#there isent to heavy things under the keep reading but like not evryone wants to see that randomly on there feed so

[hi-speedroids]

me looking at god after they discarded I need more character development

yes this is my making fun of my crashing mental state, yes I been trying to get help, and no every doctor I have talked to and every single person I know that could help me see a prefesanal has declined

so I been just been trying to figure out if people actually hate me cus I genuinely believe they do and I cant tell if its just winder depression or if my mental health is actually severely worsening

also i wod really like for people to have actual context clues when they talk to me from time to time cus I genuinely don't know if people are annoyed whit me like not all the time but most times