#there was probably another unnamed alter growing up who was a traumaholder for him - which then turned into an introject of reznov
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there was a struggle to answer.
"he's always in there. in the back of my mind. if i'm being honest, i still respect him. kind of. i owe him that at least, bastard saved my life a long ass time ago, ha. but fuck. in hindsight, he stole a lot more than he gave, even when he was 6 feet underground."
"it's hard to explain, it's like he lives in my mind. like i have at least 2 people in my skull; me, and him. maybe even 3 for all i fucking know. it was like i had to fight to exist in this body or float in nothingness for what felt like infinity. now i just hear voices, feel emotions that don't belong to me. whatever. i'm just fucking crazy."
#cod ask blog#cod rp#tw dissociation#tw era typical ableism#personal headcanon / partial projection: mason has been struggling with dissociative identity disorder for a large majority of his life.#due to his father being a ww2 vet and being taught to hunt at a young age - there's probably some deep seeded trauma#he - as in alex mason - probably was formed out of a few fragments. most revolving around the kinder moments with his father#there was probably another unnamed alter growing up who was a traumaholder for him - which then turned into an introject of reznov#that's why reznov was with mason in his memories during bo1#co-consciousness to take on the brunt of the trauma so mason could live decently at least.#sorry for the wall of text aaa;; but thank you for the ask!
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