#thenk you for the ask btw :D

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8, 14, 21, 32, 44

8. How often do you listen to music?

All day, every day, its the only thing that helps me focus and without it I would probably be so deprived of serotonin that I would just burn the world down

14. Can you drive a stick shift?

Im 14 so i cant legally drive cars but i mean i could try my best. i dont think it would end good tho.

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.

Today is memorial day for the battle of Vukovar so the day is just all around a little depressing since we are mostly honoring the souls lost in the war. A lot of places arent open since its a day ment to spend with family that has lost people during the war and talking about the ones we lost, so yeah, all around depressing with not much to do.

But on the bright side tomorrow two of my friends are having their birthday party and im really excited to give them the gifts i got them :] i hope they'll like em

32. Do you like watching scary movies?

The closest thing i can get to scary movies are short horror stories, im way too much of a scaredy cat and i wouldn't sleep for days

44. What’s the best part about school?

I go to a film/art highschool so my experience is probably different, but there are so many good things about it ohmagawd-

the people?? so cool. almost everyone is part of the lgbt+. everyone is so nice and accepting. the first thing they ask you is your name and prounouns no matter what you look like. i saw people beat up kids from other schools because they didn't respect someones prounouns. I asipe to be like them. their styles?? they gay panic I get every day speaks on it own. each day is a fashion show I love it.

the subjects?? so cool. im a media tehnician so apart from the normal subjects we have sound and photography. just got a project in photography and my task is to photograph the city at night. like bro??? its so fun?? and in sound i have a project where i have to get a photo and explain whats happening only with sound its so fun. and in visual arts we are learning about the history of art and i am a slut for history i love it and in croatian we are learning about classical works hajwhgsksks i love it here.

and now me and my friend alex are making a christmas play about the olden gods like Dionysus and Veles stealing Christmas from christians so they can get more believers its so fun

middle school was the worst period of my life and i truly feel like im flourishing here in highschool i love it so much

[yoomn]

WAIT OK IVE MISSED OUT HOW WAS WINGS AND EYECONTACT WITH JK???? IDK IF ANYONES ASKED BUT ARE YOU STILL ALIVE AND HOW WAS THE EXPERIENCE TELL ME PLS IM NOT GOING TO SEE THEM SO

okay so i’ve waited a couple days to answer this bc i thought i would find the words to describe how it was and how i felt but i still can’t??? i’m still SHOOK so i’m sorry for my bad english (it’s not my first language and i’m too lazy to think) and if i say something stupid lol ok let’s GO:

it was my first time seeing them and i got tickets for the soundcheck and i was sososososo happy =^.^= they played 3 songs btw (blood sweat and tears, save me and 21st century girls). they entered the stage and i started crying like i was the definition of that meme i’m crying in the club kdjaksjal i couldn’t stop crying bc all i could think was OMG I’M IN THE SAME ROOM AS MY 7 FAVORITE PEOPLE OF THIS WORLD I’M SO LUCKY LIFE IS SO BEAUTIFUL THEY’RE SO BEAUTIFUL I LOVE LIFE OMG JIMIN SO BEAUTIFUL YEASSSSSS BOIIII and they were so cute like hoseok was wearing a beanie and jungkook a cap and jimin was wearing that flannel shirt and yoongi had his earphones on and was with that -_- face he has sdhksdsk he wasn’t mad or anything i know it’s just the way he is, he was trying not to get tired before the concert, he is so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when the soundcheck was over namjoon looked at the crowd with the cutest! smile! ever! and said I SEE U 9:30 ;D and they left

so i had to wait till 9:30 to see them again and when it was finally 9:30 the concert started and i thought i was going to die bc people here are crazy kept pushing me and everyone was taller than me and i couldn’t see anything :( so i had to fought my way to the front row so i could see them asjskssh when i finally got there they were playing bapsae and i was :OOOOOOOOH MAN HOLY SHIT but i couldn’t reach my phone so i don’t have any videos :( so i stayed there in the front row and it was the best thing that ever happened to me bc i was really really really REALLY close to them and when they looked at me i got so nervous i wanted to hide shdksjdksl JUNGKOOK WAS THE WORST OMGGGGGGGG THAT BOY WAS KILLING ME WITH THE STARES. he stared at me and i stared at him and i got nervous and my only reaction was to look away and he kind of smiled when i did that???!!!!! this happened like FOUR TIMES!!!! and he looked at me while i was distracted filming jimin singing omg when i realised he smiled and i was like BOY WHY ME WHY ARE U PLAYING WITH ME OUT OF ALL THESE PEOPLE WHY MEEEEE D: (thank god i have a video of this to prove that i’m not crazy and this really happened akslaks) oh and i just remembered that i almost fainted during spring day bc i couldn’t breathe omg my vision got all black and i couldn’t see anything….. but i kept singing and then i got better and the concert was over :(

i almost died twice but it was the best day of my life for sure!