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Alrighty sooo we all know Becca but what about this woman named...Hannah in you WIPS? (and in my WhatsApp) 1,2,4,8,9,15,16,18,23,26,27,31,33,39,45,52,54,55 this shall keep u occupied lol

 *sighs* Hannah Hannah Hannah... when will I finish your saga 😔

i’m going to use both prompt lists for this and choose my favorite questions aha

1. What’s their full name? Why was that chosen? Does it mean anything? &  Age, Birthday, Star Sign

Hannah Amelia Weill

I really like writing complicated women with long names and multiple identities.

Growing up her friends all called her Hannie. She was always Hannah to her family and everyone who doesn’t know her intimately. One boy (’Bryce’) called her Han. Later in life her partner calls her Anna because of his thick accent. Her alias and the name she went by during her uni identity crisis was Leah, a derivative of her middle name.

I don’t like her last name so it may change to fit with the metaphor of the whole piece 🤷🏻‍♀️

The story moves between her being 16-18 and 23. 

tbh i haven’t given much thought to her birthday 😂 i feel like she’d be an edgy libra 

2. Do they have any titles? How did they get them? & Gender Identity

Nothing formal lol 

But her mother calls her a ‘hurricane’ and after high school that group of friends she had relegated her to a ‘selfish bitch’ and proceeded to cut her out of their lives without any warning. (side note: later in life she’ll realize she may have been The Toxic Friend) 

She’s hetero female. Though she was bi-curious with only one friend when she was 17. She leaned into that for a while but realized women just weren’t doing it for her. 

4. What is their relationship with their parents? What’s a good and bad memory with them? Did they know both parents? & Race and Ethnicity

She’s estranged from her father and hasn’t seen him since she was five. She’s an only child and had some distance between her and her mother because of socio-economic factors. At her core Hannah is a private, enigmatic person and her mother always kinda let her do whatever she wanted as long as she kept her grades up. It wasn’t a bad childhood or growing up. There were some rough patches but she lived in a bubble compared to the rest of the world. When she moved away her relationship with her mother got better because her mom would call or text her every week to make sure she’s alive. She still does and Hannah sometimes doesn’t answer so her mom calls. 

She’s white bread with European roots. 

8. Did they have pets as a child? Do they have pets as an adult? Do they like animals? & Weapon of Choice(?)

They had a dog which she loved and taught her the meaning of unconditional love. The dog even slept in her twin sized bed. As an adult Hannah is much to irresponsible (and self aware about this fact) to bring a pet into her life. She loves animals but keeps a distance and prefers the odd well behaved domestic pup.

She has wit, stoicism and psychological manipulations at her disposal. 

9. Hometown and current residence

She grew up on the waterfront in Suffolk, New York. Now she resides in Southwark, UK. 

15. Are they good at cooking? Do they enjoy it? What do others think of their cooking? &  Can they sing? Can they dance?

She can cook if she has to. She’s not bad at it when she knows what she likes but she cannot handle another person in the kitchen with her and gets so so so angry when they make comments over her shoulder. Some times she gets the urge to bake but it’s TERRIBLE at dough so it’s just a box cake or cookies. Others think it’s edible. 

When she’s older ‘Ethan’ teaches her how to cook fancy, complex meals and it’s rather meditative. And maybe she doesn’t mind having him in the kitchen with her. 

She cannot sing to save her life. She has absolutely no rhythm. Doesn’t stop her from doing either. Her go-to dance of choice is a drunken grind.

16. Do they collect anything? What do they do with it? Where do they keep it? &  Can they drive?

She doesn’t, well not really. She tries to hoard books but she’s moved around so much her moms outlook on life seeped in. Her mom always encouraged her to get rid of unnecessary things and so she has very minimal clutter (excluding her closet girl loves clothes). She does have a book shelf filled with CDs and vinyls and books and that makes her happy. 

When she’s settled down and has disposable income she starts to collect tattoos and street art. 

She can drive but doesn’t like to, especially in Europe. She’s thankful she lives in places with fantastic public transport. 

18. What’s their favourite genre of: books, music, tv shows, films, video games and anything else & Have any special keepsakes?

Books: she likes horror and drama as books she’ll read in public. When she’s alone she likes a romance book or young adult novel. 

Music: folk, indie and alternative. 

TV: comedy, drama, anything on the old CW was her jam. She likes dark humor. 

Films: romantic comedy. she went through a phase of only watching foreign films to seem more cultured. she’ll only watch action if there’s a comedic lead because blood and gore disgust her. 

Video games: she doesn’t play. never got into them. but she did try because ‘Bryce’ really loved his xbox and she loved ‘Bryce’. 

The one thing she made sure to take with her was a throw pillow that she’s had since she was a kid. 

23. Do they have a good memory? Short term or long term? Are they good with names? Or faces?

She remembers everything about the people in her life. For better or worse - it’s no bueno for her mental health because she overanalyzes everything and dissects it until she’s essentially fabricated a whole other reality. 

She misplaces things all the time and gets mad about it. ‘Ethan’ finds it an endearingly annoying habit of hers. 

She’s okay with names and better with faces. But she really identifies people by their vibe and how they make her feel. If she feels good she’ll remember every single thing about them. If they make her feel bad she’ll only remember the bits about that person that make her feel that way - even if it’s only one sentence out of an entire year of friendship, that person will become that one bad thing to her. 

She never truly forgets someone. Sometimes it’s better to pretend like she did in order to save face. 

26. How do they act when they’re happy? Do they sing? Dance? Hum? Or do they hide their emotions? & Guilty Pleasure

When she’s happy she can do anything! She feels like she can fly. She usually is listening to a song and she’s very creative in this space. She parades around in her underwear singing at the top of her lungs when she’s alone. When she’s happy and with someone, she lets her guard down and shows who she really is. When she’s happy she’s the person she wants to be and not the front of an unbreakable woman she’s been pretending to be since she was old enough to remember it’s importance. 

Oh yes, Hannah hides her emotions. it’s her MO. 

Her guilty pleasure is popular culture. ‘Ethan’ makes fun of her for it but indulges her any chance he can get. For the longest time he’s also her guilty pleasure. She doesn’t want to like him from the beginning. But conversation just flows. And he’s such a Good Boy. she can’t help but fall for him quick and quietly. 

27. What makes them sad? Do they cry regularly? Do they cry openly or hide it? What are they like they are sad? & What’s their family like? Who’s in it? What’s their relationship with them?

People make her sad. Failure makes her sad. She’s trying to cultivate a better life she’s read about in stories and feels like she needs to be successful to show up everyone who’s ever doubted her. She needs to be successful to prove to herself that she’s not a waste of space and worthy of this existence. 

But successful comes in all shapes and sizes. Which is something she’ll learn when she least expects it. 

Hannah only lets herself cry less than a handful of times a year. Usually in the dead of night or in the shower. And only when she knows she’ll be alone the entire time. 

After she falls for ‘Ethan’ she can’t control her emotions as well any more. He’s always there for her even if he’s the source of her tears. 

When she’s mad it’s almost manic depressive. She gets really really low and cuts people out. ‘Ethan’ will not have that. He will not let her go through this alone. Even if she doesn’t want him to see her or hold her he’ll still only be a short walk away. 

I think I answered this above ? Her family was her and her mom. They weren’t close growing up but once she moved away they both made an effort to keep in contact. 

31. Do they drink? What are they like drunk? What are they like hungover? How do they act when other people are drunk or hungover? Kind or teasing? &  What’s their current main conflict?

Yes. She chooses whiskey and scotch for the connotation associated with them. She cannot stand scotch but the commitment to the illusion is greater than her taste buds. Her new friend Polly introduces her to wine. She gets really bad stains on her lips from red wine and no one tells her this until she’s half a bottle down with ‘Ethan’ and he comments on it. She’s so embarrassed and rushed to the bathroom to wipe it off. He stands just outside the doorway laughing his ass off. 

She’s the kind of drunk that wants a smoke or sex. Sometimes both. 

When other people are drunk and she’s not she cannot stand it and avoids them. Unless it’s her roommates whom she cannot avoid. She’s teasing and loving and will be a complete idiot with them. 

When ‘Ethan’ is drunk she lovingly teases him and finds him so fucking cute. 

uhhhhh her main conflict during the entire series is trying to find herself. She needs to stop being the person she is out of necessity and be the person she doesn’t know who she is at her core. 

Then there’s the conflict of falling in love with ‘Ethan’ given the circumstances and how stupidly happy he makes her. And the conflict of still loving the ‘Bryce’ she knew back then that still gives her butterflies and plagues her thoughts and dreams and then comes face to face with her temptation after all these years.

The Enigma, The Boy and the What If 👀

this girl’s just trying to figure life out because she didn’t have a strict parent to map her whole life out for her. it’s a blessing and a curse compared to all those she grew up with and modeled her life after. She’s just off on an unknown adventure making things up and she goes and stripping the past from her future.

33. What underwear do they wear? Boxers or briefs? Lacey? Comfy granny panties? & How have they changed over time?

She likes hipsters but if there’s an ounce of a chance she’s gonna be naked she needs a v-string even if they make her feel constipated. As for bras she loathes them. But apparently she needs them because of her body type. So if she’s gotta have a bra it’s padded and sexy. She’s not wearing it for her it’s for whoever will see her in it. 

Eventually she’ll learn to love lingerie. For herself, not for ‘Ethan’. 

The Hannah Evolution is messy. 

A generally happy kid -> bogged down by having a single parent and the connotations that comes with that -> curating the perfect personality not to put strain on her mom -> creating an air of mystery and becoming an enigma. of never sharing her true feelings with anyone, even herself -> going after her dreams even if it pisses people off -> stupidly letting herself fall in love -> self sabotaging her happiness -> letting the facade crumble and rising from the ashes   

39. Do they like letters? Or prefer emails/messaging? & Your character walks into a cafe. What do they order?

Modern love letters are texts to wake up to and fall to sleep to. That’s something she romanticized with ‘Bryce’ and didn’t realize that meant nothing until ‘Ethan’ showed her. 

Cappuccino. Probably a lemon poppy seed muffin. Or if they do sandwiches it would be a panini. 

45. How do other people see them? Is it similar to how they see themselves?

Other people not related to her see her as arrogant and a closed book. She isn’t forthcoming and makes it really hard to get to know her on a personal level. That makes making friends in adulthood hard. 

Her ex-friends see her as selfish and fake and can’t deal with the drama that seems to follow her. They are actually really resentful for how well life was panning out for her once they all stopped being friends. 

‘Ethan’ is intrigued by her. She finds her brilliant and beautiful and he wants to know more about her. The difference is he’s willing to put in the work. He’s able to see the funny girl hiding behind the rogue exterior. 

She varies in how she sees herself. Some days she loves who she is and walks down the street with unwavering confidence. Other days she cakes on a face full of make up and becomes her alter ego. She’s never truly fully happy with herself. Something inside her is constantly looking for the next best thing to happen in her life and it is detrimental. 

52. How are you and your character the same? How are you different?

You can find the projection yourself 😅

I’m not as bold as Hannah. I also like to think I’m a little more lovable and have a better grip on reality than this mess. 

54. What does your character want, and what do they need?

She wants to be successful and shove her success up the ass of everyone who told her no growing up. She wants to be on the cover of Forbes 30 under 30. She’s creative and a bit chaotic and follows whims. She just wants recognition. 

What she needs is ‘Ethan’ and everything he’s opened her eyes to. 

55. What’s your character’s core trait? What’s their best trait? What’s their worst trait? When happens when these all interact with each other?

Instability. 

Her best trait is her drive. It’s a little shaky in the grand scheme of things but at her core she just wants the best life.  

Her worst trait is her tendency to write and cut people off without another glance. She does it swiftly and unapologetically. 

Gosh all of these things combined come out when she fights with someone and it’s terrible. There’s screaming and slamming doors and ‘Ethan’ doesn’t know what’s going on and wishes she’ll just talk to him. But she’s not that easy and he understands that but goddamn he loves her and for him this is worth fighting for. 

THE END.

[lifeonmars-bowie]

Sono contenta che abbiano trovato una cura per tua cugina. Per quanto riguarda i tuoi esami, in bocca al lupo. Purtroppo non c'è molto che io possa fare. Ti auguro solo il meglio. E con questo, intendo per tutto nella tua vita, università a parte. È brutto comprendere che per andare avanti nella propria vita bisogna tagliare quelle catene che ci tengono inchiodate, anche se questo significa staccarsi dalla propria famiglia per un tempo indefinito. Non è facile ma non si può affogare in tre. Loro la vita l'hanno già vissuta e hanno fatto le loro scelte e devi farle anche tu. D'altronde non si può costruire una casa con due corpi sulle spalle. Bisogna appoggiare lo zaino e costruirla, poi, il resto verrà da sé. È comunque cosa ammirevole il fatto che tu lo stia facendo.

Per quanto riguarda Theo, sì. Sta bene e sta pian piano ottenendo quello che vuole dalla vita. Sono contenta per lui perché essere egoisti, a volte, può risultare utile. Qualche volta parla di te. Mi ha detto che l'hai seguito su instagram e che lui ti ha seguito. Neanche lui ha dimenticato, comunque. Si ricorda tutto. Credo solo che preferisca non parlarne perché, per quanto assurdo possa sembrare, sta male per quello che è successo tra voi.

Io sto galleggiando al momento. Non sto nuotando perché non ho ancora imparato a farlo, ma non sto neanche tornando al sicuro sulla riva. Quindi credo che sia positivo e negativo da diversi punti di vista.

[utterlyinevitable]

Top five ocs? (that you’ve created)

> spam my inbox <

I’ve only created like 7 I’m actively invested in 😅

Dr. Rebecca Lao

Hannah Weill 

Caroline Ramsey

Theo Zaino

Emmett Clark

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A, C, H, M, T and V!

> which oc of mine... <

Thank you! I’m going to do this based on my adult oph oc’s and put a character key under the cut since I know I haven’t properly written about some of these guys. 

A: is the most attractive.

Every time I think about Haiden, I swoon. He is pretty much everything I find physically attractive in a man - effervescent hazel eyes, dark and thick hair that falls naturally into place, tall, total geek. The jokes just keep coming and his smile is so dang charming. I’d like to wander around an unfamiliar city with him any given day. 

Personality-wise, it’s probably Becca for her selflessness and strong attitude. 

C: is the most open to cuddling.

All of them except for our messy Love Lao. She’s got way too much to do to be lying around doing nothing. 

Becca is always the one to initiate cuddling with Ethan, to the point where she just plops herself on him and he gets the blatant hint to wrap his arms around her or rub her back. 

Theo would rank a close second. He craves the validation and emotional closeness that cuddling provides, even if he doesn’t vocalize or understand this need. It takes a while for Hannah to be comfortable with the constant non-sexual touchy-feely. 

H: trusts their horoscope the most.

Odette has an app on her phone out of habit - her mom used to read her horoscope to her from the paper every Sunday since as far as she can remember. When something’s not going quite right she calms herself down by reciting that the universe has bigger plans than this. 

Love takes her horoscope and runs with it. She finds ways to apply it to her every day life. Mostly in a joking way though. It’s because of this outlook that she’s rarely ever been let down by a reading. 

M: is the biggest memer.

Has to be Haiden, only because he has a tech background and he’s an absolute joy. My doctor’s are too busy and technologically-illiterate. 

If they were all in a group chat together the people keeping it alive would be Haiden, Love and Becca. Everyone else will only chime in maybe once a day (they’d be lucky if Hannah rises from the dead once a week).  

T: is the most terrifying.

I am personally terrified of Hannah. Her character has a lot of dark energy and mental health struggles, she’s also the most unapologetic. She’s one of those characters who could walk into the middle of ongoing traffic and not give a single fuck if she lives or dies. She’s brash and cynical, and Theo’s attachment to her is the best thing that could have ever happened. If Bryce Lahela ran into the woman she was at the time she met Theo, he never would have known that’s his Hannah. 

V: is the best at video games.

Haiden and Theo for console. Odette is still rocking Wii fit as the only game she’s ever touched. The other girls play PC games like the Sims.

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OC KEY:

Becca Lao is my Ethan-romancing main OC. She’s the star of a majority of my fics and is known for breaking Ethan’s heart. 

Hannah Weill is my Bryce Childhood Sweethearts OC. She has a very enigmatic and closed off personality that boarders on aggressive towards the Fallout with Bryce et al which changes her. 

Odette Hall is a signed-musician-turned-doctor. Her and Ethan are playing the long friends-to-lovers game. Minimal angst. She’s a snacc. 

Love Lao; the star of The Messy Route. Girl that gets all the D. Very intelligent and a certified mess. What are feelings and emotions but a driving force to fuck. 

Theo Zaino is a love interest in Hannah’s young adulthood after her and Bryce drifted apart. They bond at first because they’re both quite broken and balance one another out. He’s in finance and battling his constant fear of failure, and terrified of dying without living up to his family’s legacy. 

Haiden Robbes is my FATL Husband - he’s the guy Becca’s engaged to when she comes back to Boston and sees Ethan again after two years. This adventurous, stable cinnamon roll gives Becca everything she didn’t know she needed without her having to ever ask.