his body. They're still stretching him open all over and he can't look. He's too afraid of what he'll see. He doesn't want to see. Just focus on the cold. Try not to think about it and just focus on the cold. It'll be over soon enough, just don't think about it.

They're putting things inside him. He can feel every movement they make as they do so. It's impossible not to. They feel like he's had marbles injected under his skin. He's crying and screaming and nobody seems to care. Why don't they care that they're putting him through such agony? They have to stop- focus on the cold. Just focus on the cold and you'll get through this. You have to stay awake. You need to know what they've done to you. An anger bubbles up inside him, turning his knuckles white and leaving a taste of bitterness in his heart. You can't trust these people, so you need to stay awake. Even when you feel you're at your wit's end, you need to stay awake through it all.

Then they remove their devices. Their syringes are gone, and the pain goes from constant to throbbing. Same intensity but washing over him in deep waves. They leave him shivering on the cold table with gaping wounds and he feels his anger become tainted with humiliation. He's exposed. He's been violated and invaded. But he did it. His will alone kept him conscious and fighting through the pain. Those glowing eyes burn in his memory, and he feels himself tense with anger.

They'll pay for this. The last thing they'll see is his face before he snuffs them out. Their own precious weapon turned against them. That's what holds him over in this moment of quiet, the closest thing he'll get to peace. They'll pay. It repeats in his mind like a mantra as everything slowly fades to black, his body still cold.

. . . . .

“Horns! Wake up!”

Horns felt himself shift, and he recoiled back in his chair.

“Don't touch me!”

His eyes were still shut. He couldn't see who had gotten so close to him, but he didn't care. If they were even remotely related to those people who had done this, it didn't matter. They were going down.

“Horns.”

Their hands were on his arms. They were trying to hold him down. They wouldn't get a chance. Horns kicked out, feeling his foot make contact with something hard.

“Agh, fuck. We need to wake him up!”

“Horns-”

“Jolly, keep your distance.

Jolly. Jolly? They'd gotten Jolly too? Those fuckers-

No. Jolly hadn't been there.... Had he been there? Was he still there?

Horns opened his eyes slowly, blinking against the harsh light. For a moment he was back in that room, but he forced the idea down with a deep swallow. He just needed his eyes to adjust. That was all.

“Horns.” He stared at the ground for a moment before groggily shifting his gaze up.

“G-Glitch?” He croaked out. “Where- where are we??”

Glitch flinched at the urgency and fear in his voice. “We're in the living room of our dorm at the Academy.”

“The Academy? You- you mean I'm not still in that bright room?”

“Bright room?” Glitch asked. Behind her, Gamma stiffened.

“Horns, what was in the bright room?” Horns' eyes swung to her, widening at Psi just coming to consciousness on the couch in front of her.

“What happened? Why's Psi passed out?” He curled in on himself, whispering, “What did I do?”

“Horns. The bright room.” Gamma prodded.

“There w-were people with glowing eyes. They were in lab coats, a-and they...” Horns squeezed his eyes shut, trying to block out the memory. “They did things to me. There were drills and it hurt so bad and I was cold and-”

“Okay.” Gamma shushed. “It's okay Horns. That wasn't you.” Her attention back to Psi shifting in her arms. “You alright, Psi?”

“I believe so.” He sat up, taking in the state of the room, and his team, around him. “I... should go.”

“Wait, Psi-”

“Gamma please.” Psi nodded to her. “I am fine.”

Without another word, he made his way to the door. Gamma watched with a hint of frustration through her concern as he simply grabbed a jacket and left. Her eyes shifted to where Horns had curled in on himself in the armchair, looking down and not seeming to listen as Glitch and Jolly spoke to him.

Callow approached her slowly. He said quietly, “You go with Psi, we'll take care of him.”

“A-are you sure?” Gamma replied.

Callow shrugged. “Gam, he's family.”

“But you're all family, too.” Gamma said.

“But you've known him longer. And through a lot more.” Callow retorted. “Gams, I'm sorry, but in this instance you're gonna have to choose. Even though I know you hate that.”

Gamma let out a long sigh. “Call me the moment things go off the rails.”

"We will.” Callow nodded. "And hey, I know you've got 97 others looking out for you, but if things go sideways just try to let us know too. We're worried for him just as much as the rest of you."

"Of course, of course." Gamma agreed.

"Alright, get him home to Sammy." Callow said, giving her a kiss on the cheek. "And promise you'll call me if you need me?"

"Promise."

Horns didn't even look up as Gamma left. Nor did he look at Glitch as she knelt in front of him. His eyes were shut tight against the world, tears sliding down his cheeks seemingly without his notice.

"Horns, look at me."

He just curled in on himself.

"Look at me.”

His eyes cracked open.

"We're going to get you upstairs and into bed, okay?"

He shifted, the beginnings of a resistance in his posture and on his trembling lips.

"You don't have to sleep." Glitch cut him off. "But we need to get you warm."

At his lack of response, Glitch took that as understanding. She was wrong. She offered a hand for him to hold, but quickly withdrew as he flinched at the movement, part of his mind still trapped in whatever he saw. Instead, she stood, watching him patiently as he silently debated what to do. She saw the flickering of his eyes darting about in a plan, and she knew.

"Open the door." She mumbled quietly to Jolly.

Jolly gave her an odd look, but nodded, heading over to do so just as Horns bolted. Jolly leapt to grab his coat and hook it on his shoulder as he passed, barely managing to catch him. And with his faster speed, Horns was gone in an instant.

Glitch let out a sigh which quickly devolved into an angry growl. She turned to Peony. "Track him. Do not lose him, but don't let him see you either."

"You're not going to give him space?" Callow asked.

"Did you see his arms?" Glitch said. "They were littered with scratches. No cuts yet, but we don't know what happened. We don't know what it may make him do."

Wordlessly, Peony went for the still open door.

"Peony."

She turned, lips tight.

"Bring him back safe."

. . . . .

Horns had found the heart of the forest. He could feel the souls of old trees surrounding him, protecting him, comforting him. He collapsed under one of them, holding his sides as he rocked back and forth. His breathing was heavy, slightly visible in the cold afternoon air of late autumn. Unseen above him, Peony watched from the branches.

"What did I just do?" Horns whispered to himself. "What..." He cut himself off with a strangled sob, not quite crying, but certainly close to it.

"Ok. Ok, I need to calm down." He stood, pacing from tree to tree. "Ok let's think about this. That... that was Psi. That wasn't me. And he- oh my god. That was the project. Oh..."

He stopped pacing, eyes on the ground and hands over his mouth. His body shook with shock and fear at the realization of what he'd just done to Psi. Countless scenarios ran through his head. Psi could never be the same again. That project.. from what he saw, and what he'd heard before, it had been intense. No one should have to relive that, and he just had. But maybe Psi would be fine. Would he? Horns had never been equipped for something borderline torturous like that, and he doubt he ever would be. But now those images burned bright in his mind like a flame, its fire spreading, consuming him in painful agony. It left scars on his open heart that he wasn't sure would heal. And as he sank back to the ground, the tears began to fall anew.

Peony frowned, making her way quietly to the base of the tree. She crouched as she watched him dissolve further into his meltdown, the sobs shaking his already trembling form. He was breaking inside, and the cold around him wasn't helping. Silently, she retrieved his jacket from where he had dropped it, bracing for his undoubtedly startled reaction when she placed it on his shoulders.

To say he jumped would be an understatement. He flinched so hard she was surprised he hadn't broken something.

“P-Peony...” He stammered. “What are you doing here?”

“Trying to make sure you don't do something stupid.” She replied, the bluntness of her words making him cringe.

“I... I wouldn't have-”

“Then what's with the scratches?”

Horns looked down at his arms, shock writing itself across his face. Where once were white porcelain arms dotted only with veins and Woodland Virus markings, scratches and hairline cracks now muddled the once smooth surface.

“I.. don't know how... I didn't do that.” He hesitated. “N-not on purpose anyway.”

Peony frowned. “Okay... wasn't expecting that. Alright. Alright, that's okay.” She crouched in front of him. “Look, you've gotta be freezing by now. Let's get you home.”

“I don't wanna go home.” He mumbled.

“Excuse me?” He winced at the disbelief in her voice. “Horns, it's freezing out here, and you came out here cold as an icecube to begin with.”

“I don't want to hurt anyone else.”

Peony couldn't stop herself from rolling her eyes before she slapped him.

".... thank you?" Horns said, his confused look matching the tone of his voice.

"You know who I am, Horns." Peony began. "I'm an assassin. I've murdered people both in front of you and behind your back."

"Pe-"

"I'm skilled with a blade, and I know exactly where to put it to cause the most pain with the least amount of damage. I could kill you right here, right now, and no one would know. Just leave your shattered body in a garbage bag somewhere. They'd never find you. Cover it with enough layers of plastic, they'll never see your pulsing soul crying out for help. Wandering hopelessly without a body."

"W-what are you trying to say?" Horns asked, eyes wide and veins flaring with fear.

"I'm saying that if ever there was a time for you to retaliate, that slap coming from someone like me was it." Peony said. "So, knowing that, you really think you're that dangerous?"

"I... I don't know..." Horns replied.

"Do you trust me?" Peony asked.

Horns looked away but managed to mumble out, "You know I do."

"Then come home." Peony's voice was almost pleading. "Please? Stop moping around in the forest. It's creepy and emo."

“As always, Pe, your version of comfort is both soothing and annoying.” Horns said.

Peony bumped their shoulders together lightly. “Would you expect any less from me?”

“Not in the slightest.”

. . . . .

“Hey.” Callow answered his phone softly, nodding to Glitch, nestled at the foot of the bed as Horns slept deeply under many covers.

“Hey.” Gamma echoed just as softly. “How's it going over there?”

“Well... like you'd expect.” Callow said. “He freaked, went for a freakout in the woods like he always does, and then we dragged him back home and sat his ass in bed. He's asleep now. Glitch is keeping an eye on him and I doubt she's leaving any time soon.”

“That's good.” Gamma sighed.

Callow hummed his agreement. “How about Psi?”

“I think he'll be alright.” Gamma said. “He wouldn't say a word to me on the drive home, but I didn't really expect him to. He's with Sammy now.”

“Good.” Callow hesitated, unsure in this situation what questions were too much. “Gamms, what happened?” There was a very long pause, and Callow felt his shoulders tense. “You... don't have to tell me-”

“No, it's... it's fine.” She cut in. “It's just... stuff from the past. I think he'd prefer if you found out from him. Or Horns, I guess, if he's ready to talk....”

He gave a wry laugh. “He's barely ready to think about it right now, let alone talk about it.”

“Just give it time, alright? It's a lot to take in. Don't push him.” She advised.

“We wont. Of course we won't.” He agreed. “Look, it's been a rough afternoon, I think we should both get some rest.”

“Yeah.” She agreed.

“But I love you.” He offered lightly. “And I know things are going to turn out alright.”

“I know.” She agreed. “Love you too. Bye.”

In two separate rooms on opposite sides of the city, two halves of a couple both sighed, “God I hope this turns out alright.”

. . . . .

“Cal?” Jolly leaned around his door

Callow hummed his acknowledgment, eyes still glued to his screen.

“Glitch sent me to get you.” Jolly said. “Well, I mean, she didn't really send me, but she was having trouble staying awake and kind of hinted that you said you'd take over watching Horns and so I-”

Callow smiled at her rambling and shut his laptop, taking it with him as he stood. “Yeah, I did say I'd cover her. Thanks Joll.”

“No problem.” She mumbled out, words blocked by worry.

“Hey.” He gave her shoulders a slight squeeze in a side hug as he passed her in the door. “He's gonna be fine. I know it.”

“Yeah...” Jolly sighed.

Callow just gave her head a pat and made his way down the hall. Jolly always let the mood of others affect her. It was both endearing and simultaneously worrying, but they loved her for it.

“Glitch?” He called as he pushed the door to Horns' room open.

“Mm?” She hummed in reply, groggy eyes blinking at him.

He smiled softly. “Get out of here. Go take a nap.”

“Mmmmm...” She flopped off the foot of the bed where she'd been perched the whole time. “Alright. He's asleep. Watch him. Nightmares, y'know...”

“I know, Itch.” Callow helped her to her feet and gently guided her to Jolly. “I got this. Just go sleep.”

“C'mon Gigi.” Jolly took her back down the hall, sending a grateful smile over her shoulder to Callow.

He let his smile linger for a bit before turning to the lump of Horns asleep, and practically buried, beneath the blankets. His smile slowly faltered. Everyone wanted to be there for Horns, Glitch especially, but it was hard when no one knew what they were up against. When even Horns didn't know what it was, and he'd been the one to experience it, they knew they were fucked. Still, they held out hope they'd figure it out, in time. They didn't dare mention it outside the dorm for fear that their peers would look at Horns differently. He already had to conceal one major part of who he was with his hoodie, better to keep this quiet. At least until he could control it better. At least until he chose to make it public.

He'd hit a depressive episode, though, their friend. He often got like this when he messed up, even if he was the only one who considered it as such. When self doubt reared its ugly head. Jolly and Peony had pieced together one night over a particularly strong cup of hot cocoa that it had something to do with where he grew up; his trepidation of opening himself up to strangers a strong indicator. As such, they tread carefully but closely as he worked through it, keeping an eye on him where they could. One day they'd crack that shell, but for now they'd settle for Horns cracking a smile.

Until then, Callow set his laptop up on Horns' desk, booted up a time wasting game, and waited. One ear always perked in his direction.

. . . . .

It was some time before Horns woke. Callow had already made his way through two of Jolly's hot cocoa deliveries, and most of the remnants of a paper due for Cursive Delta's class in a month, by the time he heard the sounds of a Satyr stirring. He spun around in the desk chair, waiting to see what state Horns was in today.

Apparently not a good one, as the stirring continued, but the waking did not. Callow recognized the signs of a nightmare instantly, having been through many himself. There was a split second in which he considered getting Glitch, but that was quickly shot down. She was far too tired.

He approached the edge of the bed slowly in an effort to make no noise. Horns shuffled beneath the sheets, rolling from one side to the other, constantly moving. But even when he stopped shifting his body, he was doing something with is arms.

"Horns. Wake up buddy." He called softly. Horns rolled on to his back, tangled in his sheets, and Callow almost reached out to shake his arm. Almost. He stopped and watched as Horns scratched at the very same arm. Peony had warned them of this, and the way Horns scratched with an almost fearful need worried him. He grabbed Horns' hands and held them tight as he placed all his weight on the edge of the bed, hoping the movement would be enough.

It was. Horns' eyes flashed open immediately, his body flinching away as he took in the situation. He seemed to register the pain in his arms, as he tried to pull his hands from Callow's grasp.

"Don't." He said softly as Callow held one hand tight, his voice rough. "Please. I don't want to see."

"I just want to make sure you're alright." Callow replied, matching Horns' soft tone. "You don't have to look."

Horns frowned at him but relaxed his muscles anyway, turning to the side. The skin wasn't as rough as Callow thought it would be. It had clearly been scratched quite vigorously, the lines of scrapes clear, but where he'd been expecting multiple cracks, there were only about three. They'd heal overnight as long as they weren't scratched more, though he doubted they'd get that kind of reprieve given the current state of things.

"Alright." He pulled Horns' sleeve back up. "Alright, it's done. Sorry if I startled you by the way, I didn't think you'd want to sleep through whatever it was you were seeing."

"Thanks." Horns said. He pulled his knees to his chest under the covers, not making eye contact with Callow.

"So... how you doing?" The gator virus asked.

Horns eyes darted about, trying to grasp the right words. He couldn't.

Callow hummed. "Yeah I know that feeling. Need anything? Food? Jolly's hot cocoa?"

"No. I-I'm fine." Horns replied.

"You sure? You haven't eaten much lately."

"Not hungry." Horns mumbled.

"How about a shower then?" Callow offered. "You'll feel better after that."

"I'm fine." There was a bit more force in Horns' voice.

"Horns, come on-" Callow shut right up when Horns finally met his eye, a miserable look on his face. Callow nodded, the wordless communication coming through loud and clear. "Ok. I understand. When you need that, we're here."

"I know." Horns replied.

Callow sat back on the bed awkwardly, not sure what to do next and unwilling to just walk away. Horns laid back in the bed again, mind running a mile a minute. Finally, he let out a long sigh through his nose. "I know what it is."

"What what is?" Callow asked.

"What I did. To... Psi. Even before I looked it up, I knew he didn't faint at random. I knew I did it." Horns said, his voice dripping with self deprecation. "It's called a Mind Dive. It's a psychic thing, like Divination. There are multiple branches of Clairvoyance, this being one. You root around in people's mind to get your answers. You see what they don't want you to. And then they see what you see. I made him relive one of his worst memories, Cal. I made him relive the 99er project. They broke him. Broke. Him. And what did I do? I made him feel it all over again."

"You don't know that-"

"I don't? Viruses do not faint. Not without a pretty damn good reason. And I would say shock is a pretty fucking good reason. Face it," Horns pulled his blankets back over his head. "I'm a monster."

"No, you're not." Callow said, kneeling on the edge of the bed and ripping down the covers. "You are Horns Ask Khaos, alright? You are one of my best friends, and you are a member of Gamma-Psi. You will not hurt someone unless they truly, truly deserve it. Psi is not one of those people. This was an accident."

"An accident? Yeah?" Horns retorted, venom in his voice. He pushed himself into a sitting position, eyes glaring back at him, but dead inside. "Like the time I shoved a blade two inches into the same damn man's fucking face? Once is an accident, twice is a trend. I don't have any control, Cal. And with the abilities I have, if I'm not in control... I'm going to hurt people. Cal, I'm going to hurt a lot of people."

"Horns-"

"I could even hurt one of you guys." Horns continued. "What if I dove into your mind, Cal? I mean, we all hear you at night when you actually fall asleep. We've heard the nightmares. That's why you don't sleep. What if I could make them unavoidable? Any time of day, I could make you go through your worst nightmares. And I wouldn't be able to stop."

"I..." Callow faltered, the idea of his nightmares getting to him. "I don't know."

Horns sighed, rolling back onto his side facing away from Callow. "That's what I thought."

Callow stood, trying to get his labored breathing under control. Flashes of things that lurked in his dreams ran through his mind, taunting him. Haunting him. He shook himself to pull back into reality. Through heavy breaths, he said to Horns' back. "You. Are not. A monster. And you may not believe that now, but you will. No matter how much you try to pull away from us, distance yourself, close off, we are going to stick with you. We will make you understand that you are not broken, you just had a bad day. One day you'll believe us. And we will not stop until that day comes."

And with that, he walked away.

He shut the door behind him, closing his eyes against the crying he heard behind it lest he turn around again. Making his way to his own room, Callow pulled out his phone and called up a number that soothed him just by the name it went with.

“Hey babe.” Gamma's soft voice was the tipping point that finally calmed his breathing.

“Hey Gams.” He sighed

“That doesn't sound good.” Gamma said. “What happened?”

“I mean... like, nothing big, it's just....” Callow groaned. “God I didn't want to do this. Look, I don't think Glitch pushing herself to stay awake for way too long, or Jolly's denied hot cocoa offers are going to do shit for Horns. We need... we need him.”

“What?” Gamma almost shrieked out. “Now?”

“No, no, not right now.” Callow replied quickly. “Gamma, breathe, not right now.” He waited until he could hear an audible breath over the line. “When he's ready. I just think he's the only thing that's going to get through to Horns right now, even if it's half on shock.”

Gamma hummed. “It might take a bit.”

“That's fine.” Callow assured her.

“You're sure about this?”

“I mean-”

“Babe, you need to be sure. For both of them.”

“I'm sure.” Callow said. “If this doesn't work, I doubt much else will.”

“Alright.” Gamma replied. “I'll let you know as soon as possible.”

Callow flopped back on his bed in relief. “Thank you, Gams.”

“Don't thank me till it works.”

. . . . .

Horns was scrolling through something on his phone when he walked in, its light the only source of brightness in the room. He looked up at Psi apprehensively, eyes squinting from the phone screen. They were quickly blown wide at the realization of who stood before him, and Horns scrambled to turn on the light beside his bed.

Once they could both see, he simply stared up at Psi, his body braced to run if necessary.

"I know." Psi said.

"... beg pardon?" Horns replied awkwardly.

"It's a bitch, is it not?" Psi continued, pulling up one of the sleeves of his cardigan to reveal the scratches underneath. "This..."

Horns glanced down as his own arms, the scratches hidden but still painfully there. He didn't say anything. Psi looked... unraveled. He was never like this. It scared him.

"It hurts less now, though. Sometimes I barely feel it. The seeds underneath. The squirming." Psi said, though his hands had begun to rake at his arms in a way Horns knew too well. "But, I mean, it is fine, right? Looks cool, I guess."

Horns eyes darted around the room, watching warily as flowers began to sprout everywhere. Normally that was a good sign. He didn't think so right now.

Psi's breathing had gotten heavier. "No, it is fine! It is all fine! I am in control. It is... it is fucking everywhere- but I am in control. I am okay, I got this."

He suddenly collapsed on the edge of Horns' bed, making the satyr scramble back as far as he could, drawing the blankets close to him. Psi sat there, hunched over, while plants started to grow out of him. Horns could feel his shuddering from where he sat, the very movement getting him worked up as well. He knew he should help in some way, or at least get out of the way of this particular 99er, but fear held him in place. This was his fault.

"I am fine." Psi tried to convince himself while pulling at his hair, the action only serving to cause flowers to bloom around the locks.

"I am fine." The room was full of leaves and vines of all colours. All stemming from where he sat.

"I am fine." His form looked more like a forest creature than a virus now, branches having sprouted from his back.

"I am still here!" He nearly shouted. The petals all around them suddenly fell off. The branches started to retract. He stood. "I am still here. And nothing hurts me anymore."

He looked over to where Horns was, but Horns was gone. Or, rather, he was covered, having dived under the blankets as his own panic became too great. He'd barely been holding it together before, but seeing his own mentor breaking down, and seeing how the memory he read affected the man, was too much. His covered form shook with heavy tears and heavy breaths that fought to be deep enough to keep him going, but did not succeed.

Psi sighed, and moved to sit back on the bed, closer this time. He placed a hand on where he assumed Horns' shoulder was, keeping there even after the young virus flinched hard.

"Horns, please take a deep breath for me." He ordered calmly.

Horns tried to do so, the breath unstable and hiccuping. Psi nodded to himself.

"And another."

"And another."

They stayed like that for some time, until Psi felt Horns was in a calm enough state to continue. He pulled the covers down slowly, giving Horns time to stop him if needed, but Horns instead bolted upright, back to the same position as before, ready to run.

"I'm sorry." He said quickly. "You're the one who should be freaking out, not me. I'm sorry."

"You do not need to placate me." Psi replied. "This has no doubt been hard on you, as well."

"Yeah, but you're the one who had this shit happen to them." Horns argued. "You didn't need to relive that."

"It is not just something I repress until I cannot see it anymore." Psi said. "It is a memory, Horns. Everyone visits unpleasant memories now and then. Dive into mine all you want. As I said, nothing hurts me anymore."

Horns looked at him like he'd gone insane. "Are you fucking kidding me? I am not using that power ever again. Especially not on you."

"You think this is easy?" Psi shot back, growing a cactus out of his forearm. "It hurt so bad when I first did this." He shook his arm for emphasis, making Horns flinch. "Now? Nothing. It is control. You control what you do with your powers. Especially with powers of the mind. You see what you want to see."

"I did... that to you. I've never seen you like that before..." Horns replied shakily, voice barely above a whisper but with the force of a shout. "How am I going to be able to control it? I couldn't even stop it when I desperately wanted to."

"One bad experience does not a career make. You get better with practice." Psi argued.

Horns sighed, letting his world sink in out of respect, and out of the small part of him that knew Psi was right. He closed his eyes against the world. "I'm sorry. Really sorry. If I could have controlled it, I never would have made you go through that... uh, again, I mean."

"I go through it all the time." Psi scoffed. "When I am alone, when I am in a mood. And every time. In full detail. Because my mind is a mess. I would hardly consider this your fault. You found a door and you peeked inside. Hardly the first time it has happened."

"I'm still sorry you have to go through that." Horns said, his fight or flight stance finally relaxing. "And I'm always going to be sorry that I hurt you... again."

"I have had worse. You have seen that." Psi shrugged. "But I do need you to know something. That one bad memory; it is just one. I have made way better memories since then. We all have. One bad memory cannot change who you are. It has no power over you. Despite what it looks like, I am still as much of a pain in the ass as I was back then. It is one bad experience. Just one."

Horns let himself give a slight smirk. "Well, technically we've had two now. With the whole... knife to the face thing- nevermind. I... hear you. I'm still sorry but I do hear you."

"Oh please like that is the first time I have been stabbed in the face-" Psi caught himself, realizing a tour of all the fights he'd been in was probably the last thing Horns needed. "Well... nevermind. Just do not give up on yourself yet. I have seen that potential. It is waiting to be used. I would hate to see you break down because of a mistake. Albeit an... interesting mistake, but just a mistake nonetheless. I do not expect you to be perfect, but I do expect you to try."

"Okay...." Horns agreed, nodding his head but staring at his sheets.

Psi just pat him on the head, letting the room fall silent for a time

"Oh thank god you made up!" A very short time, as a certain sunny readhead came in to break the mood. "Bitch, I cannot handle the stress in this house!"

"Sammy..." Psi sighed.

"Sammy!" Horns greeted, feeling a rush of happiness only Sampi could have caused.

Sampi grinned at the less depressed greeting. "My baby is okay!"

"He is not your baby, Sammy." Psi deadpanned.

"Oh, that's right! He's your baby."

"He is not my baby either!"

"Hug your baby, Psivy."

"No."

"Hug the baby!"

"No!"

Sammy instead went to hug Horns. "It's okay. Daddy is rude and won't hug you, but I will."

"Do not call me daddy!"

"Can I call you daddy?" Glitch asked from the doorway.

"At the risk of your own life, I would not advise it." Psi shot back with a glare while Sampi started to rock Horns in a hug behind them.

"She's gonna do it now." Callow cut in, his head above Glitch's peeking around the doorframe. "You know that, right?"

"I really think you shouldn't." Gamma advocated, her head somehow at the bottom of the group.

"How about we don't torture Plant Dad?" Jolly agreed from the top of the group.

"Yes. Please. Thank you, Jolly, Gamma." Psi said.

Peony, from the middle of the pack, was the one to break formation and walk in to the room. "So how we doing?"

Horns looked up to meet her intense eye contact. "Better."

"So how does it work?"

"Gigi!"

"What? I'm curious."

"Curiosity killed the cat, you know."

"Bitch, you can try."

"To be perfectly honest." Horns gave a wry laugh. "I have no fucking clue."

"I wanna see you do it."

"Gigi!"

"What, right now?" Horns asked, balking at the idea for a moment before Sampi's powers calmed him.

"Yeah!" Glitch was practically jumping on the spot. With a less than pleased Jolly behind her.

"You do not have to." Psi countered.

Horns thought on it for a moment. Maybe it was Sampi's powers talking, or maybe it was the emotional exhaustion, but he thought he could do it. He turned to Psi. "Nothing hurts you?"

"Nothing." Psi confirmed with a curt nod and a smile.

"Okay..." Horns let out a shaky sigh. He lunged towards Psi, wrapping him in a tight hug as he shut his eyes tight, focusing on the sensation that caused this whole mess.

. . . . .

Everything was warm and soft. Horns felt himself lying in a foreign bed, but this time he tried to distance himself from what he saw.

Psi and Sampi lay together in bed. It was late, neither of them sure of the hour but not caring either. Psi had his arms around Sammy, holding him close.

“So I was talking to Gamma...” Sampi started, his voice rough but quiet.

Psi hummed his acknowledgment, letting Sampi continue.

“She said she was considering adding another mentor to her team like Theta did.” Sampi continued.

“Yes, she told me too.” Psi replied.

Sampi rolled to face him. “So are you gonna join?”

“I would ask how you knew, but-”

“I always know.” Sampi finished for him. “So?”

“I am considering it.” Psi said.

“Well I think you'd be great at it.” Sampi murmured, tucking his head under Psi's chin, his breath ghosting down his partner's bare chest.

“You literally just want me to do it so you can faun over the kids.” Psi retorted, scratching lightly at Sammy's scalp.

“Well I don't see you giving me any kids yet.” The redhead shot back.

“Sammy-”

“I'm not getting any younger, Psivy.”

“Sam-”

“My fatherly instincts aren't going to last forever.”

“Oh my god.” Psi rolled on to his back, facepalming hard.

“So?” Sampi sat up, leaning over Psi with his hands pressing into the hot doctor's stomach.

Psi let his hand fall to his side, opening his eyes to smile up at Sampi. “Well how can I say no now when you have gotten yourself all excited?”

Sampi grinned back at him, pouncing on top of Psi and wrapping them up both in a hug, and the sheets.

. . . . .

Horns let the memory stop there. As he came out of it and pulled away, Psi smiled down at him. He inclined his head to where Sampi and Gamma waited with bated breath. “They are my good memories. All 98 of them.”

“And they're mine.” Horns looked towards his team.

“And this team will never be something I regret.” Psi gave him a pointed look. “All of it.”

Horns looked down and gave a wry shake of his head. “Okay, I get it now.”

“Good.” Psi said. “The rest, we will work through. I am confident you can get a handle on this.”

“And they'll help me through it.” Horns winked at his team, eyes moist again but this time for the right reasons.

So... yeah... that happened. The only thing that’s not actually confirmed canon is Psi’s happy memory, because I didn’t actually know how Psi came to the decision to join the team, and I didn’t want to nag Larka AGAIN for more info after she basically RPed that confrontation scene between Psi and Horns with me, and gave me a ton of info on Mind Dives, and explained how this that and the other thing would go and how it would change based on this that or the other thing, and also actually discussed the 99er project with me and, y’know it just seemed like she’d given me enough, lol. But Horns’ Mind Dive capabilities are canon. He’s always had minor prophetic abilities, mostly just strong intuition, never actual visions, and this is just a new skill that’s come from that. If you didn’t notice... another 99er we’ve heard from recently has the same ability just a shitton stronger...

If you have any questions, let me know!!!

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"Phil Mitchell Will Never Get Anywhere Near My Boy!"

Thursday 1st October 2020

Good afternoon folks! I realise these posts are going to be late, I've had a few family things going on over the past few days so I have been unable to watch Thursday and Friday's episode. However today there will be two posts following those episodes! But before I start I have to mention the exciting news that was announced a couple of days ago! LUCAS IS RETURNING TO THE SQUARE!!!  Don Gilet will be reprising his role as the villainous Lucas Johnson!!! I'm sure some of you are fully aware of who Lucas is, but for those who don't remember, Lucas first arrived in the Square in 2008 - wanting to rekindle his relationship with his and Denise's daughter, Chelsea Fox. The main storylines Lucas was involved in was for the killing of his ex-wife Trina and also Denise's ex (Libby's Father) Owen! After Denise found out what her ex was capable of, he imprisoned her and faked her suicide! Lucas was eventually caught for his awful crimes in 2010. The only time we have seen Lucas since then is when he made a brief appearance, when both Denise and Patrick went to visit him in prison, instructing him never to contact them again!

I am SO excited to see Lucas return to the Square! What we know at this moment in time is that he will be returning at the end of the year. Could this be the big Christmas return that EastEnders hinted about?! What is going to be his reason for returning to the Square? Unfinished business with Denise possibly? Could it be something to do with Denise's son Raymond - who knows? Either way, I am so excited to see him back on screen and doing scenes with the amazing Diane Parish and seeing what the soap has in store for Denise and Lucas! It's going to be brilliant!! 

Anyway, let's get back to business and focus on Thursday's episode - the episode starts with Denise in the hospital visiting Raymond, it looks as if she's been by the child's beside all night long. She appears to be waking up after a long sleep. As she wakes, Ellie walks in, surprised to see her there again, more surprised to the fact that she's been allowed to stay there by Raymond's side all night long, considering the fact that Ellie is his Grandmother and she's not even been allowed to do that. Ellie is clearly suspicious, it doesn't make sense to her how "a friend of the family" can stay, but a Grandmother can't. She asks Denise straight out whether she is being truthful about who she really is, of course Denise can't tell her her identity, she remains silent. Ellie then decides that it would probably be for the best if Denise doesn't return! 

At the Prince Albert, Kathy is talking to Frankie about considering getting another full-time member of staff. Tina is watching on and suggests whether Frankie could be considered for the role. Frankie is instantly eager on making an effort and becoming part of the team. Kathy decides to give her the chance of making a big impression on the club and if she succeeds then there could be a permanent role for her. Does anyone else suspect a romance blossoming between Tina and Frankie?! I want to say there will be, but who knows? We know Frankie has some connection to the Carter family, could her romance with Tina be caught in the crossfire of it all?! Or it her way of a plan in getting into the Carter family? Who knows? Either way - I'm really enjoying Frankie's character and I'm really looking forward to seeing more from her! 

Ooooo does any one else suspect some tension between Jags and his mother, Suki?! At the Minute Mart, Jags and Vinny are discussing Martin and Ruby going away on holiday to Paris. Suki states the fact that Martin has been left unharmed from his recent accident and the Panesar family are looking like they're in the clear of being to blame for his assault. Suki then makes a snide comment saying how dishonest it looks on Ruby, claiming to be broke and then flying off on holiday - Jags then responds to his Mum, "Yea, we can't have dishonesty!" - the look she gives him is such a dirty one! As if to say, how dare you speak to your Mum like that! Jags clearly doesn't approve of what his family does, as well as Ash. To me, it looks as if Jags is perhaps the black sheep of the family, and I do NOT mean that in a racist way, I mean, like - does he feel he's the odd one out? Like does his Mother look at him differently or treat him differently compared to his siblings? There is clearly some tension between them, Jags clearly does not like the way his Mum does things, the way they've been brought up is, perhaps, not normal! 

Back at home, Denise quietly makes her way into the house. Jack has been clearly worried out of his mind, where has his girlfriend been? Denise is too emotionally drained to even tell him the truth, she lies and tells him she's been with a friend. Jack is clearly not buying her story, I'm certain he's convinced she's having an affair - which couldn't be further from the truth. I think Denise is going to have to tell him at some point, or will it be too late? 

Meanwhile, on the Square, Ben and Phil are discussing Callum, Ben is trying to explain to his Dad that Callum's recent job was a serous car accident and it must be hard for him to overcome such a traumatic experience. He really doesn't want his boyfriend to be doing any dodgy deals for his old man, he explains to his Dad that Callum can't be doing it while having to deal with other Police stuff. As they walk out of the picture, we can see Jack and Amy leaving their house and walking across the Square, Jack is trying to explain to his daughter why she should go the dentist, of course - not everyone likes the dentist, but trying to be the decent father, Jack explains to her that sometimes people have to do things that they don't like to do, and it just so happens that the dentist happens to be one of them things. As they continue their walk, they past Isaac as he sits in the gardens. At first their greeting is polite and civil, he says Good Morning to Amy, it's only when Isaac turns the conversation into something a bit more serious that Jack tries his best to defend his daughter. Isaac explains to the young girl that he has been suspended from his job due to lies being told about him, he makes it clear that he doesn't blame Amy, but sometimes children shouldn't believe stories they've been told. Jack then defends his daughter stating that she's not a liar, Amy stands by as she watches her Dad shouting at her school teacher. The only thing she can do is call to him to stop! "Dad! Dad!" 

At the Beale household, Ian is looking miserable as he looks over the newspaper. Bobby has made the headline news regarding his charity for Lucy. Kathy walks in and says to him he needs to be more proud of his son, he shows him very little help and very little advice, which is why Bobby goes to Max, much to Ian's disappointment. Ian states to his Mum that Max will be wanting his money, which he still hasn't got. Kathy tries her best to help her son by suggesting things to help, sell the Vic, mortgage something? The sooner he can pay Max back, the sooner he can focus on his family! Is Ian maybe jealous of his son? He clearly doesn't like the friendship that Max and Bobby are building, but perhaps it might be what he needs to wake himself up a bit! 

As they continue to walk across the Square, Amy is talking to her Dad about him being a policeman. As a young girl, she makes brilliant points. Being a policeman he shouldn't go around accusing people, and when he gets angry he should apologise, as that is what he has taught her. Jack assures his daughter that he'll apologise to Isaac and that she has nothing to worry about. It's then she bows her head, looks to the floor and says "I'm sorry!" - Jack looks back in confusion, what is she sorry for? As far as Jack is concerned, she has nothing to be sorry for, he was the one who lost his temper and started shouting at Isaac. He tries to coax it out of his daughter, it then she reveals to her Dad that she had lied about Isaac smoking drugs, and now he's gone and made the whole situation worse. Jack is clearly stunned! He can't believe what he's hearing, he lets out a deep sigh! 

Outside the Prince Albert, Tina is catching up with Mick, asking him if he'd like to work a shift there. Ollie is back at school, and Mick is still looking for a job, he agrees to help his sister out. She explains to her brother that Frankie is planning a big night for the club, Mick smiles and make small talk about Frankie, much to Tina's surprise. Tina can clearly see that Mick has a problem with the girl, Mick is tries to defend himself, he uses the word "Nice" to describe Frankie, but Tina isn't accepting of it. It's obvious that Tina is besotted with her new co-worker, she states that Frankie is a truly lovely person. She wants to know what Mick has got against her, it's then as he goes to explain his reasons that Frankie makes an appearance from the club, she announces her big plan for the club will be a Drag Bingo night! Tina praises her idea and informs her that Mick will give her a life in his car so she can pick up her equipment for the event. Mick looks on in surprise, as Frankie looks at him with hope in her eyes, Mick can see he's defeated by both Frankie and Tina and picks up his car keys. 

In the cafe, Jags and Habiba are catching up, it's been a while since we've seen these two together on screen. Jags is explaining to Habiba about the house he's just been to to collect rent money. He describes the scene to her, a mother trying to feed her child, mould and damp on the walls, she can barely afford food to feed her child, let alone rent. He explains he gave the lady a couple of days to get the money, but then once those few days are over, someone else will be going to collect the rent money. He admits that during that visit, he felt like he was the bad guy. From day one, Habiba has wanted Jags to give up his job and try and do something else, she's never liked the fact that he's a rent collector, leaving people in debt etc etc. She states that Jags could do so much better with his life if he just stood up for what he believed in. Plus, if he really wanted them to rekindle their relationship, then he'd stand up to his Mum. Something tells me that Suki is going to kill her son? I'm not sure how, but I do believe that everything will get on top of Jags, we'll begin to see him struggle to cope with his Mum's demands and eventually he'll stand up to her. I believe then she will then take her anger out on her son, will she attack him in a rage and perhaps cause him to die? I just have a feeling there's going to be a horrible confrontation between the Mother and Son and it'll end up worse for Jags. 

Back on the Square, Mick and Frankie are approaching his car, Frankie smiles as she asks questions about it and even compliments it, much to Mick's surprise. He smiles and nods "You're alright!". Frankie smiles as she gets inside the vehicle. Meanwhile, at Ruby's club, Ian and Bobby are sat together, Bobby is sat with laptop ready to show his Dad what he's been working on. Honestly, I felt quite sorry for Bobby in this scene. He has been working so hard on this new charity he's created for his sister, Lucy and Ian is just showing no interest at all! Bobby tries to ask him advice on tax, he's unsure on how it all works so he is seeking his Dad's advice, he turns the computer around to show his Dad, but as he does so, Ian is focusing on his phone, just more interested in letting people know that he's just been made Chair Of The Planning Committee. The only thing he asks his son is how much he has made from his charity, as soon as Bobby mentions he has made near enough 12 grand on the page, Ian's ears prick up! He looks up, smiles at his boy and congratulates him! Bobby is happy his Dad is finally showing some interest, however it's short-lived, as as soon as that happens, Ian's phone rings and he walks away from his son's presentation, much to the teenagers disappointment. 

The next scene, we see Jack visiting Isaac. He's wanting to do the right thing and apologise to Isaac. He admits that Amy has come clean about lying about him using drugs. He tries to do the decent thing, he apologises to Isaac for verbally abusing him, he promises he'll have a word with the school, explain everything to them and hopefully Isaac will be given his job back. He also leaves him his business card if he wanted to make a complaint to the Met. Isaac makes a statement to Jack, he shouldn't have done what he did but he needs to make double sure he doesn't make the same mistake in future. He needs to keep a straight head in his line of work, Jack nods in agreement and they leave their conversation with a civil understanding with each other. 

Back at the Beale household, Ian is returning from his catch up with Bobby. Kathy has been trying to get a hold of him as they had a meeting with a solicitor to discuss their wills. Kathy has everything laid out on the table and informs him that she has gone through everything with the solicitor on her own. Everything is all correct, all he needs to do is sign the forms. As Ian looks through the paperwork, he claims that his Mother has made some kind of mistake, as her assets have turned out more than his! She confirms to her son that the figures he is looking at are correct, her assets go to Peter and Ben, whilst his assets go to Bobby and Abi. Meanwhile, back on the Square, Mick and Frankie return to the Prince Albert, as they pull up and Mick helps Frankie unload her equipment, things are looking friendly as Mick is chatting away to her about how impressed he is that she's pulled off getting things together in such a small amount of time. It's as his speech goes on, he mentions an Aunt Pat to Frankie, instantly Frankie seems to recognise the name. She starts questioning Mick about her and the rest of his family - whether this Aunt Pat had met Linda and any of his children? She mentions to him to he has other children and asks where they are. It's at this point that things are getting too personal for his liking! Why is she asking all of these questions? Why is she so interested in him? Mick lashes out and asks if she wants an address, he then reveals that he doesn't know where his children are at this moment in time. Frankie realises she's touched a nerve, she backs down and slowly walks away. Tina then rushes out of the club announcing that she has found a perfect host for their Drag Bingo night, Frankie is less than excited as she walks away. Tina knows something has happened between her brother and her co-worker, she instantly asks Mick what he's done to offend her. It's then he states that it's not always him, perhaps Frankie is a bit weird herself? Tina has none of it and refuses to help him unload the car. 

As Jack returns home, he approaches Denise who is sat alone in the kitchen. He softly explains to her that he's getting to old to be playing games. He doesn't want to be playing second best to anyone, he reveals to Denise that he has had a go at Isaac because of everything that is going around in his head, all his questions, thoughts, speculations. He doesn't want it! He asks her straight out if she's seeing someone else, Denise's only reaction is to break down, she sobs as Jack is convinced he's right about her having an affair. She promises him that she's not seeing anyone else, he then asks her, demanding an explanation, where was she last night? As he goes to walk away, she shouts back at him "With Raymond!" Jack looks back at her in shock!

At the Mitchell household, Phil is seen reading the newspaper, Callum can be heard on the phone talking to his support officer. As he comes off the phone, Phil asks him how he's getting on. He reveals to him that Ben told him about Callum having a form of councillor. Callum decides to open up to Phil, since witness the huge car accident he can't get the image out of his head, he can't control his behaviour. He informs Phil about the family in question that lost their life in the accident, explaining how they lived a good life and went to church regularly, he then reveals to Phil that the little boy named Raymond, aged 3, is the only one who survived. As Phil hears the name, Raymond, he seems very interested in what Callum is saying. He asks him whether he's sure that that was the name of the child, Callum confirms to him that the young boy who survived, was named Raymond. Callum leaves saying he's going to ring the hospital to see how the child is getting on. Phil turns and we know he's clicked on that that is his young son! 

As we return to the Beale household, Ian is seen sat at the diner table, it looks as if he's getting ready to sign the will documents, before the camera reveals anything. I instantly thought he was trying to figure out his asset amount, trying to work out why it had turned out low than he thought. But then the camera revealed he's actually practising writing Kathy's signature. Is he going to forge his Mum's signature on one of the will documents? Is he basically stealing from his Mum? This is going to be an all new low for Ian! We see him finishing a conversation on the phone with someone, they're asking about Kathy's Cafe, they explain to him that if he signs on the dotted line then they will be happy to talk business. As he hangs up, we see him forge Kathy's signature on a document. He's gone and sold Kathy's Café hasn't he?! Kathy advised him to sell something, and that is what he's done! He's sold his Mum's café to someone else just so he can get himself out of his money situation! Oooooh Kathy is going to be blooming devastated when she finds out, she's going to be so angry and so disappointed with her son! How dare he go behind her back like that! 

At the Panesar household, Jags returns from collecting rent, Suki asks him whether he had got the money. He responds by placing a stack of cash on their dining room table. As Suki counts it, she asks her son "Where's the rest?" as some seems to be missing. Jags explains to his Mother that he's given the lady a couple of more days to get the money as she barely has any money for food and she a tiny baby to look after. Suki is less than sympathetic, she instructs Jags to go back and collect the rest. As Jags turns to leave the room, we see him hesitate, and finally he decides to stand up to his Mum, "No!" he shouts at his Mum, he's sick of the way they treat their tenants, he says that the houses they're staying in are in such terrible condition, he doesn't want to be the bad guy anymore. He doesn't want to be a part of their business anymore. Suki listens to her son's words, nothing seems to phase her, she simply says that he is entitled to his opinion, as first Jags seems to think he's gotten through to his Mother, but then she grabs a table of food from the diner table and chucks it in the bin as her children watch. She informs her children that the money they receive from their tenants pays for everything they have, a roof over their head and food in their bellies!

As we return to Jack and Denise, they are sat together as Denise is calmly explaining to Jack how much she's tried to cope with the decision she made about giving Raymond up 3 years ago. She admits to her boyfriend that it's been a very hard 3 years for her, She reveals that now after this sudden, terrible car accident, this could be the chance to handle things differently, she also informs him that she was there when Ellie informed the young child that his parents were no longer around. Her voice begins to break with passion as she tells Jack the poor boy does have parents, as soon as she saw him, she fell in love with him. Jack just sits and listens as his girlfriend pours her heart out, he can only feel deep sympathy for both her and for poor Raymond. She says those very important words to him "He is my son Jack, and I love him!" but then the realisation sinks in, she's been told to stay away and not see him anymore.  As Jack asks her why, she reveals is because of Phil. As she frets the fact of Phil finding out, we see someone walking through the hospital, Denise is adamant that Phil can never find out as she'll never stand a chance of seeing her son again if he does! A hospital door opens and we see Phil enter young Raymond's room, his eyes fill with tears as he looks over to his son. 

What is going to happen now? Will Denise find out that Phil knows about Raymond? Will they team up to try and get custody of their son? Will there be a 3 way custody battle between Ellie, Phil and Denise? I'm really looking forward to seeing the progress of this story! I apologise once again folks for this post being up late, Friday's blog will be up very soon! Feel free to message me, I'd love to know your thoughts on the current story-lines! Thanks again everyone! xXx

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Tonight’s the Night(part7) TheDirt!TommyLeeXReader

Summary: You have been on tour for almost a year, event after event, mile after mile. Your uncle was Doc the manager of Mötley Crüe, one of you favorite bands. He pulled a few strings and got you on this tour for a late birthday present and for making up the lost time from when you didn’t see him much as a child. As he was one of the only ‘father’ figures you had. Recently found yourself thinking more and more of Tommy. Could you possibly be falling in love with the hopeless romantic? If you were could he possibly feel the same?

~ Not because of the event but because of the beautiful man, that was holding your hand.~

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Side note:// i know that as of rn it’s not tommy ik ik but this is drama for the future

  Stepping out of the Pontiac flashing lights, screaming fans, yelling reporters didn’t seem to bother you, the only thing that mattered was the one hand that was on yours. Holding your dress and walking, then stopping to take photos then being questioned ever now and then by the MTV “news reporters’. Honestly you liked every second, maybe it was because Tommy maybe it’s because of the flashing lights. Who knows. You spotted Nikki and the rest of the band not far away and pointed to them to get him to notice them. Continuing the stop for a few minutes then walking a 5 feet then stopping again, you eventually got to the circus of idiots. Vince took Skylar, his daughter to the event.

You bent down and she looked at you and smiled, running over to you.

“Y/N!” wrapping her small arms around you neck, you picked her up and spun her carefully. Vince told you out of all the band, you were her favorite, and you weren’t in the band. That same night Sharise and him asked you to be her godmother.

“Hi baby.” You smiled and then going civilizations, holding Skylar you talked to the band. You felt a hand creep around to the small of your back. Looking over it was Tommy’s, causing a red color come across your face. You tickled Skylar, making the heaven come down with giggles. Finally after some pictures and question you, Skylar, and the band walked in.

Taking your seats in the auditorium, which was in the front. The yahoos to your right, skylar to the left. Eventually everyone was sitting and the awards show begun.

Dave Mustaine and Alice Cooper walked out, neiling over the mick

“Alice, you know what hard rockers have in common?” Dave joked

“Well for one thing, we can’t dance.”

After a moment of hesitation. Dave opened the envelope, looked at it and joked “And the winner is MC Hammer, no Aerosmith!” Everyone clapped and shouted. Steven Tyler and the other walked on stage and made their speech. Taking the award and walking off, everyone clapped again. Dave and Alice walked off the stage and Graham Nash and Mick Fleetwood walked on the stage and staged the nominees for best heavy metal/rock band Album: dr. feelgood: Mötley Crüe, Flesh and Blood: Poison, and Aerosmith. After what seemed like forever the winner was anonounced and Mötley Crüe won. The boys stood up and clapped along with everyone and walked to the stage. Making all of their thank you’s. Then taking their award and sat back down.

Skylar ran over to Vince “Congratulations Daddy!” Vince smiled and picked his beloved daughter up and hugged her then sat back down.

“Congrats, dipshits.” You smiled at the band as they were like kid in a candy store. You went through the rest of the show then finally to the boys after party. It seemed like all of the members from Van Halen to Guns n’ Roses came. The booze, drug, and girls came in bunches. Cups were littered almost everywhere, a normal mötley party.

Holding one of the plastic cups to your lips, you stared out into the view that Vince’s mansion included. You had changed once you had gotten there, the boys took off their jackets and unbuttoned some of the bottons on the shirt. Everyone was having a great time, until Heather walked up to you eyeing you up and down, a smirk appeared on her face.

“Hi we didn’t have a nice introduction, I’m obviously Heather.” She smiled as politely as she could muster and stuck her arm out. You looked at it and smirked placing your cup on her hand.

“Get lost hun, this isn’t your crowd.” With that you walked away, finding Nikki lighting the sleeve of his leather jacket that I brought, as his request. You laughed and shimmied you body onto of the counter. Nikki soon got bored of the flames and ran cold water over it.

“Where’s your drink?” His voice loud but the question was stated.

“Gave it too the misfit.” You smirked. Nodding your head over to her and Tommy.

“That the new one?” He snickered and started pouring the both of you guys drinks, then handing you one of the cups the placing a free hand on your thigh.

“Yeah, Oh shit.” It seemed like the blonde told Tommy and he was fuming his way towards the two of you.

And fuming he was.

You threw the drink on him “How about you get you’re head out of her ass, when you do then talk to me like an adult.” You got off the counter, grabbing Nikki’s hand you dragged him away. Tears threatening to fall from your eyes, you wiped them away because big girl dont cry, as your mom always told you.

You smashed your lips to Nikki, him taking a second to realize what you did, but then kissed back. He was good. The two of you eventually pulled away, mouth agape and slightly swollen.

“Holy shit.” You both said at the same time. Nikki bent down and picked you up, you wrapped your legs around the bassist torso. Picking up where you left the kiss, you some how move to a open chair. You two both kind of fell into the chair, you now sitting there in a startle position. Both of you trying to get closer to each other, if it was possible. You were pulling on fabric, hair, skin. Nothing mattered to you in this second. You knew Nikki wanted this and had since Doc introduced you to him. The boy was very vocal about it. Sometimes he got handsy.

You pulled away and Nikki kissed down you’re throat, giving hickeys every time his lips traced you’re skin, you moaned as he found the spot behind you’re ear, this drove you crazy. Finding that your core was burning with a need for him, you started grinding yourself against him, earning a groan which tickled your throat causing you to giggle. He pulled away from the contact and smiled a smile you’ve never seen, you locked eyes with the bassist and slowly closed the gap between the two of you, not in a complete lustful way but in a gently way. Something you didn’t know Nikki was capable of, at first it shocked you then it almost melted your heart.

Nikki’s arms wrapped around you, somehow pulling you even closer to him. You’re hand found there way to his cheeks. You guys pulled away to catch some air, both panting almost like they were dogs. Want to go get a room, doll?” He smiled and looked at the hickeys forming on your neck.

Nikki got tired of looking for a room that wasn’t occupied and just unlocked one of the main bedrooms Vince had for the boys.

You bit your lip, and wrapped an arm around his neck, propping yourself on an elbow. Next you knew clothes were thrown in each direction and nikki was grabbing a condom and wrapping it over himself. He lined himself up at your entrance, then pushed into you. Both of you moaned.

“Fuck you’re tight.” He watched himself disappear in you. Speeding up his pace, but then went slow and deep, causing you bothe to moan.

“Fuck Nikki, fuckkkk.” You both we’re drawing close to your climax. Nikki must have felt it to as he pulled out, causing you to groan, but you seen his head fell between your legs and began his work on you. Moans and profanities fell from your lips, you have never fell this much pleasure before from any other douche bag boyfriends.

Nikki looked at you through his eyelashes and pulled away from you “you gonna cum for me doll?” he smirked and continued his thing. That sent you over the edge. Nikki liked up all of your juices. Now it was your turn to please him.

With wobbly legs you managed to climb off of the bed, Nikki now sitting on the edge of the bed. “Come here doll.”

You obeyed, sitting on your knees in front of him, your head was leveled with his hips. Looking at him through your eyeslashes, you grabbed the shaft and raised and licked a trail from the base of his length to the tip, when st the tip you swirled your tongue around it before kitten licking the slit. Nikki turned to a hair pulling, groaning, moaning mess. With every tug there was a hum with every hum there was a groan. You finally stopped teasing him and put his dick in your mouth, slowly letting your teeth graze upon the shaft, earning a loud yet husky groan from him. You began to bob your head, that is until nikki got tired of your slow pace and started face fucking you.

“Fuck like that babe, fuckkk. Such a naughty mouth for such a good girl. Fuck.” Nikki’s head fell backwards as he realesed his fluids to the back of your throat, in which you swallowed because momma didn’t raise you to be a little bitch. (lol sorry had to). It was warm and slightly salty, pulling him out of your mouth you sat back a little and looked up at him. “Come here.”

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Hi Tink! love your blog and meta so here's my question: what are your predictions on this season's finale vs what would you like to happen in the finale and maybe s13? If you answered this already please disregard, I'm pretty behind on my dash. Thanks and have a lovely day! 😘😘😘

Evening Sunshine 😊 Thank you for such a lovely worded ask! Well… what a couple of questions, these are the big ones!

1. What would I like to happen in the finale….

- the nephilim is born and everyone agrees it cannot be held to account for it’s father’s actions. They find a way to remove it’s power (maybe by Cas powering up with Heaven’s help?) and let it live. Lucifer is redeemed (eh? um… maybe but I think no) or just bloody killed. Just whatever, get done with him already.

- the BMOL realise they are not capable. Ketch is killed by Dean as he attacks Cas OR by Mary as Ketch attacks any of TFW. Mick and Sam are set up as the new heads of the BMOL in the US. There is a lot of work to do but it’s now a hunter/mol collaboration with kit AND morals. Actually scratch that, I LOVE David, so it turns out Ketch is soulless and they find his soul in a jar at BMOL HQ, restore it and wipe his bad memories and he becomes their 3rd in command ;) 

- Next season Sam and Mick head up the new US MOL from the bunker / other HQ. Sam and Dean have a healthy loving relationship and are able to spend time apart without panicking (there are even GASP 2 episodes in the season where one is just with Dean and one just with Sam - OMG!!!).  Sam is finding himself and reconciling his hunting side with his scholarly side.

- Mary is redeemed as all she wanted was to protect her boys. However they all agree she went about it in a terrible way and needs to get to know her boys instead of try to protect them. She doesn’t move into the bunker but moves to nearby Lawrence allowing her to be in some episodes next season and continue her journey. She is not given a token boyfriend and is totally capable of being a badass woman in her own right.

- Cas is reconciled with Heaven and offered a position back with them but declines as he wants to stay on Earth with Dean and Sam. Cas is wanted by everyone and valued and loved and he is happy and life is fluffy and magnificent. He flat out declares his feelings for Dean who takes the final part of the the rod out his ass and reciprocates and they are acknowledged as the world’s biggest baddest hunting husbands.

- Dean finally allows himself to let his facade down and Sam finally understands who Dean really is and is fully accepting, it all adds up and he loves him unconditionally. Sam actually finds it really freeing for himself too and becomes more open with his own feelings, wants and needs, acknowledging that he is really happy to be part of the new mol/hunter group, leading it, focusing on education of hunters and helping others.

- Wayward Daughters is set up as a thing. Eileen recurs, maybe even as a Sam love interest (we just want him to have someone OK, a badass, cool someone and a dog. Is that so much to ask?). 

- Cas and Dean are disgustingly in love and every now and again it comes through but generally nothing much changes because they’ve been disgustingly in love for years so hey no one can get pissy about it ‘ruining the show’ and TFW are all HAPPY.

2. Now - What do I THINK will happen?!

- Umm probably something along the same lines with the nephilim thing… the narrative this season is very much that you’re not accountable for your parents actions and not inherently good or evil, even Dagon says so.

- Something separates Cas and Dean. As @awed-frog​ so eloquently put, they’re too close to the ‘gay point of no return’ so unless they’re going to actually go canon, which I doubt at this point, they will be separated. Whether this is because Heaven turns against Cas or because Cas might make his feelings for Dean clear and he is not ready for it so Cas gets rejected and goes back to Heaven in a Romeo & Juliet style story… who knows. Or maybe the BMOL will kidnap him for his power/experiments….. whatever happens, I’m relatively sure they’ll be separated in some way. OR they may end together but on a ‘family’ theme with strong undertones that Dean & Cas are more than the ‘brothers’ they ended on at the end of season 11.

- The BMOL won’t be done completely but there will be potential for Sam to get involved in some way, either at this point or in season 13/14 but I see it heading that way for Sam in the end.

- There’s a strong narrative this season that Sam is starting to see the 'real Dean’ and this will become more and more obvious, but I’m not sure if his facade will come down completely by season end, I don’t think he will come out about his sexuality or loving Cas this season and that is a part of it. It would be great if they did go quite far though, given it kind of all started with the Darkness in a way. Also linked to this is Mary so….

- I’m not sure about Mary, she might live, she might die. I hope she lives. I feel like redemption is another narrative this season so… fingers crossed.

- This season is all about family and acceptance. So I feel like either they will all end up separated OR they will all end up together… not really an in between.

Is this kinda positive? I’m season 12 positive so I hope so! I feel like Dabb wants to end on a happy note overall anyway so even if this season ends on a downer it’s only to go upwards in the end…. Just my thoughts :)  

[classic-rock-roller]

1. You get a gig singing down at a small local bar every Thursday night. Kevin comes every week, and eventually he notices that the house lead guitarist is constantly staring at you while you sing. You hadn’t noticed this, until one night at intermission when you’re talking to the guitarist. Kevin comes over and drapes himself over you and starts acting very possessive. What do you tell him when the guitarist walks away?

I’d turn around in his arms and go, “You know you don’t have to worry about him right? I only love you.” I’d then kiss him before getting ready for the second part of the show. 

2. QR wants to have a sax player on their next album, and after a few weeks, Randy comes to rehearsal with a potential player. You sit in on the audition, and she’s really good. You give an extra vote in her favor, and she’s in. During the recording process, she gets really close with all the boys, and you’re secretly jealous. One day in the studio after a take, she and Randy and Kevin are just having a grand old time, and you feel left out, but don’t want to be rude. What do you do?

I’d probably sit there for a bit and then go over and join the conversation. Besides the sax player is amazing and becomes one of my closest friends. 

3. You come home one day to see a mysterious spatter of blood on the sidewalk. You go inside to see Kevin removing a long piece of duct tape from his hand over the sink. “What are you doing? Why’s there blood on the sidewalk?” He glances at you momentarily before saying calmly, “Oh, I was helping Eddie and Jerry fix the roof, and I cut my hand on a piece of flashing, it went right through my glove. We needed to get done, so I just duct taped some paper towels on it.” He’s unfazed. How do you respond?

“Just be more careful ok? Don’t be like my dad. I don’t want to  drive you to the hospital for a tetanus shot because you get a deep gash from a rusty nail.” 

4. You and the boys take Kevin to a show for his birthday. He steps out to grab a drink, but is gone for half an hour. He comes back eventually, and he is driving extremely dangerously on the way home. He goes home with Randy for safety purposes, and Randy calls you in the morning. “Yeah, so I figured out why Kevin was acting weird last night. Whoever gave him that drink roofied him; it was one of the staff.” How do you two respond?

“We need to call the theatre. That’s against the law I think.” We’d call the theatre and they’d hold an investigation and the guy who did it would get fired. 

5. While writing their next album, Kevin writes a rather detailed song about your sex life. Despite your wishes, he puts it on the album, and that song gets super popular, to the point where people are recognizing you on the street, even when you’re not with Kevin. Some are just admirers, but some make innuendos and references to the song. What do you do?

I’d get really uncomfortable around the innuendo people to the point that I wouldn’t go out unless with Kevin or if I absolutely had to. He would regret putting it on the album when we’d start getting stalker letters to the house and people lurking outside. 

6. Kevin takes you to a Crue show for your birthday, and he splurged and bought meet-and-greet tickets. The show is amazing, and when you go backstage you can’t wait to meet them. Vince is the first one you see, and he comes right up to you. You open your mouth to tell him what a great show it was when he grabs you and kisses you aggressively, completely disregarding Kevin. What does Kevin do and how do you respond?

“Hey! Get off my girlfriend!” He’s about to punch Vince when I break off from him and slap him in the face. “You may be famous but that doesn’t give you the right to just kiss any girl you come across.” I’d walk past him then and Vince would just smile and say, “Boy, she’s a little spitfire. I like it.” This would earn him a glare from Kevin before I’d pull him away so that he wouldn't get us thrown out for punching Vince. 

7. You come home late one night to see 4 empty Jack Daniels bottles on the kitchen table, one of which is shattered. There’s a note that reads, “It’s all my fault” and there are bloody fingerprints on it. Kevin is nowhere to be found. What do you do?

“Oh my god.” I’d run up to our room and when he’s not there go to the bathroom. It’s locked. “Kevin, open the damn door!” When he doesn’t answer I start to break it down myself to find him puking in the toilet. I rub his back and when he’s done he looks to me. “I’m sorry I can’t be better for you. It’s my fault that you’re stuck with me.” I’d grab his face, “Oh no, honey, it’s not. This is my choice. I love you. I don’t want anyone else. Now come one, let me clean up your cuts.” 

8. Kevin and Co are scheduled to fly out to Colorado to do a show. You think nothing of it until the evening news details a plane crash. You call Kevin and he doesn’t answer. You try the rest of the boys, and none of them pick up. What do you do?

I’d freak out. I’d pace and freak out. I’m most likely call each of them about 15 times before I’d finally get a call back from Kevin. “Oh thank god, you’re ok. I saw the news about the plane crash. Is everyone else ok?” “Yes, we’re all fine. We were lucky, that was the flight we were supposed to get on but we missed it. We had to get on the later one.” I’d give a sigh of relief and say, “Ok, good luck at your show. I’ll see you when you get back.”  

9. You’re staying over at the Motley house one night. You actually fell asleep, which is odd, considering who you’re with. At about 4 in the morning, Tommy pokes you awake, and Nikki is with him. “Could you pretty please build us a pillow fort?” What do you do?

“It’s fucking four in the morning. No. Wake me up in two hours.” 

10. You’re dating Kevin and are out at a bar. Crue shows up eventually, and you are disappointed. Nikki is your ex, but you’re still friendly with Mick, Vince and Tommy. They all come over to you and exchange greetings and introductions with Kevin. Eventually, they all drift of to do their own things, except Nikki. He sticks around and is being really rude to you and Kevin, until Kevin’s had enough and takes the first punch. What happens next and how do you respond?

The two of them get into a huge fight while I’m trying to break them up so they don’t get kicked out. Nikki is worse for wear than Kevin and when Kevin lets up he says, “Don’t be an ass to my girlfriend ever again.” He turns to leave then and I take one last look at Nikki before following behind.  

11. You’re riding motorbikes with Nikki and are having a total blast. You’re enjoying the rush of the wind in your face, but the next thing you know, you’re in a hospital bed in immense pain. Who’s with you and what happened?

I’d look over to see Mick sitting next to me. I’d try to say his name but he’d come over to me and grab my hand before telling me that Nikki and I had gotten into a bad crash and he’d thrown me from the bike so I wouldn’t get as hurt. Although he was in intensive care and would be fine within a few weeks or months. 

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1) You come home from work one day to find Kevin and Randy snuggled up together on the couch napping. What do you do? 

You’re lying in bed with Randy. You turn over and whisper, “Randy, are you asleep?” When he doesn’t answer you take a deep breath and go, “Ok, good, because if you weren’t I wouldn’t be able to say this right now. I...I’m pregnant.” What you didn’t know was he was awake and listening to you. What does he do when he finds out the news?

 3) You and Randy visit family down south. While talking to a cousin’s in-laws, they start to question you about your qualification for your job. When you snap back and explain to them that you are very capable at what you do that say, “You must be the NORTHERN cousin.” How do you and Randy react?

4) When you get home from work, you hear something in the bathroom, when you look in, you see Stephen with all your tools laid out. “What are you doing?” “Oh, I’m going to fix the shower.” You snort, “You, fix the shower.” “Yeah, I can do it.” He holds up a wrench, “Is this a screwdriver?” How do you respond?

5) It was early in the morning and you hear a knock at the door, both you and Randy go to answer it and when you open it, your upstairs neighbor is standing there. “Hey, I heard you were giving out homemade candy. Can I have some?” You look at him and go, “Sorry. We don’t have anymore.” “Oh ok,” he stops, “Have you always lived in the building?” “Yes.” He looks you up and down, “Mmmhh, I think I would have remembered you,” How does Randy respond?

6) You just got home from work and are walking through your apartment building’s hallway when you see a pair of legs sticking out of the ceiling, You get into your apartment to hear Stephen calling you. You follow his voice to find him in the closet in the cubby hole to the attic. “What are you doing?” He slides over a bit to show your boyfriend, Warren, who is halfway through the floor. Apparently, he was trying to get up to the attic but stepped on insulation and broke through the ceiling. What do you do?

7) You come home from work and set your stuff down in the living room. You say “hi” to Randy and Kevin, who are sitting at the kitchen table and then go, “I have learned two things in my life. One, always wear clean underwear and two, people who don’t like Bohemian Rhapsody cannot be trusted.” Rand and Kevin look at each other before Kevin says, “I...I don’t like Bohemian Rhapsody.” How do you respond?

8) You and Randy are out grocery shopping and you have your daughter in the cart. The both of you have turned away for one second to look at something on the shelf. You hear your daughter let out a piercing scream and look over to see a stranger carrying her and running away. What do you and Randy do?

9) You’re at a record store with Crüe and you’re browsing when the five of you come across two high school freshman, “Who the fuck is Mötley Crüe?” “I don’t know...old dudes maybe? They’ve got to be pretty old. They look at least thirty.” How do you and the boys react?

10) You and Randy are chasing each other and he grabs you in the living room and begins to tickle you. Kevin, who is sitting on the couch, says, “God, can the two of you just stop for one minute? You’re so nauseating.” How do you and Randy respond?

11) You’ve been at work all day and when you come home, Randy is carrying your son. “Hey,” you say as you kiss him and your son. “We have something to show you.” Randy sets your son down on one side of the living room and then comes over to you, “Come one, walk to Mama.” Your son gets up and wobbly walks towards you before crashing into your legs. Randy gives you a huge smile, “I’ve been trying to teach him that all day.” How do you respond?

@osbournebemydaddy , your move love            

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“We Have Enough To Charge You With His Murder!”

Tuesday 25th February 2020

Evening everyone! Hope you've all had a good Tuesday?! Before we start discussing tonight's episode, even more #SPOILERS have been released! I'm sure you're all sick of me releasing spoilers but honestly, it's one of my favourite things. I love reading spoilers and seeing what's going to happen, it interests me how they still keep it on a cliffhanger and still keep the fans guessing. However, the ones I have learned today are mainly two things ... So last night we saw Tiffany, Sonia, Keegan and Chantelle pretty much beg Gray to help them fight for Whitney and help her get freed from prison. In recent news, it's been revealed that Gray is due to get violent again, with the pressure of taking on both Kush's and Whitney's case mounting on him, once again, he starts taking his frustration out on poor Chantelle. Now regarding their story-line, it's been difficult to watch at some parts with Gray physically abusing Chantelle due to his anger issues, but EastEnders have brought the situation across perfectly and sensitively. Both Jessica Kate Plummer and Toby-Alexander Smith have shown fantastic performances bringing this story to light.

Also in other news, it's been revealed that Dotty is going to get hold of the voice message that Dennis sent his mother and finding out Ian's secret about leaving him locked in a locker room during the boat crash. Dotty will stumble upon The Arches business mobile and starts to listen through the voice messages, when she comes across the message Dennis left for Sharon. What will Dotty do with this information about Ian? Will she blackmail Ian for her silence? We know she's caused a bit of trouble since arriving to the square, plus she is Nick Cotton's daughter, so who knows what she could be capable of?

As for tonight's episode anyhow:-  

Ian is clearly still distraught for how his actions caused Dennis' death, is it just me that thinks it's a bit sad that it's taken a traumatic event such as last week for Ian to realise his kids are more important. To be fair, he should've known that after the death of Lucy. Okay, the look on his face when he realised Peter was back was cute, made me chuckle when he gave him a hug, the size difference between them both was hilarious! 

I find it devastating for Sharon that she can't even enjoy her new child properly, she's still desperately grieving for Dennis. She hasn't even been able to name the child she's been too depressed. Karen letting it slip about causing the boat crash has definitely not helped her state of mind or the situation. Sharon is going to blame Phil now for Dennis' death ... speaking of which, I'd love to know where Phil has got to, we've not seen him since he was on the rescue boat watching the paramedics try to revive Dennis. How long is it going to take for Sharon to learn what Ian did?

Watching Ben struggling with his hearing loss and still worried to the core about Callum, it's quite upsetting to watch. It's really tugging at my heart strings. He's desperate to find his boyfriend, I'm hoping Callum will be found very soon ... I mean, how long can he survive in that warehouse? I'm intrigued to see when Callum, Phil and Kathy learn about Ben's hearing loss ... so far, it's only Jay and Lola who know, as time goes on and Ben starts to ignore people (Obviously not on purpose), they're going to get suspicious. So there is an operation he can have, let's home he'll decide to go through with it, everyone will push for him to have it, even Callum. I'm looking forward to seeing how this story-line will progress, will Ben's hearing ability increase or will he continue to be deaf for quite an amount of time?

Oooooohhhh ... Daniel vowing to stay until Jean receives the all clear. If only that's possible? Daniel looks as if he's getting weaker and weaker as the days go on.  I know I've said it before, but I'm going to weep so much when he passes away. Will he be able to keep his promise to Jean? Oh how awful would it be if in a twist of fate Jean goes to get her results with Mo, then goes home to either find Daniel dead, or even for him to pass away that night just after she's told him the news. What a cruel twist of fate that would be, I don't think I'd be able to cope!!! 

So things aren't looking good for Whitney, even though both Mick and Gray are doing their absolute best to help her with her case, it's not looking good at all. Could she be charged with Leo's murder? The evidence is building and there doesn't seem an easy way out for her. With the news that Bianca is returning, what could she do to help her adoptive daughter escape prison? Did Whitney's diary ever get found? I don't recall it did! I believe that needs to be found to give the police an idea as to what Whitney was going through and what Leo was doing to her, only then may they find it was self-defence? 

I'm really looking forward to seeing how all these story-lines progress over the next few weeks. What are your predictions for upcoming episodes? Please share your thoughts, I'd love to discuss them all with you! We'll be back again on Thursday with another post! Enjoy your evening everyone and have a good day tomorrow! xXx