#theo deker

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I’m going to do this

I’m going to make everything right again

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New The Goldfinch teaser!

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fellas if the iconic “you are the only boy i’ve been in bed with” scene is in the movie I’m going to excuse myself and lay down in the cinema theatre to absorb a thought

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“What I meant was, why not relax a bit and hang out before flying back? Come to Antwerp with me. See my place! Meet my friends! Get away from your girl problems for a bit”

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what if we have a conversation about how I’m worried that you’re addicted to heroin and how I want you to stop ruining your health...while staying in your apartment in antwerp....and watching one of the most romantic scenes in the cinema history...where a man promises his woman to get her the moon from the sky...the moon that is always the same wherever you go... the moon that is also associated with your name...haha just kidding... unless?

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I have a headcanon that after Theo has finished his business trips around the world he comes back to Hobie’s and goes back to work in the shop, but he would visit Antwerp (or other cities in Europe, wherever Boris decides to take him) at least twice a year, or even three times. Hobie would notice how Theo changes just after these trips, he laughs more, definetely looks happier, smiles down at his phone whenever he gets a message. Hobie wouldn’t say anything, he would just listen to Theo talking about Boris, about the things they’ve been through, the movies they’ve seen, the way Boris comments the worst scenes and makes them hilarious, about all the sights they’ve seen in another city and all the museums Theo managed to drag Boris to. Hobie would also hear Theo skyping Boris late at night or early in the mornings (because time difference is a bitch) and talking to him quietly for hours. It’s not Hobie’s business, but he can’t help but smile nostalgically whenever he sees this look on Theo’s face every time Boris calls him and says he is on his way from the aeroport. Theo rushes to pick him up and then disappears till the next morning, and the next day at work he is sleepy, a bit disoriented and has this stupid smile on his face. Later in the day Boris would appear in the shop to chat with Hobie, he would tell him about these great antique shops they have in Europe and insist that he should visit them someday, in France, or in Italy. He then would turn to Theo and they would talk silently with only their eyes, and Hobie would understand they don’t even need words to communicate. It’s not Hobie’s business AT ALL, but one time they sit with Theo in the kitchen drinking beer, and he feels like a conversation allows him to ask. He says as quiet as he can preparing to laugh it off at any moment “Are you guys...?”. And Theo would get all red in the cheeks and shake his head no as if out of pure instinct, even before he understands what Hobie means. Hobie then would shrug his shoulders and say as if to himself “I’m not going to assume anything, Theo, it’s your life, but trust an old man like me that whenever you find the person that is just right for you, nothing else matters. Especially what other people have to say or think about you”. And he knows it for sure, because he saw the same look in the eyes and the same smile in mirror long long years ago, he was terrified and didn’t know what to do with all these feelings to another man, because all people around him said it was wrong, that relationship like that was wrong. And Hobie is so happy that Theo gets to see better times, no, not perfect, but definetely better. So they would change the subject, but Hobie would notice that look in Theo’s eyes, and he would know that everything will be alright.

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so there is a hc going around that it was actually Theo’s name that was tattoed on Boris’ arm and not some mysterious woman’s and you know what.. it is absolutely possible, I mean have you seen Russian cursive? there is no way you can read this shit if you’re not Russian, even Russians sometimes don’t understand it

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Theo, following Boris to his house after they talked for barely an hour:

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it’s funny how Boris said “I thought it was something else to you” when bringing up the subject of their not so platonic relationship back to Vegas era

like Theo doesn’t remember half of their nights when they were drunk and wasted (or sometimes pretends he doesn’t let’s be real) so it is highly possible he had done or said something that lead Boris to think Theo was really in love with him and it was way more to him than just the casual friends with benefits situation

probably once he just held his hands and interwined their fingers together and whispered some drunk nonsense along the lines of “don’t you ever leave me I need you so much you have no fucking idea”

or he kissed gently all the bruises and scratches on Boris’ face after his father had beaten him, cradling his cheeks and saying that his dad was a stupid old fucker and “I fucking hate him for what he has done to you”

or one night when they got drunk and Boris couldn’t shut up about Kotku Theo would get furious and shout “Stop telling me about this Kotku girl I’m so fed up with talking about her” and leave the room slamming the door behind him

and 8-10 years after that Boris teases Theo about it like a little shit he is and Theo gets! up! and tries! to leave! because he fucking knows that Boris is right

all in all they are gay and we wanted girls my ass thanks for coming to my ted talk

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me lying to my irl friends that I know nothing about shipping when actually I have read all boreo fics I found in two languages and written a couple of shitty ones miself

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Killing Eve!AU where police analytic Theo Deker starts to investigate a series of violent murders and becomes obsessed with a prime suspect, an antisocial Russian psychopath Boris Pavlikovsky.

guys seriously I would die happy if someone would make a fanfic out of it because the idea of Villanelle!Boris won’t let me sleep at night

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12yo Oakes reads The Goldfinch book before filming

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hey everyone!

there is this russian song that reminds me of boreo and the goldfinch so much I can’t keep it out of my mind! I decided to translate it to english so you can check the lyrics out

i’m not a professional translator, so it might be a bit weird, but I was just aiming to convey the meaning!

all rights belongs to talented alyona shwez, I don’t own anything but this fan translation

нелюбовь - алена швец / notlove - alyona shwez

okay it probably doesn’t fit the specifics of theit relationship, but the similarity of images and descriptions kills me every time I hear it

click here to listen to it on youtube

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theo: I’ve got no family, no friends out here-

boris:

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I always pictured adult!Boris wayyyy taller than adult!Theo while reading the book so whenever I see a picture of Aneurin and Ansel my brain is like wait a minute

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augustana - I still ain’t over you || 

the goldfinch by donna tartt || 

the goldfinch, 2019